„Lord, please allow me to follow you, gives loyalty to you.” In the tent, Xi Suo partly kneels before the body of Zhen Jin, the tone is sincere. “大人,请允许我追随您,效忠您。”帐篷内,细索半跪于针金的身前,语气诚挚。 „? Your just meaning was, rather did the compensation of rejection sea boat, want to obtain to follow my opportunity? Why will have such decision?” Zhen Jin reveals the look that is interested. “哦？你刚刚的意思是,宁愿舍弃海船的赔偿,想要获得追随我的机会？为什么会有这样的决定？”针金流露出感兴趣的神色。 The Xi Suo deep breath one breath, raises head to look at Zhen Jin: „Lord Zhen Jin, you are Templar Knight, is the Hundred Needles family sole heir, in the future Lord of the Whitesand City! Can follow your such influential character, is opportunity that people like me possibly cannot bump into for a lifetime again.” 细索深呼吸一口气,仰头望着针金:“针金大人,你是圣殿骑士,是百针家族的唯一继承人,更将来白沙城主！能跟随您这样的大人物,是我这种人一辈子都可能再碰不到的机遇了。” „If I accepted the compensation of new ship, most also achieves with my father same degree, becomes an owner of sea boat. For the livelihood, has to times brave the startled big wave evil influence, fights tooth and nail in the vastness. Each navigation must do utmost, racks brains, once encounters the powerful pirate or the fierce sea monster, my sea boat has the risk of submersion. Like this time perils of the sea.” “如果我接受了新船的赔偿,最多也不过做到和我父亲一样的程度,成为一艘海船的主人。为了生计,不得不一次次冒着惊涛恶浪,在汪洋中搏命。每一次航海都要竭尽全力,绞尽脑汁,而一旦遭遇到强大的海盗或者凶恶的海怪,我的海船就有沉没的风险。就像这一次的海难。” Zhen Jin nods: „You replied very sincerely, I could hear, this was your heart words.” 针金点头:“你回答得很诚恳,我听得出来,这都是你的心底话。” „This is very good, Xi Suo, I permit your following.” “这很好,细索,我允许你的追随。” „But also asked you to remember this moment, remembered your sincerity at this moment.” “但是也请你记住这一刻,记住你此时此刻的真诚。” „I hope that you can maintain such outstanding quality.” “我希望你能够将这样优秀的品质保持下去。” The Xi Suo great happiness, is excited some stutter to get up: „I and I understood Lord, I understood!” 细索大喜,激动得有些结巴起来:“我、我明白了大人,我明白了！” However next moment, gushes out bright red blood from the Xi Suo mouth suddenly. 但是下一刻,从细索口中忽然涌出一股鲜红的血液。 Xi Suo stares the big eyes suddenly, looks shocking to Zhen Jin: „You...... you are not Templar Knight!” 细索陡然瞪大双眼,震惊地看向针金:“你……你不是一位圣殿骑士！” „Monster, you are the monster!” “怪物,你是怪物！” He holds oneself chest fiercely, when does not know, his chest presented the fatal wound of passing through the body. 他猛地抓住自己的胸膛,不知何时,他的胸膛出现了一个贯穿身躯的致命伤口。 „I...... misread you......” “我……看错你了……” Pū passes one, Xi Suo but actually on the ground, remains without aura. 噗通一声,细索倒在地上,毫无气息残留。 „No!” Zhen Jin calls out in alarm one, at once awakens from the nightmare. “不！”针金惊呼一声,旋即从噩梦中惊醒。 Cold sweat. 一身的冷汗。 He panted for breath several, this stands firm own mood. 他喘息了好几口,这才稳住自己的情绪。 Observes the situation about, surrounding tranquility. 环视左右,周围一片平静。 Although does not see the livelihood in the underground alchemy factory, no matter but Cang Xu or Jia Sha and Zi Di, have the method of time. 虽然在地下炼金工厂不见日月,但不管是苍须还是痂沙、紫蒂,都有计时的手段。 At this time already to night. 此时已经到了深夜。 The survivors have rushed to the magma battlefield, is only left over thirty people. 幸存者们闯过了岩浆战场,只剩下三十几人。 Because there is a fire element attraction to be bewitched the alike attention, after Zhen Jin two Church Guardian Knight seek, immediately, the later journey is very smooth, has not suffered to chase down or obstruct. 因为有火元素吸引着魔像的注意力,针金被两位护教骑士寻回来后,就立即出发,之后的路途十分顺利,并没有遭受追杀或者阻截。 Stationing the demon likely is person creation, the wisdom is very low, mainly depends upon the direction of Tower Spirit. But the Tower Spirit sound has not appeared in the magma battlefield. 驻防魔像都是人造物,智慧很低下,主要依靠塔灵的指挥。