In the city resounds one to laugh. 城上响起一阵大笑。 Really painful, his complexion becomes exceptionally pale, but he looks at the steamship of space, is still smiling, is very happy, is very dreary, very decidedly, smiles like that dissolute, even some crazies that that smiles smiles smiles. 真的很痛,他的脸色变得异常苍白,但他看着天上的大船,依然在笑,笑的很开心,笑的很惨淡,笑的很决然,笑的那般放肆,甚至有些疯癫。 Sang Sang stands in the bow, looks at the man below city wall, the facial expression is tranquil, like the past, is not angry because of disrespecting of opposite party, or tires of because of existence of opposite party hates. 桑桑站在船首,看着下方城墙上的男子,神情平静,没有像从前那样,因为对方的不敬而愤怒,或者因为对方的存在而厌憎。 She thought that this tranquil feeling is good, is formidable, even if possibly thinks tranquilly, but eventually is tranquil, after being tranquil, is solemn and quiet, solemn and quiet is eternal. 她觉得这种平静的感觉非常好,非常强大,哪怕可能是自以为平静,但终究是平静,平静之后是静穆,静穆便是永恒。 She thinks that she can maintain tranquil, but looks at the Ning Que pale complexion, looks in his chests the blood that keeps flowing, does not know why thought own chest somewhat is also painful. 她以为自己能够保持平静,但看着宁缺苍白的脸色,看着他胸膛间不停流淌出的鲜血,不知为何觉得自己的胸口也有些痛。 Is this misconception or the illusion? The will that Sang Sang to be hard to imagine, erases from own heart this issue, is actually not able to prevent the brow pressed slightly. 这是错觉还是幻觉？桑桑以难以想象的意志,把这个问题从自己的心头抹掉,却无法阻止眉头微微蹙了起来。 She calmly looks at Ning Que, suddenly asked: „Isn't painful?” 她静静看着宁缺,忽然问道:“不痛吗？” Ning Que looked at a chest, looks at the thorough flesh and blood the knife point, squeezes together the pitiful smiling face, said: „Man, should probably to oneself ruthless.” 宁缺看了眼胸口,看着深入骨肉的刀锋,挤出一道凄惨的笑容,说道:“男人,应该要对自己狠点儿。” Sang Sang muttered said: „But can be painful.” 桑桑喃喃说道:“但还是会痛啊。” The Ning Que finger makes an effort, iron blade to deeply, dozens beads of sweat that in the chest inserts drip the pale cheeks, raise one's head have visited her saying: „I am pure man.” 宁缺手指用力,把铁刀向胸口里插的更深些,数十颗汗珠淌过苍白的脸颊,抬头看着她说道:“我是纯爷们儿。” Sang Sang looks that he said take pity on: „Isn't really painful?” 桑桑看着他怜惜说道:“真的不痛吗？” Ning Que grasps the right hand of hilt to shiver slightly, the knife point pulls out a longer opening in the chests, the blood drips to fall like a waterfall, said: „In the West Ling temple, the flesh and blood of my whole body had been sheared the innumerable blades by you, were innumerable, was already used to it, did not have any fresh. Now wants to come to thank you.” 宁缺握着刀柄的右手微微颤抖,刀锋在胸间拉出一条更长的口子,鲜血像瀑布般淌落,说道:“在西陵神殿,我全身的血肉被你割了无数刀,无数次,早就习惯了,没什么新鲜。现在想来应该要感谢你。” Sang Sang asked three his pains, he had not always replied, the knife point enters the heart, how can not be painful, is only his heart was extremely painful, became numb. 桑桑问了三句他痛吗,他始终没有回答,刀锋入心,怎能不痛,只是他的心本来就极痛,已经变得麻木了。 „Yes, so long as is person will be painful.” “是啊,只要是人就会痛。” The take pity on facial expression dissipates instantaneously, Sang Sang unemotionally saying: „You is a person, within the body has the corrupt being angry crazy three evils naturally, the checkerboard millenniums. Sentiment root deep type, my toxin did not have, your toxin?” 怜惜的神情瞬间消逝,桑桑面无表情说道:“你是人,体内天然有贪嗔痴三毒,棋盘千年。情根深种,我的毒没有了,你的毒呢？” Ning Que visits her. Smiles once more, the laughter is even more faint. 宁缺看着她。再次笑起来,笑声愈发淡漠。 „Travels for pleasure in the human world, you have wanted me to understand that anything is the sentiment, anything is the love, until now. I completely had not understood, but I am at least clear, sometimes the sentiment and love do not accept, but grants, the person all has does not endure a person of heart, you pay to me are more. Then jumps over does not endure to injure me.” “在人间游历,你一直想要我明白什么是情,什么是爱,直到现在。我还没有完全理解,但我至少清楚一点,情与爱有时候并不是接受,而是施予,人皆有不忍人之心,你对我付出的越多。