FMOC :: Volume #19

#1851: The destiny interlocks

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That afternoon, started to have lightly the light rain, the rain spendthrift Federation square of splash has covered in the middle of one misty rain dim ripple. 那天下午,开始下起了淅淅沥沥的小雨,飞溅的雨花将联邦广场笼罩在一片烟雨朦胧的波纹当中。 Even if places oneself in square below war museum, in the hero soul main hall, can hear hears in all directions „rustle rustle” the noise of the rain. 即便置身于广场下方的战争博物馆,英灵大殿之内,亦能听到四面八方传来“沙沙沙沙”的雨声。 This noise of the rain made the person think of the grass of emerging as the times require, although was immature, was irresistible. 这雨声让人想到了破土而出的小草,虽然稚嫩,却不可阻挡。 Regarding the obsidian tall wall of entire war museum on, with the dark golden printing ink, is engraving the names of tens of millions hero souls. 围绕着整座战争博物馆的黑曜石高墙上,用暗金色的的油墨,镌刻着数千万英灵的名字。 Li Yao in end of tall wall, just engraved, in the air is also remaining the intermittent printing ink fragrance place, had found that name, found has been expressing respect for the hero soul, and family of three who inputs the material to the database. 李耀在高墙的末尾,刚刚镌刻上去,空气中还残留着阵阵油墨香气的地方,找到了那个名字,也找到了正在祭奠英灵,并且向信息库中录入资料的一家三口。 Facial features are thin, put on simply, vision some indifferently and stubborn female \; Another similarly averagely not wonderful, somewhat puts on weight slightly, constantly is not holding the man of wife shoulder. 一个面容清瘦,穿着朴素,目光有些漠然和倔强的女子\;另一个同样平平无奇,略微有些发胖,无时无刻不扶着妻子肩膀的男人。 A robust young boy, in the eye is glittering the nimble and resourceful ray, is raising the head, is rousing the cheek in the number, from top to bottom on dense and numerous hero soul walls, altogether many names. 还有一个虎头虎脑的小男孩,眼里闪烁着灵动的光芒,昂着脑袋,鼓着腮帮子在数,从上到下密密麻麻的英灵墙上,一共有多少个名字。 On the family of three front hero soul wall, is carving eight characters simply: 一家三口面前的英灵墙上,非常简单地刻着八个字: „Major Federation Army, Helian Lie.” “联邦军少校,赫连烈。” When Li Yao found them, that female happen to turned head to see him, the expression has not changed, the vision actually obviously flashed. 李耀找到他们时,那名女子正好回头看到了他,表情并没有变化,目光却明显闪了一下。 Although both sides the ditch passed beforehand, Li Yao thinks somewhat awkwardly, coughs, walks up. 尽管双方事先已经沟通过,李耀还是觉得有些尴尬,干咳一声,走上前去。 The men know that his status, appears both helpless and some faint protection \; The young boy does not know that who he is, is blinking and Helian Lie somewhat similar big eye, is taking a look at him curiously \; The women are actually graceful, has transferred several with the husband, has patted son's brains, neither arrogant nor servile welcome to speak Li Yao. 男人知道他的身份,显得既手足无措又隐隐有些防备\;小男孩并不知道他是谁,眨巴着和赫连烈有几分相似的大眼睛,好奇地打量着他\;女人倒是落落大方,和丈夫交待了几句,又拍了拍儿子的脑袋瓜,就不卑不亢将李耀请到一边说话。 „Are you Shen Wenyin, Ms. Shen?” “您就是沈文茵,沈女士吧？” Li Yao said, „ outstanding contributions in your father Major Helian Lie Star Ocean battle one month ago, was confirmed variously, he heroic fearless charge, making the Federation Army Wormhole bomb detonate to become possibly, success delayed the important two hours, finally made us destroy Starry Sky Gate in Empire aspect at one fell swoop. 李耀道,“令尊赫连烈少校在一个月前星海会战中的突出贡献,已经被多方面证实了,他英勇无畏的冲锋,令联邦军的虫洞炸弹引爆成为可能,成功拖延了至关重要的两个小时,最终令我们一举毁灭了帝国方面的星空之门。 „ Your father is the key of this war, is millions of Federation Army models and pride, awards posthumously regarding his meritorious military service evaluation and military rank, the martyr's family member treatment wait/etc., will have the result quickly. “令尊是此战的关键,亦是千千万万联邦军的典范和骄傲,对于他的战功评定和军衔追授,还有烈属待遇等等,很快会有结果的。 „I and your father...... Also is the old acquaintance, since knew that he also has the bloodlines to inherit, reasonable in every circumstances, I want to tell you very much personally this matter.” “我和令尊……也算是旧相识,既然得知他还有血脉传承下来,于情于理,我都很想亲自告诉你这件事。” Shen Wenyin hears here silently, first deeply bowed, has sized up Li Yao very much earnestly, some sound hoarse say/way: „Thank you, President Li, I thinks you could not find my.” 沈文茵默默听到这里,先深深鞠了一躬,又很认真地打量了李耀一番,声音有些沙哑道:“谢谢您,李会长,我原本以为你们找不到我的。” Li Yao smiled: „It is indeed difficult to look, in army does not have your mother's information, as if your father and your mother were together have separated soon, you from mother 's surname, we have spent the big time, can inform you.” 李耀笑了笑:“的确很难找,军队里并没有令堂的信息,似乎令尊和令堂相处不久就分开了,你又从了母姓,我们花了好大一番功夫,才能通知到你。” „I...... Does not want to come.” “我……原本并不想来。” Shen Wenyin looks the fall guy family members who the distant place is holding a memorial service for family member, the finger provokes the cigarette that is not having subconsciously, has hesitated the period of time, the both arms surround, said in a soft voice, „Helian Lie is not a good husband, is not a good father, I hate him, I and my mother hate him, only wants to flee his side by far, never see him again, even if, in this form.” 沈文茵看着远处在祭奠亲人的牺牲者家属们,手指下意识拨弄着并不存在的香烟,迟疑了好一阵子,才双臂环抱,轻声道,“赫连烈并不是一个好丈夫,更算不上是一个好父亲,我恨他,我和我妈都恨他,只想远远逃离他的身边,永远都不要再见到他,即便是,以这种形式。” „......” “呃……” Li Yao fast is blinking the eye. 李耀飞快眨巴着眼睛。 Although somewhat is slightly surprised, but collected „mad dog” in light of past one month appraisal of Helian Lie in army, poured is not strange. 虽然稍稍有些意外,不过结合过去一个月搜集到“疯狗”赫连烈在军队里的评价,倒也不算奇怪。 Shen Wenyin vision is staring at Li Yao complex: „ President Li wants to know the matter in my family, matter about Helian Lie? Actually does not have anything specially, nothing but is one is scarred, the lonely and crazy man, read the love story with one, the full brain fantasized naively, thinks oneself can ‚saving’ among the silly women of this man, the commonly seen story. 沈文茵目光复杂地盯着李耀:“李会长想知道我家里的事,关于赫连烈的事？其实也没什么特别,无非是一个伤痕累累,孤独而疯狂的男人,和一个看多了言情小说,满脑子天真幻想,认为自己可以‘拯救’这个男人的傻女人之间,司空见惯的故事而已。 „But, the silly woman in story often can untie the man who had once been injured, the heart knot of innermost feelings most deep place, lives together since then happily joyfully, but real world......” “只不过,故事里的傻女人往往都能解开曾经受过伤的男人,内心最深处的心结,从此幸福快乐地生活在一起,但现实世界嘛……” She smiled, feels split lip, as if has put the mouth the cigarette that did not have. 她笑了笑,摸了摸干裂的嘴唇,似乎是将并不存在的香烟放到了嘴边。 The Li Yao silent moment, said in a low voice: „I listened to the colleagues and psychiatrists in army have said that Major Helian Lie seemed being puzzled by the serious psychological disease, there is a factor of battlefield syndrome, but also had early receives the intense exciting reason...... Sorry.” 李耀沉默片刻,低声道:“我听军队里的同僚和心理医生说过,赫连烈少校似乎被严重的心理疾病困扰着,既有战场综合征的因素,但也有早期受到强烈刺激的缘故……对不起。” Shen Wenyin is startled slightly, cannot help laughing: „President Li, what necessity you had to say to me sorry, was his heart is too narrow, has drilled unable to pull out in the insignificant problem, what relations also had with others?” 沈文茵微微一怔,哑然失笑:“李会长,您有什么必要向我说对不起呢,是他自己心胸太狭隘,一直都钻在牛角尖里拔不出来,和别人又有什么关系？” Li Yao said: „That said that but I always very strange feelings, pour am also far from the compunction, but, I had not thought before probably, the person like Helian Lie will form the family, has own joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness and ideal pursue, can like this...... Heroic death.” 