802 nd, either becomes the devil, either becomes the ghost! 第802、要么成为魔鬼,要么成为鬼！ Autumn is also towing the tail, the Yanjing weather has become cold. 秋天还拖着尾巴,燕京的天气就已经变得寒冷起来。 This northern city, does not have the fresh air, without the scenery of like spring all year round, the yellow sand dances in the air, the haze fills the air, actually still changed it difficultly is the entire China politics economic civilization center fact. This city sneezes one, entire China must suffer from a heavy cold. 这座北方的城,没有新鲜的空气,没有四季如春的景色,黄沙飞舞,雾霾弥漫,却仍然难改它是整个华夏政治经济文化中心的事实。这座城市打一个喷嚏,整个华夏都要患上一场重感冒。 Jiang Rulong lies down on the hospital bed, in the hand holds stitch binding this «The Book of Changes», an leaf on eye actually stare fixedly at out of the window that poplar. 姜如龙躺在病床上,手里捧着一本线装本的《易经》,眼睛却盯着窗外那棵白杨树上的一片树叶。 That is -and-a-half green not yellow leaves, regardless of the wind gale is small, regardless of the east wind westerly wind, it still clenched the teeth is not willing with the branch separation. 那是一片半绿不黄的树叶,无论风大风小,无论东风西风,它仍然咬紧牙关不愿意和树枝分离。 On the white poplar also is only left over this leaf, if it also falls to the ground, in that millions of withered leaf with the ground is the same, disappears, is hard to crop up. Some people will not notice its existence. 白杨上也只剩下这一片树叶,如果它也落地的话,就和地面上那千千万万的枯叶一样,泯灭其中,难以冒头。不会有人注意到它的存在。 Because of its insistence, therefore it seems that special. 因为它的坚持,所以它显得那么特别。 „Virgin blood is not the brutal thing, changes to spring the mud to protect the flower.” “落红不是无情物,化作春泥更护花。” Jiang Rulong sneers in heart: In others' eyes, is oneself a beach mud? 姜如龙在心里冷笑:在别人的眼里,自己就是一滩烂泥吗？ Thump thump —— 咚咚—— The knocking on a door sound gently disrupted the Jiang Rulong train of thought that he somewhat angry has turned away, saw that was responsible for considering his life daily life of Xiaomei two special cares to push the door to walk, flattered smiling, said: „Mr. Jiang, has one mister surnamed Guan to come to see you.” 轻轻的敲门声音扰乱了姜如龙的思绪,他有些恼怒的转过脸去,看到负责照顾他生活起居的两名特护之一小美推门走了进来,讨好的笑着,说道:“姜先生,有一位姓关的先生要来看望你。” „Surnamed Guan?” The Jiang Rulong eyebrow selects lightly. “姓关？”姜如龙眉毛轻挑。 „Yes. Wears the black frame eyeglasses. Said that is your good friend.” Xiaomei is explaining patiently. Although Jiang Rulong now is the disabled person of both legs paralysis, but, can be occupied by V prefix hospital ward inside the person in this hospital, was still the object who they did everything to please as well as go all out to entice. “是的。戴幅黑框眼镜。说是你的好朋友。”小美耐心的解释着。虽然姜如龙现在是个双腿瘫痪的残疾人,但是,能够住在这家医院的V字头病房里面的人,仍然是她们献殷勤以及卖力勾引的对象。 Let alone is only the both legs paralysis, was even/including the Little Brother also paralyzed, they are not willing to miss like this good opportunity. 别说只是双腿瘫痪,就是连小弟弟也瘫痪了,他们也不愿意错过这样的好机会。 „Asked him to come.” Jiang Rulong said. “请他进来吧。”姜如龙说道。 „Good. My this goes.” Xiaomei complies with a smile. „What drink can prepare for you? Tea? or/is still coffee?” “好的。我这就去。”小美笑着答应。“要为你们准备点儿什么饮料吗？茶？还是咖啡？” „What does not need.” Jiang Rulong said. “什么都不需要。”姜如龙说道。 Xiaomei understands now, that guest here unwelcome. 小美现在明白了,那个客人在这儿不受欢迎。 Complied with one, hurries turns around to get out of the way. 答应了一声,赶紧转身走开。 Guan Xin / concerned comes, saw that Jiang Rulong is holding with great interest, said with a smile that «The Book of Changes» read: „What do you want to find from inside?” 关心进来的时候,看到姜如龙正捧着那本《易经》读的津津有味,笑着说道:“你想从里面找到什么？” „Answer.” “答案。” „What answer?” “什么答案？” „Third Uncle read for a lifetime «The Book of Changes», everyone thinks that his has neither learning nor skill, good-for-nothing period of five days. Facts showed, he is Jiang Family hidden the deepest character. Is the true talent. Was not flattered the idiot who cannot bear any wind and rain actually like our these outside.” Jiang Rulong closes the book, face earnest saying. “三叔读了一辈子《易经》,大家都以为他这是不学无术,不成器候。事实证明,他是姜家隐藏最深的人物。是真正的人才。不像我们这些在外面被人吹捧实则受不了任何风吹雨打的蠢货。”姜如龙把书合上,一脸认真的说道。 Guan Xin / concerned closely stare fixedly at Jiang Rulong expression, wanted to clarify him saying that these were reconsider or/is still to expostulate anything. 关心紧紧地盯着姜如龙的表情,想要弄清楚他说这些是反思还是劝诫些什么。 „Are you unwilling?” Guan Xin / concerned asked. “你不甘心？”关心问道。 Jiang Rulong silent smiled, only the to meet section muscle and corners of the mouth twitch, do not have the sound to pass on. 姜如龙无声的笑了起来,只见面部肌肉和嘴角抽动,却没有声音传出来。 „If you, you are resigned?” “要是你,你甘心吗？” „I am unwilling.” Guan Xin / concerned said. „Therefore, I looked for you.” “我也不甘心。”关心说道。“所以,我来找你了。” „, You do not raise on own initiative, my also indeed forgot you.” The Jiang Rulong ridicule said. “哦,你不主动提起来,我还真是把你忘记了。”姜如龙讥讽地说道。 „You should be clear, since your both legs disability, after being expelled Jiang Family, the use value in my eyes having no.” Guan Xin / concerned incomparably honest saying. „Our can be regarded friend, is only a pair of villain of using each other. You did not have the use value, but how can also request me to be constant to your attitude?” “你应该清楚,自从你双腿残疾,被逐出姜家后,在我眼里就没有任何的利用价值。”关心无比坦诚的说道。“我们算不得朋友,只是互相利用的一对小人。你没有了利用价值,还怎么能要求我对你的态度始终如一呢？” „Said is also. I should apologize to you.” Jiang Rulong said. „I should not complain that you have not come to look at me.” “说的也是。我应该向你道歉。”姜如龙说道。“我不应该抱怨你从来没有过来看我。” „How came? Do you need to comfort? In that case, in your eyes is more like a taunt?” “来了又怎么样？你需要安慰吗？那样的话,在你眼里更像是一种嘲讽吧？” „You simply are my knowledge already.” Jiang Rulong smiled again. These not only has expression time, sound. „Since I do not have the value in your eyes, how you did come?” “你简直是我的知已。”姜如龙再次笑了起来。这一次不仅仅有表情,还有声音。“既然我在你眼里毫无价值,你怎么又来了？” „ I come with your to cooperate. „ “我来和你合作。