便越不忍伤我。” Sang Sang looks that he said calmly: „I must leave, you must prevent me then only then commits suicide a path, such I will then die. Are you cruel enough this really?” 桑桑看着他平静说道:“我要离开,你要阻止我便只有自尽一条道路,那样我便会死去。你真的忍心这样做？” Ning Que laughs saying: „You said is not comprehensive, the sentiment and love are not unilateral acceptance are not unilateral granting, but passed together, I truly do not hate to make you die, you give up to look that I do die? If you are really Vast Sky are heartless. Formerly walked is, why said these many with me?” 宁缺大笑说道:“你说的不全面,情与爱不是单方面的接受也不是单方面的施予,而是共同度过,我确实不舍得让你去死,难道你就舍得看着我去死？如果你真是昊天无情。先前走了便是,何必与我说这么多？” He spoke at the same time. At the same time coughs up blood, on the tooth and pale cheeks full are the blood stain, looks exceptionally fiercely, however actually hid the will and determination that the day can not neglect in this period. 他一面说话。一面咳血,牙齿与苍白的脸颊上满是血污,看着异常狰狞,然而其间却隐藏着天都不能忽视的意志与决心。 Sang Sang silent long time, then smiles saying: „You said is reasonable, since the final result is the separation, I should not say these many.” 桑桑沉默了很长时间,然后微笑说道:“你说的有道理,既然最终的结局是分离,我不应该说这么多。” The spring breeze swaying black clothing, the above numerous flower is in full bloom gradually, the azure lion steps on the cloud the line, the steamship goes toward sky distant place that gold thread slowly, she no longer look at him in the bow. 春风拂动青衣,上面的繁花渐渐盛开,青狮踩云而行,大船向着天空远处那道金线缓慢而去,她在船首不再看他。 Ning Que looks in the sky that steamship, looks at her back, the face whiten said: „You know that I do not like dying, until that day, Wei City did not have this person, these people died, I think that you also died, afterward, the empress empress also jumped from here, I clearly died am not fearful.” 宁缺看着天空里那艘大船,看着她的背影,脸色苍白说道:“你知道我不喜欢死,直到那天,渭城查无此人,那些人都死了,我以为你也死了,后来,皇后娘娘也从这里跳了下去,我才明白死并不可怕。” Sang Sang has not turned around, the back after behind both hands knuckle blanch, should be is making an effort slightly, she looks at the other shore of distant place, is thinking silently: „You think that I do die?” 桑桑没有转身,背在身后的双手指节发白,应该是在微微用力,她看着远处的彼岸,默默想着:“你就这么想我死吗？” This issue she had asked many times, Ning Que has smiled once more, the whole body that smiles shivers, said loudly: „Has said in West Ling, dies or is living together.” 这个问题她问过很多次,宁缺再次笑了起来,笑的浑身颤抖,大声说道:“在西陵就说过,一起死或者一起活着。” Sang Sang has not managed him, the steamship continues to go toward the other shore. 桑桑没有理他,大船继续向着彼岸而去。 „Yes, so remembers with eternal gratitude, how does giving up make you die? You are Vast Sky, can calculate in world all matters, how can also not calculate that these, you know I am not cruel enough to make you die.” “是啊,如此铭心刻骨,怎舍得让你去死？你是昊天,能算世间一切事,又怎么能算不到这些,你知道我不忍心让你去死。” Ning Que pulls out the iron blade, puts in the chest hand, grips the heart, made an effort to draw, the bloody water flowed, his heart like this exposed under deep deep blue sky. 宁缺抽出铁刀,把手伸进胸口,握住心脏,用力地拉了出来,血水哗哗流淌,他的心就这样暴露在湛湛青天之下。 The face whiten of his pain like snow, the body keeps shivering, is unable to stand again, kneels down in the bloody water that oneself flow out, splashes before your knees two blood splashes. 他痛的脸色苍白如雪,身体不停地颤抖,再也无法站立,啪的一声跪倒在自己流出的血水里,膝前溅起两蓬血花。 „Remembers with eternal gratitude? I the heart crumb, the writing that above inscribes am deep, but can also exist? It is not cruel enough to make you die, I the heart crumb, the heart naturally do not have anything not to endure.” “铭心刻骨？我把心捏碎,上面铭刻的文字再深,还能存在吗？不忍心让你去死,我把心捏碎,心自然没有什么不忍。” The Ning Que respite said painfully: „If you do not stop, that together dies.” 宁缺痛苦地喘息道:“如果你再不停下,那就一起死。” Sang Sang has still not managed him, steamship continues. 桑桑依然没有理他,大船继续前行。 