EDAH :: Volume #7 所向披靡

#604: Family member

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Feng Qinghan...... 风清寒…… This name, they remember clearly. 这个名字,他们记得清清楚楚。 Lively Xiaoyao did not have raised the head, but he as if knows that Murong Qiushui and Zuo Pojun can be what kind of responses. Before they open the mouth, he uses one type not to mix to have any sentimental sound saying: „You do not need to tell me any truth, I do not want to know that I only know my father died...... My all family members died...... Is because...... You!!” 神逍遥一直没有抬头,但他仿佛知道慕容秋水和左破军会是怎样的反应。在他们开口之前,他用一种不掺带任何感情的声音说道:“你们不需要告诉我什么真相,我不想知道,我只知道我的爸爸死了……我所有的亲人都死了……都是因为……你们！！” Murong Qiushui: „......” 慕容秋水:“……” Zuo Pojun: „......” 左破军:“……” They have not refuted, for a very long time silent. 他们没有反驳,久久无声。 „I will not hate your anything. Because before mother at the point of death, making me never probably blame anybody, because that is the father own choice, he does, is the great matter, although is he, was you make my family encounter the misfortune, but he...... Still is a great person...... Even if, he is not a great father.” “我也不会恨你们什么。因为妈妈临死前,让我永远不要怪任何人,因为那是爸爸自己的选择,他做的,也是伟大的事,虽然是他,是你们让我的家庭遭遇了不幸,但他……依然是一个伟大的人……即使,他不是一个伟大的父亲。” Murong Qiushui aspirated spookily, said: „I can only say, all these...... We do not hope.” 慕容秋水幽幽吐了一口气,说道:“我只能说,这一切……非我们所愿。” „I have said that does not need to explain anything to me...... You could rest assured that I have promised mother, will not hate anybody...... The matter that I promise mother, forever never will forever violate!!” Lively Xiaoyao was saying, clank sound strengthens like steel. “我说过,不需要向我解释什么……你们放心,我答应过妈妈,不会恨任何人……我答应妈妈的事,永远永远永远不会违背！！”神逍遥说着,铮铮的声音坚定如钢铁。 „Xiaoyao, how does your mother die?” Ye Tianxie looked at Zuo Pojun and Murong Qiushui, in the heart has guessed correctly anything approximately. “逍遥,你的妈妈是怎么死的？”叶天邪看了左破军和慕容秋水一眼,心中大致猜到了什么。 „To avoid that does not know but why chasing down, mother leads me to hide here and there, finally, will hide in one should not by remote small village that in others found. There is very poor, but is also very safe, but, there person self-reliantly to live, mother could not find the work in that wants to give the person to be the maid, prepares food to do laundry to gain a food to the person unable...... But the Elder Brother death has brought incomparably serious trauma to mother, even if chases down our people not to be likely, mother is not willing to leave there, goes facing Nightmare of outside. At that time, in order to found to eat to me, mother has gone begging, even has knelt down to others...... Finally, for me, she has to marry a there farmer, that farmer he is a bastard, suffers to beat and scold to my mother frequently, but for me, she endures completely, makes me endure...... At that time, pain that mother received, I bore in mind completely, I am unable not to hate, at that time, I hated myself only to implicate mother very much, longs for crazily one can a bit faster grow up, such can protect mother...... But such life has only continued for one year, mother because of extremely thinks of the father and Elder Brother finally, despondently and finally...... When mother passed away, hair already white half, that year, mother also less than 35 years old...... At the point of death before, she told my father one year ago died, she said that was the father own choice, although she resentment, but no one hated, let me, do not hate, do not investigate anybody...... Until my true growing up, I know these words meanings that mother said that because brings all these people, is I at all impossible to resist, she is feared that I seek for the root, annoyed the person of not being able to stir up......” “为了躲避那不知因何而起的追杀,妈妈带着我东躲西藏,最后,躲进了一个应该不会被别人找到的偏僻小村庄里。