“ „With waste to cooperate that one does have no merit to speak of?” “和一个一无是处的废物合作？” „I also believe before, but knows now, originally you have the one sign not to hit.” Guan Xin / concerned said. “我之前也这么认为,但是现在才知道,原来你还有一张牌没有打出去。”关心说道。 „Why can I with your to cooperate?” “我为什么要和你合作？” „Our goals are consistent.” “我们的目标是一致的。” „Even succeeded, what can I obtain?” “就算成功了,我又能得到什么呢？” „Your anything cannot obtain.” Guan Xin / concerned said. „Jiang Family will certainly hand over in Jiang Keqi. Even if Jiang Keqi has an accident, other Jiang Family people eye covetously. Since you were chased to go out by Jiang Family, wants not possible. They do not allow you to go back.” “你什么都得不到。”关心说道。“姜家一定会交到姜可旗手里。就算姜可旗出了事,还有姜家其它的人虎视耽耽。你既然被姜家逐出去,想要回去是不可能的。他们也不允许你回去。” „Why do I want to help you?” “那我为什么要帮你？” „You need the one proof.” Guan Xin / concerned said. „Showed that you are that knife, Tang Zhong is only your one whetstone.” “你需要一个证明。”关心说道。“证明你才是那把刀子,唐重只是你的一块磨刀石。” Jiang Rulong was silent. 姜如龙沉默了。 „Isn't each one proud person, resigned to be stepped on the under foot? Are you willing to accept such failure? Is this final result?” “每一个骄傲的人,都不甘心被人踩在脚下吧？你就愿意接受这样的失败？这就是最终的结果？” „Tang Zhong eventually is the Jiang Family person.” “唐重终究是姜家的人。” „But you now not.” “但你现在不是了。” „Said is also.” Jiang Rulong smiles. “说的也是。”姜如龙笑。 „We must say that to cooperate was happy?” “那我们是不是要说合作愉快了？” Guan Xin / concerned walks up, must on own initiative with the Jiang Rulong handshake. 关心走上前来,主动要和姜如龙握手。 Jiang Rulong has not put out a hand, said: „Since we are not the friends, whether these false things could discard?” 姜如龙没有伸手出去,说道:“既然我们不是朋友,这些虚伪的东西是不是可以丢掉了？” Guan Xin / concerned laughs heartily, very natural takes back the hand of oneself, said: „By your such saying, was felt suddenly with ease.” 关心大笑,很自然的收回自己的手,说道:“被你这么一说,突然间觉得轻松了很多。” „I am also.” “我也是。” „Right. Tang Zhong and Jiang Keqing were ambushed by killer in the beauty shop.” “对了。唐重和姜可卿在美容院被杀手狙击。” „Really regrettable.” “真遗憾。” „killer is not I sends.” “杀手不是我派过去的。” „I believe.” “我相信。” „It is not I. You said that is who?” “不是我。你说是谁？” „Does not know.” “不知道。” Guan Xin / concerned with pointing at referred to Jiang Rulong, said: „Today also a little matter, finds the time to come to see you again. Chatted naively with you happy.” 关心用手指了指姜如龙,说道:“今天还有点事,找时间再来看你。和你聊天真开心。” „Does not deliver.” Jiang Rulong said. “不送。”姜如龙说道。 Guan Xin / concerned opens the hospital ward gate, actually saw that raised bags Jiang Yiran to walk. 关心拉开病房门,却看到提着大包小包的姜怡然走了过来。 Sees the happy facial expression on Jiang Yiran face, killing intent disappeared in a flash in Guan Xin / concerned eye. 看到姜怡然脸上的幸福神情,关心眼里的杀意一闪而逝。 Jiang Yiran has not thought that Guan Xin / concerned can see Jiang Rulong, with her of Guan Xin / concerned engagement now is Guan Family son daughter-in-law / wife, all day is taking the bags sees other one man, passes in the Guan Family face is also reflected badly. 