„The beautiful appearance of that female life, actually unwillingly is the concubine, accumulated many years of silver money, sold the personal jewelry from redeem the body, then married the man who this has made the sesame seed cake, but also has bought the house with the savings on the street. Man after marriage exits to sell the sesame seed cake daily, she then at home makes the needlework, tidies up the housework, although day impoverished, but is tranquil, can be called shares joys and sorrows does not leave not abandoned, night thinks of these matters, the women somewhat admire from already.” “那女人生的美貌,却不甘做婢妾,攒了多年的银钱,卖了贴身的首饰给自已赎了身,便嫁给了这个做烧饼的男人,还用积蓄在街上买了了宅子。婚后男人天天出去卖烧饼,她便在家里做女红,收拾家务,日子虽然过的清苦但还算平静,可以称得上同甘共苦不离不弃,夜里想到这些事情,那女人都有些佩服自已。” Sang Sang knows that the Big Black horse is thinking anything, looks that street that said to the couple. Big Black horse Qingbai ponytail, thought that this isn't very happy matter? 桑桑知道大黑马在想些什么,看着街头那对夫妇说道。大黑马轻摆马尾,心想这难道不是很美好的事情吗？ She continues saying: „Humanity is always greedy, always has desire discontented time, always wants to demand to this world, thinks that from should obtain, one day, the woman will shut out from already the man is shorter and senseless, therefore then starts to taunt, the man has the shame, therefore does not dare to refute, instead becomes humbler, when woman opinion is more senseless, her heart somewhat is then agitated and disgruntled, in the future some day she will receive the curtain, the bamboo pole in hand will fall to the street on, will be pounding a son of the influential of good-looking many gold/metal, that son of the influential will see the meat under her skirt, then. Starts the heart to be itchy, the woman also starts itchy, then as itchy as one, when will be dashed the intrigue in the future, the woman is also ashamed fears and shames, has in the evil intention the heart, which still remembers that the past solemn pledge of eternal love, the tranquil time, is only thinking exhausts all methods to sell the sesame seed cake the dwarf to kill that good with from already the boyfriend fools around together merrily.” 她继续说道:“人类总是贪心的,总有欲求不满的时候,总想向这个世界索取更多,认为自已应该得到更多,总有一天,那女人会嫌弃自已的男人矮而无趣,于是便开始冷嘲热讽,那男人心里有愧所以不敢反驳,反而变得更为谦卑,在女人看来则是更加无趣,她那颗心便有些烦躁和不悦,将来某日她收帘时,手里的竿子落到街上,砸着一俊俏多金的公子哥,那公子哥看见她裙下的肉,便。开始心痒,那女人也开始痒,便痒到了一处,待日后被撞破奸情,那女人又愧又惧又羞,自有恶意上心头,哪还记得当年的海誓山盟,平静时光,只想着用尽一切法子把那卖烧饼的矮子杀死,好与自已的情郎去快活厮混。” The wind and snow stopped, the snow on residents eave starts to melt, moves along with the sun west, the temperature reduces, the water that the eave corner/horn trickles was frozen becomes the cold ice corner. 风雪已停,民宅檐上的积雪开始融化,随着日头西移,温度降低,檐角滴下的水又被冻成寒冷的冰棱。 Words that she spoke at this time, looks like these ice corner, seems like the transparent not any mood, in fact coldly, has actually torn to pieces the life beautiful coat, reveals false below these brutal. 她这时候说的话,就像是这些冰棱,看似透明没有任何情绪,实际上却寒冷至极,撕破了生活美丽的外衣,露出虚伪下的那些残酷。 The Big Black horse no longer wags the tail close to, looks down the remnant snow on street. Thinks quite coldly, knew in the heart that she can see all, then these callous probably is the human world real. 大黑马不再摇尾巴,低头看着街上的残雪。觉得好生寒冷,心知她能看到一切,那么这些冷酷大概便是人间的真实吧。 