In the morning, Lu Chenjiaawakenedfrom the nightmare, sawhisface.
清晨时分,陆晨迦从恶梦中惊醒,看到了他的脸。Thatbecamesomewhatstrangefullis the face of dirttohersonear, nearlysomewhatfeels sadtohersomepalpitations, particularlythateyespupilno longercleantranslucent, buthas been covered withsomegreasydustlikely, is passing the indifference of non-mood, even moremadeherfeelrestless.
那张已经变得有些陌生的满是污垢的脸离她是这般的近,近到她有些心酸又有些心悸,尤其是那双眼眸不再干净透亮而像是蒙了些油腻的尘埃,又透着无情绪的冷漠,愈发令她感到不安。„Iwalkimmediately.”Shelowers the headto flutterto say.
“我马上就走。”她垂头颤声说道。„Youwalkneedlessly, Iwalk.” Before the Long Qingimperial princekneelsherbody, mutteredpainfullyin a low voicesaid: „Iaskedyouagaindo not presentbeforeme, Ihave abandoned, Idid not havewhatfuture, Ibegged for foodto liveam not beingenter the worldCultivation, had not expected that Vast Skybestowedto grantmyanythingfortuitous encounter, Iapproved myselfto covet life and fear death, not onlydid not have the courageto gofacing some oldpeopleor the matters, anddid not have the courage dead, Iwas only a mouse of in the sewers, when Iwill fondly rememberto work as the tigerscenery, butIonlywantto eat the sloughto go on livingnow, livedis being better than what.”
“你不消走,我走。”隆庆皇子跪到她的身前,痛苦地低声喃喃说道:“我求求你不要再呈现在我面前了,我真的已经废了,我没有什么前途,我讨饭活着不是什么入世修行,也没有奢望昊天赐赉我什么奇遇,我认可自己贪生怕死,既没有勇气去面对旧有的人或事,又没有勇气去死,我只是一个阴沟里的老鼠,我会怀念当老虎时的风光,但我现在只想吃着腐肉活下去,活着比什么都好。”Lu Chenjialooksto kneel the beggarbeforeown, is thinking the perfectman of oncethatelegant demeanorperson, hearttongtodid not endureto move, trembles the fingerto caress lovinglyhistop of the headgently, having the weeping voiceto plead: „Butyoucanliveinin the sewersneedlessly, youcanliveobviouslywell, at leastyoushouldgo on livingwithme.”陆晨迦看着跪在自己身前的乞丐,想着曾经的那个风采人的完美男子,心头恸至不忍触碰,颤着手指轻轻抚摩着他的头顶,带着哭腔恳求道:“但你可以不消在阴沟里活着,你明明可以活得更好,至少你应该和我一起活下去。”
The Long Qingimperial princelowered the head, as if not wantto makeherfingermove itselfto intertwine the greasydirtyhair, trembles the sounddesire saying: „ButIdo not wantto makeother peopleseemealsoto live, so long aswithyouin the same place, certainlywill be seenbyother people, buthidesinin the sewersXunHuome, nobodyknows that wasonceI.”隆庆皇子低下头,似乎不想让她的手指触碰到自己纠结油腻龌龊的头发,颤着声音乞求说道:“可我不想让他人看见我还活着,只要和你在一起,就一定会被他人看见,而躲在阴沟里荀活的我,没有人知道那是曾经的我。”Lu Chenjialooks at the distant placecrazily, palmfallsslowlyis caressing lovinglyhischeekscarefully, thatoncewas familiarwas already strange the cheeks that once the crazylovestilldid not abandon.陆晨迦痴痴看着远处,手掌缓慢落下细细地抚摩着他的脸颊,那张曾经熟悉已然陌生曾经痴恋依然不舍的脸颊。„Nowinthisworld, only thenyouknow that onceLong Qingimperial princealsolivedhas been forgettinghim, thenhedied, indreamIhad punctured your sword, ifin factIcurrently am also capable ofkillingyou, Isamewill puncture your swordwithout hesitationagain, becauseIdo not wantto bethatLong Qingimperial princeagain, Ionlywantto go on livingsimply.”
