ER :: Volume #3

#145: Going abroad to study

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What is the love? 爱情是什么？ What is the happiness? 幸福是什么？ What is the husband? 丈夫是什么？ What is the wife? 妻子是什么？ Family/Home, what is also? 家,又是什么？ If not know, what I am tracking down is what? 若是不知道,那我在追寻着的是什么？ If knows why is confused? 若是知道,为何迷茫？ Formerly, now, has been protecting, has been tracking down, has been trying hard, for what? 从前,现在,一直在守护,一直在追寻,一直在努力,又是为了什么？ An Luo diary 安洛日记 The dim light of night is gradually rich, at any time, that peaceful gentle elder sister, always with her mind/bosom, makings, gentle, inclusive, making one not have the means to go with her to dispute, when she uses that type, no matter you how, you are a my younger sister, is the look of I most important that person looks when oneself, any is stirring up her mood, does not have the means saying that will make people think oneself are creates a scene. 夜色渐渐浓郁,和任何时候一样,那个安静温婉的姐姐,总是用她的胸怀,气质,温柔,包容,让人没有办法去和她争执起来,当她用那种不管你怎么样,你都是我的妹妹,是我最重要的那个人的眼神看着自己时,任何一句挑动着她情绪的话,都没有办法说出口,会让人觉得自己是无理取闹。 The girl remembered one war philosophy of China: Does not fight, undefeated. 女孩儿想起了中国的一种战争哲学:不战,不败。 The elder sister fiercest place, lies in not being able to feel that she fierce, is she forever, once, now, oneself can only follow in her behind, cannot snatch in front of her. 姐姐最厉害的地方,就在于让人根本感觉不到她有多厉害,可是她永远比自己强,曾经,现在,自己都只能跟在她的身后,抢不到她前边去。 Goes out of the zither | Jean room, the melodious qin tune is still resounding behind, the lawn from extends bright-colored the luster with the light shadow dark gray, finally vanishes during a big night, on the track in not far away, Gao Min and of white Suqing is accompanying is settling permits to take a walk. 走出琴房,悠扬的琴曲依然在身后响起,草地随着光影把色泽从明艳延伸到灰黑,最后消失在一大片的黑夜之中,不远处的小道上,高敏之和白素青正在陪伴着安许同散步。 „Father.” The girl walked, her mood is still calm, in this world only then a person can confuse her heart, making her hesitant, making her pace back and forth, making her confused, making her change. “父亲。”女孩儿走了过去,她的情绪依然平静,这个世界上只有一个人能够搅乱她的心,让她犹豫,让她徘徊,让她迷茫,让她改变。 Gao Min and of white Suqing without interest the distance is pulled open by oneself and settle permits with quietly, then approaches with secure permits. 高敏之和白素青悄然无息地让自己和安许同的距离拉开一点,然后才随着安许同走近。 „Are you doing today?” secure permits with knits the brows slightly, does not know when from starts, oneself and daughter's talk, starts to enforce gradually, the daughter's attitude to the elder sister, making him have doubts, where actually could not find the issue to leave, he is not willing to notice that two intimate daughters are gradually unfamiliar, settling down big enterprise has lots of assets, but settles permits with feeling oneself have not made the mistakes of these rich and powerful family aristocratic families absolutely, household management political arena and market. “你今天是在干什么？”安许同微微皱眉,不知道从什么时候开始,自己和女儿的谈话,开始渐渐地严肃起来,女儿对姐姐的态度,让他十分疑惑,却找不到问题出在什么地方,他绝不愿意看到两个亲密无间的女儿渐渐生疏,安家家大业大,可是安许同觉得自己绝对没有犯下那些豪门世家的错误,把家庭经营成政坛和商场。 The family/home is big, industry is big, greatly family member. 家再大,业再大,大不过家人。 „Is flattering uncle aunt.” Girl honest, no matter elder sister or father, impossible with Qin Huai, Li Qin said that she usually is not so the appearance, therefore does not need covers up own goal to the elder sister and father. “在讨好叔叔阿姨。”女孩儿坦诚的很,不管是姐姐还是父亲,都不可能和秦淮,李琴说她平常不是这般模样,所以更没有必要对姐姐和父亲遮掩自己的目的。 „You do this, was excessive, treat people to honestly, can be popular good, you now like this, later what to do?” secure permits shakes the head, even if knows that the daughter has the opinion, did not listen to others saying that but after all were a father, has truth that the responsibility told her these to cultivate the behavior, let alone the daughter was only the daughter, the father or the father, she still knows, she treated the attitude of family member, change biggest also merely was the attitude to the elder sister. “你这样做,过份了,待人以诚,才能得人心善,你现在这样子,以后怎么办？”