The anger came from differently, the standpoint is different, the name is different, the difference of life essence, legume flower salty or sweet, steamed rice dumpling meat or element, as well as lives or dies. 愤怒来自不同,立场不同,姓名不同,生命本质的不同,豆花咸或者甜,粽子荤或者素,以及生或者死。 „Because chooses differently, then can get up to read the murder? You know that my cold blood, you kill Tang people very much, will make my anger with grieved, but will not make me change the mind.” “因为选择不同,便要起念杀人？你知道我很冷血,你杀唐人,会让我愤怒和心痛,但并不会让我改变主意。” Ning Que looks has become bloodshed food market, looks at the vegetable stall cutting off limb remnant arm all around, said: „You are the human choice, not having humanity you not to appear, you cannot treat them like this.” 宁缺看着已成血海的菜场,看着菜摊周遭的断肢残臂,说道:“你是人类选择的,没有人类你不会出现,你不能这样对待他们。” Sang Sang knits the brows saying: „I wake up truly am the choice of humanity, because of this, I can by the human decision life and death? Can the parents decide the life and death of children?” 桑桑皱眉说道:“我醒来确实是人类的选择,难道就因为这样,我就要被人类决定生死？难道父母就能决定子女的生死？” Ning Que said: „Nobody thinks that you die.” 宁缺说道:“没有人想你死。” She tranquilly and said firmly: „In the past I was born in the human world, was made the steward send out the mansion by that housewife secretly, must be drown to death me in the latrine pit, the day, in the firewood room, another steward takes the hatchet to compel to you, my life and death was nearly decided that your life and death nearly was also decided that finally you have seized that the hatchet, but after I live, does not want to be decided own life and death by others again.” 她平静而坚定说道:“当年我在人间出生,便被那个主妇令管家偷偷送出府,要把我淹死在粪坑里,也正是那天,在柴房里,另一个管家拿着柴刀向你逼去,我的生死险些被人决定,你的生死也险些被人决定,最终你夺过了那把柴刀,而我活下来后,也不想再被别人决定自己的生死。” The Ning Que silent moment, said: „„, The life and death can only decide by oneself.” 宁缺沉默片刻,说道:““是的,生死只能由自己决定。” Sang Sang said: „I am living, then does not want dead.” 桑桑说道:“我活着,便不想死去。” Ning Que anger at heart gradually turns frustratedly, he does not know how should persuade her to be tranquil, both hands that she shivers slightly can kill people, she is moved also to kill people. 宁缺心里的愤怒渐渐变成惘然,他不知道该怎样劝说她平静下来,她微微颤抖的双手能够杀人,她动念也能杀人。 He passes through the bloodshed, before arriving at her body, puts out a hand to grip her hand, hauls in oneself bosom then closely to grasp her gently, said in her ear bank sadly: „I do not think that you die.” 他走过血海,来到她身前,伸手握住她的手,把她轻轻拉进自己怀里然后紧紧抱住,在她耳畔难过说道:“我也不想你死。” The body of Sang Sang is somewhat stiff. Then gradually becomes soft, somewhat clumsily by in his shoulder, because of the amount of space occupied almost high reason, looks that some are uncoordinated. 桑桑的身体有些僵。然后渐渐变得柔软,有些笨拙地靠在他的肩头,因为体量差不多高的缘故,看着有些不协调。 „I rather die, does not think that you die.” “我宁愿自己死,也不想你死。” Two people stand between the bloodshed and broken corpses closely support, the facial expression even somewhat is tranquilly sacred, the innumerable extremely pale luminous spot star splendor dances in the air from them likely, flutters to four sides. 二人站在血海与残破的尸身间紧紧相拥,神情平静甚至有些神圣,无数极淡的光点像星辉般从他们身上飞舞而出,向四面飘去。 The luminous spot falls, in the food market ground the somewhat viscous blood stain gradually changes pale, until pale to not obvious. The corpse in bloody water also disappears does not see, as if obtained the sacred purification. 