In the Wang Chong heart fills guilty. 王冲心中是充满愧疚的。 Mother's response Wang Chong is watches, admits mistakes merely, apologizes, sits near the dinner table straight, can make mother happily become like this, obviously of previous generation are scoundrel how. 母亲的反应王冲是看在眼里的,仅仅只是认个错,道个歉,端端正正坐在餐桌边,就能让母亲高兴成这样子,可见前世的自己是多么的混帐。 Of previous, uncontrolled pass through from another world, refuses to accept to all. Although they have regarded themselves the biological son, but the heart of hearts, Wang Chong always thinks that this is not own birth parents. 前一世的自己,不受控制的从另一个世界穿越过来,对一切都拒绝接受。虽然他们一直把自己当成亲生儿子,但内心深处,王冲总认为这不是自己的亲生父母。 Therefore, in the innermost feelings Wang Chong and they always have the deep becoming estranged feeling. 所以,内心中王冲和他们总有深深的疏远感。 Before this is also , first Wang Chong does not fear the stick to hit, does not fear the punishment, does not listen to the reason of instruction. Wang Chong always thinks that this is not own world, oneself are only here traveler. 这也是前一世王冲不怕杖打,不怕责罚,不听教诲的原因。王冲总认为这不是自己的世界,自己只是这里的过客。 All people, all matters......, In the life in a hurry the smoke cloud bubble. But the fact proved oneself are completely mistaken. 所有的人,所有的事……,都是自己人生中匆匆烟云泡沫。但事实证明自己大错特错。 The person who only then loses, knows to treasure \; The person who only then does not have a thing in the world, knows that all have valuably how! 只有失去的人,才知道珍惜\;只有一无所有的人,才知道一切有多么的可贵！ Of previous, experience that drastic change, after the family fortune declines, thinks own past performance, will let the father, mother and family member will give up itself. 前一世的自己,经历那一场剧变,家道中落之后,本来以为自己以往的表现,会让父亲、母亲和亲人会放弃自己。 However exactly is they, when is most difficult, is most difficult, to oneself does not leave like the day that in the duckweed drifts about not abandoned, throughout looked after such as the date. 但是恰恰是他们,在最艰苦的时候,最困难,有如浮萍般飘泊的日子里对自己不离不弃,始终照顾如日。 So long as also the food eats, oneself always that first eats. 只要还有一口饭吃,自己总是那个最先吃到的。 Thinks that a mother less than 50 years old of person, the white hair of full head, likely liuqishi-year-old old man, in the Wang Chong heart has felt the guilty conscience. 想想母亲50岁不到的人,就满头的白发,像个六七十岁的老人,王冲心中就充满了负罪感。 The final moment, mother dies in oneself bosom. The moment when that lofty body drops down, Wang Chong faints from fear her body so emaciated. 最后的一刻,母亲是死在自己怀里的。当那巍巍的身体倒下的一刻,王冲才惊觉到她的身体是如此的瘦弱。 The Wang Chong's heart is bleeding. 王冲的心在淌血。 Also in that moment, Wang Chong's was brokenhearted, collapsed, thorough death. Hereafter 30 years, that living Wang Chong is only a body. 也是在那一刻,王冲的心碎了,崩溃了,彻底的死了。此后的30年,那个活着的王冲只是一个躯壳啊。 Mother! Why can you be good to me so? 娘亲啊！你为什么要对我这么好啊？ At that moment, in the Wang Chong heart the tiger sobs, sends out sad howl in the boundless heavy rain. That is he in this world first weeping bitterly. At that moment, entire world avalanche! 那一刻,王冲心中虎泣,在磅礴的大雨中发出悲嚎。那是他在这个世界第一次痛哭。那一刻,整个世界都崩塌了！ Wang Chong quickly awakens, is all is too late, was too late! 王冲幡然醒悟,可是一切都太晚,太晚了！ Perhaps was the dark Heaven heard own aspiration, gave the opportunity that oneself one time from the beginning started. Sees meal by the meal mother, in the Wang Chong heart the acid. 或许是冥冥中的上苍听到了自己的心声,又重新给了自己一次从头开始的机会。看着餐餐旁的母亲,王冲心中酸酸。 The mother, you felt relieved. This, I will not make you sad absolutely again, will not make anybody injure you again. Anybody! 娘亲,你放心。这一世,我绝对不会再让你伤心,也绝不会让任何人再伤害你。任何人！ Wang Chong pinches fist under the table, in the heart was pledging secretly. 王冲在桌子底下捏着拳头,心中暗暗发誓。 „Come, eats the dish, eats the dish! Uses the chopsticks to eat, has any matter, later said again.” “来,吃菜,吃菜！都动筷子吃,有什么事,以后再说。” The Madame Wang Zhao Shuhua mood is excellent, takes up chopsticks, clamped a bulk to be weak to the Wang Chong's dish , the roast chicken of crisp. 王夫人赵淑华心情大好,拿起筷子,给王冲的碟子里夹了一大块酥软、焦脆的烧鸡。 „Mother, you also eats!” “娘亲,你也吃吧！” Wang Chong takes up the chopsticks, has clamped big chopsticks toward mother Zhao Shuhua bowl. 王冲拿起筷子,也往母亲赵淑华碗里夹了一大筷。 Madame Wang cherishes the senior captain, puts on a serious face, dispelled to the Wang Chong very discontented Father Wang also complexion. three principles and five virtues, filial piety character first, this boy knows clamps the dish unexpectedly to his mother, this is very big progress. 王夫人心怀大尉,就板着脸,对王冲很不满的王父也脸色消解了许多。三纲五常,孝字第一,这小子居然知道给他母亲夹菜,这是很大的进步。 Thinks that this time makes such big matter, he awakened. Thinks of here, in the Wang Yan heart that thought was clearer. 想必这次闹出这么大的事情,他真的醒悟了。想到这里,王严心中那个念头更加真切了。 „Father, mother, while this opportunity, had a matter I to want you to tell, hopes that you can comply.” “爹,娘,趁着这次机会,有件事情我想跟你们说一下,希望你们能答应。” Prepared to start the time in all people, Wang Chong has actually put down the chopsticks chopsticks, his vision moved full, was pondering over said another one to turn the words. 在所有人准备开动时候,王冲却放下了筷箸,他的目光盈动,思忖着说出另一翻话来。 „What do you want to make?” “你又想做什么？” Wang Chong did not say added, a saying, Father Wang the complexion sank immediately, the vision was ice-cold. This domestic animal, does such matter, but also thinks that he improved, actually does not want the rivers and mountains may change, it's hard to change one's essential nature. 王冲不说还说,一说,王父立即脸色一沉,目光冰冷无比。这畜生,干出这样的事情,还以为他真的变好了,却不想还是江山易改,秉性难移。 Before said that many words, the performance was so clever, originally discusses the condition for the present with oneself. He must have a look at this disobedient son actually also to want but actually to do. 之前说了那么多话,表现那么乖,原来都是为了现在跟自己谈条件。他倒要看看这逆子到底还想干什么。 „Chong'er, what do you want to say?” “冲儿,你想说什么？” Madame Wang like Father Wang, instead greatly has not been but actually interested, some faint anticipations said. Generally most believes own child forever is mother, from this point, Madame Wang has not thought that many like Father Wang but actually. 王夫人倒没有像王父那样,反而大感兴趣,隐隐有些期待道。大抵最相信自己孩子的永远是做母亲的,从这一点,王夫人倒没像王父那样想那么多。 „Father, mother, I have thought very for a long time......” “爹,娘,我想了很久……” Wang Chong lowers the head, can a face ponder shape, win parents' trust, watched this matter. Wang Chong knew in the heart words that then said that will be important to oneself. 王冲低着头,一脸思考状,能不能重新赢得父母的信任,就看这件事了。王冲心知接下来说出来的话,将会对自己非常重要。 „I want to enlist in the military!” “我想去参军！” Wang Chong said. 王冲道。 The speech sound falls, grand hall vibrates, the flash, in grand hall all people were shocked. The words that in front of Wang Chong spoke add completely, was inferior that this comes to shock. 话声一落,大堂震动,一霎那,大堂里所有人都惊呆了。王冲前面说的话全部加起来,都不如这句来得震撼。 The Madame Wang lip wriggles, sees own son, wants saying that anything also completely could not say. This news shocking was too big, she requires the time to digest. 王夫人嘴唇蠕动,怔怔的看着自己的儿子,想说什么却又完全说不出来。这个消息冲击性太大了,她需要时间消化消化。 Side to the Wang Chong cold words stern countenance, continually has looked straight at has not looked at several Father Wang, at this time on the resolute face had also revealed amazed to the extreme look. 就连旁边一直对王冲冷言厉色,连正眼都没瞧几眼的王父,这个时候刚毅的脸庞上也露出了惊诧到了极点的神色。 