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When eyes, Beirrogo is frequently the person who is at Schrdinger condition, when you felt this fellow has the complex idea, he accidental/surprised pure, but if you thought that he is very pure, then his idea can be divided minute of not as you expected. 在艾缪的眼里,伯洛戈是个时时刻刻处于薛定谔状态的人,当你觉得这家伙有复杂的想法时,他会意外的单纯,但如果你觉得他很单纯,那么他的想法则会分分钟出乎你的预料。 Still remembers that night end until now, when Beirrogo brings leaves Bureau of Order, surface is very calm, in the back nervous is not good. 艾缪直到现在仍记得那一夜的末尾,当伯洛戈带艾缪离开秩序局时,艾缪表面很镇定,背地里慌的不行。 She clearly knows very much, she was shattered the reason by the turbulent mood, in this case, is very difficult to reject any request of Beirrogo. 她很清楚地知道,自己被汹涌的情绪冲垮了理智,这种情况下,艾缪很难拒绝伯洛戈的任何要求。 Then...... 然后…… Beirrogo really goes out to stroll, walked on foot for several hours, walks while chats some not to have, until the day dawn, bringing the restaurant that is going to him often to go to have a breakfast, had the breakfast on the way, but also said with her, oneself and Palmer frequently in working overtime afterward this and so on story. 伯洛戈真的拉艾缪出去闲逛,徒步走了数个小时,一边走一边聊一些有的没的,直到天蒙蒙亮,带着艾缪去他常去的餐厅吃了一顿早餐,吃早餐的途中,还和她讲,自己和帕尔默经常在加班后来这之类的故事。 First is pleasantly surprised and excited, is anxious, fear, to turned into the mind finally dual exhausted. 先是惊喜、兴奋,然后是不安、害怕,到最后变成了心神的双重疲惫。 Beirrogo like a bystander, when delivering returns to Bureau of Order, he added as the matter stands, vigor on consumption was similar, can go back to sleep directly, what he does not know, work and rest was penetrated, she prepares with the complex mood, a hard boiled day. 伯洛戈就像一个没事人一样,在送艾缪回秩序局时,他还说这样一来,精神头就消耗的差不多了,可以回去直接睡觉了,但他不知道的是,艾缪的作息被击穿了,她准备怀着复杂的情绪,硬熬一天。 In afterward day, truly felt the change of Beirrogo, he became to himself on own initiative, was more intimate, relations that but estimated with, was in the difference several points. 后来的日子里,艾缪确实感受到了伯洛戈的变化,他对自己变得更加主动,也更加亲密,但和艾缪预想的关系,还是差上了几分。 Stable running many years of novel app, compare favorably with old version to pursue book divine tool, old bookworms using trading source App , huanyuanapp.org 【稳定运行多年的小说app,媲美老版追书神器,老书虫都在用的换源App,huanyuanapp.org】 Thinks is also, this abnormal homicidal maniac detected finally the happiness of human love, was in gradually by the process of human civilization domestication, if counted on that Beirrogo turns into Serez such sentiment Saint overnight, that had/left the big problem. 想想也是,这个变态杀人狂终于察觉到了人类爱情的美好,正处于逐步被人类文明驯化的过程,要是指望伯洛戈一夜之间变成瑟雷那样的情圣,那才是出了大问题。 In any case in any event, this is a good start. 反正无论如何,这是个好的开始。 Can obviously feel, Beirrogo is deliberately imitating, substitutes itself in an intimate relation diligently, often about the Beirrogo effort felt that satisfies and sighs. 艾缪能明显地感受到,伯洛戈在刻意模彷着,努力把自己代入一段亲密关系中,艾缪时常对伯洛戈的努力感到满足与叹息。 The time returns to the present. 时间回到现在。 