Dong Bijun complexion complex to the extreme. Heart, chaotic to the extreme. 董壁君的脸色复杂极了。心,也混乱极了。 Perhaps even she herself, does not know that actually oneself has contradiction how. 也许连她自己,也不知道自己究竟有多么的矛盾。 She is not a does not have idea woman, if does not have, she is impossible to arrive at today. If does not have, she will not carry Lin Chaotian to do that meddlesomely. Can look at the complex digit concrete application, detailed woman, how can also not have the person of brain? Can expel the Lin Family woman Ye Yuhua, can it be that mediocre person? 她不是一个没有想法的女人,如果没有,她不可能走到今天。如果没有,她不会背着林朝天做那么多事儿。一个能看复杂的数字具体化,详细化的女人,又岂会是无脑之人？一个能把叶玉华赶出林家的女人,岂是平庸之人？ But in recent years, she has been used to obey Lin Chaotian. Requests to always follow to Lin Chaotian , does not dare to have oversteps slightly. Naturally, she also knows that this is oneself can arrive at today the biggest shortcut. 但这些年来,她早已习惯了顺从林朝天。对林朝天的要求言听计从,不敢有丝毫逾越。当然,她也知道这是自己能够走到今天的最大捷径。 She listens to Lin Chaotian . 她听林朝天的。 Everyone listens to her . 所有人听她的。 She was used to attach to Lin Chaotian, then obtained oneself to want all. Yet now, this gave all her men, actually must have to take away her. 她习惯了依附林朝天,然后得到自己想要的一切。可如今,这个给了她一切的男人,却要把她所拥有的一切拿走。 Side is more than 20 years of attachment and obeying. Another side, is unwilling and discontented to result ! 一边是长达二十多年的依附、顺从。另一边,是对结果的不甘、不满！ Therefore she is very chaotic, incomparable contradiction! Actually even cannot distinguish clearly oneself in how to consider and plan! 所以她无比混乱,无比矛盾！甚至分不清自己究竟在如何考虑、打算！ The restaurant fell into endless to be silent. Constrains the atmosphere to make Dong Bijun feel desperate. Until Lin Chaotian smokes the second cigarette, Dong Bijun the arm trembles to carry in the table the teacup, trembling delivered tea toward the mouth. 餐厅陷入了无止尽的沉默。压抑的气氛令董壁君感到绝望。直至林朝天抽完第二根烟,董壁君才手臂发抖的端起桌上的茶杯,颤颤巍巍的往嘴里送了一口茶水。 Then, she puts down the teacup, looks up to Lin Chaotian. 然后,她放下茶杯,抬头望向林朝天。 Her look awes as before, to awe of Lin Chaotian from bone. But her tone, actually becomes somewhat unusual: „Why? What did I make the mistake?” 她的眼神依旧敬畏,对林朝天发自骨子里的敬畏。但她的口吻,却变得有些异样:“为什么？我做错了什么？” She confessed the does not have blunder! 她自认没有大错！ Even Lin Huayin glare of the public eye shames her, her still does not have makes too excessively the manner. Why? Why can take away my all? 即便林画音众目睽睽羞辱她,她也没有做出太过分的举止。为什么？为什么要拿走我的一切？ This more than 20 years, do I pay to be not enough for the home? This more than 20 years of sentiments, does could it be also arrive at one farce? 这二十多年,我为这个家付出的还不够多吗？这二十多年的感情,难道还抵不过一场闹剧吗？ You can scold me, even hits me! 你可以骂我,甚至打我！ Why can so brutal eliminate my all? 为什么要如此无情的剥夺我的一切？ Lin Chaotian turns on the cigarette case, pulls out the third cigarette. 林朝天打开烟盒,掏出第三根烟。 The ignition, deeply attracted one. The vision is still tranquil, were many nondescriptive tyrannical: „I can you, can take away. Why needs?” 点燃,深吸了一口。目光依旧平静,却多了一丝难以名状的霸道:“我可以给你,也能拿走。需要为什么吗？” „Naturally needs!” Dong Bijun enhanced the volume suddenly. Her face excited looks to unemotional Lin Chaotian, the silver tooth bites to say tightly. „I with your more than 20 years! Has today with great difficulty, your reason does not give, can take away my all? What me you work as!? A puppet? Likes hugging in the bosom plays two, doesn't like throwing in one side?” “当然需要！”