Before the hut, Stone Yizheng to the twilight under lake, Ning Que and Mo Shanshan sits on the chair, the Big Black horse lowers the head to graze in not far away, naturally it will not pouch in the grass the abdomen, but under sending bored time. 庐前石椅正对着暮色下的湖,宁缺和莫山山坐在椅上,大黑马在不远处低头吃草,当然它不会把草真的吞进腹中,只是打发下无聊的时间。 Ning Que the matter that has Capital said that the Mo Shanshan tall and slender eyelash flashes gently, looks down finds out the shoes of white skirt to be sharp, is silent, even if heard that own teacher is seriously injured, the facial expression on face does not have what change, only after knowing Ning Que becomes River Country, appears somewhat is astonished. 宁缺把京都发生的事情说了一遍,莫山山细长的睫毛轻轻闪动,低头看着探出白裙的鞋尖,沉默不语,哪怕听说自己的老师身受重伤,脸上的神情也没有什么变化,只在得知宁缺成为大河国君之后,显得有些讶异。 She not like in world by the talented men and beautiful women novel gradually influences for a long time the female, said then, since you are not willing to marry me, why did not want me to get married this idle talk. 她没有像世间很多被才子佳人小说熏陶久了的女子那样,开口便说既然你不肯娶我,为何又不要我嫁人这种废话。 „In Chang An City you said that this time she rushed to the space to go, running far of too, did not come back, therefore you did not have any means that now she returned to the human world, how then you do think?” “在长安城你说这一次她跑到天上去了,跑的太远,回不来,所以你没有任何办法,现在她已经回到了人间,那么你怎么想？” Ning Que said: „I discovered at that time what thought was too simple, in fact, regardless of she went to the space, was in the human world, she always there, does not have the means.” 宁缺说道:“我发现当时自己想的还是太简单了些,事实上,无论她是去了天上,还是在人间,她总是在那里,没办法。” Mo Shanshan said: „She is not she, she is Vast Sky, can this also like?” 莫山山说道:“她已经不是她,她是昊天,这样也可以一直喜欢着吗？” Ning Que thinks that said: „I have thought this issue, she is Vast Sky, but she has Sang Sang all memories, these with all my memories, how I can say that she isn't Sang Sang?” 宁缺想了想,说道:“我有想过这个问题,她是昊天,但她拥有桑桑的所有记忆,那些与我的所有记忆,我怎么能说她不是桑桑？” He silent little while , to continue saying: „I know that nobody will like her, but I do not care, actually before is very long starts, I have not cared about this matter.” 他沉默了会儿,继续说道:“我知道没有人会喜欢她,但我不在乎,其实从很久以前开始,我就从来没有在乎过这件事情。” „This then really likes probably.” “这大概便是真喜欢吧。” Mo Shanshan gained ground, calmly looks at his eye, said: „I?” 莫山山抬起头来,静静看着他的眼睛,说道:“那我呢？” Ning Que is silent. 宁缺沉默不语。 Mo Shanshan said in a low voice: „You is a heartless Han.” 莫山山低声说道:“你就是个负心汉。” Ning Que said: „From some perspective, I truly is a heartless Han.” 宁缺说道:“从某个角度上来说,我确实是个负心汉。” The Mo Shanshan smile said: „But always compares does not work as good that the heartless Han comes.” 莫山山微笑说道:“但总比不当负心汉来的好。” Sentimental matter, if faces the choice, then must disappoint a side. If he thinks that does not lose Shanshan, then wants defeated/carrying Sang Sang, if he thinks that does not lose the two heart, that is the unfaithful. 感情这种事情,如果一旦面临选择,那么便总要辜负一方。他若想不负山山,便要负桑桑,若他想不负二者之心,那便是花心。 The male majority are the stamens, some people can achieve do not lose all, however he cannot achieve, because the most essential issue is, Sang Sang and Shanshan will not accept. 男子大多数都是花心的,有的人可以做到不负所有,然而他做不到,因为最关键的问题在于,桑桑和山山都不会接受。 Ning Que has thought long time, looks that beautiful she said: „You are really good.” 宁缺想了很长时间,看着美丽的她说道:“你人真好。” A these words exit|to speak. He thought one are specially stupid. 这句话一出口。他就觉得自己特别傻逼。 „I also thought one is a very good miss.” “我也觉得自己是个很好的姑娘。” Mo Shanshan looks at the direction of lake, feeling said: „But is still insufficient, I could not win this war eventually, but this was the day must win me, antiwar crime.” 