Sang Sang carries both hands, is pulling reins, to street walking country. 桑桑背着双手,牵着缰绳,向街头走去国。 When passes through some household of dwelling, suddenly was said. Short Han who that sells the sesame seed cake, in the hand is taking a thing of cloth wrapper, visits her to speak haltingly. Wanted to say anything. The anxious half of the day could not speak. 走过某户宅院时,忽然被唤住。那个卖烧饼的矮汉,手里拿着一个布包的事物,看着她嗫嗫嚅嚅。想要说些什么。却紧张的半天说不出话来。 Sang Sang unemotionally to look at his one eyes, the preparation left. 桑桑面无表情看了他一眼,准备离开。 The beautiful appearance woman pushes from the threshold, snatches with the short Han hand in cloth wrapper, looks that she said open with a smile: „Miss not must be afraid, we are not the bad men, but my family master formerly looks that you barefoot are walking in the snow. Thought that some do not endure, therefore plans to deliver you one pair. The ordinary cloth shoes, I do. The needlework time naturally cannot amount to something, but also is solid, should not be impolite.” 美貌妇人从门槛里挤出来,劈手拿过矮汉手里的布包,看着她开朗笑着说道:“姑娘莫要害怕,我们不是歹人,只是我家相公先前看着你赤足在雪里走着。觉得有些不忍,所以打算送你一双。普通布鞋,我自个儿做的。针线功夫自然上不得台面,但也算是结实,你可别客气。” Delivers these words. In beautiful appearance woman's fills in hand cloth wrapper Sang Sang, then drew the short Han to return to the room, does not know that she has made anything, transmitted the short Han to have the happy expression begging for mercy sound. 送完这番话。美貌妇人把手里的布包塞到桑桑手里,然后拉着矮汉回到了屋中,也不知她做了些什么,传来矮汉带着笑意的求饶声。 Sang Sang was looking at the cloth wrapper in hand silent a while, then threw by in the cloth wrapper the street snowy area. Crosses the hands behind the back to continue, the Big Black horse thought that was quite a pity. 桑桑看着手中的布包沉默了一会儿,然后把布包扔到了街旁的雪地里。负手继续前行,大黑马觉得好生可惜。 A next door husband's aunt, looks a young young master who the street opposite walks, beams with joy to greet: „High official person, which is your this must toward go? Can drink the bowl tea?” 隔壁一个姑婆,看着街对面走来的一名年轻公子,眉开眼笑打着招呼:“大官人,您这是要往哪儿去？要不要来喝碗茶？” The young master appearance is handsome, the appearance is uncommon, particularly an eye, will as if speak, those who most made the will of the people happy was lovable, was and this husband's aunt speech is also extremely gentle. 那公子容颜俊朗,神采不凡,尤其是一双眼睛,仿佛会说话,最令人心喜的是性情可亲,便是与这姑婆说话也是极为温柔。 Sang Sang will not pay attention to the stories between these marketplaces, walks toward the capital city. 桑桑不会理会这些市井间的故事,向都城外走去。 The young master and that husband's aunt have built several words, then prepares to drink the bowl hot tea, when unexpectedly he steps onto the stone steps, on the eave is hanging several ice corner, interrupted suddenly, falls to the tread, only hears puff several sounds, his chest and belly directly iced corner pierces, like this died unexpectedly, on the street resounds immediately calls out in alarm innumerably. 那公子与那姑婆搭了几句话,便准备去饮碗热茶,不料当他走上石阶的时候,檐上垂着的数根冰棱,忽然间断了,向着地面落下,只听得噗噗几声响,他的胸腹直接被冰棱刺穿,竟就这样死了,街道上顿时响起无数惊呼。 Goes out of the Song Country capital city, Sang Sang is pulling Big Black horse Wang to southwest somewhere, on the abundant Bai Ruoyue face does not have any mood, the eye pupil deep place has innumerable say|way rays in broken bits to give birth, then destroys. 走出宋国都城,桑桑牵着大黑马望向西南方向某处,丰白若月的脸上没有任何情绪,眼眸深处却有无数道细碎的光线生出,然后毁灭。 