If notenoughlove, howto do the criminalforyou? On the Lin Huayinfaceappearsto wipeto palpitate.
如果不是足够爱,怎会为你甘做罪人?林画音的脸上浮现出一抹久违的悸动。she, was once happylooks likeYour HighnessPrincess, worry-free, passed the simpleandhappyday. Althoughmotheris busy at the publiclymatteryear to year, the worldflies, butherenoughlovesherfather, is outstandingandgentle, andgreatfather. Even if the does not havemothercompanion, herchildhoodby no meansis also lonely.
曾经的她,幸福得像公主殿下,无忧无虑,过得简单而快乐的日子。尽管母亲常年忙于公事,满世界飞,但她有一个足够疼爱她的父亲,一个优秀、慈祥,并且伟大的父亲。哪怕没有母亲的陪伴,她的童年也并不孤单。Untilone day, was regarded asheroicfatherto get a strangewomanto go homebyher, herfond dreambreakssince then, herworld, crashedthoroughly.
直到有一天,被她视为英雄的父亲领着一个陌生女人回家,她的美梦从此破碎,她的世界,也彻底崩塌了。Shestillremembers,foreverkept aloofandis in high spiritsmotherto be able choose the exact way because of flurryto go homethat night, gave scoldingfatherlike the lunatic, canpound the thingto break the family/homeincompletely, criedandsmiles, as ifresulted inlost sanity.
她还记得,永远高高在上、神采飞扬的母亲在那天晚上慌不择路的回到家,像个疯子一样痛骂父亲,把家里能砸的东西全部砸碎,又哭又笑,仿佛得了失心疯。Thatevening, the Lin Familydaychanged, hermotherday, changed.
那一晚,林家的天变了,她母亲的天,也变了。fatherbecame the heartlessman (Han), is honored asCapital City'sfirstbeautymotherto fallsendsfornun, the Lin Huayinworld, a darkness.父亲成了负心汉,被誉为京城第一美人的母亲落发为尼,林画音的世界,一片漆黑。mothernursed hatredto depart, scoldedfather, scoldingwas younger than the womanher, actuallyonlydoes not havelooked atheroneeyes. Shelooked likeby the worldis abandoned, was lostin the corner.母亲含恨离去,骂了父亲,骂了比她年轻的女人,却惟独没有多看她一眼。她像被世界遗弃了,被丢在了角落。From that date, shechangesto be eccentric, indifferent, brutal, no onecanmakehersmile, no onecanobtainherfriendship, kinship, love.
从那天起,她变的孤僻,冷漠,无情,没人可以让她笑,也没人可以得到她的友情,亲情,爱情。Sheleftoncetook toherhappyandwarmLin Family, lived at school, abroad study, undertaking. Shecut offwithLin Familyallrelations, forbidsanybodyto visit.
她离开了曾经带给她幸福与温暖的林家,住校,留学,创业。她断绝了与林家的所有联系,也禁止任何人探访。Shehates the fatherbetrayal, thereforeshedislikesallmen. Shecomplained the motherbrutalabandonment, thereforeshewas not the friendwithanywoman. Shelooks like an orphan, stubbornno useis actually living. Makesoneselfliveto be splendiddiligently, livesuncommonly.
她痛恨父亲的背叛,所以她讨厌所有男人。她埋怨母亲无情的遗弃,所以她也不和任何女人做朋友。她像一个孤儿,无助却倔强的活着。努力让自己活的精彩,活得不凡。Sheachieved, canbecomePearlmostto receive the attentionyoungbillionairesthroughoutstanding. Keeps aloof, was respected. Shemusttellallmenwith the action, youachieve, myLin Huayin can also achieve, will dowill not compareyouto be bad.
她做到了,也通过出众的才能成为明珠最受瞩目的年轻女富豪。高高在上,受人敬仰。她要用行动告诉所有男人,你们做到的,我林画音也能做到,而且做得不会比你们差。
But regardless of shedoesagainoutstandingly, is splendid, herheart of hearts, how can also does not haveregret?
可不论她做得再优秀,再出色,她的内心深处,又怎会没有一点遗憾呢?Butthisonlyregretted,isherfather, was once perfectfatherlike the god.
而这个唯一的遗憾,就是她的父亲,曾经完美得像神一样的父亲。Butsheknows,fatheralreadyno longerwaspastfather, butoneself, is unable to worshiphimlike the past yearsforever. Relies onhim.
但她知道,父亲已经不再是当年的父亲,而自己,也永远无法像当年一样崇拜他。依赖他。Butnow, Lin Xiaozhuthishypotheticalinquires, madeLin Huayinfall into the bog.
