ED :: Volume #2

#140: Noise world


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Lost in the darkness, could not make any feedback to the outside world, the has eyes ray is only flicking. 艾缪迷失在了黑暗里,对外界做不出任何反馈,只有眼中的光芒在一闪一闪。 The lonely soul was imprisoned in the jet black cage. 孤独的灵魂被囚禁在漆黑的牢笼中。 Rogge has experienced all these, feeling of his very clear one person alone in darkness, this does not feel better, do not say regarding ignorant. 伯洛戈经历过这一切,他很清楚孤身处于黑暗里的感觉,这并不好受,更不要说对于懵懂的艾缪了。 Good, I know.” Rogge should reply. “好,我知道。”伯洛戈应答道。 The glass wall decomposition before body opens, pays respects Li waited for in same place, a Rogge person walked into the indoor alone. 身前的玻璃墙裂解开启,拜莉等待在了原地,伯洛戈独自一个人走入了室内。 Rogge is taking a look at around the glass vessel, the mechanism every inchs reflects pleasant, the ether above patrolling vanguard, wove the gloomily blue light axle. 伯洛戈绕着玻璃容器打量着艾缪,每一寸的机械结构都映入眼中,以太在其上游弋前行,编织出了幽蓝的光轨。 Should wake is right, but had anything to fetter her probably, raised up the tall wall in her with the sensations. 艾缪应该醒过来才对,但好像有什么东西束缚住了她,在她与外界的感知间竖起高墙。 „?” “艾缪?” Rogge summoned in a soft voice, this behavior looked somewhat stupid, but this did not care about the stupid time. 伯洛戈轻声呼唤道,这行为看起来有些蠢,但这不是在意蠢不蠢的时候了。 He also shouted several one after another, but has no response as before, has eyes is only glittering unceasingly the glimmer , indicating that is also living. 他又接连喊了几声,但艾缪依旧没有任何回应,只有眼中不断地闪烁着微光,表示艾缪还活着。 Rogge stopped, stands before the vessel, present lost to all sensations, oneself sound she naturally cannot hear. 伯洛戈停了下来,站在容器之前,现在的艾缪失去了对外界的所有感知,自己的声音她自然也听不到。 Suddenly Rogge felt oneself fell into some paradox, was pondering how to let lose to of perception capability, realized that own existence, then revives from the darkness. 一时间伯洛戈觉得自己陷入了某种悖论中,思考着如何让失去所有对外界感知能力的艾缪,意识到自己的存在,进而从黑暗里苏醒过来。 Rogge?” pays respects Li the voice resounds from the above loudspeaker, needs to stop?” “伯洛戈?”拜莉的声音从上方的喇叭里响起,“需要停一下吗?” Rogge beckons with the hand, refusing pays respects Li the proposition, the look to look at vessel later dignifiedly, the mouth is mumbling. 伯洛戈摆了摆手,拒绝了拜莉的提议,眼神凝重地看着容器之后的艾缪,嘴里嘟囔着。 Easily do not give up , I may lead from the place of abandonment you with great difficulty.” “别轻易放弃啊,艾缪,我可好不容易把你从遗弃之地里带了出来。” Rogge is pondering unceasingly, he is not the alchemy master, how does not understand all these to make, but oneself were the only friend, only hoped for in that illusory strength. 伯洛戈不断地思考着,他不是炼金术师,根本不懂这一切该怎么弄,但自己算是艾缪仅有的朋友了,只希冀于那虚无缥缈的力量。 He also said several words, is familiar talks obviously, some Rogge actually strange feelings, probably oneself and she very long has not exchanged face-to-face. 他又自顾自地说了几句话,明明是和熟悉的艾缪对话,伯洛戈却有种怪异的感觉,好像自己和她很久没有面对面的交流了。 Yes, oneself have been familiar with in Heai situated in altogether the string body, does not need to say a word, so long as a thought can make the opposite party understand own idea, and even mood...... 是啊,自己已经习惯于和艾缪处于共弦身下,不需要言语,只要一个念头就能令对方明白自己的想法,乃至情绪…… Wait, altogether string body? 