Bustling place intent already completely went, present she is Vast Sky, is the pure objective set of rules, the nature is indifferent, no longer by the the human world fetters, naturally any was not threatened. 红尘意已然尽去,现在的她是昊天,是纯粹的客观规则集合,自然冷漠无情,不再被人间羁绊,自然不受任何威胁。 The Ning Que suicide, Sang Sang will then die, but Vast Sky will also be living. 宁缺自杀,桑桑便会死去,但昊天还会活着。 The desperate facial expression, appears on his face, meanwhile has suppresses intent together, makes an effort to grasp the palm! 绝望的神情,出现在他的脸上,同时还有一道狠意,用力握掌！ In his palm is that bright red heart that beaten. 他的掌心里是那颗鲜红的、正在跳动的心脏。 His present Overwhelming Qi close accomplishment, body hard like iron, what is most essential, Sang Sang wields the sleeve then to be able the medical bones of the dead, wants to commit suicide is a very difficult matter. 他现在浩然气接近大成,身躯坚硬如铁,最关键的是,桑桑挥袖便能医白骨,想要自杀是件非常困难的事情。 Travels for pleasure in the human world these time along with Sang Sang, how he conceives time to commit suicide many, formerly transported the blade by Overwhelming Qi, cuts open the chest and belly, the straight thrust heart, repeatedly confirmed that even if the knife point pricks, died very much difficultly instantaneously. 随桑桑游历人间的那些时间里,他设想过很多次如何自杀,先前以浩然气运刀,剖开胸腹,直刺心脏,再次确认哪怕刀锋刺入,也很难瞬间死去。 So long as stays behind to Sang Sang instantaneous, she then can cure him. 只要给桑桑留下瞬间,她便能治好他。 Therefore he has pulled out the heart, so long as the palm grasps, then can broken become the innumerable fragments, even if Vast Sky, does not have the means to make him live again. 所以他把心脏掏了出来,只要手掌一握,便能碎成无数碎片,即便是昊天,也没有办法再让他活过来。 His dead Sang Sang will then die, Vast Sky will also be living, he as if no truth to do this, but still decides to do this, because of this on behalf of his manner, moreover he wants to have a look at her manner finally. 他死桑桑便会死,昊天还会活着,他似乎没有道理这样做,但依然决定这样做,因为这代表他的态度,而且他想最后看看她的态度。 The palm gets hold, by his present strength, even if an iron ball, will be pinched flatly, however...... That bright red heart is only some distortions, including saying the fissure has not produced. 手掌握紧,以他现在的力量,即便是个铁球,也会被捏扁,然而……那颗鲜红的心脏只是有些变形,连道裂痕都没有产生。 Very painful, the heart of Ning Que is painful, but not broken. 很痛,宁缺的心非常痛,但没有碎。 He is very shocked, is at a loss very much, does not understand why this is. 他很震惊,很迷惘,不明白这是为什么。 Sang Sang stands in the bow, smiles does not speak. 桑桑站在船首,微笑不语。 In the final dozens years of time of checkerboard world, from the Chinese larch forest to the peak of that mountain peak, she leaves the god body, has lived in his at heart, his heart already became incomparably formidable. 在棋盘世界的最后数十年时光里,从红杉林到那座山峰的峰顶,她离开神躯,一直住在他的心里,他的心早已变得无比强大。 Ning Que do not know that this change, she knows. 宁缺自己都不知道这种改变,她知道。 What he thinks, she knows, therefore he possibly does exceed her? 他想什么,她都知道,所以他怎么可能胜过她？ The cool breeze has stroked together, in the sky fell micro vast spring rain. 一道清风拂过,天空里又落了一场微渺的春雨。 The rain water falls on the body of Ning Que, cleans these bloody water, washes off the dust on that heart. 雨水落在宁缺的身上,洗净那些血水,洗去那颗心脏上的尘埃。 That heart from the palm, returns in the chest, the wound heals instantaneously, including saying the scar cannot see. 那颗心从手掌里,重新回到胸中,伤口瞬间愈合,连道疤痕都看不见。 Ning Que looks at the chest, thinks that heart beat as if compared with before must stronger powerful. 宁缺看着胸口,觉得那颗心脏跳动的似乎比以前还要更加强劲有力。 He can hold up the iron blade, cuts open the chest once more, pulls out the heart, but he does not have to do this, will again firm person, very difficult in situation of suicide failure, immediately starts the second suicide without hesitation, a more essential reason lies, he knows that Sang Sang will not give itself the second opportunity. 他可以举起铁刀,再次剖开胸口,把心脏掏出来,但他没有这样做,再意志坚定的人,也很难在自杀失败的情况下,毫不犹豫地马上开始第二次自杀,更关键的原因在于,他知道桑桑不会给自己第二次机会。 Formerly that time, was the agreement that he and she has not spoken, or gambled. 