Lostin the darkness, could not makeanyfeedbackto the outside world, the has eyesrayis only flicking.
艾缪迷失在了黑暗里,对外界做不出任何反馈,只有眼中的光芒在一闪一闪。
The lonelysoulwas imprisonedin the jet blackcage.
孤独的灵魂被囚禁在漆黑的牢笼中。Roggehas experiencedall these, feeling of hisveryclearone person alone in darkness, thisdoes not feel better, do not sayregardingignorant.
伯洛戈经历过这一切,他很清楚孤身处于黑暗里的感觉,这并不好受,更不要说对于懵懂的艾缪了。„Good, Iknow.”Roggeshouldreply.
“好,我知道。”伯洛戈应答道。
The glasswalldecomposition before bodyopens, pays respectsLiwaited for in same place, a Roggepersonwalked into the indooralone.
身前的玻璃墙裂解开启,拜莉等待在了原地,伯洛戈独自一个人走入了室内。Roggeis taking a look ataround the glass vessel, the mechanism every inchsreflectspleasant, the ether above patrollingvanguard, wove the gloomily bluelightaxle.
伯洛戈绕着玻璃容器打量着艾缪,每一寸的机械结构都映入眼中,以太在其上游弋前行,编织出了幽蓝的光轨。Shouldwakeis right, buthad anything to fetterherprobably, raised up the tall wallinherwith the sensations.
艾缪应该醒过来才对,但好像有什么东西束缚住了她,在她与外界的感知间竖起高墙。„?”
“艾缪?”Roggesummonedin a soft voice, thisbehaviorlookedsomewhatstupid, butthisdid not care about the stupidtime.
伯洛戈轻声呼唤道,这行为看起来有些蠢,但这不是在意蠢不蠢的时候了。Healsoshoutedseveralone after another, buthas no responseas before, has eyesis only glitteringunceasingly the glimmer , indicating that is also living.
他又接连喊了几声,但艾缪依旧没有任何回应,只有眼中不断地闪烁着微光,表示艾缪还活着。Roggestopped, standsbefore the vessel, presentlosttoallsensations, oneselfsoundshenaturallycannot hear.
伯洛戈停了下来,站在容器之前,现在的艾缪失去了对外界的所有感知,自己的声音她自然也听不到。SuddenlyRoggefeltoneselffell into someparadox, was ponderinghowto letlose to of perception capability, realized that ownexistence, thenrevivesfrom the darkness.
一时间伯洛戈觉得自己陷入了某种悖论中,思考着如何让失去所有对外界感知能力的艾缪,意识到自己的存在,进而从黑暗里苏醒过来。„Rogge?”pays respectsLi the voiceresoundsfrom the aboveloudspeaker, „needsto stop?”
“伯洛戈?”拜莉的声音从上方的喇叭里响起,“需要停一下吗?”Roggebeckons with the hand, refusingpays respectsLi the proposition, the lookto look atvessellaterdignifiedly, the mouthis mumbling.
伯洛戈摆了摆手,拒绝了拜莉的提议,眼神凝重地看着容器之后的艾缪,嘴里嘟囔着。„Easilydo not give up, Imayleadfrom the place of abandonmentyouwith great difficulty.”
“别轻易放弃啊,艾缪,我可好不容易把你从遗弃之地里带了出来。”Roggeis ponderingunceasingly, heis not the alchemymaster, howdoes not understandall these to make, butoneselfwere the onlyfriend, onlyhoped forinthatillusorystrength.
伯洛戈不断地思考着,他不是炼金术师,根本不懂这一切该怎么弄,但自己算是艾缪仅有的朋友了,只希冀于那虚无缥缈的力量。Healsosaidseveralwords, is familiartalksobviously, someRoggeactuallystrangefeelings, probablyoneselfandsheverylonghas not exchangedface-to-face.
他又自顾自地说了几句话,明明是和熟悉的艾缪对话,伯洛戈却有种怪异的感觉,好像自己和她很久没有面对面的交流了。Yes, oneselfhave been familiar withinHeaisituated inaltogether the stringbody, does not needto say a word, so long as a thoughtcanmake the opposite partyunderstandownidea, and evenmood......
是啊,自己已经习惯于和艾缪处于共弦身下,不需要言语,只要一个念头就能令对方明白自己的想法,乃至情绪……Wait, altogetherstringbody?