等等,共弦身? Rogge deep breath, his unusual idea, lifted the hand at this moment slowly, according to the surface of vessel, the azure light axle spread on Rogge's palm later. 伯洛戈深呼吸,此刻他有一个奇特的想法,慢慢地抬起了手,按在了容器的表面,随后青色的光轨在伯洛戈的手掌上蔓延。 Fears to have the accident/surprise, Rogge releases the ether merely, has not recruited the glass, once broke it, perhaps Rogge will not be clear what happened, this will harm. 怕出现意外,伯洛戈仅仅是释放以太,并没有征召玻璃,一旦把它打破了,伯洛戈也不清楚会发生什么事,说不定这会害到艾缪。 „Should you remember?.” “你应该记得吧?艾缪。” Rogge is mumbling in a low voice, the good and evil is the relations of risking one's life, Rogge believes that remembers all these. 伯洛戈低声嘟囔着,好歹是出生入死的关系,伯洛戈相信艾缪记得这一切。 Remembers own ether response. 记得自己的以太反应。 Sensation to the outside world, stems from the strength that the body brings, but a strength can exceed all these, this is the ether. 艾缪对外界的感知,都源于躯壳带来的力量,但有一种力量能超越这一切,这便是以太。 Rogge is maintaining the ether release, he continued to have several minutes like this, but had no response as before, only then in the eye pupil is glittering as before the glimmer. 伯洛戈保持着以太释放,他这样持续了有好几分钟,可艾缪依旧没有任何反应,只有眼瞳中依旧闪烁着微光。 Perhaps...... are not unique. 或许……自己也没那么独特。 This is the noise world, is surging everywhere the ether, many ether do not respond just like the stars, does not remember that oneself ether responded, is really normal, even said, currently does have the self-awareness, was a different matter. 这是个喧嚣的世界,到处都涌动着以太,更不要宛如繁星之多的以太反应了,艾缪不记得自己的以太反应,也实属正常,甚至说,艾缪现在有没有自我意识,又是另一回事了。 While Rogge prepares to receive to reach behind the back, when leaves here, moved suddenly. 正当伯洛戈准备收回手,离开这里时,艾缪突然动了。 Although lost and all the abilities of exchange, was prohibited in the darkness, but she still had is certainly controlling the ability of body, even if she is unable to control all these accurate. 艾缪虽然丧失了和外界的一切交流的能力,被封禁于黑暗中,但她仍具备着一定操控身体的能力,哪怕她自己也无法精准地控制这一切。 She raised the head, as if can see Rogge, in the empty eye pupil is glittering unceasingly the glimmer. 她抬起头,仿佛能看到伯洛戈般,空洞的眼瞳里不断地闪烁着微光。 ...... …… This is a no light world, besides the endless darkness, here anything does not have. 这是一个无光的世界,除了无尽的黑暗外,这里什么也没有。 Rolled up in the darkness, after some time startled and anxious, she had gradually accepted such world, as well as such result. 艾缪蜷缩在了黑暗里,经过一段时间的惊慌与不安后,她已经逐渐接受了这样的世界,以及这样的结局。 She still remembers Rogge once, after dying that she told the story of the world. 她还记得伯洛戈曾对她讲述的、关于死后世界的故事。 That is a world of nihility, the mountain giant stone hits and collide mutually, crushes the fragment powder to dissipate in the darkness. 那是一个虚无的世界,高山般的巨石相互撞击、碰撞,粉碎成齑粉消散于黑暗中。 Is placing oneself in the similar world at this moment, but in this world is anything in the true sense does not exist, even if have a wisp of consciousness merely, does not have the concrete body. 艾缪此刻正置身于相似的世界里,只是这个世界里是真正意义上的什么也不存在,哪怕艾缪自己也仅仅有着一缕意识,并不具备具体的躯壳。 Did oneself...... die? 自己……死了? How long after pondering did not know, gradually accepted this answer. 在思考了不知道多久后,艾缪逐渐接受了这个答案。 Yes, she still remembers disaster that final in memory, oneself and Rogge face together. 