Wen Yufan opened the door outside barber shop again.() 温羽凡再度打开了理发店外的门。() Her time body stands in the entrance, looks at dark world, subsequently, starts to imagine. 她此时身体站在门口,看着门外一片黑暗的世界,继而,开始想象。 Her construction to the dreamland model, was she lived more than ten years of community. This barber shop also in community. Although leaves the home to drift for many years to Beijing, but the appearance of family/home she will not forget, even if one brick one watt, a tree, a grass. 她对梦境模型的构建,是她生活了十几年的小区。这家理发店也就是在小区里面。虽然离开家到北京漂泊多年,但家的样子她是绝不会忘记的,哪怕是一砖一瓦,一棵树,一根草。 This process naturally as before is very painful. 这个过程自然依旧是很痛苦的。 What kind of imagination no matter she conducts, finally, will be embezzled by outside dark thoroughly, anything will not appear. 不管她进行怎样的想象,最终,都会被外面的黑暗彻底吞没,什么都不会出现。 Like this continued for five hours. 就这样持续了五个多小时。 The Yufan forehead starts to seep out the beads of sweat, the complexion is even more thin and pale, was stopped by Marquis. 羽凡的额头都开始渗出汗珠来,脸色愈发憔悴,被侯爵叫停了。 Ended in failure again. 再度宣告失败。 The barber shop has started to collapse, does not discover the means that two people are doomed to bury in this barber shop. Wen Yufan at this time, is very difficult to be indifferent. But this matter, actually also anxiously. 理发店已经开始崩溃,再不找出办法来,二人都注定要埋葬在这家理发店内。温羽凡此时,已经很难淡然了。可是这种事情,却也急不来。 Therefore, Marquis will start to continue...... and Wen Yufan discusses her beforehand matter, deepens her memory and impression. 所以,侯爵就会开始继续……和温羽凡谈论她以前的事情,加深她的记忆和印象。 „Nearby barber shop is a grocery store, that shop opened for more than ten years, the shop owner is people from other place, before the father often shouted my rogue store to help him buy the smoke.” “理发店附近就是一家杂货店,那家店开了十几年,店主是一个外地人,以前爸爸经常叫我去杂货店帮他买烟。” Wen Yufan started to narrate the past matter. That grocery store is the key point, it is recent from the barber shop. The Marquis request defers to completely comes, if baseless creation, then each imagination can have the difference, cannot achieve the effect inevitably. Only then wants each time the completely same scene, the memory as profound as the certain extent, may create! 温羽凡开始叙述过去发生的事情。那家杂货店是重点,它距离理发店是最近的。侯爵要求完全按照真实来,如果凭空创造,那么每一次的想象都会出现差异,必然达不到效果。只有每次都想完全相同的场景,记忆深刻到一定程度,才有可能创造出来！ The community is only a start. Also must continue to expand to outside street. Building......, once forms a huge dreamland model. Then two people may be saved! 小区只是个开始。还要继续扩展到外面的街道。大楼……一旦形成一个庞大的梦境模型。那么二人都有可能得救！ „That boss person is very polite, I have to forget to take one time to give change, finally he called me. At that time I was grateful he, if went home, mother will certainly scold me.” “那位老板人很客气,我有一次忘记拿找零,结果他把我叫了回去。那时我非常感激他,因为如果就这么回家,妈妈一定会骂死我的。” segment words her these three months had repeated a moment ago did not know many times, the place that can remember she has said. 刚才那段话她这三个月来已经重复了不知道多少次,能记得的地方她都已经说过了。 If the average person, most also achieves this. 如果是一般人,最多也就是做到这一步了。 However Wen Yufan is not an average person. By her Spiritual Talent, cannot only remember to this degree. 但是温羽凡不是普通人。以她的精神天赋,绝不会只能记忆到这个程度。 Therefore. Marquis also asked her has repeated did not know many time issues: „The smoke that you buy time what sign is, how much money spent, how many should giving change be?” 所以。侯爵又问了她一个已经重复了不知道多少次的问题:“那一次你买的烟是什么牌子,花了多少钱,找零应该是多少？” „The sign of smoke...... really does not remember that...... at that time I am only eight years old. The smoke that the father most likes smoking is China, but mother talks incessantly frequently he, before therefore he pulled out is the quite cheap smoke, for example white sand, big front door. I did not determine what that time buying is what smoke. Said that this is very important?” “烟的牌子……实在不记得了……那时候我才八岁。父亲最喜欢抽的烟是中华,但是妈妈经常唠叨他,所以他以前抽的都是比较便宜的烟,比如白沙,大前门。我不确定那一次买的是什么烟。