Slightly sends off last medical worker with secondary degree, after rotating dwelling, Ren Wei catches up suddenly anxiously anxiously, said one without reason: „First wife, Father left the mansion suddenly!” 小蛮送走最后一位医士,正要回转后宅,任威突然急急赶来,没头没脑地说了一句:“大娘子,阿郎突然离开了府邸！” Slightly has been startled being startled, strange say/way: „Father leaves the mansion, but also wants some people to permit?” 小蛮怔了怔,奇道:“阿郎离府,还要有人允许么？” Ren Wei being sweating profusely tunnel: „, Father did not take a horse suddenly, leaves the mansion to go in a hurry. When I and others heard the news hurries, did not know Father whereabouts, Father has not wanted anybody guard to accompany.” 任威满头大汗地道:“不是的,阿郎突然取了一匹马,匆匆离府而去。我等听到消息赶去时,已不知阿郎去向,阿郎未要任何人护卫随行。” This time Yang Fan, on status is outwardly precious, status secretly is more precious, the difference all has retinue, since, is it may be said that tightly guarded. However Yang Fan alone leaves today, has not informed any bodyguard to accompany, before this matter, may never occur. 今时今日的杨帆,明面上的身份贵重,暗地里的身份更加贵重,出入皆有扈从,可谓戒备森严。但是杨帆今日独自离开,不曾通知任何一名侍卫随行,这种事以前可从未发生过。 Small slightly pressed brow, is quite puzzled to the Yang Fan strange action. However, since Yang Fan leaves on own initiative, has not made one to follow, has his reason inevitably, the big Luoyang city, looks now, can seek him to where? 小蛮微微蹙了蹙眉头,对杨帆怪异的举动颇为不解。不过,杨帆既然是主动离开,又不曾叫人跟随,必然有他的原因,偌大的洛阳城,现在去找,又能到哪里去寻他？ Slightly thinks, access road: „My dear such does to have his intention, you do not need to worry, and goes back to wait.” 小蛮想了想,便道:“郎君这么做必有他的用意,你们不必着急,且回去候着吧。” Ren Wei saw the first wife so saying that must cup one hand in the other across the chest saying: „Yes!” 任威见大娘子如此说,只得拱手道:“是！” Southeast the Luoyang city, here is the sparsely inhabited place, because of a flood, was on the wane. 洛阳城东南角,这里本就是人烟稀少的地方,因为一场洪水,更加凋零了。 Studies away from home the scholars in Capital City and most likes living to Luoyang management the non-natives of here, here environment is quiet and tasteful . Moreover the house rent city center is cheap, is after the flood, the Luoyang price has stayed at a high level, these people can leave left, various south work places therefore appear lonelier. 一些游学于京城的读书人和到洛阳办事的外乡人最喜欢居住在这里,这里环境幽雅,而且房租远较城中心便宜,可是洪水过后,洛阳物价一直居高不下,这些人能离开的都离开了,城南各坊因此显得更加冷清。 Yang Fan in the empty work place, progresses to run quickly along an unmanned long lane, the silt of ground has not cleaned up, in the silt surface has done, may treadon, under as before is the mud, a snow white horse. In horse Tuima the stock completely is the stained dirt, Yang Fan hits the horse to be urgent, but horse falling morass, how also to result in quickly. 杨帆在空荡荡的坊内,沿着一条无人的长巷策马奔驰着,地上的淤泥还没有清理,淤泥表面上干了,可一脚踏下去,底下依旧是烂泥,雪白的一匹马。马腿马股上已尽是斑斑泥污,杨帆打马甚急,可马陷泥淖,又怎快得起来。 Front presented a gateway, the stone beast in flagpole, leaf and step, has flooded the trace, Yang Fan jumps from leap immediately, on an arrow step the stair, has worked on the copper collar in gate, then „” has hit. 前面出现了一道门户,旗杆、门扉和阶上的石兽,都有水淹过的痕迹,杨帆纵身从马上跃下来,一个箭步上了台阶,抓起门上的铜环,便“嗵嗵嗵”地撞了起来。 „......” Yang Fan grabs the knocker. Also does not know how long has knocked on, lets loose the knocker suddenly, withdraws several steps. Plans to leap the fence to turn, the mansion gate opened. “嗵嗵嗵……”杨帆抓着门环。