Midnight...... The chicken has not called, Sang Sang crawls quietly g, puts on that slightly spacious shi female clothing/taking, wears already some obviously old small cotton-wadded shoes, pushes the door to go out of the bedroom to arrive in the courtyard. 半夜时分……鸡都还没有叫,桑桑悄悄爬起g,套上那件略显宽大的shi女服,穿上已经有些显旧的小棉鞋,推门走出卧室来到天井里。 She erases along on remnant snow the well, starts to fetch water to fill up the water jar in kitchen, divided the good firewood entire simultaneously code to arrive under the corner the day before yesterday, then before she took up the broom arrived spreads, swept the cleanness that the ground, then started to wipe the table, tidied up on the table these scattered in disorder pen and ink paper inkstones, squatted inspects also to have any issue near the shop gate carefully. 她把井沿上的残雪抹掉,开始打水填满灶房里的水缸,把前天劈好的柴整整齐齐码到墙角下,然后她拿起扫帚走到前铺,把地面扫的干干净净,接着开始抹桌子,收拾桌上那些散乱的笔墨纸砚,蹲在铺门边仔细检查了一下还有没有什么问题。 These are the matters that she usually every day handles, today but does more dedicated earnest, completes all matters, the east sky has shown several to wipe the dawn faintly, she narrowed the eye to look at the day, went out of the old pen room to go to the lane entrance to buy two bowls of harsh dough sheet soup. 这些都是她平时每天都做的事情,只不过今天做的更加专注认真,把所有事情都做完好,东边的天空已经隐隐透出几抹晨光,她眯着眼睛看了看天,走出老笔斋去巷口买了两碗酸辣面片汤。 Sat peaceful finished eating own harsh dough sheet soup near the table, then washed own dish cleanly, Sang Sang turned back the bedroom to start to tidy up own clothing, she took out that box case from g, was divided into the completely same two packs inside thick paper money, her thinks that own that pack held the bosom. 坐在桌边安安静静吃完属于自己的酸辣面片汤,然后把属于自己的碗洗干净,桑桑走回卧室开始收拾属于自己的衣物,她从g下取出那个匣子,把里面厚厚的银票分成完全相同的两叠,把她认为属于自己的那叠揣进怀里。 She arrives at the bed, looks as in sleeping soundly Ning Que, the careful brow limps slowly, she maintained the attitude of knitting the brows earnestly is visiting him for a long time, has then carried the travel bag to leave, without any hesitant facial expression. 她走到炕边,看着依旧在酣睡的宁缺,细细的眉头缓缓蹩起,她就保持着皱眉的姿式认真地看了他很长时间,然后背起行囊离开,没有任何犹豫的神情。 The shop gate of old pen room opened. 老笔斋的铺门开了。 The shop gate of old pen room pass/test. 老笔斋的铺门关了。 Because she had repaired in the past few days relations, spread the gate not to make any sound, has not alarmed anybody. 因为前些天她修理过的关系,铺门没有发出任何声响,没有惊动任何人。 She carries the travel bag, like this silent leaves, the thin and small form disappears in 47 lanes that the dim light of night and dawn collect, has not appeared again, as if before being similar to her, has not come to be excessively ordinary. 她背着行囊,就这样沉默地离开,瘦小的身影消失在夜色与晨光相汇的临47巷,再也未曾出现,仿佛如同她以前根本就未曾来过一般。 A big scholar mansion peace in dawn, the deep sincere front door shuts tightly, the servant who mansion out of the door sweeps the floor is controlling the fricative that the strip broom and ground exude desirably, these towering iceplants in mansion are silent. 晨光中的大学士府一片安静,深色厚重的大门紧闭,府门外扫地的仆役刻意控制着条帚与地面发出的摩擦声,府内的那些参天冬树沉默无言。 Sang Sang before the travel bag arrives at scholar mansion gate, with that surface lu was vigilant that color chi Bo Yi said several words, then no longer pays attention to him, before frowning front door that arrives at to shut tightly starts to knock on a door. 桑桑背着行囊走到学士府门前,与那名面lu警惕之色的彳卜役说了几句话,然后不再理会他,皱着眉头走到紧闭的大门前开始敲门。 