EDAH :: Volume #1 永恒命运之刻

#73: Painful and rigid ( Part 3 )

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„You make me go back...... Where returns to? Goes home?” Su Feifei withdrawing step by step, until falling back in behind wall, body weak according to wall: „No! I do not think...... I do not want to go back there...... I finally found a happier destination that another I have longed for...... Even if this road complete has made a mistake, I do not go back......” “你让我回去……回哪里？回家吗？”苏菲菲一步步的退后,直到退到了身后的墙壁上,身体无力的依在墙壁上:“不！我不想……我不想回去那里……我终于找到了另外一个我渴望的更美好的去处……就算这条路完全的错了,我也不要回去……” The heart slight tremor of Su Luo, daughter's this time expression, sound and look, have made his innermost feelings have a stabbing pain of tap web suddenly...... 苏洛的心轻微的颤动了一下,女儿此时的表情、声音、眼神,忽然让他内心有了一种锥心的刺痛…… „Father...... I am your daughter...... You care about me, but have you really understood me? Knows that what I want, at heart thinks what is? Nine -year-old time, my mother died, at that time, my only remaining your family members...... But, you have the business that too must discuss, person who the relations that must handle, must deal with...... Possibly every day will never be accompanying me like mother...... Do you know, since mother walked, how in the ten years I come every day...... From childhood, to the present, I every week at least must very much encounter aims at my various kidnapping and assassinations twice, I daytime will be afraid, in the evening will be afraid, goes out each time will be with trepidation, even if at home, I also never have truely has felt at ease...... That year, mother died, but I lived under the protection of mother, but do you know that I long for sometimes own past years and mother died together...... Dies in personal enemy hand that you draw on!” “爸……我是你的女儿……你关心我,但你真正的了解过我吗？知道我想要什么,心里想的又是什么吗？九岁的时候,我的妈妈死了,那时候起,我就只剩下你一个亲人……但,你有太多要谈的生意,要打理的关系,要应付的人……永远不可能像妈妈那样每天陪着我……你又知不知道,自从妈妈走了,这十年我每天都是怎么过来的……从很小的时候起,一直到现在,我每个星期都至少要遭到两次针对我的各种绑架和刺杀,我白天会害怕,晚上会害怕,每次出门都会提心吊胆,即使在家里,我也从来没有真正的安心过……那年,妈妈死了,而我在妈妈的保护下活了下来,但你知不知道,我有的时候多么渴望自己当年和母亲一起死掉……死在你招来的仇家手上！” The shoulder of Su Feifei is shivering, is in high spirits in front of Ye Tianxie, arrogant she is depending upon the wall before the bodyguard at this time, is cowering the body, bird that is similar to injury. Her sound becomes more and more sad, blurred her eyes until the tears, moistened her cheeks. 苏菲菲的肩膀在颤动,在叶天邪面前神采飞扬,在保镖面前趾高气扬的她此时依靠着墙壁,瑟缩着身体,如同一只受伤的小鸟。她的声音变得越来越悲伤,直到眼泪模糊了她的双眼,打湿了她的脸颊。 Smiling on Ye Tianxie face vanished, he silent watched a Su Feifei meeting, looking up slightly, exhalation one breath gently. 叶天邪脸上的笑消失了,他静默了看了苏菲菲一会,微微的仰起头,轻轻的呼出一口气。 „Feifei......” daughter's words were similar to steelyard weight bombardment maliciously in the Su Luo heart of hearts, daughter who looks at that tearfully, his heart in pulling out pain fierce was shivering. “菲菲……”女儿的话如同一记记重锤狠狠的轰击在了苏洛的内心深处,看着那已经泣不成声的女儿,他的心在抽痛中剧烈的颤抖着。 His step to success is stepping on the shoulders of countless person, the head even corpses of innumerable loser walk, therefore, he has the innumerable personal enemy. Has person who clings to his wealth, there are under his impact goes bankrupt but desperate under must kill his family's person crazed, has his various competitors, even also has too pure Qiu Fu psychological abnormality...... Too many are too many. 