„Said--” “是说——” The thunder in Wan Xiaotian brain, breaks out the single layer Primal Chaos of single layer, he first is amazed inexplicable, afterward is angry, „you were that have created the world, has created higher-dimensional existence of myriad things? are you kidding me, I do not believe! I! No!! Believes/Letter!” 万小天脑中的雷霆,劈开一重又一重的混沌,他先是惊诧莫名,随后愤怒至极,“你就是那个创造了世界,创造了万物的高维存在？开什么玩笑,我不信！我！不！相！信！” „Is very good.” “很好。” Old Li said, „on tracking down the path of truth, questioned that all are the highest moral excellence, about each character that I said that you indeed should not believe.” 老李说,“在追寻真理的道路上,质疑一切是最高的美德,关于我说的每一个字,你的确不应该相信。” „This......” “这……” The brain of Wan Xiaotian makes a mess, child more grips skin rub is tighter, stared for a long time, tosses about saying that „I do not believe that I am not clear, you, did you show? No, how this matter could not show that you can tell me, the incarnation 3000, the feeling of shuttle infinite world, you can exceed the space and time, experiences the inexhaustible life?” 万小天的脑子乱作一团,把皮搋子越攥越紧,愣了半天,翻来覆去道,“我不信,我不明白,你,你怎么证明？不,这种事怎么都证明不了的,你能告诉我,化身3000,穿梭无穷世界的感受吗,你真的能超越时空,体验无穷无尽的生命？” „Concrete feeling, I am unable to describe exhaustively, because before you I, was still not complete I, merely was 1/1000, at most was a quite big divine soul fragment.” “具体感受,我无法详尽描述,因为在你面前的我,仍旧不是全部的我,仅仅是1,至多是比较大的一枚神魂碎片而已。” Old Li said, „ my over a thousand clone, connect in some most profound way together, you can imagine simply become ‚entanglement’, Old Li originally is unable the sensation to existences and experiences of other clone, until recently, my cultivation will soon finish, these clone returned to ‚source universe’, I can feel some information fuzzily. 老李道,“我的上千分身,都以某种玄之又玄的方式连接到一起,你可以简单想象成‘量子纠缠’,原本的老李无法感知到其余分身的存在和经历,直到最近,我的修炼即将结束,这些分身一个个回到了‘本源宇宙’,我才能模糊感受到一些信息。 „ Believes/Letter is also good, does not believe that I do not want to convince you, but you are predestined friends, chats casually. “信也好,不信也罢,我并不想说服你,只是和你有缘,随便聊聊而已。 „ Must say the feeling, from the beginning, probably a moment ago with such that you said that I indeed regarded to relax the spirit this cultivation, alleviated the war weary game, has not regarded real existence these virtual world, mountains rivers including virtual world, heavenly bodies and highest of all creatures, in my eyes, but was an unpredictable data. “要说感受嘛,一开始,就好像刚才和你说的那样,我的确把这场修炼当成放松精神,缓解大战疲劳的游戏,并没有将这些虚拟世界当成真实的存在,包括虚拟世界中的山川河流,日月星辰和万物之灵,在我眼中,不过是一串串变幻莫测的数据而已。 „ But, when I split myself, invests, the situation is entirely different. “但是,当我分裂自己,投入其中,情况就大不相同。 „ My divine soul split over a thousand, received the enormous restriction of Crystal Computer and database, beyond each incarnation computational ability was extremely limited, if were turns into Human Race or the grotesque intelligent life said fortunately, if were turns into the birds beast and even snakes, insects, mice and ants, even the trilobita and Archaea and so on strange gadget, my computational ability simply was suppressed to nearly in Ling, is unable to ponder. “我的神魂分裂成了上千份,又受到晶脑和数据库的极大制约,每一具身外化身的计算力都极其有限,如果是变成人类或者奇形怪状的智慧生命还好说,如果是变成飞禽走兽乃至蛇虫鼠蚁,甚至三叶虫和古菌之类稀奇古怪的玩意儿,那我的计算力简直被压制到近乎于零,根本无法思考。 „ Moreover, along with the fission of divine soul, my emotion and disposition was also split, some clone load bearings I ‚good’ side, some clone load bearings I ‚evil’ side, some clone load bearings I ‚wise and brilliant’ and ‚loose clean’ and ‚Hot Blooded was heroic’ side, some clone, such as you this, the carrying/sustaining I ‚wise often appear slow-witted and profound have thought at present wise’ side, the emotions and dispositions of these separates, drifted about destitute in ten thousand zhang (3.33 m) bustling place, condensed own personality gradually, was I had over a thousand personalities simply likely, actually did not know that. Is true self- is the same. “而且,随着神魂的分裂,我的情感和性格也被分裂,有些分身承载了我‘善良’的一面,有些分身承载了我‘邪恶’的一面,有些分身承载了我‘英明神武’、‘风流倜傥’和‘热血豪迈’的一面,也有些分身,如你眼前这具,承载了我‘大智若愚、深邃哲思’的一面,这些割裂的情感和性格,在万丈红尘中颠沛流离,渐渐凝聚出了自己的人格,简直像是我拥有了上千个人格,却不知道那个。才是真正的自我一样。 „ I lost. “我迷失了。 „ I lose in oil lamp ancient, during holds a sword to sing loudly \; I lose in the magnificent jade palace, resplendent in gold and jade green \; I lose at the war, under the lone smoke on the desert \; I lose in Primal Chaos inaugurate, the luxuriant mountain forest of primordial chaos starting, in the primitive ocean, cannot distinguish clearly the genuine and fake again, cannot distinguish clearly the game and reality, cannot distinguish clearly Reverend Spirit Vulture and General Blood Hawk, wry neck, trilobita, the methane bacillus, Old Li and Vulture Li Yao's difference, I was surmising Primal Chaos Dao Heart, along 1000 different paths, in 1000 different ways, lives, senses, contemplates, goes to cultivation. “我迷失在青灯古佛,仗剑高歌之中\;我迷失在琼楼玉宇,金碧辉煌之间\;我迷失在金戈铁马,大漠孤烟之下\;我迷失在混沌初开,鸿蒙始动的莽莽山林,原始海洋里面,再也分不清真假,分不清游戏和现实,分不清灵鹫上人、血鹰将军、歪脖子、三叶虫、甲烷杆菌、老李和秃鹫李耀的区别,我只是怀揣着一点混沌的道心,沿着1000条不同的道路,以1000种不同的方式,去生活,去感悟,去冥想,去修炼。 „ Great Dao 3000, reach the same goal or conclusion from different approaches, like this unprecedented cultivation gets down, I recalled finally the lots, actually fell into a bigger confusion, trillion issues look like the everywhere bright stars crash, falls to my head thick fallingly. “大道3000,殊途同归,就这样一往无前地修炼下去,我终于还是回想起了很多东西,却又陷入更大的困惑,亿万个问题就像是漫天灿烂的星辰坠落,纷纷扬扬落到我的头上。 „Actually, the difference of genuine and fake where?” “究竟,真假的区别在哪里？” „ Actually, is village Zhou Mengdie, is dream while dozing Zhuang Zhou? Is the Vulture Li Yao incarnation cultivation of 3000 in virtual world, is in all things cultivation of innumerable life, left one continuously to sparkle concise the shining flame, in a higher dimension, pieced together Vulture Li Yao this person? “究竟,是庄周梦蝶,还是蝶梦庄周？是秃鹫李耀化身3000在虚拟世界里修炼,还是三千世界中无数个生灵的修炼,凝练出了一缕缕闪闪发亮的火焰,在更高的维度上,拼凑成了秃鹫李耀这个人？ „ If were I have created these virtual world, then I also lived in virtual world that was created? But the creator of my this creator, whether also has its creator? “倘若是我创造了这些虚拟世界,那么我是否也生活在一个被人创造出来的虚拟世界里？而我这个创造者的创造者,是否也有它的创造者呢？ „ Creator goes through in its creation, how should also process the moral the difficult position? I have virtual life that the authority kills me to create, I have the authority to interfere and change their historical processes, when I have created virtual world, but this virtual world quickly full of vitality, even after birth highest of all creatures, do I have the authority to close it? If virtual life in this virtual world awakens, must revolt against my control, their revolts are just, my suppression is evil? “创造者穿行于它的造物之间,又该如何处理道德的困境？我有权力杀死我创造的虚拟生命吗,我有权力去干涉和改变他们的历史进程吗,当我创造了一个虚拟世界,而这个虚拟世界很快就生机勃勃,甚至诞生万物之灵之后,我还有权力去关闭它吗？倘若这个虚拟世界中的虚拟生命纷纷觉醒,要反抗我的控制,他们的反抗是正义的吗,我的镇压是邪恶的吗？ „ These issues, do not have right key, words that must speak, is ‚world is unkind, takes the myriad things as dogs and hay worthless thing’. “这些问题,没有正确答案,非要说的话,就是‘天地不仁,以万物为刍狗’。 „ Once I very much did not understand these words--, if the world does not have the kind-heartedness, why must breed the life, nourishes the myriad things? “曾经我很不理解这句话——倘若天地真的没有仁心,为何要孕育生命,滋养万物呢？ „ But now, I understood, to ‚world’ or ‚Heavenly Dao’, the world is a game of virtual game, the myriad things is one string data and procedures, you kill a person in the virtual game or save a person, kills 10,000 individuals or saves 10,000 individuals, what does this have ‚justice’ or ‚evil’? So-called ‚is unkind’, by no means cruel evil meaning, but cannot use ‚evilly’ standard, appraises the Heavenly Dao achievement. “但现在,我明白了,对‘天地’或者‘天道’而言,世界不过是一局虚拟游戏,万物不过是一串串数据和程序,你在虚拟游戏中杀一个人或者救一个人,杀10000个人或者救10000个人,这有什么‘正义’或者‘邪恶’可言呢？所谓‘不仁’,并非残忍邪恶的意思,而是根本不能用‘正邪’的标准,去评价天道的作为。 „ Even if so, I must revolt against, surmount and conquer Heavenly Dao. “即便如此,我还是要反抗、超越和征服天道的。 „ I must conquer Heavenly Dao, because by no means I am the justice, but Heavenly Dao is evil, merely is that reason that you said a moment ago, ‚Heavenly Dao there’. “我要征服天道,并非因为我是正义而天道是邪恶,仅仅是你刚才所说的那个理由,‘天道就在那里’。 „ Obtained such consciousness, my this time imaginary also real cultivation has also built the little not worthy of mentioning fruits of virtue, was the time departs. “获得了这样的觉悟,我这次亦幻亦真的修炼就算修成了一点点微不足道的正果,是时候离去了。 „But before departure, I also want to leave behind something-- in all virtual world that I experience, you were first are only one have also had the question to the world, wanted to surmount the space, inquired about that real person, I do not know that actually you calculated ‚person’, the big data turned unceasingly wells up, result that random had , under or was I interferes unceasingly, the projection of own will, in brief, I am willing to share my experience with you, and hopes you in front of the darkest reality, do not give up continuing really to track down-- higher level, brighter real courage!” “但离去之前,我还想留下一些东西——在我经历的所有虚拟世界中,你是第一个也是唯一一个对世界产生了质疑,想要超越空间,探寻真实的人,我不知道你究竟算‘人’,还是大数据不断翻涌,随机产生的结果,又或者是我不断干涉之下,自身意志的投影,总之,我愿意和你分享我的经历,并希望你在最黑暗的真实面前,都不要放弃继续追寻真实——更高层次,更加光明的真实的勇气！” „Therefore......” “所以……” Facing Old Li immeasurably deep eyes, Wan Xiaotian has unknowingly believed seven points, falls into the greatest pain and despair, muttered, „I was fake?” 面对老李深不可测的眼眸,万小天不知不觉就信了七分,陷入莫大的痛苦和绝望,喃喃道,“我是假的？” „This is I must remind your matter, no, you are not certainly fake, you are ‚virtual’, but is not ‚false’, this is two matters.” “这就是我要提醒你的事情,不,你当然不是假的,你是‘虚拟’的,但不是‘虚假’的,这是两回事。” Old Li said, „ what is real? By the carbon element, the iron element and oxygen element constitution cell, constitutes flesh Human Race again, under the stimulation of nerve current, exchanges dozens 100 years of information with the surrounding world, then died, changes to bleached bone one handful, loess one pile, crosses again certain years-- at universe angle, short flickers, has annihilated including planet of burying bleached bone, is this ‚true Human Race’? Such ‚real Human Race’, molds directly compared with the data and information ‚virtual Human Race’, were many how many indelible important meanings? 老李说,“什么是真实？一个由碳元素、铁元素和氧元素构成细胞,再构成血肉的人类,在神经电流的刺激下,和周围世界交换几十100年的信息,然后就死了,化作枯骨一捧,黄土一堆,再过若干年——以宇宙的角度来看,就是短短一瞬,连埋葬枯骨的星球都湮灭了,这就是‘真正的人类’吗？这样的‘真实人类’,又比数据和信息直接塑造出来的‘虚拟人类’,多了多少不可磨灭的重要意义呢？ „ No, is real and false, such does not differentiate. “不,真实和虚假,并不是这么区分的。 „ Supposition, I am a writer, but you are the character of my writing mold, seems like I am an creator, you are creation, I am real, you are false, but has the possibility extremely several hundred years later, I already died bone stubble not remaining tiny bit, forgot by all people, but you were also always remembered by some readers, can be moved the several hundred years later people, then, I and you, who is real, who is fake, whose High-Level, who is preliminary? “假设,我是一个作家,而你是我笔下塑造的人物,看似我是创造者,你是造物,我是真实,你是虚假,但极有可能数百年之后,我早就死得骨头茬子都不剩下一星半点,被所有人遗忘,而你还被一些读者铭记,能感动几百年后的人们,那么,我和你,谁是真,谁是假,谁高级,谁低级呢？ „Supposed again, a painter works wholeheartedly, his complete life, spirit and will, draws up in great picture that in an eternity will spread, afterward died, will deliver to the crematory, scattered ashes and dispersed smoke, went with the wind, after this, the common people can only through this great picture know that this painter, you thought that who will be the main body of this painter, was that already changed to the flesh and blood that the ash flew, was this great picture, or thousands of people by thinking deeply that this great picture initiated, was moved, argument, surging of innumerable brain wave?” “再假设,一个画家呕心沥血,将他全部的生命、精神和意志,都绘制在一副千古流传的名画里,随后就死了,送到火葬场里,灰飞烟灭,随风而去了,从此之后,世人只能通过这副名画来认识这位画家,那你觉得,谁才是这位画家的本体,是那具早就化作灰飞的血肉之躯,还是这副名画,亦或者千万人被这副名画引发的深思,感动,争论,无数脑电波的激荡呢？” Wan Xiaotian hears to be enthralled, absent-minded, has thought are more. 万小天听得入神,恍惚之间,想到了很多很多。 „ This was I must say that the young people, so-called ‚real’ did not exist, but ‚pursue real path’ not only existed, but also was worth paying all conquers it diligently, I was anticipating, some day you can find your ‚real’, found to surmount, surmounted the space, surmounted the universe the method, went to the universe of higher dimension, found me, exceeded me, conquered me, eliminated me, just like...... I also will certainly run out of my universe, found my creator, surmounts it, conquers it, eliminates it to be the same! “这就是我要说的,年轻人,所谓‘真实’是不存在的,但‘追求真实的道路’不仅存在,还值得我们付出一切去努力征服它,我期待着,有朝一日你能找到自己的‘真实’,找到超越真实,超越空间,超越宇宙的方法,去到更高维度的宇宙,找到我,超越我,征服我,消灭我,正如……我也必将冲出我的宇宙,去找到我的创造者,超越它,征服它,消灭它一样！ „ I believe that we can success. “我坚信,我们都会成功的。 „Because...... Perhaps...... This is the only reason that we were created!” “因为……或许……这就是我们被创造出来的唯一理由啊！” Old Li smiles, a racket on the shoulder of Wan Xiaotian, has stood gently, gently puts one side the swab and bucket, walks outward. 老李笑着,在万小天的肩膀上轻轻一拍,站了起来,把拖把和水桶都轻轻放到一边,向外走去。 „Old Li!” “老李！” Wan Xiaotian somewhat is ignorant, „where do you go to?” 万小天还有些懵懂,“你去哪里？” „differs not much, I should walk, although these days cultivation was very interesting, but my wife impatient, has been eager to try, was rushed by her really infuriated, was not cracks a joke.” “差不多了,我该走啦,虽然这些日子的修炼很有意思,但我老婆已经迫不及待、跃跃欲试了,真被她火冒三丈地闯进来,可不是开玩笑的。” Old Li does not return waved, „said goodbye, the young people, hope that some day you can tell me answer-- actually anything was real.” 老李头也不回地挥了挥手,“再见,年轻人,希望有朝一日你能告诉我答案——究竟什么才是真实。” Old Li was saying, has opened a leaf of restroom compartmented door. 老李说着,推开了一扇厕所隔间的门。 Quick, inside has transmitted flush toilet „huā lā huā lā” flushing underwater/splashing sound. 很快,里面传来了抽水马桶“哗啦哗啦”的冲水声。 „Old Li--” “老李——” Wan Xiaotian was anxious, overruns to push the door reckless. 万小天急了,不顾一切地冲过去推门。 That has not locked on the other side unexpectedly, Wan Xiaotian has hit all of a sudden, actually came up empty-handed. 那门竟然没有反锁,万小天一下子撞了进去,却扑了个空。 Compartmented one meter square, is naturally impossible to have the second leafed door, but Old Li actually baseless disappears. 隔间不过一米见方,自然不可能有第二扇门,但老李却凭空不见了。 Only then in the flush toilet rapid water current, blooms seven colors to dazzle indistinctly rottenly, such as rainbow profound light. 只有抽水马桶湍急的水流中,隐约绽放着七彩炫烂,如彩虹般的玄光。 „This, this......” “这,这……” Wan Xiaotian looks at flush toilet that the rainbow revolves rapidly, thorough was dull silly. 万小天看着彩虹飞转的抽水马桶,彻底呆傻了。