Next day is very early, leaf glory by early morning on waking „toot toot” this small girl awakening. 第二天很早,叶荣耀就被一大早就醒过来的“嘟嘟”这小丫头给唤醒了。 Without the means that this is the parents is not easy, the leaf glory wants to rest a lie- to be difficult. 没办法,这做父母不容易啊,叶荣耀想睡一个懒觉都困难了。 A child was not free from worry by oneself, this regenerates one, some leaf glory headaches. 一个孩子就这么地让自己这么不省心,这再生一个,叶荣耀有些头疼。 However lived the second embryo matter, the leaf glory decided that regardless of were difficult, this second embryo must live. 不过生第二胎这个事情,叶荣耀是下决心了,不论多困难,这第二胎必须生。 It looks like in the leaf glory, the only child is not the good matter. 在叶荣耀看来,独生子女并不是什么好事情。 Because of child's words, is easy to be pampered since childhood, will appear independently bad, endures the setback difference. 因为一个孩子的话,容易娇生惯养,会出现独立性差、耐受挫折性差。 Especially waited for the parents dead of old age, wants to find a trustworthy person to discuss did not have. 尤其是等父母老去了,想找一个值得信任的人商量的都没有。 „Boss, outside has the mailman to deliver a letter, the roll-call wants you or the proprietress receives and signs for personally.” “老板,外面有邮递员送信,点名要你或者老板娘亲自签收。” In leaf glorious family of three , in the courtyard the harmony happiness plays, Weng big wave enters in the courtyard, said to the leaf glory. 就在叶荣耀一家三口在院子里其乐融融地玩耍的时候,翁涛走进院子里来,对叶荣耀说道。 „Letter/believes , do some people write a letter now?” “信,现在还有人写信？” willow Qingqing somewhat said surprised. 柳箐箐有些吃惊地说道。 With the rapid growth of science and technology, communication between people will not basically write a letter now again, telephones, sends a WeChat, the video chatted, even had the email, various information system convenience was succinct, moreover was safe, will not have the problem that lost. 随着科技的高速发展,现在人们之间的沟通基本上都不会再写信了,打个电话,发个微信,视频聊天,甚至发生电子邮箱,各种各样信息系统方便简洁,而且还安全,不会存在丢失的问题。 Writes a letter, this was popular several thousand years of people remote communication methods in Huaxia, now has vanished from the life of people slowly. 写信,这个在华夏流行了数千年的人们异地沟通方式,现在已经慢慢地从人们的生活中消失了。 „Yes, who wrote to us, is sends anything.” “是啊,谁给我们写信了,难道是寄什么东西来的。” Some leaf glory also doubts said. 叶荣耀也有些疑惑地说道。 Now among this social people long-distance range communication, will not be writing a letter, now writes a letter, majority is the banks and some units sends some documentary evidences. 现在这个社会人们之间远距离沟通,已经不会在写信了,现在写信,大部分都是银行和一些单位寄一些单据。 Even the leaf glory studies, the male and female students among the school writes the love letter, now does not have, by WeChat and so on electronic chat software gave the substitution. 甚至叶荣耀读书的时候,在学校里男女学生之间写情书,现在也没有了,都被微信之类的电子聊天软件给替代了。 „Husband, I takes!” “老公,我去拿吧！” willow Qingqing is saying, rides the bicycle in Chejia to go toward the courtyard outside, leaf glory courtyard was too big, if walks, arrives at the courtyard entrance, wants seven and eight minutes of distances, rides the speed of bicycle to be quicker. 柳箐箐说着,就骑车家里的自行车往院子外面而去,叶荣耀这院子太大了,如果走路的话,到大院子门口,都要七、八分钟的路程,还是骑自行车的速度快些。 ...... …… „Whose letter/believes?” “谁的信啊？” After dozen minutes, saw willow Qingqing to ride the bicycle to come back, the leaf glory asked curiously. 十几分钟后,见柳箐箐骑着自行车回来了,叶荣耀好奇地问道。 leaf Rongyao wants to know that is who the couple writes to oneself. 叶荣耀很想知道是谁给自己夫妻俩写信。 „Is also the poor elder sister's letter/believes.” “是亦菲姐的信。” willow Qingqing said. 柳箐箐说道。 „Letter/believes that also the poor|Fei writes?” “亦菲写的信？” The leaf glory slope along fields , the unclear white willow also poor|Fei and willow Qingqing wrote to oneself, doesn't she go to work in the county? Drives also less than 20 minutes of distance. 