等等,共弦身?Roggedeep breath, hisunusualidea, lifted the handat this momentslowly, according to the surface of vessel, the azurelightaxlespreadonRogge'spalmlater.
伯洛戈深呼吸,此刻他有一个奇特的想法,慢慢地抬起了手,按在了容器的表面,随后青色的光轨在伯洛戈的手掌上蔓延。Fearsto have the accident/surprise, Roggereleases the ethermerely, has not recruited the glass, oncebrokeit, perhapsRoggewill not be clearwhat happened, thiswill harm.
怕出现意外,伯洛戈仅仅是释放以太,并没有征召玻璃,一旦把它打破了,伯洛戈也不清楚会发生什么事,说不定这会害到艾缪。„Should youremember?.”
“你应该记得吧?艾缪。”Roggeis mumblingin a low voice, the good and evilis the relations of risking one's life, Roggebelieves that remembersall these.
伯洛戈低声嘟囔着,好歹是出生入死的关系,伯洛戈相信艾缪记得这一切。Remembersownetherresponse.
记得自己的以太反应。Sensationto the outside world, stems from the strength that the bodybrings, but a strengthcanexceedall these, this is the ether.
艾缪对外界的感知,都源于躯壳带来的力量,但有一种力量能超越这一切,这便是以太。Roggeis maintaining the etherrelease, hecontinuedto haveseveralminuteslike this, buthad no responseas before, only thenin the eye pupilis glitteringas before the glimmer.
伯洛戈保持着以太释放,他这样持续了有好几分钟,可艾缪依旧没有任何反应,只有眼瞳中依旧闪烁着微光。Perhaps...... are not unique.
或许……自己也没那么独特。Thisis the noiseworld, is surgingeverywhere the ether, manyetherdo not respondjust like the stars, does not remember that oneselfetherresponded, is reallynormal, evensaid,currentlydoes have the self-awareness, was a different matter.
这是个喧嚣的世界,到处都涌动着以太,更不要宛如繁星之多的以太反应了,艾缪不记得自己的以太反应,也实属正常,甚至说,艾缪现在有没有自我意识,又是另一回事了。WhileRoggepreparesto receiveto reach behind the back, when leaveshere, movedsuddenly.
正当伯洛戈准备收回手,离开这里时,艾缪突然动了。Althoughlostandall the abilities of exchange, was prohibitedin the darkness, butshestillhadis certainly controlling the ability of body, even ifsheis unable to controlall theseaccurate.
艾缪虽然丧失了和外界的一切交流的能力,被封禁于黑暗中,但她仍具备着一定操控身体的能力,哪怕她自己也无法精准地控制这一切。Sheraised the head, as ifcanseeRogge, in the emptyeye pupilis glitteringunceasingly the glimmer.
她抬起头,仿佛能看到伯洛戈般,空洞的眼瞳里不断地闪烁着微光。
......
……Thisis a nolightworld, besides the endlessdarkness, hereanythingdoes not have.
这是一个无光的世界,除了无尽的黑暗外,这里什么也没有。Rolled upin the darkness, aftersome timestartledandanxious, shehad gradually acceptedsuchworld, as well assuchresult.
艾缪蜷缩在了黑暗里,经过一段时间的惊慌与不安后,她已经逐渐接受了这样的世界,以及这样的结局。ShestillremembersRoggeonce, afterdying that shetold the story of the world.
她还记得伯洛戈曾对她讲述的、关于死后世界的故事。Thatis a world of nihility, the mountaingiant stonehitsandcollidemutually, crushes the fragmentpowderto dissipatein the darkness.
那是一个虚无的世界,高山般的巨石相互撞击、碰撞,粉碎成齑粉消散于黑暗中。Is placing oneselfin the similarworldat this moment, butinthisworldisanythingin the true sensedoes not exist, even if have a wisp of consciousnessmerely, does not have the concretebody.
艾缪此刻正置身于相似的世界里,只是这个世界里是真正意义上的什么也不存在,哪怕艾缪自己也仅仅有着一缕意识,并不具备具体的躯壳。
Did oneself...... die?
自己……死了?How longafterponderingdid not know, graduallyacceptedthisanswer.
在思考了不知道多久后,艾缪逐渐接受了这个答案。Yes, shestillremembersdisaster that final in memory, oneselfandRoggefacetogether.
是啊,她还记得记忆里的最后,自己与伯洛戈一起面对的灾难。
The city in ashes, the hungrytyrannicalcalamityis wicked, iceunexpected blowrain that drops from the clouds.
