ED :: Volume #3

#104: Not will be forever peaceful


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The railroad tie displays one row, above is erecting the railway rail, extends from one of the horizon to another end, in this bleak wilderness, this is only the obvious man. 枕木罗列成一排,上面架设着铁轨,自地平线的一段延伸到另一端,在这荒凉的旷野上,这是唯一可见的人造物。 On the hills of distant place snow gleams white, in the wilderness grew the tenacious green grass, the man was stopping, he had walked very long time along the railway rail, like seeking for anything. 远处的群山上白雪皑皑,旷野上生长着顽强的绿草,男人停了下来,他已经沿着铁轨走了很长的时间,就像在寻找什么一样。 In the monotonous world, wiped the bright color to bring to the attention of man, he lowered the lower part of the body, is observing that in the little flower that under the railroad tie grew. 单调的世界里,一抹鲜艳的颜色引起了男人的注意,他低下身,观察着那在枕木下生长起来的小花。 In this brutal extreme natural environment, the rare plant can survive, this little flower gave the man the full accidental/surprised feeling, is stroking the flower petal since gently, man the gloomy mood, rarely joyful some. 在这残酷极端的自然环境里,少有植物能存活下来,这小花给予了男人十足的意外感,轻轻地抚摸着花瓣,男人这一阵以来阴沉的情绪,少见地欣喜了些许。 Really good......” “真好啊……” The men are sighing, he likes happiness in this hopeless situation. 男人感叹着,他喜欢这绝境中的美好。 The intermittent cold breeze has stroked, whips on the body, grips the skin like the ice-cold sharp needle, the man is breathing out, the white fog surrounds by the mouth. 阵阵寒冷微风拂过,拍打在身上,如同冰冷的尖针扎着皮肤,男人哈着气,白雾在嘴旁环绕。 The slight vibration transmits from all around, the railway rail trembled slightly, nearby crushed stone is also starting to tumble and collide mutually. 轻微的震动从四周传来,铁轨轻微地震颤了起来,连带着附近的碎石也开始滚落、互相碰撞。 The men stood slowly the body, looks to the end of railway rail, the steam of eruption like the flag of towing, raises from the end of horizon, then ice-cold solid railway engine in unceasing bang in the sound, crawls little into the field of vision. 男人缓缓地站直了身体,看向铁轨的尽头,喷发的蒸汽如同拖曳的旗帜,从地平线的尽头升起,而后冰冷坚实的火车头在不断的轰隆声中,一点点地爬入视野。 Looks intuitively, that is one extremely ordinary trains, must say that what different words, with nearness of train, the man can hear that to flutter indistinctly at the in the air stringed instruments and cheers. 直观地看去,那是一列极为普通的火车,非要说有什么不同的话,就是随着火车的靠近,男人隐约地能听到那飘荡在空中的弦乐与欢声。 On as if this train the normal load an orchestra, they are playing music around the clock, the man and woman wear the formal clothes, dances lightly in the narrow compartment, they hug, kiss and chat, feel the side of life to be happy, are swaying the smile. 仿佛这列车上正载着一支乐团,他们昼夜不停地奏乐,男人与女人穿着礼服,在狭窄的车厢内翩翩起舞,他们拥抱、亲吻、说笑,感受着人生的极乐,挥洒着笑颜。 Only thinks, the man can feel that colorful emotion, intensely like fire. 仅是想想,男人就能感受到那五彩斑斓的情感,强烈如火。 That is the so fine thing, regarding the man is actually the fatal toxicant. 那是如此美好的东西,对于男人而言却是致命的毒药。 In order to maintain the tranquility of innermost feelings, for these years, the man has been resisting any likely causes the matter that his mood fluctuates. 为了保持内心的平静,这么多年以来,男人一直在抗拒任何可能引起他情绪波动的事。 Made the person anger hatred incessantly, sighed that world happy liking, he does not want to realize again, if possible, the man hopes oneself can lose all emotions, to arrive absolute peace. 无论是令人怒火不止的仇恨,还是感叹世界美好的欢喜,他都不想再体会,如果可以的话,男人希望自己能丧失所有的情感,以抵达绝对的安宁。 