Yanshan snowflake big such as seat, blows to fall the Xuanyuan stage piece by piece. 燕山雪花大如席,片片吹落轩辕台。 Northern Luzhou. 北泸洲。 Winter in December. 冬十二月。 To certainly large number person, the year of this day not any special place of this era. 对绝大数人而言,此纪元的此年此日没有任何特殊的地方。 Sky gloomy as always, the snowflake dances in the air as always. 天空一如既往的阴沉,雪花一如既往地飞舞。 Only to that nameless vacant young girl, this day is her lifetime transition. 只对那个无名的茫然少女而言,这一天是她一生的转折。 In the morning. 清晨。 She got out of bed in 7 to 9 a.m like the fixed point in the past. 她如往昔般定点在辰时起床。 At this time the horizon just a little transparent white, in the horizon can see dim frost fog. „Hello.” 这时候天边刚有点亮白,地平线上能看见一层朦胧的霜雾。“你好。” She beckons to the place of nihility. 她冲着虚无之处招手。 Similar acted she to do many are times, although she has never received the response in language, but she knows, was less than far there is standing to her one zhang (3.33 m) a person! 类似的动作她已经做过很多次了,虽然她从未收到过语言上的回应,可她知道,在离她一丈不到远的那儿站着一个人！ She does not know the appearance of that person. 她不知道那个人的容貌。 Perhaps that person is similar to her age, perhaps is bigger, perhaps is the mature big sister...... 那个人也许与她年龄相仿,也许更大些,也许是成熟的大姐姐…… But to her, this matter is unimportant. 但对她来说,这种事一点也不重要。 Has this not visible friend companion, her heart will become specially static, not the thing that will use to recall these unable to recall with effort, even the stereotyped snowscape she can still look with great interest. 有这个看不见的朋友陪伴,她的心就会变得特别静,再也不用费力去回忆那些根本回忆不起来的东西,就算是千篇一律的雪景她也能看得津津有味。 However today has a condition. 然而今天出了点状况。 Greeting has fired off, she has not actually felt existence of that not visible friend completely. 招呼已经打完了,她却完全没有感受到那个看不见的朋友的存在。 Misconception? 错觉？ The young girl who does not believe in evil doctrines greets again, but has not felt any fluctuation as before. 不信邪的少女再次打了个招呼,可依旧没有感受到任何波动。 Was the big deal! 出大事了！ The unclear premonition well ups, the young girl starts to seek in the nearby immediately. 不详的预感涌上心头,少女立刻开始在附近寻找。 Regardless of but how she looks, was even/including Yanfeng looked, could not find the trail of that not visible friend as before. 可无论她怎么找,便是连岩缝都看了,依旧找不到那个看不见的朋友的踪迹。 As if passing all are only her illusion are ordinary. 仿佛过往一切都只是她的幻觉一般。 But she knows. 可是她知道。 „That is not the illusion.” “那不是幻觉。” Sits the young girl in snowy area raised the head at a loss. 坐在雪地中的少女茫然地抬起头。 Which did that not visible friend go? 那个看不见的朋友到底去哪了？ Sun set Cangshan is far, the snowflake in sky becomes more and more crowded. 日暮苍山远,天空中的雪花变得越来越密集。 And a piece falls on her forehead by chance, she puts out a hand, gently holding down forehead. 其中一片恰巧落在她的眉心,她伸出手去,轻轻按住眉心。 The cool feeling has infiltrated the heart. 凉意一直渗透到心底。 She thinks, she has lost the significance of survival probably. 她想,她大概已经失去生存的意义了。 Young girl face upwards lying down on the ground, waits for the heavy snow to bury dull. 少女仰躺在地上,呆呆地等待大雪将自己掩埋。 ...... …… World big? 世界有多大？ Small An Lan has pondered this issue more than once. 小安岚不止一次思考过这个问题。 The place that she passes through are not many, because she cannot see anything. 她走过的地方并不多,因为她看不见任何东西。 If no one is holding hands, walks away a point she to become lost slightly. 倘若没有人牵着手,稍微走远一点她就会迷路。 