灰烬中的城市,饥饿暴虐的祸恶,还有那从天而降的冰冷箭雨。Had estimatedwithfrightenedanddementeddifferent, thistimeperformance is very tranquil, flutters not silentlyin the world of thisnihility.
和自己曾经预想过的恐惧、癫狂不同,这一次艾缪的表现很平静,一言不发地飘荡在这虚无的世界里。In fact this is the first time that notdied, whencrashing intobigcrevice, be at the condition of stringbody, shein the father's elder male cousinRogge'sdeath, has altogether felt the sameexperience.
实际上这已经不是艾缪第一次死亡了,在坠入大裂隙时,处于共弦身的状态下,她已经从伯洛戈的死亡里,感受到了相同的经历。Thatis an extremelybadexperience, worked loosefromfeeling of altogetherdeath, almostcollapsed, hugefrightenedandmovederuptedin the heart, almostembezzledherreason.
那是个极为糟糕的体验,从死亡的共感里挣脱时,艾缪几乎崩溃了,庞大的恐惧与伤感在心底爆发,几乎吞没了她的理智。Thisdied, does not have the lightandnotears, made everyone fall intohystericcrazysufficiently.
这就是死亡,无光、无泪,足以令每个人陷入歇斯底里的疯狂。ThinksRoggehas been experiencingall these, andgraduallyfeltnumbabout the death, hearthad a not talking clearlymood, naturally, whatwere morewasguilty.
一想到伯洛戈一直在经历这一切,并且对死亡逐渐感到麻木,艾缪心底就有一种说不清的情绪,当然,更多的是愧疚。Deathsofearful, butshedroveGreyto killRogge, the attemptsuppressesthisdebtor, althoughfailedfinally, butRoggethinks that alsodiedmanytimes.
死亡是如此的可怕,而她又驱使格雷袭杀伯洛戈,尝试压制住这位债务人,虽然最后失败了,但伯洛戈想必也死了很多次。Whythis is also, will saytoRoggeat that timewas sorry.
这也是为什么,艾缪当时会对伯洛戈说抱歉。Before then, died, but a glossary that madeonedread, nowshereallyunderstands that the deathwasanything.
在此之前,死亡对艾缪而言,只是一个令人畏惧的词汇,如今她真的明白死亡是什么了。„Died?”
“死掉了吗?”Muttered, hermoodsomewhatfelt relaxedunexpectedlywith easewith.
艾缪喃喃道,她的心情居然有几分释然与轻松。„Finallyfinished.”
“终于结束了啊。”
The spookysighsoundreverberatesin the darkness, nowdoes not needto care aboutoneselfdesire, does not needto care about the desire of herperson.
幽幽的感叹声在黑暗里回荡,现在艾缪不必在意自己的愿望,也不必在意她人的愿望了。Allsocial relations, alldesires, alldisputes, all, asdied the end.
所有的社会关系,所有的欲望,所有的纷争,所有的所有,都随着死亡得到了终结。Is also set freefrom the contradiction of thispain.
艾缪也从这苦痛的矛盾中得以脱身。In the world of thisnolight, the sensation of timebecameblurred, and even the stagnation, in the longquietness, anythingdoes not think, did not ponder.
在这无光的世界里,时间的感知变得模糊了起来,乃至停滞,艾缪在漫长的静谧里,什么也不想,也不去思考。Untilsometime, the darknessgraduallywriggled, then a form of floodlightappeared, lookstothatfamiliarform, regardingherarrives atto be somewhat accidental.
直到某个时刻,黑暗逐渐蠕动了起来,而后一个泛光的身影出现了,艾缪看向那个熟悉的身影,对于她的到来艾缪有些意外。Has not thoughtuntil the death, shecantravel togetherwithas before.
没想到直至死亡,她依旧会与自己同行。„Do youlookjoyful? In this casewhy, will youfeeljoyful?”Ellishas doubtslooks, cannot comprehendhermood.
“你看起来蛮快乐的?为什么这种情况下,你会感到快乐呢?”爱丽丝疑惑地看着艾缪,搞不懂她的心情。„Isbecause, doesn't needto ponderagain?”
“是因为,不必再思考了吗?”Ellisapproached, buthas not managedher, butlooks like the cocoon, rolled up the body.
爱丽丝靠近了艾缪,但艾缪并没有理她,只是像蛹般,把身子蜷缩了起来。SawthisEllisto smile, in the darknesswriggledunceasingly, as ifhad anything there.
