In this constrained in the atmosphere and lonesome and quiet environment, the vision as if also became had the weight, these many pair of eyes light added in one, finally let that thin pen slow slow. Female professor Yu Lian looked at small on paper, nodded, puts the pen to the delicate small inkslab on, then looks to these looks at own Sister Junior Brother with the hope facial expression. 在这等压抑气氛、幽静环境中,目光仿佛也变得有了重量,这么多双目光加在一处,终于让那支细笔缓缓慢了下来。女教授余帘看了一眼纸上的小楷,点了点头,把笔搁到秀气的小砚台上,然后望向那些用企盼神情看着自己的师弟师妹们。 Really worthily is Academy three Senior Sister that Master very much commended, she only then solved this Academy had never had the struggle of Senior Brother with a few words, has made very direct judgment to the arguments of two Senior Brother. 果然不愧是夫子都很赞许的书院三师姐,她只用一句话便解决了这场书院从未发生过的师兄之争,对二位师兄的争论做出了很直接的判断。 „You made a mistake.” “你们都错了。” Yu Lian looks at First Senior Brother and Second Senior Brother, said calmly: „Bookworm that young maid, actually they are Ning Que matches good, this did not have the answer, what because of a character matching is tasteful is the feeling, how you insist your view again, how also to know the feeling of Ning Que?” 余帘看着大师兄和二师兄,平静说道:“无论是书痴还是那名小婢女,她们究竟是不是宁缺的良配,这本来就没有答案,因为配之一字讲究的是彼此间的感受,你们再如何坚持自己的看法,又怎么知道宁缺的感受？” Second Senior Brother knits the brows to say slightly: „Little Junior Brother is an orphan, does not have mother not to have the members of the same family without the father, the Academy back side of the mountain then waits, if his family/home, his marital important matter, naturally must takes responsibility by the teachers or our these Senior Brother Senior Sister.” 二师兄微微皱眉说道:“小师弟是个孤儿,无父无母也无亲族,书院后山便等若是他的家,他的婚姻大事,当然要由老师或者我们这些师兄师姐做主。” Yu Lian shows a faint smile saying: „Therefore I said that you made a mistake.” 余帘微微一笑说道:“所以我说你们错了。” „You do not understand Little Junior Brother, but I initially visit him to ascend Old Book Library, looks that his spitting blood faints mi, visits him day after day in the window bank silent thin, I know how he is one has the person of xing sentiment, do not say in any palace to refer to the marriage, let alone our these Senior Brother Senior Sister want him to marry anyone, even if after is the teacher comes back, makes him marry the Vast Sky daughter, if he is not willing then still not to want, if he wants who opposes not to have the significance.” “你们不了解小师弟,而我当初看着他登旧书楼,看着他吐血昏mi,看着他在窗畔日复一日的沉默消瘦,我知道他是一个有怎样xing情的人,不要说什么宫里指婚,也别说我们这些师兄师姐要他娶谁,即便是老师回来后让他去娶昊天的女儿,他若不愿意便依然还是不愿意,他若愿意谁反对也没有意义。” She turns around to look that First Senior Brother said calmly: „The path of life always needs to walk ォ to know taste, must therefore think how finally he elects, how regardless to elect, he will be him for the price that it will pay, he must learn to undertake this price, but I believe that the teacher will have such view.” 她转身看着大师兄平静说道:“人生的道路总需要自己走ォ知道其中滋味,所以最终还是要看他自己怎么选,无论怎么选,他将为之而付出的代价都属于他自己,他也必须学会承担这种代价,而我相信老师也会持如此看法。” Spoke these words, three Senior Sister Yu Lian tidy up the pen and ink paper inkstone on table, did not greet with the people then left the yard, the color of that sets wide yard clothing/taking light pendulum at nightfall in her jiāo small body did not see with the wind. 说完这句话,三师姐余帘收拾好桌上的笔墨纸砚,也不与众人打招呼便离了小院,那件套在她jiāo小身躯上的宽大院服随风轻摆入夜色而不见。 