李耀道:“话是这么说,但我总有一种很奇怪的感觉,倒也谈不上内疚,只是,以前我好像从没想过,像赫连烈这样的人都会组建家庭,都有自己的喜怒哀乐和理想追求,都会这样……壮烈牺牲的。” Shen Wenyin has shouldered the eyebrow, looks that the Li Yao's vision becomes more surprised and doubts, cannot bear say: „President Li, in various you and books, news, propagandas and entertainment works ‚Vulture Li Yao’ not like, if not came the people of many Secret Sword Bureau anything agent departments a moment ago, asked me to chat for a long time, the goods that also carried me along have inspected repeatedly dozens, I must suspect simply, you pretended.” 沈文茵挑起了眉毛,看着李耀的目光变得更加惊讶和疑惑,忍不住道:“李会长,您和书上、新闻上、各种宣传和娱乐作品里的‘秃鹫李耀’一点儿都不像,若非刚才来了好多秘剑局还是什么特工部门的人,找我聊了好久,又把我随身携带的物品反复检查了几十遍,我简直要怀疑,您是不是假冒的了。” Li Yao also smiles, flexure the nose said: „Has exposed since my status, probably saw that my everyone said that was being said by everybody was saying, including me thinks quickly are one fake goods.” 李耀也笑起来,挠了挠鼻子道:“从我身份曝光以来,好像见到我的每个人都这么说,被大家说着说着,连我都快以为自己是不是冒牌货了。” Shen Wenyin represses laughter, long puts out foul air, said: „ Actually I also strange very feelings, have thought now dozens years of matter changed, but so is also illusory, such as dream is imaginary, how not likely real. 沈文茵忍着笑,长长吐出一口浊气,道:“其实我现在也有一种十分古怪的感觉,想了几十年的事情都化作了真实,但又那么虚无缥缈,如梦似幻,怎么都不像是真的。 „ You know that President Li, once for sometime I very much hated you, hates you-- that is Helian Lie cultivation is excessive, the insanity, sheds bitter tears at the same time, is holding the belly vomit, while bellows to yell to me and my mother, likely domestic animal such making threatening gestures time. “您知道吗,李会长,曾经有一段时间我很恨您,非常非常地恨您——那就是赫连烈修炼过度,神经错乱,一边痛哭流涕,一边抱着肚子呕吐,一边冲我和我妈大吼大叫,像个畜生那样张牙舞爪的时候。 „ I was 5 or 6-year-old at that time, was 6 or 7-year-old, knows something reluctantly, from each side contacted ‚Vulture Li Yao’ initial legend, knew my father in that legend, actually to have played a how ignominious role. “我那时候已经五六岁,六七岁了,勉强知道一些事情,也从各个侧面接触到了‘秃鹫李耀’最初的传奇,更知道了我父亲在那段传奇中,究竟扮演了一个怎样不光彩的角色。 „ I cannot certainly say that you have made the mistake anything, all are he have only self to blame, you completely right, is the victim. “我当然不能说您做错了什么,一切都是他咎由自取,您完全没错,也是受害者。 „ But, suffers him and we in Helian Lie unbearably, time that everybody almost cannot boil, I, a 6 or 7-year-old little miss, unavoidably am always indulging in flights of fancy, if no your this kind of person, ‚Vulture Li Yao’ has not existed, Helian Lie has not suffered such lesson and accident, his destiny, my mother's destiny also has my destiny, whether will be entirely different? I can like other little friend, live slightly a ordinary point, relaxed? “可是,在赫连烈把他自己和我们都折磨得够呛,大家都几乎熬不下去的时候,我,一个六七岁的小姑娘,总是免不了在胡思乱想,如果没有您这样一个人,从来都没有‘秃鹫李耀’存在,赫连烈没有遭受那样的教训和变故,他的命运,我妈的命运还有我的命运,是否会截然不同呢？我是否可以像别的小朋友一样,活得稍微普通一点,轻松一点呢？ „ At least, will not have other little friend when playing ‚goes to war game’, acts my father to be hit by you repeatedly, has projected on the vomit, is pursuing my buttocks again, studies sound that my father vomits! “至少,不会有别的小朋友在玩‘打仗游戏’时,一遍遍扮演我爸爸被你打,一直打到呕吐,再追着我的屁股,学我爸爸呕吐的声音啊！ „That about a dozen child studies the sound that my father vomits together, after is very long has been pestering me, I and I even can endure Helian Lie to all that I and my mother make, but is unable to endure the vomitive sound that type installs intentionally, most violent time, I have thought of dying, entire 97 times.” “那种十几个小孩子一起学我爸爸呕吐的声音,直到很久之后都一直纠缠着我,我、我甚至可以忍受赫连烈对我和我妈所做的一切,但就是无法忍受那种故意装出来的呕吐声,最极端的时候,我想到过死,整整97次。” Li Yao became flushed the face, said: „Sorry, I did not think that then procedure had the mistake, but if gave me again an opportunity, I may choose another type,...... Controllable means.” 