见此爱丽丝笑了起来,身后的黑暗里不断地蠕动,仿佛有什么东西在那里。„, Iamyouronlyfriend, the friendthis/shouldhelp the cooperationmutually, Icansaveyour.” The Ellis'slightlanguagebyear.
“艾缪,我是你唯一的朋友,朋友该互帮互助,我可以拯救你的。”爱丽丝在艾缪的耳旁轻语。Said,„mayIdie, finished, do not cometo be tired ofme.”
艾缪说,“可我已经死了,都结束了,别来烦我。”„Died?”
“死了?”Ellislikehearingwhatjoke, is looking straight aheadeyes.
爱丽丝就像听到什么笑话般,直视着艾缪的眼睛。„Deathcannotfetterall, so long asyouwant, Icanmakeyoureturn to world, satisfies all your desires.”
“死亡并不能束缚一切,只要你愿意,我能让你重返世间,满足你所有的愿望。”Ellissmilesis gazing, on the finefacehas the strangeaura that is hardto recognize, thought that someare not right, butshealsocannot say where has the issue.
爱丽丝微笑地注视着艾缪,精致的脸庞上带着难以辨识的怪异的气息,艾缪觉得有些不对劲,但她又说不上来哪里有问题。As if the mutationbeforewas very longstarted, probablyallhave not changed, was onlyownmisconception.
似乎异变从很久之前就开始了,又好像一切都没有变,只是自己的错觉。„Roggerubbishstripsyouexperiencedworldall sorts ofhappily, madeyouexperienced the deathfearful...... youreallywant, finishedall theselike this?”
“伯洛戈・拉撒路带你见识了世间的种种美好,也令你见识到了死亡的可怕……你真的愿意,就这样结束这一切吗?”Ellis'svoicelimpid, the strength without seduced, merelysimple, straightforwardelaboration.
爱丽丝的声音清澈了起来,没有丝毫诱惑的力量,仅仅简单的、直白的阐述。„Let alone, can youdiscardyourdesire?”
“更何况,你要舍弃你的愿望吗?”Hearsthis, innermost feelings like touched, raised the headslowly, lookstoEllis.
听到这,艾缪的内心就像被触动了般,缓缓地抬起头,看向爱丽丝。DimrayencirclementonEllis'sbody, sheas ifholyangelically, mustsavefromthisjet blackpollutiondarkness.
朦胧的光芒环绕在爱丽丝的身上,她仿佛圣洁的天使般,要将艾缪从这漆黑浑浊的黑暗里拯救。„, Was the timemakes the choice.”
“艾缪,是时候做出抉择了。”Ellisextends the right hand, as ifwaits forherto kissherback of the hand.
爱丽丝向艾缪伸出右手,仿佛等待她亲吻她的手背。Willshiveredsome, no oneinforms all her these, butcanrealize something nowexplicitly.
艾缪的意志颤抖了些许,没有人告知她这一切,可现在艾缪能明确地意识到一些事。So long asgripsthishand, alldesireswill be realized, but once grippedthishand, madethatchoice, will have not the irrecoverablemistaketo happen, makingoneselflamentlifelong.
只要握住这只手,艾缪所有的愿望都将被实现,可一旦握住了这只手,做出了那种抉择,会有无法挽回的错误发生,令自己悔恨终身。But......
可是……
If satisfiesthatdesiresimply......
如果仅仅是满足那个愿望的话……Lifts the handslowly, is trying the hand that gripsEllis, shedependsis getting more and more near, onEllis'sfaceis also brimming withhappy expressionbeyond description.
艾缪缓缓地抬起手,试着握住爱丽丝的手,她靠的越来越近,爱丽丝的脸上也洋溢着难以形容的笑意。
In all theseare goingto achieve, the darkendtransmits a strangestrength, was startled in same place, thenhas turned the head, looked that todirection that strengthtransmitted.
就在这一切将要达成时,黑暗的尽头传来一股奇异的力量,艾缪怔在了原地,而后转过头,看向那力量传来的方向。Somewhatfuzzy, butshecanfeelthatfamiliarfluctuationexplicitly, had anything to come, somewere very familiar.
有些模糊,但她能明确地感受到那股熟悉的波动,有什么东西来了,某种自己十分熟悉的。Ellisseesthisexpressionsomechanges, butwas still maintaining the dignity, the smilesaid,„whatyoualsodo wait for?.”
