FMOC :: Volume #20

#1919: True mission

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Li Yao thinks oneself in Hundred Flower City and „Heavenly Demon Mo Xuan” life-and-death preying, in Star Ocean battle neutralization „Heavenly Demon Lu Qingchen” soul-stirring fierce struggle. 李耀想到自己在百花城和“天魔莫玄”的殊死搏杀,还有在星海会战中和“天魔吕轻尘”惊心动魄的激斗。 At that time only thinks that these Heavenly Demon are most fearful existences, has not thought that biggest indefinite tense bomb actually continuously in own side, might the explosion anytime! 那时候只以为这几只天魔是最可怕的存在,没想到最大的不定时炸弹却一直在自己身边,随时都有可能爆炸！ At this moment recalls, has a lingering fear, the cold sweat streamings. 此刻回想起来,不由心有余悸,冷汗涔涔。 Long Yangjun smiled , to continue saying: „ At that time I also think oneself ‚merely’ are the Nüwa Civilization elite soldier rebirth, two sounds that therefore broadcasts to the neural field deep place, are puzzling, even if under your help, has swallowed the huge resources, has the Super Crystal Computer assistance of ultrahigh performance, is unable to solve the heart riddle thoroughly. 龙扬君笑了笑,继续道:“那时候我也以为自己‘仅仅’是女娲文明的精英战士重生,所以对脑域深处传来的两种声音,都百思不得其解,即便在你的帮助之下,吞噬了大量资源,又拥有超高性能的超级晶脑辅助,亦无法彻底解开心底的谜团。 „ Until my second time returns to the long night icefield deep place, enters to Pangu Laboratory, especially by Pangu Clan ruthlessly electricity of that resurrecting, when trillion electric currents pass through my divine soul, the overwhelming majority riddle completely crushes, making me awaken truly, realized...... Actually I am who! “直到我第二次回到永夜冰原深处,进入到盘古实验室里,特别是被那名复活的盘古族狠狠电了一下,当亿万电流贯穿我的神魂时,绝大部分谜团才彻底粉碎,令我真正觉醒,意识到了……我究竟是谁！ „so that's how it is, I solely am not the Nüwa Clan elite soldier rebirth, moreover when at embryonic state infected the Pangu Clan strength, has shouldered existences of dual mission, in this case, all could convince!” “原来如此,原来我不单单是女娲族的精英战士重生,而且还处在胚胎状态时就感染了盘古族的力量,是背负了双重使命的存在啊,这样的话,一切都说得通了呢！” In Li Yao heart one tight, pursues asks: „What ‚mission’?” 李耀心中一紧,追问道:“什么样的‘使命’？” Long Yangjun curled the lip saying: „About is some resurrecting Pangu Clan and Nüwa Clan, conquers the universe, suppresses Human Race, destroys the world, bored matter so forth?” 龙扬君撇了撇嘴道:“左右不过是些复活盘古族、女娲族啊,征服宇宙啊,镇压人类啊,毁灭世界啊,诸如此类的无聊事吧？” Li Yao is stunned: „Such being the case, your 10,000 opportunities can begin obviously, regardless in Hundred Flower City or critical moment of Star Ocean battle, even when the Pangu Laboratory deep place, the success rate/lead is very high, why hasn't moved throughout?” 李耀愕然:“既然如此,你明明有10000个机会可以动手,无论在百花城还是星海会战的关键时刻,甚至在盘古实验室深处的时候都可以,成功率很高的,为什么始终都没有行动呢？” Long Yangjun cannot help laughing, blinks the sparkling big eye, on eyes seems covering the First Level light crystal: „Why do I want to do this bored matter?” 龙扬君哑然失笑,眨巴着亮晶晶的大眼睛,眼眸上仿佛覆盖着一层薄薄的水晶:“我为什么要去做这种无聊事？” Li Yao thorough was muddled: „You did not keep on proclaiming, who in the life the matter of primary importance was clarifies is in itself, then completed own mission, now you have awakened, knows that ‚mission’ was anything!” 李耀彻底糊涂了:“你不是口口声声说,生命中最重要的事情就是弄清楚自己是谁,然后完成自己的使命吗,现在你已经觉醒了,知道‘使命’是什么了啊！” „Wrong!” “错！” Long Yangjun nodded, naturally said, „you have not understood what is heard my words, is completes ‚own mission’, but does not complete ‚others to give my mission’.” 龙扬君点了点头,理所当然地说,“你没听明白我的话,是完成‘自己的使命’,而不是完成‘别人赋予我的使命’。” Li Yao blinks: „These two...... Has the difference?” 