光点落下,菜场地面上有些粘稠的血污渐渐变淡,直至淡至不可见。血水里的尸身也消失不见,仿佛得到了神圣的净化。 In the food market does not smell the smell of blood that irritates the nose again, can only smell the chicken excrement taste, the smell of earth of river fish. Onion moving flavor, as well as green vegetables unique aura. 菜场里再也闻不到刺鼻的血腥味,只能闻到鸡屎味,河鱼的土腥味。洋葱令人感动的味道,以及青菜特有的气息。 On these green vegetables also has the dew, glittering and translucent carving, lining emaciated look verdant attractive, in booth new unearthed tender bamboo shoots arranged is very neat, but also is bringing the soil, dirty instead is extremely unconsciously beautiful. 那些青菜上还有露水,晶莹剔透,衬得菜色青翠诱人至极,摊上新出土的嫩笋被排的很整齐,还带着泥土,不觉脏反而极美。 In the food market resounds yo drinks the sound, the bargaining sound, mother hits the child, the puppy struggles the bone. The stray cat was frightened. Tearful, meow meow, lively in a complete mess. 菜场里响起呦喝声,讨价还价声,母亲打孩子,小狗争骨头。野猫受惊吓。啪啪,汪汪,喵喵,热闹的一塌糊涂。 „On this water onion, wants your two writing money not to be inexpensive?” “就这水葱,要您两文钱不贵吧？” Ning Que opens the eye. Looks the aunt who sells the dish is extending a juicy tender scallion in front of oneself, on the face full is the self-satisfied facial expression, resembles to think that you don't buy to feel all right? 宁缺睁开眼睛。看着卖菜的大婶正把一把水灵灵的嫩葱伸在自己面前,脸上满是得意的神情,似觉得你不买能好意思吗？ He shook the head with a smile, pats the bosom Sang Sang to make her wake up. Then is holding her hand, walks toward the food market, in the hand does not have Thimi dish, is actually not worried to return to the yard not to eat. 他笑着摇了摇头,轻拍怀里的桑桑让她醒来。然后牵着她的手,向菜场外走去,手里没有提米菜,却不担心回到小院里没有吃的。 So long as feels emotion, the potable water is also full. 只要有情,饮水也饱。 ...... …… ...... …… Sang Sang has not left, she and Ning Que continues to pass the common day toward Yang City, is hiding the outside wind and rain, walks between the yard and food market, takes a walk in the stream bank. 桑桑没有离开,她和宁缺继续在朝阳城里过着寻常的日子,躲着外间的风雨,在小院与菜场之间行走,在溪畔散步。 Ning Que is responsible for preparing food, Sang Sang is responsible for eating meal, is occasionally happy, she will go to the kitchen personally, makes the bowl omelette surface to Ning Que, in that bowl of consomme omelette surface, has four Chinese prickly ashes, 30 grains of minced green onions. 宁缺负责做饭,桑桑负责吃饭,偶尔心情好,她会亲自下厨,给宁缺做碗煎蛋面,那碗清汤煎蛋面里,还是只有四颗花椒,30粒葱花。 Lives this matter, if must avoid being tasteless and bored, must think of a way to seek for the new interest, looks has not seen scenery, often or reviewed the old times. 过日子这种事情,如果要避免乏味和厌倦,就要想着法子寻找新鲜的趣味,看没有见过的风景,或不时重温旧时。 Ning Que is very intelligent, depends upon the flavor in memory, the studying independently harsh dough sheet soup is successful, according to the expression feedback of Sang Sang, the flavor at least has near 47 lane that 70% standards. 宁缺很聪明,依靠记忆里的味道,自学酸辣面片汤成功,根据桑桑的表情反馈,味道至少有临47巷那家七成的水准。 He was in the courtyard under that tree to bury two cans of yellow wines, has made the altar/jar pickled vegetable in the kitchen, inside has crowded the thick liquid bean tender Jiang Heqing red two color pod peppers, when opens covered everybody to be mouth-watering. Sang Sang is very satisfied to the pickled vegetable that he makes, but why does not know, she most likes eating the simplest vinegar to soak the azure radish. 