After really has become lost a time, she rarely left that it is said very broken home again. 在真的迷路过一次后,她就很少再离开那个据说很是残破的家了。 Therefore to her, world merely only then her family/home is so big, even if expands again widely, still can only be counted village that she lives in- 因此对她而言,世界仅仅只有她的家那么大,就算再扩宽点,也只能算上她居住的村子- Rice He Village! 稻禾村！ This name An Lan listened innumerable. 这个名字安岚听了无数遍。 Their family/home is rice He Village's peasant household, several mu infertile lands, a day from the early practical training to the evening, one do not rest all year round also can only have a full stomach reluctantly. 她们家就是稻禾村的农户,有几亩薄田,一天从早劳作到晚,一整年不休息也只能勉强果腹。 If comes across the water drought, a day can only have food reluctantly. 要是遇到水旱灾,一天勉强只能吃上一顿饭。 Hungry. 饿。 But turns over to hungrily hungrily, An Lan always does not dare to say. 但饿归饿,安岚总是不敢说出来。 In the past she had said one time, finally is actually the club. 过去她说过一次,结果遭来的却是棍棒。 „Eats, will perform will eat, except for eating, what will you also meet?” “吃吃吃,尽会吃,除了吃,你还会什么？” „The sons of others family/home under the meeting had worked to your age, your blind heart is also blind, cannot share sorrow to the family/home, but also performs to put to trouble.” “别人家的崽到你这个年纪早就会下地干活了,就你这眼瞎心也瞎的,不能给家里分忧,还尽添麻烦。” From then on she likes moving the small backless stool to sit in main house gate. 从那以后她就喜欢搬着小板凳坐在家门口。 She wants to hear the voices of others. 她想听听其他人的声音。 What she hears to be most is the next door aunt's complaint. 她听得最多的是隔壁婶婶的抱怨。 „His mother, I am really blind to marry the smelly ravine that this bird does not defecate!” “他娘的嘞,我真是瞎了眼才会嫁到这种鸟不拉屎的臭山沟来！” „Smiles, except for smiling, can you also make money?” “笑笑笑,除了笑,你还能挣钱么？” „My this really folded the longevity for a lifetime, knows this early, I might as well go to the city in the master family/home to work as the maidservant.” “我这一辈子真是折了寿,早知这样,我还不如去城里老爷家里当丫鬟。” When the aunt curses at people, the uncle did not speak, the younger female cousin followed to cry. 婶婶骂人时,叔父就不说话,堂妹跟着哭。 Sound eldest child of crying. 哭的声音老大了。 The aunt is angry will hit the younger female cousin. 婶婶一生气就会打堂妹。 „What to cry to cry, you except for will do that to live, is useful?” “哭什么哭,你除了会干那点活,有什么用？” „You must live are like the next door mist miss, even if anything does not do me still to give birth to you exactly well. Also cries? Cries again, I hit the person.” “你要生得跟隔壁岚姑娘一样,就算什么活都不干我也好生养你。还哭？再哭一声,我就打人了。” Mist miss? 岚姑娘？ This was saying her. 这是在说她吧。 Small An Lan was muddled. 小安岚糊涂了。 The parents said that she will only eat, compares a point with not to have with the younger female cousin, but the aunt also said that the younger female cousin will only work , a point with does not have. 爹娘说她只会吃,和堂妹比起来一点用都没有,但婶婶又说堂妹只会干活,也一点用都没有。 Can that be useful? 那到底要怎样才算有用呢？ If exchanges her and younger female cousin, can be happy? 如果将她和堂妹互换一下,会不会皆大欢喜？ How An Lan actually also wants to listen to the village others to say her. 安岚其实还想听听村子里其他人是怎么说她的。 But she does not dare to walk is too far, can only step onto several steps in the vicinity, therefore has not heard any useful words. 但她不敢走出去太远,只能在近处走上几步,因此并没有听见什么有用的话。 She hears what are more is to her insult and ridicule. 她听到的更多的还是对她的辱骂和嘲笑。 Also no, this matter she xi had been used, after all she really cannot see, she really cannot compare the person who these can see. 