也不知叩了多久,忽地放开门环,退后几步。打算跃过围墙翻进去,府门吱呀一声开了。 The one who stands in the entrance is ship mother, element green lined jacket trousers, the waist grips a white ribbon, appears clean agile. She sees the person is Yang Fan. Shows some accidental looks, but on her face not extremely obvious expression. Yang Fan visits her silently, somewhat was for a while speechless. 站在门口的是船娘,一身素青色的袄裤,腰间扎一条白色丝带,显得干净俐落。她看到来人是杨帆。露出些意外的神色,但她脸上并没有太过明显的表情。杨帆默默地看着她,一时有些无语了。 Yang Fan has not thought that will obtain the news of Ning Ke miss from the mouth of ginger medical worker with secondary degree unexpectedly, he does not know that Ning Ke miss came Luoyang, does not know that Ning Ke lived in Luoyang was so long. Does not know that Ning Ke lives with him in the same place city, defends side him silently, he does not know Ning Ke...... The fragrant disappearing jade perished unexpectedly! 杨帆万万没有想到,竟会从姜医士的口中得到宁珂姑娘的消息,他不知道宁珂姑娘已经来了洛阳,不知道宁珂已经在洛阳住了那么久。不知道宁珂就和他住在同一座城市,默默地守在他身边,他更不知道宁珂……竟已香消玉殒！ Ning Ke in him. In that wheel bright bright moonlight like the sky, as if is very far , is very as if near. He can momentarily feel that gentle moonlight, only then occasionally thinks that will look up one. 宁珂在他心里。就像天空中那轮皎洁的明月,似乎很远,又似乎很近。他能随时感受到那温柔的月光,可是只有偶尔想起来,才会抬起头望上一眼。 He likes Ning Ke miss. However has not thought must pursue her. Not was only at that time the status disparity, what is more important was Ning Ke miss that type has no time the purity in bone. That is one type lets the purity that among the world any man feels inferior sufficiently. 他喜欢宁珂姑娘。但是从来没有想过要追求她。不仅仅是当时彼此间身份地位的差距,更重要的是宁珂姑娘那种无暇到了骨子里的纯净。那是一种足以让天下间任何一个男人自惭形秽的纯净。 Until heard the news that suddenly her elapsed, in the heart that wisp of vague emotions suddenly tighten, one does to love his heart Untidy-looking intermittently, he wants not to want then to seize the horse, when he rushed to the hotel that the ginger medical worker with secondary degree said that in his heart actually only remaining frustrated. 直到陡然听说她已逝去的消息,心中那缕若有若无的情丝才陡然收紧,把他的心勒得一阵阵地作疼,他想也不想便夺马而出,可是等他赶到姜医士所说的这处宅邸时,他的心中却只剩下了惘然。 Moves, how he does not know should the action \; The word, he does not know how should say a word \; Then is the tears, is pains to cry but have no tears. 动,他不知该如何举动\;言,他不知该如何言语\;便是泪,也是隐隐作痛欲哭无泪。 „General Yang?” “杨将军？” „She...... Also here?” “她……还在这里吗？” The ship mother nods, eye socket was red. 船娘点点头,眼圈儿红了。 Yang Fan trembling sound track: „I want to see her, Ok?” 杨帆颤声道:“我想见见她,可以吗？” The ship mother nods speechless, opens the door gently, made way the body. 船娘无言地点头,轻轻打开门,让开了身子。 Yang Fan has not paid attention to that horse under step, walks silently, the gate closed. 杨帆没有理会阶下的那匹马,默默走进去,门又关上了。 Can see, here once was very refined fine Zhuang Yuan, but now full is flood routing trace. The ship mother must alone clean up a big courtyard, until now also only cleaned up some to supply the general way. The ship mother takes the lead silently, the waist white ribbon is floating. 看得出,这里曾是非常雅致精美的一座庄院,不过现在满是洪水泛滥过的痕迹。船娘要独自清理偌大的一处院落,迄今为止也只清理出了一些可供通行的路径。船娘默默地走在前面,腰间白色丝带飘飘。 