他在院子里那棵树下埋了两罐黄酒,在灶房里做了坛泡菜,里面塞满了浆豆嫩姜和青红两色的朝天椒,启盖时谁都会流口水。桑桑对他做的泡菜很满意,但不知道为什么,她还是最喜欢吃最简单的醋泡青菜头。 They leave the hospital to take a walk frequently, look at the setting sun in lake, listens to the ding in temple, strolled toward Yang City, as if like this lazy city, becomes sluggish. 他们经常出院散步,看湖上的落日,听寺里的钟声,把朝阳城逛了个遍,仿佛就像这座慵懒的城市般,也变得懒散起来。 When spring rain such as smoke, when they have traveled across the 72 temples in legend, the bright and crisp fall days, they went to other Moon Country big cities, when the cold snow flutters about, they went to the north, in the snow supports the blue pass/test in the withering scenery, looked the entire night, handles these matters time, they always pull. 春雨如烟时,他们踏遍了传说中的72座寺庙,秋高气爽时,他们去了月轮国别的一些大城市,寒雪纷飞时,他们去了北方,在雪拥蓝关的肃杀风景里,看了整整一夜,做这些事情的时候,他们始终牵着手。 Possibly is the time of because walking is somewhat long, Sang Sang is somewhat tired, returning to the yard then to sleep, since that day, she then becomes somewhat hypersomnia . Moreover the sleep time is getting more and more long. 可能是因为走的时间有些长,桑桑有些累,回到小院里便去睡觉,从那天开始,她便变得有些嗜睡,而且睡眠时间越来越长。 She sleeps, Ning Que lies down in her side reads, one hear of hands are taking the books, a hand puts in the bedding to grip her hand, sometimes after turning the page, forgot to extend again the hand, will sleep soundly in the Sang Sang subconsciousness to put out a hand, pulled back in his hand the bedding, closely hugged in the front is not willing to let loose. 她睡觉的时候,宁缺就躺在她的身边看书,一听手拿着书卷,一只手伸进被窝里握住她的手,有时候翻页后忘了把手再伸回去,熟睡中的桑桑会下意识里伸出手来,把他的手拉回被窝里,紧紧抱在胸前不肯放开。 Some autumn some day, toward Yang City in saying the White Pagoda Temple eminent monk in the news that sets free a captured animal, Ning Que heard after several barrels of loaches and various fish were invested in the lake, will present the bloody picture that very much comedy, thinks very interesting, the preparation brings Sang Sang to look that she somewhat weary does not want to leave the hospital, therefore then. 某个秋天某日,朝阳城里都在说白塔寺高僧放生的消息,宁缺听说数桶泥鳅和各种鱼被投入湖里后,会出现很搞笑的血腥画面,觉得很有意思,准备带桑桑去看,她有些疲倦不想出院,于是便自己去了。 Sets free a captured animal is truly lively, killing one another of these loach eels and various fish , is truly bloody, the matter that these eminent monks handle truly very much comedy, Ning Que looked, is about to go home, suddenly has a strange feeling, looks at the White Pagoda of lake surface and lake opposite shore, always thought that here has been short of anything. 放生确实很热闹,那些泥鳅黄鳝和各种鱼类的自相残杀,也确实很血腥,那些高僧做出来的事情确实很搞笑,宁缺看完后正准备回家,忽然生出一种怪异的感觉,看着湖面和湖对岸的白塔,总觉得这里少了些什么。 The dense follower and tourist diverge gradually, the twilight is gradually strong, White Pagoda Temple tends to be peaceful, he stands in the shore looks that the lake tower is silent, that feeling wielding is not loose throughout. 黑压压的信徒与游客渐渐散去,暮色渐浓,白塔寺渐趋安静,他站在岸边看着湖塔沉默不语,那种感觉始终挥之不散。 Then at this time, in the temple resounded the ding of evening prayers. 便在这时,寺里响起晚课的钟声。 This ding, simultaneously in his resounding at heart. 这道钟声,同时在他的心里响起。 The Buddha clock can purify the mind, can help the follower absorption in meditation, the Ning Que Sea of Consciousness deep place has the Lian Sheng consciousness fragment, naturally induces is clearer, in the subconsciousness walks toward the Zen temple deep place. 