但塔灵的声音在岩浆战场就没有出现过。 This is middle one of the channel. 这是通道的中间一段。 Jia Sha rests here a evening using the Clairvoyance discovery, will not have what problem, ordered the recuperation. 痂沙利用极目术发现在这里休息一个晚上,并不会出现什么问题,就下令休整了。 He almost exhausted divine force, therapy to other survivors pushes someone take on a difficult job. 他几乎用尽了神力,给其他幸存者疗伤都勉为其难。 Jia Sha the vespers had finished early, under the protections of two Church Guardian Knight, falls into sinks during the dormancy. 痂沙已经早早晚祷完毕,在两位护教骑士的守护下,陷入沉眠之中。 „Should I explain with him? Today broke through the magma battlefield, priest saw certainly my mutation appearance, but his mouth does not only raise.” “我该怎么和他解释呢？今天冲过岩浆战场,神父一定看到了我的异变模样,但他只口不提。” Zhen Jin knows, Jia Sha is waiting for him to go to the confession. 针金知道,痂沙是在等待他去告解。 But how can Zhen Jin be able to say? 但针金又怎么能说得出口？ „Xi Suo......” “细索……” „Was I killed him personally!” “是我亲手杀了他！” Laments and is incapable of well uping. 悔恨和无力一齐涌上心头。 Zhen Jin closes the eyes painfully, he sits on the ground, backs on the metal hole wall, feels the silver-white metal ice-cold, as if transmitted his heart. 针金痛苦地闭上双眼,他坐在地上,背靠金属洞壁,感受到银白色金属的冰冷,似乎传递到了他的内心深处。 Young Knight falls into the middle of deep remorse: „At that time I should receive to stop, should not under the heavy hand. I should remember, conducts scouting of detection in the condition of stealth. Why will I forget? Why did I forget this point?” 少年骑士陷入深深的自责当中:“当时我应该收住手,不应该下重手。我应该记得,进行侦查的斥候都在隐身的状态。为什么我会忘记？为什么我偏偏忘记了这一点？” However, he most deep place spreads a sound: „Do not be extremely sad, this is just an accidental injury.” 然而,他内心最深处又传出一个声音:“不要太过悲伤,这只不过是一次误伤而已。” „No, I am degenerating...... I to degenerate. My both hands have contaminated the blood of companion.” “不,我在堕落……我已经堕落了。我的双手已经沾染上了同伴的血。” „Hateful, I want to rescue obviously his!” “可恶,我明明想去救他的！” „I want to rescue obviously his!!” “我明明是想去救他的！！” The Zhen Jin fact clenches teeth, the right hand palm covers the eyes, he begins supinely, the back of the head depends on the ice-cold wall surface, the left hand fist pinches very tightly. 针金事实咬牙,右手手掌捂住双眼,他仰起头,后脑靠着冰冷的墙面,左手拳头捏得非常紧。 He kills Xi Suo one, playbacks in his mind. 他杀死细索的一幕,又在他的脑海中回放。 When the discovery is Xi Suo, Zhen Jin was full of the shock. 发现是细索时,针金充满了震惊。 However, when he wants to rescue Xi Suo, actually discovered that this is the fatal wound, Zhen Jin falls into immediately confusedly. 然而,当他想要救助细索,却发现这是致命的伤,针金立即陷入迷茫。 Facing the accusation of Xi Suo, his subconsciously voice rebuttal. 面对细索的指责,他下意识地发声反驳。 Suddenly hears the Church Guardian Knight shout, in the Zhen Jin heart thump jumps, thinks radically without enough time, stimulates to movement heart core fiercely, the Xi Suo direct absorption! 忽然听到护教骑士的呼喊声,针金心中咯噔一跳,根本来不及多想,就猛地催动心核,将细索直接吸收！ „No!” “不！” „I had pledged to not start to human race. But I not only by doing so, but also killed own companion.” “我发过誓,绝不会对人族下手。但我不仅这样做了,还杀了自己的同伴。” „Why do I want to destroy the corpse and leave no trace? Why?!” “为什么我要毁尸灭迹？为什么？！” This issue most suffers his. 这个问题才是最折磨他的。 He is unable to dodge this issue. 他无法回避这个问题。 „Is I am spiritless, is I am afraid, is I am worried to misunderstand.” “是我懦弱,是我害怕,是我担心误解。” „I can explain clearly. I can.” “我可以解释清楚。我可以的。” „How to explain?” In his heart another sound sends out to laugh. “怎么解释？”他心中另一个声音发出嗤笑。 „Why I killed him, isn't is afraid him to say my secret? That injury, he has died, was simply direct considering as finished. Added words that some should not speak, doesn't create the difficulty to me?” “我为什么杀了他,不就是害怕他说出我的秘密吗？那种伤势,他已经死定了,干脆就直接死了算了。