那里很穷,但也很安全,只是,那里的人都是自力为生,妈妈在那根本找不到工作,就连想要去给人当保姆,给人做饭洗衣服赚一顿饭都不能……但哥哥的死给妈妈带来了无比沉重的心理阴影,即使追杀我们的人很可能已经不在,妈妈也不愿离开那里,去面对外界的噩梦。那时,为了能给我找到吃的,妈妈乞讨过,甚至给别人下跪过……最后,为了我,她不得不嫁给了那里的一个农夫,那个农夫他就是个畜生,经常对我母亲折磨打骂,但为了我,她全部忍下,也让我忍下……那时,妈妈所受的苦,我全部都记在心里,我无法不去恨,那个时候,我很恨自己只能拖累妈妈,疯狂的渴望自己能快点长大,那样就可以保护妈妈……而这样的生活只持续了一年,妈妈终于因太过想念爸爸和哥哥,抑郁而终……妈妈去世时,头发已经白了一半,那一年,妈妈还不到35岁……临死前,她告诉我爸爸一年前已经死了,她说那是爸爸自己的选择,她虽怨,但谁也不恨,也让我,不要去恨,更不要追究任何人……直到我真正的长大,我才知道妈妈说的这些话的意思,因为带来这一切的人,是我根本不可能所抗拒,她是怕我去寻找根源,惹到了惹不起的人……” Murong Qiushui: „......” 慕容秋水:“……” „After mother died, I did not have any family member finally again. That bastard after mother died has not shed drop of tears, instead was scolding being revolting to the ear words, was listening to him to mother's insult, I felt that my head as if must blast out, therefore...... I take up the blade, inserted in his body, punctured a blade another blade like the wild animal on him......” “妈妈死后,我终于再也没有了任何一个亲人。那个畜生在妈妈死后没有掉一滴眼泪,反而骂着不堪入耳的话,听着他对妈妈的侮辱,我感觉自己的头仿佛要炸开,于是……我拿起刀,插在了他的身上,像野兽一样在他身上刺了一刀又一刀……” Ye Tianxie: „......” 叶天邪:“……” Su Feifei: „!!!!” 苏菲菲:“！！！！” „...... Then, I am bringing the whole body blood, leading mother to leave that place, on that day, my body as if by wind gently was holding, eight -year-old I unexpectedly belts easily mother's body, moreover ran that quick...... In a peaceful place, I buried mother, kneel there three days three nights...... After on that day, I had discovered the special capability that oneself had, and depended upon these abilities to steal, snatches, perhaps because of my dark side, in Steal and robbed, I not only did not have the sin(ful) feeling, instead any thing was divulged pleasant sensation...... “……然后,我带着满身的血,带着妈妈离开了那个地方,那一天,我的身体仿佛在被风给轻轻的托着,八岁的我竟然轻易的带起了妈妈的身体,而且跑的那么快……在一个安静的地方,我把妈妈安葬,跪在了那里三天三夜……那天之后,我发现了自己拥有的特殊能力,并依靠这些能力去偷,去抢,也许是因为我心里的阴暗面,在一次次的偷窃和抢夺中,我非但没有罪恶感,反而有一种什么东西被宣泄出来般的快感…… Peaceful, dies the general peace, looks at this time Lively Xiaoyao, is thinking him uninhibited usually in high spirits, immoral...... They feel is actually an anxious feeling...... If putting oneself in another's place, was they experienced a such childhood, can they complain, can hate...... 安静,死一般的安静,看着此时的神逍遥,想着他平日里的神采飞扬,放|荡不羁……他们感受到的却是一种揪心感……设身处地,如果是他们经历了这样的一个童年,他们会不会怨,会不会恨…… No wonder, when others insulted his mother, he can be response like that shouted oneself hoarse roared is similar to discusses the tribulation in the bitter experience hell painstakingly. The mother, perhaps was final warming that this whole life felt...... Perhaps, reason that he such liking young married woman, because, he is longing for obtains that once warmth and hope from them, and under the shadow of evolution and innermost feelings of time, this hope starts to twist and distortion...... 难怪,别人侮辱他的母亲时,他会是那般的反应,那声嘶力竭的咆哮如同是在遭遇地狱论劫之苦般。母亲,或许是他这辈子所感受到的最后的温暖了吧……或许,他之所以那么的喜欢少妇,只是因为,他渴望着从她们身上得到那曾经的温暖和渴望,并且在时间的演变和内心的阴影之下,这种渴望开始扭曲和变形…… „Tianxie...... He, he is quite pitiful.” Su Feifei eyes brimming with tears, closely is seizing the hand of Ye Tianxie. She tenth that year, mother was also the bitter experience assassination passes away, she once thinks one were in the world the most unfortunate person, but contrasted the Ye Tianxie past, contrasted the Lively Xiaoyao past...... She is simply happy such as in the heaven. “天邪……他,他好可怜。”