佛钟可以清心,可以助信徒禅定,宁缺的识海深处有莲生的意识碎片,自然感应更为清晰,下意识里向禅寺深处走去。 Following the ding, before he arrives at the White Pagoda Temple main hall, sees only in the threshold to have several hundred Buddhist priests devotionally to praise, along with passing through sound, that Buddha picture in palace appears even more mercy. 循着钟声,他来到白塔寺正殿前,只见槛内有数百名僧人正在虔诚颂经,随着经声,殿内的那尊佛祖像显得愈发慈悲。 The Buddha calmly are visiting him. 佛祖在静静看着他。 Hears after the sound, is the Buddha sound, wonderful. 经声入耳,便是佛音,美妙至极。 Ning Que stands outside the threshold, gradually infatuated in. 宁缺站在槛外,渐渐痴迷其中。 In the yard, Sang Sang wakes up. 小院内,桑桑醒来。 Branch that is only black the crow, cries out strangely, flutters to fly. 枝头那只黑鸦,怪叫一声,振翅而飞。 Her vision along with the black crow, fell in the sky. 她的目光随着黑鸦,落到了天空上。 She thought that the sky somewhat looks familiar, is very attractive. 她觉得天空有些眼熟,很是好看。 She looked at long time, the facial expression is gradually crazy. 她看了很长时间,神情渐痴。 Crazy, results from the sentiment. 痴,起于情。 In the love does not have the wise. 情爱里无智者。 The sentiment does not know, therefore. 情不知所以。 Crazy, is simple-minded. 痴,便是愚。 ...... …… ...... …… ( Today is super moon, the Master condition definitely is it is said good, but my condition is awful, was not the yesterday's five chapters writes to be greasy, but was tonight has the courage to eat the fish hot pot, somewhat was anxious, always thought that certain joints were paining, I know certainly that this was false, I was not Ning Que and Sang Sang such stupid person, but my courage was small. Moreover in addition today 2000 characters, just corruptly are angry finished crazily, felt that looks like completes a specially difficult task, one was lax, braces oneself very much difficultly again. Today on 2000 characters, I writes slowly again, does not know that can write, to avoid everybody consumes the time, ahead of time settled, even if writes , tomorrow will be sends, you said that will have the possibility I to do the point to retain the draft really? Probably is very difficult. （今天据说是超级月亮,夫子的状态肯定非常好,但我的状态非常糟糕,不是昨天五章写腻着了,而是今天晚上鼓起勇气去吃了个鱼火锅,有些惴惴不安,总觉得某些关节在隐隐作痛,我当然知道这是假的,我不是宁缺和桑桑这么笨的人,只是我胆子小嘛。而且加上今天2000字,刚好把贪嗔痴写完,感觉就像是完成一个特别艰难的任务,一下就松懈了,很难再提起精神。今天就2000字了,我慢慢再写写,不知道能不能写出来,为避免大家耗时间等,提前说定,就算写出来,也是明天发,你说有没有可能我真搞点存稿出来？好像很难。 Tomorrow will definitely continue to explode, I deeply have fallen in love with 1515 this rhythms now, possibly is because the childhood 1510 this mouths did talk about too many reasons definitely? But 10 this matters will not be done, tomorrow will have five chapters of renewals, at Monday, takes to recommend the ticket to everybody sincerely, the cloud schoolmate makes me make out bill the chapter to garner votes, I think it over, endured with great difficulty for dozens days, although endures is truly painful, does that again endure? Perhaps tomorrow the day after tomorrow will unable to bear, when the time comes discussed again? Thank everybody's support, thank is still full of vigor, article quality good, please cast the recommendation ticket, thanked.) 明天必然会继续暴发,我现在已经深深地爱上了1515这个节奏,可能是因为小时候1510这种口决说太多的原因？但10这种事情是坚决不会做的,明天会有五章更新,适逢周一,非常恳切地向大家要一下推荐票,云彩同学让我开单章拉票,我思来想去,好不容易忍了几十天,虽然忍的确实很痛苦,那就再忍忍？也许明天后天就忍不住了,到时候再论？感谢大家的支持,感谢依然精神饱满,文章质量不错的自己,请投推荐票,非常感谢。）