叶荣耀不由地楞了下,不明白柳亦菲怎么会给自己和柳箐箐写信了,她不就在县城上班吗？开车过来也不到二十分钟的路程。 Let alone willow Yifei has itself with the cell phone number and WeChat of thin bamboo thin bamboo, telephoning and sent the information to be good, but also wrote what letter/believes. 更何况柳亦菲有自己跟箐箐的手机号码和微信号,打电话和发信息就好了,还写什么信啊。 „Un, writes for our.” “嗯,是写给我们俩的。” willow Yifei is saying, gives the leaf glory to look the envelope. 柳亦菲说着,就把信封递给叶荣耀看。 Sees only on the envelope to write, the leaf glory and willow Qingqing receives. 只见信封上写着,叶荣耀和柳箐箐收。 „Strange, which poor|Fei this is plays, actually thinks that wrote to us?” “奇怪,亦菲这是玩哪出啊,竟然想起来给我们写信了？” The leaf glory somewhat asked strangely. 叶荣耀有些奇怪地问道。 „Opened the letter/believes not to know?” “打开信不就知道了吗？” willow Qingqing said. 柳箐箐说道。 „Also yes, you open this letter/believes!” “也是,你打开这信吧！” leaf Rongyao nods to say. 叶荣耀点点头说道。 „Un!” “嗯！” willow Qingqing nods, opens the letter/believes share that willow Yifei sent, inside has two letters, writes to the leaf glory, writes to willow Qingqing. 柳箐箐点点头,就打开了柳亦菲寄过来的信份,里面有两份信,一份是写给叶荣耀的,一份是写给柳箐箐。 „Husband, this is also the poor elder sister writes for your!” “老公,这是亦菲姐写给你的！” willow Qingqing writes willow Yifei to the leaf glory letter/believes, gives the leaf glory to say. 柳箐箐把柳亦菲写给叶荣耀的信,递给叶荣耀说道。 The leaf glory takes up the letter/believes to look. 叶荣耀拿起信看。 Glory: 荣耀: When you saw this letter/believes perhaps we cannot meet, I had left the Yangping district, had left Huaxia. 当你看到这封信的时候也许我们再不能相见了,我已经离开了阳平县,也已经离开了华夏。 First saw when letter/believes should not be angry, knows more than one year of time with you, I discovered that I have fallen in love with you, likes you liking not being able to extricate oneself, I know that falls in love with a married man, is incorrect, but I cannot bear fall in love with you. 首先看到信时你不要生气,跟你认识一年多的时间,我发现我已经爱上你了,爱你爱的无法自拔,我知道爱上一个有妇之夫,是不对的,可是我还是忍不住爱上你。 Before meeting you, I have not thought will fall in love with a man, after may run into you, I fall in love with a person clearly, makes one long. 遇上你之前,我不曾想过自己会这么地爱上一个男人,可遇到你之后,我才明白爱上一个人,是那么地让人朝思暮想。 What a pity meets by chance has not married in Monarch, I am doomed to be painful. 可惜相逢不在君未娶,我注定要痛苦。 Suddenly separates me definitely is uncomfortable also asked you to understand my, thank you! 突然分开我心里肯定是难受的也请你理解我一下,谢谢你！ I think for a long time thinks all our matters, delivers these words today to you listens, was last time speaks my in soul talk to you! The sentiment can try hard to pursue and treasure, but cannot demand, you are not me after all. 我想了好长时间把我们所有的事都想了一遍,今天把这些话都讲给你听,也是最后一次跟你说我的内心话！感情可以努力追求、珍惜,但不能强求,你总归不属于我。 Whenever thinks about with you together day, I will not smile voluntarily, that time is always joyful. 每当想起和你在一起的日子,我就会不自觉地笑,那个时光总是快乐的。 Sometimes felt oneself are very silly, is much sillier. 有时候觉得自己真的很傻,傻得可怜。 Why can fall in love with you? 干吗要爱上你？ But I cannot control myself, wants to be like this silly loves you. 可我又控制不住自己,就想这样傻傻得爱你。 Once something are leaving behind trace that unable to cancel at heart forever. 有些东西一旦在心里留下了痕迹那就永远也抹不去了。 Like you, you too deeply was too deep in seal that on my heart ironed, I cannot forget you, has no alternative but to love you. 就像你,你在我的心上烙的印太深太深了,我根本不能忘记你,不能不去爱你。 Perhaps the previous generation owes you, is doomed I this life to return you. 也许前世欠你的吧,注定我今生要还你。 Loving a person is joyful is also painful, no matter what I am willing to withstand, undertakes all these. 爱一个人是快乐的也是痛苦的,不管是什么样的我都愿意去承受,去承担这一切。 