He is in the battlefield commands troops solemnly Great General, even if the peaceful landslide will not wink at present the brow. The matter that but Wang Chong said that for him shocked is too big. 他是战场上堂堂领兵大将,就算泰山崩于眼前也不会眨一下眉头。但王冲说的这件事情,对他来说震惊实在太大了。 Own this son was extremely stubbornly disobedient, all day idles about, does not have the heart of progress, becomes friends with one crowd of dubious packs of scoundrels unexpectedly, this time is drier the matter that seized the daughter, making the entire Wang Clan face not save, degenerates into the laughingstock. 自己这个儿子太过顽劣了,整天游手好闲,毫无上进之心,竟结交一群不三不四的狐朋狗友,这次更干出了强抢民女的事情,让整个王家脸面无存,沦为笑柄。 In his heart learns from a painful experience, finally decision sends in Wang Chong the military compound ahead of time. In the military compound most can exercise the person, perhaps only then the military compound changed oneself this disobedient child. 他心中痛定思痛,终于决定把王冲提前送入军营之中。军营之中最能锻炼人,或许只有军营改变得了自己这个忤逆之子。 This matter, even if Wang Chong does not raise, he is also the preparation said on the dining table. In the innermost feelings already thought that no matter Mother Wang did agree, Wang Chong does want, this matter is settled, is inalterable. 这件事情,即便王冲不提,他本来也是准备在饭桌上提出来的。内心中早就想好了,不管王母同不同意,王冲愿不愿意,这件事情都是板上钉钉,不容更改。 Has not thought, Wang Chong raised unexpectedly on own initiative. 没想到,王冲居然主动提出来了。 Because precisely knows what person own this disobedient son usually is, therefore Father Wang deeply is moved, knows that this turns the determination, on Wang Chong is how is not easy. 正是因为知道自家这个逆子平常是什么样的人,所以王父才深深为之动容,也更加知道这翻决心,在王冲身上是多么的不容易。 The enlistment does not treat to eat meal, in which danger does not need the superfluous word. If beforehand performance, but also merely is only some small plans, that enlisted in the military this matter to be possible not to crack a joke. 参军不是请客吃饭,其中的危险勿庸赘言。如果说之前的表现,还仅仅只是一些小心机,那参军这件事情可就不是开玩笑了。 Returns to the fold not to be exchanged for gold, don't tell me said that experienced that many matters, oneself this disobedient son washes the heart revolution, quickly awakened? 浪子回头金不换,难道说经历了那么多的事情,自己这个逆子真的洗心革命,幡然醒悟了？ This flash, in Father Wang heart joyful. He starts a little to believe, oneself child really changed. 这一刹那,王父心中欣喜不已。他开始有点相信,自己的孩子是真的变了。 Wang Chong watches a person's every mood, knows that own speech, has displayed Effect. 王冲察言观色,知道自己的发话,发挥了效果。 Barely escapes death, Wang Chong deep awareness, on this time family dinner table, even if do not raise, the father soon will also propose that by matter that oneself enlist in the military by as penalty. 两世为人,王冲深深的知道,这次的家庭餐桌上,即便自己不提,父亲也是即将会提出让自己参军的事情以做为惩罚。 Previous generation time, oneself also revolt long of. But is absolutely useless, the father is determined to decide, is inalterable. This, namely however knew this matter is inalterable, might as well to raise on own initiative. 前世的时候,自己还反抗的很久。但完全没有用,父亲决心已定,不容更改。这一世,即然知道了这件事情不容更改,还不如主动提出来。 This can also help itself change the impression in father mind, wins father's trust! 这样也能够帮助自己改变在父亲心目中的印象,重新赢回父亲的信任！ Moreover, the careful recollection, actually this matter is not the misdemeanor. How must do, was worth considering. 而且,仔细回想,其实这件事也不是坏事。只是到底要怎么做,就很值得思量了。 „Chong'er, your age enlistment also small a point. However, this is not the matter at the worst. You think that which place has can participate in? I will greet to them ahead of time.” “冲儿,你的年纪参军还小了一点。不过,这也不是什么大不了的事。你想好了要参加哪个地方吗？我会提前向他们打个招呼。” Father Wang said. 王父道。 He called Wang Chong before is the disobedient son disobedient son, but this time called „Chong'er” unexpectedly on own initiative, obviously the Wang Chong's decision truly made him very happy. 