In fact, frightening that Ivan receives are not less than Malfoy. He does not have to think oneself will discharge this dark magic, has not thought that unexpectedly can be successful. 事实上,艾文受到的惊吓并不比马尔福少。他没有想到自己会施放出这个黑魔法,更没有想到居然能够成功。 dark magic of this attack soul is abstruse, complex, needs greatly strengthened magic power and deep Magical Theory takes the foundation. 这个攻击灵魂的黑魔法非常深奥、复杂,需要极强的魔力和深厚的魔法理论作为基础。 At the Ivan's level, his originally thinks oneself are impossible to discharge. 以艾文的水平,他原本以为自己不可能施放出来。 Even if succeeding, but also explained that the Ivan recent strength really has very big promotion, but he happy feeling does not have. 即便只是在无意间成功,但也说明艾文最近的实力确实有很大的提升,可他一点高兴的感觉都没有。 He staggers turns back the Gryffindor common room, no matter who spoke with him has not heard. 他踉跄的走回格兰芬多公共休息室,不管谁和他说话都没有听到。 He sat on the sofa before fireplace was very long, has been thinking this matter. 他一个人在壁炉前的沙发上坐了很久,一直在想这件事情。 Thinks the consequence that dark magic can cause, Ivan realized own innermost feelings fear. 想到那个黑魔法会造成的后果,艾文意识到自己内心的恐惧。 He asked himself unceasingly, knows will obviously have this result, under why initially wanted to study these dark magic? 他不断反问自己,明明知道会有这种结果,当初为什么要下研究这些黑魔法？ At present under this condition, he does not know should oneself continue to study according to present this mentality? 目前这种状况下,他也不知道自己是不是应该按照现在这个思路继续研究下去？ Continues, he may grasp the formidable strength, but actually cannot guarantee oneself will not lose, will not become evil dark wizard(s) like Voldemort. 继续下去,他或许会掌握强大的力量,但却不能保证自己不会迷失其中,不会像伏地魔那样成为一个邪恶的黑巫师。 Sometimes the enticement of strength, really made people very difficult to choose. 力量的诱惑,有时候真的令人很难抉择。 Perhaps, he should change a mentality 也许,他应该换一个思路 Late at night, besides Ivan, in Gryffindor common room nobody left. 深夜,除了艾文之外,格兰芬多公共休息室内空无一人。 He looks furnace fire that in the fireplace jumps, a person sits there is in a daze. 他怔怔的看着壁炉中跳跃的炉火,一个人坐在那里发呆。 Suddenly, a sound of footsteps resounds in staircase, some people walked from the bedroom. 忽然,一阵脚步声在楼梯上响起,有人从卧室里面走了出来。 Ivan has turned head, saw that put on Hermione of pink night clothes to walk to oneself. 艾文回过头,看到穿着粉红色睡衣的赫敏向自己走了过来。 „How haven't you slept?” He asked with amazement. “你怎么还没有睡觉？”他惊讶地问道。 „I am worried about you, exactly what happened?” Hermione sits to Ivan sofa on, did not feel relieved said that „you seem are very not tonight normal, I just with you said good night time, you nodded.” “我在担心你,到底发生了什么事情？”赫敏坐到艾文身旁的沙发上,不放心地说,“你今天晚上看上去很不正常,我刚刚和你说晚安的时候,你只是点了点头。” „I am thinking the matter, has not heard your sound.” Ivan said. “我在想事情,没有听到你的声音。”艾文解释说。 „What is thinking?” Hermione approached forward. “在想什么？”赫敏向前靠近了一些。 She closely is staring at Ivan, under the candlelight, brown both eyes is glittering the charming ray. 她紧紧盯着艾文,在烛光下,褐色的双眼闪烁着迷人的光芒。 Sees the Hermione that attractive and wise eye, Ivan somewhat is out of sorts slightly. 看到赫敏那双漂亮、充满智慧的眼睛,艾文略微有些失神。 The entire three seconds, he recovers. 整整三秒钟,他才回过神来。 Ivan was too familiar with Hermione, he knows that the opposite party noted certainly anything, if did not explain clearly, she will not give up. 艾文对赫敏太熟悉了,他知道对方一定注意到了什么,如果自己不解释清楚,她是不会善罢甘休的。 He hesitant moment, decided that told Hermione all matters. 