Does not know that because of today's mood not greatly good reason, in her small fist is containing very big strength unexpectedly, falls on the sincere scholar mansion front door, has thump the sad bang, listens like ji most battle drum. 不知道是不是因为今天情绪不大好的缘故,她的小拳头里竟是蕴藏着很大的力量,落在厚重的学士府大门上,发出咚咚的沉闷巨响,听上去就像ji最的战鼓。 If the battle drum knocking at a door sound awakens the people in scholar mansion immediately, after the gate, transmits indistinctly drinks to scold with the disgruntled inquiry sound, that in chi Bo Yixia half dead that outside the mansion sweeps the floor, runs up to Sang Sang quickly behind, prepares not to know this wild girl who where comes expels, however then opened in this time gate. 如战鼓般的叩门声顿时惊醒学士府里的人们,门后隐约传来喝骂和不悦的询问声,那名在府外扫地的彳卜役吓的半死,快步跑到桑桑身后,准备把这个不知道从哪里来的野丫头赶走,然而便在此时门开了。 „Two stewards, I have not thought really this wild girl courage is so big.” chi Bo Yi puts on a long face to say. “二管家,我真没想到这野丫头胆子这么大。”彳卜役哭丧着脸说道。 The two stewards of sleepy eyes awake loosen rubbed the eyes, before the whole face looks at the body, disgruntledly that small shi female, waved to prepare the life person to catch up with secure her, however he thought suddenly this small shi female somewhat looks familiar, in the subconsciousness rubbed the eyes once more, finally sobered, remembered few days ago in the mansion the noisy that matter of biography. 睡眼惺松的二管家揉了揉眼睛,满脸不悦地看着身前那名小shi女,挥了挥手准备命人把她赶安,然而他忽然觉得这个小shi女有些眼熟,下意识里再次揉了揉眼,终于清醒了过来,想起前些日子府里传的沸沸扬扬那事。 „You...... You...... You are...... Small...... Small......” “您……您……您是……小……小……” Hurried that because gets up, the Zengjing big scholar husband fu two people wore the civilian clothes, don't say washing, even somewhat was chaotic including the hair, but looks at peaceful to stand the young miss before body, two people of moods were randomly to the extreme. 因为起来的匆忙,曾静大学士夫fu二人都穿着便服,莫说洗漱,甚至连头发都还有些乱,只是看着安安静静站在身前的小姑娘,二人的心情更是乱到了极点。 Sang Sang tightened the package on left shoulder, looks down one find out the small shoes that the skirt suspends, said: „On that day you said that I am your daughters?” 桑桑紧了紧右肩上的包裹,低头看着自己探出裙摆的小鞋,说道:“那天你们说我是你们的女儿？” Madam Zengjing nods again and again, on the face full is the pleasantly surprised facial expression, if not big scholar is holding her, only feared that she has fainted at this time happily on the ground. 曾静夫人连连点头,脸上满是惊喜的神情,如果不是大学士扶着她,只怕她此时已经高兴地晕倒在地上。 Sang Sang continues to look that own shoes are sharp, after silent moment, said in a soft voice: „I listened in childhood...... He has spoken Law of the Tang to me, before getting married, the husband mother has to raise the responsibility of children, you made me move to the big scholar mansion to come on that day, if can the responsibility of Law of the Tang stipulation, I be able to move completely?” 桑桑继续看着自己的鞋尖,沉默片刻后轻声说道:“我小时候听……他给我讲过唐律,在成婚之前,夫母有养育子女的责任,你们那天让我搬到大学士府来住,如果是要完全唐律规定的责任,那我可不可以搬过来住？” „Naturally.” Sir Zengjing holds her hand to say pleasantly surprised: „This is your family/home, you can certainly come back.” “当然可以。”曾静大人惊喜地牵起她的手说道:“这是你的家,你当然能回来住。” Before Zengjing big scholar looks at the body, this dark and thin young miss, when is joyful unavoidably also somewhat doubts huo, thinks that day and wife condescend to fall to be expensive that shop to ask her to come back, she actually does not come back, said that must accompany that young master to live together, he as current dynasty big scholar, naturally knows that Ning Que returns to these sounds after Chang An City, thought that exactly what happened, makes her be willing to come back unexpectedly to be own daughter. 