是啊,她还记得记忆里的最后,自己与伯洛戈一起面对的灾难。 The city in ashes, the hungry tyrannical calamity is wicked, ice unexpected blow rain that drops from the clouds. 灰烬中的城市,饥饿暴虐的祸恶,还有那从天而降的冰冷箭雨。 Had estimated with frightened and demented different, this time performance is very tranquil, flutters not silently in the world of this nihility. 和自己曾经预想过的恐惧、癫狂不同,这一次艾缪的表现很平静,一言不发地飘荡在这虚无的世界里。 In fact this is the first time that not died, when crashing into big crevice, be at the condition of string body, she in the father's elder male cousin Rogge's death, has altogether felt the same experience. 实际上这已经不是艾缪第一次死亡了,在坠入大裂隙时,处于共弦身的状态下,她已经从伯洛戈的死亡里,感受到了相同的经历。 That is an extremely bad experience, worked loose from feeling of altogether death, almost collapsed, huge frightened and moved erupted in the heart, almost embezzled her reason. 那是个极为糟糕的体验,从死亡的共感里挣脱时,艾缪几乎崩溃了,庞大的恐惧与伤感在心底爆发,几乎吞没了她的理智。 This died, does not have the light and no tears, made everyone fall into hysteric crazy sufficiently. 这就是死亡,无光、无泪,足以令每个人陷入歇斯底里的疯狂。 Thinks Rogge has been experiencing all these, and gradually felt numb about the death, heart had a not talking clearly mood, naturally, what were more was guilty. 一想到伯洛戈一直在经历这一切,并且对死亡逐渐感到麻木,艾缪心底就有一种说不清的情绪,当然,更多的是愧疚。 Death so fearful, but she drove Grey to kill Rogge, the attempt suppresses this debtor, although failed finally, but Rogge thinks that also died many times. 死亡是如此的可怕,而她又驱使格雷袭杀伯洛戈,尝试压制住这位债务人,虽然最后失败了,但伯洛戈想必也死了很多次。 Why this is also, will say to Rogge at that time was sorry. 这也是为什么,艾缪当时会对伯洛戈说抱歉。 Before then, died, but a glossary that made one dread, now she really understands that the death was anything. 在此之前,死亡对艾缪而言,只是一个令人畏惧的词汇,如今她真的明白死亡是什么了。 Died?” “死掉了吗?” Muttered, her mood somewhat felt relaxed unexpectedly with ease with. 艾缪喃喃道,她的心情居然有几分释然与轻松。 Finally finished.” “终于结束了啊。” The spooky sigh sound reverberates in the darkness, now does not need to care about oneself desire, does not need to care about the desire of her person. 幽幽的感叹声在黑暗里回荡,现在艾缪不必在意自己的愿望,也不必在意她人的愿望了。 All social relations, all desires, all disputes, all, as died the end. 所有的社会关系,所有的欲望,所有的纷争,所有的所有,都随着死亡得到了终结。 Is also set free from the contradiction of this pain. 艾缪也从这苦痛的矛盾中得以脱身。 In the world of this no light, the sensation of time became blurred, and even the stagnation, in the long quietness, anything does not think, did not ponder. 在这无光的世界里,时间的感知变得模糊了起来,乃至停滞,艾缪在漫长的静谧里,什么也不想,也不去思考。 Until some time, the darkness gradually wriggled, then a form of flood light appeared, looks to that familiar form, regarding her arrives at to be somewhat accidental. 直到某个时刻,黑暗逐渐蠕动了起来,而后一个泛光的身影出现了,艾缪看向那个熟悉的身影,对于她的到来艾缪有些意外。 Has not thought until the death, she can travel together with as before. 没想到直至死亡,她依旧会与自己同行。 „Do you look joyful? In this case why, will you feel joyful?” Ellis has doubts looks, cannot comprehend her mood. “你看起来蛮快乐的?为什么这种情况下,你会感到快乐呢?”爱丽丝疑惑地看着艾缪,搞不懂她的心情。 Is because, doesn't need to ponder again?” “是因为,不必再思考了吗?” Ellis approached, but has not managed her, but looks like the cocoon, rolled up the body. 爱丽丝靠近了艾缪,但艾缪并没有理她,只是像蛹般,把身子蜷缩了起来。 