“现在这个世界上只有你知道曾经的隆庆皇子还活着忘了他,那么他就死了,在梦里我曾经刺过你一剑,事实上如果我现在还有能力杀死你,我一样会毫不犹豫再刺你一剑,因为我不想再做那个隆庆皇子,我只想简单地活下去。”
After speakingthese words, Long Qingdid not returnto leave the woods, at this time the skyhas shone, the dawnshone the decliningwildtemplehisrickets the bodyto return to the templeto turn round the remnantsnowbrokenwallto sendfor quite a whileto be dullto that is awakenedby the sense of hunger that in the abdomentransmitted, returning tooneselfXiPanbrick wallto get downfor quite a while.
说完这段话后,隆庆头也不回离开了树林,此时天已亮了,晨光照耀着破落的荒庙他佝偻着身子回到了庙里对着那堵覆着残雪的破墙发了半天呆,然后被腹中传来的饥饿感惊醒,回到自己席畔的砖墙下了半天。
The half of the daywas spatial, hehides there halfsteamed bun, halfjarcabbagecoconut palmsoupvanished into thin air, eventhatwas regarded as the treasure the jarnot to knowwherebyhim.
了半天还是空,他藏在那里的半个馒头,还有半瓮白菜梆子汤都已经不翼而飞,甚至连那个被他看成宝贝的瓮都不知去了何处。Long Qingto turn roundlooks at the beggarcompanion who thesefacial expressionsto the ruined templevaries, shoutsangrilyloudly: „Who***daresto snatchmysteamed bun! Gives back tome! Myjar? Myjar!”隆庆回头望向破庙里那些神情各异的乞丐同伴,愤怒地大声喊道:“谁***敢抢我的馒头!都还给我!还有我的瓮呢?我的瓮呢!”Hetowardthattwolip anglesbrought the grease stains, the youngbeggar who whole facesatisfactiondisdained the facial expressionto throw, wantedto snatchownsteamed bun and whitevegetable soup, however the injurybodycompared withaverage personmight as wellhim, wherewasthisand other rivals of wickedbeggar, 2-3were then trampledto turnin the placeshrinks the bodyto sway back and forthpainfullyunceasingly.
他向着那两名唇角带着油渍,满脸满意不屑神情的青壮乞丐扑了过去,想要抢回属于自己的馒头和白菜汤,然而受过重伤身体比普通人还不如他,哪里是这等恶丐的敌手,三两下便被人踹翻在地痛苦地缩着身子不断打着滚。In the ruined templeresoundsfiercecoughsound, Long Qingcoughs up bloodunceasingly, painextremely. In the temple the beggarslook in hislooknot to haveanysympathyto pity, insteadtakes pleasure in others'misfortunesandlooks at the good playcompletely the appearance.
破庙里响起剧烈的咳嗽声,隆庆不断咳着血,痛苦万分。庙里乞丐们望着他的眼神里没有任何同情怜悯,反而满是幸灾乐祸和看好戏的模样。Hecleansto lose the bloodstain of lip angle, retractsdifficultlyownXiPan, buriesin the kneesmutterspainfully: „Isumptuous lifestylein the imperial palace, was infinitein the Peach Mountainsceneryin former times, wherewill care abouthalfsteamed bun, howgivesyou? Yourthiscrowdsdo not haveconsciencebastard, bulliesyoualsoinadequately to enter the imperial palaceto eat the dessertfor a lifetime!”
他擦拭失落唇角的血渍,艰难缩回自己的席畔,把头埋在双膝间痛苦地咕哝道:“我昔时在皇宫里锦衣玉食,在桃山风光无限,哪里会在意半个馒头,让给你们又如何?你们这群没天良的王八蛋,欺负你们一辈子也不成能进皇宫吃点心!”Outside the ruined temple, Lu Chenjiacloselycovers mouth, on the palecheeksfullis the painfulfacial expression, the teardropsonbeadlikeflower petalfalls, fromwildernesstobecoming the Capitalendlesspath, howregardless ofLong Qingsuffersherin the spirit and language, regardless ofsheis how hopeless the pain, shehas not always cried, untilthis time.
破庙外,陆晨迦紧紧捂着嘴,惨白的脸颊上满是痛苦的神情,泪珠就像花瓣上的珠般颗颗坠下,从荒原到成京漫漫道路,无论隆庆如何在精神和语言上折磨她,无论她如何无望痛苦,她始终没有哭过,直到此时。Ampleis the painfulsob, stillto subdue|gramsis not inferior toloudly, passed the momentsheto pull the reins, was absentmindedto leave the ruined temple, flaneriedgoesto the distant placeline, the snowhorselowered the head, appearedincomparablysorrowful.