The words that formerly in that history in the rare Academy argument First Senior Brother spoke obscurely were very difficult to understand, the words that Second Senior Brother spoke somewhat were also ambiguous, the words that at this time three Senior Sister spoke were also wise think remotely cannot seek, believes that they indistinctly feels anything actually, then other people could not understand completely. 先前那番史上罕见的书院争论里大师兄说的话很晦涩难懂,二师兄说的话也有些含混不清,此时三师姐说的话亦是哲思渺渺不可觅,相信他们三人自己其实都只是隐约感觉到了什么,那么其余的人更是完全听不懂。 Two Senior Brother fall into silent, Sister Junior Brother are quietly to leave with three Senior Sister footsteps, Seventh Senior Sister Lin You worried that looks to sit two people of one on chair, fulls floaded operation the hot water the teapot on table, then also left the room. 二位师兄陷入沉默中,师弟师妹们跟着三师姐的脚步悄无声息离开,七师姐木柚担忧看着坐在椅上的二人一眼,把桌上的茶壶灌满热水,然后也出了屋。 The candlelight sways gently, after the institute, transmits the waterfall to enter the voice of deep pool faintly, has not known how long, First Senior Brother has stood up slowly, among the clean facial features full is the exhausted facial expression. 烛火轻轻摇晃,院后隐隐传来瀑布入潭的声音,不知道过了多长时间,大师兄缓缓站起身来,干净的眉眼间满是疲惫的神情。 Second Senior Brother stands up, respectful and prudent good a ritual. 二师兄站起身来,恭谨行了一礼。 First Senior Brother said: „Since she said like this, it seems like your I truly have made a mistake, but I insist my view, moreover I cannot think, since he and Shanshan two sentiments like each other, there is any truth not to elect her.” 大师兄说道:“既然她都这样说了,看来你我确实是错了,不过我还是坚持我的看法,而且我想不出来,既然他和山山两情相悦,又有什么道理不会选她。” Second Senior Brother pondered over after piece, said: „Because he cannot put down Sang Sang.” 二师兄思忖片到后说道:“因为他放不下桑桑。” First Senior Brother thinks suddenly a possibility, knits the brows saying: „Can Little Junior Brother two both want?” 大师兄忽然想到一种可能,皱眉说道:“小师弟会不会两个都要？” Second Senior Brother austere allows saying: „So greedily by scourge, moreover that two young misses, although the family background status differs enormously, but is not in world that and other evil females, how to tolerate Little Junior Brother to be so pleased.” 二师兄肃容说道:“这般贪心会遭天谴的,而且那两个小姑娘虽说出身地位相差极大,但绝不是世间那等恶俗女子,岂能容小师弟如此快意。” First Senior Brother calmly visits him, suddenly asked: „Jun Mo, actually did you look at how many?” 大师兄静静看着他,忽然问道:“君陌啊,你究竟看出来了多少？” After Second Senior Brother silent moment, said: „When Yan Se and health/guard light ash, I saw the instant sound, but still does not look clearly, Senior Brother did you see clearly the future matter?” 二师兄沉默片刻后说道:“颜瑟和卫光明化灰之时,我看到了霎时动静,只是依然看不真切,难道师兄你已经看清楚了日后之事？” First Senior Brother micro astringent smiles saying: „Only feared that does not look the teachers clearly, let alone your I?” 大师兄微涩一笑说道:“只怕连老师都看不明白,何况你我？” Second Senior Brother knits the brows to say slightly: „Does not know that Yu Lian looked at several points.” 二师兄微微皱眉说道:“不知余帘又看出来了几分。” „Her attention on Little Junior Brother, only has feared might as well your me.” “她的注意力一直在小师弟身上,只怕还不如你我。” Spoke these words, First Senior Brother does not know that is thinking anything, silent long time, then put out a hand to pat the shoulder of Second Senior Brother gently, said: „ Jun Mo, perhaps you are right, but I do not endure. 说完这句话,大师兄不知道在想什么,沉默了很长时间,然后伸手轻轻拍了拍二师兄的肩头,说道:“君陌,也许你是对的,只不过我不忍。 