爱丽丝见此表情有些变化,但仍保持着体面,微笑地说道,“你还等什么呢?艾缪。”Had not replied, butlooks there darknessdull, shethinks that isownmisconception, butis preparingto turn head, when gripsEllis'shand, therestrengthemergesagain, at this timealsojudged that explicitlywhatthatstrengthis.
艾缪没有回答,只是呆呆地看着那里的黑暗,她以为那是自己的错觉,可正准备回过头,握住爱丽丝的手时,那里股力量再次涌现,这时艾缪也明确地判断出了那力量为何物。Was too familiarwiththatshare of strength, shesaidin a low voice.
对于那股力量艾缪太熟悉了,她低声道。„Rogge?”
“伯洛戈?”In the nolightworld of thisdeathly stillness, oneselffeltRogge'setherto respondunexpectedly,thiswas possible?
在这死寂的无光世界里,自己居然感受到了伯洛戈的以太反应,这怎么可能?Butquickrealizes a matter, muttering.
可很快艾缪意识到一件事,喃喃自语着。„Ihave the gold metallurgypersonby chancealready, Iam not a human, does not have the soul of human, to me, withoutdeath, only thendamages.”
“我只是具炼金人偶而已,我并不是人类,也并不具备着人类的灵魂,对于我而言,没有死亡,只有损坏。”„After has not died the world, to me, someare only the recycling stations.”
“没有死后的世界,对我而言,有的只是回收站而已。”Thinks ofthese, seemssomewhatsad, herlookstrengthened, looked that interrogatedtobehindEllis.
想到这些,艾缪显得有些难过,紧接着她眼神坚定了起来,看向身后的爱丽丝质问到。„Actually are youwho?”
“你究竟是谁呢?”„I? IamEllis, youronlyfriend.”
“我?我是爱丽丝啊,你唯一的朋友。”„ButEllishad died, dieddied, anythingdid not have.”Refuted.
“可爱丽丝已经死了,死了就是死了,什么也没有了。”艾缪反驳道。
The atmospheresolidified, Ellisis maintaining the smileas before, heranythinghad not said that butcalmlyis staring, lifts the hand.
气氛凝固了下来,爱丽丝依旧保持着微笑,她什么也没有说,只是静静地凝视着艾缪,抬起手。Crossedfor a long time, shakes the head, does not giveanyreply, shehas turned around, approachestoward the darkend.
过了许久,艾缪摇了摇头,不做任何回答,她转过身,朝着黑暗的尽头靠近。Oneselfdid not have dead thisnature, tooneself, some were only the damage.
自己不具备死亡这一性质,对自己而言,有的只是损坏。Perhapsperhaps...... have not died, is only the damagewas too serious, losttoallexchangeabilities.
或许……或许自己没有死,只是损坏的太严重了,失去了对外界所有的交流能力。Looking at it like this, oneself and deathwas no different, butclearlyknew a matter, oneselfalsohadanotherability, anotherwith the ability that the outside worldcommunicated.
这样看来,自己和死亡没什么不同,但艾缪清楚地知道一件事,自己还有另一项能力,另一项与外界沟通的能力。Is relying on the so-calledinstinct, is mobilizing the strengthforcefully, hersensationdoes not arrive atexistence of body, stillmade an effortclumsily, so long ascanaffectwell.
艾缪凭借着所谓的本能,强行发动着力量,她感知不到身体的存在,仍笨拙地使劲,只要能有所影响就好。
The ray of resplendentgold/metallingersinside, thenshetoputs out a handfuriouslydark.
灿金的光芒萦绕在艾缪的身边,然后她奋力地向黑暗伸出了手。Ellissuchcalmlyis gazing atdeparture, sheis notaboutresistancesurprised, simultaneouslyshealsounderstands a matter, wouldcoming backto lookher.
爱丽丝就那样静静地注视着艾缪的离去,对于艾缪的反抗她并不感到意外,同时她也明白一件事,艾缪总会回来找她的。This is doomed.
这是注定的。
......
……Roggeis looking up to of immersioninliquid, the emptyvisionis looking straight ahead itself, thenshespread outstifflyclumsily the body of rolling up, is shiveringputting out a hand.
伯洛戈仰望着浸泡在液体中的艾缪,空洞的目光直视着自己,而后她僵硬笨拙地伸展开了蜷缩的身体,颤抖着伸出了手。7017 k
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