还说一些不该说的话,不是给我造成困扰吗？” „Thinks, I haven't rescued the Xi Suo life?” “想一想,我不是救过细索的命么？” „He actually does not know to feel grateful, but also wants to feel embarrassed me! Let Church Guardian Knight misunderstand me, the consequence is very serious!” “他却不知道感恩,还想为难我！让护教骑士误解我,后果是很严重的！” „No!” Zhen Jin holds the head, in the heart cried out, „goes away, I have not thought certainly like this, I am not so despicable sinister my humble self!!” “不！”针金抱头,心中呐喊,“滚开,我绝没有这样想过,我也绝不是如此卑鄙阴险的小人！！” The sound in his heart smiled one: „I change a view, lets me to accept.” 他心中的声音又笑了一声:“那我换个说法,更让我能接受一下。” „Un...... I cannot be misunderstood, because I carry the responsibility!” “嗯……我不能被误解,因为我身负责任！” „The promotion family's responsibility, protects the responsibility of fiancee, as well as leads these survivors, successfully flees this island the responsibility. I have pledged to them, not?” “振兴家族的责任,保护未婚妻的责任,以及带领身边这些幸存者,成功逃离这座海岛的责任。我向他们承诺过,不是吗？” „Therefore, I cannot die, cannot be misunderstood, I cannot disappoint others to my anticipation.” “所以,我不能死,也不能被误解,我不能辜负其他人对我的期待。” „Not, not, this is quibbles, this quibbled.” Zhen Jin almost will bury the chest, he is contending with the innermost feelings diligently the gloom. “不、不、不,这是狡辩,这统统都是狡辩。”针金将头几乎埋入胸口,他在努力抗衡内心的阴暗。 „I am degenerating! I am degenerating to the abyss!” Young Knight in this moment, felt oneself are so weak, probably the leaf in wind. “我在堕落！我在向深渊堕落！”少年骑士在这一刻,感到自己是如此的虚弱,像是风中的树叶。 But quick, that sound in his heart makes a sound together: „Degenerates? What is degenerates?” 但很快,他心中的那一道声音又响起来:“堕落？什么是堕落？” „Violates the road of Templar Knight, degenerates?” “违背圣殿骑士之路,就是堕落？” „Puts with ease, I made the most correct choice. This choice is sane, showed sufficiently I am intelligent.” “放轻松,我只是做了一个最正确的选择。这个选择是理智的,足以证明我是聪慧的。” „Has a look at the present, no one knows the truth. No one thinks that you killed Xi Suo.” “看看现在,谁也不知道真相。没有人会认为你杀了细索。” Zhen Jin opens the eyes fiercely, in the eye is glittering the light, he loud rebuttal in heart: „No, I must go to the confession, I must confess, makes reparations!” 针金猛地睁开双眼,眼中闪烁着光,他在心中大声反驳:“不,我要去告解,我要去坦白,去赎罪！” „Hehe, you go to......” the sound in heart not to prevent him unexpectedly. “呵呵呵,你去吧……”心中的声音竟然不阻止他。 „You go!” The sound in heart is clamoring. “你去啊！”心中的声音在叫嚣。 Zhen Jin actually no longer makes noise the rebuttal, his complexion is getting more and more pale, probably face of dead person. 针金却不再出声反驳,他脸色越来越苍白,像是死人的脸。 His breath weak to the extreme, probably dead person did not have aura. 他的呼吸微弱到了极点,像是死人没有了气息。 At this moment, he understood, oneself are unable killing the Xi Suo secret says, does not have the courage to expose the heart core secret! 这一刻,他明白了,自己怎么也无法将杀死细索的秘密说出口,也没有勇气去暴露心核的秘密！ Before, he every aroused the courage one time, felt the difference shooting, would presenting the sudden matter or others destroys. 之前,他每一次鼓足勇气,都感觉差临门一脚,总会出现突发的事情或者他人破坏。 But in fact, is really this? 但事实上,真的是这样吗？ Not. 不是的。 If he really wants saying that most time can say. 如果他真的想说,绝大多数的时候都可以说出来。 „In fact, I do not want to say that does not think!” “事实上,我并不想说出来,并不想！” „Reason that wants to the priest confession, is only under the external survival pressure.” “之所以想要向神父告解,只是迫于外在的生存压力而已。” „Who does not think attractively bright and beautiful, who does not want to hide own gloomy and can't withstand? I think that I especially think!” “谁不想光鲜亮丽,谁不想隐藏自己的阴暗和不堪？我想啊,我特别想啊！” Regrets and loses, is suffering youngster painfully and sadly, interrogated and tortured own heart, youngster also realizes the heart most real idea. 懊悔、失落、痛苦、悲伤折磨着少年,拷问自己的心,少年也更认识到了自己内心深处最真实的想法。 