说起来这很重要吗？” „Very important. The memory is clear, more can succeed the construction dreamland model.” “很重要。记忆越是清晰,就越是能够成功构建梦境模型。” „...... I really do not remember......” “不过……我真的不记得了……” „You can remember. By your Spiritual Talent, once fully develops, the memory of your even oneself babyhood can recall.” “你能记得的。以你的精神天赋,一旦完全开发出来,你就会连自己婴儿时期的记忆都可以回忆出来。” In this world over 99% person impossible recall a 2-3 rd period the matter. Let alone babyhood's matter. 这个世界上90%九以上的人都不可能回忆起2-3岁时期的事情。更别说婴儿时期的事情了。 „Good...... I try again......” “好吧……我再试试……” Three months, this issue Marquis must ask every day. Then Yufan continues to recall. 三个月来,这个问题侯爵每一天都要问一遍。然后羽凡继续回忆着。 The brand of cigarette...... brand...... brand...... 香烟的品牌……品牌……品牌…… Because the memory of person actually many subjective factors. Will frequently present the mistake and confusion, some people believe firmly that memory without doubt, to be confirmed afterward is false. Wen Yufan felt, the father makes the smoke that oneself buys should be white sand, in the smoke that but in the memory in the grocery store sells the big front door seems to be more common. As for the price of cigarette, she does not remember that father although afterward the smoke more pulled out is more ominous, however has not asked her to buy the smoke after the Wen Yufan high school again. But Wen Yufan usually does not smoke, naturally cannot care about the smoke the price. 人的记忆其实因为很多主观因素。经常会出现错误和混淆,有些人们确信无疑的记忆,到后来都会被证实根本就是虚假的。温羽凡感觉,父亲让自己去买的烟应该是白沙,但是记忆中杂货店中出售的烟中大前门似乎更常见。至于香烟的价格,她更不记得了,父亲后来虽然烟越抽越凶,但是在温羽凡高中后就再也没叫她去买过烟。而温羽凡平时也不抽烟,自然不会去关心烟的价格。 However today, when she recalls again, has recalled three months of scene to appear in her mind again...... 但是今天,当她再度回忆的时候,已经回忆了三个月的场景再度出现在她脑海中…… She...... takes the father to her money...... 她……拿着父亲给她的钱…… Arrived grocery store entrance...... 到了杂货店门口…… Then...... the boss to the cigarettes that she distributes...... 然后……老板给她递来的烟…… It is not white sand, is not the big front door, but yes...... 不是白沙,也不是大前门,而是…… Hongshuangxi! 红双喜！ She with astonishment discovered, this memory becomes so clear, just like had just experienced yesterday the matter to be the same! 她惊愕地发现,这一记忆变得如此清晰,犹如是昨天刚刚经历过的事情一样！ „That is one package of hard box Hongshuangxi, the price is 8 Yuan. I handed over 20 Yuan past at that time, because the father was said which several varieties at that time looked, had the words of Hongshuangxi to buy Hongshuangxi. At that time I received the smoke to forget to take to give change unexpectedly, after running a section of road, was called by the boss......” “那是一包硬盒红双喜,价格是八元。我当时递了二十元过去,因为父亲当时是说看有哪几个品种,有红双喜的话就买红双喜。那时候我接过烟居然忘记拿找零了,跑出一段路后,被老板叫回去了……” „Little miss, your giving change!” “小姑娘,你的找零！” Suddenly at this time, outside the dark barber shop, heard one to call! 忽然就在这时候,黑暗的理发店外,传来了一声吆喝！ At this moment, two people will both look outside the barber shop! 这一刻,二人双双将视线投向理发店外！ But outside as before is one piece jet black...... 可是外面依旧是一片漆黑…… Wen Yufan has a scare, a moment ago that sound, indeed was the voice of that boss! 温羽凡吓了一跳,刚才那个声音,的确就是那个老板的声音！ Really success! 真的成功了！ Although some certain assumptions, but really confirms the success, made Marquis have not a real feeling. He first time abandons the rationality, holds the perceptual angle to seek the survival purely, unexpectedly was successful. 虽然有一定的假设,但真的验证成功,还是让侯爵产生了一种不真实的感觉。他头一次摒弃理性,纯粹抱着感性的角度来谋求生存,居然获得了成功。 Really protagonist's halo?...... Wen Yufan firm determination? 真是主角光环？还是……温羽凡的坚定意志呢？ The rationality, the perception, achieves the successful important condition. 理性,还有感性,都是达到成功的重要条件。 This time Wen Yufan also looked at outside, said: „This...... this also really does really can in this dream world realize with thing that horror movie same...... I think unexpectedly......” 