Since Sang Sang since four years old, Ning Que again has not then hit her. 自从桑桑四岁起,宁缺便没有再打过她。 Also after that day, in the innumerable field battle of Sang Sang, he forever was that side of failure. On for example at this time, Sang Sang only during a few words then melted the Ning Que spoken languages all caustic and mean, and changes makes a lightning, his whole body that chops is stiff, the heart lives the endless hidden bitterness. 也就是从那天之后,在和桑桑的无数场战斗中,他永远是失败的那一方。就比如此时,桑桑只用一句话便化解了宁缺言语间所有的尖酸刻薄并且变作一道闪电,劈的他浑身僵硬,心生无尽幽怨。 What matter does this close my? What matter does this close my? Why doesn't your matter close my matter? Ning Que more wants more to be the vitality, looks like next door Mr. Wu of air/Qi the general whole body trembles, curls up the sleeve then in all directions to look in the scholar mansion study room, like a hot pot on ant. 这关我什么事？这关我什么事？你的事情凭什么不关我的事？宁缺越想越是生气,气的像隔壁吴老板一般浑身发抖,卷起袖子便在学士府书房里四处寻摸起来,像极了一只热锅上的蚂蚁。 He wants to find a small wooden bat, then before retrieving Sang Sang four -year-old happy lives, however in the study room is impossible to have the small wooden bat, before he and Sang Sang life is not able to return to her is four years old. 他想找到一根小木棒,然后找回桑桑四岁之前的美好人生,然而书房里不可能有小木棒,他和桑桑的生活也早已无法回到她四岁之前。 Even if had found, he now is impossible to take off the Sang Sang pants, brushes her buttocks maliciously, therefore after partly makes a sound, he arrives in front of Sang Sang very much no use, lowers the head saying: „Returns with me.” 就算找到了,他现在也不可能真把桑桑的裤子脱下来,狠狠抽打她的屁股,所以半响后他很无助地重新走到回桑桑面前,低着头说道:“跟我回吧。” Sang Sang said in a low voice: „Does not return.” 桑桑低声说道:“不回。” Ning Que gained ground to stare her eye, asked: „Why doesn't return?” 宁缺抬起头来瞪着她的眼睛,问道:“为什么不回？” Sang Sang replied in a soft voice: „Because does not live there happily.” 桑桑轻声回答道:“因为不高兴住那儿。” „Why wasn't happy?” “为什么不高兴？” „Is unreasonable, is not happy.” “没道理,就是不高兴。” „You have the truth, you are disorderly!” “你不是没道理,你是没头脑！” „What matter closes your?” “关你什么事？” Ning Que is angry saying: „I am a young master, you are my young maidservant, naturally closes my matter.” 宁缺大怒说道:“我是少爷,你是我的小侍女,当然关我事。” Sang Sang lowers the head saying: „After coming Chang An City, you make me call your young master.” 桑桑低着头说道:“来长安城后你才让我喊你少爷。” Ning Que sighed gently, said moved: „I raise the early morning you since childhood......” 宁缺轻轻叹息一声,伤感说道:“我把你从小养到晨……” Sang Sang gained ground, said earnestly: „Has not arrived in a big way, after eight years old , is I am responsible for doing laundry to cook a meal, all housework, therefore is I am raising you.” 桑桑抬起头来,认真说道:“没有到大,八岁之后就是我负责洗衣服煮饭,还有所有家务,所以是我在养你。” Ning Que has fermented long-term emotion offensive, just made one start then icily to be broken unexpectedly, the words that any excrement holds up a baby so it can urinate and so on simply do not have the opportunity saying that this feeling is uncomfortable, looks like the harsh dough sheet soup chokes in the air feeder general. 宁缺酝酿了很长时间的情感攻势,竟是刚开了一个头便被冷冰冰地打断,以至于什么一把屎一把尿之类的话根本没有机会说出口,这种感觉非常难受,就像是酸辣面片汤呛进气管里一般。 