IHHH :: Volume #11

#1034: Child of Ghost Fetus choice


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Nurse in thinks over and over, facing most deep place that room looked several times, finally said on Yu Jian strange matter. 于护士思索再三,朝着最深处那个房间看了好几次,终于说出了于见身上发生的怪事。 Yu Jian has not seen the father since childhood, is I raises him.” 于见从小没见过父亲,是我把他拉扯大的。” This child is sensible, never makes me be worried, in addition I usually work am very busy, therefore he frequently alone dull at home.” “这孩子非常懂事,从来不让我担心,再加上我平时工作很忙,所以他经常一个人呆在家里。” Does not know when from starts, he is not willing to exchange with me gradually, I am guilty always buy the lots for him, encourages him to go with other children to play.” “不知道从什么时候开始,他渐渐不愿意和我交流了,我心里愧疚总是给他买很多东西,也鼓励他多去跟其他小朋友玩。” Has an accident for the first time is when seven years old, I am going to work unexpectedly receive phone call/number of neighbor, said that Yu Jian and children of neighbor family/home fight, almost pokes the blind families' eyes.” “第一次出事是在七岁的时候,我正在上班突然接到邻居的电话,说于见和邻居家的孩子打架,差点戳瞎人家的眼睛。” At that time I was angry, after coming back, hit Yu Jian, but I discover that child, when was hit by me, has visited me with that very fearful look.” “当时我气坏了,回来后就打了于见,但我发现那孩子在被我打的时候,一直用那种很可怕的眼神看着我。” He is bursting into tears, but is not restless, will not make very big sound, will not beg for mercy, only visits me with that look, seemed interrogating why I do want to do that?” “他在流泪,但是不闹腾,不会发出很大的声音,也不会求饶,只用那种眼神看着我,仿佛是在质问我为什么要这么做?” „The matter that afterward had are getting more and more, this child seems in the bone to be very repugnant with others exchanges, so long as he noticed that other children looked like change individual were the same, wanted to ruin their joys.” “后来发生的事情越来越多,这孩子好像骨子里特别讨厌和别人交流,他只要看到其他孩子就像是变了个人一样,想要去毁掉他们的快乐。” „After going to school, he restrained slightly, but no one is actually willing to be the friend with him, his personality becomes more and more hot tempered and eccentric, when words not over five that every day and I said that to junior middle school he has not basically spoken to me again, so long as even sees me, in the eye full is agitated.” “上学后他稍微收敛了一些,但是却没有人愿意和他做朋友,他性格变得越来越暴躁、孤僻,每天和我说的话不超过五句,到初中时他基本上就再也没有跟我说过话,甚至只要看到我,眼中就满是烦躁。” Nurse in, the sound choked at this point, she thought that she failed as mother. 于护士说到这里,声音哽咽,她觉得自己作为母亲是非常失败的。 Also when your son is eccentric and hot tempered, fights wants to make the blind others' eyes, he seems like in being hostile including you everyone.” Chen Ge wrinkles the frown, he felt that Yu Jian and Ghost Fetus are in a mold do simply, others' joy will make them feel that the inexplicable anger, saw others' happiness they will remember the pain that oneself suffer. “你儿子孤僻、暴躁,打架时还想要弄瞎别人的眼睛,他就好像是在仇视包括你在内的所有人。”陈歌皱起双眉,他感觉于见冥胎简直就是一个模具里做出来的,别人的快乐会让他们感到莫名的愤怒,看到别人的幸福他们就会想起自己遭遇的痛苦。 This mentality average man is unreadable, but truly exists. 这种心态常人难以理解,但确实存在。 Probably two children saw a beautiful butterfly simultaneously, a child in the beauty of butterfly, acclaimed with amazement loudly, another actually put out a hand to twist the butterfly, tore up the wing of butterfly 就好像两个孩子同时看到了一只美丽的蝴蝶,其中一个孩子惊讶于蝴蝶的美丽,大声赞叹,另一个却伸手将蝴蝶拧死,撕毁了蝴蝶的翅膀 Chen Ge does not know when Ghost Fetus found Yu Jian, all sorts of arrangement from old city district infers, the Yu Jian estimate is the Ghost Fetus matching highest child, because Ghost Fetus likely attaches on Yu Jian body, completed the curse in old city district rented room. 