It is a pity that the man cannot achieve, regardless of he made many change, is unable to twist his essence as before, once for the essence of person, his innermost feelings has the flaw for this reason, that flaw is touching his mood unceasingly. 遗憾的是,男人做不到,无论他做出了多少的改变,依旧无法扭曲他的本质,曾经为人的本质,为此他的内心有着缺陷,那缺陷不断触动着他的情绪。 In order to control oneself emotion, the man chose shunning the world, hides in that dim bar, cuts off itself and all relations of the world, thorough independence outside this mortal world. 为了控制自己的情感,男人选择了避世,躲在那昏暗的酒吧里,斩断自身与世界的所有联系,彻底独立于尘世之外。 This point and Palmer somewhat resemble, but the man must extremely, so long as absolutely does not have the thing that he cares about, he does not receive the disturbance of anything. 这一点和帕尔默有些相像,但男人显然要更加极端些,只要完全没有他在乎的东西,他就不受到任何事情的干扰。 But always something, were he cannot cut off, therefore the man left that to make him perish for a long time shelter, arrived here. 但总有些事,是他自身斩断不了的,所以男人离开了那令他沉沦已久的庇护所,来到了这里。 The head of train crew as if noticed existence of man, bang the train not far away before man body stopped slowly, the stringed instruments and cheers became are clearer, the man even can hear that vague moan. 列车长似乎注意到了男人的存在,轰隆的列车慢慢地在男人身前的不远处停了下来,弦乐与欢声变得更加清晰起来了,男人甚至能听到那若有若无的呻吟声。 By the ear transmits familiar, abominable laughter. 恍惚间耳旁传来熟悉的、令人憎恶的笑声。 That woman. 那个女人。 Matches the sect deep breath, returns to normal diligently own mood, does not attempt by the disturbance of opposite party. 赛宗深呼吸,努力平复自己的情绪,妄图不受对方的干扰。 Your clothes is that rotten.” “你的衣品还是那么烂。” The voice of woman resounds from the mind directly, all around looks, only then matches sect all alone. 女人的声音直接从脑海里响起,四周看去,只有赛宗孤身一人。 He is silent, dresses up the smashing that the body laughable dog dog rips, only leaves behind a jet black attire, dark profound incomparable, matches the sect just like the black sketch of emerging out of thin air. 他沉默无言,将身上可笑的狗狗装扮撕的粉碎,只留下一身漆黑的装束,黑暗深邃无比,赛宗宛如凭空出现的黑色剪影。 Matched sect Zuihou to pay attention to a that little flower, later along the train headway, the vehicle door opened accordingly, after the gate, was one piece unknown and pollution darkness. 赛宗最后留意了一眼那朵小花,随后沿着列车前进,车门应声开启,门后是一片未知且浑浊的黑暗。 In the darkness, these happy joyful sounds became clearer, as if across this darkness, matched in the banquet that the sect can join that never to stand still. 黑暗里,那些欢愉欣喜的声音变得更加清晰了起来,仿佛穿过这道黑暗,赛宗就能加入那永不停歇的宴会里。 Matches the sect not the banquet that likes the woman presiding over, compared with the banquet, he is willing with offering sacrifices to describe this activity. 赛宗不喜欢女人主持的宴会,比起宴会,他更愿意用献祭来形容这一活动。 Takes oneself that powerful emotion as the sacrificial offering, wrestles the favor of woman. 以自身那强烈的情感为祭品,搏得女人的欢心。 Yes, she is such woman. 是的,她就是这样的女人。 Greedy oversteps authority Lord only cares about the value of thing, even if not worth a red cent in others 's eyes, so long as the overstepping authority lord thought that it is valuable, then oversteps authority Lord is then willing to pay the price. 贪婪的僭主只在乎事物的价值,即便在他人的眼中一文不值,只要僭主觉得它有价值,那么僭主便愿意付出代价。 The hungry scarlet mistress for full Shigan, will swallow the thing that all can swallow resourcefully, life dying thing, so long as its has the soul, will be her grain. 饥饿的猩红主母为了饱食感,会不择手段地吞食所有可以吞食的东西,无论是生命还是死物,只要其具备灵魂,都将是她的粮食。 