他以前叫王冲都是逆子逆子的,但这次居然主动叫出了“冲儿”,可见王冲的决定确实让他非常高兴。 „Father, I thought that I want to start from Training Camp first. smithing also wants own hardly, I want to participate in Kunwu Training Camp first, own time tempered first, then participated in the regular army.” “父亲,我想好了,我想先从训练营开始。打铁还要自身硬,我先想去参加昆吾训练营,自身的功夫先磨炼好了,然后再去参加正规军。” Wang Chong said itself to ponder for a long time words. 王冲说出了自己思考已久的话。 „Kunwu Training Camp?” “昆吾训练营？” Father Wang really surprised. He just obtained news from Royal Court, your majesty does to decide, prepares to set up Kunwu, Divine Might and Longwu three big camps, trains juvenile army for Royal Court. 王父真的惊讶。他刚从朝廷里得到消息,陛下做下决定,准备设立昆吾、神威、龙威三大营地,替朝廷训练少年军。 Just the shortly after matter, so was then secret, does this disobedient son know? 这才刚刚没多久的事,这么隐秘,这逆子怎么知道？ But changes mind thinks, before this disobedient son, becomes friends with some dubious packs of scoundrels only, other he perhaps place listens also cannot know. 但转念一想,这逆子以前净结交一些不三不四的狐朋狗友,他或许别的地方听来的也未可知。 „Why will choose Kunwu Training Camp?” “为什么会选择昆吾训练营？” Father Wang is quickly calm, gravely says: 王父很快镇定下来,沉声道: „Other have Divine Might and Longwu two big Training Camp. Kunwu aims at these ordinary military officer scion(s). But Divine Might and Longwu Level is higher than Kunwu, specifically aims at Capital City Marquis Wang and powerful official scion(s). Believes, there training should be more perfect than Kunwu, High Level many.” “其他还有神威、龙威两大训练营。昆吾只是针对那些普通将领子弟的。而神威、龙威的级别比昆吾还要高,是专门针对京城的王侯、权贵子弟的。相信,那里的训练应该比昆吾完善、高级许多。” „There words, later may be helpful to your future. If you think that I can want to help to use your grandfather influence, making you join Divine Might and Longwu two big camps.” “那里的话,以后或许会对你的前途有帮助。你如果想好了的话,我可以想帮助利用你爷爷的影响,让你加入神威、龙威两大营地。” Father Wang commands troops border region military officer outside, will not be Marquis Wang, from this point, Wang Chong also can only be ordinary military and political leaders scion(s). 王父只是领兵在外的边陲将领,将不是什么王侯,从这一点来说,王冲也只能算是普通的将相子弟。 However Wang Chong's grandfather is different, this toward before was from the hero of dragon, supported this ascends the throne toward your majesty smoothly, afterward was promoted to left a virtue, the disciple old friends proliferates the government and people. 但是王冲的爷爷却不同,本朝以前乃是从龙的功臣,扶持本朝陛下顺利登极,后来更是升任左相一贤,门生故旧遍布朝野。 Now although drew back, but influence also. 现在虽然退下来了,但是影响还在。 Father Wang said that uses the Wang Chong master your influence strength, making Wang Chong join Divine Might and Longwu two big Training Camp that is an issue does not have. 王父说利用王冲爷你的影响力,让王冲加入神威、龙威两大训练营地那是一点问题都没有的。 Wang Chong is silent. A father actually good intention, but Wang Chong is well aware, with opposite that Father Wang said that in three big camps Kunwu is the best choice. 王冲沉默不语。父亲倒是一片好心,不过王冲心知肚明,与王父说的相反,三大营地里面昆吾才是最好的选择。 Now His Majesty wise God Martial, on first time was also at this time, for from Capital City military and political leaders Marquis Wang, as well as in all powerful official scion(s) selected and employed the mertorious, chooses appropriate Capital City scion(s) to compose juvenile army, has set up Kunwu, Divine Might and Longwu Three Great Training Camp place. 当今圣上英明神武,上一世的时候也是这个时候,为了从京城的将相王侯,以及所有权贵子弟中选贤任能,挑选出合适的京城子弟组成少年军,才设立了昆吾、神威、龙威三大训练营地。 Now three big camps start, all are not bright. Everybody also think that Divine Might and Longwu Level surpasses Kunwu, is the best choice. 现在三大营地草创,一切还不明朗。人人都还认为神威、龙威的级别超出昆吾,是最好的选择。 