Ning Que stands up, facial expression some frustrated, then spouts a blood. 宁缺站起身来,神情些惘然,然后喷出一口鲜血。 Pū, on wall immediately dripping with blood. 噗的一声,墙上顿时鲜血淋漓。 The blood dyes the meditation hall plastered wall, the shadow on the wall, naturally also in blood. 血染禅室灰墙,影子在墙上,自然也在血里。 Shadow single-handed Heshi, resembles pleasantly, then turns around to walk toward the bloodshed deep place extremely, vanishes gradually. 影子单手合什,似极喜乐,然后转身向血海深处走去,渐渐消失。 Ning Que looks at this picture, suddenly thought that is very sad, as if, could not see him again. 宁缺看着这幕画面,忽然觉得很是悲伤,似乎以后再也看不到他了。 The shade is loose, the plastered wall gradually disperses, originally, this wall is false. 影散,灰墙渐散,原来,这墙是假的。 His to turn round looks to the candle on table, originally the candle is also fake. 他回头望向桌上的蜡烛,原来蜡烛也是假的。 He looks to the wooden door of meditation hall, originally, the gate is false, the threshold is also fake. 他望向禅室的木门,原来,门是假的,门槛也是假的。 He looks to the meditation hall roof, vision penetrates the house beam, falls in the gloomy sky. 他望向禅室屋顶,眼光透过房梁,落在灰暗的天空上。 The meditation hall is false, the temple is also false. 禅室是假的,寺也是假的。 Then toward city Yang City? This sky? 那么朝城阳城？这片天空呢？ Ning Que shoved open the meditation hall wooden door to walk, then at this time, the dark clouds in sky suddenly dispersed, reveals Sun, the world immediately became incomparable Pure Brightness, White Pagoda Qing Lake beautiful like picture. 宁缺推开禅室木门走了出去,便在这时,天空里的阴云骤散,露出太阳,世界顿时变得无比清明,白塔清湖美丽如画。 The sunlight sprinkles on the face, he narrows the eye slightly, the dark clouds of space floats once more, blocks from the sunlight, is cold autumn rain falls, wet this tower lake chart. 阳光洒落在脸上,他微微眯眼,天上的阴云再次飘来,遮住阳光,紧接着便是一场寒冽的秋雨落下,湿了这一塔湖图。 Sang Sang outside the meditation hall, should not like these years, look at the day in the lakeside. 桑桑不在禅室外,应该像这些年那样,在湖畔看天。 Ning Que walks toward the lakeside, the facial expression is tranquil, as if must extricate. 宁缺向湖畔走去,神情平静,仿佛已得解脱。 The azure board monk stands under lakeside willow tree takes shelter from the rain, looks on his face the facial expression, is startled slightly, then on the face reveals the sincerity happy mood, asked gruffly happily: „Did Senior Brother clearly become aware?” 青板僧站在湖畔柳下避雨,看着他脸上神情,微微一怔,然后脸上流露出真心欢愉情绪,憨喜问道:“师兄明悟了？” Ning Que looks at this crazy monk, said: „Yes, all became aware.” 宁缺看着这痴僧,说道:“是的,全都悟了。” The azure board monk opens the eye, consults to say anxiously: „What has Senior Brother become aware?” 青板僧睁大眼睛,急切请教道:“师兄悟了些什么？” Ning Que said: „Anything is false.” 宁缺说道:“什么都是假的。” The azure board monk is puzzled, in the subconsciousness has duplicated: „What is false?” 青板僧不解,下意识里重复了一遍:“什么都是假的？” „Good.” Ning Que stands in the lakeside, looks opposite was being kept scrubbing White Pagoda that by the autumn rain, said: „This tower is false. Falls the rain water in tower is also false.” “不错。”宁缺站在湖畔,看着对面正在被秋雨不停洗刷的白塔,说道:“这塔是假的。