Palmer is bitter and astringent the face, uses his complete brain cell, starts to ponder riddle that these have not solved. 帕尔默苦涩着脸,动用起他全部的脑细胞,开始思考这些未解的谜团。 His puzzled not this fraud, but is Csucsi, ponders, oneself this predecessor teams up also is really mysterious incomparable. 他纠结的并不是这场骗局,而是丘奇本身,细想下去,自己这位前任搭档还真是神秘无比。 Palmer can chat his family with Csucsi frequently, told that all sorts of his childhood, is sharing own hobby, and story, Csucsi will have the patience to listen attentively in the one side very much, once for a while talked with Palmer again. 帕尔默经常会和丘奇聊起他的家庭,讲述他童年的种种,分享着自己的爱好,以及见闻,丘奇会很有耐心地在一旁倾听,时不时再与帕尔默交谈。 Now recalls, Palmer discovered questionable point, he and in Csucsi's being together, can say that is Palmer has been outputting the idea unilaterally, Csucsi will rarely elaborate that oneself idea, do not say spoke own past. 现在回想起来,帕尔默发现了其中的疑点,他与丘奇的相处中,可以说一直是帕尔默在单方面地输出想法,丘奇很少会阐述自己的想法,更不要说讲起自己的过去。 Obviously two people once were the intimate partners, but regarding Csucsi's past, his past all sorts, Palmer could not say a few words. 明明两人曾是亲密无间的搭档,但对于丘奇的过去、他以往的种种,帕尔默连一句话都说不出来。 Lags behind, this striking contrast made Palmer feel anxious, he started to suspect whether oneself has never understood Csucsi. 后知后觉中,这强烈的反差令帕尔默倍感不安,他开始怀疑,自己是否从未了解过丘奇。 Oneself had not understood Csucsi. 自己本来就没了解过丘奇。 Such idea flashes past in Palmer's mind, thinks is also, Palmer is not even clear about Csucsi's appearance/portrait. 这样的想法在帕尔默的脑海里一闪而过,想想也是,帕尔默甚至不清楚丘奇的真容。 Does not have the dough figurine. 无面人。 Even does not go to think that Csucsi these at sixes and sevens things, is only the order bureau can give Csucsi this duty, and spear/gun of delivery Chekov in him, verified Csucsi's reliability in order bureau eye sufficiently. 即便不去想丘奇那些乱七八糟的事情,光是秩序局能将这次任务交给丘奇,并且将契科夫之枪交付于他,就足以印证丘奇在秩序局眼中的可靠性了。 Worthy said, „thinks so many with it, why didn't you directly ask him?” 沃西琳说,“与其想那么多,你为什么不直接问他呢？” „Also yes,” in Palmer eyes flash, „Csucsi? Where is he at?” “也是啊,”帕尔默眼中闪光,“丘奇呢？他在哪？” „ Csucsi left yesterday, in us Csucsi is the injury lightest person, said accurately he simply has not been injured, but uses the spear/gun of Chekov to be enormous for his consumption, using some time to supplement the ether. “丘奇昨天就离开了,我们之中丘奇是伤势最轻的人,准确说他根本没受伤,只是使用契科夫之枪对他的消耗极大,用了一段时间补充以太。 After the supplement ended, he takes the lead to return to the order bureau, reported the duty. ” 补充结束后,他就率先返回秩序局,汇报任务了。” Csucsi is works, Palmer is takes vacation, the work is the work, the life is the life. 丘奇是来工作的,帕尔默是来度假的,工作是工作,生活是生活。 Palmer is discouraged, was quick energetic he again. 帕尔默泄了气,很快他又重新精神了起来。 Palmer holds trust of the riddle to Csucsi, like the trust Rogge, two people once was built works as, Palmer believed Csucsi's choice, if he chose to conceal, then had certainly his own reason, closely examined with it, was inferior that and other Csucsi are willing to tell. 帕尔默对丘奇抱有一种谜之信任,就像对伯洛戈的信任一样,两人曾是搭当,帕尔默相信丘奇的抉择,如果他选择隐瞒,那么一定有他自己的理由,与其追问,不如等丘奇自己愿意讲述。 Also on the day of does not know to wait till. 也不知道能不能等到那一天。 Palmer sends out to call out in grief, „vacation, my vacation......” 