此时的温羽凡也是看了看外面,说:“这……这还真是搞得和恐怖电影一样……我想的东西居然真的可以在这梦世界实现……” Then she no longer wastes the time , to continue matter that recalled had initially. 接着她不再浪费时间,继续回忆当初所发生的事情。 „You also are really, got money continually forgets with.” The boss the surplus 12 Yuan will give her, said: „Or you place my, next time will buy the smoke to exempt your money?” “你也真是的,连找钱都忘记拿了。”老板将剩余十二元递给了她,说:“或者你放在我这,下次来买烟免你的钱？” „Not good...... my mother will scold my!” “不行……我妈妈会骂我的！” After receiving got money, Wen Yufan in a hurry ran. Actually thanked continually has not said one. Now wants to come, how that time oneself really did not understand cultivates the behavior. 接过找钱后,温羽凡就匆匆跑了回去。却是连谢谢都没有说一句。现在想来,那时候的自己真是不懂怎么做人。 „Boss...... thank you!” “老板……谢谢你！” Is away from the space and time, with the boundary of real dreamland, Yufan was saying these words to the present darkness! 隔着时空,和真实梦境的界限,羽凡对着眼前的黑暗说出了这句话来！ However. Dark and does not have any change. 但是。黑暗并没有任何变化。 ...... Only can have the sound at present appears? 难道……目前只能将声音具现出来？ However in any event. This also made Wen Yufan obtain the enormous inspiration. 不过无论如何。这也让温羽凡获得了极大的鼓舞。 „I can achieve. Marquis, I can certainly achieve!” Wen Yufan runs up to front of Marquis excitedly, pulls up his another not to change the transparent hand, said: „We can go on living, we can certainly go on living!” “我能做到的。侯爵,我一定可以做到！”温羽凡兴奋地跑到侯爵面前,拉起他另外一只还没变透明的手,说:“我们可以活下去的,我们一定可以活下去的！” Speaking of this, in her eye has tears. After all these three months, herself is also withstanding the threat of death, now. Finally had the vitality, therefore weeps! 说到这,她的眼中已经有了一丝泪花。毕竟这三个月,她自己也承受着死亡的威胁,现在。终于有了生机,因此喜极而泣！ Long time, she felt somewhat improper, withdrew hastily the hand that is drawing Marquis, slightly said awkwardly: „Was unfair to...... me too excitedly......” 良久后,她才感觉有些不妥,连忙抽回了拉着侯爵的手,略显尴尬地说:“对不起……我太兴奋了……” „First leaves is too happily early.” Marquis does not forget to strike her in this time: „The collapse of barber shop no one knows when approaches. Wants celebrate, when we left here to return to Cinema, you want to make anything, I agreed.” “先别高兴地太早。”侯爵不忘在此时敲打她一番:“理发店的崩溃谁也不知道什么时候来临。要庆祝,等我们离开了这里回归影院,你想做什么,我都同意。” Then...... 接着…… Also is several hours of wasting times. 又是几个小时的白费功夫。 The sound just like appears briefly. 刚才的声音犹如昙花一现。 „Or...... did we discuss my past matter again?” Wen Yufan felt that this way is not good, since the means were effective, then should try again. “要不……我们再重新谈一谈我过去的事情？”温羽凡感觉这样下去不行,刚才的办法既然奏效,那么应该再试一试。 „Ok. You said.” “可以。你说吧。” „Un...... I...... my mother is the person who likes showing off. Obviously is the stall goods, always says whoever happens to come that is the High Level necklace. Also the jewelry, in the neighbor with community meets always competes, sometimes is the clothes and jewelry, sometimes is the pet, sometimes is child's result. I she led me to go out one time, met a wife who lived in opposite building. That time, they quarrelled, I remember that quarrelled very ominously, but I was only eight years old at that time, does not know that they are quarrelling anything, afterward I recalled, thinks that was mother probably is competing anything to create with others......” “嗯……我……我妈妈是个很喜欢炫耀的人。明明是地摊货,却总是逢人就说是高级的项链。珠宝,和小区内的邻居见面的时候也总是攀比,有的时候是衣服和首饰,有的时候是宠物,有的时候是孩子的成绩。我记得有一次她带我出去,遇到了住对面楼的一位太太。那一次,她们争吵起来,我记得吵得很凶,不过我那时候只有八岁,根本不知道她们在争吵什么,后来我回忆起来,认为大概是妈妈又在跟人家攀比什么造成的……” „Can recall?” “能回忆起来吗？” „I try......” “我试一试……” She restarts recalling...... 她重新开始回忆起来…… The 2nd day, she successfully recalled the cause and effect. At that time, that wife, because the repugnant mother falsely accused the father to have a concubine outside, making under a mother anger quarrel with her, finally for this reason the parents also quarrelled afterward, finally finished all. However mother also knows oneself making the mistake afterward, 1-2 months in does not dare to go to the shopping spree. 