He is afraid Acromantula actually, but is worried to hide in cavern deep place that strange unknown existence. * 他倒不是害怕八眼巨蛛,而是在担心隐藏在洞穴深处那个诡异的未知存在。★ „We go back!” Ivan said to Goyle and Crabbe in a low voice. “我们回去！”艾文对高尔和克拉布低声说。 He does not go to think the Malfoy's fate as far as possible, because this makes him feel that is not very good. Engages in introspection, if Harry or Hermione is towed by Acromantula, he possibly will not have any hesitation, pursues directly, even if dies also to them rescue. 他尽量不去想马尔福的下场,因为这让他感觉很不好。扪心自问,如果是哈利或者赫敏被八眼巨蛛拖下去,他可能不会有任何犹豫,直接追进去,就算是死也要将他们救回来。 Because they are oneself friend, is in the life important existence. 因为他们是自己的朋友,是自己生命中至关重要的存在。 But the opposite party was Malfoy, Ivan hesitates! 但对方是马尔福,艾文却犹豫了！ He is not a god, not having Dumbledore to be so formidable, not fearless death like finally Harry of wartime. 他不是神,没有邓布利多那么强大,也不像最终之战时的哈利那样无畏死亡。 The acknowledgment is also good, did not acknowledge that he is only an average person. 承认也好,不承认也罢,他只是一个普通人。 Right, he is only a luck good average person. 没错,他只是一个运气好一些的普通人。 He knows the future of this world and all characters, therefore he can strive for success bravely, can go with the established future resistance, even there is a courage to resist Voldemort. 他知道这个世界和所有人物的未来,所以他可以勇敢地去拼搏,可以去和既定未来的抗争,甚至有勇气去抵抗伏地魔。 Because of knowing, therefore he diligently changes, prevents living of tragedy. 因为知道,所以他才努力去改变,阻止悲剧的生。 But when will be changed by oneself in the future, Ivan started to be afraid. 但当未来真的被自己改变时,艾文又开始害怕了。 In Peter Pettigrew by that moment that oneself hold personally, he knows that will have such one day. The research magic that in the half year, he goes all out , to promote own strength, he thinks future resistance that only then this can with changed. 在小矮星彼得被自己亲手抓住的那一刻,他就知道会有这么一天。这半年来,他拼命的研究魔法,提升自身的实力,他原本以为只有这样才能与已经变化的未来对抗。 But Ivan has presently made a mistake, has tried to tell his such like Dumbledore, a person is whether formidable does not lie in he has many magic power, but lies in the innermost feelings. 但艾文现自己错了,就像邓布利多一直试图告诉他的那样,一个人是否强大不在于他拥有多少魔力,而在于内心。 Voldemort has the average man strength that is hard to imagine, but his innermost feelings actually especially frail, although is evil and cruel, actually the fear death, he exhausted all means to evade. 伏地魔拥有常人难以想象的力量,但他的内心却格外的脆弱,尽管邪恶和残忍,却害怕死亡,他用尽一切办法去逃避。 This is his ignorance, no matter he has many magic power, will grasp many magics, Dumbledore forever will not be afraid him. 这是他的无知,所以不管他拥有多少魔力,掌握多少魔法,邓布利多永远也不会害怕他。 As for oneself 至于自己 Ivan deeply inspires, does not go to think these matters as far as possible. 艾文深吸一口气,尽量不去想这些事情。 He told himself repeatedly, gave up Malfoy, being far away from this strange cavern, was the wisest choice. 他反复告诉自己,放弃马尔福、远离这个诡异的洞穴,才是最明智的选择。 Right, even if this. 没错,就算是这样。 He has turned around to arrive at side Buckbeak, prepares to go back to inform other people as soon as possible. 他转过身来到巴克比克身旁,准备尽快回去通知其他人。 Although many people think that he is a talent, even worships and envies him, thinks that he is out of the ordinary. 虽然很多人都认为他是一个天才,甚至崇拜、羡慕他,认为他与众不同。 But Ivan actually know that he does not have what difference with other ordinary young wizard(s). 但艾文自己却知道,他和其他普通的小巫师没有什么区别。 „Asked you, saved him!” Saw the Ivan's movement, Goyle sobs was saying, „, only then you can save him, otherwise Draco can by these spiders” “求求你,救救他！”