董壁君猛然提高了音量。她一脸激动的望向面无表情的林朝天,银牙紧咬道。“我跟了你二十多年！好不容易才有今天,你连一个理由都不给,就要拿走我的一切？你把我当什么！？一个玩偶吗？喜欢就抱在怀里玩两下,不喜欢就扔在一边？” Loses sane to interrogate facing Dong Bijun, Lin Chaotian vision chilly shot the cigarette ash, slightly raised the head, the expression said lightly: „You before were not such.” 面对董壁君失去理智的质问,林朝天目光清冷的弹了弹烟灰,微微抬起头,表情平淡道:“你以前不是这样。” finished speaking, he pinched out the cigarette. 说罢,他掐灭了香烟。 Sets out, gradually moves toward the stairway. 起身,缓步走向楼梯口。 His as if completely does not have interest and loses the sane Dong Bijun talk. But when stepping staircase, he stopped the footsteps finally, tilts the head, looked at one to sit in the restaurant desperately Dong Bijun: „She is my daughter. It is not your .” 他似乎完全没有兴趣和失去理智的董壁君谈话。但在踏上楼梯时,他终于还是止住了脚步,偏头,看了一眼绝望坐在餐厅中的董壁君:“她是我的女儿。不是你的。” ...... …… Going home. Lin Huayin undertakes to make night the duty. Xiao Zheng is helps clean vegetables. They go home like every day normally such, peacefully and has the tacit understanding more and more. Sometimes, Lin Huayin is only look, Xiao Zheng knows that she wants anything. Then first gives her. But a Xiao Zheng slight expression, Lin Huayin also knows that she should in stir-frying the good shredded meat puts some hot pepper. 回到家。林画音承担起做宵夜的任务。萧正则是帮忙洗菜。他们就像每天正常回家那样,安静且越来越有默契。有时候,林画音只是一个眼神,萧正就知道她想要什么。然后第一时间递给她。而萧正一个细微的表情,林画音也知道她应该在爆炒牛肉丝里多放一些辣椒。 Because Xiao Zheng likes eating spicily. 因为萧正爱吃辣。 Two people have tacit to complete the night extremely, then sits in the restaurant face-to-face, very auspicious is having a night-time snack. 二人极有默契的做好宵夜,然后面对面坐在餐厅,十分祥和的吃着宵夜。 At the birthday party, they only drank several glasses of liquor. Including a dessert, a vegetable/dish has not eaten. Therefore this so-called night, should say that is their dinner. 生日宴上,他们只喝了几杯酒。连一块点心,一口菜也没吃。所以这顿所谓的宵夜,更应该说是他们的晚餐。 Lin Huayin like returning home from work such, any puzzle and worry belt/bring of does not have in the work comes back. Xiao Zheng also as if successfully completes profit many big transactions, on the face cannot see slightly the complacent color. 林画音就像下班回家那样,没有把工作中任何的困扰与烦恼带回来。萧正也仿佛成功完成一笔盈利颇丰的大交易,脸上看不出丝毫洋洋得意之色。 Their calm , light is having a night-time snack. Even Lin Huayin most liked reading the financial news, Xiao Zheng as if also forgot putting. 他们从容的,平淡的吃着宵夜。连林画音最爱看的财经新闻,萧正似乎也忘了放。 Also or, two people have no mood to look. 又或者,二人都没什么心情去看。 Any bystander looks like, their not like just completed to counter-attack one time certainly, does not have any celebrates the meaning. Their such leisure is having the dinner, including eating meal speed quick Xiao Zheng, is only small is eating. 任何外人看来,他们都不像是刚刚完成了一次绝地反击,也没有任何庆祝的意思。他们就这么慢条斯理的吃着晚餐,就连吃饭速度很快的萧正,也只是一小口一小口的吃着。 „Eats a soup.” Xiao Zheng abundant one bowl of simple tomato egg soup, then gives Lin Huayin. “喝口汤吧。”萧正盛了一碗简单的番茄鸡蛋汤,然后递给林画音。 Lin Huayin also puts out a hand to receive, then drank several. 林画音也只是伸手接过来,然后喝了几口。 