第二日,她成功回忆起了前因后果。当时,那位太太因为讨厌妈妈诬陷父亲在外面包二奶,让母亲一怒下和她吵起来,结果因为这个原因父母后来也吵了一架,最后才算是结束了一切。不过母亲事后也知道自己做错,1-2月的时间内再也不敢去疯狂购物了。 Then continues to start to recall...... a lot, is the parents has the greatest connection. 接着继续开始回忆……很多事情,都是和父母有着莫大关联。 Yufan discovered, she before, will as if rarely go to recall these things earnestly. However, more is recalling, more will be thinking of the parents. 羽凡发现,她以前,似乎很少会去认真回忆这些事情。但是,越是回忆着,越是会想念着父母。 „On that day...... in the community gave summer vacation the enjoying the cool air theatrical performance, mother led me to look. Finally mother also performed one time, she sang the first Teresa Teng's song......” “那一天……小区里面举办暑假纳凉文艺演出,妈妈带我去看的。结果妈妈本人也上场表演了一次,她唱了首邓丽君的歌……” At this point, the Yufan sound lives. 说到这里,羽凡的声音顿住。 She can recall clearly, initially the mother singing sound...... that melody, just like in the ear bank resounds at this moment. 她可以清晰回忆起,当初母亲的歌声……那旋律,此刻就犹如在耳畔响起。 Mother's singing sound actually also sang very of pleasant to hear. 没想到,妈妈的歌声其实还唱得很好听。 However usually rarely hears mother to sing. 但是平时很少听到妈妈唱歌。 Listens to the father to mention, mother's young time has the idea of being the singer, but failed afterward. Because she family is not quite well-off, does not have the means to make her study to sing, in addition the school record is also common, the family members decided that makes her get married to consider as finished earlier. For this reason mother has felt life that cannot on oneself want, therefore pinned all on the family gets up. 听父亲说起过,妈妈年轻的时候有当歌手的想法,但是后来失败了。她因为家境不太好,也没办法让她去学唱歌,加上学历也一般,家人都决定让她早点嫁人算了。因为这个原因妈妈一直感觉没能过上自己想要的人生,所以把一切都寄托在家庭上了。 She...... really cannot understand mother well. 她……真的没能够好好地了解母亲啊。 At this time, she looked to outside darkness...... 这时候,她看向外面的黑暗…… Going out...... 出去…… Must go out...... 一定要出去…… „I from long before, did not like my mother, instead quite likes the father. But, father's afterward personality also became somewhat bad. At that time the economy of our family/home has been uptight, the father also felt in the feeling in front of mother a little not able to raise the head. After mother gives up singing, pinned all on the father. Perhaps she felt, cannot realize own to vainly hope, at least also hopes to be able on the abundant life, wears the pretty clothes to wear the attractive jewelry.” “我从很早以前,一直都不喜欢我妈妈,反而比较喜欢爸爸。可是,爸爸后来的性格也变得有些糟糕。那时候我们家的经济一直比较拮据,父亲也感觉在妈妈面前有点抬不起头来的感觉。妈妈放弃唱歌以后,把一切都寄托在了父亲身上。也许她感觉,不能实现自己的梦想,至少也希望能够过上富足的生活,穿漂亮的衣服戴好看的首饰。” „Recalled...... me actually to recall my originally impression nothing afterward. I decide to go to Beijing that meeting, the father actually does not give up very much. On that day, he and mother discussed was very long. I at that time was the condition that the half-asleep partly awoke, only heard some words slightly. The father he said that...... my such a walks, he felt very sad. The mother is helps me reorganize the clothes, said that I usually do not understand Spring and Autumn Period to change to the clothing of the new season, when the time comes must call to urge me......” “回忆到后来……我竟然回忆起了很多我原本一点印象都没有的事情。我决定去北京那会,爸爸其实很不舍得。那天,他和妈妈谈了很久。我那时候是半睡半醒的状态,只稍微听到了一些话语。爸爸他说……我这么一走,他感觉很难过。妈妈则是帮我在整理衣服,说我这个人平时不懂春秋换季,到时候还得打电话叮嘱我……” Speaking of this, Yufan starts to sob. 说到这,羽凡开始抽泣起来。 „I should not walk...... I really should not walk......” “我不该走的……我真的不该走的……” Marquis looks Yufan that at this time the true feelings reveal, is thinking oneself, the Marquis title that to capture obtains now, killed the family member personally. The tips of ordinary family member, to him are actually luxurious. 侯爵看着此时真情流露的羽凡,想着自己,为了夺取如今获得的侯爵爵位,亲手杀害了家人。平凡家人的点点滴滴,对他而言却是奢侈。 At this time...... 这时候…… The wall cracks again! 墙壁再度开裂！ The barber shop, starts to disintegrate at this time unexpectedly!( To be continued..) 理发店,此时竟然开始瓦解！(未完待续。。)