陈歌不知道冥胎是在什么时候找到于见的,从老城区的种种布置来推断,于见估计是和冥胎匹配度最高的孩子,因为冥胎很可能就是依附在于见身体上,在老城区出租屋内完成了诅咒。 In other words, Ghost Fetus still hides in Yu Jian probability now is very big. 换句话来说,冥胎现在仍旧藏在于见身上的概率很大。 On after Yu Jian junior middle school, that is my family darkest some time, he did not speak to me, alone is making anything alone probably.” 于见上初中以后,那是我家最黑暗的一段时间,他不跟我说话,独自一个人好像在做什么。” I hit him, to scold him, he does not hit back does not talk back, but coldly visits me, that look does not seem like looking at own family member radically, possibly he has not treated as the family member me starting from some time again.” “我打他、骂他,他不还手也不还口,只是冷冷的看着我,那种眼神根本不像是在看自己的家人,可能他从某个时刻开始就再也没有把我当做家人了吧。” Also from that time, Yu Jian started a night of non- home to return, left home, to look for his me ran through Hanjiang.” “也是从那个时候起,于见开始夜不归宿,离家出走,为了找他我跑遍了含江。” His possibly from the heart dislikes me, no matter my many times look for him, he can departures, he rush to many calamities during that time, something even alarmed the police.” “他可能是发自内心的讨厌我,不管我多少次去找他,他都会一次次的离开,那段时间他闯过很多祸,有些事情甚至惊动了警察。” Junior middle school finishes attending, he starts whole evening whole evening does not go home, I know that cannot get down, relates one to manage very strict privately established high school, spending a lot of money to make him go to school.” “初中上完,他又开始整晚整晚的不回家,我知道不能这么下去,联系了一所管理非常严格的私立高中,花了很多钱让他去上学。” Arrived a new environment, the Yu Jian situation was truly good, I also had the hope to the life.” “到了一个新环境,于见的情况确实好了很多,我也对生活重新有了希望。” But time like this only lasted for several months, the school authorities inform me to go to the school to get the person, other class children's guardians to request Yu Jian to leave school jointly, I do not know at that time what happened, Yu Jian anything has not told me.” “可这样的时间只持续了几个月,校方就通知我去学校领人,班级其他孩子的家长联名要求于见退学,我当时根本不知道发生了什么事情,于见什么都没有告诉我。” Afterward I learned from the principal mouth, the students said Yu Jian is mental disorder, they exaggerate these unusual manners unceasingly, in everyone only then the Yu Jian teacher in charge has been helping him speak.” “后来我是从校长嘴里得知,学生们都说于见精神病,他们把那些异常的举止不断夸大,所有人里只有于见的班主任一直在帮他说话。” Spent a lot of money from all sides, spent for a long time, I want completely the means that to make the school leave behind Yu Jian finally.” “前前后后花了很多钱,又花了很长时间,我想尽了办法,总算让学校留下了于见。” May not last forever, to high two, the Yu Jian teacher in charge resigns for some reasons, left the school in that afternoon Yu Jian.” “可好景不长,到了高二,于见的班主任因为某些原因辞职,就在当天下午于见也离开了学校。” He goes home, closes oneself in the room, oneself will seal up thoroughly.” “他回了家,把自己关在屋子里,将自己彻底封闭了起来。” I am go to the school to he handles to suspend the procedure the time knows the props body reason, person who that teacher in charge is only to Yu Jian good, finally in the school started to have the rumor saying that female teacher enticed the student, afterward some guardians also started noisily, finally that teacher was compelled the resignation.” “我是去学校给他办理停学手续的时候才知道具体原因,那位班主任是唯一对于见好的人,结果学校里开始有谣言说那位女老师勾引学生,后来有部分家长也开始闹,最后那位老师被逼辞职。” Nurse in looks the bedroom gate that in the room shuts tightly, crossed for a long time opened the mouth very much: Knows reason time, I have not been angry, but is very tired. I no longer struggled, accepted fate, I acknowledged that Yu Jian and ordinary child are different, no longer demanded him and ordinary child is the same.” 