Xiao Zheng digs up the final several food, very silent pulled out the electronic smoke to pull out. Long time, his lip angle squeezes out one also to calculate the calm smiling face: „No matter how said, this matter should I undertake.” 萧正把最后几口饭扒完,很沉默的掏出电子烟抽了起来。良久,他唇角挤出一个还算从容的笑容:“不管怎么说,这件事应该我来承担。” Lin Huayin hears this, as if had a poor appetite to find a reason for her . She puts down does not want the rice, said lightly: „How do you undertake?” 林画音闻言,似乎为她的食欲不振找到了一个理由。她放下不太想吃的米饭,平淡道:“你怎么承担？” „Is I cannot get used to seeing her. Is I instigates you. All are I make .” Xiao Zheng smiles very bitterly and astringently. „Hates a bystander, hating a family member was more relaxed.” “是我看不惯她。是我怂恿你。一切都是我做的。”萧正笑得十分苦涩。“恨一个外人,比恨一个亲人轻松多了。” Bystanders? 外人？ Lin Huayin silent long time. Then, her tranquil said: „I do not like lying. Also cannot.” 林画音沉默了半晌。然后,她平静的说道:“我不喜欢撒谎。也不会。” paused, she continues saying: „This she knows , certainly some people will tell her.” 顿了顿,她继续说道:“该她知道的,一定会有人告诉她。” This she knows , certainly some people will tell her. Then shouldn't she know ? Who told her? 该她知道的,一定会有人告诉她。那么不该她知道的呢？谁来告诉她？ Xiao Zheng bitter and astringent say/way: „I have worried she becomes your blasting fuse. But looking back now, I am.” 萧正苦涩道:“我一直担心她成为你们的导火索。但现在看来,我才是。” „does not have you are also the same.” Lin Huayin slightly frowns. „Different are the process, the result will not have any change.” “没有你也一样。”林画音微微蹙眉。“不同的是过程,结局不会有任何改变。” „We ought to think some method recoveries.” Xiao Zheng look slightly obviously helpless. “我们总该想些法子补救。”萧正神色略显无奈。 Recovery? 补救？ Who don't they want to recover? 他们二人谁不想补救？ But how to recover? 可怎么补救？ This matter happens, is the non-solution. 这件事一旦发生,就是无解。 Xiao Zheng knows, Lin Huayin is also clear. 萧正知道,林画音也同样清楚。 Two people fell into again silent, long is silent. 二人再度陷入了沉默,漫长的沉默。 Bang bang bang! 砰砰砰！ Suddenly, rapid and powerful knock resounds. Hears the sound, even not like knocks on a door with the hand, but tramples the gate with the foot. 忽地,一阵急促而有力的敲门声响起。听声音,甚至不像是用手敲门,而是用脚踹门。 But two people of not because doors were trampled to give birth with the foot slightly angrily. On the contrary, is hearing sound that flash, the heart is one tight. 但二人没有因为房门被人用脚踹而生出丝毫愤怒。相反,在听见响声的那一瞬间,心脏均是一紧。 Should come , throughout will come. 该来的,始终还是会来。 The Xiao Zheng innermost feelings are struggling setting out, gradually gets to the entrance. Until he spent for nearly ten seconds to arrive at the entrance, knock does not have has also stopped. Can listen, stands has in out of the door person how wants to come. 萧正内心挣扎着起身,缓步走到门口。直至他花了近十秒钟来到门口,敲门声也一直没有停下。可以听出,站在门外的人有多么想进来。 But in the entire knocking on a door process, out of the door person actually does not have makes a sound. Except for the endless knock, including shout also does not have. 而在整个敲门过程中,门外的人却没有发出一丝的声音。除了无休止的敲门声,连一次喊声也没有。 This showed, stood does not want again and in the gate the person speaks a few words in out of the door person already? 这是否证明,站在门外的人已经不想再和门内的人多说一句话？ But if does not want to speak, why can also come? 可若是不想说话,为什么还要来呢？ Xiao Zheng heart heavy to the extreme, but he lifts the hand, twisted open the door... 萧正的心沉重极了,但他还是抬起手,扭开了房门… ~ ~