Looked like in the wind and snow presented the innumerable blades. 就像是风雪里出现了无数把刀。 ...... …… ...... …… The wind and snow like the blade, fall on the face of people, will then stay behind the extremely profound trace. Chen Pipi is hoodwinking the face with a rag, lowers the head the difficult vanguard in the wind and snow, often to turn round looks at an behind animal-drawn cart, confirmed that lies down may be well in the carriage father, covers that bed cotton-wadded quilt on him has by the wind is lifted. 风雪如刀,落在人们的脸上,便会留下极深刻的痕迹。陈皮皮用一块旧布蒙着脸,低着头在风雪里艰难前行,不时回头看一眼身后的板车,确认躺在车厢里的父亲可还安好,盖在他身上的那床棉被有没有被风掀开。 Leaves Chang An City to have several days of time, that violent violent wind filled with dust does not know where, another rushed in the wind and snow, because of the reason of war, this village strengthened the defenses and cleared the fields, could not find grain, was more impossible to find as for Horse-drawn Carriage, he had only found a somewhat broken animal-drawn cart. 离开长安城已经有几天时间,那场暴烈的黑风不知去了何处,又一头闯进风雪之中,因为战争的缘故,这片乡村坚壁清野,找不到一点粮食,至于马车更是不可能找到,他只找到了一架有些破的板车。 When arrives at a piece of wooded mountain, wind and snow are gradually small, Chen Pipi stops the animal-drawn cart when a big tree, he does not have the intermittence extinguishes, excavates earth to encircle the stove, starts to make the gruel to brew medicine. After the medicine is good, he arrives by carriage, lifts the fur mattress lining on father face, starts to give him to give the medicine. 走到一片山林时,风雪渐小,陈皮皮把板车停在一棵大树下,他没有时间歇熄,挖土围灶,开始煮粥熬药。待药好后,他走到车厢旁,把父亲脸上的皮褥子掀开,开始给他喂药。 The knowledge of unmatched in the world defends to observe Monastery Lord, the present is only the old person who a severe wound will die, but the facial expression in his eyes pupil is still such tranquility, on the face does not have any expression. 天下无敌的知守观观主,如今只是一个重伤将死的老人,但他眼眸里的神情依然是那样的平静,脸上没有任何表情。 In the Chang An City shocking war, he does not beat that character that Ning Que writes finally, in body Wan blade, what is most terrorist, in these blade intent is mixing with the human world aura, is similar to the contamination ink is ordinary, infiltrates his wound, how to clean does not wash cleanly, even if West Ling Divine Technique does not have the means to purify. Under Chen Pipi makes him take last exceedingly high pill , can only help him continue the life temporarily, does not have the means to make the injury change for the better. 在长安城惊世一战中,他最终不敌宁缺写出来的那个字,身中万刀,最恐怖的是,那些刀意里夹杂着的人间气息,如同污秽的墨汁一般,混进他的伤口,无论怎样清洗都洗不干净,即便是西陵神术都没有办法净化。陈皮皮把最后一颗通天丸让他服下,也只能帮他暂时续命,没办法让伤势好转。 The line is very silent, even if gives the medicine the time is also very silent, because Chen injures heavily is incapable of speaking weakly, is because their many years have not seen, the book is very unusual parent-child operator. 一路行来都很沉默,哪怕是喂药的时候也很沉默,因为陈某伤重虚弱无力说话,也是因为他们多年未见,本就是很奇特的父子关系。 After the father gives the medicine, Chen Pipi the mattress corner/horn has tucked in tucking, then sits to by the wheel snow drift, is holding large bowl hot gruel, starts to eat. 替父亲喂完药后,陈皮皮把褥角掖了掖,然后一屁股坐到车轮旁的雪堆里,捧着一大碗热粥,开始呼啦呼啦吃起来。 