A suffering night passes by. 煎熬的一夜过去。 The people start again. 众人再次启程。 Needs to scout to investigate the road ahead. 需要斥候侦查前路。 „Makes me come.” Zhen Jin pleads on own initiative. “让我来罢。”针金主动请命。 The people are astonished, one by one opposed. 众人惊异,纷纷反对。 Zhen Jin shakes the head, the attitude is firm: „Everyone needs many rests, my condition is quite complete. And just passed the magma battlefield, perhaps the following journey bad risk are more, a need more competent person investigates. This is the decision that I make, I insist on so.” 针金摇头,态度坚决:“大家需要更多的休息,我的状况比较完好。并且刚刚通过了岩浆战场,或许接下来的路途凶险更多,需要更有实力的人来侦查。这是我做的决定,我执意如此。” He needs to make itself bustle about, is busy at to not pondering. 他需要让自己忙碌起来,忙到不去思考。 Scouts incessantly one person that needs. 斥候需要的不止一人。 A Bronze Rank crew partly kneels on own initiative, said to Zhen Jin agitatedly: „Lord Zhen Jin, my life is you rescues, has continued this time. Please let me follow you, these acts with you time!” 一位青铜级的船员主动半跪下来,语气激动地对针金道:“针金大人,我的命是您救下来的,已经不止这一次了。请让我追随您,这一次和您一起行动！” Zhen Jin returned to the battlefield behavior yesterday, inpelled this crew. 针金昨天返回战场的行为,感召了这位船员。 Zhen Jin actually frowns, in this moment, he saw Xi Suo probably: „No, goes by my one person. You give me to get up!” 针金却皱起眉头,在这一刻,他像是看到了细索:“不,就由我一个人去。你给我起来！” The crew stares. 船员微愣。 Zhen Jin also realized oneself just responded is a little excessive, then opens the mouth to make up said: „At present, the front has not presented the crossing. Only needs my one person then, what you need is the recreation.” 针金也意识到自己刚刚的反应有点过度,便开口弥补道:“目前,前方没有出现岔道。只需要我一个人即可,你更需要的是休养。” Zhen Jin these words welcomed people's commendation and respect to him again. 针金的这番话再次给他迎得了众人的称赞和崇敬。 However, facing such vision and attitude, Zhen Jin actually only wants to dodge. 然而,面对这样的目光和态度,针金却只想闪躲。 The detection is smooth, smoothly to some Zhen Jin suspicions. 侦查非常顺利,顺利到针金都有些怀疑。 Then, under the people unbelievable mood, they have not encountered the obstruction of any demon resembles and Terminator, has not bumped into what mechanism/organization trap and magic trap. 接下来,在众人难以置信的情绪下,他们没有遭遇到任何的魔像、剿杀者的阻截,也没有碰到什么机关陷阱、魔法陷阱。 So marched forward for two days. 如此又行进了两天。 Zhen Jin experiences one day like a year. 针金度日如年。 „Lord, does not need to be sad for the fall guy. What is more important is lead to remain living companions, leaves here together.” Cang Xu urged. “大人,不必为牺牲者难过。更重要的是带领剩下来活着的同伴们,一起离开这里啊。”苍须劝道。 „Lord Zhen Jin, this does not blame you. We will not blame you. You have done enough was good.” Bai Ya also comforts. “针金大人,这不怪你。我们也绝不会怪你。你已经做的足够好了。”白芽也安慰。 „Has what words, can tell me. Actually I have many words, wants to say with you.” Zi Di found Zhen Jin in private. “有什么话,可以告诉我。其实我也有很多话,想和你说。”紫蒂私下找到针金。 „Child, you must remember, Holybright the main vision burns according to all, any shadow all does not have to hide.” Jia Sha also encourages Zhen Jin. “孩子,你要记得,圣明之主的目光灼照一切,任何阴影皆无所遁形。”痂沙也鼓励针金。 However, these encourage, comfort, persuasion wait/etc, will only make Zhen Jin feel more ashamed. 然而,这些鼓励、安慰、劝说等等,都只会让针金感到更惭愧。 ...... Lonely. 更……孤独。 „Front has a corpse!” Scouts to transmit an important information. “前面有一具尸体！”斥候传达回来一个重要的情报。 A Sacred Domain expert corpse, pours in the corridor. 一具圣域强者的尸体,倒在过道中。 Everywhere is the trace that the fierce combat slaughters. 到处都是激战厮杀的痕迹。 „He should attacks one of the here expert. Wait, this clothing......” “他应该就是进攻这里的强者之一。等等,这个服饰……” „He came from the blood light sanction institute!” “他来自血光制裁院！” The people rush to here, the heart is the big quake. 众人赶到此处,心头均是大震。