看到艾文的动作,高尔哭泣着说,“只有你能救他,否则德拉科会被那些蜘蛛” „We should hurry back as soon as possible, only then the professors can rescue Draco.” The Crabbe rebuttal said that „do not waste the time here, quickly walks.” “我们应该尽快赶回去,只有教授们才能救德拉科。”克拉布反驳道,“别在这里浪费时间了,赶快走吧。” „These monsters can only eat Draco with several minutes.” The Goyle unwilling heart said that „we cannot walk, otherwise” “那些怪物只用几分钟就能吃掉德拉科。”高尔不甘心地说道,“我们不能走,不然” „Otherwise will be what kind of?!” Crabbe is bringing not covering up changes Goyle with raw hate, „I only want to leave here now, you are wasting the time.” “不然会怎么样？！”克拉布带着不加掩饰的凶狠转向高尔,“我现在只想离开这里,你这是在浪费时间。” „But Draco” “可是德拉科” „I have said that we are preparing to return to the castle to inform other people to save him.” Crabbe said that „we stayed here unable to help his anything, but was putting to trouble.” “我说过了,我们正准备回城堡通知其他人来救他。”克拉布说,“我们留在这里也帮不了他什么,只是在添麻烦。” Hears the Crabbe words, Goyle was silent. 听到克拉布的话,高尔沉默了。 His that silly vision looks at own companion indefinitely, has turned the head to anticipate looks at Ivan, but has not gotten any response in Ivan there. 他那傻乎乎的目光不确定地看着自己的同伴,又转过头期待的看着艾文,但是却没有在艾文那里得到任何回应。 Even if stupid, he also knows that this means anything. 即便再蠢,他也知道这意味着什么。 For a long time, he afraid to say a word said that „Draco, if died, his father and Malfoy Family such will not consider as finished.” 许久,他才吞吞吐吐地说,“德拉科要是死了,他的爸爸和马尔福家族不会就这么算了的。” Mentioned Lucius Malfoy, was also silent including Crabbe. 提到卢修斯马尔福,连克拉布也沉默不语。 „I believe that he will understand our!” He was mumbling low voice, enhanced the volume, „said again, what to do our two can?!” “我相信,他会理解我们的！”他小声嘟囔着,提高了音量,“再说,我们两个又能怎么办呢？！” Ivan understands that their meanings, mentioned the Malfoy family to oneself intentionally. 艾文明白他们两个的意思,故意向自己说起马尔福家族。 This is not only a threat, is a reminder. 这既是一种威胁,也是一个提醒。 Once Malfoy such dies here, then their three must be ready facing the Lucius Malfoy's anger. 一旦马尔福就这么死在这里,那么他们三个就要做好准备面对卢修斯马尔福的怒火。 They are the Malfoy's personal servants, is person on one's own side, therefore Lucius will not be what kind to them, but Ivan did not say, Lucius will possibly vent anger he. 他们是马尔福的跟班,是自己人,所以卢修斯可能不会对他们怎么样,但是艾文就不好说了,卢修斯很可能会迁怒他。 It seems like that Malfoy these two personal servants, particularly Crabbe, do not look like that stupid like the semblance. 看来,马尔福这两个跟班,尤其是克拉布,并不像外表看起来那么蠢。 Ivan naturally is not afraid Lucius, was not worried that the retaliation of Malfoy family, here is Hogwarts, has Dumbledore, his anything did not do. 艾文自然不害怕卢修斯,也不担心马尔福家族的报复,这里是霍格沃茨,有邓布利多在,他就什么都做不了。 Today the event is in itself Malfoy has only self to blame, does not have what relations with Ivan. However the dialog of Goyle and Crabbe makes Ivan again hesitant, place that he presently does not suit finally, he in has told himself at heart repeatedly, gives up Malfoy, leaving here as soon as possible is the wisest choice. 今天事件本身就是马尔福咎由自取,和艾文没有什么关系。不过高尔和克拉布的对话却让艾文重新犹豫起来,他终于现不对劲的地方,他一直在心里反复告诉自己,放弃马尔福、尽快离开这里是最明智的选择。 Obviously, Crabbe also like this thinks. 显然,克拉布也是这样想的。 With a even/including most basic friend loyalty does not have, to consider only and own safety Slytherin's idea is exactly the same, is this really a wise choice?! 和一个连最基本朋友义气都没有,只顾及自身安危的斯莱特林的想法一模一样,这真的是一个明智的选择么？！ Yes, this is different, the opposite party is hateful Malfoy. 是啊,这不一样,对方是可恶的马尔福。 A strange sound said in the Ivan heart on the quiet: He links not being of friend with you, you naturally do not need to risk neck to save him. 一个陌生的声音在艾文心里面悄悄地说:他跟你连朋友的算不上,你自然没有必要去冒着生命危险救他。 