莫山山看着湖的方向,感慨说道:“但依然不够啊,我终究赢不了这场战争,但这是天要胜我,非战之罪。” Final setting sun. In that static lake according to cliffs, the skylight fades out, the lake surface flood gold/metal, the lake water is appearing is deep, flutters with the wind, looks like black ink in inkstone really very much. 最后的斜阳。照着山崖间的那片静湖,天光渐暗,湖面泛着金波,湖水则显得深沉起来,随风飘荡,真的很像砚里的墨。 Sang Sang sits in the lakeside, although the form appears somewhat desolate. But such as the day is still ordinary. 桑桑坐在湖畔,身影虽然显得有些落寞。但依然如天一般高。 Mo Shanshan looks at that place, silent long time, then somewhat fears likely coldly, receives on the both legs the chair. The tightness grasps the kneecap, asked: „Do you also like me?” 莫山山看着那处,沉默了很长时间,然后像是有些惧寒般,把双腿收到椅上。紧紧抱住膝头,问道:“你还喜欢我吗？” Ning Que thinks that said very much honestly: „Yes.” 宁缺想了想,很诚实地说道:“是的。” She said: „But you insufficiently like.” 她说道:“但你还是不够喜欢啊。” Front insufficiently refers to her, here insufficiently refers to him. 前面的不够是指她自己,这里的不够是指他。 What should Ning Que say? 宁缺该说些什么？ She is holding the knees. Said sadly: „You like her.” 她抱着双膝。伤心说道:“你还是更喜欢她。” The skirt on knee was moistened by the tears. 膝上的裙被泪水打湿了。 In the common people eyes, she did not ask the humans affair and crazy in Fushu, the demure gentle female. Will live, not vulgar rhyme, knows roughly, the regard, such as formerly said that she should better well. 在世人眼中,她是不问世事、痴于符书、淑静温婉的女子。会生活,无俗韵,识大体、正心意,如先前所说,她是最好最好的。 Who thinks of her for a man does burst into tears? 谁会想到她会为了一个男人流泪？ This is Ning Que first time sees her to burst into tears, is flurried, does not know that should make anything, said anything, finally suppresses a few words: „Has killed me, can you be happier?” 这是宁缺第一次看见她流泪,非常慌乱,不知该做些什么,说些什么,最后憋出一句话:“把我杀了,你能不能开心些？” He was was not speaking joke at this time, what said was the real soul talk. 他这时候不是在说笑话,说的是真心话。 Some matters are extremely heavy, not thinks the report, what to do should that? In his subconsciousness both hands offer themselves to think that most important thing, that is the life and death. 有些事情太过沉重,无以为报,那该怎么办？他下意识里双手奉上自己所以为最重要的东西,那便是生死。 „Person has a time life, have you given me, what to do she? Said that you have been used to everywhere allow people? Can you permit to whom? You how such......?” “人只有一次生命,你给了我,她怎么办？还是说你习惯了到处许人？那你到底要许给谁？你怎么这么……呢？” Mo Shanshan bursts into tears saying that today is her first time cries before the person, is her first time wants to curse at people with the bad language, is only in finally that quarter, was received by her. 莫山山流泪说道,今天是她第一次在人前落泪,也是她第一次想用脏话骂人,只是在最后那刻,还是被她收了回去。 Ning Que this whole life handles the matter that has not accommodated in Shi, he knows that own cold blood is very heartless, if with the common custom vision, he without a doubt is a scum, but he always does not care, looks at the Mo Shanshan tears until this time, he discovered that the original scum so is not good to work as. 宁缺这辈子做过很多不容于世的事情,他知道自己很冷血无情,如果用世俗眼光来看,他毫无疑问是个人渣,只是他从来都不在意,直到此时看着莫山山的泪水,他才发现原来人渣不是这么好当的。 The hut previous lonesomeness and quietness, twilight gradually dissolves, after the chair , the shadow that tree throws down spreads gradually, until merges into one organic whole with the dim light of night, for a long time nobody spoke. 庐前一片幽静,暮色渐渐隐去,椅后那株树投下的影子渐渐蔓延开来,直至与夜色融为一体,很长时间都没有人说话。 „Where will then you go to?” Her voice micro asked mutely. “接下来你们会去哪里？”她声音微哑问道。 Ning Que said: „Where I do not know the end point.” 