落在塔上的雨水也是假的。” „This lake is also false.” “这湖也是假的。” He is pointing at the lake water before body, then continues saying: „Temple is false, city is false, the country is false, the person is also fake, the snow supports the blue pass/test to be false, the 72 temples in misty rain are also false.” 他指着身前的湖水,然后继续说道:“寺是假的,城是假的,国是假的,人也是假的,雪拥蓝关是假的,烟雨里的72寺也是假的。” The azure board monk touches own ears and cheeks, is very impatient, does not understand what is heard. Also wants to understand that he actually in saying anything, suddenly thinks that a matter, takes out a steamed bun from the buddhist monk's robes. 青板僧抓耳挠腮,很是心急,听不明白。又想明白他究竟是在说什么,忽然想到一件事情,从僧衣里取出一个馒头。 „I real.” “我是真的。” The azure board monk was saying gruffly, has eaten the steamed bun, makes an effort to chew. Said ambiguously: „I am eating the steamed bun, that this steamed bun naturally also real.” 青板僧憨憨说着,把馒头啃了一口,用力咀嚼。含混不清说道:“我在吃馒头,那这馒头自然也是真的。” Ning Que visits him, in the look reveals the mood of pitying, has not said anything. 宁缺看着他,眼神里流露出怜悯的情绪,没有说什么。 The azure board monk takes the lake before steamed bun direction body, White Pagoda of lake opposite shore, the grievance is shouting: „These, me can see obviously. You can be are fake? You unreasonable.” 青板僧拿着馒头指向身前的湖,湖对岸的白塔,委屈嚷道:“明明这些都在,我都能看见。你怎么能是是假的呢？你不讲道理。” Ning Que visits him, silent long time, said: „You are also fake.” 宁缺看着他,沉默了很长时间,说道:“你也是假的。” The azure board monk visits him gruffly crazily, did not understand him to say anything completely. 青板僧憨痴地看着他,完全不懂他在说什么。 Ning Que said: „Many years ago. Actually you died, you are only remaining wisp of Buddha-nature...... In the temple the Buddhist priest said that your innate intelligence, naturally not wrong, your previous generation is the Buddha sect eminent monk. Was a pity just enter the world, was killed. Otherwise you may really become in Suspended Temple the welldoing profound cardinal virtue.” 宁缺说道:“很多年前。其实你就已经死了,你只是剩下的一缕佛性……寺中僧人说你的宿慧,当然没有错,你前世是佛宗高僧。只是可惜刚刚入世,便被人杀死。不然你真有可能会成为悬空寺里德行高深的大德。” The azure board monk is somewhat muddled, asks: „My was killed? Who will kill me? I who who kills?” 青板僧有些糊涂,问道:“我被人杀死？谁会杀我？谁杀的我？” Ning Que calmly visits him, said: „Kills your person is I.” 宁缺静静看着他,说道:“杀死你的人就是我。” „You called Dao Shi, your mother was the Moon Country main elder sister, called Qu Nima the younger sister, your father was Suspended Temple discipline institute first Bao Shu Grandmaster, because I had shamed your mother, therefore after you left Suspended Temple, first in the moon 72 temple achievement names in religion, then went to Chang An City to look for me, was killed by me.” “你叫道石,你的母亲是月轮国主的姐姐,叫曲妮玛娣,你的父亲是悬空寺戒律院首座宝树大师,因为我曾经羞辱过你母亲,所以你离开悬空寺后,先在月轮72寺成就法名,便去长安城找我,然后就被我杀了。” „Afterward your father Bao Shu Grandmaster to revenge for you, naturally most is mainly wants to suppress the female of King of Hell, kills me while convenient, bringing Hungry Ghost Bell to leave Suspended Temple, walked Qi Nian to make a bureau with the Buddha sect together, finally that bureau was explained by my Academy, your father died in the Academy hand, was equal to dying in my hands.” “后来你父亲宝树大师为了替你报仇,当然最主要是想要镇压冥王之女,顺便杀死我,带着盂兰铃离开悬空寺,与佛宗行走七念一道做了个局,最后那个局被我书院破解,你父亲死在书院手中,也等于是死在我的手中。” „Afterward