Later a long time, will have the massive people to break the brain to be sharp, crushes the head, wants to participate in these two big camps. However, Wang Chong knows that in the future the time will show, Kunwu is the best choice. 之后的很长一段时间里,都会有大量的人想破脑尖,挤破脑袋,想要参加这两大营地。不过,王冲知道日后时间会证明,昆吾才是最好的选择。 In the future day, when that big wave day cataclysm approaches, the military and political leaders of older generation fall from the sky in abundance, the sharpest general of entire Great Tang Empire up-and-coming generation almost over 90% stems from this Kunwu Training Camp. 在往后的日子里,当那场涛天的大动乱来临,老一辈的将相纷纷陨落,整个大唐帝国后起的最精锐的将星几乎九成以上都出自这个昆吾训练营。 However these present is not good to state clearly to the father. 不过这些现在却是不好向父亲明说的。 „Father, I thought that Kunwu suited my some. In Capital City these years, on the Capital City Young Master Wang younger brother I knew basically. The father wants to send me to Divine Might and Longwu, other people definitely also think. If goes in Divine Might and Longwu two in a big way to teach battalion practice again, how to arrive at Ma Zhou they?” “父亲,我想好了,还是昆吾适合我一些。在京城这么些年,上京城的王公子弟我基本都认识。父亲想送我去神威、龙威,其他人肯定也是这么想的。如果再进去神威、龙威两大训营练,岂不是又会岂到马周他们？” Wang Chong can only seperately make up excuse to dodge. 王冲只能另外编些借口来搪塞。 Father Wang is opposed, but afterward thinks, the matters of Wang Chong and these packs of scoundrels just accident shortly. Wang Chong washes the heart revolution with great difficulty, just some progress, if again and Ma Zhou these people mix up, if the former circumstances sprout regret not, lost itself to send him to the Training Camp original intention. 王父本来是反对的,但后来想想,王冲和那些狐朋狗友的事情才刚刚事发没多久。好不容易王冲洗心革命,才刚刚有些长进,如果再和马周那些人混在一起,要是故态萌发岂不是追悔莫及,失去了自己送他去训练营的本意了。 „Namely however you thought that that deferred to you to say managed.” “即然你想好了,那就按照你说的去办吧。” Father Wang frowns to say. 王父皱着眉头道。 Although does not approve of Wang Chong's to decide very much, but Wang Chong said also and Intrisic Principle, accepted Wang Chong's this explanation reluctantly. 虽然不是很赞同王冲的决定,但王冲说的也并不无道理,算是勉强接受了王冲的这个解释。 „Your fathers and sons had any proper business to say, after the food, said again. Chong'er, do not manage your father, come, eats the dish quickly, eats the dish!” “你们父子有什么正事要说,等到饭后再说。冲儿,别理你父亲,来,快吃菜,吃菜！” Nearby, Madame Wang hears clearly, especially happy. 一旁,王夫人听得真真切切,格外的高兴。 Just started to hear that Wang Chong must enlist in the military, she had a scare, at heart is also anxious look over the face. Afterward heard is only goes to Training Camp to relax. 刚开始听说王冲要参军,她真是吓了一跳,心里也是愁容满面。后来听到只是去训练营才松了口气。 Wang Clan is the gate of military and political leaders, Wang Chong is only 15 years old this year, first participates in Training Camp, then enlists in the military, is not cannot accept to Madame Wang. 王家是将相之门,王冲今年只有15岁,先去参加训练营,然后再去参军,对王夫人来说也不是不可以接受。 On Capital City the gate of military and political leaders is almost so. As military and political leaders scion(s), all children sooner or later must mount the battlefield. 在上京城的将相之门几乎都是如此。做为将相子弟,所有的孩子们迟早都必须登上战场。 This is on the Capital City wives must have the consciousness that from the beginning. 这是上京城的夫人们一开始就必须有的觉悟的。 Wang Chong no longer said, picks up tableware, starts. 王冲不再多说,拾起碗筷,开动起来。 „Does not know, a while, can father listen to my words.” “不知道,一会儿,父亲会不会把我的话听起去。” In Wang Chong heart some disturbed say/way. 王冲心中有些忐忑道。 Although changed the parents successfully to own past inherent impression, but Wang Chong is well aware, this merely is the first step, is most important! 虽然成功的改变了父母对自己以往固有的印象,但王冲心知肚明,这仅仅是第一步,接下来才是最重要的！