EDAH :: Volume #4 七宗罪

#355: Speechless Pities Xing Bao'er ( Part 3 )

„surprised/accidental?” Zuo Pojun already expected the response of Ye Tianxie, the forced smile said: „They were abandoned by the world, person who even was abandoned by the parental family members. Even if said that they are in one crowd of world the most pitiful children are not excessive. Destiny is how unfair to them, in all that plundering of heartless (Wuqing) their kinship, they should enjoy...... Even Life/HP.” “意外吗？”左破军早就料到了叶天邪的反应,苦笑道:“他们都是被世界所遗弃,甚至被父母亲人都遗弃的人。即使说他们是一群世界上最可怜的孩子都一点都不过分。命运对他们何其不公,在无情的掠夺着他们的亲情、他们该享受到的一切……甚至生命。” The last picture will close, Ye Tianxie is speechless for a very long time. His heart as if pressed a strange heavy incomparable giant stone suddenly, making his innermost feelings heavy several wanted to suffocate. His long sigh, sighed lowly: „Why this world will be flooding such cruel dark side.” 将最后一张照片合上,叶天邪久久无言。他的心忽然之间仿佛压上了一块奇重无比的巨石,让他的内心沉甸甸的几欲窒息。他长长叹息,低叹道:“为什么这个世界会充斥着这么残忍的黑暗面。” Zuo Pojun shakes the head, said disappointed: „Regardless of an economy of country is powerful, the economy is developed, no matter, any space, such side never possibly completely will be eliminated. But they, is a miniature. Leader how wish of country makes these no longer appear again , will never realize. Is just like...... Even if our China national strength compared with present also stronger big ten times, the person who also exists similarly every day in going begging the beggar and brings the birth and death edge that paces back and forth in hungry of base and low survival.” 左破军摇头,怅然道:“无论一个国家的经济多么强盛,经济多么发达,无论在什么时间,什么空间,这样的一面都永远不可能被完全消除。而他们,也不过是这其中的一个缩影。一个国家的领导者再怎么想要让这些不再出现,也永远不可能实现。就好比……即使我们华夏的国力比现在还要强大十倍,也同样会存在着每天在乞讨中卑微生存的乞丐和在饥饿所带来的生与死的边缘徘徊的人。” „Xing Bao'er she...... Where?” Ye Tianxie asked. “星宝儿她……在什么地方？”叶天邪问道。 „In Suhang City, is called the place of heaven on earth.” Smiling that Zuo Pojun self-ridicules. “在苏杭市,一个被称作人间天堂的地方。”左破军自嘲的笑笑。 „Heaven on earth? Perhaps outside in person eyes, there many person eye, there is really the heaven.” Ye Tianxie eyes closed said. “人间天堂？也许在外人眼里,在那里的很多人眼里,那里真的是天堂吧。”叶天邪闭目说道。 „They were abandoned by Destiny, but Destiny has not abandoned them, that great aunt gives shelter to them, for them, she can say has offered own complete...... But, along with there child many of more and more, she is unable to support, the serious illness drops down, moreover is the incurable illness.” Zuo Pojun takes a pale white paper from the bag: „This, the medical record and lab test report of the Suhang hospital adjusting. Second Bro......” “他们被命运所遗弃,但命运又没有遗弃他们,那个伟大的阿姨将他们收留,为了他们,她可以说奉献了自己的全部……但,随着那里孩子的越来越多,她根本无法支撑,重病倒下,而且是绝症。”左破军从袋子里拿出一张苍白的纸:“这,是从苏杭医院里调出来的病历和化验单。二哥……” Ye Tianxie received, looked at one, then closes it, smiles bitterly and astringently: „Good person not necessarily has the good report, this is a brutal principle...... Because of this, Xing Bao'er......” 叶天邪接过,看了一眼,便又将它合上,苦涩一笑:“好人并不一定有好报,这是一个残酷的法则……是因为这样,星宝儿才……” „Right. Xing Bao'er shouted that aunt for ‚mother’, after that aunt was terminally ill, she to there all people...... Child, Old person, initiates the pledge, she said that she will make them live, will make them go to school, will make them have the genuine family/home, with outside person same can happy buys the pretty clothes, buys thing that likes eating...... Has and normal person equally happy future...... This is a pledge of young young girl, but she, now in going all out of wants to achieve this goal.” Zuo Pojun look heavy saying. “没错。星宝儿喊那个阿姨为‘妈妈’,在那阿姨身患绝症之后,她向那里所有的人……孩子,老人,发起誓言,她说,她会让他们活下来,会让他们上学,会让他们有真正的家,会和外面的人一样可以幸福的去买漂亮衣服,买喜欢吃的东西……有和正常人一样幸福的未来……这是一个只有十几岁的少女的誓言,而她,现在是在拼了命的想将这个目标实现。”左破军神色沉重的说道。 