He wants to understand that suddenly Sang Sang is not the Wei City people are not Academy Senior Brother Senior Sister, she is in the world most understood that her person, is deceived the past by these mood that oneself will simulate, these methods that oneself most excelled at simply did not have the use to her. 他忽然想明白桑桑不是渭城的人们也不是书院的师兄师姐,她是世界上最了解自己的人,根本不会被自己模拟出来的这些情绪所欺骗过去,自己最擅长的那些手段对她根本没有用处。 He said annoyedly: „silver coin is I makes?” 他恼火说道:“银子还是我挣的吧？” Sang Sang is pressed the careful eyebrow, said: „But makes the solution that silver coin is I tries to find, after coming Chang An , if not I compels you to sell the section, we now or poor person.” 桑桑蹙起细细的眉尖,说道:“但挣银子都是我想的办法,来长安后如果不是我逼着你卖书帖,我们现在还是穷人。” Ning Que this time brains some were not sober, therefore has not heard our two characters that Sang Sang said that otherwise he will be certainly more confident, because has not heard, therefore he had mind filled with put in great inconvenience at this time sadly, the hidden bitterness is thinking went hunting in Mount Min laboriously is combing Blue Lake to kill the mounted bandit, risked neck to kill people with Chao Xiaoshu, although repaid a debt of gratitude for the small black mole, but has not wanted to make some silver coin to this family/home. 宁缺这时候的头脑有些不清醒,所以没有听见桑桑说的我们二字,不然他一定会胸有成竹很多,但因为没有听见,所以他此时满腹委屈悲伤,幽怨想着自己在岷山里辛苦打猎在梳碧湖杀马贼,还有冒着生命危险跟朝小树去杀人,虽说是替小黑子报恩,但还不是想给这个家多挣些银子。 Why his very clear Sang Sang will leave home actually, found the birth parents to have nothing to do with her, has nothing to do with any matter, therefore after silent moment, starts to continue the volume sleeve. 他其实很清楚桑桑为什么会离家出走,和她找到了亲生父母无关,和什么事情都无关,于是沉默片刻后开始继续卷袖子。 Sang Sang continues to lower the head, looks that own shoes are sharp. 桑桑继续低着头,看着自己的鞋尖。 Madam Zengjing looks to have a scare in side, thinks that he must hit oneself daughter, clenches teeth then to clash will pass, wants killing the fellow of this day killing or kills to consider as finished oneself. 曾静夫人在旁边看着吓了一跳,以为他要打自己女儿,咬着牙便冲将过去,想要把这个天杀的家伙给撞死或者把自己撞死算了。 Zengjing holds on own wife hurriedly. 曾静急忙拉住自己的夫人。 He knits the brows to look at Ning Que and Sang Sang in study room, felt that these two people are not imagine that master and servant relations, what especially is marvelous, two people still make the person feel obviously harmoniously in the quarrel incomparable, as if looks like complete world that appointed no one could divide. 他皱眉看着书房里的宁缺和桑桑,感觉到这二人并不是自己想像中的那种主仆关系,尤其奇妙的是,二人明明是在争吵却依然让人觉着和谐无比,仿佛就像是一个任谁都分割不了的完整的世界。 Yes, Ning Que and Sang Sang in together are a world. 是的,宁缺和桑桑在一起便是一个世界。 This was one is used to the Confucian never to think by the froth must forget in the Jiang Hu world, now this old world has had a fissure finally, soon will split or combine, the rule of this world operation will soon have the change, actually does not know that will turn toward the bright that direction to go to the dark direction to go, or will produce a large explosion, has produced a completely brand-new world. 