Second Senior Brother stature tall is high, sees Senior Brother to pat oneself shoulder, is familiar with xing to bend down forward, so that Senior Brother can pat is more convenient, head that top ancient crown nearly to project on the face of First Senior Brother unexpectedly. 二师兄的身材颀高,见着师兄要拍自己肩头,习惯xing地向前微俯,以便师兄能够拍的更顺手些,头上那顶古冠竟是险些打到大师兄的脸。 Two people smiled, formerly to argue some negative mood of bringing, diverged all. 二人相视一笑,先前争论所带来的些许负面情绪,尽数散去。 Only then that does not endure two characters still to keep dng along with the sound of waterfall. 只有那不忍二字依然随着瀑布的声音不停回dng。 Ning Que does not know the Academy back side of the mountain, for own life-long important matter opened convention, does not know that in his eyes already did not annoy in world dust two Senior Brother to have the ji fierce conflict for this matter unexpectedly, recently these date and time, he continued to bring Shanshan to play in Chang An City that winter intent gradually sheds, goes to various libraries to appraise the predecessor writings. 宁缺并不知道书院后山为了自己的终生大事开了一次大会,更不知道在他眼中已然不惹世间尘埃的二位师兄竟为此事发生了ji烈的冲突,最近这些时日,他继续带着山山在冬意渐褪的长安城里游玩,去各家书斋品鉴前人大作。 Second adds for 20 years, he has not been in love, even has not had the quite intimate contact with different xing, therefore he does not know that now and Shanshan is in love, because that night said after the red ocher wall white snows has liked, being together between two people as if do not have any change, is still like that tranquilly at will, then has not pulled including the hand, shaming intent when has the difference only probably is the shoulder touches the young girl occasionally class lu comes out. 前后两世加起来20余载,他从来没有谈过恋爱,甚至没有和异xing有过比较亲密的接触,所以他不知道现在自己和山山算不算谈恋爱,因为那夜在红墙白雪间说过喜欢后,二人之间的相处似乎没有任何改变,依然是那般宁静随意,便是连手都没有牵过一下,唯一有区别大概是肩头相触时少女偶尔流lu出来的羞意。 Is this wipes to shame intent exactly, then has made up for a large part of regrets of Ning Que to love imagination, when bringing Shanshan to go through in the Chang An City main street and small alley, he will often remember the Beishan Mountains road junction fire of high-piled firewood bank to close right up against his maid on the same day, remembers the North Yan lakeside with Situ Yilan that stroll, ォ understands that has responded to ォ is the root of joyful mood. 恰是这抹羞意,便弥补了宁缺对爱情想像的很大一部分遗憾,带着山山穿行于长安城的大街小巷中时,他时常会想起当日北山道口火堆畔靠着自己的婢女,想起燕北湖畔与自己漫步的司徒依兰,ォ明白有所回应ォ是喜悦情绪的根源。 This feeling is very good, even if no what intimate body contact, does not have what sweet talk mi language and solemn pledge of eternal love, therefore Ning Que is willing to accompany Shanshan to continue very much, when is only after these narrow lane iceplant shades, when overstepping these lakesides gradually friendly loose snow, he will occasionally think that at heart somewhere becomes some spatial dngdng. 这种感觉真的很好,哪怕没有什么亲密的肢体接触,也没有什么甜言mi语、海誓山盟,所以宁缺很愿意陪着山山继续走着,只是在经过那些窄巷冬树荫影时,在踏过那些湖畔渐融的松雪时,他偶尔会觉得心里某处变得有些空dngdng的。 At dusk, two people arrive near 47 lanes. Stands under the tree of lane entrance, Ning Que sends out the invitation to Mo Shanshan once more: „Goes to sit, the meal definitely is suffices.” 傍晚时分,二人走到临47巷。站在巷口的棵树下,宁缺再次向莫山山发出邀请:“进去坐坐吧,饭菜肯定是够的。” Mo Shanshan looks at the shop gate of not far away old pen room, said in a soft voice: „Does not use.” 