帕尔默发出悲鸣,“假期,我的假期啊……” Train of thought return reality, Palmer whole person absent-minded is not good, who can think that own relative-visiting trip will turn into this appearance. 思绪回归现实,帕尔默整个人恍惚的不行,谁能想到自己的探亲之旅会变成这个样子。 „Toward good to think, you can live in one at home.” “往好了想,你可以在家里多住一阵了。” Worthy rubbed Palmer's head, the vision loves tenderly, like treating one lamely the puppy of leg. 沃西琳揉了揉帕尔默的脑袋,目光怜爱地,就像在对待一只瘸了腿的小狗。 This actually fact, Palmer's new years vacation also on one week of time, but Palmer these wounds, are not one week can cure now. 这倒是事实,帕尔默的年假也就一周的时间,但现在帕尔默身上这些伤,可不是一周就能治好的。 Palmer does not know that is this/should happy, is this/should worry. 帕尔默不知道是该高兴,还是该烦恼。 Seeing Palmer vigor is good, Worthy lowers the head to kiss Palmer's forehead. 见帕尔默精神头不错,沃西琳低头亲吻帕尔默的额头。 „You first rest well.” “那你先好好休息。” Worthy said that left on the preparation, but this Palmer put out a hand to hold on Worthy time suddenly. 沃西琳说完就准备离开了,但这一次帕尔默突然伸手拉住了沃西琳。 A Worthy face has turned head accidentally/surprisingly, ordinary Palmer sees himself oneself to be the same like the disasters, looks forward to expel the room, today how a revolution of nature, will keep the person unexpectedly on own initiative. 沃西琳一脸意外地回过头,平常帕尔默见自己如洪水猛兽一样,巴不得把自己赶出房间,今天怎么转性了,居然会主动留人了。 ... … Palmer also gawked for one second, when he realized when oneself are grabbing Worthy, the startled mood flashes on the face keeps moving, was good because of Palmer calmly quickly again, and he has not loosened the hand. 帕尔默也愣了一秒,当他意识到自己正抓着沃西琳时,惊慌的情绪在脸上闪动个不停,好在帕尔默很快就再次镇定了下来,并且他没有松开手。 „You will one have the matter?” “你一会有事吗？” „No, how?” “没有,怎么了？” Worthy smilingly looks at Palmer, the dim shadow blocked from Worthy facial features, Palmer could not see Worthy expression. 沃西琳笑眯眯地看着帕尔默,昏暗的阴影遮住了沃西琳的面容,帕尔默看不到沃西琳的表情。 Palmer asked, „can accompany me later?” 帕尔默问,“能陪我待一会吗？” „Is this request?” “这算是请求吗？” Worthy is shaking Palmer's hand, sat the bedside. 沃西琳握着帕尔默的手,坐回了床边。 Palmer hesitant, he thought that oneself somewhat blushes, was good also covers his own face because of the dim shadow, Palmer guesses that Worthy could not see these. 帕尔默犹豫了一下,他觉得自己有些脸红,好在昏暗的阴影同样遮住了他自己的脸,帕尔默猜沃西琳看不到这些。 „Calculates...... ” “算……是吧。” Palmer tries hard to push from the throat the sound. 帕尔默努力将声音从嗓子里挤出来。 Dim Lipard lies on the bed honestly, Worthy sits in the bedside, room quiet is not good, besides dá dá sound that the indicator rotates, was only left over two people gentle breathing. 昏暗里帕尔默老老实实地躺在床上,沃西琳坐在床边,房间静谧的不行,除了指针转动的哒哒声外,就只剩下了两人平缓的呼吸声。 Suddenly, Palmer opens the mouth saying that „sorry, Worthy.” 忽然,帕尔默开口道,“对不起,沃西琳。” „What is unfair to?” “对不起什么？” „Many things...... for example I for a long time come back, has been hiding your anything.” “很多事……比如我这么久才回来,又一直躲着你什么的。” Palmer thought that oneself brain is cramping, many cynical remark braved uncontrolled. 帕尔默觉得自己的脑子在抽筋,很多怪话不受控制地冒了出来。 „Then?” “然后呢？” Worthy both hands grasped Palmer's hand, in the flesh intimately the fitting in one, the warm feeling fermented. 沃西琳双手抱住帕尔默的手,肌肤之间亲密地贴合在了一起,暖意在其中酝酿。 „I have been thinking something, why for example I will have such response, why...... resists you.” “我一直在想些事情,比如我为什么会有这样的反应,为什么……抗拒你。” Palmer gradually gave up the ponder, he like a transfer interpreter, that written for a long time words in the mind, does not pass through any beautification to say now. 帕尔默逐渐放弃了思考,他现在就像一个转译器,将脑海里那书写已久的话语,不经任何修饰地说出来。 „I am a person who is afraid very much leaves, thinks the thing that these I care about, will leave me will happen one day, I frightened is not good.” “我是个很害怕离别的人,一想到那些我在乎的东西,终有一天会离开我,我就恐惧的不行。” Palmer remembers Csucsi, since Csucsi is injured leaves an eye, Palmer on own initiative chooses to separate, in the later work, he also chooses. 帕尔默想起丘奇,自丘奇受伤离别一只眼睛后,帕尔默主动选择分开,之后的工作里,他也选择独自一人。 Palmer does not want the new partner again. 帕尔默不想再有新搭档了。 Had the new partner, will have intrepid good brothers on behalf of Palmer, will then happen one day, the brutal death each other will divide. 有了新搭档,就代表帕尔默将拥有一位出生入死的好兄弟,那么终有一天,残酷的死亡会将彼此分割。 Is good will not die because of Rogge. 好在伯洛戈不会死。 Worthy said, „this sounds like an endless loop.” 沃西琳说,“这听起来就像个死循环。” „ Yes, I more care about anything, I more am the fear leave, and is afraid to the future that is going to leave. “是啊,我越是在乎什么,我越是害怕离别,并对那将要离别的未来感到恐惧。 Therefore I try hard to maintain the distance with all things, so long as does not care, will not leave, I will not worry for this reason. ” 所以我努力和一切事物保持着距离,只要不在意,就不会离别,我也就不会为此感到烦恼。” Palmer likes everyone in non- dead club, in the day of singing and dancing, his innermost feelings will not have any burden, they will not leave themselves, oneself will first leave them actually, becomes in the cabinet some common wine glass. 帕尔默非常喜欢不死者俱乐部的各位,载歌载舞的日子里,他的内心不会有任何负担,他们不会离开自己,倒是自己会先离开他们,成为柜子里某个不起眼的酒杯。 „Because you care about me, therefore you fear I.” “因为你在意我,所以你恐惧我。” Worthy leaned to lie down, the body pressed on Palmer's belly, the hand is leaning on the head, is sizing up this flurried confused soul. 沃西琳侧躺了下来,身子压在帕尔默的肚子上,手拄着脑袋,打量着这个慌乱迷茫的灵魂。 „Is this sounds somewhat strange, like child weak indulging in flights of fancy,” Palmer is blaming itself, „sometimes I because of oneself these strange ideas, will feel that disgusting...... felt oneself is a disgusting fellow.” “这听起来是不是有些怪,就像小孩子幼稚的胡思乱想,”帕尔默责怪着自己,“有时候我会因自己这些奇怪的想法,感到恶心……觉得自己是个恶心的家伙。” ... … Worthy has not spoken, she lay down on Palmer's chest, is listening respectfully to the beat of heart. 沃西琳没有说话,她躺在了帕尔默的胸口上,聆听着心脏的跳动。 Palmer asked cautiously, „were you vitality/angry?” 帕尔默小心翼翼地问道,“你是生气了吗？” „No, I was very on the contrary happy,” Worthy said that „this explained you highly care about me, caring about you hid from me to hide was so long.” “没有,我反倒很高兴,”沃西琳说,“这说明你非常在意我,在意到你躲我躲了这么久。” Palmer thought what Worthy said is the irony, she was about to explode with rage. 帕尔默觉得沃西琳说的是反话,她快气炸了。 Because of the flaw of this innermost feelings, Palmer feels was sorry very much, but he wants to say jokingly, walks obviously is the girlfriend, how to change the fiancee suddenly. 因这内心的缺陷,帕尔默觉得很抱歉,但他又想开玩笑地说,明明走的时候才是女朋友,怎么突然变未婚妻了。 