Ning Que returns to the old pen room, when opens the shop door discovery shop gate not creak sound, therefore he thinks that this is Sang Sang fixes, enters the kitchen to put in the rice jar to fish out several eggs the hand, therefore he thinks that this was childhood teaches the Sang Sang method, arrived at the water jar to prepare Sheng Shuizhu the surface, looks at the full water jar, therefore he thinks before Sang Sang left home in the morning, completed all housework work. 宁缺回到老笔斋,推开铺门时发现铺门没有咯吱咯吱响,于是他想起来这是桑桑修好的,走进灶房把手伸进米缸摸出几个鸡蛋,于是他想起来这是小时候自己教给桑桑的方法,走到水缸边准备盛水煮面,看着满满的水缸,于是他想起来桑桑清晨离家出走前把所有的家务活儿都做完了。 He goes out of the kitchen, has stood in the courtyard silent long time. 他走出灶房,在天井里沉默站了很长时间。 On him also carries the black umbrella, in the hand also raises the arrow chest, the waist is also leaving the hatchet, entire day of time, he has run is standing, has not sat down, has not drunk one cup of tea, has not eaten a thing, but he had not boiled the thoughts of surface eating at this time completely, but is thinking the concern. 他身上还背着黑伞,手里还提着箭匣,腰间还别着柴刀,整整一天时间,他一直奔跑着站立着,没有坐下,没有喝一杯茶,没有吃一点东西,但他这时候完全没有煮面吃的心思,只是怔怔想着心事。 The corner neat firewood pile, the first shop clean furniture, brought back him to recall, as for recalled any matter specifically, only then he knows. 墙角整齐的柴堆,前铺干净的桌椅,勾起了他很多回忆,至于具体回忆了些什么事情,就只有他自己知道。 Without the Sang Sang family/home, in each corner is passing the stock lonely flavor, he cannot be familiar with. He thinks that this ォ day of time, oneself solitary lonesome was unendurable by arriving, leaves Chang An to go to the wilderness more than half a year, how a Sang Sang person to cross at home? 没有桑桑的家,每个角落里都透着股冷清的味道,他不能习惯。他不禁想到这ォ一天时间,自己已经孤单寂靠到难以忍受,离开长安去荒原的这大半年,桑桑一个人在家是怎样过的？ In the courtyard wall is lying a cat. 院墙上趴着一只猫。 That cat raise one's head looks at the star in nighttime sky. 那只猫抬头看着夜空里的星星。 Ning Que look at it, extracted one to throw from patten Chai Duili. 宁缺看了一眼它,从墙脚柴堆里抽出一根扔了过去。 Was imitating lonely cat to be disturbed busy Xu, turned head to send out angry severe Jiao to wall under he, then jumped down the wall to vanish does not see. 正在模仿孤独的猫儿被打扰了忙绪,扭头冲着墙下的他发出一声愤怒的厉叫,然后跳下墙去消失不见。 Without the Sang Sang family/home, does not have the smoke and fire aura, is passing the stock chill in the air in all directions. 没有桑桑的家,没有烟火气息,四处透着股寒意。 Ning Que is unable to stay in such family/home, therefore he leaves. 宁缺无法在这样的家里呆下去,所以他离开。 Ning Que went to clever four parks first. 宁缺先去了乖四苑。 The disciples of River Country ink pool cage live here. 大河国墨池笼的弟子们都住这里。 Shanshan also lives here. 山山也住在这里。 Protocol Yuenli is living a big bamboo grove, even though in the winter still flood the spooky sight of green, at this time in the night by a light photo, is appearing even more quiet. 礼宾苑里生着一大片竹林,纵使在冬季依然泛着幽幽的绿意,此时在夜里被灯光一照,显得愈发静谧。 Ning Que has not entered the protocol park, he stands in the park gate opposite Jinshan imitation stones, silent the one who looks at that place is the light, looks at the person's shadow in light, his eyesight is very good, can see in that side building in most deep place indistinctly...... The window bank has the sketch of young girl, she is writing anything with single-hearted devotion. 