曾静大学士看着身前这个黑黑瘦瘦的小姑娘,喜悦之余不免也有些疑huo,想那日自己与夫人屈尊降贵去那个铺子求她回来,她却偏不回来,说要陪着自己那个少爷一起过日子,他身为当朝大学士,当然知道宁缺回长安城后的这些动静,心想到底发生了什么事情,竟让她愿意回来做自己的女儿。 After all is current dynasty big scholar, is the tasteful paternity dignified elder, since Zengjing had recognized that Sang Sang was own daughter, in the heart has doubted huo naturally very much directly to ask. 毕竟是当朝大学士,又是位讲究父道威严的长者,曾静既然已经认定桑桑是自己的女儿,心中有所疑huo自然很直接地问了出来。 Sang Sang gained ground, looks that front this said to husband fu very much earnestly: „I start not to like him now, therefore I do not want with him to stay together.” 桑桑抬起头来,看着面前这对夫fu很认真地说道:“我现在开始不喜欢他了,所以我不想和他住在一起。” Zengjing big scholar knit the brows slightly, remembers the empress to remind oneself husband fu two people of that do not break the friendship, after the hesitation moment, said: „You are also are together for many years, did not say that master and servant friendship also always passing of some mutually support, then must move back to the scholar mansion, as if should also greet ォ with Ning Que is.” 曾静大学士微微皱眉,想起皇后提醒自己夫fu二人的那句不要断了情份,沉吟片刻后说道:“你们毕竟也是相处多年,不说主仆情份也总有些相互扶持的过往,便是要搬回学士府,似乎也应该与宁缺打声招呼ォ是。” Sang Sang looked at his one eyes, suddenly turns around to walk toward the scholar mansion outside. 桑桑看了他一眼,忽然转身就往学士府外走。 Madam Zengjing in great surprise, holds her hurriedly, flutters saying: „How was this?” 曾静夫人大惊,急忙把她抓住,颤声说道:“这又是怎么了？” Sang Sang calmly looks at Zengjing big scholar, has not spoken. 桑桑静静看着曾静大学士,没有说话。 Madam Zengjing to the extreme, stared big scholar one flurriedly maliciously, is angry saying: „Will not say that the logical expression do not speak blindly, the child who if you let my this cruel fate again does not see, you are careful I not to end with you!” 曾静夫人慌乱到了极点,狠狠瞪了大学士一眼,大怒说道:“不会说人话就不要瞎说话,你要是再让我这苦命的孩子不见,你当心我跟你没完！” The scholar mansion always takes the madame as Venerable, by Zengjing, although does not think one formerly those words had what fault, so disregards to Sang Sang from this father felt angry, in the madame kills people under the vision actually has to shut up. 学士府向来以夫人为尊,是以曾静虽然并不认为自己先前那句话有何错处,对桑桑如此无视自已这个父亲更是感到恼怒,在夫人杀人般的目光下却是只好闭嘴。 Sang Sang looks at Madam Zengjing saying: „I live with you, I do not live with him.” 桑桑看着曾静夫人说道:“我跟着你住,我不要跟着他住。” The Madam Zengjing great happiness said: „Depends on you, I make people move to the study room your father's thing immediately.” 曾静夫人大喜说道:“都依你,我马上让人把你父亲的东西都搬到书房去。” After Ning Que has g, has not seen Sang Sang, he threw over lined jacket to arrive at courtyard to shout the sound, has not heard the reply of Sang Sang, he stretched oneself arrives at the kitchen to look at one, discovered that Sang Sang has not lit a fire not to boil water, cannot bear shake the head, before arriving , the shop then saw that bowl of sour dough sheet soup on the table. 宁缺起g后没有看到桑桑,他披了件袄子走到天井里喊了声,也没有听到桑桑的回答,他伸了个懒腰走到灶房看了一眼,发现桑桑没有生火也没有烧水,忍不住摇了摇头,走到前铺便在桌上看到了那碗酸面片汤。 „How hasn't tooth brushed has the breakfast?” “牙都没刷怎么吃早饭？” He looks that bowl of harsh dough sheet soup frown to say, after these years he has been used to g, then the pair of small hand delivers to front of one bowl of clear water and toothbrushing gears oneself, one day nobody served then thought that some were not familiar with. 