Saw this Ellis to smile, in the darkness wriggled unceasingly, as if had anything there. 见此爱丽丝笑了起来,身后的黑暗里不断地蠕动,仿佛有什么东西在那里。 „, I am your only friend, the friend this/should help the cooperation mutually, I can save your.” The Ellis's light language by ear. “艾缪,我是你唯一的朋友,朋友该互帮互助,我可以拯救你的。”爱丽丝在艾缪的耳旁轻语。 Said, may I die, finished, do not come to be tired of me.” 艾缪说,“可我已经死了,都结束了,别来烦我。” Died?” “死了?” Ellis like hearing what joke, is looking straight ahead eyes. 爱丽丝就像听到什么笑话般,直视着艾缪的眼睛。 Death cannot fetter all, so long as you want, I can make you return to world, satisfies all your desires.” “死亡并不能束缚一切,只要你愿意,我能让你重返世间,满足你所有的愿望。” Ellis smiles is gazing, on the fine face has the strange aura that is hard to recognize, thought that some are not right, but she also cannot say where has the issue. 爱丽丝微笑地注视着艾缪,精致的脸庞上带着难以辨识的怪异的气息,艾缪觉得有些不对劲,但她又说不上来哪里有问题。 As if the mutation before was very long started, probably all have not changed, was only own misconception. 似乎异变从很久之前就开始了,又好像一切都没有变,只是自己的错觉。 Rogge rubbish strips you experienced world all sorts of happily, made you experienced the death fearful...... you really want, finished all these like this?” “伯洛戈・拉撒路带你见识了世间的种种美好,也令你见识到了死亡的可怕……你真的愿意,就这样结束这一切吗?” Ellis's voice limpid, the strength without seduced, merely simple, straightforward elaboration. 爱丽丝的声音清澈了起来,没有丝毫诱惑的力量,仅仅简单的、直白的阐述。 Let alone, can you discard your desire?” “更何况,你要舍弃你的愿望吗?” Hears this, innermost feelings like touched, raised the head slowly, looks to Ellis. 听到这,艾缪的内心就像被触动了般,缓缓地抬起头,看向爱丽丝。 Dim ray encirclement on Ellis's body, she as if holy angelically, must save from this jet black pollution darkness. 朦胧的光芒环绕在爱丽丝的身上,她仿佛圣洁的天使般,要将艾缪从这漆黑浑浊的黑暗里拯救。 „, Was the time makes the choice.” “艾缪,是时候做出抉择了。” Ellis extends the right hand, as if waits for her to kiss her back of the hand. 爱丽丝向艾缪伸出右手,仿佛等待她亲吻她的手背。 Will shivered some, no one informs all her these, but can realize something now explicitly. 艾缪的意志颤抖了些许,没有人告知她这一切,可现在艾缪能明确地意识到一些事。 So long as grips this hand, all desires will be realized, but once gripped this hand, made that choice, will have not the irrecoverable mistake to happen, making oneself lament lifelong. 只要握住这只手,艾缪所有的愿望都将被实现,可一旦握住了这只手,做出了那种抉择,会有无法挽回的错误发生,令自己悔恨终身。 But...... 可是…… If satisfies that desire simply...... 如果仅仅是满足那个愿望的话…… Lifts the hand slowly, is trying the hand that grips Ellis, she depends is getting more and more near, on Ellis's face is also brimming with happy expression beyond description. 艾缪缓缓地抬起手,试着握住爱丽丝的手,她靠的越来越近,爱丽丝的脸上也洋溢着难以形容的笑意。 In all these are going to achieve, the dark end transmits a strange strength, was startled in same place, then has turned the head, looked that to direction that strength transmitted. 就在这一切将要达成时,黑暗的尽头传来一股奇异的力量,艾缪怔在了原地,而后转过头,看向那力量传来的方向。 Somewhat fuzzy, but she can feel that familiar fluctuation explicitly, had anything to come, some were very familiar. 有些模糊,但她能明确地感受到那股熟悉的波动,有什么东西来了,某种自己十分熟悉的。 Ellis sees this expression some changes, but was still maintaining the dignity, the smile said, what you also do wait for?.” 