Now I chose departure, all original appearance, you are you, I am I, what change is only these in my heart pain that only then know. 现在我选择了离开,一切还是原来的样子,你还是你,我还是我,改变的只是我心中的那些只有自己知道的痛。 I think, if one day, when I think you, I am no longer grieved, I have put aside this sentiment. 我想,如果有一天,在我想你的时候,我不再心痛,那我已经放下这段感情了。 However, on this day must wait, I don't know either, perhaps is tomorrow, perhaps is next year, but I hope that is...... the pain gets down forever! 然而,这一天到底要等到什么时候,我也不知道,也许是明天,也许是明年,但我希望是……永远痛下去！ The world is this, every so often you more care about anything, you cannot obtain anything. 世界就是这样的,很多时候你越在乎什么,你就得不到什么。 I do not know that what I am pursuing? I do not know how long can insist. 我不知道我在追求什么？我不知道能坚持多久。 I hope that can have an own family/home, has you to have me, the thin bamboo thin bamboo, toot toot they, are very warm. In the summer in the family/home can be very cool, in the evening everyone can watch the soap opera together, we can rest is very late, together outside number star. 我多么希望可以有一个自己的家,有你有我,还有箐箐、嘟嘟她们,很温馨。夏天家里可以很凉快,晚上大家可以一起看电视剧,我们可以睡的很晚,一起在外面数星星。 In the winter we can sit on the sofa, shakes hand to sun in the window, in the evening, the whole family gathers round by the table to eat meal under the lamp...... 冬天我们可以坐在沙发上,在窗边拉着手晒着太阳,晚上,一家人围着桌旁在灯下吃饭…… What a pity, these are my fantasy, perhaps is must for a lifetime in the fantasy of doing. 可惜,这些都是我一个人的幻想,或许是一辈子都要在做的幻想。 Said goodbye, beloved man! 再见了,心爱的男人！ I walked, went to you unable to find my place, one year and two years and three years, I want to use three years of time to forget you. 我走了,去一个你找不到我的地方,一年、两年、三年,我想用三年的时光遗忘掉你。 If three years later, I forgot you, please wish me, I must seek for my own happiness. 如果三年后,我遗忘了你,请你祝福我,我要去寻找我自己的幸福。 If three years later, I am unable to forget you, but also of deep love, please forgive me, even if you dislike me again, I must return to side you, even if looks silently your I also want. 如果三年后,我还是无法遗忘你,还深爱的你,请你原谅我,哪怕你再讨厌我,我也要回到你身边,哪怕是默默地看着你我也愿意。 I know that I am very selfish, but I cannot control my emotion. 我知道我很自私,可是我控制不住自己的情感。 Please do not call me, I have replaced the cell phone number, please do not try to look for me, because I want to use for three years, confirms me to your emotion! 请不要给我打电话,我已经更换了手机号码,请不要试图寻找我,因为我想用三年的时间,验证我对你的情感！ ...... …… Reads willow Yifei the letter/believes, leaf glory somewhat is sad, does not know why sees this letter/believes, sees willow Yifei far away from oneself, the leaf glory faintly somewhat is at heart sore. 看完柳亦菲的信,叶荣耀不由地情绪有些低落,不知道为什么看到这封信,看到柳亦菲远离自己,叶荣耀心里隐隐有些疼。 In the same place, does not feel anything, but really she chose to leave, in the leaf glorious heart fills does not abandon and fills to rebuking oneself. 在一起的时候,不觉得什么,可真的等她选择离开了,叶荣耀心中充满不舍、充满对自责。 „Husband, you how?” “老公,你怎么了？” willow Qingqing sees leaf glorious complexion some is not good, opens the mouth to ask. 柳箐箐见叶荣耀脸色有些不好,就开口问道。 „It‘s nothing, willow Yifei walked.” “没什么,柳亦菲走了。” leaf Rongyao shakes the head to say. 叶荣耀摇摇头说道。 „Also did the poor elder sister walk? Where walks goes?” “亦菲姐走了？走哪里去啊？” willow Qingqing had not looked that willow Yifei writes to her letter/believes, therefore does not know that willow Yifei had left the Yangping district. 柳箐箐还没有看柳亦菲写给她的信,所以不知道柳亦菲已经离开了阳平县。 „Does not know!” “不知道！” The leaf glorious tone somewhat said low and deep. 叶荣耀语气有些低沉地说道。 „Also the poor elder sister, walked did not greet ahead of time, wrote to us.” “亦菲姐也是的,走了也不提前打声招呼,就给我们写信。” willow Qingqing somewhat complained that said. 