宁缺说道:“我也不知道终点在哪儿。” Mo Shanshan raise one's head looks to him, cares to ask: „Is very laborious?” 莫山山抬头望向他,关心问道:“很辛苦吧？” Ning Que said: „Also can withstand.” 宁缺说道:“还能承受。” For the human world, is, he must continue this journey, since is accompanying swims, possibly is only he feels laborious? 无论是为了人间,还是为了自己,他都必然要继续这场旅程,然而既然是相伴而游,又怎么可能只是他一个人感到辛苦？ Then when he thinks like this, Mo Shanshan looks in the lakeside dim light of night the Sang Sang back, the mood becomes somewhat complex, said: „I think that she is also very laborious?” 便在他这样想的时候,莫山山看着湖畔夜色里桑桑的背影,情绪变得有些复杂,说道:“我想她也很辛苦吧？” ...... …… ...... …… Sang Sang has sat in the lakeside. 桑桑一直坐在湖边。 She is looks in the lake water first that several blue lotuses, figures out 28 days later that early morning, now seems also the so immature blue lotus then meets like the fan, and will open up a very tender and beautiful lotus flower. 她先是看湖水里那几朵青莲,算出28天后的那个清晨,现在看上去还如此稚嫩的青莲便会蓬蓬如扇,并且会生出一朵很娇艳的莲花。 Then she looks at the lake water, will figure out passes in 3744 again, under Moganshan that pure river then can be connected with the mid-hill, the lake that this piece of azure wave will ripple, will vanish by that time then without the trace. 然后她看湖水,算出再过3744年,莫干山下那道地河便会与山腹相连,这片青波荡漾的湖,到那时候便会消失无踪。 Tian Maozuo walks timidly, both hands offer green tea one, the facial expression appears especially intense, then wants to retreat, was remained by Sang Sang, wants her to accompany the speech. 天猫女怯生生地走过来,双手奉上清茶一盏,神情显得格外紧张,然后便想退走,却被桑桑留了下来,要她陪着说话。 Sang Sang likes the young miss, because she also once was a young miss, but Tian Maozuo does not know that accompanied Vast Sky to speak, for her was the pressure is extremely really heavy. 桑桑喜欢小姑娘,因为她也曾经是小姑娘,但天猫女不知道,陪着昊天说话,对她来说实在是压力太过沉重。 The idle talk then wanted to be at ease was saying that an object side of talk was extremely intense. Then is very difficult to continue, Sang Sang frowns slightly, thinks somewhat senselessly, waving makes her leave. 闲话便要闲散着说,谈话的对象一方太过紧张。那么便很难持续下去,桑桑微微蹙眉,觉得有些无趣,挥手让她离开。 Sang Sang continues to look at the lake, wants to figure out in this lake can, because 600 years later that landslide vanishes ahead of time, the discovery somewhat is chaotic, suddenly has remembered the Yanming Lake in Chang An City. 桑桑继续看湖,想算出在这片湖会不会因为600年后的那场山崩提前消失,却发现有些乱,忽然想起了长安城里的雁鸣湖。 She looks to the blue lotus in lake water, then has remembered these lotuses in Yanming Lake. 她望向湖水里的青莲,便想起了雁鸣湖里的那些荷花。 Without what relations, but is because these lotuses are I plant. Therefore the impression was more profound, Sang Sang said silently that actually knows this just gave a pretext. 没有什么关系,只不过是因为那些荷花是我自己种的。所以印象深刻了些,桑桑默默说道,却知道这只不过是借口。 Dim light of night arrives, she raises eyes to look at star. 夜色降临,她举目望星。 It looks like incomparably complex stars in humanity, in her eyes is actually only some simple digit. Be simpler than the the human world matter. She thinks that this is senseless humanity always likes the matter becomes complex, because only then they will think like this interesting, thought that the survival is meaningful. 在人类看来无比复杂的繁星,在她的眼里其实只是些非常简单的数字。要比人间的事情简单很多。她认为这是无趣的人类总喜欢把事情变得复杂起来,因为只有这样他们才会觉得有趣,觉得生存是有意义的。 All over the sky the stars calmly look at the earth in the nighttime sky, the positions of these stars, the distance, the innumerable years have not had any change. 满天繁星在夜空里静静地看着大地,那些星星的位置,还有彼此之间的距离,无数年来都没有发生过任何改变。 She suddenly discovered that with compared with the God Country position seems. Starry sky that looks up to the ground, although is similarly beautiful, but always appears somewhat monotonous, is somewhat tasteless. 