I and she ran away toward Yang City, sieged by the innumerable follower and Buddha and Dao two powerhouses in this White Pagoda Temple, your mother Qu Nima younger sister clear cultivated at that time here, was seized by me for the hostage, I prepared to put her afterward, because of certain reasons, has killed finally her.” “更后来我和她逃到了朝阳城,被无数信徒和佛道两宗的强者围困在这座白塔寺里,你母亲曲妮玛娣当时在这里清修,被我掳为人质,我本来准备随后放了她,但因为某些原因,最后还是杀死了她。” Ning Que looks at the azure board monk, said calmly: „You are I kill, your family is I kills.” 宁缺看着青板僧,平静说道:“你是我杀的,你全家都是我杀的。” „But...... But, why you must kill me, can kill my family?” “可是……可是,你为什么要杀我,要杀我全家呢？” The azure board monk has not listened to the Ning Que words completely carefully, only thinks very silly, said difficultly: „Moreover I called the azure board, I did not call Dao Shi, were you making a mistake person?” 青板僧完全没有仔细听宁缺的话,只觉得很糊涂,挠头说道:“而且我叫青板子,我不叫道石,你是不是弄错人了？” Ning Que said: „Blue board...... Is the stone of pavement, Dao Shi.” 宁缺说道:“青板……就是铺道的石,道石。” „Senior Brother this was speaking joke.” “师兄这是在说笑话哩。” The azure board monk laughs foolishly said: „I called the azure board, was because that year abbot and abbot / abbess all night playing mahjong sign time, finally listened to a clear board with great difficulty, result, because heard me to cry in the stone steps, result shook, winning by own draw two casings throwing, therefore I called the azure board.” 青板僧憨笑说道:“我叫青板子,是因为那年方丈和住持通宵打麻将牌的时候,最后好不容易听了个清板子,结果因为听见我在石阶上哭,结果手一抖,把自摸的一张二筒给扔了出去,所以我才叫青板子啊。” What Ning Que has not said again, since he does not believe why can make him believe? 宁缺没有再说什么,既然他不相信,何必非要让他相信？ The azure board monk is actually not willing to give up, with his, keeps asking: „How did you show?” 青板僧却不肯罢休,跟着他的身后,不停问道:“你怎么证明？” Sang Sang has sat in the lakeside looks at day, the clarity that their dialogs listen, to turn round looks to Ning Que, the facial expression slightly is frustrated, has the meaning of inquiring. 桑桑一直坐在湖畔看天,把他二人的对话听的清清楚楚,回头望向宁缺,神情略显惘然,有相询之意。 Ning Que can not need to prove anything to the azure board monk, but he must show to her, only then makes her believe that she can wake up truly, they can leave here. 宁缺可以不用向青板僧证明什么,但他必须给她证明,只有让她相信,她才能真正醒来,他们才能离开这里。 „Chang An City in what direction?” He asked. “长安城在什么方向？”他问道。 Sang Sang sits in the lakeside, East the direction somewhere. 桑桑坐在湖畔,指向东方某处。 He loosens the arrow chest, is in a short time good the iron bow group, then pulls the bow nocking, aims at her to point at the directional the remote place, when bowstring such as full moon, loosens suddenly. 他解下箭匣,在很短的时间内把铁弓组好,然后挽弓搭箭,瞄准她手指指向的遥远处,待弓弦如满月时,骤然松开。 The circular white rapids, appear in the arrow tail place together, the swarthy iron arrow vanishes on the lake surface, does not know where, has separated long time, does not have any echo. 一道圆形的白色湍流,在箭尾处出现,黝黑的铁箭消失于湖面上,不知去了何处,隔了很长时间,都没有任何回音。 „You looked that I said this is false.” Ning Que said. “你看,我就说这是假的。”宁缺说道。 Sang Sang asked: „Why?” 桑桑问道:“为什么？” Ning Que said: „If Chang An City there, the iron arrow shoots, Academy can know inevitably.” 