先前那次,是他与她不曾明言的约定,或者说赌博。 He lost, in the hearts transmits together sweet intent, but he is not willingly. 他输了,心间传来一道甜意,但他不甘心。 Ning Que said: „I do not give up you.” 宁缺说道:“我舍不得你。” „I have said that when you can write that character truly, will then say goodbye.” “我说过,等你能真正写出那个字,便会再见。” Sang Sang calmly visits him, the complexion somewhat is also pale, the mood is somewhat complex, said: „Moreover, you have drunk my tea, but also has drunk many times.” 桑桑静静看着他,脸色也有些苍白,情绪有些复杂,说道:“另外,你喝过我的茶,还喝过很多次。” For these years, they live under same eaves, goes through many places on the same bed, eats meal in the same mouth iron saucepan, he drinks certainly the tea that she has steeped. 这么多年来,他们在同一个屋檐下生活,在同一张大床上辗转,在同一口铁锅里吃饭,他当然喝过她沏的茶。 Ning Que is startled, silent long time, suddenly among directional both legs. 宁缺怔住,沉默了很长时间,忽然指向双腿间。 He interrogated loudly: „You such walked, this what to do?” 他大声质问道:“你就这么走了,这怎么办？” The Sang Sang smile did not speak. 桑桑微笑不语。 Ning Que flies into a rage, shouts: „Hurries, cures my penis!” 宁缺暴跳如雷,喊道:“赶紧下来,把我的鸡巴治好！” The Sang Sang smile turns around, did not speak again. 桑桑微笑转身,再没有说话。 She and he once the synthesis, his heart now becomes indestructible, the injury between both legs already was naturally good Ning Que naturally to know that he wants to ask a excuse to stay behind her. 她与他曾经合体,他的心脏现在都变得坚不可摧,双腿之间的伤势自然早已好了宁缺当然知道,他只是想找个借口把她留下。 This excuse is somewhat laughable, is very pitiful. 这个借口有些可笑,很可怜。 The steamship continues to the horizon drives, then vanishes in the gold thread gradually. 大船继续向天边驶去,然后渐渐消失在金线里。 She will soon arrive in her other shore. 她即将抵达她的彼岸。 Looks steamship that vanishes gradually, looks remote she who is difficult to see, the tears keeps flowing on the face of Ning Que, said bitterly and astringently: „You walked, what penis does this have to use?” 看着渐渐消失的大船,看着再难见到的遥远的她,泪水在宁缺的脸上不停流淌,苦涩说道:“你都走了,这还有什么鸡巴用呢？” ...... …… ...... …… The steamship leaves, the the human world innumerable followers kneel see off. 大船离开,人间无数信徒跪地恭送。 That gold thread is other shore. 那道金线便是彼岸。 Wells up to innumerably brightly at present, Sang Sang has narrowed the eye subconsciously. 无数光明涌至眼前,桑桑下意识地眯了眯眼睛。 The God Country gate had been destroyed by Master, she is also first time goes back through this method, this feeling is somewhat strange, but she knows that will not make a mistake. 神国的门被夫子毁了,她也是第一次通过这种方法回去,这种感觉有些陌生,但她知道不会出错。 Because she came from God Country, her other shore naturally is God Country. 因为她来自神国,她的彼岸自然便是神国。 She closes the eye, prepares to start with God Country to meet, then fuses. 她闭上眼睛,准备开始与神国里的自己相见,然后融合。 When she opens the eye, what sees is a piece of green mountain ridge. 当她睁开眼睛时,看到的是一片葱郁的山岭。 Her complexion is somewhat pale, body is somewhat stiff. 她的脸色有些苍白,身体有些僵硬。 This piece of green mountain ridge, she is very familiar, but here is not God Country, but is Mount Min. 这片葱郁的山岭,她很熟悉,但这里不是神国,而是岷山。 In the mountain ridges, she was silent, has stood innumerably day and night, wanted to calculate the reason. 在山岭间,她沉默不语,站立了无数日夜,想要推算出原因。 Xiaoqing lion kneels in her side restlessly, looks at all around scenery. 小青狮不安地跪在她的身旁,看着四周的风景。 Innumerable after days and nights, she wants to understand finally reason she is the choice of humanity, she came from the human world, but is not God Country, therefore her other shore, is the human world. 无数日夜后,她终于想明白了其中的原因她是人类的选择,她来自人间,而不是神国,于是她的彼岸,便是人间。 She, but also in the human world. 她,还在人间。 In addition, a reason. 除此之外,还有一个原因。 She looks to the lower abdomen, frowns slightly, the feeling is strange, even is somewhat terrified. 她望向小腹,微微蹙眉,感觉陌生,甚至有些惶恐。 This is the genuine god comes the pen. 或者,这才是真正的神来之笔。 ...... …… ...... …… ( The fifth volume of gods come the pen （第五卷神来之笔 Finally) 终）