Has not related, without the relations,” beckons with the hand, I do not need what gift.” “没关系的,没关系的,”艾缪摆摆手,“我不需要什么礼物。” But I felt, takes a long journey, should deliver you to select the gift.” “但我觉得,远行回来,应该送你点礼物。” Why?” “为什么?” I looked that in the movie develops like this.” “我看电影里都是这样演的。” Beirrogo has not accepted the child of compulsory education like one, his understanding the social operation logic, as if came from the movie. 伯洛戈就像一个未接受过义务教育的孩子,他对社会运行逻辑的了解,仿佛全部来自于电影。 Movie is the movie, the life is the life!” Ai Miuqiang moves saying that do not substitute oneself casually!” “电影是电影,生活是生活!”艾缪强调道,“不要把自己随便代入啊!” Good good.” “好的好的。” Beirrogo was saying smiled, he dialogue that likes not making sense like this, looks like the movie plot very much, very affable tense innermost feelings. 伯洛戈说着笑了起来,他喜欢这样无厘头的对话,很像电影情节,也很舒缓紧张的内心。 In Beirrogo establishes alliance relationship after that strange way, he and between has conducted many interactions, even the union, two people looked like the wrestler in field of honor as before, probed and seeks for the flaw of opponent mutually. 伯洛戈以那奇怪的方式缔结“同盟关系”后,他与艾缪之间又进行过许多次互动,即便是同盟了,两人依旧像决斗场上的角斗士,互相试探、寻找对手的破绽。 Mainly is at the duel. 主要是艾缪在决斗。 The logical thinking of Beirrogo, never thought that this is a duel, because of so, Beirrogo once for a while stunning the world, causes heavy losses to will. 伯洛戈的逻辑思维,从未觉得这是一场决斗,也因如此,伯洛戈时不时的语出惊人,常会重创艾缪。 When the intimate relation pulls closer, first feels not a clear illusion feeling, is the happiness that is hard to contain, when shatters the sane happiness cools, many issues also surface. 亲密关系拉近时,先是感到一阵不真切的幻觉感,紧接着是难以遏制的欢愉,可当冲垮理智的欢愉冷却下来时,许多问题随之浮出水面。 Before, they were only the friends, can chat with ease, but their instinct must display now perfectly before the opposite party, might prove oneself were worth the opposite party love. 在以前,他们只是朋友,可以轻松地聊天,但现在他们本能地要在对方面前表现得更加完美,好像要证明自己值得对方爱。 Once the opposite party were that satisfied and accepts, oneself will have the security sense, like conducting a series of tests, hopes that the opposite party affirms himself, has a look at itself whether achieved the expectation result. 一旦对方感到满意和接受,自己就会有安全感,就像进行一连串的考试,希望对方肯定自己,也看看自己是否达到了期望成绩。 Also suspected that has asked that what do you want to obtain from here?” 艾缪也怀疑地问过,“你想从我这里得到什么呢?” The reply of Beirrogo is, no, do I like...... this atmosphere very much?” 伯洛戈的回答是,“没什么,我只是很喜欢……这种氛围?” Under the ponder, Beirrogo said carefully definite, I like with the atmosphere that you are together, this will make me feel that relaxes.” 仔细地思考下,伯洛戈确定地说道,“我喜欢和你相处的氛围,这会令我感到放松。” Even if Beirrogo are not the person in common sense significance, but their logical thinking, come under the influence of global value unavoidably. 即便艾缪与伯洛戈算不上常理意义上的人,但他们的逻辑思维,难免受到普世价值的影响。 The close relations made them feel a little not really and desirably, because they must cover oneself shortcoming and problem now, in order to showed best side before the opposite party. 亲密的关系令他们觉得有点不真实和刻意,因为他们现在必须掩盖自己的缺点和毛病,以便在对方面前展现最好的一面。 That night absurdity strolled, two people one calm appearance, the innermost feelings were actually overwhelming, they felt shy and in a terrified way took in everything at a glance. 那一夜的荒唐漫步中,两人都一副镇定的模样,实则内心翻江倒海,他们感到的害羞和惶恐一览无余。 