宁缺说道:“如果长安城在那里,铁箭射过去,书院必然就能知道。” Sang Sang thinks that said: „Then?” 桑桑想了想,说道:“然后？” Ning Que said: „Passed such a long time, First Senior Brother had not come, explained that in this world did not have First Senior Brother. Then this world is naturally false.” 宁缺说道:“过了这么长时间,大师兄还没有来,说明这个世界里没有大师兄。那么这个世界自然就是假的。” Sang Sang is somewhat puzzled, asks: „Will Li Manman certainly come?” 桑桑有些不解,问道:“李慢慢一定会来？” Ning Que said: „Yes, he came in the past, now will also come.” 宁缺说道:“是的,当年他来,现在也会来。” Sang Sang has not spoken. 桑桑没有说话。 Ning Que is pointing at the lake water and White Pagoda before her body, said: „Many years ago, before we enter the checkerboard, this White Pagoda and lake water then arrived at Suspended Temple, why can here?” 宁缺指着她身前的湖水和白塔,说道:“很多年前,我们进入棋盘之前,这白塔与湖水便到了悬空寺,为什么会在这里？” Sang Sang said: „We left Suspended Temple, the tower lake have naturally been able to come back.” 桑桑说道:“我们离开了悬空寺,塔湖自然也能回来。” Ning Que arrow. The Ning Que words, still cannot convince her, she has not waked up, or her some are not willing to wake up. Calmly looks at sky that the lake surface produces an inverted image. 宁缺的箭。宁缺的话,依然不能说服她,她还没有醒来,或者说,她有些不愿意醒来。只是静静看着湖面倒映的天空。 „Actually...... I am not willing to wake, that moment of particularly waking up, I am very restless, even very fears, the body and mind is cold, the god knowledge surges, even has spat many blood.” “其实……我也不愿意醒过来,尤其是醒来的那一刻,我很不安,甚至很恐惧,身心寒冷,神识激荡,甚至吐了很多血。” Ning Que arrives at her side to sit down. Grips her hand gently, looks at the gloomy sky, said: „Although this world is fabricated, but these years...... These years of especially most starting. Really happy, these days are very good, made one be reluctant to part, do not want to depart.” 宁缺走到她身旁坐下。轻轻握住她的手,看着灰暗的天空,说道:“虽然这个世界是虚妄的,但这些年……尤其是最开始的那些年。真的很幸福吧,那些日子真的很好,真令人依依不舍,不想离去。” Sang Sang closes right up against his shoulder. The facial expression is frustrated. 桑桑靠着他的肩。神情惘然。 Ning Que caresses the small white bloom on her temple lightly, said: „You thought that on this day is very attractive?” 宁缺轻抚她鬓上的小白花,说道:“你觉得这天很好看？” Sang Sang gently um. 桑桑轻轻嗯了一声。 Ning Que said: „You thought that the sky is very familiar. Very intimate, therefore wants to look?” 宁缺说道:“你觉得天空很熟悉。很亲近,所以想看？” Sang Sang looks to the gloomy and lofty sky, knows the answer obviously, actually does not dare to say. 桑桑望向灰暗而高远的天空,明明知道答案,却不敢说出口。 Ning Que somewhat hesitates, said: „You were born in the sky, you grow up there, there is your family/home, therefore you think that is familiar and intimate, you have wanted to go back.” 宁缺有些犹豫,说道:“你在天空里出生,你在那里长大,那里就是你的家,所以你才会觉熟悉和亲近,你一直都想回去。” Listens to these words, the frustration in Sang Sang look, is gradually pale, belongs to gradually tranquilly, before her body was harassed by the autumn rain to the restless lake surface, is gradually tranquil, the sky of producing an inverted image is clear. 听完这句话,桑桑眼神里的惘然,渐渐淡去,渐渐归于平静,就像她身前被秋雨扰至不安的湖面,渐渐平静,倒映的天空清晰起来。 She blinks, the lake traveling wave swings, then such as her look. 她眨眼,湖动波摇,便如她的眼神。 