EN :: Volume #2 凛冬之湖

#412: The black peach blossom of side bank

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Voices the feeling to the sea is very common matter, is sending the sigh with emotion person to be few to the salt fish, but is thinking past one year occurred at oneself matter, even if to one basket of salt fish, Long Qing could not be bearing sob. 对沧海发感慨是很常见的事情,对着咸鱼发感慨的人却很少,只不过想着过去一年发生在自己身上的事情,即便对着一筐咸鱼,隆庆也忍不住唏嘘起来。 But he is very clear, to present, any sobs similarly the feeling and so on mood, appears unnecessary, will make the mood that he is with great difficulty tranquil feel the pain and despair that is hard to restrain once more, therefore he is silent is being about to leave the fishing port. 但他很清楚,对现在的自己来说,任何类似唏嘘感慨之类的情绪,都显得过于多余,而且会让他好不容易平静下来的心境再次感受到那股难以抑止的痛苦与绝望,所以他沉默着准备离开渔港。 Suddenly, he stopped the footsteps, the crush of leather shoes that jing sends slowly in the wet filter stick-slip ground, is leading body about face goes slowly. 忽然间,他停下了脚步,jing致的革履在湿漉粘滑的地面上缓缓碾压,带动着的身躯缓缓向后转去。 Sees only fully is dawn sea level distant place, the boat is often fluctuating among làng. Long Qing now the eyesight is still sharp than the average person, saw that on the ship is standing a black clothing Daoist. 只见满是晨光的海面远处,有一艘小船正在làng间不时起伏。隆庆现在眼力依然比普通人锐利很多,看到船上站着一名青衣道人。 On the boat that black clothing Daoist described commonly ordinary, without any special place, but he is actually not able to put aside his vision, became because of the shock because of his body incomparably stiff. 小船上那青衣道人形容寻常普通,没有任何特殊的地方,但他却无法移开自己的目光,因为他的身体因震惊而变得无比僵硬。 The fishermen and coolies, attain at the back of the serious fishing, goes through in the skidding decks, the shore, the merchants are holding in the mouth the smoke pole, is bossy to shout three to drink four, the sea-bird back and forth soars between the sea level and mast, Yue this fishing port busy noisy as before, as if did not have anybody to see that boat. 渔民和苦力们,背着沉重的渔获,在滑溜溜的甲板间穿行,岸,商人们叼着烟杆,颐指气使呼三喝四,海鸟在海面与船桅间来回飞翔,越国这座渔港忙碌嘈杂依旧,似乎没有任何人看到了那艘小船。 Long Qing is away from the number hundred zhang (333 m) the distance, looks at Daoist on that boat and ship silent, the vision is restless along with distant place bo Tao's fluctuating, he could not be regarded now Cultivator, but his experience vision still also, very clear this black clothing Daoist definitely is Cultivator, moreover is he is unable to see the depth, even if were once formidable he is unable to see the depth formidable Cultivator. 隆庆隔着数百丈的距离,沉默看着那艘小船和船上的道人,目光随着远处bo涛的起伏而不安,他现在已经算不得一名修行者,但他的见识眼光依然还在,很清楚这名青衣道人肯定是个修行者,而且是他根本无法看出深浅,哪怕是曾经强大的他也无法看出深浅的强大修行者。 The black clothing Daoist on distant place boat, crossing the hands behind the back stands in the bow, raise one's head looks at the Eastern initial rise slightly the morning sun, the whole person as if must melt in the micro red dawn. 远处小船上的青衣道人,负手站在船首,微微抬头看着东方初升的朝阳,整个人仿佛都要融化在微红的晨光之中。 The back that Long Qing looks at that black clothing Daoist, has the impulsion that wants to flee suddenly. 隆庆看着那名青衣道人的背影,忽然生出想要逃离的冲动。 At this moment, in his brain resounds together tranquilly the sound that feels the pressure feeling. 就在这时,他脑中响起一道平静而充满威压感的声音。 „Does society have to satisfy this type of thing to exist really?” “人世间真的有满足这种东西存在吗？” ...... …… ...... …… Distant place marine that black clothing Daoist has not turned around, naturally cannot see him to have the speech, but Long Qing understands that in brain that sound, is that handyman in buddhist temple's question. 4 ∴ 远处海上那名青衣道人没有转身,自然也看不到他有没有说话,但隆庆明白脑中那道声音,便是那位道人的问话。4∴ Is listening to this issue, his brave ting frown is slightly pressed, appears somewhat painful, lowers the head a small shrimp that looks by the foot in the mucilage struggled, muttered said: „How isn't able to satisfy can?” 