Although they know that the opposite party also has the same mood, but they were worried oneself extremely rash or the performance is not very self-confident, they will be focusing on opposite party's response, wants to know how they to oneself idea, like the wild animal that in the jungle meets, bends/bow the body. 虽然他们知道对方也有相同的情绪,但他们还是担心自己太过冒失或者表现不够自信,他们会紧盯着对方的反应,想知道他们对自己的想法如何,就像密林里相遇的野兽,弓起身子。 When Beirrogo grabs hand, when the close contact, anxiously and arrived in the peak value anxiously. 伯洛戈抓住艾缪的手时,在亲密接触时,紧张与不安抵达了峰值。 Beirrogo feels no, his special logical way, making him trust the time. 伯洛戈觉得没什么,他特殊的逻辑方式,让他非常信任时间。 Time, the concept of having the charm, it will smooth all grief, can sweep clear all barriers, Beirrogo so trusts it. 时间,一个极具魔力的概念,它会抚平所有的伤痛,也能清扫所有的隔阂,伯洛戈是如此地信任它。 He knows, with the lapse of time, they will gradually be familiar with the opposite party and trust opposite party, and opens the heart, shares the innermost feelings the idea and feeling. Since then, their relations can become more natural and real, they can put down the mask and protection, demonstrated own real side, is no longer afraid is rejected or injured, their intimate relations become gradually solid and deep, their innermost feelings stabilize gradually, is more self-confident and confident. 他知道,随着时间的推移,他们会逐渐熟悉对方、信任对方,并敞开心扉,分享内心的想法和感受。从那时起,他们的关系会变得更加自然和真实,他们可以放下面具和防备,展示自己真实的一面,也不再害怕被驳回或者伤害,他们的亲密关系逐渐变得坚实和深厚,他们的内心渐渐安定下来,也更加自信和坦然。 „The mood of human is so complex and crafty strange, is so splendid.” “人类的情绪是如此复杂、诡怪,又如此精彩。” Beirrogo is often meditating such a few words, like incantation....... 伯洛戈时常默念着这样的一句话,就像咒语一样。…… Since analyzing own psychological situation, Beirrogo then likes a person writing to draw in the paper page, conducts contemplation of heart deep place. 自从分析了自己的心理情况后,伯洛戈便喜欢一个人在纸页上写写画画,去进行内心深处的冥想。 Like a scientific research item, Beirrogo likes studying such thing, and is anticipating own scientific research achievements. 就像一个科研项目一样,伯洛戈喜欢研究这样的东西,并期待着自己的科研成果。 Beirrogo turns upwards the leg, this close indoor only then he , an arising spontaneously sense of relief fills up own mind, the exhausted and sleepy rapid enlargement of Beirrogo, he felt, so long as close one's eyes, quick then can go to sleep. 伯洛戈翘起腿,这封闭的室内只有他和艾缪,一种油然而生的放松感填满自己的心神,伯洛戈的疲惫与困倦迅速放大,他觉得只要自己闭上眼,很快便能入睡。 Mentioned, the work of director how?” Beirrogo asked. “说来,办公室主任的工作如何?”伯洛戈问道。 Also good, except for somewhat calculates that does not understand the account,” then emphasized that was not the director!” “还不错,除了有些算不明白账,”艾缪接着强调道,“才不是办公室主任!” Un? You did not think that this title is very cool?” “嗯?你不觉得这个职称很酷吗?” The director, sounds like arrogates all powers to oneself, lifts among the pens, decided a full attendance record of person. 办公室主任,听起来就像独揽大权,抬笔之间,决定了一个人的全勤记录。 Does not want!” Miu Qiang lie protested, sounds like gets old to be the same.” “不要!”艾缪强烈抗议,“听起来就像上了年纪一样。” How can, you very young,” Beirrogo calculates, said intentionally, theoretically said that you were underage.” “怎会,你很年轻的唉,”伯洛戈算了算,故意道,“理论上讲,你还是未成年的。” Young fellow!” “好小子!” Leapt to stand, threatening, must buckle the Beirrogo full attendance to be the same probably, but unfortunately, Beirrogo turned over to the field personnel section manages. 