ER :: Volume #3

#144: The elder sister important person hurts

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In the early 20 th century in the Western music circle the prominent dazzling, named moonlight duke Steinway piano is dormant peacefully, originally this piano collects in the Churchill manor, for Winston's later generation obtains the political and economic subsidization in the election, this piano that may be called the national treasure gave settled permits with. 在二十世纪初就在西方音乐圈子里显赫耀眼,名为月光公爵斯坦威钢琴安安静静地蛰伏着,原来这架钢琴收藏在丘吉尔庄园,温斯顿的后人为了在选举中获得政治和经济上的资助,将这架堪称国之瑰宝的钢琴送给了安许同。 The secure water sits before the piano, one and buttocks long just like the black moonlight class/flow shadow, the white hammers the long skirt to tow the female gentle graceful character and style softly, she sees oneself younger sister peacefully, the facial expression on face no longer hesitates, is no longer timid, that always for others high priority female, finally decision selfish chapter. 安水坐在钢琴前,一袭及臀长犹如黑色的月光流影,白色柔锻长裙拖曳出女子温婉优雅的风情,她安安静静地看着自己的妹妹,脸上的神情不再犹豫,不再怯弱,那个总是为他人优先考虑的女子,终于决定自私一回了。 „According to the agreements of our sisters, the object of being in love, must obtain the approval of another person.” The secure water is extremely the person who attaches great importance to pledging, let alone is the agreement of younger sister, regarding the secure water, this is the most important agreement and commitment, even if secure Shuiming knows that actually this agreement only has the binding force to oneself, that can completely understand elder sister's younger sister, has not known that the elder sister is impossible to be cruel enough to feel embarrassed her. “按照我们姐妹的约定,谈恋爱的对象,必须得到另外一个人的认可。”安水是个极其重视承诺的人,更何况是和妹妹的约定,对于安水来说,这是最重要的约定和承诺,即使安水明知道其实这个约定只对自己有束缚力,那个能看透了姐姐的妹妹,难道还不知道姐姐是绝不可能忍心为难她的。 „Your inspection already to Qin An a long time, even persuaded the people of Tang to coordinate you, at this matter, you so handled with care, I think that you always should draw a conclusion, since you can completely understand that which person operated your numerous industrial company appropriately, Qin An, you should also know that he did suit me.” The secure water has not avoided younger sister's vision, what kind of vision that is, making secure water the heart tremble, she has never thought that oneself younger sister looks at herself with such a look, close to description is will protect to hug recklessly the little girl of doll, is sizing up vigilantly that person who is coveting she most precious thing. “你对秦安的考察已经很长一段时间了,甚至说动了唐家的人都配合你,在这件事情上,你如此慎重其事,我想你总应该得出一个结论了,既然你能一眼就看透哪一个人更合适操作你的众多产业公司,秦安,你也应该知道他适不适合我了。”安水没有回避妹妹的目光,那是一种怎么样的目光啊,让安水的心头都在颤,她从来不曾想过,自己的妹妹会用这样一种眼神看着自己,最接近的形容就是一个会不顾一切地守护着自己抱着的洋娃娃的小女孩,警惕地打量着觊觎着她最珍贵的东西的那个人。 Inside this vision contains renouncing insistence, this is my, no one must move! 这种目光里边蕴含着一种决绝的坚持,这是我的,谁也不许动！ „He does not suit you.” The girl approaches the elder sister step by step, said repeatedly: „He does not suit you.” “他不适合你。”女孩儿一步步地走近姐姐,重复道:“他不适合你。” „Why?” The secure water is not accidental/surprised, has turned head, looks at place gloomy ambiguous dim light of out of the window. “为什么？”安水并不意外,扭过头去,看着窗外的一地暗淡暧昧的昏暗灯光。 „Many reasons, the most important thing is, this is my conclusion.” The girl sneers, „naturally, you can also not care about my conclusion completely.” “许多原因,最重要的是,这是我的结论。”