他的成功之路是踩着无数人的肩膀,还有无数失败者的脑袋甚至尸体走过来的,所以,他有着数不清的仇人。有贪恋他财富的人,也有在他的冲击下破产而绝望之下丧心病狂要杀他全家的人,有他的各种竞争者,甚至还有太多单纯仇富的心理变态者……太多太多。 These, he is withstanding, and early has been familiar with, but his daughter, same has been withstanding with him. 这些,他承受着,并早已经习惯,而他的女儿,也和他一样一直在承受着。 He accompanies daughter's time really few, but goes home each time, he faces always that beautiful, sunlight and happiness, daughter who as if forever has not worried. Sees the daughter each time, his all tired and bad moods will sweep away, but he knows at this moment that he has made a mistake, he has made a mistake...... These years, he sees unexpectedly is the daughters to let him feels relieved, for does not increase side that his burden camouflages, really has not actually understood her innermost feelings. 他陪女儿的时间真的很少,而每次回家,他面对的总是那个美丽、阳光、开心,仿佛永远没有烦恼的女儿。每次看到女儿,他的所有劳累和坏心情都会一扫而空而此刻他才知道,他错了,他一直都错了……这些年,他看到的竟一直都是女儿为了让他宽心,为了不增加他的负担而伪装出的一面,却从来没有真正了解过她的内心。 „...... These years, these must kidnap my person nobody truly success, but there is that the time, I am only bad a little...... One time, so long as one time sufficed...... Do you have to think, if I fall in these manpower, how I by treatment, same will die with mother, is better to die than live......” “……这些年,那些要绑架我的人没有谁真正的成功过,但有那么多次,我都是只差那么一点……一次,只要一次就够了……你有没有想过,如果我落在那些人手上,我会遭到怎样的对待,是和妈妈一样死掉,还是生不如死……” „I am afraid, I am afraid every day...... You cannot imagine I must make many every day Nightmare, you cannot imagine me because in the evening was afraid had cried secretly many times...... But is afraid, never has one to accompany my person truly. Last year one year, you altogether only at home stayed for 13 days, other time I do not even know where you went. This year to the present, you altogether keeps at home seven days...... Except for this short several days, I am a person...... Can speak mind does not have!!” “我害怕,我每天都在害怕……你想象不到我每天要做多少的噩梦,你想象不到我晚上因为害怕曾经偷偷哭过多少次……但就算害怕,也从来没有一个真正陪我的人。去年一年,你一共只在家里呆了13天,其他时间我甚至不知道你去了哪里。今年到现在,你一共留在家里七天……除了这短短的几天,我都是一个人……就连一个能说心里话的都没有！！” The body of Su Luo shook shaking obviously, the hands and feet shivers, on the face were unexpectedly many several points of pale white, has been short of several points of blood-color. He loves his wife and daughter very much, for them, he has not remarried the new wife. Because he does not want to be unfair to already the wife who perishes, feared that the daughter will not accept. 苏洛的身体晃了晃,手脚明显的颤抖起来,脸上竟多了几分苍白,少了几分血色。他很爱自己的妻子和女儿,也为了她们,他至今都没有再娶新的妻子。因为他不想对不起已经亡去的妻子,更怕女儿会接受不了。 He always as far as possible satisfies her to want all, buys best thing for her...... But, he knows at this moment that he is actually a how not competent father. 他总是尽可能的满足她想要一切,给她买最好的东西……但,他此刻才知道,他其实是一个多么不称职的父亲。 Su Feifei lifts both hands, effort wipes to turn one's face the tears that: „But now, I finally found the person who can make me no longer be afraid...... On that day, I was almost kidnapped, was he has saved me, he was very fierce, the world in the fiercest people are fiercer than I have imagined, when he saved me, I even think that he was the protection that only then can present in my dream I, will not let again the deity that I felt the fear...... Because I have been afraid too many years, you do not understand that I long for has a such person to appear, you will not understand this feeling importantly for me how...... Since that day, I have remembered him, because I told myself, was believing...... So long as can side him, not need to be afraid again. Some people cannot kidnap me again, assassinates me...... The father, you link me to hope finally the hope that must eliminate!” 