Ye Tianxie smiles bitterly and astringently, said: „Therefore, she such longs for gold coin...... On the same day in Heavenly Sun City, she rather is detained for dozens days, is not willing to pay that several hundred thousand gold coin. I finally understand now, to us, that several hundred thousand gold coin are also several hundred thousand gold coin, but for her, that is the hopes of many person as well as...... Life/HP.” 叶天邪苦涩一笑,说道:“所以,她才这么渴望金钱吗……当日在天日城,她宁愿被关押几十天,也不愿交纳那几十万金币。我现在终于明白,对我们来说,那几十万金币也不过是几十万金币而已,而对她来说,那是很多人的希望以及……生命。” The environment that „she grows, her mind world, we will not have understood. Her innumerable dream, must be realized by massive gold coin, but during these dreams, does not have one for her. When she with we make the transaction, that expensive price makes people very uncomfortable, looks like the cheat is the same. But, that is because she knows us to be rich, she knows that we did not have these money simply not to have anything, even if our stony broke, the life were also no different than the heaven for her. Simultaneously...... She and our transaction originally are you asks me to hope, such as Fourth Bro spear/gun, that price, although high oddness, but can't make us accept really? She is using all possible methods, at the maximum degree, going all out of wanted to make money......” Zuo Pojun, said: „Second Bro, you know why I do want to say her in making money of going all out?” “她所成长的环境,还有她的心灵世界,我们不会懂。她无数的梦想,都必须要靠大量的金钱来实现,而这些梦想之中,却没有一个是为了她自己。她在和我们做交易时,那过于昂贵的价格让人很不舒服,就像是欺诈一样。但,那是因为她知道我们有钱,她知道我们就算没有了那些钱也根本没有什么,即使我们身无分文,所处的生活对她来说也无异于天堂。同时……她和我们的交易本就是你请我愿,就如老四的枪,那个价格虽然高的离谱,但真的不能让我们接受吗？她是在用所有可能的方法,以最大的程度,拼了命的想要赚钱……”左破军顿了一顿,说道:“二哥,你知道我为什么要说她是在拼了命的赚钱吗？” Ye Tianxie facial expression one stiff, looked to him. 叶天邪神情一僵,看向了他。 Zuo Pojun has attained in front of the final several papers in hand Ye Tianxie: „Two Elder Brother, you have a look. This is a torn medical record list, was our person laborious finding and reorganizes.” 左破军将手中的最后几张纸拿到了叶天邪面前:“二哥哥,你看看吧。这是一张被撕毁的病历单,是我们的人辛苦的找到并重组。” A restless feeling raided among the hearts of Ye Tianxie, he received medical record list that but Zhang Zhouluan could not withstand, when seeing clearly above content, his both hands trembled suddenly. 一股不安的感觉袭向了叶天邪的心间,他接过但张皱乱不堪的病历单,当看清上面的内容时,他的双手猛然一颤。 „Why can be this?” Ye Tianxie closely clenches teeth. “为什么会是这样？”叶天邪紧紧咬牙。 „Anything is not strange...... There person, either is serious illness, or the incurable illness by the child who the parents of non- money treatment abandon, either, is the serious illness and incurable illness, or regards them by the non- money treatment for the old person who the children of burden abandon, even if best some, is homeless, nearly froze to death is abandoned the waif even baby who starves to death...... Xing Bao'er she......” “没什么奇怪的……那里的人,要么是重病、或者绝症而被无钱医治的父母所抛弃的孩子,要么,是重病、绝症,被无钱医治或者视他们为累赘的子女所抛弃的老人,即使最好的一些,也是无家可归,险些被冻死饿死的被遗弃流浪儿甚至婴儿……星宝儿她……” „Was needless to say.” Ye Tianxie interrupts his words, the heaviness that if just also suffocated, that now, his innermost feelings are such as by the frozen general coldness, slowly puts out foul air, his weak asking: „How long can she also live?” “不用说了。”叶天邪打断他的话,如果说刚刚还只是窒息的沉重,那现在,他的内心是如被冰封一般的寒冷,缓缓的吐出一口浊气,他无力的问道:“她还可以活多久？” Zuo Pojun said: „We had asked that side doctor, the doctor said that her Life/HP, most can also maintain for one year...... Xing Bao'er, should also because of being terminally ill, but by pitiful child who the parental family member abandons.” 左破军说道:“我们问过那边的医生,医生说,她的生命,最多还可以维持一年……星宝儿,应该也是因身患绝症,而被父母亲人所遗弃的可怜孩子。” „Gets rid including such daughters, her parents conscience was eaten by the dog!!” Ye Tianxie both hands gets hold of suddenly, the smashing that was pieced together the medical record unlined quilt that he pinches by the untold hardships. “连这样的女儿都抛弃,她的父母良心是不是被狗吃了！！”