这是一个习惯了相儒以沫从来不会想着要相忘于江湖的世界,如今这个旧的世界终于产生了一道裂痕,即将分裂或者重新组合,这个世界运行的规律即将发生改变,却不知道会向着光明的那个方向去还是黑暗的方向去,抑或会产生一场大爆炸,生成了一个完全崭新的世界。 Ning Que looks that Sang Sang said very much earnestly: „We must talk clearly the words, how regardless to say that I definitely will marry, our two are impossible such to mix for a lifetime.” 宁缺看着桑桑很认真地说道:“我们必须把话说清楚了,无论怎么说我肯定是会结婚的,我们两个不可能就这么混一辈子。” Sang Sang looks that he frowns slightly, as if thought that his these words spoke incorrectly. 桑桑看着他微微蹙眉,似乎觉得他这句话说错了。 „Excuse me, because too anxious, therefore spoke incorrectly.” Ning Que retook under the head again, said: „, Both of us certainly have wanted without a doubt for a lifetime.” “不好意思,因为太紧张所以说错了。”宁缺重重拍了下脑袋,重新说道:“毫无疑问,我们两个人肯定是要过一辈子的。” Then he continues saying: „But I must marry eventually, I know that you are very a short time difficult to accept, I am very clear your present feeling......” 接着他继续说道:“但我终究还是要结婚的,我知道你一时半会儿很难接受,我很明白你现在的感受……” Sang Sang asked suddenly: „You said that we do certainly want to cross together for a lifetime?” 桑桑忽然问道:“你说我们肯定要一起过一辈子？” Relative naturalness that Ning Que replied: „Must!” 宁缺回答的相当理所当然:“必须的！” Sang Sang said: „You must marry.” 桑桑说道:“那你又要结婚。” Ning Que nods. 宁缺点点头。 Sang Sang said: „Do you marry must cross for a lifetime, with others how you cross with me for a lifetime?” 桑桑说道:“你结婚就要和别人过一辈子,那你怎么和我过一辈子呢？” This truly is an issue, but to facial skin extremely thick Ning Que this is not the issue, he replied with a smile: „Married, we same can cross together for a lifetime.” 这确实是一个问题,但对脸皮极厚的宁缺来讲这不算问题,他笑着回答道:“就算结了婚,我们一样可以一起过一辈子啊。” Sang Sang to turn round looks at Madam Zengjing to ask: „The sons of which ministers inward also has not to marry the wife?” 桑桑回头看着曾静夫人问道:“朝里还有哪些大臣的儿子没有娶老婆？” Madam Zengjing already by two people formerly that dialog shocking could not speak completely, was the royal government woman who received honorific title from the emperor, where has she seen such master and servant relations? At this time heard the daughter to ask suddenly, has not recovered unexpectedly for a while, subconscious replied: „Many Sir your family places are selecting......” 曾静夫人已经被二人先前那番对话震惊的完全说不出话来,身为朝廷命妇,她哪里见过这样的主仆关系？这时骤然听到女儿发问,竟是一时没有回过神来,下意识里回答道:“好些大人府上都在挑……” Sang Sang has turned head to look at Ning Que saying: „I marry them.” 桑桑回过头看着宁缺说道:“那我嫁他们。” Ning Que was startled, some feelings of anger, gave birth because of these feelings of anger shame, collect in one become have then shamed angry, reprimanded: „You many greatly! Marries anything to marry!” 宁缺怔住了,有些恼意,又因为这些恼意而生出些羞,汇集在一处便成了羞恼,斥道:“你才多大点儿！嫁什么嫁！” Sang Sang said: „Heard that River Country that side 14 years old then can get married.” 桑桑说道:“听说大河国那边14岁便能成婚。” Hears the River Country three characters, Ning Que without the reason thought one short the half, the breadth of spirit has released immediately, persuaded with the word happy countenance: „But our is in Chang An City.” 听到大河国三字,宁缺无来由觉得自己矮了半截,气魄顿时为之一泄,和言悦色劝说道:“但我们这是在长安城。” Sang Sang said: „In Chang An, again crossed for one year I fully 16 also to get married.” 