Although the snow stopped, the cold wind is still wreaking havoc, the snow on big tree was often stroked to fall by the wind, falls on the animal-drawn cart, falls in his bowl, he looks at the snowflake that airborne sprinkles, suddenly had the thought of speech. 雪虽然停了,寒风还在肆虐,大树上的积雪不时被风拂落,落在板车上,也落在他的碗里,他看着空中洒落的雪花,忽然有了说话的念头。 „You clearly know that the teacher is correct, why can also persist in this path?” “你明知道老师是正确的,为什么还要坚持走这条道路？” Chen hears him to start talking finally, the smile said: „I walk which path is?” 陈某听见他终于开口说话,微笑说道:“我走的又是哪条道路？” Chen Pipi has knocked the bowl edge with the chopsticks, said: „You have the big wisdom person, should very clear humanity and Vast Sky will be unable to co-exist finally, the long night other, finally the human world will face extinguishes the world, can why you also stand in the Vast Sky camp? The belief is not reasonable explanation.” 陈皮皮用筷子敲了敲碗沿,说道:“你是有大智慧的人,应该很清楚人类和昊天终将势不两立,无论是永夜还是别的,最终人间都会面临灭世,那为何你还要站在昊天的阵营里？信仰并不是合理的解释。” Innumerable years, Cultivation to Chen this State big Cultivator, only then eight people, to this State, nature difficult word any reverent belief, but this is Chen Pipi thinks not the clear place. 无数年来,修行到陈某这种境界的大修行者只有八人,到了这种境界,自然难言什么虔诚的信仰,而这正是陈皮皮想不明白的地方。 Chen said: „Choice and belief irrelevant, is only related with the truth. Master and Ke Haoran think that person and Vast Sky is the relations of opposition, but looks like in Dao Sect, humanity and Vast Sky are the relations of mutual promotion of the five elements.” 陈某说道:“选择和信仰无关,只与道理有关。夫子和轲浩然以为人与昊天是对立的关系,但在道门看来,人类与昊天是相生的关系。” Chen Pipi said: „Won't the close world, think senseless?” 陈皮皮说道:“封闭的世界,难道不会觉得无趣吗？” Chen said: „Dao Sect thinks that solemn and respectful with weighing surely is an eternal beautiful, the Buddha sect thinks that the circulation and samsara are causes and effects, had to start then inevitably to have the conclusion, a such process was the complete process. Master wants to break this completeness, then leaves eternal is getting more and more far.” 陈某说道:“道门认为肃穆与衡定是一种永恒的美,佛宗认为循环与轮回是一种因果,有开始便必然有结束,这样的一个过程才是完整的过程。夫子想要打破这种完整,便离永恒越来越远。” Chen Pipi said: „Even if that eternal not self- consciousness?” 陈皮皮说道:“哪怕那种永恒没有自我的意识？” Chen said: „Dies out is eternal, we come from where, then must return to where, in that world, your I is Vast Sky, Vast Sky is your I, why can also divide your me? Before living, this world has not had your me, then naturally should not have your me finally.” 陈某说道:“寂灭便是永恒,我们来自何处,便要回到何处,在那个世界里,你我便是昊天,昊天便是你我,为何还要分你我？既然在生之前,这个世界不曾有你我,那么最终自然也不应该有你我。” „This is my truth, or my belief, has nothing to do wrong. Your teacher or is not wrong, but in my opinion, he is wrong, such being the case, naturally cannot the person of same belief.” “这便是我的道理,或者说我的信仰,无关对错。你老师或者不是错的,但在我看来,他是错的,既然如此,自然不能同道。” Then at this time, in the wooded mountain heard the slow loose hoofbeat. 便在这时,山林里传来缓散的蹄声。 Chen Pipi holds the gruel bowl to look back to look, after seeing only the forest , the dreary piece, the wind and snow stopped not to be unclear, have a female to pull a dark horse to put on the forest to get in the leaf. 陈皮皮捧着粥碗回首望去,只见林后萧瑟一片,风雪已停却还未晴,有个女子牵着匹黑马穿林打叶而来。 He naturally recognizes the Big Black horse, actually does not recognize that female who leads a horse. He looks to the Big Black horse, the Big Black horse actually does not dare with his vision relative, the low head, the first hoof kicks timid lightly. 