也没什么,这种事她早就xi惯了,毕竟她是真的看不见,她真的比不上那些看得见的人。 But some people are very always excessive, she is walking in that well, will fly a pebble to pound suddenly above her. 但总有一些人特别过分,她就在那好好走着,就会突然飞过来一个小石子砸在她头上。 „Was too bad!” “太坏了！” This frightens her hurrying round trip to run, was pounded to be painful, that will swell the package to take several talents to be flat. 这吓得她赶紧往回跑,头被砸到可是非常痛的,那个肿包要好几天才会扁下去。 After having had several similar experiences, An Lan did not like going out. 有过几次类似的经历后,安岚就更加不喜欢外出了。 Her anything could not do in any case, might as well sat in own room is in a daze. 反正她什么都做不了,还不如就坐在自己房间里发呆。 May be as if in a daze is not good to send. 可似乎发呆也不是那么好发的。 Shortly after tenth birthday the father and aunt led to come back from the outside personally. 十岁生日后没多久爹和婶婶从外便领了个人回来。 The aunt said that is in the town/subdues fortune-teller. 婶婶说那是镇里来的算命先生。 She listened to the aunt saying that more than once the town outside mountain was good places that are occupied by many many people. 她不止一次听婶婶说山外的镇子是个住着很多很多人的好地方。 This fortune-teller who to come from the good place sprinkled some water on the ground, made her spread out both hands, then said to the father and aunt: 这个从好地方来的算命先生在地上洒了些水,又让她摊开双手,然后对爹和婶婶说: „Is the longevity, moreover is Vanves assigns/life.” “是长寿相,而且是旺夫命。” The father smiled: „That......” 爹笑了起来:“那……” Told fortunes first unfamiliar road: „Not anxiously not anxious, the custom that this reaches an agreement beforehand cannot be chaotic.” 算命先生道:“莫急莫急,这事先说好的规矩可不能乱。” Father busy say/way: „I understand me to understand, 73, you seven, I three.” 爹忙道:“我懂我懂,七三,你七,我三。” The aunt called out immediately: „My that cannot be short!” 婶婶立刻叫道:“我那份可不能少了！” The father said: „Some have.” 爹说道:“有的有的。” The fortune-teller also smiled: „So I contacted with Mr. money, Mr. money was the dignified person, will not treat unjustly your family daughter, your was also the daughter who gave you this cruel fate sought a good destination.” 算命先生也笑了起来:“如此我就去联系钱老爷了,钱老爷是体面人,绝不会亏待你家女儿的,你这也算是给你这苦命的女儿寻了个好去处喽。” The father said: „Depends entirely on the gentlemen to eat to the food, I wished the mister long life!” 爹说:“全靠先生给饭吃啊,我祝先生长命百岁！” Told fortunes first unfamiliar road: „Thanks for the compliment.” 算命先生道:“好说好说。” Before long the fortune-teller and aunt walked, in the room is only left over her and father two people. 不一会儿算命先生和婶婶就走了,屋子里只剩下她和爹两人。 The father patted her shoulder: „Most three months, you must go to the city in the auspicious day, rests the big wooden bed, quilt, how wants to eat to there you how to eat, will also have the servant to direct for you, you were developed, do not forget the parents.” 爹拍了拍她的肩膀:“最多三个月,你就要去城里过好日子里,睡大木床,盖丝被,到了那里你想怎么吃就怎么吃,还会有下人供你使唤,你发达了,可别忘了爹娘啊。” An Lan is opening mouth. 安岚微张着嘴。 Although can eat to the full is very attractive, but she does not want to go to the town/subdues. 虽然能吃饱是很诱人的,可她不想去镇上。 She is afraid. 她害怕。 „Father, I do not want to go.” “爹,我不想去。” These words bring in drink to scold, what idiot, eaten for free, without eyesight. 这一句话就引来喝骂,什么蠢货啊,吃白饭的啊,没眼力啊。 Scolded is scolding the father saying: „Cannot go to be beyond control you, you or go, left is eating meal.” 骂着骂着爹就说:“去不去可由不得你,你要不去,就别在吃饭了。” An Lan trembles. 安岚瑟瑟发抖。 