The lazy observer is in them is most laughable, matches the sect and he compares, the observer is the fellow of true independence outside this mortal world, what he longs for is that is full of the poetic sentiment chapter, like being infatuated in the lunatic of story, the eternal life is rather stranded in the infinite library. 懒惰的旁观者是他们之中最为可笑的,赛宗和他比起来,旁观者才是真正独立于尘世之外的家伙,他所渴望的是那饱含诗意的篇章,如同醉心于故事的疯子,宁愿永生困在无限的图书馆内。 As for this woman...... 至于这个女人…… Matched the sect to pass through the darkness, reflected pleasant was not the narrow compartment, but was a golden hall, in the air is fluttering the flavor that the liquor air/Qi and fumigated with incense, the men and women wears the mask and wear formal clothes, danced lightly in the marble ground. 赛宗穿越了黑暗,映入眼中的并非是狭窄的车厢,而是一处金色的大厅,空气里飘荡着酒气与熏香的味道,男男女女戴着面具、穿着礼服,在大理石的地面上翩翩起舞。 Has the woman's from the dance of revolving to withdraw, she is stepping the lively step, around match sect revolving, stretches out the fair palm, competes the sect to invite. 有个女人从旋转的舞蹈中脱身,她迈着轻快的步伐,绕着赛宗旋转,伸出白皙的手掌,对赛宗邀约着。 Matches the sect not to make the response, even he is selection, facing this woman, filled as before vigilantly. 赛宗不做反应,即便他是选中者,面对这个女人,依旧充满了警惕。 Different with these thorny powerful enemies, the powerful enemies most bring the ache on physical body for you, but this woman will actually play with your mental, is searching for an you frailest corner/horn, gives fatal attacking fiercely. 和那些棘手强大的敌人不同,强敌们最多为你带来肉体上的疼痛,可这个女人却会玩弄你的心智,搜寻着你内心最脆弱的一角,给予致命的猛击。 Matches the sect to dislike this woman, many people dislike this woman, but matches the sect to like this woman, everyone likes this woman. 赛宗讨厌这个女人,很多人都讨厌这个女人,但赛宗又喜欢这个女人,每个人都喜欢这个女人。 For a long time does not see, matches the sect.” “好久不见啊,赛宗。” The women took back the hand, the double back of the hand after behind, the mask only covered her first half stretch/open face, the revealed corners of the mouth provoke the charming smile. 女人收回了手,双手背在身后,面具只遮住了她的上半张脸,露出的嘴角挑起迷人的微笑。 Matches the sect to nod indifferently, neglects the sound that woman that is full to attract. 赛宗漠然地点头,忽视着女人那充满魅惑的声音。 You hid so many years, suddenly appears in me at present, what do you want to make?” “你躲了这么多年,突然出现在我眼前,你想要做什么呢?” The women retreat backward, joined the dance party, another woman from the behind appearance of match sect, both hands builds from the back on the shoulder of match sect, pokes head, spoke softly by the ear of match sect. 女人向后退去,重新加入了舞会,紧接着另一个女人从赛宗的身后出现,双手从背后搭在赛宗的肩膀上,探出头,在赛宗的耳旁轻声细语。 Matched sect saying that I want to know your standpoint.” 赛宗说,“我想知道你的立场。” My standpoint?” “我的立场?” The women hee hee smiled, „are you preparing to deal with the new round dispute?” 女人嘻嘻地笑了起来,“你是在准备应对新一轮的纷争了吗?” Your I was clear, the dispute never ended.” “你我都清楚,纷争从未结束。” Matches the sect to say icily, his very repugnant woman bad personality, chats with her is always beset with difficulties. 赛宗冷冰冰地说道,他很讨厌女人这副糟糕的性格,和她聊天总是困难重重。 Then...... my standpoint and your what does/works?” “那么……我的立场与你何干呢?” The women asked that long battle of anger of scorched earth, has made you feel being weary, not? Otherwise you will not hide in the non- dead club, behind you that same place.” 女人反问道,“焦土之怒的漫长厮杀,已经让你感到了厌倦,不是吗?