他犹豫了片刻,决定将所有事情都告诉赫敏。 Studies dark magic this matter, although taboo, should a person carry on secretly, but Ivan does not hope that has concealed to Hermione. 研究黑魔法这件事虽然禁忌,应该一个人偷偷地进行,但艾文不希望对赫敏有所隐瞒。 He believes Hermione, let alone he also wants to listen to the opinion of opposite party. 他相信赫敏,更何况他也想听一听对方的意见。 „I just had met Malfoy in staircase there, they prepare to ambush me!” Ivan hesitated was saying that „should not be worried, Hermione, I did not have the matter. I used a magic to repel them, that was dark magic, was abstruse and is complex, very evil, I did not have to think oneself will succeed to discharge!” “我刚刚在楼梯那里遇到了马尔福,他们准备伏击我！”艾文迟疑着说,“别担心,赫敏,我没有事。我用一个魔法将他们击退了,那是一个黑魔法,非常深奥、非常复杂,同时也非常的邪恶,我也没有想到自己会成功施放出来！” „dark magic?!” Hermione raised the head looks at Ivan astonished. “黑魔法？！”赫敏抬起头惊愕地看着艾文。 „You know that I recently in conducting the magic research, dark magic book(s) that brought from the Black family book collection that actually I studied.” Ivan braces oneself saying that he notes on the Hermione face more and more surprised expression. “你知道的,我最近一直在进行魔法研究,其实我研究的都是从布莱克家族藏书里面带出来的黑魔法书籍。”艾文硬着头皮说道,他注意到赫敏脸上越来越惊讶的表情。 „good heavens, are you studying dark magic?!” Hermione does not dare to believe saying that „I cannot believe simply, you can such do? This is incorrect, in the book said that dark magic very evil, only has dark wizard(s) meeting” “天啊,你正在研究黑魔法？！”赫敏不敢置信道,“我简直不敢相信,你怎么能够这么做？这是不对的,书上说黑魔法非常的邪恶,只有黑巫师才会” „To promote the strength, facing dark wizard(s) and indefinite future, understood that some dark magic have the advantage after all.” The Ivan's sound getting smaller, appears very much does not have the energy, he uses the plea vision to look at Hermione. “为了提升实力,面对黑巫师和不确定的未来,多了解一些黑魔法总归是有好处的。”艾文的声音越来越小,显得很没有底气,他用恳求地目光看着赫敏。 „Your meaning is, you study these dark magic to not to use them, or what misdemeanor does using these knowledge, but to understand well?” “你的意思是,你学习这些黑魔法并不是为了使用它们,或者利用那些知识去做什么坏事,而是为了更好地了解？” „Right, is this!” Including Ivan thought that this reason is somewhat puzzled. “没错,就是这样！”连艾文自己都觉得这个理由有些纠结。 No matter others do believe that he truly is this thinks. 不管别人相不相信,他确实是这面想的。 From beginning to end, Ivan has not prepared to study and grasp these dark magic, the goal that he conducts the research did not use them. 从始至终,艾文都没有准备学习、掌握这些黑魔法,他进行研究的目的也不是了使用它们。 He does not want to become evil dark wizard(s), perhaps is the reason of first impressions are most lasting, Ivan has had the extremely deep prejudice to dark magic and enormously vigilant. 他不想成为一个邪恶的黑巫师,也许是先入为主的缘故,艾文对黑魔法一直都抱有极深的偏见和极大地警惕。 However as the magic important component, dark magic is indispensable. Wants into formidable wizard(s), must study dark magic, this is the essential part, only then deeply understands dark magic, can better dealing, this is also the teaching idea that Hogwarts Defence Against the Dark Arts has insisted. 但是作为魔法重要组成部分,黑魔法不可或缺。想要成为一名强大的巫师,必须要对黑魔法进行研究,这是不可缺少的一部分,只有深入了解黑魔法,才能更好的应对,这也是霍格沃茨黑魔法防御术课一直坚持的教学理念。 But undeniably, dark magic is extremely really formidable, the strength comes extremely easily. 但不可否认,黑魔法实在太过强大,力量来的太过轻易。 With further research, inevitably must receive all sorts of enticement and tests. 随着研究的深入,不可避免要受到种种诱惑和考验。 