听着这个问题,他英ting的双眉微微蹙起,显得有些痛苦,低着头看着脚旁粘液中正正在挣扎的一只小虾,喃喃说道:“无法满足又能如何？” Then he gained ground, looks on distant place boat that black clothing Daoist, is having several hates and said frustratedly: „Light has abandoned itself, disdains in dark killing oneself, waste like me, what qualifications but also there is to say is discontented? Can I also long for what kind of life?” 然后他抬起头来,看着远处小船上那名青衣道人,带着几丝怨恨和惘然说道:“光明已经遗弃了自己,黑暗都不屑于杀死自己,像我这样的废物,还有什么资格说不满？我还能企盼怎样的人生？” The voice of black clothing Daoist is away from number hundred zhang (333 m) the distance, resounds in the Long Qing brain once more clearly. ” You are bright, in eye must be bright, you are dark, in the eye must be dark. In this year you experienced these many matters, hasn't understood between the light and darkness the true relations? ” 青衣道人的声音隔着数百丈的距离,再次在隆庆脑中清晰响起。”你是光明的,眼中必是光明的,你是黑暗的,眼中必是黑暗的。这一年来你经历了这么多的事情,难道还没有明白光明与黑暗之间真正的关系？” When Long Qing remembers Academy mountaineering that dream, that made his incomparable pain extremely proud incomparably magnificently finally actually the incomparably frustrated dream, remembered a ten thousand zhang (3.33 m) golden light in dream, suddenly wants to understand something, the body suddenly was cold, started to shiver restlessly under deep the morning sun. 隆庆想起书院登山时的那场梦,那场令他无比痛苦无比骄傲无比辉煌最终却无比惘然的梦,想起梦里的万丈金光,忽然间想明白了一些事情,身体却骤然寒冷起来,在深的朝阳下开始颤抖不安。 „But that is not my initial belief.” “但那不是我的最初的信仰。” He is staring on the distant place ship that black clothing Daoist, shivering the wind rapids on sound likely mast, stiffly and passes on coldly from the space between teeth, is bringing the endless despair. 他盯着远处船上那名青衣道人,颤抖的声音像船桅上的风湍般,生硬而寒冷地从齿间传出来,带着无尽的绝望。 The black clothing Daoist has not turned around, crosses the hands behind the back to look at red friendly the morning sun as before. 青衣道人没有转身,依旧负手看着红融的朝阳。 „Can belief make you satisfy?” “信仰可以让你满足吗？” Long Qing replied: „Once.” 隆庆回答道:“曾经可以。” The black clothing Daoist is silent. 青衣道人沉默。 Long Qing lowered the head, looks that foot bank is only still small in struggling that the shrimp, the pain asks: „This really?” 隆庆低下头去,看着脚畔依然在挣扎的那只小虾,痛苦问道:“这样真的可以吗？” The black clothing Daoist said: „Ok.” 青衣道人说道:“可以。” Long Qing somewhat frustratedly asked: „Is worth?” 隆庆有些惘然问道:“值得吗？” The black clothing Daoist said: „Is worth, must look to satisfy, if you satisfy the present, is unworthy, if your is dissatisfied, that is then worth, I always think society never true satisfaction, then I think, regardless of when this is worth.” 青衣道人说道:“值不值得,要看满不满足,你若满足于现在,就不值得,如果你还有一丝不满足,那便值得,我一向以为人世间从来没有真正的满足,那么我认为无论何时这都是值得的。” Returned to satisfy in this initial issue eventually. 终究又回到了满足这个最初的问题上。 Long Qing constrains to shock the mood of non- handling forcefully frustratedly, goes all out to be pressed the brow to ponder that will recall the past time in the long-term silence, the suspicion future life. 隆庆强行压抑住惘然震惊无措的情绪,拼命地蹙着眉头思考,在长时间的沉默里回忆过去的时光,猜想未来的人生。 Do one satisfy really? 自己真的满足吗？ In becoming Capital City gets the beggar to snatch food to make the domain, turns méng to abduct to steal silver coin, finally makes a sum of money to go to Song Country to open a shop to make silver coin, starts to sell the salted fish to make silver coin, like this tranquilly peacefully gets down, becomes in world ordinary success merchant, marries a beautiful gentle wife, accepts two Fang concubines, has many children, many years later are gradually old, confirmed that Yan Country again nobody in chasing down oneself, ォ leads the whole family to return to Capital secretly, kneels by the imperial road outside imperial palace, is pointing at royal cart that similarly old emperor, fluttered to tell the grandson, the grandfather in the past. His relations are good, but I should sit there ォ am right. 