桑桑说道:“就算在长安,再过一年我满16也可以嫁人了。” Ning Que has gawked staring, is angry saying: „You are black and thin have also been several years of young maidservant, you think that these do have the family background son of the influential meeting to be willing to marry you?” 宁缺愣了愣,大怒说道:“你又黑又瘦还当过十几年的小侍女,你以为那些有家世的公子哥会愿意娶你？” Sang Sang stares at his eye saying: „I am a current dynasty big scholar daughter, I am princess's friend, I am the bright High Priest apprentice, the two gentlemen in Academy am favoring me, in my hand also tens of thousands two paper money, you said why these people aren't willing to marry me?” 桑桑盯着他的眼睛说道:“我是当朝一品大学士的女儿,我是公主殿下的朋友,我是光明大神官的徒弟,书院里的二先生宠着我,我手里还有几万两银票,你说凭什么那些人不愿意娶我？” The whole body of Ning Que air/Qi trembles saying: „You do not raise the paper money to raise the paper money fortunately my then a lot of air/Qi, you have divided unexpectedly the paper money, you want to divide family property really!” 宁缺气的浑身发抖说道:“你不提银票还好一提银票我便一肚子气,你居然把银票都分了,你真想分家啊！” Sang Sang reminded: „We were discussing matter that I get married.” 桑桑提醒道:“我们正商量我嫁人的事情哩。” Ning Que makes an effort to wave the arm, said categorically: „Does not permit to marry!” 宁缺用力挥动手臂,斩钉截铁说道:“不准嫁！” After he said these three characters, in the scholar mansion study room piece of peaceful Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing the facial expression was complex, but Sang Sang silently looks at Ning Que, Ning Que somewhat awkwardly has put down the arm. 在他说出这三个字后,学士府书房内一片安静曾静夫妇神情复杂,而桑桑只是默默看着宁缺,宁缺有些尴尬地放下了手臂。 Ning Que looks that her eye knows finally Sang Sang has grown up, no longer is that follows in the young girl who own side babbles once, but the long bowel movement is unable to go back, the young girl turns into the little girl to turn into the young girl to turn into the concubine finally gradually time passage again no longer, this is a irreversible process, must therefore start to ponder that grows up the later these matters, regardless of these matters are joyful or grieved. 宁缺看着她的眼睛终于知道桑桑已经长大了,不再是那个跟在自己身旁牙牙学语的小女童而一旦长大便无法回去,小女童变成小女孩再变成少女变成小女人最后渐渐年华不再,这是一个不可逆的过程,所以必须开始思考长大之后的那些事情,无论那些事情是喜悦还是酸楚。 The little girls grow up must always get married. 小女孩长大了总是要嫁人的。 Can he look at Sang Sang to marry others helplessly? 他能眼睁睁看着桑桑嫁给别人吗？ The thin and small Qing young young girl, was the miss of youth prestige, after marriage became she who talked incessantly extremely fat, lay down hoary-headed on bamboo chair she. 无论是瘦瘦小小的清稚少女,还是青春正威的姑娘,无论是婚后变得臃肿唠叨的她,还是白发苍苍躺在竹椅上的她。 So long as she is Sang Sang, he is unable to visit her to marry others. 只要她是桑桑,他就无法看着她嫁给别人。 He does not permit her to marry, why does she visit him to marry? 他不准她嫁,那她凭什么看着他娶？ Ning Que lowered the head, some not handle, is somewhat flustered, is somewhat vacant, is somewhat clear. 宁缺低下了头,有些无措,有些慌张,有些茫然,有些明白。 He understood when Sang Sang leaves home in the morning the feeling. 他明白了桑桑清晨离家时的感受。 He understood his feeling. 他明白了自己的感受。 However understands merely is insufficient. 然而仅仅明白是不够的。 Last evening Ning Que remembers another a few words that heard, the body is somewhat stiff. 