即即是痛苦的哭泣,依然不克不及放声,过了片刻她牵着缰绳,失魂落魄离开破庙,漫无目的向远处行去,身后的雪马低着头,显得无比哀痛。Shortly aftersheleaves, the fight in ruined templeerupts, does not know that isbecause the beggarslook atthisdirtysmelly, butfelt that somenewbeggarsome of being incompatibleare not always pleasing to the eyes, becauseLong Qingwas muttering in muttered the contentto enragecertainpeople, in briefwas the goodpainto beat.
就在她离开之后不久,破庙里的战斗重新爆发,不知道是因为乞丐们看这个比自己更脏更臭但感觉总有些格格不入的新乞丐有些不顺眼,还是因为隆庆咕哝着喃喃自语里的内容激怒了某些人,总之又是好一场痛殴。Together the clearblood-stained mouthpresentson the face of Long Qing, the bloody waterwashesto loseonhisfaceis turning round the dust, leaves the followingqualitycleanlysuch as the flesh of jade, howeverthatperfectface, destroyedeventually.
一道清晰的血口呈现在隆庆的脸上,血水冲涮失落他脸上覆着的尘埃,出下面素质洁如玉的肌肤,然而那张完美的脸庞,终究还是毁了。Long Qingownface, looks at the blood in palm, suddenly the crazyhas smiled, stretches out the right footto trip a beggar, thenthatbrokenbowlfrom the clothes, poundson the face of opposite partymaliciously.隆庆了自己的脸,怔怔看着掌心里的血,忽然疯癫地笑了起来,伸出右脚把一名乞丐绊倒,然后从衣服里出那破碗,狠狠地砸到对方的脸上。
The tilesdeeplycarve the cheeks of thatbeggar, the piece of thorougheye sockets, toweringpresenton the eyeball, the bloodwindsplashesin all directions, the pictureincomparableterror, in the ruined temple a piececalls out in alarm.
瓷片深深锲进那名乞丐的脸颊,有一片深入眼窝,突兀地呈现在眼球上,鲜血四处飙溅,画面无比恐怖,破庙里一片惊呼。Long Qinghas then cut off the throat of thatbeggarwith the brokenbowlpiece.隆庆接着用破碗片割断了那名乞丐的咽喉。„Murder!”
“杀人啦!”„Murder!”
“杀人啦!”
The beggarstake the fellowto encircleinall around, shoutedpanic-strickenloudlycalled out, actuallynobodydaresto go forwardto prevent the Long Qingmovement, becauseon the face of Long Qingdid not haveanymood, thatstiffwas extra.
乞丐们拿着家伙围在四周,惊恐地大声喊叫道,却没有一个人敢上前去阻止隆庆的动作,因为隆庆的脸上没有任何情绪,那种板滞额外可怕。Thatbeggarpedalledtwolegsthen dead, Long Qingstillhas not actually stopped, poundedunceasinglytohisfacewith the fist, how the fistsoftwas incapableagain, poundsdozensnextseveral hundred, canpound the cotton fibertatteredmatter a face of person, the bloodinfiltratedfromthesecotton fibers, tolosingto fall offBianBian the eyeball of eye socket.
那名乞丐蹬了两下腿便死了,隆庆却依然没有住手,不断用拳头向他的脸上砸去,拳头再如何绵软无力,砸上数十下数百下,还是能把一个人的脸砸成棉絮般的破烂物事,鲜血从那些棉絮里渗了出来,冲失落脱落出眼眶的扁扁眼球。OnLong Qingfaceindifferentmood, along with the painbeatsbutmeltsgradually, twistsuntil the facial featuresgradually, changes to the strangefacial expression that criesto resembleto smile, in the gloomyeyepupildoes not have the light, does not have the darkness.隆庆脸上漠然的情绪,也随着痛殴而渐渐融化,直至眉眼逐渐扭曲,化作似哭似笑的怪异神情,暗淡的眼眸里没有光明,也没有黑暗。Herodeon the body of thatdeadbeggar, wept bitterlyto sayloudly: „Thatsteamed bunfrozenhardlooks likecoconut palm, mustcabbagecoconut palmTangPaoruanbe ableto eat, stock did eatyounot to understand? Can youeat? Why can youwithme? Youharmedmenot to have the steamed bunto eat, laterwhogaveme the steamed bunto eat?”