姜怡然也没想到关心会来看望姜如龙,已经和关心订婚的她现在是关家的儿媳妇,整天提着大包小包的去看望另外一个男人,传出去关家脸上也是颜面无光。 „I buy something to give the Fourth Brother.” Jiang Yiran said with a smile, greeted to Guan Xin / concerned on own initiative. “我买些东西给四哥。”姜怡然笑着说道,主动向关心打招呼。 „Un. Comforts him.” Guan Xin / concerned nods with a smile. “嗯。多安慰安慰他。”关心笑着点头。 „Do you go back now?” “你现在回去？” „Yes.” “是啊。” „You wait/etc I, I deliver to walk with you thing.” Jiang Yiran said. “那你等等我,我把东西送进去和你一起走。”姜怡然说道。 Guan Xin / concerned puts out a hand to stroke Jiang Yiran Xiao Lian / little face, said: „Does not use. You accompany Rulong / like a dragon well, has such matter, his heart does not certainly feel better very much. Some of our company also things must process.” 关心伸手抚摸姜怡然的小脸,说道:“不用了。你好好陪陪如龙,发生这样的事情,他的心里一定很不好受。我公司还有些事情要去处理。” „Good.” The Jiang Yiran nod said. “那好吧。”姜怡然点头说道。 When the Guan Xin / concerned back vanishes does not see, Jiang Yiran has the feeling of long relaxing. 等到关心的背影消失不见,姜怡然才有种长长的松了口气的感觉。 „Is bumping Guan Xin / concerned?” Jiang Rulong places the bedhead on hand on «The Book of Changes», looks at Jiang Yiran to ask. “碰着关心了？”姜如龙把手头上的《易经》放在床头,看着姜怡然问道。 „Really unlucky. Happen to bumping.” Jiang Yiran depressed saying. “真倒霉。正好碰着了。”姜怡然郁闷的说道。 Jiang Rulong beckons, Jiang Yiran ran on a face cheerfully. 姜如龙招手,姜怡然就一脸欢快的跑了过去。 She sits in the bedside, the bending down body of pastes Xiao Lian / little face in the chest of Jiang Rulong. 她坐在床边,俯下身体把小脸贴在姜如龙的胸口。 Jiang Rulong puts out a hand to touch her cheeks eyebrow lip, said: „Saw saw.” 姜如龙伸手抚摸着她的脸颊眉毛嘴唇,说道:“看到了就看到了。” „You did not fear that he does suspect us?” Jiang Yiran tender gruff asking. “你不怕他怀疑我们啊？”姜怡然娇憨的问道。 „Without bumping into, doesn't he suspect?” “没碰上,他就不怀疑了吗？” „Said is also.” Jiang Yiran said. „Guan Xin / concerned this person really can endure. Our matters spread over Yanjing, he actually has not asked me. Pretends that oneself does not know. In just, to avoid suspicion, I also prepare to put the thing to go back with him together, never expected that he rejected me unexpectedly. Said that makes me remain to talk with you well.” “说的也是。”姜怡然说道。“关心这个人真能忍。我们的事都传遍燕京了,他竟然从来都没有问过我。假装自己不知道。就在刚在,原本为了避嫌,我还准备把东西放进来跟他一起回去,没想到他竟然拒绝我了。说让我留下来好好陪你说话。” The smile on Jiang Rulong face collects gradually, what then appears is the one layer vicious tendencies. 姜如龙脸上的笑容渐渐敛去,转而浮现的是一层戾气。 He puts out a hand to slip into Jiang Yiran shirt inside, pinched her layer on layer/heavily the long ripe tender breast, cold sound had been saying: „Do you fear him?” 他伸手滑进姜怡然的衬衣里面,重重地捏着她早已长熟的嫩乳,冷声说道:“你就那么怕他吗？” „I did not fear.” The Jiang Yiran chest ache, the tears flowed, still clenched teeth to insist did not make the sound. „I do not fear him, I only fear you.” “我不怕。”姜怡然胸口疼痛,眼泪都流出来了,仍然咬牙坚持着不发出声音。