In the latter dwelling, the pond had been fulled floaded operation by the stasis putty levels, now looks like like a wilderness, the backyard is very big, near the pond also the slope range, in the range has the stone to have the tree also five corner/horn cabins, because here had not been corroded by the flood, entire Zhuang Yuanli also only then this steep slope as before is maintaining the beautiful botanical garden view. 后宅中,池塘已被瘀泥灌满填平,现在看来就像一片荒野,后院很大,池塘边还有一座坡岭,岭上有石有树还有五角小亭,因为这里没有受到洪水的侵蚀,整个庄院里也就只有这座高坡依旧保持着美丽的园林景致。 The ship mother directs Yang Fan to mount the steep slope step by step, a rich flower fragrance heads on, Mi Jiu is not loose. 船娘引着杨帆一步步登上高坡,一股浓郁的花香扑面而来,弥久不散。 Although not colorful condition stampedes the item, has the delicate fragrance to press the ninety days of autumn. 虽无艳态惊群目,却有清香压九秋。 before one's eyes has a cassia tree, four Bai Ban, counts Huang Rui, a stem azure stem, overjoyed accumulates in the same place, is the small sweet-scented osmanthuses of gentle faintly recognizable and alone powder exotic fragrances. 眼前有一株桂树,四叶白瓣、数点黄蕊,一茎青梗,欢天喜地的攒在一起,便是一朵朵轻柔飘渺、独散异香的小桂花。 „Are Luoyang east students colored, fly round to fall which family/home?...... This year the flower fades to change, whom next year will flower regain in? East ancient not duplicate Los Angeles, people of our time also to shatter wind. Every year spends similarly, every year person different......” “洛阳城东桃李花,飞来飞去落谁家？……今年花落颜色改,明年花开复谁在？古人无复洛城东,今人还对落花风。年年岁岁花相似,岁岁年年人不同……” Yang Fan has thought suddenly then this poem, the heart cannot bear grieved. 不知怎地,杨帆忽然便想到了这首诗,心头忍不住一阵酸楚。 The ship mother directs under him the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, in the thick flower fragrance, a side stele, mound of earth, on the earthen mound has the green grass little, that person returned for three months. Here, is Ning Ke buries the place of bone. This mansion, after Ning Ke passes, was taken the dwelling by the alone this lofty one aristocratic family as the grave unexpectedly. 船娘把他引到桂花树下,浓浓花香中,一方石碑,一座土丘,丘上有青草少许,伊人已归去三个多月了。这儿,就是宁珂埋骨之地。这座大宅,在宁珂逝后,竟然被独孤世家以宅为墓。 Yang Fan sees on the tablet „Dugu Ningke” four word-time, the whole person then crazily lived, he is staring at that side stele crazily, when quietly the ship mother leaves does not know that since his before one's eyes presently, performs imaginary is acquainted with Ning Ke miss the tips. Bit by bit, falls in the heart, mellowly like liquor \; Bit by bit, falls in the heart, such as blade sword...... 杨帆看到碑上“独孤宁珂”四字时,整个人便痴住了,他痴痴地凝望着那方石碑,连船娘什么时候悄然离开的都不知道,在他眼前幻现的,尽是与宁珂姑娘相识以来的点点滴滴。一点一滴,落在心中,醇浓如酒\;一点一滴,落在心中,如刀似剑…… When does not know, the ship mother quietly appears under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, in the hand is holding a guqin, on the zither also has a letter. Saw that Yang Fan is looking at the tombstone crazily, is the same when with she leaves the posture, without a change, ship mother nose acid, the tears then starts to spin in the eye. 不知何时,船娘又悄然出现在桂花树下,手中托着一具古琴,琴上还有一封信。看到杨帆痴痴地望着墓碑,和她离开时的姿势一样,没有一点变化,船娘鼻子一酸,泪花便开始在眼中打转。 „General Yang, this is Ning Ke miss leaves your.” “杨将军,这是宁珂姑娘留给你的。” Yang Fan had not heard her sound at first, two characters hears until „Ning Ke”, he subconsciously has turned head. „Ning Ke miss leaves my zither...... With letter?” 