宁缺想起昨天傍晚时分听到的另一句话,身体有些僵硬。 He bows with one hand cupped in the other to salute to Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing very much respectful and prudent, invites them to himself and Sang Sang a space of independent dialog, Mr. and Mrs. Zengjing regards one mutually, sighed was going out of the study room. 他向曾静夫妇很恭谨地长揖行礼,请他们给自己和桑桑一个单独对话的空间,曾静夫妇互视一眼,叹息着走出了书房。 „I cannot deceive you, I truly like her.” “我不能骗你,我确实很喜欢她。” Ning Que looks at Sang Sang that lowers the head, said: „You do not need to ask me, I know that you want to ask anything, I peeped in childhood these eldest sisters take a bath truly have said liking, saw Shui Zhu'er Lu Xue I also to say liking in the Red Sleeves move, the immortal...... She is different, I like her really very much.” 宁缺看着低着头的桑桑,说道:“你不用问我,我知道你想问些什么,我小时候偷看那些大姐洗澡的时候确实说过喜欢,在红袖招里看见水珠儿陆雪我也说过喜欢,仙……她不一样,我是真的很喜欢她。” Sang Sang looks down own foot is silent. 桑桑低头看着自己的脚沉默不语。 Ning Que then said: „Moreover has asked you, you also said that she is very good.” 宁缺接着说道:“而且问过你,你也说她很好。” Sang Sang gained ground, said: „She is truly good.” 桑桑抬起头来,说道:“她确实很好啊。” Ning Que said: „ But you do not like. 宁缺说道:“但你又不喜欢。 Sang Sang said: „Very represents me to like very much.” 桑桑说道:“很好不代表我就要喜欢。” Ning Que asked: „Why don't you like?” 宁缺问道:“那你为什么不喜欢？” Sang Sang visits him, said very much earnestly: „I do not like you liking others.” 桑桑看着他,很认真地说道:“我不喜欢你喜欢别人。” In study room peaceful long time. 书房里安静了很长时间。 Ning Que said in a low voice: „But I said liking to her.” 宁缺低声说道:“但我已经对她说了喜欢。” Like past these years in many such, occurred happen to meet truly the issue that is hard to choose, he is always accustomed to is suggested the answer from Sang Sang there or, even if the spiritual support, however he has forgotten a matter, this time issue involves Sang Sang. 就像过去这些年里很多次那样,遇着真正难以抉择的问题,他总是习惯于从桑桑那里得到建议答案或者哪怕是精神上的支持,然而他忘了一件事情,这次的问题涉及到桑桑自己。 On the small face of Sang Sang does not have any mood, has not been angry not to have the anger not to sob, she looks that he unemotionally saying: „I was hungry, must rest, you walk.” Hungry , must therefore rest, these words said does not have the logic. 桑桑的小脸上没有任何情绪,没有生气没有愤怒也没有哭泣,她看着他面无表情说道:“我饿了,要睡了,你走吧。”饿了所以要睡,这句话说的毫无逻辑。 Ning Que visits her saying: „You are not at home I unable to have a good sleep.” 宁缺看着她说道:“你不在家我睡不好。” Sang Sang did not speak. 桑桑不说话。 Ning Que said: „I hungry who has cooked the surface to eat to me?” 宁缺说道:“那我饿了谁给我煮面吃啊？” Sang Sang did not speak. 桑桑不说话。 Ning Que said suddenly: „Do I cook the surface to eat to be good to you?” 宁缺忽然说道:“我给你煮面吃好不好？” Sang Sang did not speak. 桑桑还是不说话。 Ning Que silent after long time, said: „I go to be static first, tomorrow I will meet you again.” 宁缺沉默很长时间后说道:“我先去静一静,明天我再来接你。” Spoke these words, he turns around to walk toward the study room. 说完这句话,他转身向书房外走去。 Sang Sang arrives by the study room gate, looks Ning Que that walks toward the flower garden, said: „Egg in the kitchen rice jar, fries you little put to lubricate.” 桑桑走到书房门旁,看着向花圃里走去的宁缺,说道:“鸡蛋在灶房米缸里,煎的时候你少放点油。”