宁缺没有进礼宾苑,他站在苑门对面的锦山假石间,沉默看着那处的为光,看着灯光里的人影,他的眼力很好,能够隐约看到最深处的那间厢房里……窗畔有少女的剪影,她正在专心地写着什么。 Is writing the Ning Que two characters that is very difficult to write to look at? 是在写很难写好看的宁缺二字吗？ Calmly looks at the window bank tranquilly the young girl sketch, looked at long time. 宁静静静看着窗畔的少女剪影,看了很长时间。 Then he turns around to leave, goes to the south. 然后他转身离开,向城南去。 South Chang An City, the wild goose called under the mountain Yanming Lake. 长安城南,雁鸣山下雁鸣湖。 Ning Que stands in the lakeside, looks at the lake surface silent, the ice layer on lake surface already melted, because just winter intent still saves...... Therefore the ice piece has not vanished completely, but turned into nearly the willow catkin shape thing, in the light under remote opposite lakeshores shines...... As if innumerable say|way soft gold threads. 宁缺站在湖畔,沉默看着湖面,湖面上的冰层早已融化,只不过因为冬意犹存……所以冰块没有完全消失,而是变成了近乎柳絮状的事物,在遥远对面湖岸间的灯光照耀下……仿佛是无数道柔软的金线。 Pū passes! Pū passes! 噗通！噗通！ He picks up on these dim money of stone to pound to lake surface, one after another, until pounds powder dust ォ to give up oneself present all ice cotton wool together finally completely. 他拣起石头向湖面上的那些黯淡金钱砸去,一块一块又一块,直到最终把自己眼前的所有冰絮全部砸成碎末ォ罢手。 Formerly pounded the stray cat with the firebrand...... At this time pounds the ice cotton wool with the stone, not because of other, because he is not feeling well now, he thinks his world destroyed inadequate appearance, therefore his non- tooth, allow others can hide in their world laugh at themselves secretly. 先前拿干柴砸野猫……此时拿石块砸冰絮,不是因为别的,只是因为他现在非常不爽,他觉得自己的世界被破坏的不成模样,所以他不牙,许别人能够藏在他们自己的世界里偷偷笑话自己。 Last stone in the hand threw the under foot, Ning Que holds the waist to pant for breath long time ォ to be tranquil, looks at the Yanming Lake under dim light of night, complained with the micro mute sound: „Egg in the rice jar, fries little puts to lubricate? How much oil when your enemy also has wanted to manage I fry the egg puts? Has you such stingy fellow? The egg in the rice jar, the water in the water jar, how you did not say the food in the pot, you where?” 把手里最后一块石头扔到脚下,宁缺扶着腰喘息了半晌ォ平静下来,看着夜色下的雁鸣湖,用微哑的声音抱怨道:“鸡蛋在米缸里,煎的时候少放点油？你人都不友了还要管我煎鸡蛋时放多少油？有你这么抠门的家伙吗？蛋在米缸里,水在水缸里,你咋不说饭在锅里,你在哪里？” „What is you raises me? I kill the mounted bandit to snatch the hunting household, this whole life any cruel matter completed...... Snatches some broken silver coin to give you to receive laboriously, finally became you have raised me?” “什么叫你养我？我杀马贼抢猎户,这辈子什么阴损的事儿都做完了……辛辛苦苦抢些碎银子都交给你收着,最后成了你养我？” „Do not say many that any I spend to spend. Have I drunk in Wei City? Gambling...... Truly is the gambling...... But is that different to give in the family/home increases the income? When you looked that I do overflow to drink have visited prostitute crazily? When the father strolls the watchtower to give silver coin in Chang An City! Like this are you unsatisfied?” “你不要说什么我花钱花的多。我在渭城的时候喝过酒吗？赌钱……确实是赌……但那不一样是为了给家里增加收入？你什么时候看我去滥饮狂嫖过？老子在长安城里逛楼子什么时候给过银子！这样你还不满意？” Ning Que to the dim light of night under great lake, is holding the waist to extend the index finger, vixen being angry Zu reprimanded likely: „What is you do not make you marry me unable to marry? You have explained to me, you actually want to do! Your this young silly girl actually wants to do! You talked clearly to me!” 