Nurseinthinksover and over, facingmostdeep placethatroomlookedseveraltimes, finallysaidonYu Jianstrange matter.
于护士思索再三,朝着最深处那个房间看了好几次,终于说出了于见身上发生的怪事。„Yu Jianhas not seen the fathersince childhood, isIraiseshim.”
“于见从小没见过父亲,是我把他拉扯大的。”„Thischildis sensible, nevermakesmebe worried,in additionIusuallyworkam very busy, thereforehefrequentlyalonedullat home.”
“这孩子非常懂事,从来不让我担心,再加上我平时工作很忙,所以他经常一个人呆在家里。”„Does not know when fromstarts, heis not willingto exchangewithmegradually, Iam guiltyalwaysbuy the lotsforhim, encourageshimto gowithotherchildrento play.”
“不知道从什么时候开始,他渐渐不愿意和我交流了,我心里愧疚总是给他买很多东西,也鼓励他多去跟其他小朋友玩。”„Has an accident for the first time iswhensevenyears old, Iam going to workunexpectedlyreceivephone call/number of neighbor, said that Yu Jian and children of neighborfamily/homefight, almostpokes the blindfamilies'eyes.”
“第一次出事是在七岁的时候,我正在上班突然接到邻居的电话,说于见和邻居家的孩子打架,差点戳瞎人家的眼睛。”„At that timeIwas angry, after coming back, hitYu Jian, butIdiscoverthatchild, whenwas hitbyme, has visitedmewiththatveryfearfullook.”
“当时我气坏了,回来后就打了于见,但我发现那孩子在被我打的时候,一直用那种很可怕的眼神看着我。”„Heis bursting into tears, butis not restless, will not make very bigsound, will not beg for mercy, onlyvisitsmewiththatlook, seemed interrogatingwhyIdo wantto do that?”
“他在流泪,但是不闹腾,不会发出很大的声音,也不会求饶,只用那种眼神看着我,仿佛是在质问我为什么要这么做?”„The matter that afterwardhadare getting more and more, thischildseemsin the boneto be very repugnantwithothersexchanges, so long ashenoticed that otherchildrenlooked likechangeindividual were the same, wantedto ruintheirjoys.”
“后来发生的事情越来越多,这孩子好像骨子里特别讨厌和别人交流,他只要看到其他孩子就像是变了个人一样,想要去毁掉他们的快乐。”„After going to school, herestrainedslightly, butno oneis actually willingto be the friendwithhim, hispersonalitybecomesmore and morehot temperedandeccentric, when wordsnotoverfive that every dayandI said that tojunior middle schoolhehas not basically spokentomeagain, so long asevenseesme, in the eyefullisagitated.”
“上学后他稍微收敛了一些,但是却没有人愿意和他做朋友,他性格变得越来越暴躁、孤僻,每天和我说的话不超过五句,到初中时他基本上就再也没有跟我说过话,甚至只要看到我,眼中就满是烦躁。”Nursein, the soundchokedat this point, shethought that shefailedas mother.
于护士说到这里,声音哽咽,她觉得自己作为母亲是非常失败的。„Also when your sonis eccentricandhot tempered, fightswantsto make the blindothers'eyes, heseems likeinbeing hostileincludingyoueveryone.”Chen Gewrinkles the frown, hefelt that Yu JianandGhost Fetusarein a molddosimply, others'joywill makethemfeel that the inexplicableanger, sawothers'happinesstheywill remember the pain that oneselfsuffer.
“你儿子孤僻、暴躁,打架时还想要弄瞎别人的眼睛,他就好像是在仇视包括你在内的所有人。”陈歌皱起双眉,他感觉于见和冥胎简直就是一个模具里做出来的,别人的快乐会让他们感到莫名的愤怒,看到别人的幸福他们就会想起自己遭遇的痛苦。Thismentalityaverage manis unreadable, buttrulyexists.
这种心态常人难以理解,但确实存在。Probablytwochildrensaw a beautifulbutterflysimultaneously, a childin the beauty of butterfly, acclaimedwith amazementloudly, anotheractuallyput out a handto twist the butterfly, tore up the wing of butterfly
就好像两个孩子同时看到了一只美丽的蝴蝶,其中一个孩子惊讶于蝴蝶的美丽,大声赞叹,另一个却伸手将蝴蝶拧死,撕毁了蝴蝶的翅膀Chen Gedoes not know when Ghost FetusfoundYu Jian, all sorts ofarrangementfromold city districtinfers, the Yu Jianestimate is the Ghost Fetusmatchinghighestchild, becauseGhost Fetus likely attachesonYu Jianbody, completed the curseinold city districtrented room.陈歌不知道冥胎是在什么时候找到于见的,从老城区的种种布置来推断,于见估计是和冥胎匹配度最高的孩子,因为冥胎很可能就是依附在于见的身体上,在老城区出租屋内完成了诅咒。In other words, Ghost FetusstillhidesinYu Jianprobabilitynowis very big.