但现在,林小筑这番假设性的提问,又让林画音陷入了泥塘之中。Xiao Zhengenoughlove, will kill peopleforher萧正只有足够爱,才会为她杀人Ifsuch, howshewill do? Will shebe cruel enoughto urgehimto voluntarily surrender to the authorities? Will shemake to be movedforXiao Zheng? Hermeeting
如果这样,她会怎么做?她会忍心劝其投案自首吗?她会为萧正所作的一切而感动吗?她会Lin Huayinfell intocontradiction. Just likeLin Xiaozhu, is hardto extricate oneself.林画音陷入了矛盾。和林小筑一样,难以自拔。Whenfatherimageafterherheartcollapses, she alreadyno longerbelievesanyman, is not willingto believe. If notthatlateaccidental, shecanconclude,oneselfwill not haveanyto happen togetherwithXiao Zheng. Even ifbrushed pastin the roadside, notlooklooking at each other, a simpleconversation.
当父亲的形象在她心中倒塌之后,她已经不再相信任何男人,也不愿相信。如果不是那一晚的意外,她可以断定,自己不会和萧正有任何的交集。就算在路边擦肩而过,也不会有一次眼神的对视,一句简单的交谈。Butallalreadybecome the fact, sheis also incapable ofreversing the reality. Hasgreatlypossiblyis pregnantvery muchoneself, perhapsreallycanspend together the remaining years of lifewithXiao Zheng, holdsto be locked in a stalemate.
可一切已经成为事实,她也无力扭转现实。有很大可能怀孕的自己,也许真的会与萧正共度余生,相扶相持。Lin Huayinheartinvoluntarilyemits a question, toLin Xiaozhuthatwordsquestion.林画音的心中不由自主的冒出一个疑问,一个对林小筑那番话的疑问。Xiao Zheng, for the oneselfmurder?萧正,会为自己杀人吗?Thisisonecompared with the Lin Xiaozhuthoughtmore fearfulquestion, is more extreme.
这是一个比林小筑的思维更可怕的疑问,也更偏激。Lin Xiaozhuproposed that was moved the thought that alreadysurpassednormalwomanguts, does not conform tomostfemaleworld outlooks. Butherthisquestion, is bolder, extreme.林小筑提出的被感动的思维,已经超出了正常女人的胆量,不符合大多数女性的世界观。而她的这个疑问,却更为大胆,偏激。Xiao Zheng, for the oneselfmurder?萧正,会为自己杀人吗?WhenLin Huayinheart, only thenchildhoodthatperfectfather, daresfor the oneselfmurder. ThatXiao Zheng?
在林画音的心中,只有童年时的那个完美父亲,敢为自己杀人。那萧正呢?Palpitatesto stem fromXiao Zheng, actuallyoriginatesherto recalltochildhoodfather, similarly, isLin Huayinheartonlypure lands. Actuallyannotateswith the evilcrime.
悸动出自萧正,却来源她对童年父亲的缅怀,同样,也是林画音心中唯一的一片净土。却偏偏用邪恶的犯罪来诠释。
The Lin Huayinquestion, is not how bolder than Lin Xiaozhu, does lets onefeelfearful?林画音的疑问,如何不比林小筑更大胆,更令人感到可怕?Afterponder, Lin Huayinhas tofaceLin Xiaozhuthisissue. Evades? Fear? Affected?
沉思过后,林画音不得不面对林小筑的这个问题。逃避?害怕?感动?How will sheelect?
她会怎么选?„Does not run away, did not fear,marrieshim, ishiswife. Helives, Ilive, hedies, Idie.”
“不逃,不怕,嫁给他,做他的妻子。他生,我生,他死,我死。”
......
……In the classroom, Lin Xiaozhuis burying the head, has tears streaming down the face.
课堂上,林小筑埋着头,泪流满面。HerElder Sister, Lin Huayin, isinallpersoneyes the capable woman, isonedoes not need the man, canmakeoneselfcrosssplendidly, crossesuncommonicebergPresident. Shehas the principle, has the bottom line, has the ownworld outlook, shecan the independenceis difficultfacinganydifficultyandlife, but when Brother-in-Lawkills peopleforher, becomes the criminalforher, Elder Sistermakes, is entirely different from oneself.
她的姐姐,林画音,是所有人眼里的女强人,是一个不需要男人,就能让自己过得精彩,过得不凡的冰山总裁。她有原则,有底线,有自己的世界观,她可以独立面对任何的困难与生活的艰辛,可当姐夫为她而杀人,为她成为罪人,姐姐做的,却与自己截然不同。Shedid not fear,does not run away, marrieshim, lives and dies together.