他看着那碗酸辣面片汤皱着眉头想道,这些年他已经习惯了起g后便有一双小手把一碗清水和牙具送到自己面前,忽然有一天没有人伺候便觉得有些不习惯。 „You sharply were exiting to buy the soup freshest first bowl also to take shi I to wash the face to clean the teeth ォ to go, um, did not suit, the dough sheet soup has bought, which did your this dead girl run?” “就算你急着出去买汤最鲜的第一碗也得服shi我洗脸刷牙了ォ去啊,嗯,不对劲,面片汤已经买回来了,你这个死丫头又跑哪儿去了？” Ning Que sits near the table is eating harsh dough sheet, where thought Sang Sang to go, finally is thinking her parsimonious bad habit manifested suddenly probably once more, must go to the South Gate food market to buy the green goods that the city other place agriculture selected. 宁缺坐在桌边一面吃着酸辣面片儿,一面想着桑桑去了哪里,最后想着大概她吝啬的习气再次发作,非要去南门菜场买城外乡农挑进来的新鲜蔬菜。 „Also can the cheap 2-3 copper coins also be worthwhile early morning, but can also run such far road?” “也就能便宜两三个铜板也值当起个大清早,还要跑这么远的路？” Finished eating the harsh dough sheet, Ning Que was ridiculing somebody, carried the dirty bowl to turn back the backyard to throw by the top the bowl at will, thought that somewhat was sleepy, therefore rested to doze off again after waking up early. 吃完酸辣面片,宁缺一面嘲笑着某人,一面端着脏碗走回后院随意把碗扔到灶台旁,觉得还有些困,于是去睡了个回笼觉。 When the weather is greatly bright, he wakes up once more, rubbed the eyes, wears the shoes to arrive at outside the room to discover before , the shop and in the backyard still do not have the sound, somewhat annoyedly shouts: „Hot water? Also made me go out?” 天色大亮时,他再次醒来,揉了揉眼睛,趿着鞋走到屋外发现前铺和后院里依然没有动静,不由有些恼火喊道:“热水呢？还让不让我出门了？” Nobody replied him, before old pen room , a shop backyard peace. 没有人回答他,老笔斋前铺后院一片安静。 Ning Que has been startled being startled, arrives at kitchen to look that is only dirty the bowl also to put in the stove along going to the stove hole as before is cold Huoqiu the smoke, not having the fuel not to light a fire, is naturally more impossible to have any hot water. 宁缺怔了怔,走到灶房一看,那只脏碗还搁在灶沿上灶洞里依旧是冷火秋烟,没有柴火没有生火,自然更不可能有什么热水。 He arrives at the courtyard wall, looks that pile had heaved a deep sigh two by code thin Chai Dui of entire simultaneously, held small pile thin firewood to turn back the kitchen to start to light a fire to boil water. 他走到天井墙边,看着那堆被码的整整齐齐的细柴堆摇头叹息了两声,抱了一小堆细柴走回灶房开始生火烧水。 Although many years have not made the housework, but after all the front these years are he in being responsible for two people of life, therefore light a fire to boil water this matter not to be difficult to him, shortly , the water surface in pot then starts to seek the steam. 虽说有好些年没有做过家务事,但毕竟前面那些年都是他在负责二人的生活,所以生火烧水这种事情对他并不难,没过多长时间,锅里的水面便开始寻出热气。 Ning Que looks at the steam on pot, suddenly thought that something places do not suit. 宁缺看着锅上的热气,忽然觉得事情有些地方不对劲。 After the water burns the heat, he washed the face, does not know to think of anything, was only unexpectedly dirty the bowl also to wash along that the stove. 水烧热后,他洗了一把脸,不知想到什么,竟是把灶沿上那只脏碗也洗了。 If usually, he should go to Academy at this time, or goes to Chang An City to swim dng, but his where has not gone today, but before is arrives silent spreads, seats oneself that in the large round-backed wooden armchair, looks at these scratched brightly burnished furniture Chen Wujia, looks at a swept grain of dust no pure ground, starts to be in a daze. 如果是平日,他这时候应该去书院,或者去长安城里游dng,但今天他哪里都没有去,而是沉默走到前铺,坐进自己那把太师椅里,看着那些被擦的锃亮的桌椅陈物架,看着被扫的一粒尘埃都没有的洁净的地面,开始发呆。 