Didn't eat meal does not starve to death? 不吃饭不就饿死了吗？ She is afraid, but she does not want dead, she can only she go. 她害怕,但她更不想死,她只能她会去。 Then the father leaves well satisfied. 如此一来爹才心满意足地离开。 That afternoon, she slips out from the family/home secretly, on the road seemed like seen, many people are discussing her. 那天下午,她偷偷地从家里溜了出去,路上似乎是被人看见了,很多人在谈论她。 This time has not scolded the sound, some people said that she has the good fortune, some people said that she is fox mei. 这次倒没有骂声,有人说她有福气,有人说她是狐mei子。 The Mr. money on more people's in saying that town/subdues. 更多的人在说那个镇上的钱老爷。 „I listened to the third child family/home sons who worked in the town/subdues saying that this Mr. money more than 60.” “我听在镇上做工的老三家儿子说,这钱老爷都六十多了。” „Master, likes tenderly.” “老爷嘛,就喜欢嫩的。” „This is must attempt to expel the evil influences.” “这是要冲喜吧。” „Who knew, in any case in the mist miss family/home was the prospect, the money must have, later can also illuminate in looking after the house.” “谁晓得,反正岚姑娘家里是出息了,一大笔钱少不了,以后还能照看家里。” „Yo, that is not the mist miss, at this time also came out to do, if not falling carefully, but was the big deal.” “哟,那不就是岚姑娘么,这时候还出来干什么,要是不小心摔着了,可就出大事了。” An Lan ran away in fear. 安岚又被吓跑了。 She cannot understand the words that these people spoke, she feels afraid inexplicably. 她不是很能听懂那些人说的话,她只是莫名地觉得害怕。 Before these people were not friendly, today sounds, she thought that everyone wants to eat her. 以前这些人只是不怎么友善,今天听起来,她觉得所有人都想吃了她。 Obviously is such fearful matter, her actually anything cannot see, she could not even find one to recount the concern person. 明明是这么可怕的事,她却什么都看不见,她甚至找不到一个可以述说心事的人。 Then passed for more than ten days, the entire family/home is permeated with the cheerful atmosphere, the person outside village speaks is also as if louder. 接着又过了十几天,整个家都洋溢着欢快的气氛,外边村子里的人说起话来似乎也更大声了。 Only then a An Lan person was covered is worrying intent. 只有安岚一人被笼罩在愁意中。 She is restless, finally in hearing the cicada called at night walked from the family/home. 她坐立不安,终于在听见蝉鸣的夜晚从家里走了出去。 She does not want to escape, because she knows herself unable to run away, she wants to walk, along the boundary ridge between fields, walks toward the place that before never pass through. 她没想逃跑,因为她知道自己跑不掉,她只是想走一走,沿着田埂,往之前自己从未走过的地方走一走。 That night wind had the biting cold cool feeling, the cicada to call rapidly, seemed urged by anything is being same. 这天晚上的风带着彻骨的凉意,蝉鸣急促,似乎被什么东西催赶着一样。 An Lan always thought that some are not right. 安岚总觉得有些不对劲。 She had also come out in the evening before, but never has this unusual feeling. 她以前也在晚上出来过,但从来没有这种异样的感觉。 She is somewhat afraid, wants to go back after a distance, may think that family/home she thought is afraid. 她有些害怕,在走了一段距离后就想回去,可一想到那个家她就觉得更加害怕。 Defeated the fear eventually frightened. 终究还是恐惧战胜了恐惧。 An Lan braces oneself to continue to proceed, when this, arrives at a fracture, in her hand is grasping the stick selected spatial suddenly. 安岚硬着头皮继续往前走,就这样,走到一个转折处时,她手中握着的棍子忽然间点了个空。 She holds the stick, tries to maintain the balance, finally the right foot also made a false step, the whole person hit totteringly on a hard thing. 她抓住棍子,试图保持平衡,结果右脚也踩空了,整个人跌跌撞撞地撞在了一个硬东西上。 Clearly what without she wants to hit is anything, her then planted. 没等她想明白撞到的是什么,她便一头栽了下去。 „, Help!” “啊啊啊,救命！” „Pū passes!” “噗通！” „Rumble......” “咕噜咕噜……” An Lan does not know what happened completely, she only thought that hurts from top to bottom, many water fill toward her mouth desperately, her clothes and body soaked, the cool feeling is swallowing her physical strength. She waves the four limbs, wish stands, the result was choked uncomfortably by oneself, until is completely respirable. 安岚完全不知道发生了什么,她只觉得浑身上下都疼,还有许多水拼命地往她嘴里灌,她的衣服和身体都湿透了,凉意吞噬着她的体力。她舞动四肢,想要站起来,结果只是让自己被呛得更难受,直到完全不能呼吸。 Wanted...... dead? 要……要死了吗？ An Lan only thought that the head soon blasted open, the chest seems to be also pressing a giant stone. 安岚只觉得脑袋快要炸裂了,胸口似乎也压着一块巨石。 Her consciousness is getting more and more fuzzy. 她的意识越来越模糊。 But she really does not want dead, she never thought that dies extricates. 可她真不想死,她从不觉得死就是解脱。 „Rescues......” “救……唔……” The An Lan tread is treading the both legs. 安岚蹬踏着双腿。 „Rescues...... the life......” “救……命……唔……” An Lan continues the tread to tread the both legs. 安岚继续蹬踏着双腿。 „Help, help, rescues......?!” “救命,救命啊,救……诶？诶诶诶诶！” Was shouting was shouting she stopped struggling, where probably had to be not quite right? 喊着喊着她就停止了挣扎了,好像有哪里不太对？ She can be spoken a moment ago by the basis that the water choked, how to speak now is so agile . Moreover the foot as if also stepped on the ground. 刚才她不是被水呛的根本说不出话来么,怎么现在说话这么利索,而且脚似乎也踩在了地面上。 Has she been having a dream? 难道她一直在做梦？ An Lan hurried to pinch an own face. 安岚赶紧掐了一下自己的脸。 „Sore.” “疼。” She bites the lip tightly, only feels like suffering. 她紧咬嘴唇,心里只觉得委屈。 Is good comes quickly because of this suffering vigor, goes also quickly. 好在这股委屈劲来得快,去得也快。 She is patting oneself chest, what now is clear is this is not the dream, she stands in the icy water as before. 她轻拍着自己的胸口,现在清楚的是这不是梦,她依旧站在冷冰冰的水里。 The issue is how can also only cover her waist the water that her whole person submerges a moment ago now? 问题是刚才还能将她整个人淹没的水如今怎么就只覆盖她的腰间呢？ Too strange! 太怪了！ An Lan put out a hand to trace in side, touches a wet wall. 安岚伸手在旁边摸了摸,摸到了一堵湿漉漉的墙。 Why does not know, she thought of the ghost suddenly. 不知为何,她突然想到了鬼。 From going out starts coolly continuously, should she not be entangled by the ghost? 从出门开始就一直凉飕飕的,她该不会是被鬼缠上了吧？ When the villagers told the story she has listened by far, in this world had the flying to escape, the omnipotent immortal, there is a malicious ghost who special ate the child. 村里人讲故事时她远远地听过,这世上有飞天遁地、无所不能的仙人,也有专门吃小孩的恶鬼。 „No, do not eat me.” “别,别吃我。” The An Lan fear must retrocede. 安岚害怕得后退。 Ten -year-old loli shrinks one group, the nest in the corner, such very annoyed the person to love tenderly. 十岁萝莉缩成一团,窝在角落里,那样子别提有多惹人怜爱了。 Crossed not to detect some little time as before any sound, An Lan dares to act. 过了好一会儿依旧没察觉到任何动静,安岚才敢行动。 She begins supinely. 她仰起头。 Although her anything cannot see, but only walks to go out upward. 虽然她什么都看不见,但只有往上走才能出去吧。 She thought that she was falls into the well, but how can she be able to crawl? 她觉得她是掉进井里了,可她要怎样才能爬出去呢？ Suddenly, she heard flip-flop the light sound. 忽然间,她听见了噼啪轻响声。 She walks following the sound, touched a string unexpectedly! 她循声走去,竟然摸到了一根绳子！ Some people came! 有人来了！ An Lan shouted excitedly: „Help, help!” 安岚兴奋地喊了起来:“救命,救命啊！” But has not responded, when shouts the throat does, she finally stops. 可是没有回应,喊道嗓子干时,她终于停止。 