李耀眨眼:“这两者……有区别吗？” „Naturally had.” “当然有了。” Long Yangjun falls into the driver seat comfortably, said with a smile lightly, „ supposition one day, you suddenly have had a different dream, or in your brain emitted a very solemn silence, the unquestionable and sound with overpowering momentum, told you saying that actually you were a there's a long story behind this person, before you had not been born, was given a very sacredly very honorably very bounden mission, that was-- ****. 龙扬君舒舒服服地陷入驾驶座里,淡淡笑道,“假设有一天,你忽然做了一个异梦,或者说你脑子里冒出一个很庄严肃穆、不容置疑、气势磅礴的声音,告诉你说,其实你是一个大有来历的人,你还没出生之前就被赋予了一个很神圣很光荣很义不容辞的使命,那就是——****。 „, You such mission, will regard oneself lifetime goal diligently, regards the meaning of life?” “请问,你会将这样的使命,当成自己毕生努力的目标,当成生命的意义吗？” Li Yao: „...... Is this different?” 李耀:“……这不一样吧？” „Differently what has?” “有什么不同呢？” Long Yangjun narrows the eye, looks oneself are slender and sharp, such as the sword ten fingers, said in a soft voice, „actually , if not make clear why must such do, that conquers the world, to control person's heart to destroy all, with **** what also has to distinguish?” 龙扬君眯起眼睛,看着自己修长而锋利,如刀剑般的十指,轻声道,“如果不搞清楚究竟为什么要这么做,那无论是征服世界、控制人心还是毁灭一切,和****又有什么分别？” Li Yao thinks for a long time: „But, this is Pangu Clan and Nüwa Clan, is your creator gives your mission.” 李耀想了半天:“但,这是盘古族和女娲族,是你的创造者所赋予你的使命。” Long Yangjun said: „Therefore, if your father mother lets you ****, your obediently has eaten right?” 龙扬君道:“所以,如果是你爸妈让你****,你就乖乖去吃了对吗？” Li Yao: „We spoke well, don't bicker to be good?” 李耀:“咱们好好说话,别抬杠行不行？” „I considered that your analysis and understanding ability are quite low, therefore draws an analogy to listen to you!” “我只是考虑到你的分析和理解能力比较低,所以打个比方给你听嘛！” Long Yangjun smiles saying that „in brief, these strange sounds in my brain, these make me seek for some base, releases Nüwa Clan and resurrecting Pangu Clan, to conquer some planet, to attack and occupy some fort, to mislead person's heart, to eliminate the emotion...... So forth the everything in disorder bored matter, is ‚others gives my mission’, but is not ‚my true mission’, if I must follow these sounds, does these matters, I must understand clearly these mission back significances first, yes, I cannot, because in the brain has a sound to ask me to make anything, I make anything!” 龙扬君笑眯眯道,“总之呢,我脑子里的那些怪声,那些让我寻找某个基地,去释放女娲族、复活盘古族、征服某个星球、攻占某座要塞、蛊惑人心、剥夺情感……诸如此类乱七八糟的无聊事,都是‘别人赋予我的使命’,但并不是‘我真正的使命’,如果我真要遵循这些声音,去做这些事的话,我也一定要先洞悉这些使命背后的意义,明白吗,我不能因为脑子里有一个声音叫我去做什么,我就去做什么啊！” Li Yao nods slowly, somewhat had profound respect to Long Yangjun simply: „I understood your meaning probably.” 李耀缓缓点头,简直对龙扬君有些肃然起敬了:“我好像明白你的意思了。” „Actually you should feel to rejoice, entire Star Glory Federation should extremely rejoice, luckily initially that Nüwa Clan ‚original body’ by the Pangu Clan strength polluting.” “其实你应该感到庆幸,整个星耀联邦都应该万分庆幸,幸好当初那枚女娲族的‘原体’被盘古族的力量给污染了。” Long Yangjun quietly said, „ believes that you also looked, regardless of Pangu Civilization or Nüwa Civilization, has the fatal flaw entirely, has stepped onto two different extremes, if they had so-called really ‚morals’ concept, that concept also certain and present Human Race is entirely different. 龙扬君幽幽道,“相信你也看出来了,无论盘古文明还是女娲文明,统统存在着致命的缺陷,走上了两个不同的极端,倘若他们真有所谓‘道德’的概念,那概念也一定和现在的人类截然不同。 „ If Pangu Civilization is the excessively severe, unfeeling father, that Nüwa Civilization is unscrupulous, mother who indulges thoroughly, father's educational mode no doubt greatly has the issue, but mother's educational mode also not necessarily is correct! “如果说盘古文明是过分严厉,冷酷无情的父亲,那女娲文明就是肆无忌惮,彻底放纵的母亲,父亲的教育方式固然大有问题,但母亲的教育方式却也未必正确呢！ „ Regardless of I am pure Nüwa Clan, is pure Pangu Clan, once were released, will not have any good result. “无论我是纯粹的女娲族,还是纯粹的盘古族,一旦被释放出来,都不会有什么好结果的。 „ If I am pure Nüwa Clan, is Primal Chaos lackey/claws and fangs, Outer Territory Heavenly Demon similar, when Hundred Flower City or the Star Ocean battle, already and Outer Territory Heavenly Demon collaborated, even swallowed Mo Xuan, Lei Yuqin and Lu Qingchen these new student generation of Outer Territory Heavenly Demon of directly, displaced, transformed Star Glory Federation with the Nüwa Clan way. “如果我是纯粹的女娲族,是混沌的爪牙,域外天魔的同类,那么在百花城或者星海会战时,早就和域外天魔同流合污,甚至直接吞噬莫玄、雷雨琴、吕轻尘这些新生代的域外天魔,取而代之,用女娲族的方式来改造星耀联邦了。 „ If I am pure Pangu Clan, after eliminating class of Mo Xuan and Lu Qingchen, will certainly do everything possible, eliminates the emotions, desires and the will all Federation people, transforms alt Covenant Alliance Star Glory Federation, even if must write off trillion people of lives for this reason, will not have the least bit emotion to fluctuate. “如果我是纯粹的盘古族,那么在消灭莫玄、吕轻尘之流以后,也一定会想方设法,剥夺所有联邦人的情感、欲望和意志,将星耀联邦改造成一个小号的圣约同盟,哪怕为此要抹杀亿万人的生命,都不会产生半点情感波动的。 „ Luckily, I already am not Pangu, is not Nüwa, but is their melting Integration, when these two strengths, two ideas and two Great Dao collide in my divine soul deep place unceasingly, the mutual counter-balance, each other swallows, instead leaves the leeway that I have pondered. “幸好,我既不是盘古,也不是女娲,而是他们的融合体,当这两股力量、两种理念、两条大道在我的神魂深处不断碰撞,互相抵消,彼此吞噬的时候,反而留给了我思考的余地。 „Luckily, when my true life starts to germinate, what first meeting is you.” “更幸好,当我真正的生命开始萌芽时,第一个遇到的是你。” Li Yao is pointing at own nose: „I...... Again?” 李耀指着自己的鼻子:“我……又如何？” „It seems like you have not realized your importance!” “看来你还没有意识到自己的重要性呢！” The Long Yangjun smile, crystal eyes full is limpid, „ you know that in the birth 100 years, my mind is at some type ignorant ‚embryo’ condition, simply does not have the true growth, even if I am the power leaned the government and people, overawe Great Qian Great Eunuch Wang Xi at that time ‚’, but in fact, that merely is a role that I play, is the First Level camouflage, false personality that-based some animal instinct molds, or merely is a larva, not yet true emergence to become butterfly. 龙扬君微笑,水晶般的眼眸满是清澈,“你知道吗,在诞生之初的100年里,我的心灵一直处在某种浑浑噩噩的‘胚胎’状态,根本没有真正的成长,即便那时候我已经是权倾朝野、威震大乾的‘大阉王喜’,但实际上,那仅仅是我所扮演的一个角色,是一层伪装,基于某种动物本能才塑造出来的虚假人格,或者说,仅仅是一条幼虫,尚未真正羽化成蝶。 „ By the Nüwa Warship deep place, seals up and protects my mind outer shell piece by piece chap, making genuine me start to awaken. “直到在女娲战舰深处,封闭和保护我心灵的外壳才片片皲裂,令真正的我开始觉醒。 „ At that time, ‚genuine I’ also ignorant, knows nothing about the entire world, regardless of the Pangu Clan status and Nüwa Clan status ‚Great Eunuch Wang Xi’ the status, is motley Memory Fragments, and is not enough to unify me consciousness, disposition and thinking mode truly. “那时候,‘真正的我’还懵懵懂懂,对整个世界都一无所知,无论盘古族的身份、女娲族的身份还是‘大阉王喜’的身份,都不过是斑斑驳驳的记忆碎片,并不足以凝聚成我真正的意识、性格和思维方式。 „ At this time, I run into you. “这时候,我遇到了你。 „You, said that although Hot Blooded is sometimes impulsive, is sometimes ridiculously childish, sometimes the intelligence quotient lowers to stares dumbfounded scary and often, but can sometimes the idea that indulges in flights of fancy and to want come out be one by one more rancid . Moreover the semblance is sloppy, works is also sluggish, does not have the least bit Three Sectors Supreme consciousness......” “你这个人吧,怎么说呢,虽然有时候热血冲动,有时候幼稚可笑,有时候智商低到吓人、动不动就瞠目结舌,而有时候又太会胡思乱想、想出来的主意一个比一个更馊,而且外表还邋邋遢遢,做事又懒懒散散,丝毫没有半点儿三界至尊的觉悟……” Li Yao: „Thanks, said directly ‚, but’!” 