叶天邪的双手猛然握紧,那张被千辛万苦拼凑起的病历单被他捏的粉碎。 „Tiger toxin does not eat, but the hearts of too many person, often want dark not to have the several fold compared with the animal sinister and ruthless. In this world exists too does not match for parents' bastard, has not contacted, you will perhaps not believe and understand.” Zuo Pojun sighed, by his status, had contacted various dark sides, humane thing, the friendly pinnacle and wicked pinnacle, he had also been shocked, amazed. Therefore, many average men in thing that under gradually influencing of common custom language believes naturally, he was unable to believe. thing that many they do not believe that he actually does not know that many time has witnessed with own eyes. “虎毒不食子,但太多人的心,往往比动物要黑暗阴毒无数倍。这个世界上存在太多不配为父母的畜生,没有接触过,你或许不会相信和明白的。”左破军叹气道,以他的身份,曾经接触过各种黑暗面,人性这东西,善的极致与恶的极致,他也曾经被震撼过,惊诧过。所以,很多常人在世俗语言的熏陶下自然而然相信的东西,他已经无法相信。许多他们不相信的东西,他却不知多少次亲眼的目睹过。 „Since is the incurable illness...... Why she also goes all out.” The Ye Tianxie double fist gets hold, some out-of-control extracts one from the picture, is pointing at the above whole face mud, smiles such as the girl of beautiful crystal: „You looked, she usually puts on what is!? Eats what is!? She so is obviously rich! Also wants rich many compared with the it common rich man, why she must such not treasure her Life/HP.” “既然是绝症……那她为什么还那么拼命。”叶天邪双拳握紧,有些失控的从照片中抽出一张,指着上面的满脸泥巴,笑如美丽水晶的女孩:“你看,她平时穿的都是些什么！？吃的都是些什么！？她明明那么有钱！比之一般的有钱人还要有钱的多,为什么她还要这么不珍惜自己的生命。” The Zuo Pojun breath stagnates, said: „...... The first page of her diary writes: ‚If saves a dollar every day, one year later, can give ten partner many new clothes. Every day saves ten dollars, one year later, can adopt one much with her same Destiny child. My Xing Bao'er is the person who was doomed dead, used in my thing can only be the waste, therefore, was certainly economical, saving diligently, let living the person, can notice that beautiful hope’......” Zuo Pojun said that put out the final thing from the paper bag, a thick book: „This is her diary that we duplicate, you looked, will understand her. Although she is making a lot of money, but her money almost does not have one point to use on oneself. gold coin that she obtains, start has made there person be admitted to the best hospital, can convalesce their bodies, thing that before letting there child eats them , to eat actually cannot eat, making them start to see the hope, but she......” 左破军呼吸一滞,说道:“……她日记的第一页就写着:‘如果每天多节省一块钱,一年下来,就可以给十个伙伴多一件新的衣服。每天节省十块钱,一年下来,就可以多收养一个和她一样命运的孩子。我星宝儿是注定要死掉的人,用在我身上的东西都只会是浪费,所以,一定要节省,努力的节省,让活着的人,可以多看到美丽的希望’……”左破军说完,从纸袋里拿出最后的物件,一个厚厚的本子:“这是我们复制的她的日记本,你看了,就会更加了解她了。她虽然赚着很多的钱,但她的钱却几乎没有一分是用在自己身上。她所得到的金钱,已经开始让那里的人住进了最好的医院,可以疗养他们的身体,让那里的孩子吃着他们以前想吃却吃不到的东西,让他们开始看到希望,而她自己……” Ye Tianxie received, only looked at the first page, the courage of again not having looked. 叶天邪接过,只看了第一页,就再也没有看下去的勇气。 „The matter that she contracts the incurable illness, except for her, anybody has not known, including her ‚mother’. Conversely, she is most, most healthy of performance there every day smiling, most happy camper, is Boss Big Sister that there everybody likes. Also because of her, there has deep trauma person obviously, actually every day can be the happy talks and laughters, has to acclaim is her intelligence, she has too strong individual Charm.” Zuo Pojun said that when he knows all these, he definitely is unable to describe his feelings. Originally, he thinks that Xing Bao'er is some powerful family arbitrary, likes playing the noisy and greedy daughter...... Because to so the appearance of degree, that lets the person fine in the feelings for a lifetime the makings that is hard to forget, this is not the girl who the common families can give birth. But has not thought that obtains unexpectedly is such one result that makes people be hard to accept. “她患有绝症的事,除了她自己,没有任何人知道,包括她的‘妈妈’。