李耀涨红了脸,道:“对不起,我也不觉得当时的做法有错,但如果再给我一次机会的话,我或许会选择另一种,更……可控的办法。” Shen Wenyin smiles, whole face serene, like was telling the story of another person: „ President Li, you cannot change the mind, otherwise on not good. 沈文茵又笑起来,满脸风轻云淡,就像在诉说另一个人的故事:“李会长,您千万不能改变主意,否则就糟糕了。 „ I was once innumerable curse myself, cursed you, cursed Helian Lie, even curse my mother, why I cursed the damn destiny to with me play this kind of huge joke. “我曾经无数次诅咒自己,诅咒你,诅咒赫连烈,甚至诅咒我母亲,我诅咒该死的命运为什么要和我开这样一个天大的玩笑。 „ But one day, in the world the happiest matter occurred on me, when I run into another grown man, later...... When had a young man, I thought suddenly occurred in oneself point point dī dī, and even were born all good or not the good matter that in the beforehand this world occurred, has its significance. “但是有一天,当世界上最美好的事情在我身上发生,当我遇到了另一个大男人,之后……又拥有了一个小小的男人时,我忽然觉得过去发生在自己身上的点点滴滴,乃至自己出生之前这世界上发生的所有好或者不好的事情,都有它的意义。 „ The complete significances of these matters, are let me in early morning of that world of ice and snow, arrives at street central time, slid ruthlessly a tumble, fell the half body hemp, quite a while cannot crawl, then all past events floated the heart, making me collapse thoroughly, a child such cried likely rendingly, the dark day was secret. “这些事情的全部意义,就是让我在那个冰天雪地的清晨,走到马路中央的时候,狠狠滑了一跤,摔得半边身子都麻了,半天爬不起来,然后所有往事都浮上心头,令我彻底崩溃,像个孩子那样哭得撕心裂肺,昏天暗地。 „ Because I cry such thin in huā lā, now stands near your right hand, will be looking at our that silly big talent to note secretly, and will run over to hold me totteringly. “正因为我哭得这么稀里哗啦,现在就站在你右手边,正偷偷望着我们的那个傻大个才会注意到,并跌跌撞撞地跑过来扶我。 „ Until now, I remember as before oneself have shoved open him ruthlessly, cried to say very stupid words, I said ‚get out of the way, my father was Helian Lie’, he was pushed also by me sits on the ground, touched the for a long time head, mouth the white clouds was asking that ‚who Helian Lie was’? “直到现在,我依旧记得自己狠狠推开了他,哭着说了一句很蠢的话,我说‘走开,我爸爸是赫连烈’,他被我推得也一屁股坐在地上,摸了半天脑袋,嘴里哈着白气问‘赫连烈是谁’？ „ Hehe, I once 10,000 times had conceived, without the world that you have can be what kind, but if ‚Vulture Li Yao’ the pain has not beaten Helian Lie, his destiny transforms completely, will not meet with my mother, even if met, as his sumptuous lifestyle son of upper-class family, impossible and my mother has slight occurring together, I will not be born. “呵呵,我曾10000次设想过,没有您存在的世界会是怎样,但如果‘秃鹫李耀’不曾痛殴过赫连烈,他的命运完全转变,就不会和我母亲相遇,即便相遇了,以他锦衣玉食贵公子的身份,也不可能和我母亲有丝毫交集,那我就根本不会出生。 „ Even if I by another most profound way birth and growing up, I impossible in that winter early morning, passes through from that planet ice-cold street, even if passes through, and unfortunately has slipped into, in I will not cry to be thin huā lā, likely fool. “即便我以另一种玄之又玄的方式出生和长大,我也不可能在那个冬天的凌晨,从那颗星球的冰冷街道上走过,就算真的走过,并且也不幸滑到了,我也不会哭得稀里哗啦,像个傻瓜。 „ That, I will not know him, will not have him, they, our family of three in together every day likely are the soap bubbles, ‚’ vanishes Shadowless not to have the trace, thinks of here, I fear. “那么,我就不会认识他,也不会拥有他,他们,我们一家三口在一起的每一天都像是肥皂泡,‘啪’一声就消失得无影无踪,一想到这里,我就怕得要死。 „Therefore, President Li, destiny is such marvelous thing, if were not in the past you and Helian Lie conflict, not only I will not appear in this world, the little fellow who this robustness, everywhere randomly crawled will not be born!” “所以,李会长,命运就是这么奇妙的东西,如果不是当年你和赫连烈的冲突,非但我不会出现在这个世界上,就连这个虎头虎脑,满地乱爬的小家伙也不会出生呢！”
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