But when Ivan thinks, always felt where does not suit, being out of sorts feeling is getting stronger and stronger, didn't he risk neck to rescue Peter Pettigrew before similarly? 可当艾文这么想的时候,又总感觉哪里不对劲,违和感越来越强,他之前不是同样冒着生命危险救了小矮星彼得了么？ That sound has made a sound: That because of the need, you needs him to prove Sirius' to be pure, you are not true wish save him. 那个声音又重新响了起来:那只是因为需要,你需要他来证明小天狼星的清白,你并不是真正的想要救他。 Peter Pettigrew has the use value, Malfoy does not have, on the contrary he is a trouble, in the future some lot will become because of his existence more awful. 小矮星彼得有利用价值,马尔福没有,相反他还是一个麻烦,未来有很多事情就是因为他的存在而变得更糟糕。 He such dies here, perhaps is best 他就这么死在这里,也许是最好的 „No, is not this!” Ivan shouts suddenly loudly. “不,不是这样的！”艾文突然大声喊道。 Goyle and Crabbe visit him flustered, does not know what's the matter. 高尔和克拉布慌张的看着他,不知道到底是怎么回事。 At this moment, Ivan is resisting with the heart of hearts strange voice diligently. He wants to understand finally, the suggestion that this sound gives seems is correct, but has actually neglected the most important point, has neglected the natural disposition of person, but views the issue from the angle of benefit success and failure. 此时此刻,艾文在和自己内心深处陌生的声音努力抗争。他终于想明白了,这个声音给出的建议看上去都是正确的,但是却忽略了最重要的一点,忽略了人的本性,只是从利益得失的角度来看待问题。 If he said according to the opposite party does, what that and these do dark wizard(s) have to distinguish?! 他要是按照对方说的去做,那和那些黑巫师有什么区别？！ The immersion in the cold blood benefit and powerful magic strength, handles anything, only needs to make most helps own sensible choice. 沉浸于冷血的利益和强大的魔法力量,处理任何事情,只需要做出最有利于自己的明智选择。 Ivan can get rid of Malfoy to see somebody in danger and do nothing, because of this not only danger, but also does not have any advantage to him. Wants anything, then can taking by any means possible, because he has his reason. Fear death, then can take other person of base and low lives to manufacture Horcrux, only then can the eternal life not die like this. 艾文可以抛弃马尔福见死不救,因为这不仅危险,而且对他没有任何好处。想要什么东西,便可以千方百计的弄到手,因为他有自己的理由。害怕死亡,那么便可以去剥夺其他人卑微的生命来制作魂器,只有这样自己才能永生不死。 These choices seem like wise, but is actually not the Ivan need, he must resist, corrects these wrong ideas. 这些选择看似明智,但却并不是艾文需要的,他必须要抵抗,纠正这些错误的想法。 While Ivan has this thought that has hung in his front Slytherin locket flashes through together the dark golden ray suddenly. 就在艾文产生这种念头的同时,一直挂在他胸前的斯莱特林挂坠盒突然闪过一道暗金色的光芒。 Above curvingly strangely was similar to the writing trace has simultaneously shone, restored the past appearance in a flash, probably anything has not lived. 上面弯曲古怪如同文字般的纹路同时亮了起来,转瞬间又恢复成以往的模样,好像什么都没有生过。 However the Ivan chaotic will strengthened, unusual magic power from inside to outside injects into his within the body. 但是艾文原本混乱的意志又重新坚定起来,一股奇特的魔力从内而外注入他的体内。 In his heart of hearts, suddenly resounds a resounding, looks like the sound that the glass falls to the ground to break to pieces is the same, the low sound of talking of reverberation vanishes does not see. 在他内心深处,突然响起一声脆响,就像是玻璃落地碎掉的声音一样,回荡的低语声消失不见。 Ivan double is hand-held Buckbeak, is panting for breath fiercely. 艾文双手扶着巴克比克,剧烈喘息着。 The present all clearly are also bright, he felt that his back is the sweat percolation. 眼前的一切又清晰明朗起来,他感觉自己的后背全都是汗水浸透。 He just realized that presented In the depths of his heart that strange sound a moment ago, most starts to exist to that he whispered. 他刚刚意识到,刚才出现在内心深处那个陌生的声音,就是最开始一直在向他低语的那个存在。 It is affecting himself imperceptibly, hopes that Ivan degenerates. 它在无形中影响自己,希望艾文堕落。 Only by doing so, it can swallow his soul.( To be continued.) 8 只有这样,它才能吞噬掉他的灵魂。(未完待续。)8