宁缺对着夜色下的大湖,扶着腰伸出食指,像个泼妇般大怒祖斥道:“什么叫你不让你嫁我也不能娶？你给我说明白了,你到底想干嘛！你这个小黄毛丫头到底想干嘛！你给我说清楚了！” „You asked that I do have been thinking marries you?” “你问我到底有没有过想着娶你？” „Good, I acknowledged that sometimes occasionally can think you grew up married you to become the wife. But you is a young miss...... This matter thinks that 's the end of it, really can say.? With the hatchet what to do said you to shame really accidentally must chop me? Who even if you do not chop me to know that also how many people do want to chop me?” “好吧,我承认有时候偶尔会想过等你长大了娶你当老婆。但你还是个小姑娘……这事儿想想便罢了,难道还真能说出。？真说出口了你万一羞了要拿柴刀砍我怎么办？就算你不砍我谁知道还有多少人想砍我？” „Moreover I must marry you...... Also doesn't affect me to like some people?” “而且就算我要娶你……也不影响我多喜欢一些人吧？” „Why do I want to like others?” “我为什么要喜欢别人？” „Hello, I like eating the meat, does not represent me not to like eating the shrimp, the person is the omnivorous animal, I like eating two other can be what kind of? Can you take me to be what kind of?” “喂,我喜欢吃肉,不代表我就不喜欢吃虾,人本来就是杂食动物,我喜欢多吃两口别的又能怎样？你又能拿我怎样？” „You what to do?” “那你怎么办？” „ You eat with me together. “你跟着我一起吃啊。 „What did you say?” “你说什么？” „I like the woman, do you also want to like the woman with me together?” “我喜欢女人,难道你也要跟着我一起喜欢女人？” „Un, this truly a little could not convince probably.” “嗯,这个好像确实有点说不通。” The hoarse sound keeps resounding in lonesome and quiet lakeside. 沙哑的声音在幽静的湖畔不停响起。 In the scholar mansion, is impossible to occur like the above these dialogs. 在学士府中,像上面这些对话根本不可能发生。 Because Ning Que does not dare to speak these words to Sang Sang completely, he knows, once so said really that stubborn death girl definitely will turn around to walk, any does not save the aspect to oneself the opportunity, but Sang Sang will not ask these questions absolutely, but he knows that she wants to ask anything. 因为宁缺完全不敢对桑桑说这些话,他知道一旦自己真的如此说,那个倔强的死丫头肯定会转身就走,再也不给自己任何挽回局面的机会,而桑桑也绝对不会问出那些问题,但他知道她心里想问什么。 Therefore he only then called under the mountain in night wild goose, hatched in the lake of silent nobody, to could not be understanding the lake water that is unable to refute, an idiot denounced severely likely repeatedly, sound startled lake bird. 所以他只有在深夜的雁鸣山下,在寂静无人的湖孵,对着根本听不懂也无法反驳的湖水,像个白痴般连声痛斥,声惊湖鸟。 A big scholar mansion peace under dim light of night. In young lady boudoir that few days ago then arranged, the assorted arrangement was magnificent and expensive exceptionally, in the makeup chest has chocked up Chen Jinji powder. 夜色下的大学士府一片安静。前些日子便已经备好的小姐闺房中,各色陈设华贵异常,妆匣里摆满了陈锦记的脂粉。 Before Sang Sang, most likes Chen Jin recording the powder of family/home, but she looked today has not looked at one, has not paid attention to these maidservant facial expression complex paying respects, but looks at the bronze mirror silently. 桑桑以前最喜欢陈锦记家的脂粉,但她今天看都没有看一眼,也没有理会那些丫环神情复杂的请安,只是默默看着铜镜。 The bronze mirror ponders over unusual is smooth, side is carving complicated spending Zhuo Zhi, looks then knows that is very precious matter. 铜镜琢磨的非常光滑,旁边镌着繁复的花卓枝,一看便知道是很名贵的物事。 Sang Sang has not looked at the bronze mirror, she looks at that face in copper boundary. 桑桑没有看铜镜,她只是看着铜境里的那张脸。 