莫山山看着不远处老笔斋的铺门,轻声说道:“不用了。” Ning Que asked puzzled: „Why?” 宁缺不解问道:“为什么呢？” Mo Shanshan looks that finds out shoes that the skirt suspends to be sharp, said in a soft voice: „Walks with you together shoulder to shoulder in Chang An City, I am very happy, critically punctuates these calligraphies and paintings with you, I am also very happy, at that night you said like me, I was very happy.” 莫山山看着探出裙摆的鞋尖,轻声说道:“和你一起并肩走在长安城里,我很开心,和你一起评点那些字画,我也很开心,那天夜里你说喜欢我,我很开心。” Then she gained ground, looks on Ning Que his cheeks that not conspicuous alveolus, the eyelash winks, suddenly lifted the hand to poke with the fingertip gently , the smile said: „But only likes being insufficient.” 然后她抬起头来,看着宁缺他脸颊上那个不显眼的小窝,睫毛微眨,忽然抬起手用指尖轻轻戳了下,微笑说道:“但只有喜欢是不够的。” Returns to the old pen room, Ning Que is still pondering the Mo Shanshan those words the meaning, if wants him to solve the Math branch of study difficult problem or is Cultivation becomes aware the boundary, probably compared with understanding the girls is thinking that anything wants simple many, therefore some trapped/sleepy huo. 回到老笔斋中,宁缺还在思考莫山山那句话的意思,如果要他去解数科难题或者是修行悟境,大概都要比理解女孩子们在想什么要简单的多,所以有些困huo。 „Young master, ate meal.” “少爷,吃饭了。” Sang Sang leaves two bowls of chicken soup from small jar, then asked: „Can sprinkle a minced green onion?” 桑桑从小瓮里威出两碗鸡汤,然后问道:“要不要洒点儿葱花儿？” Ning Que said: The chicken soup that „ you cook is in world is tastiest, must therefore drink the primary taste, cannot add the scallion. 宁缺说道:“你熬的鸡汤是世间最好喝的,所以要喝原味,不能加葱。 If in the past, obtained the praise of Ning Que, Sang Sang generally appears quite happy, although smiled not necessarily, when took another helping of rice to him the association made an effort to press in the bowl with the spoon, but she likely simply has not actually heard today, but took another helping of rice to Ning Que silently, then sat to the table another side of silently, has taken up the chopsticks silently. 如果是往常,得到宁缺的表扬,桑桑一般会显得比较开心,虽然不见得笑,但给他添饭时总会拿饭勺在碗里用力压一压,但今天她却像是根本没有听到,只是默默地给宁缺添饭,然后默默地坐到桌子另一边,默默地拿起了筷子。 Ning Que looks at her facial expression, suddenly thinks own these days truly somewhat drifted about from place to place, explained with a smile said: „At that night I have said to you, Senior Brother Senior Sister that Academy back side of the mountain these are not concerned about face throws in me Chang An City, when the goon sets up the memorial arch, therefore has prepared some people to come for serveral days the challenge.” 宁缺看着她神情,忽然想到自己这些天确实有些行踪飘忽,笑着解释说道:“那天夜里我对你说过,书院后山那些不要脸的师兄师姐把我扔到长安城里当打手立牌坊,所以这些天一直备着有人过来挑战。” Sang Sang um the sound, then held the rice bowl to continue to eat meal gently. 桑桑轻轻嗯了声,然后捧着饭碗继续吃饭。 Ning Que eats up the chicken soup, has irrigated two scoops toward the cooked rice of front that big large bowl on, then digs the food like a whirlwind that sweeps away scattered clouds. 宁缺喝完鸡汤,又往面前那个大海碗的白米饭上浇了两瓢,然后风卷残云般刨饭。 By table a peace. 桌旁一片安静。 Ning Que gained ground suddenly, looks that table opposite Sang Sang asked: „From you very small time, we have been discussing that actually should look for what sister-in-law to you.” 宁缺忽然抬起头来,看着桌子对面的桑桑问道:“从你很小的时候,我们就一直在讨论究竟应该给你找个什么样的嫂子。” Sang Sang puts the rice bowl to table on gently, visits him saying: „Is the young lady of the house.” 