换句话来说,冥胎现在仍旧藏在于见身上的概率很大。„On after Yu Jianjunior middle school, thatismy familydarkestsome time, hedid not speaktome, aloneis makinganythingaloneprobably.”
“于见上初中以后,那是我家最黑暗的一段时间,他不跟我说话,独自一个人好像在做什么。”„Ihithim, to scoldhim, hedoes not hit backdoes not talk back, butcoldlyvisitsme, thatlookdoes not seem like looking atownfamily memberradically, possiblyhehas not treated as the family membermestarting fromsometimeagain.”
“我打他、骂他,他不还手也不还口,只是冷冷的看着我,那种眼神根本不像是在看自己的家人,可能他从某个时刻开始就再也没有把我当做家人了吧。”„Alsofromthat time, Yu Jianstarted a night of non-home to return, left home, tolook forhismeran throughHanjiang.”
“也是从那个时候起,于见开始夜不归宿,离家出走,为了找他我跑遍了含江。”„Hispossiblyfrom the heartdislikesme, no mattermymanytimeslook forhim, hecandepartures, herush tomanycalamitiesduring that time, something evenalarmed the police.”
“他可能是发自内心的讨厌我,不管我多少次去找他,他都会一次次的离开,那段时间他闯过很多祸,有些事情甚至惊动了警察。”„Junior middle schoolfinishes attending, hestartswhole eveningwhole eveningdoes not go home, Iknow that cannotget down, relatesoneto manage very strictprivately establishedhigh school, spendinga lot ofmoneyto makehimgo to school.”
“初中上完,他又开始整晚整晚的不回家,我知道不能这么下去,联系了一所管理非常严格的私立高中,花了很多钱让他去上学。”„Arrived a newenvironment, the Yu Jiansituationwas truly good, Ialsohad the hopeto the life.”
“到了一个新环境,于见的情况确实好了很多,我也对生活重新有了希望。”„Buttimelike thisonlylasted for severalmonths, the school authoritiesinformmeto go to the schoolto get the person, other classchildren'sguardiansto requestYu Jianto leave schooljointly, Ido not knowat that timewhat happened, Yu Jiananythinghas not toldme.”
“可这样的时间只持续了几个月,校方就通知我去学校领人,班级其他孩子的家长联名要求于见退学,我当时根本不知道发生了什么事情,于见什么都没有告诉我。”„AfterwardIlearnedfrom the principalmouth, the studentssaidYu Jianismental disorder, theyexaggeratetheseunusualmannersunceasingly, ineveryoneonly then the Yu Jianteacher in chargehas been helpinghimspeak.”
“后来我是从校长嘴里得知,学生们都说于见是精神病,他们把那些异常的举止不断夸大,所有人里只有于见的班主任一直在帮他说话。”„Spenta lot ofmoneyfrom all sides, spentfor a long time, Iwantcompletely the means that to make the schoolleave behindYu Jianfinally.”
“前前后后花了很多钱,又花了很长时间,我想尽了办法,总算让学校留下了于见。”„Maynot last forever, tohightwo, the Yu Jianteacher in chargeresignsfor some reasons, left the schoolinthat afternoonYu Jian.”
“可好景不长,到了高二,于见的班主任因为某些原因辞职,就在当天下午于见也离开了学校。”„Hegoes home, closesoneselfin the room, oneselfwill seal upthoroughly.”
“他回了家,把自己关在屋子里,将自己彻底封闭了起来。”„Iamgo to the schooltohehandlesto suspend the procedure the timeknows the propsbodyreason, person who thatteacher in chargeisonlytoYu Jiangood, finallyin the schoolstartedto have the rumor saying that femaleteacherenticed the student, afterward some guardiansalsostartednoisily, finallythatteacherwas compelled the resignation.”