女孩儿冷笑,“当然,你也可以完全不在意我的结论。” „How I will not care, you are a my younger sister.” The secure water does not need to explain anything, which girl does not hope the person who oneself like, the family member also likes, own love, has the support of family member. “我怎么会不在意,你是我的妹妹。”安水不需要多解释什么,哪个女孩子不希望自己喜欢的人,家人也都喜欢,自己的恋爱,得到家人的支持。 „Do younger sister and Qin An, which you care?” The girl smiled, such issue offends somebody very much, is actually very inappropriate, actually she who asked also knows that which such issue fell in the water first to rescue like the wife and mother should not together to ask. “妹妹和秦安,哪一个你更在意？”女孩儿笑了起来,这样的问题很是伤人,问的其实也很不合适,其实她也知道这样的问题就像老婆和老妈一起掉水里先救哪一个一样不该问。 „Do elder sister and Qin An, which you care?” The heart of secure water in the pain, is very painful, can obviously the elder sister who all give the younger sister, can obviously any mood and harvest with the elder sister who the younger sister shares, if she really wants, is the elder sister won't give? “姐姐和秦安,哪一个你更在意？”安水的心在痛,真的很痛,明明是可以把一切都让给妹妹的姐姐,明明是可以把任何心情和收获都和妹妹分享的姐姐,如果她真的想要,难道做姐姐的不会给吗？ Even if Qin An does not comply, but side is Qin An, side is a younger sister, how do oneself choose? In brief can only seek for the balance point in the contradiction, makes the most appropriate decision. 即使秦安不答应,可是一边是秦安,一边是妹妹,自己怎么选择？总之只能在矛盾中寻找平衡点,做出最合适的决定。 Girl some visit her startled, self-ridicules smiles, „did you look?” 女孩儿有些愕然地看着她,自嘲地笑了笑,“你看出来了？” „How to see? You treat anybody, is such indifference and careless, even if establishes distinguished service qa conference for your industry, when they start to break away from your control, you can still eliminate without hesitation senior statesman...... regarding Qin An, you spent the too much time, too many plans, do I look at this?” The secure water shows a faint smile, „actually said from you and I, must help me inspect the inspection, examines his time, I knew......, since we are the sisters, the person who the elder sister likes, how can the younger sister not like? Will choose the similar variety like us since childhood the skirt, perhaps similarly food of taste, the similarly attractive toy...... this does not only have the change.” “怎么看不出来？你对待任何人,都是那样的冷漠和漫不经心,即使为你的产业立下汗马功劳的qa会议,当他们开始想要脱离你的控制时,你也可以把其中的元老毫不犹豫地清除掉……对于秦安,你花了太多时间,太多心机,我难道连这都看出来？”安水微微一笑,“其实从你和我说,要帮我考察考察,检验检验他的时候,我就知道了……既然我们是姐妹,姐姐喜欢的人,妹妹怎么会不喜欢？就像我们从小都会选择同样花色的裙子,同样口味的食物,同样漂亮的玩具……也许这是唯一没有改变的吧。” „Since this, you also do make me be close to him? Your this not the person who does want me to like on you liking?” The girl also smiled, a shyness, two sisters have not liked on the same person, perhaps regarding most people, says, however in her, this is one precipitated at heart long time the faits accomplis. “既然这样,你还让我接近他？你这不是希望我喜欢上你喜欢的人吗？”女孩儿也笑了起来,并没有一丝羞涩,两姐妹喜欢上同一个人,对于绝大多数人来说,也许说不出口,但是在她心里边,这不过是一个在心里边沉淀良久了的既成事实。 „At that time had such thought that I also hope that he can like you.” The secure water is always willing considered for him and she, are worrying about the person, if he and she can in the same place, that would be nice, oneself can look, should, even if completed mother's last wish, each mother strongest wish and happiest matter, is on most is being still moved, actually isn't the happiest matter, that day that the daughter gets married? “那时候是有这样的念头,我也希望他能喜欢上你。”安水总是更加愿意为他和她考虑,都是自己心里边牵挂着的人,如果他和她能够在一起,那该多好啊,自己可以一直照顾着,应该就算是完成了母亲的遗愿吧,每一个母亲最大的心愿和最开心的事,也是最上伤感着,却最幸福的事情,难道不就是女儿出嫁的那一天吗？ If such, oneself can tell mother safely, the elder sister first arrives at the responsibility in this world, she performed. 如果是那样,自己就可以安心地告诉母亲了,姐姐先来到这个世界上的责任,她尽到了。 „Elder sister, I guessed that under your real idea, you hope that I like Qin An, hopes that Qin An likes me, you want to reconcile our two, this point is without a doubt, I did not suspect, but I am thinking, I and Qin An, you will give up liking Qin An together? If you cannot put down, why can also do that?” The girl asked calmly. “姐姐,我猜测下你真实的想法吧,你希望我喜欢上秦安,也希望秦安喜欢上我,你想撮合我们两个,这一点毋庸置疑,我绝不怀疑,但是我在想,我和秦安在一起了,你会放弃喜欢秦安吗？如果你放不下,为什么还要这么做？”女孩儿冷静地问道。 The secure water lowers the head, avoided girl's vision. 安水低下头,避开了女孩儿的目光。 „I and Qin An, you can take care of us as elder sister together, our sisters have lived together in any case, you have also been taking care of us...... even I and Qin An marry, you can still consider the name of life by the elder sister and we live together, was not I feels to get married, can not want your elder sister, but, the elder sister......” girl approached the elder sister, looks down her eye, „you are thinking, in this case, you on can justifiablily every day and he live together, does not need, because the factor of age. But bears his parents' pressure...... the marriage to you, is unimportant, you want, but is every day and he in the same place, visits him, is taking care of him, this enough, this is your love, is narrow and stupid.” “我和秦安在一起了,你就可以以姐姐的身份照顾着我们,反正我们姐妹一直是生活在一起的,你也是一直照顾着我们……即使我和秦安结婚,你也可以以姐姐照顾生活的名义和我们一起生活,不是我觉得结婚了,就可以不要你这个姐姐了,只是,姐姐……”女孩儿走近姐姐,低下头看着她的眼睛,“你是在想,这样的话,你就可以名正言顺地每天都和他生活在一起了吧,不需要因为年龄的因素而承受他父母的压力……婚姻对你来说,并不重要,你所想要的,不过是每天和他在一起,看着他,照顾着他,这就够了,这就是你的爱,狭隘而愚蠢。” „You thought that must oneself think the best thing, most is worth being precious person gives to the younger sister, must with most sympathize him, is most suitable his method, satisfies your love?” The girl sat on the stool, on the forehead is infiltrating the sweat, was cold, cool. “你到底是觉得要把自己认为最好的东西,最值得珍贵着的人儿送给妹妹,还是要用最体贴他,最适合他的方法,来满足你的爱情？”女孩儿坐在了凳子上,额头上渗着汗水,都是冷的,凉的。 „I seek in the contradiction most can balance the contradictory choice, I like Qin An, but I am not most suitable and he in the together person, you are more suitable. You are my younger sister, Qin An sympathize gently, are with good intention, understands the attendance person, he to you is also most appropriate. I cannot consider only itself, but I cannot achieve to give up to his liking, such decision is not most appropriate?” The secure water most times, hides the concern at heart, is actually still seen through by younger sister one eyes, said these words, unexpectedly some mood of releasing, making her breath somewhat chaotic and rapid. “我只是在矛盾中寻找最能平衡矛盾的选择,我喜欢秦安,可是我并不是最适合和他在一起的人,你更适合。你是我的妹妹,秦安温柔而体贴,善解人意,懂得照顾人,他对你来说也是最合适的。我不能只顾着自己,但是我也做不到割舍掉对他的喜欢,难道这样的决定不是最合适的吗？”安水在绝大多数时候,都是把心事藏在心里边,却依然被妹妹一眼看穿,把这些话说出来,竟然有些泄的情绪,让她的呼吸都有些乱而急促。 „You might as well study E Huang female brave such in ancient China legend, two females waited on a husband to be good.” The girl sneers. “那你不如学中国古代传说中的娥皇女英那样,二女共侍一夫好了。”女孩儿又冷笑起来。 The secure water has not spoken, this is not own decision, is Qin An, but do not oppose him, first meeting, promised him. 安水没有说话,这不是自己的决定,是秦安的,只是自己并不反对他罢了,第一次见面,就答应他了。 „You remain silent, are you still considering this issue?” The girl somewhat felt that smiled inconceivable, „did you understand that what is the love? Did not say to your sentiment regardless Qin An, you and Qin An how matter, I cannot understand time actually might as well I and he who how you and his present sentiment, you and he are together.” “你保持沉默,难道你还在考虑这个问题？”女孩儿有些感觉不可思议地笑了起来,“你懂不懂得什么是爱情？