“我不怕他,我只怕你。” „I do not have a thing in the world now, but Guan Xin / concerned will suffer a more disastrous defeat compared with me.” Jiang Rulong expression fierce saying. „His one cripples do not let off, obviously he was forced what degree by Tang Zhong. I lost, he could not win.” “我现在一无所有,但是关心会比我输得更惨。”姜如龙表情狰狞的说道。“他连一个瘸子都不放过,可见他被唐重逼迫到什么程度了。我输了,他也赢不了。” „Yes. He will not have the auspicious day.” Jiang Yiran said. „These days, the Guan Family person meets frequently, they also feel the pressure that Dong and Jiang two families created jointly. Although Tang Zhong has not complied with marrying of Dong Family, but, or/is still felt two determination —— perhaps, this was also they spreads the news the goal.” “是的。他也不会有好日子过。”姜怡然说道。“这段时间,关家的人频繁碰面,他们也感受到了姜董两家联手带来的压力。虽然唐重没有答应和董家的联姻,但是,外界还是感受到了两家的决心——或许,这也是他们放出消息的目的。” „Among this exactly what happened?” Jiang Rulong asked. “这中间到底发生了什么事情？”姜如龙问道。 „I have asked the father and grandfather, but they use a pretext do not know. It is said this matter only then Old Gentleman and Eldest Grandfather know that —— Eldest Grandfather study room inside hangs the couplet that Dong Family Old Gentleman is delivering, now conformed with Yanjing to spread over.” “我问过爸爸和爷爷,但是他们都推说不知。据说这件事情只有老太爷和大爷爷知道——大爷爷书房里面挂着董家老爷子送的对联,现在整合燕京都传遍了。” „Certainly has had what matter.” Jiang Rulong somewhat angry saying. „Otherwise, with the hatred of Dong and Jiang two families, how possible to collaborate suddenly? What a pity, we actually do not know the specific reason. Tang Zhong definitely knows, moreover this matter and Tang Zhong have the relations.” “一定发生过什么事情。”姜如龙有些恼怒的说道。“不然的话,以姜董两家的仇恨,怎么可能突然间联手？可惜,我们却不知道具体的原因。唐重一定知道,而且这件事情和唐重有关系。” „I help you inquire again.” Jiang Yiran said. “我再帮你打听打听。”姜怡然说道。 „very good.” Jiang Rulong nods. „Moreover, you must comply with my matter.” “很好。”姜如龙点头。“另外,你还要答应我一件事情。” „What matter?” “什么事情？” „If Guan Xin / concerned has no way out needs you to help, you must promise him.” “如果关心走投无路的时候需要你帮忙,你一定要答应他。” „Do you make me help him?” “你让我帮他？” Good. ” Jiang Rulong said. „Helps him helps me.” 不错。”姜如龙说道。“帮他就是帮我。” „Do you and he trade?” Saying that Jiang Yiran worries about. „He is a devil.” “你和他交易？”姜怡然担忧的说道。“他是个魔鬼。” „Becoming the devil either, either becomes ghost ——” the Jiang Rulong racket the oneself both legs, said: „You thought that I also do have a better choice?” “要么成为魔鬼,要么成为鬼——”姜如龙拍拍自己的双腿,说道:“你觉得我还有更好的选择吗？” „I understood.” Jiang Yiran said. She can reject Guan Xin / concerned, but she could not reject Jiang Rulong. “我明白了。”姜怡然说道。她可以拒绝关心,但是她拒绝不了姜如龙。 Even if in her subconscious felt, such choice will make her beyond redemption. 即便她潜意识里觉得,这样的选择将会让她万劫不复。 Falls in love with one to make oneself live for him for the man who he dies, this feeling is really good. 爱上一个让自己为他生为他死的男人,这种感觉真好。 ( Ps : 1, makes me think again well. 2nd, I try hard to achieve National Day for seven days unceasingly.) (ps:1、让我再好好想想。二、我努力做到国庆七天不断更。)