艾缪腾地站了起来,气势汹汹,像是要扣伯洛戈全勤一样,但可惜的是,伯洛戈归外勤部管。 I am underage, what are you?” Asked, abducted underage?” “我是未成年,那你算什么?”艾缪反问道,“诱拐未成年吗?” „Did you have the birth proof?” Beirrogo asked that had the identification?” “艾缪你有出生证明吗?”伯洛戈问道,“有身份证明吗?” Gawked, in the final analysis, essence is the gold metallurgy person who is created by Taida occasionally, although in the fantasy becomes, had the true life, may in the social relations level, she not care, in addition after the event ended, she entered the duty Bureau of Order, has been cultivating indoor life, did not need these average person extremely important things. 艾缪愣了一下,说到底,艾缪的本质是由泰达创造的炼金人偶,虽然在幻想成真中,具备了真正的生命,可在社会关系层面上,她一直没怎么在意过,加上事件结束后,她就入职了秩序局,一直在垦室内生活,更不需要这些普通人极为重要的东西了。 „......” “啊……” Thinks, lags behind asks, in other words, am I an illegal resident?” 艾缪想了想,后知后觉地问道,“也就是说,我算是个黑户吗?” „, Beirrogo then said probably, „, even if I have the identification.” “大概吧,”伯洛戈接着说,“就算我都有身份证明的。” The identification that Beirrogo currently uses is Bureau of Order handles, as for his original identification...... an almost 100-year-old young man, this seemingly was more like the street forge document. 伯洛戈现在使用的身份证明是秩序局重新办理的,至于他原来的身份证明……一个快100岁的年轻小伙子,这看起来更像是街头伪造的证件了。 Does not know that the illegal resident was protected by the law.” Beirrogo in a low voice nang. “也不知道黑户受不受法律保护啊。”伯洛戈低声都囔着。 I heard!” “我听到了!” Haha.” “哈哈。” Beirrogo keeps laughing, must acknowledge, after revealing the mood, he truly felt relaxed with release, the thing that does not need to harass the thing stopper of person these again at heart, him also produces some strange, the similar control wanted simultaneously. He likes looking that very much this is shy with the flustered appearance, can probably satisfy some wicked interest in be the same. 伯洛戈笑个不停,得承认,袒露情绪之后,他确实感到了一阵轻松与释放,不必再将这些扰人的东西塞在心里,同时他还产生了一些怪异的、类似支配欲的东西。他很喜欢看艾缪这副害羞与慌张的样子,像是能满足某种恶趣味一样。 Then will be very busy?” “接下来会很忙吗?” Sat, the sound was gentle, while Beirrogo understood her, she is also understanding Beirrogo. 艾缪重新坐了下来,声音柔和了许多,在伯洛戈了解她的同时,她也在了解伯洛戈 Beirrogo is a very simple person, is simple, the feed is only a maintaining livelihood method, the sleep is only a rest place...... he can set at variance the most essential thing many things to him. 伯洛戈是个很简单的人,简单到,进食对他而言只是一种维生的手段,睡眠只是一个休息的地方……他可以把很多事解构成最本质的东西。 Is such simple person, the thing that he needs are less, but when he to you revealed when the idea, detects his situation sufficiently bad. 越是这样简单人,他所需要的东西越少,可当他向你表露需要的想法时,足以察觉到他情况的糟糕。 On for example now. 就比如现在。 „Very busy, even said somewhat badly.” “很忙,甚至说有些糟。” Beirrogo restrained the happy expression, in the mind recalled that arranges in order that several issues that Biousse asked that he showed the self-confident facial expression. 伯洛戈收敛起了笑意,脑海里回想起列比乌斯提出的那几个问题,他又露出自信的神情。 Has not related.” “没关系的。”
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