他骑在那名死去乞丐的身上,大声痛哭道:“那馒头被冻的硬的像梆子,非得白菜梆子汤泡软了才能吃,原汤化原食你不懂吗?你怎么能就那么吃了呢?你为什么一定要跟着我呢?你害我没有馒头吃了,以后谁来给我馒头吃?”In the ruined templeresoundshimto look likelunaticgeneralcalling outunceasingly.
破庙里不断响起他像疯子一般的嚎叫。
The timidbeggaralreadysuch asstartledbirdin all directionsdiverged, theseare not willingto leavethisrare the bravebeggar in shelterto hidein the corneralarmed and afraid, looks atthatterrifyinglunatic, somepeopletremble the soundto cryto shout: „Do not be anxious, the cabbagecoconut palmsouphad been eatenbyus, butthatsteamed bunhas not eaten, was too hard.”
怯懦的乞丐早已如惊鸟般四处散去,那些不肯离开这难得栖身之所的胆大乞丐惊惧地藏在角落里,看着那个恐怖的疯子,有人颤着声音哭喊道:“你别急啊,白菜梆子汤是被我们喝了,但那馒头还没吃,太硬了。”Long Qinglooksat a losstothatbeggar of speech, asked: „Mysteamed bunwhere?”隆庆茫然望向说话的那个乞丐,问道:“那我的馒头在哪里?”Thatpersonpoints under hisbody the corpse of thatbeggar saying: „Inhisarms.”
那人指着他身下那名乞丐的尸体说道:“在他怀里。”
The Long Qingropein the beggarcorpse the bosomfrom the bodyis leavingthathalfsteamed bun, looked atfor quite a whilestupidly, suddenlydipsin the steamed bun the bloody water, asked: „Dipssomebloodalso to soaksoftly?”隆庆索着从身下乞丐尸体里怀里出那半个的馒头,痴痴呆呆看了半天,忽然把馒头蘸进血水里,问道:“蘸些血是不是也能泡软?”In the ruined templenobodydaresto answerhisissue, afterthatgroup of beggarslook that hedipping the steamed bun of bloodentered the mouthcoldly, keeps silent, thenhas had some strangeidea, mixeswiththis kind oflunatic, whetherinthiseverywhereisin the world of personbloodliveis better?
破庙里没有人敢回答他的问题,当那群乞丐看着他把蘸了血的馒头寒进嘴里后,更是噤若寒蝉,然后生出了一些很奇怪的想法,跟着这样一个疯子混,是不是可以在这个处处是人血的世界里活的更好一些?Theydo not knowactually, thatlunatic who inruined templedips the person of bloodsteamed bunnowis a beggar, before was actually the genuineprince, even ifhein the futurewill become the prince in beggar, whatsignificancethatalsodid have?
只是他们其实不知道,破庙里蘸人血馒头的那个疯子如今是乞丐,以前却是真正的王子,即便他日后成为乞丐中的王子,那又有什么意义?Recentlyfor serveral days, Tu Yang Citysituated inGreat Tang EmpireNortheastborder areamostleaningdistant place, the atmosphereappearedespeciallyunusual, afterthousandprofoundarmorrodeagainfrom the wildernessreturned, thisatmospherecar(riage)more and morerichly, amplewasoutside the city the pack of wolves in distant place Mount Min, as ifsomewhatdreaded the atmosphere, no longerdared the nightchillilyhowlingcontinuous.
最近这些天,位于大唐帝国东北边疆最偏远处的土阳城,气氛显得格外异常,当千名玄甲重骑自荒原归来后,这种气氛车得越来越浓郁,即即是城外远处岷山里的狼群,似乎都有些畏惧其间的气氛,不再敢于夜里凄嚎不休。Reason thatso, the natureagainrideswiththatthousandprofoundarmorrelated, in the city the soldiers and civiliansknew the newsfaintly, the Chang Anmilitary headquartersletterhave interpellatedseverely, whysuch importantmilitary forcereassignment, regardless in the military headquartersor the palacehave not heard the news, requestingon the Great Generalarmy horseto give the explanation, howeverbigGeneral's Residencesuggestedsilent, the Xiao HouGreat Generalarmed forcesclaimed illness the recreation, thattwoleaves of bright redfront doorverylonghad not opened.