苏菲菲眼泪汪汪,紧紧捉着叶天邪的手。她十岁那年,母亲也是遭遇暗杀而逝去,她曾经以为自己是世界上最不幸的人,但对比叶天邪的过去,对比神逍遥的过去……她简直幸福如处在天堂之中。 „Before mother at the point of death, makes me do not hate anybody, do not investigate...... I promised mother, but, all family members go to me, I am unable to allow itself not to know all these roots, therefore, I depend upon my ability to look up, seeks...... Until one day, me knew ‚Saint Domain’ exists......” “妈妈临死前让我不要去恨任何人,更不要去追究……我答应了妈妈,但,所有的亲人离我而去,我无法允许自己不知道这一切的根源,于是,我依靠自己的能力去查,去寻找……直到有一天,我知道了‘圣域’的存在……” Saint Domain? 圣域？ This time, Su Feifei has guessed correctly anything, she looks to Murong Qiushui, surprised low shouted: „Qiushui, could it be his father is......” 这次,就连苏菲菲都猜到了什么,她看向慕容秋水,惊讶的低呼道:“秋水,难道他的爸爸是……” Saying that Murong Qiushui shrugged, the manner moves fast: „Some matters, want in the relative surface more complex , something, see compared with the eye wants easy many...... These matters, can say right, can speak incorrectly...... Good, I think that I already excited, causing the brain to be chaotic, if could not understand me to say anything, when that my anything has not reached an agreement.” 慕容秋水摊了摊手,神态飘忽的说道:“有些事,要比表面上更复杂,又有些事,要比眼睛所看到的要简单的多……这些事,可以说对,也可以说错……好吧,我想我已经过于激动,导致大脑混乱了,如果听不懂我在说什么,那就当我什么都没有说好了。” Su Feifei: „......” 苏菲菲:“……” Ye Tianxie has closed the eye, does not know in thinking anything, after short silence, he moves toward to go, squats side Lively Xiaoyao, said: „Elder Brother that I and you died in the past long looks like very much, right?” 叶天邪闭上了眼睛,不知在想着什么,短暂的沉默之后,他走向前去,蹲在神逍遥身边,说道:“我和你当年死去的哥哥长的很像,对吗？” Lively Xiaoyao visits him, nodded energetically: „Although, I cannot see your upper half of the face, but your chin, the shape of lip looks like very much, the dim feeling that in addition that mask brings, first time sees your time, my brain blank, thinks unexpectedly at that moment really saw Elder Brother, therefore......” 神逍遥看着他,用力的点头:“虽然,我看不到你的上半张脸,但你下巴,还有嘴唇的形状很像,再加上那面罩带来的朦胧感,第一次见到你的时候,我的脑子竟一片空白,那一刻真的以为看到了哥哥,所以……” Ye Tianxie has smiled: „After that I make your Elder Brother.” 叶天邪笑了起来:“那以后,我就做你的哥哥吧。” Lively Xiaoyao is startled, the look frames, visits him dull. 神逍遥怔住,神色定格,呆呆的看着他。 „Our passing, has too the similarity. Our same parents double perish, our Elder Brother to protect us similarly die, we had hated this world similarly, even I initially hated compared with you...... But finally, I walked, because, I run into a person, is she makes me know that the original cold and ruthless world also has many warmth, gradually, I start true integration to this world, and is accepting many warmth, I had more friends, person of liking...... I hope that you can also walk, if you need the reason, I hope that I can become that take to your warm person.” “我们的过往,真的是有着太多相似的地方。