He near the table silent long time, the facial expression on face has appeared somewhat stiff, in the lane often some people pass through, when these person's shadows reflect the upper berth gate, he will then gain ground, however always nobody pushes the door to come. 他在桌边沉默了很长时间,脸上的神情显得有些僵硬,巷子里不时有人经过,当那些人影映上铺门时,他便会抬起头,然而始终没有人推门进来。 Nobody pushes the door to come back. 没有人推门回来。 Ning Que has waited till silent is soon near the noon time, he suddenly sets out to open the shop door to walk. 宁缺一直沉默等到快要近午的时候,他忽然起身推开铺门走了出去。 He has bought only the roast duck to East city Bianyifang, went to the food market to buy some green vegetables, then returned to the old pen room. 他到东城便宜坊买了只烤鸭,又去菜场买了些青菜,然后回到老笔斋。 The Shop still did not have the Sang Sang form, the Ning Que silent moment less advanced the kitchen, took up the spatula to stir fry two green vegetables, has steamed pot rice, peeled to cut again the roast duck, the attractive makeshift bed on the ground in the tray, then carried to the former shop table on. 铺子里依然没有桑桑的身影,宁缺沉默片刻后进了灶房,抄起锅铲炒了两盘青菜,蒸了一锅米饭,把烤鸭削皮改刀,漂亮地铺在盘子里,然后端到前铺桌上。 Two chopsticks, two large bowl are spurting the big cooked rice of steam, the cooked food of abundant prestige. 两双筷子,两海碗喷着热气的大白米饭,丰威的菜肴。 Ning Que looks at the meal on table satisfied, the double hand-held knee, then continues to wait. 宁缺满意地看着桌上的饭菜,双手扶膝,然后继续等待。 However waited for long time, still nobody comes back to eat meal. 然而等了很长时间,依然没有人回来吃饭。 Two chopsticks, have a person, but the rice and dish were cold. 还是两双筷子,却只有一个人,而米饭和菜都已经冷了。 Ning Que stared at the meal on table to look at long time, then put out a hand to take up the chopsticks to start to eat meal. 宁缺盯着桌上的饭菜看了很长时间,然后伸手拿起筷子开始吃饭。 Why however does not know, his hand somewhat shivers, clamped for quite a while is to link green vegetables unexpectedly cannot clamp. 然而不知道为什么,他的手有些颤抖,夹了半天竟是连一根青菜都夹不起来。 He works on the chopsticks then to throw, actually forcefully constrains, puts to the table on slowly. 他抓起筷子便想扔出去,却又强行压抑住,缓缓搁到桌上。 He stands up suddenly, turns back backyard bedroom, lifts the g board extremely crudely, takes out the box case, then fell on the thing in box case g completely. 他忽然站起身来,走回后院卧室,极其粗暴地掀开g板,取出匣子,然后把匣子里的东西全部倒在了g上。 Looks paper money that these dance in the breeze, he confirmed finally she is leaves. 看着那些飘舞的银票,他终于确认她是自己离开的。 Ning Que unemotionally to put out a hand these paper money to fold to hold the bosom, took out ォ to repair the good Yuan 13 arrows to load into the package from the corner junks box the day before yesterday, forced in all paper talisman the sleeve completely, took up that to insert the waist from the firewood pile the hatchet, finally after the Big Black Umbrella back to own carried on the back, went out of the old pen room. 宁缺面无表情伸手把那些银票重新叠好揣进怀里,从墙角杂物箱里取出前日ォ修复好的元13箭装进包裹,把所有的符纸全部塞进袖中,从柴堆旁拿起那把柴刀插进腰间,最后把大黑伞背到自己的后背上,走出了老笔斋。 He knows that Sang Sang should not have what danger, but his clear this can be the most difficult fight that this whole life faces, therefore has taken oneself all most important things, as if only then his ォ can comfort itself like this, oneself can certainly retrieve in oneself life the most important that thing. 他知道桑桑应该没有什么危险,但他清楚这会是自己这辈子所面临的最艰难的战斗,所以带上了自己所有最重要的东西,似乎只有这样他ォ能安慰自己,自己一定能够找回自己生命中最重要的那件东西。 If cannot look, he did not use. 如果找不回来,那他也不用回来了。