安许同摇了摇头,即使知道女儿太有主见,听不进别人说的话,可自己毕竟是父亲,有责任告诉她这些做人的道理,更何况女儿只是女儿,父亲还是父亲,她也知道,她对待家人的态度,改变最大的也仅仅是对姐姐的态度。 „Later? Later also this, treat people to honestly, needs to examine with the time, even camouflages, camouflaged for a lifetime, that is real. I flatter uncle aunt now like this, later can also, they be an elder, share that I eventually only then flatter.” The girl said calmly, is very natural, filial parental parents-in-law, this is the perfectly justified matter, this is he insisted that will also be will do. “以后？以后也还是这样,待人以诚,需要用时间来检验,即使是伪装,伪装了一辈子,那就是真实。我现在这样讨好叔叔阿姨,以后也会,他们是长辈,我终究只有讨好的份。”女孩儿平静地说道,很自然,孝顺父母公婆,这是天经地义的事情,这是他坚持的,也是自己会做的。 „Your older sister is the Qin An boyfriend!” The secure permits with knowing daughter's matter, daughter's prestige is extremely high, oneself are the master of settling down, is in many eyes, daughter's component is weightier, he even knows, some people called the daughter the young lady. “你姐姐才是秦安的男朋友！”安许同知道女儿的事情,女儿的威信极高,自己是安家的主人,可是在许多人的眼里,女儿的份量更重,他甚至知道,有一部分人叫女儿大小姐。 Except the qa conference, the unknown organizations are operating a huge wealth, settles permits with also to know, the daughter has not been hiding the truth from oneself meaning, before settled permits with unable to understand that the wealth of that organization and its operation, why will take „dowry” such strange name. 除去qa会议,有一个更不为人知的组织在经营着一笔庞大的财富,安许同也知道,女儿没有瞒着自己的意思,以前安许同无法理解那个组织和其经营的财富,为什么会取“嫁妆”这样奇怪的名字。 Now he knew, the dowry, is the dowry. 现在他知道了,嫁妆,就是嫁妆。 „Qin An had said doesn't want me?” Girl corners of the mouth chuckle. “秦安有说过不要我吗？”女孩儿嘴角轻笑。 secure permits comrade heavily, daughter's expression reminded him of overstated this word, was insane. 安许同气得不轻,女儿的表情让他想起了走火入魔这个词,疯了。 The girl turns around to leave slowly, the tears of corner of the eye fall on deep green grass Yezi, radiant blurredly, carefully is looked, regardless such dim halo that the light shines, inside is limpid and insightful. 女孩儿转身缓缓离开,眼角的泪水落在碧绿的草叶子上,被灯光照耀的璀璨迷离,仔仔细细地看去,撇开那样朦胧的光晕,里边儿却是清澈而通透。 ...... …… ...... …… The other side of the ocean, Qin An and Sun Sūn left the provincial capital, returns to Lou Xing city. 大洋彼岸,秦安和孙荪离开了省城,回到娄星市。 Sun Yan qing came back, accompanies middle to cherish the jade to watch the television at home. 孙彦青回来了,在家陪着仲怀玉看电视。 „Today came back, will also think tomorrow.” middle bosom the jade to look at Qin An and Sun Sūn smilingly, that is one type gentle, when the temperate happy expression, that is the elder looks at the little children love look. “今天回来了啊,还以为得明天呢。”仲怀玉笑盈盈地看着秦安和孙荪,那是一种慈祥的,温和的笑意,那是长辈看着小儿女恋爱时的眼神。 „So is far, in the morning goes, in the afternoon naturally came back, will serve a need tomorrow?” Sun Yan qing spoke thoughtlessly a saying, then remembered the daughter and Qin An relations, after this was really the Yangtze River , before the wave pushed , the wave...... the daughter grew up, already to can with the boy, when outside over night let the parents worried, Sun Yan qing saw for the first time Qin An and Sun the grandson kissed is thinking, if oneself daughter were in love, cannot interfere willfully, what to do otherwise did the daughter elope like her mother in the past? Sun Yan qing dislikes own wife's father, therefore does not want to make the wife's father look at own joke, must do with the wife's father different things comes out. “就这么远,上午去,下午自然回来了,用得着明天吗？”孙彦青只是随口一说,然后才想起女儿和秦安的关系,这真是长江后浪推前浪啊……女儿长大了,都已经到了会和男孩子在外边过夜让父母操心的时候了,孙彦青第一次看到秦安和孙孙亲嘴的时候就在想,自己女儿要是谈恋爱了,决不能横加干涉,否则女儿像她妈当年那样私奔了怎么办？孙彦青讨厌自己的岳丈,所以绝不想让岳丈看自己的笑话,就得做和岳丈不一样的事情出来。 