她忽然发现,与在神国的位置看上去相比。在地面仰望的星空,虽然同样美丽,但总显得有些单调,有些乏味。 No. Solemn and quiet is the true beauty, she said silently. 不。静穆才是真正的美,她默默说道。 Solemn and quiet is beautiful, this is the idea of Dao Sect, because of all over the sky stars distributed rule. Then is Vast Sky. 静穆是美,这是道门的理念,因为满天繁星分布的规律。便是昊天。 Then is naturally unchangeable. 那么自然不能改变。 Then at this time, southwest nighttime sky that partial clouds was blown off by the wind. Reveals a round full moon. 便在这时,夜空西南的那片云被风吹散。露出一轮圆月。 Moonlight shining earth, is shining the night itself, formerly as if stagnated the motionless star light, instantaneously becomes bright, the entire world becomes bright. 月光照耀大地,也照耀着夜本身,先前仿佛凝滞不动的星光,瞬间变得鲜活起来,整个世界都变得鲜活起来。 Sang Sang narrows the eye, Liu Yeban the eyes appear very bright. 桑桑眯起眼睛,柳叶般的眼睛显得很明亮。 Her look somewhat is actually at a loss. 她的眼神却有些迷惘。 Vast Sky arrives at the human world, this listens is being the gods is born likely, in fact, the rule leaves the rule the objective domain, arrives at the human world, arrives at the new world like a baby. 昊天来到人间,这听着像是神明降世,实际上,规则离开规则的客观领域,来到人间,就像一个婴儿来到新的世界。 The newborn baby depends upon the instinct to survive, through the study, can grow. 新生的婴儿依靠本能生存,通过学习,才能成长。 She also survives in the dependence instinct in the human world, just her instinct is the ice-cold rule and logic, but the warm these things, for her are extremely strange. 她在人间也是在依靠本能生存,只不过她的本能是冰冷的规则和逻辑,而此间温暖的那些东西,对她来说太过陌生。 Her study is very clumsy. 她的学习很笨拙。 Her very solitary, if no Ning Que, she can solitary. 她很孤单,如果没有宁缺的话,她会更孤单。 ...... …… ...... …… Mo Shanshan looks at the lakeside Sang Sang back, is fond to say: „She is very pitiful.” 莫山山看着湖畔桑桑的背影,疼惜说道:“她真的很可怜。” Ning Que looks at that place, after silent moment, said: „She definitely does not like hearing humanity to appraise her like this, right that but you said that she is truly pitiful.” 宁缺看着那处,沉默片刻后说道:“她肯定不喜欢听到人类这样评价她,不过你说的对,她确实很可怜。” Mo Shanshan said: „You must take care of her well.” 莫山山说道:“你要好好照顾她。” Ning Que is thinking suffers at the West Ling these in temple and journey, self-ridiculed that smiles saying: „I am also very pitiful.” 宁缺想着在西陵神殿和旅途上的那些折磨,自嘲一笑说道:“我也很可怜。” Mo Shanshan said: „Amn't I pitiful?” 莫山山说道:“难道我不可怜？” Ning Que is preparing to speak, suddenly thought that on the face transmits the wet soft feeling. 宁缺正准备说话,忽然觉得脸上传来湿软的感觉。 Mo Shanshan has kissed his gently. 莫山山轻轻地亲了他一下。 He is somewhat stunned. 他有些愕然。 She slightly bashful, does not want to snatch anything, but wants to express the regard, satisfied regard. 她有些微羞,不是想要抢什么,只是想要表示心意,满足心意。 Ning Que was somewhat anxious, looked at lakeside one. 宁缺有些紧张,看了湖边一眼。 Mo Shanshan looks that the lakeside said in a low voice: „Felt that is having an affair likely?” 莫山山看着湖边低声说道:“怎么感觉像是在偷情？” The Ning Que forced smile is speechless. 宁缺苦笑无语。 Mo Shanshan said: „Does not need to be worried.” 莫山山说道:“不用担心。” Ning Que said: „I have not been worried about her.” 宁缺说道:“我没担心她。” Mo Shanshan is looking at his color severe Neicha appearance, could not bear smile. 莫山山瞧着他色厉内茬的样子,忍不住笑了起来。 Ning Que said: „I am worried about you.” 宁缺说道:“我是担心你。” Mo Shanshan smiled, said: „You do not need to be worried about me, actually I already want to understand.” 莫山山笑了笑,说道:“你不用担心我,其实我早就想明白了。” Ning Que said: „Can this also want to understand? How I am want not to think clearly.” 宁缺说道:“这也能想明白？