苏菲菲抬起双手,用力的抹掉脸上的眼泪:“但是现在,我终于找到一个可以让我不再害怕的人……那天,我差点就被绑架,是他救了我,他很厉害,比我想象过的世界上最厉害的人都要厉害,当他把我救起来的时候,我甚至以为他就是只有在我梦中才会出现的守护我,不会让我再感觉到害怕的天神……因为我害怕了太多年,你不会明白我是多么的渴望有一个这样的人出现,你更不会明白这种感觉对我来说是多么的重要……从那天开始,我就一直想起他,因为我告诉自己,也相信着……只要能在他身边,就不需要再害怕。不会再有人能绑架我,刺杀我……爸,你连我终于盼来的渴望也要剥夺吗！” Su Luo: „......” 苏洛:“……” „I am not silly, I was not silly. I am not impulsive...... My side has many friends, the male is also good, the female is also good, but I forever only feel oneself lonely one person. I dislike them, dislikes you to lead me to attend these cocktail parties to get together, why are these women intimate with me intentionally? Why do these men catch up like the fly cannot expel? Not because of me...... But because of your family background, your wealth! Because of you, only then my daughter, married me to obtain your entirety. But you...... Compared with me knows that under their attractive semblances lives and gradually influenced innermost feelings how dirty. For those kidnapped, I am afraid some day I also became the sacrificial victim of benefit marriage...... The life of these so-called upper circles of society are not I wants, I have a dream long for that I am only ordinary others daughters, longs for that my other half is I acts according to own heart to seek, pursues, I must with the person who I like in the same place, but is not only makes a benefit the chip!!” “我不傻,我一直都不傻。我更不会是冲动……我的身边有很多的朋友,男性也好,女性也好,但我永远都只感觉到自己孤单一人。我讨厌他们,讨厌你带我去参加那些酒会聚会,那些女人为什么故意亲近我？那些男人为什么像苍蝇一样赶都赶不走？不是因为我……而是因为你的家世,你的财富！因为你只有我一个女儿,娶了我就能得到你的全部。而你……比我更知道他们光鲜的外表之下生活和被熏陶的内心是多么的肮脏。相对于被绑架,我更害怕的是有一天我也成为了利益婚姻的牺牲品……那些所谓的上流社会的生活不是我想要的,我做梦都渴望我只是一个普普通通人家的女儿,渴望我的另一半是我根据自己的心去寻找、去追求,我要和我喜欢的人在一起,而不仅仅是去做一个利益的筹码！！” World all of a sudden peaceful, Su Luo except for shivering of body, could not feel including the breath, that delay vision and pale white complexion...... As if his soul has flown from the body, where did not know. 世界一下子安静了下来,苏洛除了身体的颤抖,连呼吸都已经感觉不到,那呆滞的目光和苍白的脸色……仿佛他的魂魄已经飞离了身体,不知去了何方。 The body of Su Feifei coasts following the wall, hugs one's shoulders, squats on the ground, „wu wu” is weeping bitterly. She, live was too tired. When thing when she most longs for appears, nobody can understand that meets for her how importantly, but she for all these, meets so is urgent and rigid. 苏菲菲的身体顺着墙壁滑下,抱着肩膀,蹲在地上,“呜呜”的痛哭着。她,活的真的太累了。而当她最渴望的东西出现时,没有人能理解那对她来说会是多么的重要,而她为了这一切,又会是那么的迫切和执着。 That person who she longs, can protect her, making her never no longer live in the frightened shadow, can make her heartbeat speed up, not by the person who she will dislike...... 她渴望的那个人,是能保护她,让她永远不会不再生活在恐惧阴影之中,又能让她心跳加快的,不被她所讨厌的人…… She, arrived at finally. 她,终于盼到了。 Six bodyguards of standing were completely silent, looks Eldest Young Lady that ying ying cries aloud, their innermost feelings similarly are an intermittent stabbing pain. They really understand that this arrives at anything to the father and daughter bitter experience frequently, but she, is live how tired. 站在旁边的六个保镖全部沉默了下去,看着嘤嘤啼哭的大小姐,他们的内心同样是一阵阵的刺痛。他们真正的明白这对父女经常遭遇到什么,而她,又是活的多么的劳累。
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