之所以如此,自然与那千名玄甲重骑有关,城中军民隐隐知道了消息,长安军部来函严厉质询,为何如此重要的军力调动,无论军部还是宫里都没有听到消息,要求大将军马上做出解释,然而大将军府却对此暗示了缄默,夏侯大将军称病休养,那两扇朱红的大门已经很久没有开启了。Suddenlysomeday, the townarmed forcesbigGeneral's Residencemansiongateopensgreatly, in the city the soldiers and civiliansknow that thismeanssomeimportant matterwill soon produce, is actually surprisediswhoto be worth the Xiao HouGreat Generalarmed forcessoseriouslyregardingvery much?
忽然某日,镇军大将军府府门大开,城中军民都知道这意味着某件大事即将产生,很是惊讶究竟是谁值得夏侯大将军如此郑重看待?TatteredHorse-drawn Carriageunder the gaze of innumerablesay|wayvision, sails toTu Yang Cityslowly.
一辆破烂的马车在无数道目光的注视下,缓缓驶进土阳城。Withtomomentarilymaybeam energy spreadcarriagecompared with, thatBig BlackhorseShenjun of pulling a cartbe unusualcrudely, is very big, and when shakes the headto suspend the manner is very gruffhappy, the frontier fortresssoldiers and civilianssee the warhorse, has not actually seensuchplaceto ride, complexlyexpressed admiration, thought that in the car(riage)does not knowiswhounexpectedlyextravagantextravaganttousingthishorsepulled a cart?
和简陋到随时可能散架的车厢相比,拉车的那匹大黑马神骏异常,很是高大,并且摇头摆首时的神态很是憨喜,边塞军民多见战马,却也未曾见过这样的座骑,不由纷繁称奇,心想车中不知是何人竟奢阔到用这种马来拉车?
The glasswindow curtainswas raised an corner/horn, Ning Que in carriagelooks at the city gatewallnextbeggar, does not know that has rememberedanything, after silentmoment, said: „Regardless in former timesIandSang Sangcrossedagaindifficult, wedo not wantto passto beg for food.”
车窗窗帘被掀起一角,车厢里的宁缺看着城门墙下一名乞丐,不知想起了什么,缄默片刻后说道:“昔时无论我和桑桑过的再艰难,我们都没有想过去要饭。”First Senior Brotherlookshismicrodifferentis asking: „Why?”大师兄望着他微异问道:“为什么?”Ning Quelooks at the brokenbowl before thatbeggarbody, said: „The tool that becausegoes beggingeasilyis always robbed, and food that mustcomeis not fragrant, compared withit, Irathersnatches.”宁缺看着那名乞丐身前的破碗,说道:“因为乞讨来的工具总是容易被人抢走,并且要来的饭不香,与之相比较,我宁肯去抢。”Mo Shanshansomedo not understand that histhese words the logic, seriouslypondered after the moment, said: „The thiefand can the robberbe worthunderstandingandsympathizingcompared with the beggar?”莫山山有些不明白他这句话的逻辑,认真思考片刻后说道:“难道说小偷和强盗要比乞丐更值得理解和同情?”„Thisis the key of issue.”
“这就是问题的关键。”Ning Queputs down the window curtains, looks that Mo Shanshansaidearnestly: „Understandingandsympathyareoneveryinexpensivemood, thisworldalwaysbad risk, ifmustgo on livingthenmustlearnto rejectthesemood, to subdue|gramsbeing inferior towas not immersedbyoneselfinthismoodis unable to extricate oneself. Ialwaysthink that theseoccur happen to meetsomesetbacksthento pretend to belonely, imitationdesperate, to wail bitterlyandinjure themselvesto injure the family member, to think the worldis unfair toownfellow, is the waste materials in waste material.”宁缺放下窗帘,看着莫山山认真说道:“理解和同情是一种很廉价的情绪,这个世界总是凶险的,如果要活下去便要学会拒绝这些情绪,不克不及让自己沉浸在这种情绪中无法自拔。我一向以为那些遇着些挫折便冒充孤独、模仿绝望、哭天喊地、伤害自己伤害亲人、以为全世界都对不起自己的家伙,都是废料中的废料。”
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