That is a micro black small face, facial features lightly not anxious, because the hair the malnutrition and has Huang Pianruan slightly obviously, that pair once bright Liu Yeyan also became somewhat dim...... Which angle regardless of looked that this small face is far attractively, even does not calculate delicately. 那是一张微黑的小脸,眉眼平淡无急,头发因为营养不良而明显有些微黄偏软,那双曾经明亮的柳叶眼也变得有些黯淡……无论从哪个角度看,这张小脸都谈不上漂亮,甚至连清秀都不算。 „Your long is very ugly.” “你长的真的很难看。” Sang Sang looks that in mirror said. 桑桑看着镜中的自己说道。 Heard the Ning Que those words from last night, left the old pen room to early morning, again met to afternoon and Ning Que, she had not cried, even has not revealed any sad facial expression, because that was she has been reminding itself do not cry, in any event do not cry. 从昨天夜里听到宁缺那句话,到清晨离开老笔斋,再到下午与宁缺重新相见,她一直都没有哭,甚至没有流露出任何悲伤的神情,因为那是她一直在提醒自己不要哭,无论如何都不要哭。 These feeble constitution slender young ladies hold the flower to burst into tears, because they are attractive, but you are also very weak...... But fresh so ugly, where also has the qualifications to cry? 那些弱质纤纤的大小姐扶着花儿可以流泪,因为她们好看,而你虽然也很弱……但生的这般难看,又哪里有资格哭呢？ Sang Sang little looks in a mirror, because besides except for white she does not care about her appearance...... Because also Ning Que as a man does not know how to dress up the young miss. 桑桑很少照镜子,因为除了除了白之外她不怎么关心自己的容颜……也因为宁缺身为一个男人根本不知道怎么打扮小姑娘。 During the stay in Mangshan, the young girl occasionally to stream in hollow still water, will be having a look at her face, in Wei City, the little girl will be combing the hair to the wooden basin in washing the face water, coming Chang An City Ning Que to buy makeup face powder case for her, she had a mirror finally. 在氓山的时候,小女童偶尔会对着溪里的一洼静水,看看自己的脸,在渭城的时候,小女孩会对着木盆里的洗脸水梳头,来了长安城宁缺给她买了妆粉匣子,她终于有了一面镜子。 In the box case that mirror is too small, is very difficult to be clear the title deed to leave the whole piece face. 只是匣子里那面镜子太小,很难清楚地照出整张脸。 Therefore Sang Sang thinks on the bronze mirror that small black face to be somewhat strange at this time. 所以桑桑觉得此时铜镜上那张小黑脸有些陌生。 She thought that person in mirror is somewhat strange. 她觉得镜子里的那个人有些陌生。 That people in some of her suddenly repugnant bronze mirrors. 她忽然有些讨厌铜镜里的那个人。 Sang Sang shook the head saying: „You are really a very irksome child.” 桑桑摇了摇头说道:“你真是一个很讨人厌的小孩儿。” Sang Sang in bronze mirror lowers the head saying: „Why said?” 铜镜里的桑桑低头说道:“为什么这么说？” „Because you made him be worried.” “因为你让他担心了。” „I want to marry to leap the place to him.” “我是想给他结婚腾地方。” „But you know obviously he will not leave half-finished you, therefore your this compels him to make the choice, he has sufficed to you, how can you be so cruel?” “但你明明知道他不会把你扔下不管,所以你这就是逼着他做选择,他对你已经够好了,你怎么能这么残忍？” „But he had said that has wanted for a lifetime. Since reaches an agreement to cross together for a lifetime, many person can also call the same place? Can many person also for a lifetime?” “可他说过要过一辈子的。既然说好要一起过一辈子,多一个人也能叫一起吗？多一个人还能过一辈子吗？” „Why can you snatch with person?” “你为什么非要和人抢呢？” Sang Sang in bronze mirror replied sadly: „But that is my.” 铜镜里的桑桑难过回答道:“可是那本来就是我的呀。” Sang Sang outside bronze mirror said silent: „But he will be very sad.” 