柳箐箐有些埋怨地说道。 „Did not say these, I want to go out for a walk!” “不说这些了,我想出去走走！” leaf Rongyao puts toward the pocket in the letter/believes, walks toward the courtyard outside, the leaf glory thinks that a person is static. 叶荣耀把信往口袋里一放,就往院子外面走,叶荣耀想一个人静静。 „ Un! “嗯！ Sees the leaf glory to go out of the courtyard, willow Qingqing opens willow Yifei to write to give own letter/believes. 见叶荣耀走出院子,柳箐箐打开柳亦菲写给自己的信。 Thin bamboo thin bamboo: 箐箐: Seeing the letter/believes is good! 见信佳！ When you see this letter/believes, I have ridden the airplane to recede he just. 当你看到这封信的时候,我已经坐上飞机远走他方了。 Please forgive my leaving without saying good-bye! 请原谅我的不辞而别！ Has wanted to say „sorry” to you, until walking, no courage you told that sentence „sorry”, I can only say sound with the way of writing a letter to you „sorry”. 一直想跟你说“对不起”,直到走了,也没有勇气跟你说句“对不起”,我只能用写信的方式向你说声“对不起”。 Actually I did not say, you were also clear why I said „sorry” to you. 其实我不说,你也清楚我为什么跟你说“对不起”。 Falls in love with a married man, is my mistake, is together with you each time, you regard the blood sisters the same as kiss me, this touches me, simultaneously makes my guilty conscience heavier. 爱上一个有妇之夫,是我的错,每次跟你相处,你把我当成亲姐妹一样亲,这让我很感动,同时让我内心的负罪感越重。 I do not think, is not willing to ruin your family. 我不想,也不愿意去破坏你的家庭。 But sentimental matter, is actually not I can control, more is to forget, instead fell into by oneself is deeper, deep keeps me from extricating oneself. 可是感情这事情,却不是我能控制的,越是想要遗忘,反而让自己陷入越深,深的让我无法自拔。 I know that this is my mistake! 我知道这都是我的错！ Now I choose to leave, go to a remote place. The choice with three years forgets him. 现在我选择离开,去一个遥远的地方。选择用三年的时间来遗忘掉他。 If three years, I could not forget him, could not put aside this sentiment, I will come back. 如果三年的时间,我还是遗忘不了他,也放不下这段感情的话,我会回来的。 I know such, to you are an injury, but I really cannot control my emotion, I do not have too many extravagant demands, only wants to treat silently in your sides, takes the complete human way out with you together. 我知道那样,对你是一个伤害,可我真的控制不住自己的情感,我没有太多的奢求,只想默默地待在你们的身边,跟你们一起走完人生路。 ...... …… „Also the poor elder sister, why you are!” “亦菲姐,你这是何必呢！” Read willow Yifei the letter/believes, willow Qingqing sighed the sound. 看完柳亦菲的信,柳箐箐叹了声。 With the young woman of leaf glory contact, most does not let the person who willow Qingqing is jealous, is willow Yifei. 在跟叶荣耀接触的年轻女子中,最不让柳箐箐吃醋的人,就是柳亦菲。 As the ability of leaf glory is getting more and more fierce, willow Qingqing always felt one cannot defend such outstanding man, willow Qingqing even somewhat wants willow Yifei to live with oneself together. 随着叶荣耀的能力越来越厉害,柳箐箐总觉得自己一个人守不住这么优秀的男人,柳箐箐甚至有些想要柳亦菲跟自己一起生活。 What makes willow Qingqing not think, willow Yifei chose departure unexpectedly. 只是让柳箐箐没有想到的是,柳亦菲竟然选择了离开。 willow Qingqing understands, leaving without saying good-bye of poor elder sister, saddest is the leaf glory. 柳箐箐明白,亦菲姐的不告而别,最难过的就是叶荣耀。 As the woman, willow Qingqing looks certainly, the leaf glory has the sentiment to willow Yifei, is only own reason, making glory suppress he himself the emotion to willow Yifei. 作为女人,柳箐箐当然看出来,叶荣耀对柳亦菲是有感情的,只是自己的原因,让叶荣耀压制他自己对柳亦菲的情感而已。 „Must rain!” “要下雨了！” Looks at the sky to start the densely covered dark clouds, willow Qingqing understands that on this day the air/Qi must rain. 看着天空开始密布黑云,柳箐箐明白这天气要下雨了。 Puts out a big umbrella from the living room, goes out of the courtyard. 从客厅里拿出一把大雨伞,就走出院子。 willow Qingqing may remember that the leaf glory goes out not to bring the umbrella. 柳箐箐可记得叶荣耀出门没有带雨伞来的。