我们同样父母双亡,我们的哥哥同样是为了保护我们而死,我们同样都曾经怨恨过这个世界,甚至我当初比你更恨……但最终,我还是走了出来,因为,我遇到了一个人,是她让我知道原来冰冷无情的世界还有着很多的温暖,逐渐的,我开始真正的融入到这个世界,并接受着更多的温暖,我有了更多的朋友,还有喜欢的人……我希望,你也能够走出来,如果你需要理由,那么,我希望,我可以成为那个带给你温暖的人。” „I...... I......” the lip of Lively Xiaoyao am shivering, this in the past after burying mother has not cried again the man, how is unable to prevent divulging of tears again at this moment unexpectedly, both eyes, are the tears fog will be shortly misty, the Ye Tianxie sound, lets his inner world, gradually turned into a blank, in the blank, ice-cold originally, starts the fast melting unexpectedly, the remelt...... “我……我……”神逍遥的嘴唇在颤抖,这个当年在埋葬了母亲后再也没哭过的男子,再这一刻竟则怎么都无法阻止眼泪的宣泄,双目,顷刻间已经是泪雾蒙蒙,叶天邪的声音,让他心海,逐渐的变成了一片空白,空白之中,原本的冰冷,竟然开始快速的融化,再融化…… „I know that you are the person of heavy affectionate righteousness, therefore you love your mother, then thinks your Elder Brother. I know your hope to Elder Brother...... Similar to I, has been missing my Elder Brother. When you see the Elder Brother shadow from me, you rather were taunted, indifferent, must throw, actually only to seek for that point dissipated too long kinship feeling...... I understand that I understand completely, if changes into me, I may do with your same matter...... Therefore, you called me Big Brother, I have not rejected...... If you hope that I make your Elder Brother, after me, is your Elder Brother, if you want the family member, after me, is your only family member......” the Ye Tianxie smile, with own sound, is caressing the innumerable wounds of his innermost feelings lightly. “我知道,你一直都是个重情重义的人,所以你那么爱你的妈妈,那么想你的哥哥。我知道你对哥哥的渴望……就如同我,一直都在思念着我的哥哥。当你从我身上看到哥哥的影子时,你宁肯被嘲讽,被冷眼,也要扑上来,其实只为寻找那一点消逝了太久的亲情感……我明白,我全部明白,因为如果换成我,我或许会做和你一样的事……所以,你叫我大哥,我从来都没有拒绝……如果你希望我做你的哥哥,那我以后就是你的哥哥,如果你想要亲人,那我以后,就是你唯一的亲人……”叶天邪微笑,用自己的声音,轻抚着他内心的无数创伤。 „I...... I......” Lively Xiaoyao visit him, the sound was sobbing, a few words could not say. “我……我……”神逍遥怔怔的看着他,声音在哽咽,已经一句话说不出来。 „Tianxie, is quite selfish, Xiaoyao how possibly only then your family member.” Su Feifei goes forward, is pulling the Ye Tianxie shoulder, said gently: „Xiaoyao, actually...... I can also understand you, because in me tenth that year, my mother also left me to go, she to protect me, held my body dead in my front, that night shadow has twined my many years, until I met Tianxie...... Even if we did not have mother, but in this world, but also has innumerable beautiful thing, we cannot only stay in the shadow in heart. Now, I cross every day very joyfully, because I believe that my mother has certainly visited me in the heaven, I am happy, mother will be happy, if I am sad, even if mother arrived at the heaven, together will be sad along with me, present I, only want all my happiness, every little bit share to give mother...... Xiaoyao, you also want to be happy, if you love your mother, on every day your happiness and joy, the complete share gives mother in heaven,...... Tianxie is your Elder Brother, but I am your Elder Sister, who said that you do not have the family member. We can be you most own people.” “天邪,好自私,逍遥又怎么可能会只有你一个亲人呢。”苏菲菲上前,扳着叶天邪肩膀,轻轻说道:“逍遥,其实……我也可以懂你,因为在我十岁那年,我的妈妈也离我而去,她是为了保护我,抱着我的身体死在了我的面前,那个夜晚的阴影一直缠绕了我很多年,直到我遇上天邪……即使我们没有了母亲,但这个世界上,还有着无数美丽的东西,我们不可以只停留在心中的阴影之中。现在,我每天都过得很快乐,因为我相信我的妈妈一定一直都在天堂看着我,我开心,妈妈才会开心,如果我难过,即使妈妈到了天堂,也会随着我一起难过,现在的我,只想把我所有的幸福,都一点一滴的分享给妈妈……逍遥,你也要开心起来,如果你爱你的妈妈,就每天把你的幸福和快乐,全部分享给在天堂的妈妈,好吗……天邪是你的哥哥,而我就是你的姐姐,谁说你没有亲人呢。我们都可以是你最亲的人。” „poor...... The Philippine elder sisters......” on the face of Lively Xiaoyao, have drawn two lachrymal glands. “菲……菲姐……”神逍遥的脸上,已经划出了两道泪线。 „Xiaoyao, you have made a mistake, you said that we understand, because I am and you am the same kind of person. You initially also had the parents, Elder Brother, happy family/home, but I......” Situ Chana mirthless smile: „I have not seen have lived my person, they are everyone do not know...... ‚father’ and ‚mother’, this for me, is luxurious cannot the luxurious two titles. You know how I was born...... Hehe, Hahahaha......” Situ Chana has smiled, incomparable pitiful of smiling: „Until I have joined Blood Dream Paradise, returning to me once to survive the place that I indistinct awareness, I was a prostitute live, but after giving birth, was discarded in the garbage heap, afterward, I give shelter by the Boss master who picked the trash, perhaps was the heaven pities to my one, I actually lived, afterward, the Boss master died, I can only go begging everywhere, was tarnishing others' eyes like the trash, until...... A day I look for thing that eats when the garbage heap, gave shelter by Sour Face, and has given me the name...... Xiaoyao, my father is everyone does not know, a birth by mother the people, when the trash same discards can live Xiaoyao be comfortable, you have any qualifications not compared with my Xiaoyao 100 times...... If you want the friend, I and Sour Face can be you best friends, if you want the family member, we can also be your family member...... Like me and Sour Face, we, although is only the duckweed water Hunan duckweed, but I and he are the surnames of Situ, his family member is my family member, he must escape from that fearful place in the past, even if will die I also to help him, runs away with him, who wants damage he, I will put together my life also to prevent...... Xiaoyao, we were once by the person of world abandonment, you do not need the vigilance to us, Commander can be your Elder Brother, I and Sour Face can be your Elder Brother similarly. Anti- matter, naturally has Elder Brother to come for you to undertake!” “逍遥,你错了,你所说的,我们都懂,因为我又何尝不是和你是同一类人。你当初还有过父母,还有过哥哥,还有过幸福的家,而我……”司徒刹那惨笑一声:“我从来没有见过生我的人,就连他们是谁都不知道……‘爸爸’、‘妈妈’,这对我来说,是奢侈的不能再奢侈的两个称号。你们知道我是怎么出生的吗……呵呵,哈哈哈哈……”司徒刹那笑了起来,笑的无比之凄惨:“直到我加入了血梦天堂,回到我曾经存活的地方,我才隐约的知道,我不过是一个妓女所生,而生出之后,就被丢弃到了垃圾堆里,后来,我被一个捡垃圾的老大爷收留,也许是老天对我的一个怜悯,我竟然活了下来,后来,老大爷死了,我只能到处乞讨,像个垃圾一样玷污着别人的眼睛,直到……一天我在垃圾堆里找吃的东西时,被苦瓜脸收留,并给了我名字……逍遥,我一个连父亲是谁都不知道,一出生就被母亲当垃圾一样丢掉的人都可以活的逍遥自在,你有什么资格不比我逍遥100倍……如果你想要朋友,我和苦瓜脸都可以是你最好的朋友,如果你想要亲人,我们也可以是你的亲人……就像我和苦瓜脸,我们虽然只是萍水湘萍,但我和他都是司徒之姓,他的亲人就是我的亲人,他当年要逃出那个可怕的地方,即使会死我也帮他,和他一起逃,谁要伤害他,我就算拼上自己的性命也会去阻挡……逍遥,我们都是曾被世界遗弃的人,你不需要对我们有戒心,团长可以是你的哥哥,我和苦瓜脸同样可以是你的哥哥。抗不过的事,自然有哥哥来为你承担！” 【Hahahaha, leader unprecedented my day of vacation. Mood that satisfied. In time: Thank the people, thank the leader, thank the government. Thanked magic schoolmate's support (keep as a mistress) while convenient, as the first group of bibliophiles of some willow tree, liked thunder reverberating in one's ears to your given name. Thank Little Qi that to make me wish one could by the body Xu's effort, thank child paper that the only and purple star and small night thin this group compelled me to reduce daily rests, thank wind K to take great pains to me transmits various mistakes in article with BUG, thank the ruling armed forces that the military might unparalleled aggressive outside leaked, thank all believes that Mars followed the good people of Mars, thank MTV , KTV , CC *, Saturn TV, water splash TV, beautiful difficult adversary TV, thank ............】 【哈哈哈哈,领导破天荒的准了我一天假。心情那个惬意啊。在次:感谢人民,感谢领导,感谢政府。顺便感谢魔术同学的包养,作为某柳的第一批书迷,对你的大名如雷贯耳。感谢小七那让我恨不能以身相许的努力,感谢唯一、紫星、小夜稀这帮天天逼我减更休息的孩纸,感谢风K不厌其烦给我发送文中的各种错误和BUG,感谢威武无双霸气外漏的裁决军,感谢所有相信火星追随火星的好人们,感谢MTV,KTV,CC*,土星TV,水星TV,娜美克星TV,感谢…………】
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