爱丽丝见此表情有些变化,但仍保持着体面,微笑地说道,“你还等什么呢?艾缪。” Had not replied, but looks there darkness dull, she thinks that is own misconception, but is preparing to turn head, when grips Ellis's hand, there strength emerges again, at this time also judged that explicitly what that strength is. 艾缪没有回答,只是呆呆地看着那里的黑暗,她以为那是自己的错觉,可正准备回过头,握住爱丽丝的手时,那里股力量再次涌现,这时艾缪也明确地判断出了那力量为何物。 Was too familiar with that share of strength, she said in a low voice. 对于那股力量艾缪太熟悉了,她低声道。 Rogge?” “伯洛戈?” In the no light world of this deathly stillness, oneself felt Rogge's ether to respond unexpectedly, this was possible? 在这死寂的无光世界里,自己居然感受到了伯洛戈的以太反应,这怎么可能? But quick realizes a matter, muttering. 可很快艾缪意识到一件事,喃喃自语着。 I have the gold metallurgy person by chance already, I am not a human, does not have the soul of human, to me, without death, only then damages.” “我只是具炼金人偶而已,我并不是人类,也并不具备着人类的灵魂,对于我而言,没有死亡,只有损坏。” „After has not died the world, to me, some are only the recycling stations.” “没有死后的世界,对我而言,有的只是回收站而已。” Thinks of these, seems somewhat sad, her look strengthened, looked that interrogated to behind Ellis. 想到这些,艾缪显得有些难过,紧接着她眼神坚定了起来,看向身后的爱丽丝质问到。 Actually are you who?” “你究竟是谁呢?” I? I am Ellis, your only friend.” “我?我是爱丽丝啊,你唯一的朋友。” But Ellis had died, died died, anything did not have.” Refuted. “可爱丽丝已经死了,死了就是死了,什么也没有了。”艾缪反驳道。 The atmosphere solidified, Ellis is maintaining the smile as before, her anything had not said that but calmly is staring, lifts the hand. 气氛凝固了下来,爱丽丝依旧保持着微笑,她什么也没有说,只是静静地凝视着艾缪,抬起手。 Crossed for a long time, shakes the head, does not give any reply, she has turned around, approaches toward the dark end. 过了许久,艾缪摇了摇头,不做任何回答,她转过身,朝着黑暗的尽头靠近。 Oneself did not have dead this nature, to oneself, some were only the damage. 自己不具备死亡这一性质,对自己而言,有的只是损坏。 Perhaps perhaps...... have not died, is only the damage was too serious, lost to all exchange abilities. 或许……或许自己没有死,只是损坏的太严重了,失去了对外界所有的交流能力。 Looking at it like this, oneself and death was no different, but clearly knew a matter, oneself also had another ability, another with the ability that the outside world communicated. 这样看来,自己和死亡没什么不同,但艾缪清楚地知道一件事,自己还有另一项能力,另一项与外界沟通的能力。 Is relying on the so-called instinct, is mobilizing the strength forcefully, her sensation does not arrive at existence of body, still made an effort clumsily, so long as can affect well. 艾缪凭借着所谓的本能,强行发动着力量,她感知不到身体的存在,仍笨拙地使劲,只要能有所影响就好。 The ray of resplendent gold/metal lingers in side, then she to puts out a hand furiously dark. 灿金的光芒萦绕在艾缪的身边,然后她奋力地向黑暗伸出了手。 Ellis such calmly is gazing at departure, she is not about resistance surprised, simultaneously she also understands a matter, would coming back to look her. 爱丽丝就那样静静地注视着艾缪的离去,对于艾缪的反抗她并不感到意外,同时她也明白一件事,艾缪总会回来找她的。 This is doomed. 这是注定的。 ...... …… Rogge is looking up to of immersion in liquid, the empty vision is looking straight ahead itself, then she spread out stiffly clumsily the body of rolling up, is shivering putting out a hand. 伯洛戈仰望着浸泡在液体中的艾缪,空洞的目光直视着自己,而后她僵硬笨拙地伸展开了蜷缩的身体,颤抖着伸出了手。 7017 k 7017k
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