The sky that the lake surface produces an inverted image, was cut the innumerable piece of light, could not find the sky original appearance again, turned into the innumerable stars, seems keeping living to extinguish. 湖面倒映的天空,被切割成了无数片光影,再也找不到天空原来的模样,变成了无数星辰,仿佛在不停生灭。 The lake water transpiration empties, White Pagoda vanishes does not see, since Suspended Temple, naturally cannot in her at present. 湖水蒸腾而空,白塔消失不见,既然在悬空寺,自然不能在她的眼前。 Sang Sang looks to the sky, the nimbus cloud disperses suddenly, reveals the following deep deep blue sky, however this is still not she day that wants to look, in the tiles blue sky had several cracks suddenly. 桑桑望向天空,雨云骤然散开,露出后面的湛湛青天,然而这依然不是她想要看的天,瓷片般的青天上忽然出现了数道裂缝。 Was thrown the ground like a chinaware of porcelain beautiful, the sky like this has broken to pieces. 就像一件瓷美的瓷器被扔到了地上,天空就这样碎了。 She was in the yard and calmly to look at several hundred years of sky in the lakeside, today with the help of Ning Que, looks through this sky finally, sees the following that piece jet black and nihility. 她在小院里、在湖畔静静看了数百年天空,今天在宁缺的帮助下,终于把这片天空看破,看到后面那片漆黑与虚无。 Yes, this world is false, is real, but in any event, here is not her world, here is the interior of checkerboard, here is the world of Buddha. 是的,这个世界是假的,或者,是真实的,但无论如何,这里都不是她的世界,这里是棋盘的内部,这里是佛祖的世界。 She stands up slowly, carries both hands. 她缓缓站起身来,背起双手。 The azure board monk looks turns into jet black sky suddenly, startled, grabs the Ning Que sleeves, the sound shivers saying: „Senior Brother, how was this?” 青板僧看着忽然变成漆黑一片的天空,惊慌不已,抓着宁缺的衣袖,声音颤抖说道:“师兄,这是怎么了？” Ning Que said: „We are about to leave here, you find a place to hide.” 宁缺说道:“我们准备离开这里,你去找个地方藏好。” The azure board monk said: „Where do you want to go to?” 青板僧说道:“你们要去哪里？” Ning Que said: „We must go to outside.” 宁缺说道:“我们要去外面。” „Outside...... Where is outside?” “外面……外面是哪里呢？” The azure board monk visits him, suddenly said sadly: „I died.” 青板僧怔怔看着他,忽然伤心地说道:“难道说我真的已经死了。” Ning Que has not spoken. 宁缺没有说话。 The azure board monk keeps bursting into tears, tries with scratching that the monk sleeve keeps, how actually not to scratch cleanly. 青板僧不停地流泪,用僧袖不停的擦试,却怎样也擦不干净。 The Ning Que facial expression suddenly becomes dignified. 宁缺的神情忽然变得凝重起来。 The azure board monk wipes one's tears with the sleeve, the tears do not scratch cleanly. 青板僧以袖拭泪,泪水擦不干净。 He wipes the surface with the sleeve, is very clean, sees only him who the face scratches to use the sleeve to scratch, the eyebrow has then been short of one, scratches again, the nose did not have, scratches again, the eye did not have. 他以袖拭面,把脸擦的很干净,只见他用袖子一擦,眉毛便少了一道,再擦,鼻子没有了,再擦,眼睛也没有了。 He as if thinks somewhat embarrassed, covers the face with the sleeve, said simple and honest: „I do not think that you walk.” 他似乎觉得有些不好意思,以袖掩面,憨厚说道:“我不想你走。” The azure board monk scratched to cover the face Buddha oneself with the sleeves. 青板僧用衣袖把自己擦成了掩面佛。 He said that does not think Ning Que and Sang Sang walk. 他说不想宁缺和桑桑走。 He does not let Ning Que and Sang Sang walks. 他不让宁缺和桑桑走。 ...... …… ...... …… ( The third chapter) （第三章）