Facing these enticement, many people have not insisted the first thought that finally loses. 面对这些诱惑,很多人没有坚持住初心,最终迷失其中。 „If purely understands the research, I think that is not the issue.” Hermione was worried saying that „may that after all be dark magic, you must be careful!” “如果只是单纯进行研究、了解,我认为并不是什么问题。”赫敏担心地说,“可那毕竟是黑魔法,你必须要小心！” „I know, the matter that in fact, has tonight, making me discover that the recent magic research enters a wrong erroneous zone, this is dangerous, I am reconsidering.” Ivan answered, „what to do, but I did not know should, has hesitated” “我知道,事实上,今天晚上发生的事情,让我发现最近魔法研究进入一个错误的误区,这非常危险,我正在反思。”艾文解释道,“但是我不知道该怎么办,一直在犹豫” „Do not give themselves the too tremendous pressure.” Hermione sizes up Ivan carefully for a long time, is extending the small hand closely to grip Ivan suddenly, said slowly that „I had said that no matter has anything, I have believed you. Ivan, promises me, do not disappoint me, is good?” “不要给自己太大的压力。”赫敏仔细地打量着艾文许久,忽然伸出小手紧紧地握住艾文,缓缓地说,“我曾经说过,不管发生什么,我都一直都相信你。艾文,答应我,不要让我失望,好不好？” „I promise you, I will not disappoint you.” Ivan nodded, incomparably replied earnestly, „thank you, Hermione, has been willing to believe me thank you!” “我答应你,我不会让你失望的。”艾文点了点头,无比认真地回答道,“谢谢你,赫敏,谢谢你一直愿意相信我！” Sees Hermione before own body, Ivan sets firm resolve finally. 看到自己身前的赫敏,艾文最终下定决心。 On the comfortable sofa before Gryffindor common room fireplace, their two also chatted were very long, to after midnight, Hermione returned to the bedroom to sleep. 在格兰芬多公共休息室壁炉前的舒适的沙发上,他们两个又聊了很久,一直到下半夜,赫敏才回卧室睡觉。 When is a person time, Ivan studied to write down with throw in the furnace fire recently, visits it to fire the ashes. 等到又是一个人的时候,艾文将自己最近研究笔记拿出来扔到炉火中,看着它烧成灰烬。 Since the research to dark magic is inevitable, cannot give up, but the Ivan decision changes oneself research strategy. He prepares to be based on these dark magic, profoundly analyzes many theories that the magic the principle, constructs and involve, the research resists their methods, then promotes own strength. 既然对黑魔法的研究不可避免,也不能放弃,但艾文决定改变自己研究策略。他准备以这些黑魔法为基础,深入分析魔法的原理、构造、涉及到的诸多理论,研究抵御它们的方法,进而提升自己的实力。 Such does, difficulty of magic research enhance the several fold compared with before. 这么做,魔法研究的难度要比之前提高数倍。 However the income is smaller, is unable to make the Ivan's strength obtain the fast promotion, but he actually did not regret, such that just like guarantees, he does not want to disappoint Hermione. 但是收益却小很多,也无法让艾文的实力得到快速的提升,但是他却不后悔,正如保证的那样,他不想让赫敏失望。 In the Ivan's impression, Dumbledore young time also had stepped in dark magic, perhaps he also has faced the similar choice. 在艾文的印象中,邓布利多年轻的时候也曾经涉足过黑魔法,他或许也面临过同样的抉择。 He has paid deeply grieved price finally, his sister therefore lost the life, he therefore is also repentant and sober. 他最终付出了惨痛的代价,他的妹妹因此失去了生命,他也因此悔悟、清醒过来。 This is the Dumbledore lifetime regret, after that he has devoted to fight with dark magic. 这是邓布利多一生的遗憾,在那之后他才一直致力与黑魔法作斗争。 Ivan reminded itself do not make same mistakes over again, understood to treasure after losing like Dumbledore, or became the strength puppet like Voldemort. 艾文提醒自己不要重蹈覆辙,像邓布利多那样在失去后才懂得珍惜,或者像伏地魔那样成为力量的傀儡。 For Hermione, he must enhance vigilance, cannot relax.( To be continued.) 为了赫敏、为了自己,他必须一直提高警惕,不能放松。(未完待续。)