不然你也不会躲进不死者俱乐部内,连带着你背后的那位一起。” You and he felt exhausted, is only longing for the peace of innermost feelings, such being the case, why not you like that person, do withdraw from this dispute?” “你和他都对此感到了疲惫,只渴望着内心的安宁,既然如此,你何不像那个人一样,退出这场纷争呢?” Withdraws from the dispute?” Matched the sect to smile hoarsely, you thought that we really did have the possibility of withdrawal?” “退出纷争?”赛宗沙哑地笑了起来,“你觉得我们真有退出的可能吗?” At least can withdrawal in surface, achieve? Like that person, hides in the deep place of order bureau, oneself all powers will give to these sublimation.” “至少表面上的退出,可以做到吧?就像那个人一样,躲在秩序局的深处,将自己一切的权力赋予给那些凝华者。” The sharp nail holds back the chest of match sect, the woman is drawing a circle in the chest front of match sect, mentioned, but also really must thank Solomon king, he consumed your chips, otherwise I have no way to have the present advantage.” 尖锐的指甲按压着赛宗的胸口,女人在赛宗的胸前画圈,“说来,还真要感谢所罗门王啊,他把你们的筹码消耗一空,不然我也没法占据如今的优势。” Falling of holy city is the end of anger of scorched earth, is the high tide of devils dispute, in that crazy battlefield, the chip of observer was consumed, loses the ability that continues to compete with, matches the sect to be subject to the attack, chose escape, to enjoy innermost feelings tranquility. 圣城之陨是焦土之怒的终结,也是魔鬼们纷争的高潮,在那疯狂的战场上,旁观者的筹码被消耗一空,就此失去继续竞争的能力,赛宗则备受打击,选择了逃避,以享受内心的宁静。 Because two people weak trends and leaving the stage, the woman can gradually have the advantage in the dispute, must know that in the past dispute, her strength are most with the observer disputes, as for the match sect, she is incapable of resisting. 因两人的弱势、退场,女人才能在纷争中逐渐占到优势,要知道在以往的纷争中,她的力量最多与旁观者较量一番,至于赛宗,她无力抵抗。 Gazes at the eye pupil of match sect, the woman can in that seemingly tranquil profoundness, feels that constrain, combustion anger incessantly. 注视着赛宗的眼瞳,女人能在那看似平静的深邃里,感受到那被压抑的、燃烧不止的愤怒。 The wolves will never satisfy, hunger full Shi, anger...... not will never be peaceful forever. 贪婪者永不满足,饥饿者永不饱食,愤怒者……永无安宁。 This is nothing, benefits as the third party in a dispute?” “这算什么,渔翁得利吗?” The laughter of woman was even more grating, but the next second, her laughter stops suddenly. 女人的笑声越发刺耳了起来,但下一秒,她的笑声戛然而止。 On the fair smooth skin appeared many fissures, under the skin of chapping overflowed the blood that wiped greatly wipes greatly, in an instant as if myriad sharp blade divided to cut her body, skin, skeleton, flesh and nerve...... body every inchs, ground and cuts off all evenly. 白皙光滑的皮肤上浮现了诸多的裂痕,皲裂的皮肤下溢出大抹大抹的鲜血,刹那间仿佛有万千的利刃劈砍着她的身体,将皮肤、骨骼、血肉、神经……身体的每一寸,尽数均匀地碾碎、斩断。 In the throat exudes sad and shrill laughter, then the woman crashed one viscous mud, sprinkled the ground. 喉咙里发出一段凄厉的笑声,而后女人崩塌成了一团粘稠的烂泥,洒满了地面。 The blood calmly has dripped the marble ground, matches the sect to turn away, does not look at one of the distortion, moves out of the way the foot, the blood winds through from the body side of match sect. 鲜血静静地淌过大理石的地面,赛宗移开视线,不去看这扭曲的一幕,挪开脚,鲜血从赛宗的身侧流过。 Really is hot tempered.” “真是暴躁啊。” The sound from the crowd of dancing conveys, the woman shoves open nearby man, smiles to walk toward the match sect. 声音从起舞的人群里传来,女人推开一旁的男人,微笑着朝赛宗走来。 With taking a step of woman, another will gradually occupied the entirety of body, until the eye pupil under that mask, ignited the fire pupil color. 伴随着女人的迈步,另一股意志逐渐占据了躯壳的全部,直到那面具之下的眼瞳里,燃起了火欧珀般的瞳色。
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