在成京城领着乞丐抢食物挣地盘,拐méng拐骗偷银子,终于挣着一笔钱去宋国开店挣银子,又开始贩腌鱼挣银子,就这样平平静静安安乐乐地下去,成为世间一名普通的成功商人,娶一个美丽温婉的妻子,纳两房小妾,生很多孩子,直至很多年以后自己垂垂老矣,确认燕国再没有人在追杀自己,ォ偷偷带着一家人回成京,跪在皇宫外的御道旁,指着御驾那名同样苍老的皇帝,颤声告诉孙子,爷爷当年和。他的关系不错,但我本来应该坐在那里ォ对。 Was dying then, making the family member lift oneself to West Ling God Country, arrives at that to open under Divine Mountain of full peach blossom, crushes into innumerably among the patient fu people who comes Bai Tian to seek medical help, then he lies down on the stretcher weakly, looks that the indifferent proud temple cavalry soldier and black clothed manage pass through, look at high place that several palatial magnificent Dao Temple, two lines of muddy tears have dripped the old wrinkle cheeks, cries to shout me should weakly to sit there ォ is right. 然后便要死了,让家人把自己抬到西陵神国,来到那座开满桃花的神山之下,挤进无数来拜天求医的病人fu人中间,然后他虚弱地躺在担架上,看着冷漠骄傲的神殿骑兵和黑衣执事们走过,看着高处那几座巍峨壮观的道殿,两行浊泪淌过老皱的脸颊,虚弱哭喊道我本来应该是坐在那里ォ对。 Such life ォ is right, for such life, makes any type matter is worth, even if has departed from the initial belief, accepts the most painful jing god baptism. 那样的人生ォ是对的,为了那样的人生,做出任何样的事情都是值得的,哪怕背离了最初的信仰,接受最痛苦的jing神洗礼。 Long Qing stands in the dawn of sea bank, stands between the fishy smells of fishy smell and sea breeze of salt fish, not knows not thinks that does not hear its smelly, as if loses the soul the ru body, suddenly he has knelt. 隆庆站在海畔的晨光里,站在咸鱼的腥味和海风的腥味间,无识无觉,不闻其臭,仿佛一具失魂的ru躯,忽然间他跪了下来。 A resounding, before his knees body, mucilage that of struggling is only small the shrimp to be run over and die. 啪的一声脆响,他的双膝把身前粘液里的挣扎的那只小虾碾死。 He looks at outside the number hundred zhang (333 m) that boat, looks at the body of that black clothing Daoist, double cannot worship on bended knees hand-held, tears on face silent able to move unhindered, trembling sound track: „Please direct my path.” 他看着数百丈外那只小船,看着那名青衣道人的身体,双手扶地跪拜不起,眼泪在脸上无声纵横,颤声道:“请指引我的道路。” The voice of black clothing Daoist resounds in his mind once more: „Comes along with me.” 青衣道人的声音在他脑海里再次响起:“随我来。” Kneels is somewhat frustrated in ground Long Qing, he does not know how should approach that boat, does not know how should ォ be able to pursue on along with the ship the back of that black clothing Daoist. 跪在地上的隆庆有些惘然,他不知道该怎样靠近那艘小船,也不知道应该怎样ォ能追随船上那名青衣道人的背影。 When he gained ground, actually discovered one at present no longer is a fishing port, but is a vast gloomily blue sea water, the sea-bird often falls into the sea level, harasses the luàn dawn and sea color. 当他抬起头来时,却发现自己眼前已经不再是渔港,而是一片浩翰幽蓝的海水,海鸟不时落入海面,扰luàn晨光与海色。 The back of black clothing Daoist, has two remote to him. 青衣道人的背影,离他只有两步之遥。 When does not know, he arrived above the boat. 不知何时,他已经来到了小船之上。 Long Qing looks to stand in the bow black clothing Daoist, the shock is speechless. 隆庆看着站在船首的青衣道人,震惊无语。 When his split vision sees on the broad side that picture, cannot bear pupils of the eye shrink. 当他余光看到船舷上那幅画面时,更是忍不住眼瞳微缩。 The South China Sea relative East China Sea wants to be quieter, but wind làng is as before enormous, can ships that goes in South China Sea, regardless of the big or medium craft is extremely tasteful, uses ship wood before structure, must pile in the ship field puts long time, to the wind and rain solarization, after dispelling the stress, ォ can use. 南海相对东海要平静很多,但风làng依旧极大,能在南海里行驶的船舶,无论大小工艺都极讲究,所用船木在构造之前,都要堆在船场放很长时间,任由风吹雨淋日晒,消解应力之后ォ能使用。 In other words, any ship wood is the dying wood. 换句话说,任何船木都是死木。 However the gunwale of boat, has actually opened up a peach blossom at this time. 然而小船的舷边,此时却生出了一朵桃花。 The dying wood lives the new peach. 死木生新桃。 That is a black peach blossom, shivers in the sea breeze slightly, black bi person in dawn. 那是一朵黑色的桃花,在海风里微微颤抖,在晨光中墨色bi人。 ...... …… ...... ……
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