撇开秦安对你的感情不说,你和秦安到底怎么一回事,我一直不能理解你和他现在的感情如何,你和他相处的时间其实还不如我和他。” The secure water takes up to place nearby telephone, that telephone gave her a moment ago a relieved happy happiness, when she loses with low-spirited, she was clearer, needs Qin An truly, is not a younger sister, but is oneself, was the younger sister doing a moment ago? She is flattering Qin Huai and Li Qin, her understood seeks for and grasps the happiness, oneself need Qin An, is not Qin An needs anyone, Qin An does not need to advance the younger sister arms him, the younger sister does not need, she must want, she will strive. 安水拿起放在一旁的电话,刚才那个电话给了她一份安心甜蜜的幸福,在她失落和黯然的时候,她更加清楚了,真正需要秦安的,不是妹妹,而是自己,妹妹刚才都在干什么？她在讨好着秦淮和李琴,她远比自己更懂得寻找和掌握幸福,自己需要秦安,不是秦安需要谁,秦安也不需要自己把他推到妹妹怀里,妹妹更加不需要,她要想要,她自己会争取。 Only ignorant, stirs to gather in inside illegibile, only then oneself. 唯一懵懵懂懂,在里边不清不楚地搅合的,只有自己。 „I have been thinking, the love tracks down perhaps is being together of morning and evening, snuggling of being very close, but that is only the goal that the love pursues, is actually not the love, each other worries to keep thinking, thinks that he wants, thinks that can give him, this is my love.” Although does not warm to make the person mood low with younger sister's talk, but secure water the corners of the mouth still turned upwards one to immerse the charming warm happy expression. “我一直在想,爱情追寻的也许就是朝朝暮暮的相处,耳鬓厮磨的依偎吧,但是那只是爱情追寻的目标,却不是爱情本身,彼此牵挂惦记着,想他想要的,想自己能给他的,这就是我的爱情。”尽管和妹妹的谈话并不温暖而让人心情低落,但是安水的嘴角依然翘起了一份沉醉迷人的暖暖笑意。 „I do not believe, the love......” girl shakes the head tenaciously. “我不这么认为,爱情……”女孩儿固执地摇了摇头。 „I said that this is my love.” The secure water broke girl's thread of conversation. “我说了,这是我的爱情。”安水打断了女孩儿的话头。 The girl sees the elder sister surprisedly, this is the first time that she saw that the elder sister breaks others to speak, did not give others to say the words the opportunity, must know even did not approve, loathing, elder sister, when spoke with anybody, will be maintaining the happy expression, earnestly listened attentively to itself the opposite party to say. 女孩儿惊讶地看着姐姐,这是她第一次见到姐姐打断别人说话,不给别人把话说完的机会,要知道即使是不认同,厌恶着,姐姐在和任何人说话的时候,都会保持着笑意,认真地倾听对方把自己的话说完。 This time, she interrupted younger sister's words. 这一次,她打断了妹妹的话。 „Very strange? Can change incessantly is you, I.” The sound of secure water is flowing slowly, just like the moonlight is equally cool on the lawn is spreading, „I decided that no longer worries about too many things, knows what oneself wants is anything, knows that he wants me to make anything, wants me side him, is also good by the girlfriend, the wife is also good, is a sweetheart, no matter, in brief no longer stupidly shoves open to injure his heart him, this enough.” “很奇怪吗？会改变的不止是你,还有我。”安水的声音缓缓流动着,恍如在草地上蔓延着的月光一样清凉,“我只是决定了,不再去操心太多的事情,知道自己想要的是什么,知道他想要我做什么,想要我在他身边,以女朋友也好,妻子也好,还是情人也罢,都无所谓,总之不再傻乎乎地把他推开伤他的心,这样就够了。” The girl sees the elder sister, is very strange. 女孩儿看着姐姐,很陌生。 „You know what you want is what?” The secure water station gets up, is holding younger sister's hand, supports into the bosom her, she is oneself younger sister, when oneself stand before mother bed, only feared that has never thought will speak with the younger sister like today. “你知道你想要的是什么吗？”安水站起来,牵着妹妹的手,把她拥入怀里,她是自己的妹妹啊,当自己站在母亲床前时,只怕从来不曾想到过会像今天这样和妹妹说话。 Was not does not love the younger sister, but the younger sister did not need the elder sister to hurt, the elder sister important person is loving. 不是不疼妹妹了,只是妹妹不需要姐姐疼了,姐姐要人疼爱着了。 [ Offer] [奉献]
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