他自然认得大黑马,却不认得牵马的那个女子。他望向大黑马,大黑马却不敢与他的目光相对,畏怯地低下头颅,前蹄轻踢。 Chen Pipi looks to that female, thought that female appearance is common, actually faintly sends out one type to be hard with the aura that the spoken language described, then he saw some familiar shadows on the female face. 陈皮皮望向那女子,觉得那女子容颜寻常普通,却隐隐散发着一种难以用言语形容的气息,然后他在女子脸上看到了一些熟悉的影子。 He is very shocked, looks at her some circle fat waists, said: „Were you how long so fat?” 他很震惊,看着她有些圆胖的腰身,说道:“你怎么长这么胖了？” Sang Sang has not answered his issue. 桑桑没有回答他的问题。 He remembers Sang Sang is not Sang Sang, self-ridiculed that smiles saying: „I did not have the qualifications saying that really this words, was not who because you were, but was my book is a fatty.” 他想起桑桑已经不是桑桑,自嘲一笑说道:“我真没有资格说这种话,不是因为你是谁,而是我本就是个胖子。” He is the most reverent Vast Sky follower, however along with these years studies in the Academy back side of the mountain, is influenced by what one sees and hears before the Master body, in the life were also many like Ning Que Tang Xiaotang is not the person who Dao Sect accommodated, the belief or manner to Vast Sky already had many changes. 他本是最虔诚的昊天信徒,然而随着这些年在书院后山的学习,在夫子身前耳濡目染,生命里又多了很多像宁缺唐小棠这样不为道门所容的人,对昊天的信仰或者说态度早已发生了很多变化。 If five years ago he, at this time should kneel before her body, but present he, actually so at will stands before her body, even if the gruel bowl in hand has not put down. 如果是五年前的他,此时应该是跪在她的身前,但如今的他,却如此随意地站在她的身前,即便是手里的粥碗都没有放下。 Vast Sky regarding present him, and has one bowl of gruel more important not necessarily. 昊天对于现在的他来说,并不见得有一碗粥更重要。 He fills with said sadly: „Now wants to come, I and Second Senior Brother really have made the huge mistake.” 他满怀感伤说道:“现在想来,我和二师兄真是犯了大错。” Initially in the Academy back side of the mountain, First Senior Brother had some vigilance to Sang Sang throughout, but Jun Mo and Chen Pipi after looking at Sang Sang handful of ashes, then became she firmest supporter. 当初在书院后山,大师兄始终对桑桑存有某种警惕,而君陌和陈皮皮在看过桑桑捧灰之后,便成为了她最坚定的支持者。 the human world has Sang Sang, Master will depart in the Si River shore. 人间有桑桑,夫子才会在泗水畔离去。 Must say that in Jun Mo and his heart do not have regret, is naturally impossible. 要说君陌和他的心中没有一丝悔意,自然不可能。 „Although has violated the mistake, often is not able to make up, possibly does not have the ability to make up, but the life is alive, must attempt one time, so can feel at ease.” “虽然犯过的错,往往都无法弥补,可能也没有能力弥补,但人生在世,总要尝试一次,如此方能心安。” Chen Pipi looks that she said earnestly, on the micro fat face reveals to make the smile that one believes. 陈皮皮看着她认真说道,微胖的脸上露出令人心折的微笑。 He puts the chopsticks to gruel bowl on, directs distantly. 他把筷子搁到粥碗上,遥遥一指点出。 Refers to by the Academy Shapeless Intent controlling day Xiaxi gods, in the wooded mountains Ye Luo, has the snow to curl up together the snow line suddenly, the inobservable place comes, goes unpredictably, thorn to her face. 以书院不器意驭天下溪神指,山林间骤然叶落,有积雪卷起成一道雪线,自不可测之处而来,捉摸不定而去,刺向她的脸。 ...... …… ...... …… ( Chapter, definitely will be late, or must be able to write to 67 : 00 am, everybody tomorrow gets out of bed to look also becomes, I try hard to write.)( To be continued. 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