No one? 没有人吗？ That string what's the matter? 那绳子是怎么回事？ Her strength is small, really can crawl? 她力气小,真的能自己爬出去吗？ An Lan held on to the string, she must try, cannot anything not do. 安岚还是抓住了绳子,她总得试一试,不能什么都不做。 The matter that then has is completely not as she expected, after she holds on to the string, the string does not rock completely. 接下来发生的事完全出乎她的意料,当她抓住绳子后,绳子完全不晃动了。 At the same time, she as if lost all body weights, crawled unexpectedly easily upward a big truncation. 同一时刻,她似乎失去了所有体重,竟轻而易举地往上爬了一大截。 This is really unusual? 这果然是不同寻常的吧？ But An Lan has had no interest in ponder again this was the malicious ghost causes trouble or the immortal boosts. 可安岚已经无心再去思考这是恶鬼作祟还是仙人助力了。 She begins supinely, crawls step by step outward. 她仰起头,一步一步往外爬。 Her speed is not fast, her both hands incomparably calm. 她的速度不快,她的双手无比地沉稳。 Finally, after crawled upward a time, she feels to have the belt/bring the cool feeling wind to blow on oneself. 终于,在又往上爬了一次之后,她感受到有带着凉意的风吹在自己身上。 She came out! 她出来了！ An Lan fills with joyfully, looks toward the body under subconsciously. 安岚满怀欣喜,下意识地往身下一望。 Therefore, making one never think appeared! 于是,令人从未想过的一幕出现了！ That flash, appears in her eyes is not the empty nihility, did not make the darkness that the will of the people was awestruck to fear, but was swaying clear water! 那一刹那,出现在她眼睛里的不是空洞的虚无,也不是令人心生畏惧的黑暗,而是一池晃荡的清水！ In clear water is producing an inverted image the innumerable radiant luminous spots, these luminous spots generally are the silver-white colors, some little deviations golden yellow, they crowd in one, some minority luminous spots hide in the corner alone. 清水中倒映着无数璀璨的光点,那些光点大抵是银白色的,也有少许偏向金黄,它们拥挤在一处,又有少数光点孤零零地藏在角落。 What is this? 这是什么？ An Lan was shocked. 安岚惊呆了。 She even forgot that cheered itself to see finally, she is looking in the well the galaxy that started to revolve. 她甚至忘记去欢呼自己终于能看见了,她只是怔怔地望着井中开始旋转的星河。 Is this world that she yearns for? 这就是她所向往的世界吗？ That bright, that broad, that dream common picture scroll launches before her slowly, deeply implants her heart like the seed generally. 那灿烂的、那广阔的、那梦一般的画卷在她面前缓缓展开,如同种子一般深深地植入她的心底。 At this moment, she in that „picture” the edge saw a fuzzy person's shadow. 就在这时,她在那幅“画”的边缘看见了一个模糊的人影。 Yes. 是了。 Certainly was this person saved her! 一定是这个人救了她！ The heart of An Lan starts bang bang the play to jump, that person is standing on the well head now, so long as she one then can see the appearance of that person. 安岚的心开始砰砰剧跳,那个人现在就井口站着,她只要一回头就能看见那个人的容貌。 She wants to extend appreciation impatiently. 她迫不及待地想表达谢意。 She turns around, turns around fast, turns around with extremely the excitement. 她转身,飞快地转身,怀着十二万分的激动心情转身。 But movement like this is extremely as if uncouthly, cut that to linger in her body surrounding dream unexpectedly all of a sudden. 可这样的动作似乎太过粗鲁,竟一下子划破了那萦绕在她身体周围的梦。 The galaxy was loose. 星河散了。 The sky also disappears. 天空也不见了。 She falls to return to that nihility. 她重新跌回到那片虚无中。 She cannot see that to rescue her person appearance eventually. 她也终究还是没能看见那个救了她的人容貌。 She is disappointed, but she is not sad, because she could feel that person stands in the well then. 她失望,但她并不伤心,因为她感觉得到,那个人就站在井便。 She puts out a hand with a smile, said with the gentlest sound: 她笑着伸出手去,用最温柔的声音说道: „Thank you saved me.” “谢谢你救了我。”