铜镜外的桑桑沉默说道:“可是他会很难过。” „I have not snatched the thing, but this time different...... Even if he will be sad, even if I turn into the child who the idea person tires of...... Even if I become uglier, I must snatch.” “我从来没有抢过东西,但这次不一样……就算他会难过,就算我变成计人厌的小孩子……就算我变得更丑,我还是要抢。” Inside and outside the bronze mirror, Sang Sang wipes the tears that turns one's face, full is small childish said stubbornly. 铜镜内外,桑桑抹掉脸上的泪水,满是小孩子气倔强说道。 The dawn dim, the wild goose called the lake surface under mountain to screen the light gloss. 晨光熹微,雁鸣山下的湖面映出淡淡光泽。 Ning Que stands in the lakeside is holding waist...... Is panting for breath exhaustedly, once for a while muttered several anything. 宁缺站在湖畔扶着腰……疲惫地喘息着,时不时地喃喃说上几句什么。 Entire the day a night has not eaten food the potable water...... Was scolding the entire night to the night lake, his throat already did mutely to the extreme, complexion thin and pale is very ugly. 整整一天一夜未曾进食未曾饮水……对着夜湖骂了整整一夜,他的嗓子早已干哑到了极点,脸色憔悴的很是难看。 „On Martial Uncle the day scolded in the past, heroic grand, you were scolding to this lakelet, what can also scold to feel? Let alone puzzled these minor matters.” “上师叔当年呵天骂地,何等豪迈壮阔,你对着这片小湖骂来骂去,又能骂出个什么感觉？更何况纠结的还是那些小事。” In the lakeside forest resounds together the sound. 湖畔林中响起一道声音。 Ning Que turns around to look at that dead fatty, said annoyedly: „Your this received since childhood ** treats where, therefore has the trauma waste firewood to know that male and female matter ォ is the genuine important matter.” 宁缺转身看着那个死胖子,恼火说道:“你这个自幼受了**待所以有心理阴影的废柴哪里知道男女事ォ是真正的大事。” Chen Pipi basket straight shoulder, said: „Knows that you are sad, I do not haggle over with you.” 陈皮皮筐直肩,说道:“知道你心情不好,我不和你计较。” Ning Que asked: „How did you come?” 宁缺问道:“你怎么来了？” Chen Pipi said: „For something, Academy opened convention, result everybody has squabbled not to quarrel any result, finally Seventh Senior Sister said that simply caught the interrogation you, actually having a look at you how to think that result you had not gone to Academy yesterday, therefore everybody sent me to catch you.” 陈皮皮说道:“为了某件事情,书院开了一场大会,结果大家吵来吵去都没吵出什么结果,最后七师姐说干脆把你抓回去审问审问,看看你究竟是怎么想的,结果你昨天没去书院,所以大家派我来抓你。” Ning Que this time train of thought was very disorder, simply has not understood what is heard he to say anything, thought and is thought deeply about a night of that issue by oneself with hardship, looks that Chen Pipi asked very much earnestly: „Has a matter to consult your, what do you usually most like eating?” 宁缺这时候的思绪很是紊乱,根本没有听明白他想说些什么,思及让自己苦苦思索了一夜的那个问题,看着陈皮皮很认真地问道:“有件事情想要请教你一下,你平时最喜欢吃什么？” „crab meat gruel?” Chen Pipi feels the back of the head to ask: „Asked that what this does make?” “蟹黄粥？”陈皮皮摸着后脑勺问道:“问这个做什么？” Ning Que said: „I most like eating omelette noddles, but if makes you eat the crab meat gruel daily, you can be greasy?” 宁缺说道:“我最喜欢吃煎蛋面,但如果让你天天顿顿吃蟹黄粥,你会不会腻？” Chen Pipi pondered over after the moment, replied: „Where always eats to have not the greasy truth?” 陈皮皮思忖片刻后回答道:“总吃哪有不腻的道理？” Ning Que frowns, suddenly thinks that a more appropriate analogy, the sound micro asked mutely: „That clear water? Do you drink water to drink greasily?” 宁缺皱着眉头,忽然想到一个更合适些的比喻,声音微哑问道:“那清水呢？你喝水会不会喝腻？” Chen Pipi said annoyedly: „Any nonsense issue, does not drink water wants the deceased person!” 陈皮皮恼火说道:“什么狗屁问题,不喝水是要死人的！”