This so swift and violent change, Palmer is caught off guard, does not know how should deal. 这如此迅猛的变化,帕尔默对此措手不及,不知道该如何应对。 Regarding this matter, Palmer is an unfamiliar novice. 对于这种事,帕尔默是个生疏的新手。 „ Has been since so long, you hope that the time and distance, can wash out to my caring, making own that overheated heart cool. “这么久以来,你希望时间与距离,可以冲刷掉对我的在意,让自己的那过热的心脏冷却下来。 So long as did not care about me, did not care to leave or not, you can confidently facing me. ” 只要不在意我了,不在乎离别与否,你才能坦然地面对我。” Worthy summarized, „, therefore...... you did not love me, right? Palmer, only then you dare to confess your innermost feelings to me like this.” 沃西琳总结道,“所以……你不爱我了,对吗？帕尔默,只有这样你才敢向我坦白自己的内心。” „No!” “没有！” Parr Morton sat straight the body, the acting scope was oversized, fierce labor pain sore Palmer looked fierce. 帕尔默腾地坐直了身子,紧接着动作幅度过大,剧烈的阵痛疼的帕尔默龇牙咧嘴。 Worthy snuggles in Palmer's arms, the hand is touching his chest, she raised the head with Palmer to the apparent same place, from her look, Palmer understands, according to content that following replied, will decide Worthy kisses itself, conducted powerful heart pacemaking to oneself a time. 沃西琳依偎在帕尔默的怀里,手抚摸着他的胸口,她抬起头和帕尔默对视在一起,从她的眼神里,帕尔默明白,根据接下来自己回答的内容,将决定沃西琳是亲吻自己,还是给自己进行一次有力的心脏起搏。 „Good......” “好吧……” Suddenly, Palmer is discouraged, started own confession. 突然,帕尔默泄了气般,开始了自己的忏悔。 „ Most starts me really to think that the time and distance can help me obtain the extrication, to accelerate this extrication, I soak daily in the non- dead club, the hangover...... can say with these drunkards all night, besides the working day, my brain has not basically sobered. “最开始我真觉得时间与距离能让我获得解脱,为了加速这种解脱,我天天泡在不死者俱乐部里,和那些醉鬼们彻夜宿醉……可以说,除了工作日外,我的脑子基本就没清醒过。 Before seeing you, I really felt, I have achieved, I not because of this worry, but pain, when really sees you, I detect...... ” 见到你之前,我真的觉得,我已经做到了,我不会因这烦恼而痛苦了,但真的见到你时,我才发觉……” Palmer deeply inspires, said after a sigh. 帕尔默深吸一口气,感叹道。 „These liquor drank white/in vain.” “那些酒都白喝了。” „ Then obviously long had not met, but is seeing your instance, share of I cannot say the mood of batters in the brain, the strong mood shattered all hindrance, my reason told me, perhaps I also arranged, I should maintain the distance, but my instinct the ghost is calling unceasingly. “明明那么久没见面了,可在见到你的瞬间,一股我说不上来的情绪在脑子里横冲直撞,强烈的情绪冲垮了所有的阻碍,我的理智告诉我,我还没准备好,我应该保持距离,但我本能却在不断地鬼叫。 This sounds somewhat puzzled, I am afraid at the same time establish leaving after intimate relation, on the one hand I earnestly seek the intimate relation extremely with you. ” 这听起来有些纠结,我一方面害怕建立亲密关系后的离别,一方面我又极为渴求与你之间的亲密关系。” Palmer lost all strengths, poured, he looks at the fuzzy ceiling, thinking aloud. 帕尔默失去了所有力气般,又倒了回去,他看着模糊的天花板,自言自语着。 „My innermost feelings have the flaw as before, to leaving the future feels the incomparable fear, but currently has another to be worth my frightened matter appearing, that loses with your present.” “我的内心依旧有着缺陷,会对离别的未来感到无比的恐惧,但现在有另一个更值得我恐惧的事出现了,那就是失去与你的现在。” „Therefore, I think that I am love your, Worthy.” “所以,我想我是爱你的,沃西琳。” Silent the moment, Palmer added that „goes damn in the future.” 沉默了片刻,帕尔默补充道,“去他妈的未来。”