李耀:“谢谢,直接说‘但是’吧！” „But, I at that time ‚naive’, mention is really strange, is influencing subtly unexpectedly, was affected by you, persuaded, or tarnished?” “但是,我那时候‘年幼无知’,说来真是奇怪,竟然在潜移默化、不知不觉之间,被你影响了,感化了,或者说是玷污了？” Long Yangjun muttered, „, although was somewhat silly right, but you also made me experience true cultivator are any appearance \; But in not having support, disturbance and control Pangu or under Nüwa, is more independent and is happier, brighter Human Race Civilization to be any appearance \; You made me see in the third choice between absolute controls and absolute freedoms \; Let me know anything is courage, responsibility and protection \; What is the law, system and honor. 龙扬君喃喃道,“虽然是有些傻乎乎的没错,但你也让我见识到了真正的修真者是什么样子\;而在没有盘古或者女娲的扶持、干扰和控制下,一个更加独立、更加美好、更加光明的人类文明又可以是什么样子\;你让我看到了在绝对控制和绝对自由之间的第三种选择\;让我知道了什么是勇气、责任、守护\;什么是法律、制度、荣誉。 „ Hehe, because of you ‚Three Sectors Supreme, Vulture Li Yao’ Old Demon Li is being this kind of person, mixes up with your with one another frequently, is influenced by the surroundings, near Mohists black I, will have now this thinking mode, will go seriously to ponder that the ordinary person and cultivator difference, pondered the life the real righteousness, pondered ‚others give my mission’ and ‚my true mission’ do have the difference, but am I necessary, must obey the voice of mind deep place, controls all people or ruins all people? “呵呵,正因为你‘三界至尊,秃鹫李耀’李老魔是这样一个人,经常和你厮混在一起,近朱者赤、近墨者黑的我,才会产生现在这种思维方式,才会去认真思考普通人和修真者的不同,思考生命的真义,思考‘别人赋予我的使命’和‘我真正的使命’之间有没有区别,而我又有没有必要,非得听从脑海深处的声音,去控制所有人或者毁掉所有人？ „ If initially discovered that my is not you, but another...... More selfish point person, he to me had not demonstrated that Human Race has many bright and happy possibility, but resorts to all means to want from me to obtain any thing, wants to catch to torture the Nüwa Warship secret me, slices the research me again the words, I definitely am not the present this, Star Glory Federation is not today's appearance. “如果当初发现我的不是你,而是另一个……更自私自利一点的人,他并没有向我展示人类有多少光明和美好的可能,而是不择手段想从我身上得到什么东西,想把我抓起来严刑拷打出女娲战舰的秘密,再将我切片研究的话,那我肯定不是现在这样,星耀联邦也不会是今天的面貌。 „Even, if initially were not you brought Star Glory Federation me, but was Hei Yelan brings Black Wind Fleet and even Empire of True Humanity me, making me learn to ponder with the Immortal Cultivator way, regards itself and entire universe, I do not know, I can obey some sound in mind, in Empire, did any unpredictable matter.” “甚至,如果当初不是你把我带到了星耀联邦,而是黑夜兰把我带到了黑风舰队乃至真人类帝国,让我学会了用修仙者的方式来思考,来看待自己和整个宇宙的话,那我也不知道,自己会不会听从脑海中的某个声音,在帝国内部,干出什么不可预料的事情了。” „ Therefore, I am must wholeheartedly thank you, at least I to my present personality and thinking mode am satisfied, to a great extent, this received your influence. “所以,我是真心实意要谢谢你,至少我对自己现在的人格和思维方式非常满意,很大程度上,这都是受了你的影响。 „However Star Glory Federation and Star Ocean border region and even the more vast world, should, turn into the present appearance me well thank you thank you, has not caused the inestimable destruction, from this angel, you in unknowingly, have saved Federation once again, has saved the world!” “而星耀联邦、星海边陲乃至更辽阔的世界,都应该好好谢谢你,谢谢你把我变成了现在的样子,并没有造成不可估量的破坏,从这个角度说,你又一次在不知不觉中,拯救了联邦,拯救了世界呢！” „Does not need to thank.” “不用谢。” Li Yao coughs, lightly said, „saves the world anything, is the potluck, I have been used.” 李耀干咳一声,淡淡道,“拯救世界什么的,都是家常便饭,我已经习惯了。”
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