于护士看着屋内紧闭的卧室门,过了很久才开口:“知道原因的时候,我没有生气,只是觉得很累。我不再挣扎了,认命了,我承认于见和普通孩子不同,不再强求他和普通孩子一样了。” „After discontinuing studies, has he stayed at home?” Chen Ge takes down each few words that Nurse in spoke, these things may send to use after the gate greatly. “辍学以后,他就一直呆在家吗?”陈歌记下了于护士说的每一句话,这些东西在门后可能会派上大用。 At least I go home each time, he stays in oneself room honestly, therefore I thought that he at all not possible and homicide has the relations. The basic situation I had understood.” Chen Ge sets out to walk toward that bedroom: Has the key? I want to see one side him.” “至少我每次回家的时候,他都老实呆在自己屋里,所以我觉得他根本不可能和凶杀案扯上关系。基本情况我已经了解。”陈歌起身朝那间卧室走去:“有钥匙吗?我想见他一面。” Sees him not to have the issue, but I hope that do not speak any extreme words.” Nurse in puts out one bunch of keys from the handbag, Yu Jian bedroom gate spare key she has been carrying along. “见他没问题,但我希望你不要说什么过激的话。”于护士从提包里拿出一串钥匙,于见卧室门的备用钥匙她一直随身携带着。 Before two people arrive at the bedroom gate, Nurse in opened the door. 两人来到卧室门前,于护士打开了房门。 When that door shoves open a fine drawn Chen Ge smelled the stink of irritating the nose, the covering mouth and nose of his instinct, but nearby Nurse in actually does not smell that stink to be the same probably. 在那扇门推开一条细缝的时候陈歌就闻到了刺鼻的臭味,他本能的捂住口鼻,而旁边的于护士却好像根本闻不到那股臭味一样。 Until now, the stink that this is I in out of the door world smells most has irritated the nose.” “迄今为止,这是我在门外世界闻到过的最刺鼻的臭味。” Chen Ge uses Yin Eyes to look toward the bedroom, with imagination in different, in the room does not have the clothing that the trash of stack, tumbles, has used massively manuscript paper. 陈歌使用阴瞳朝卧室里看去,和想象中不同,屋内没有堆积的垃圾、乱丢的衣物,只有大量使用过的稿纸。 In the floor, desktop and surface of bed are throwing the manuscript paper, above writes the off and on writing, did not read smoothly. 地板、桌面、床面上都扔着稿纸,上面写着断断续续的文字,很多都读不通顺。 In this big pile of manuscript paper center, is standing a man barefoot, his anything has not put on, thin. 在这一大堆稿纸中央,站着一个光脚的男人,他什么都没穿,骨瘦如柴。 Saw that some people come , the man has no response as before, he lifts only has the hand of light two layers of skin, with setting pen to paper writes anything on a manuscript paper of blank. 看到有人进来,男人依旧没有任何反应,他抬起只剩下薄薄两层皮的手,拿着笔在一张空白的稿纸上写着什么。 Excuse me.” Nurse in seems to have been familiar with, she picks up the ground the blanket to cover on the man.. “不好意思。”于护士似乎已经习惯,她捡起地上的毯子盖在男人身上。。 Until this time man some response, the muddy eye toward the door rotation, after sweeping Chen Ge, he continues to start on the paper to outline. 直到这时候男人才有了反应,浑浊的眼睛朝房门口转动,扫了一眼陈歌后,他又继续开始在纸上勾画起来。 Do not step on to his manuscript paper.” These words were Chen Ge say regarding the nurse: „Can you first go out, my some issues want to ask him alone.” “不要踩到他的稿纸。”这句话是陈歌对于护士说的:“你能不能先出去一趟,我有些问题想要单独问问他。”
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