桑桑把饭碗轻轻搁到桌上,看着他说道:“是少奶奶。” „The name that after that is leaves Wei City, ォ changes.” “那是离开渭城之后ォ改的称呼。” Ning Que is thinking that time was bringing Sang Sang the past events that went to the Red Sleeves move to select the miss, has smiled, then he understands finally why for serveral days own always some place sleeps had free time at heart dngdng, that was because he has not heard somebody's opinion or him not to carry on the report to somebody or he wants to hear some to hear. 宁缺想着那时候带着桑桑去红袖招里挑姑娘的往事,不由笑了起来,然后他终于明白为什么这些天自己的心里总有些地方觉得空dngdng的,那是因为他还没有听到某个人的意见或者说他还没有向某个人进行报告又或者他想听到些想听到的。 He looks that Sang Sang said very much earnestly: „You thought that Mo Shanshan is what kind of?” 他看着桑桑很认真地说道:“你觉得莫山山怎么样？” Sang Sang looks at his eye very much earnestly, passed after long time, carries the rice bowl, said: „Is very good.” 桑桑很认真地看着他的眼睛,过了很长时间后重新端起饭碗,说道:“很好。” Ning Que looks that soon buries the little girl in rice bowl the small face, micro different asked: „It is good?” 宁缺看着快要把小脸埋进饭碗里的小女孩儿,微异问道:“就很好？” The small face of Sang Sang searches from the rice bowl, visits him saying: „Is very good.” 桑桑的小脸从饭碗里探出来,看着他说道:“就是很好啊。” Ning Que visits her to look like the cuvette limpid eye, after the snow beginning the grass micro yellow hair, looks at her micro black small cheek, looks that grain of food that on her face holds, silent long time, smiled speechless. 宁缺看着她像小池般清澈的眼睛,像雪后初草般微黄的头发,看着她微黑的小脸蛋,看着她脸上粘着的那粒饭,沉默了很长时间,无言笑了笑。 „Anything, has not been speaks thoughtlessly to ask.” “没什么,就是随口问问。” He puts out a hand to pick that grain of food that on the Sang Sang face holds, throws into oneself mouth very much skilled, then continues to lower the head to eat meal, does not know why the mood actually becomes somewhat low, is thinking silently own Sang Sang is really a child. 他伸手把桑桑脸上粘着的那粒饭摘下来,很熟练地扔进自己嘴里,然后继续低头吃饭,不知为何心情却变得有些低落,默然想着自己的桑桑果然还是个孩子啊。 Finished eating the dinner, Sang Sang like ordinary reduced fever the laundering bowl, Ning Que started to write the symbol, when was exhaustedly sleepy then at will inscribe several sections to adjust the spirit, when to night then burnt foot áng to prepare to sleep. 吃完晚饭,像平常那样桑桑去烧水洗碗,宁缺则是开始写符,疲惫困倦时便会随意写上几幅书帖调剂一下精神,到了夜深时便烫脚áng准备睡觉。 Deep winter although soon passes, spring truly has not actually arrived, Chang An City under dim light of night somewhat is cold, two people rest on the bed that in the winter of last year built, such as old times like that foot relative. 隆冬虽然快要过去,春天却还没有真正到来,夜色下的长安城还是有些寒冷,二人还是睡在去年冬天砌的炕上,如往年那般头脚相对。 Cleanness that the small foot of Sang Sang washes, was held by Ning Que in the bosom, his mo this tender pure white such as the small feet of jade to smooth jiāo, thinks very comfortable relieved., Then closed the eye to fall asleep wonderful. 桑桑的小脚丫洗的干干净净,被宁缺抱在怀里,他mo着这对光滑jiāo嫩洁白如玉的小脚,觉得非常舒服安心,吧嗒一声着了。,然后闭上眼睛进入了美妙的梦乡。 How regardless to see, this seemed only Ning Que and Sang Sang in the past 15 years night repetition, was only a common not wonderful night, however Sang Sang simply has not actually fallen asleep. 无论怎么看,这似乎都只是宁缺和桑桑过去15年间夜晚的重复,都只是一个寻常无奇的夜,然而桑桑却根本没有睡着。 She is opening that bright eye, calmly looks that sticks is abandoning the paper talisman roof, as if looks these years had lived in the dirt wall in dike and Wei City yard of Mount Min cave. 她睁着那双明亮的眼睛,静静看着糊着废弃符纸的屋顶,仿佛看着过去这些年来曾经住过的岷山山洞的岩壁、渭城小院的土墙。