我是怎么想都想不明白。” The Mo Shanshan smile said: „I compared with her knew that your time late several years, time matter, Vast Sky also has the means to reverse, let alone is my this mortal?” 莫山山微笑说道:“我比她认识你的时间晚十几年,时间这种事情,昊天也有办法倒转,更何况是我这种凡人？” „You and she walk, if she returns to God Country, no longer comes back, or she did not want you, you looked for me again, before then, I will cross well.” “你和她走吧,如果她真的回到神国,不再回来,或者她不要你了,你再来找我,在这之前,我会好好过。” „If?” “如果？” „I will look for a good man.” “我会找个好男人的。” Ning Que listens to this saying, in subconsciousness to meet: Where to looks to look like I such good person? Actually suddenly discovered that must say, then rather also slag formation extremely serious. 宁缺听着这话,下意识里想接:到哪里找像我这么好的人？却忽然发现真要说出来,那么自己未免也渣化的太过严重。 Mo Shanshan knows that he wants to say anything, sips the light red lip, was not being smiled to make noise by oneself, said: „Good female like me are not many, has many man who you are better.” 莫山山知道他想说什么,抿着薄薄的红唇,不让自己笑出声,说道:“像我这样好的女子不多,比你好的男人还有不少。” Ning Que is somewhat awkward, some wound self-respect. 宁缺有些尴尬,有些伤自尊。 Mo Shanshan said suddenly: „I like you.” 莫山山忽然说道:“我喜欢你。” The moonlight falls on her face, simple and beautiful incomparable. 月光落在她的脸上,清丽无比。 The red ocher wall white snow, wants you to like, how can forget? 红墙白雪,要你喜欢,怎能忘记？ „But I also like you liking her.” “但我也喜欢你喜欢她。” She smiles saying: „I like liking her you like this.” 她微笑说道:“我喜欢这样喜欢着她的你。” Ning Que has not spoken, is only the smile. 宁缺没有说话,只是微笑。 I also like you. 我也喜欢你。 He was saying at heart. 他在心里说道。 I like me liking her you like this. 我喜欢喜欢我这样喜欢着她的你。 Before he sets out to go out of the hut , the tree's shadow and dim light of night, arrive at the lakeside, looks that the Sang Sang back said: „Walks.” 他起身走出庐前树影与夜色,来到湖畔,看着桑桑的背影说道:“走吧。” Sang Sang stands up, looks that he wants to say anything, but anything had not said. 桑桑站起身来,看着他想说什么,但什么都没有说。 This travel continues once more. 这场旅行再次继续。 Some people see off in the lakeside, the white skirt is floating. 有人在湖畔相送,白裙飘飘。 Great Tang Zhengshi first year, West Ling great order in 3450, River Chongsheng 14 years of severe winter. 大唐正始元年,西陵大治3450年,大河崇圣14年深冬。 Two thousand West Ling temple cavalry soldiers ford to go south. 两千西陵神殿骑兵渡河南下。 River Country came young men and women. 大河国来了一对年轻男女。 The monarchs abdicate. 国君退位。 River Country changed Yuanxi huan. 大河国改元熙洹。 Bright referred to exposing to the sun the date. 熙指晒日。 huan is some southern China stream, the stream bank is planting several thousand Taiwan acacias. 洹乃南国某溪,溪畔植着数千株相思树。 The new monarch was a female, the date of ascending the throne, the female the national mourning, the white skirt was as before floating. 新国君是位女子,登基之日,那女子不着国服,依旧白裙飘飘。 ...... …… ...... …… ( Since this story starts to write from very long beforehand red ocher wall white snow, said likes, today final likes two, is I to love the complete views and all pursues. In particular, I in later single Zhang, or finished in the night the later postscript, makes an exhaustive report to everybody, speaks my understanding. This Zhang Xie taking the trouble, thinks very much everybody accepts should better be able to like, the short remaining life went to half, today then only then a chapter, after having finished, discovered that could not find any appropriate word to make the chapter name, has the untitled, tomorrow's two chapters.) （这段故事从很久以前的红墙白雪开始写起,说的就是喜欢,今天最后的喜欢两句,便是我对爱情的全部看法和所有追求。具体的,我会在以后的单章,或者将夜写完之后的后记里,向大家做个详尽的汇报,讲讲我的理解。这章写的很费神,很想大家接受最好能喜欢,老命去了一半,今天便只有一章了,写完后发现找不到任何合适的词来做章节名,只好无题,明天两章。）