相反的,她是那里每天笑的最多,表现的最健康,最快乐的人,也是那里人人喜爱的大姐头。也是因为她,那里明明都是有着很深心理阴影的人,却每天都会是欢声笑语、不得不赞叹是她的聪颖,还是她有着太强的个人魅力。”左破军说道,当他得知这一切的时候,他完全无法形容自己的心情。原本,他以为星宝儿是某个强盛家族蛮横、爱玩闹而又贪心的千金……因为精致到如此程度的容颜,还有那让人在感触中一辈子都难以忘记的气质,这绝不是一般人家可以生出的女孩。但没想到,得到的竟然是这样的一个让人难以接受的结果。 They see, is completely completely and in the expectation different Xing Bao'er. She displays before them, with her of real world, is presenting the incomparably huge contrast. One type the contrast that makes their mind surge. 他们看到的,是完全完全和预想中不同的星宝儿。她在他们面前所表现出来的,和现实世界的她,呈现着无比巨大的反差。一种让他们心灵激荡的反差。 Zuo Pojun raised the head, looks at Ye Tianxie to ask: „Second Bro, you make me investigate the Xing Bao'er result specially, is this appearance. Moreover, she since Game World seeks the methods of massive making money, never has the genuine sleep. Except for eating meal with the take care of partner and old person's time, other time all immerses in the game...... Never has the sleep.” 左破军抬头,看着叶天邪问道:“二哥,你让我专门调查星宝儿的结果,就是这个样子。另外,她自从在游戏世界寻得大量赚钱的方法后,就从来没有真正的睡眠过。除了吃饭和照顾伙伴与老人的时间,其他的时间全部都沉浸在游戏里……从来没有睡眠过。” „Can her sickness cure?” Ye Tianxie asked. “她的病有没有可能治好？”叶天邪问道。 „No...... The illness that she contracts you also saw, is the medicine of Earth the incurable disease of impossible cure. Perhaps, her openness should make her live is longer.” Zuo Pojun sad saying: „Her situation, merely compared with initially the Chenxue first Heaven's End sickness on good a little. Moreover, her sickness should be the day after tomorrow, but not innate, otherwise, she early died,” “没有……她所患有的病症你也看到了,是地球的医学所不可能治愈的不治之症。或许,她的开朗应该会让她活的更久一些。”左破军沉闷的说道:“她的情况,也仅仅比当初辰雪的先天绝症好上那么一点而已。而且,她的病应该是后天而成,而非先天,否则,她早已经死了、” Ye Tianxie eyes closed, long time, he opens the mouth suddenly: „Pojun, since has a such place, doesn't prepare to help them?” 叶天邪闭目,良久,他忽然开口:“破军,既然存在着这样的一个地方,不准备帮他们吗？” Zuo Pojun shakes the head, bitter and astringent smiles: „I cannot take responsibility...... Moreover, you believe that my father he will be careful? Such corner, the world has innumerable, vanished, will present another. Has Light side, will have darkness side, this looks like the principle of reality. Father he every day by various important matters busy including the sleep is a luxury, you think that he will consume the energy to investigate and process this him specially already the commonly seen matter? If the father does not process personally, but is a few words confesses when the order layer upon layer transmits, arrives there...... Result of that processing, perhaps, will lead into another hell them. What these so-called senior officials care is what? What they care is external image, is the face-saving project, they will think that will contact such person to be dirty their bodies, will think their existences have tarnished Suhang ‚heaven on earth’ name, consequence that therefore, they will process, biggest may be...... Optional convenes to donate the clothing that some gold coin and others do not want to use and so on charity to them...... Right, is charity, then, takes comforting as the name, pursues them.” 左破军摇头,苦涩的一笑:“我做不了主……而且,你认为,我老爸他会上心吗？这样的角落,天下有无数个,消失了一个,又会出现另一个。有光明的一面,就会有黑暗的一面,这就像是现实的法则。老爸他每天都被各种大事忙的连睡眠都是一种奢侈,你认为他会耗费精力专门去调查、处理这种他早已司空见惯的事？而如果老爸不亲自处理,而是一句话交代下去,命令层层传达,到达那里时……那处理的结果,或许,会将他们带入另外一个地狱。那些所谓的高官在意的是什么？他们在意的是外在的形象,是面子工程,他们会觉得接触这样的人会脏了他们的身体,会觉得他们的存在玷污了苏杭的‘人间天堂’之称,所以,他们处理的后果,最大的可能是……随意的召集捐赠一些金钱和别人不想用的衣物之类施舍给他们……没错,是施舍,然后,以安抚为名义,将他们驱逐。” Ye Tianxie: „......” 叶天邪:“……” „Do not think inconceivable, the matter on government, but also who can be more transparent than me.” Zuo Pojun coldly smiled, is having the sorrow and taunt of whole face said. “不要觉得不可思议,官场上的事,还有谁能比我更明了。”左破军冷然一笑,带着满脸的悲哀和嘲讽说道。
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