她不怕,不逃,嫁给他,同生共死。Butoneself
而自己Brother-in-Lawis the oneselfmurder, isoneselfoffendsshould notoffendunderworldbig brother, urgedoneselfto go to the hospitalto wrap up, exhortsoneselfdo not get wet. Butsheevades, is unable to facesuchBrother-in-Law. Butsheis afraid, being afraidBrother-in-Lawis a murderer. Eachdodgeslook, eachevades the movement, deeplyinjuresis killing peopleforher, doescriminalBrother-in-Lawforher.姐夫为自己杀人,为自己得罪不应该得罪的道上大哥,叮嘱自己去医院包扎,嘱咐自己不要沾水。但她逃避,无法面对这样的姐夫。可她害怕,害怕姐夫是个杀人犯。她每一个躲闪的眼神,每一个逃避的动作,都深深伤害着为她杀人,为她甘做罪人的姐夫。Herunfeelingenters the school gate, blocksXiao Zhengwiththatleaf of giantiron gate, does not dareto undertakewithhimtogether, throws downhisalone, abandons. Likethrowing a no longerbelovedtoy, brutal, decidescertainly.
她绝情的走进校门,用那扇巨大的铁门拦住萧正,不敢与他一起承担,把他孤零零的丢下,抛弃。像丢一个不再心爱的玩具,残酷,绝决。Lin Xiaozhubroke by biting the lip, the fishy smellastringentbloodswamps into the throat, breaks in the breath, madeherbloodebullition, lethersweatall over the body.林小筑咬破了嘴唇,腥涩的鲜血涌入咽喉,冲入鼻息,令她血液沸腾,让她遍体大汗。Hershoulderis shivering, actuallyconstrainsstubbornlyis sobbing the sound. Herfingercloselygraspson the thigh, preventingoneselfto lose the control.
她的肩膀颤抖着,却死死压抑着哽咽的声音。她的手指紧紧抓在大腿上,防止自己失去控制。Butthatintermittentintenseevil and guilt, actuallykeepattackinghersoul, pushes to the abyssher, makingherwithstandsocietymost painfulto suffer.
可那一阵阵强烈的罪恶与愧疚,却不停地冲击着她的灵魂,将她推向万丈深渊,让她承受人世间最痛苦的折磨。
When herclearrecordsto be appropriatesheturns aroundto enter the school, in the Brother-in-Laweyeloseswithlonely. Shestillremembers,turns aroundinherat that moment, even ifBrother-in-Lawalreadywere thrown downbyherobviously, abandoned, onhisface, stillhung all over the color of concern, is gentlecanmelt an iceberg.
她清晰的记得当她转身进入学校时,姐夫眼中的失落与孤独。她还记得,在她转身的那一刻,哪怕姐夫明明已经被她丢下了,抛弃了,他的脸上,仍然挂满了关切之色,温柔得能融化一座冰山。ButherunfeelingrefusedBrother-in-Law to pay, cruelhurt the Brother-in-Lawrecklesslove.
但她绝情的拒绝了姐夫所有付出,也残忍的伤害了姐夫不顾一切的宠爱。yes.是的。Brother-in-Lawto the ownlove, is the love. Isspares nothing, mustprotect the ownlove. Hehas said that killinghimis good, whymustinjureoneself.姐夫对自己的爱,是宠爱。是不惜一切代价,也要保护自己的宠爱。他说过,杀他就好,为什么要伤害自己。Lin Xiaozhucriedtearsperson, hidto sobto attract the class of Directorattentionvigorously, made all studentslook askance, does not understand that thisOne Middleyoungsuccubahowtemper tantrum, on the spotcried.林小筑哭成了泪人儿,极力掩藏的哽咽吸引了班主任的注意,也令全班学生侧目,不明白这个一中小魔女何以情绪失控,当堂大哭。„Xiaozhu, youhow?”ClassDirectorwalked, cared that asked. „Is the bodyis uncomfortable?”
“小筑,你怎么了?”班主任走了过来,关心的问道。“是不是身子不舒服?”Lin Xiaozhuraisesthatto be soaked the faceby the tears, sobbedto lose one's voice: „Iinjuredunder the entire Heavenstomybestmanheart, Iam the under the entire Heavensworstwoman!”林小筑扬起那张被泪水浸湿的面庞,哽咽失声:“我伤了全天下对我最好的男人的心,我是全天下最坏的女人!”
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