“我是去学校给他办理停学手续的时候才知道具体原因,那位班主任是唯一对于见好的人,结果学校里开始有谣言说那位女老师勾引学生,后来有部分家长也开始闹,最后那位老师被逼辞职。”Nurseinlooks the bedroomgate that in the roomshuts tightly, crossedfor a long timeopened the mouthvery much: „Knowsreasontime, Ihave not been angry, butisverytired. Ino longerstruggled, accepted fate, Iacknowledged that Yu Jian and ordinarychildare different, no longerdemandedhim and ordinarychild is the same.”
于护士看着屋内紧闭的卧室门,过了很久才开口:“知道原因的时候,我没有生气,只是觉得很累。我不再挣扎了,认命了,我承认于见和普通孩子不同,不再强求他和普通孩子一样了。”„After discontinuing studies, has hestayedathome?”Chen Getakes down each few words that Nurseinspoke, thesethings may sendto useafter the gategreatly.
“辍学以后,他就一直呆在家吗?”陈歌记下了于护士说的每一句话,这些东西在门后可能会派上大用。„At leastIgo homeeach time, hestaysinoneselfroomhonestly, thereforeIthought that heat allnot possible and homicidehas the relations. The basic situationIhad understood.”Chen Gesets outto walktowardthatbedroom: „Has the key? Iwantto seeone sidehim.”
“至少我每次回家的时候,他都老实呆在自己屋里,所以我觉得他根本不可能和凶杀案扯上关系。基本情况我已经了解。”陈歌起身朝那间卧室走去:“有钥匙吗?我想见他一面。”„Seeshimnot to have the issue, butIhope that do not speak any extremewords.”Nurseinputs outonebunch of keysfrom the handbag, Yu Jianbedroomgatespare keyshehas been carryingalong.
“见他没问题,但我希望你不要说什么过激的话。”于护士从提包里拿出一串钥匙,于见卧室门的备用钥匙她一直随身携带着。
Before two peoplearrive at the bedroomgate, Nurseinopened the door.
两人来到卧室门前,于护士打开了房门。Whenthatdoorshoves open a fine drawnChen Gesmelled the stink of irritating the nose, the coveringmouth and nose of hisinstinct, butnearbyNurseinactuallydoes not smellthatstinkto be the same probably.
在那扇门推开一条细缝的时候陈歌就闻到了刺鼻的臭味,他本能的捂住口鼻,而旁边的于护士却好像根本闻不到那股臭味一样。„Until now, the stink that thisisIinout of the doorworldsmellsmosthas irritated the nose.”
“迄今为止,这是我在门外世界闻到过的最刺鼻的臭味。”Chen GeusesYin Eyesto looktoward the bedroom, withimaginationindifferent, in the roomdoes not have the clothing that the trash of stack, tumbles, has usedmassivelymanuscript paper.陈歌使用阴瞳朝卧室里看去,和想象中不同,屋内没有堆积的垃圾、乱丢的衣物,只有大量使用过的稿纸。In the floor, desktopandsurface of bedare throwing the manuscript paper, abovewrites the off and onwriting, did not readsmoothly.
地板、桌面、床面上都扔着稿纸,上面写着断断续续的文字,很多都读不通顺。Inthisbigpile of manuscript papercenter, is standing a manbarefoot, hisanythinghas not put on, thin.
在这一大堆稿纸中央,站着一个光脚的男人,他什么都没穿,骨瘦如柴。Saw that somepeoplecome , the manhas no responseas before, heliftsonlyhas the hand of lighttwo layers of skin, withsetting pen to paperwritesanythingon a manuscript paper of blank.
看到有人进来,男人依旧没有任何反应,他抬起只剩下薄薄两层皮的手,拿着笔在一张空白的稿纸上写着什么。„Excuse me.”Nursein seems to have been familiar with, shepicks up the ground the blanketto coveron the man..
“不好意思。”于护士似乎已经习惯,她捡起地上的毯子盖在男人身上。。Untilthis timeman some response, the muddyeyetoward the doorrotation, after sweepingChen Ge, hecontinuesto starton the paperto outline.
直到这时候男人才有了反应,浑浊的眼睛朝房门口转动,扫了一眼陈歌后,他又继续开始在纸上勾画起来。„Do not step ontohismanuscript paper.”These wordswereChen Gesayregarding the nurse: „Can youfirstgo out, mysomeissueswantto askhimalone.”
“不要踩到他的稿纸。”这句话是陈歌对于护士说的:“你能不能先出去一趟,我有些问题想要单独问问他。”
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