Afterward the wife and he said that the daughter and Qin An matter, she will worry, Sun Yan qing felt relieved, although wife body weak a point, this is these years is the main hall has entered in the kitchen the model of gum, the man worried about the enterprise outside on the line, inside the family/home matter does not need him to manage. 后来妻子和他说了,女儿和秦安的事情,她会操心,孙彦青就放心了,妻子虽然身子弱了一点,这是这些年来一直是出得厅堂入得厨房上得牙床的典范,男人在外边操心事业就行,家里边的事情是不需要他管的。 Sun Yan qing has thought own good fortune world is rare, the nature is optimistic, opening that many things also look, not like common working as father, always works as the thief close to oneself daughter's boy. 孙彦青一直觉得自己的福气天下少有,自然心宽,许多事情也看的开,倒不像一般的当父亲的那样,老是把接近自己女儿的男孩子当贼。 Sun Sūn somewhat blushes, traces the finger, hurries to run up to the bathroom to prepare to take down the ring, the girl only then wears the ring to know that the charm of ring is not because attractive or precious, that is the feeling that wears not to take down, but how does Sun Sūn dare to wear the ring at home? Even if the parents know her and Qin An relations, but openly wears the ring, but must act with constraint, was concerned about face? 孙荪有些脸红,摸了摸手指头,赶紧跑到浴室去准备把戒指取下来,女孩子只有戴过戒指才知道戒指的魔力绝不是因为好看或者贵重,那是戴上去就不想取下来的感觉,可是孙荪怎么敢在家里戴戒指？即使爸妈知道她和秦安的关系,可是堂而皇之地戴戒指,还要不要矜持,要不要脸了啊？ Let alone also has Ye Zhulan, for matter that Qin An and said that now must take down, thinks that matter that he and said that Sun Sūn looks at inside mirror, cheeks red not like own, Tibetan Plateau in girls who where do run? 更何况还有叶竹澜,为了秦安和自己说的事情,现在也得取下来,想想他和自己说的那件事情,孙荪看着镜子里边的自己,脸颊儿红的都不像自己的,哪里跑来的青藏高原上的女孩子啊？ „Uncle Sun, matter discussed how?” What Qin An asked was the matter of logistics garden. “孙伯伯,事情谈的怎么样了？”秦安问的是物流园的事情。 „Hehe, my small company, helping the machine shop run the running short distance to be good, but logistics garden outdoor shop big...... mentioned this matter on the shop”, Sun Yan qing is very high-spirited, „Boss Qin could not have a liking, decides to invest to increase funding, I also thought the means loan, later prepared the running harbor line......” “呵呵,我那小公司,帮机械厂跑跑短途还行,可是物流园这摊子就铺大了……”说起这事情,孙彦青的情绪很高,“秦老板看不上,决定入股增资,我也想办法贷款,以后准备跑港口线路了……” „Your that business, Qin An cannot have a liking, let alone, tired a day, earlier sleeps.” middle bosom the jade actually to hit Sun Yan qing to walk. “你那点生意,秦安看不上,别说了,累了一天了,早点去睡觉吧。”仲怀玉却是要打孙彦青走。 Sun Yan qing enterprise was the preparation soared again, because pooled capital to the mountain with Qin, Sun Yan qing must attain the loan to be easy, let alone the logistics garden was the project that the municipal government stared at with emphasis, approved also quickly, Sun Yan qing wants saying that but wife words, Sun Yan qing also has to endure, the wife said let alone right, Qin An could not really have had a liking for his small-scale business, Sun Yan qing somewhat was also tired, rested honestly. 孙彦青的事业是准备再次腾飞了,因为是和秦向山合资,孙彦青要拿到贷款本就容易,更何况物流园是市政府重点盯的项目,批得也快,孙彦青就想和人说说,但是妻子一话,孙彦青也只好忍了,更何况妻子说的没错,秦安还真看不上他的小生意,孙彦青也有些累,老实去休息了。 „Sun Sūn passing through the gate, I looked at the ring that on her finger is wearing.” middle bosom the jade to look at Qin An interestingly, „also too early.” “孙荪一进门,我就瞧着她手指头上戴的戒指了。”仲怀玉饶有兴趣地看着秦安,“也太早了吧。” „Sooner or later matter.” Qin An and this future mother-in-law have handed over the heart, opening that the speech actually puts especially. “迟早的事情。”秦安和这位未来岳母交过心,说话却是格外地放的开一点。 „Really is that meaning?” middle bosom jade some to smile, two people were young, perform to think the matter of marriage, because now is impossible, middle cherished the jade to think that was the little children plays the noisy affectionate nature is quite big, has not really worked as what important matter the significance of this ring. “真是那意思？”仲怀玉有些想笑,两个人年纪都不大,尽想着结婚的事儿了,但因为现在根本不可能,仲怀玉就觉得是小儿女玩闹亲昵的性质比较大,没有真把这枚戒指的意义当什么大事了。 „I have, Sun Sūn surely does not have. Really must with you say that must carry off your daughter's days, cannot give her secretly the stopper ring, this matter also you decide are.” Qin An fully expressed the respect to the father-in-law mother-in-law, Qin An does not want to study Sun Yan qing, turned the daughters to run, then more than ten years paid no attention to the old father-in-law, Qin An do not do. “我是有,孙荪肯定没有。真要和你们说要带走你们女儿的日子,也不能就偷偷给她塞戒指啊,这事情也得你们说了算才算。”秦安充分地表达了对岳父岳母的尊重,秦安可不想学孙彦青,拐了人家女儿就跑,然后十几年不理老岳父,秦安不这么干。 „Ok, I am waiting.” middle cherished the jade unable to bear smile, held the hand of Qin An to sit down, her hand was delicate and soft, with Sun Sūn was extremely unexpectedly similar, was only her hand some grown female unique mild creamy senses of reality, but the delicateness of Sun grandson. “行,那我等着。”仲怀玉忍不住笑了起来,拉着秦安的手坐下,她的手纤弱而柔软,和孙荪的竟然极其相似,只是她的手有些成年女子特有的温润滑腻质感,而孙孙的更加细嫩。 Qin An and middle cherished the jade to speak the conversation, middle cherished the jade and Qin An asks the matter that going abroad studied. 秦安和仲怀玉说了会话,仲怀玉和秦安问起了出国念书的事情。 „Goes to under the experience the overseas humanistic environment scenery is good, but I feel not to need to study abroad, learn/study these days to person lifetime world outlook, outlook on life, moral outlook, social view has a great influence. If going abroad does not return to homeland, that also has no, but if returns to homeland again, will not adapt very much, the all sorts of conflicts of viewpoint and idea, making people who studies in unable to integrate the domestic environment again, the old point goes abroad to study also good, too small I felt desirably in the tomato locally born potato grafting, nondescript.” Many person returning to homeland, regarded the thing the vision to look at the Chinese like the foreigner, perhaps not necessarily had blind faith, showed own was unusual, every so often was the response of unconsciousness, at least Qin An did not like. “去见识下国外的人文环境风景是不错,不过我觉得没有必要留学,学习的这段时间对人一生的世界观,人生观,道德观,社会观的影响极大。如果一出国就不回国了,那还没有什么,可要是再回国,就会很不适应,观点和理念的种种冲突,让许多留学回来的人无法再融入国内的环境,年纪大点出国留学还行,太小了我感觉就是刻意把一个土生土长的土豆嫁接上西红柿,不伦不类。”很多人一回国,看待事物的眼光就像外国人看中国人了,也许未必就是崇洋媚外,彰显自己的与众不同了,很多时候都是无意识的反应,至少秦安是不喜欢的。 „I feel reasonable, Sun Sūn her cousin middle thinks of the Sir/minister, is thinking with all one's heart goes abroad to study, but where is so easy?” middle bosom the jade to shake the head, middle thinks of the Sir/minister also to invite Sun Sūn to rush to the abroad study together the truth, but middle bosom jade giving up to make the daughter go abroad. “我觉得有道理,孙荪她表姐仲思卿,就一门心思想着出国留学呢,可哪里有那么容易啊？”仲怀玉摇了摇头,仲思卿还邀孙荪一起奔留学的道理,可是仲怀玉舍不得让女儿出国。 „This I can help actually, on the preparatory course enters US Good University again, finishes the graduate student, completes 2-3 years of contract work, the full scholarship, 100,000 dollars the yearly salary, is only more than ten years, perhaps in US marriage and having child with the green card, later did not return to China.” Qin An said immediately. “这个我倒是可以帮上忙,上预科再进美国名牌大学,读完研究生,完成2-3年的合约工作,全额奖学金,十万美金起的年薪,只是这个得十多年时间,说不定就在美国结婚生子拿绿卡了,以后不回中国了。”秦安马上说道。 middle bosom the jade to be stunned, is not does not trust Qin An, but his countenance became was also too quick, simply likely a recruitment of students swindler who peddled the diploma mill diploma, opened mouth comes, positive and warm, probably was this condition was too very good, oneself want to go, was is only inappropriate, gave you to resemble the opportunity, missed this village, did not have this shop, hurried to make a payment, you or junction, tens of thousands of people and other handing over. 仲怀玉愕然,不是不信任秦安,只是他的嘴脸变得也太快了,简直像个兜售野鸡大学文凭的招生骗子,一张嘴就来,积极而热情的很,好像就是这条件太好了,自己都想去,只是自己不合适,就把机会让给你们似的,错过这村,就没有这店,赶紧交钱吧,你要不交,成千上万人等着交。 [ Offer] [奉献]
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