杨帆起先还没有听到她的声音,直到“宁珂”二字入耳,他才下意识地扭过头。“宁珂姑娘留给我的琴……和信？” Some Yang Fan accident zither Shu receive. The zither is „green Qi”. Ning Ke asked for this zither to Li great-grandfather, Li great-grandfather has complied she enjoys for one year later, when her birthday as the gift presents as a gift to her, but now, this zither in his hands. 杨帆有些意外地琴书接过来。琴是“绿绮”。宁珂曾经向李太公讨过这具琴,李太公答应她赏玩一年后,在她生日时作为礼物赠给她,而现在,这具琴就在他的手中。 Under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, Yang Fan sat cross-legged to sit the ground, on the knee has put that zither, in the hand is holding her letter. 桂花树下,杨帆盘膝坐到了地上,膝上搁着那具琴,手中捧着她的信。 „ When your slave Tomojiro will not know my death news, when does not know second son can come to see my one eyes. If you do not come or forever do not know, then this letter considers to write for my. If you will come to see me. Although the Yin-Yang two have separated, you noticed that I did smile happily? “奴家不知二郎什么时候才会知道我的死讯,也不知道二郎介时会不会来看我一眼。如果你不来或者永远也不知道,那么这封信就当是写给我自己的吧。如果你会来看我。虽然已阴阳两隔,你看到我开心的笑了么？ The second son, I do not know, when you see this letter. You are the youth are as before handsome, reaches middle-age slightly to reveal the vicissitudes, or the old age white first descendant full house, I do not know that you still do remember in Changancheng that sickness dispirited girl, she to you. Foolish such as crazy. 二郎,我不知道当你看到这封信时。你依旧是少年英俊意气风发,还是人到中年略显苍桑,又或者白头皓首儿孙满堂,我不知道你还记不记得长安城里那个病怏怏的小女子,她对你。痴心如狂。 Your slave like the second son, no matter that martial-looking second son, the daydream second son, the free and easy second son, the cunning second son, is the second son of that smile. You sometimes like child naive, sometimes is such understanding clearly will of the people, you are very sometimes overbearing. Sometimes that steady, thinks that always called in the will of the people crisp...... 奴家喜欢二郎,不管是那个英武的二郎,遐想的二郎,洒脱的二郎,狡黠的二郎,还是那个微笑的二郎。你有时像孩子一样天真,有时又是那么的洞悉人心,有时你很霸道。有时又是那么的稳重,想起来总叫人心里酥酥的…… Today is raining, is only the careful light rain, Run Run's light rain, like that day that your slave Yojiro is acquainted. On that day early morning also rained. Is such gentle rain, the grass in courtyard stretched the stem leaf because of it. Perhaps on that day, second son took root to germinate in your slave. 今天在下雨,只是细细的小雨,润润的小雨,就像奴家与二郎相识的那一天。那天一早也下了雨。就是这样细细柔柔的雨,院子里的小草因之舒展起了茎叶。也许就是在那一天,二郎在奴家心里生根发芽了吧。 The slaves are not very definite, does not know one want anything, does not know the own emaciated body can pursue anything. The slaves were physically weak since childhood, can meet second son, is for a lifetime the luckiest matter, can like the second son, is the slave in the deepest trace that the society walks staying behind. 奴不是很确定,也不知道自己想要什么,更不知道自己羸弱的身躯又能追求什么。奴自幼体弱,能遇见二郎,就是一辈子最幸运的事,能喜欢了二郎,就是奴在人世间走一遭留下的最深的痕迹。 Simply, along with heart, reason, so long as is thinking the second son at heart, is liking you secretly, I was well satisfied., Your slave should be content really. Slave life, has been doomed from the birth such as that cicada, day after day and year after year, lives in the endless darkness. 索性,随着心、就着缘,只要心里想着二郎,偷偷地喜欢着你,我就心满意足了。真的,奴家真该知足的。奴这一生,从出生就已注定如那蝉,日复一日、年复一年,生活在无尽的黑暗之中。 But the cicada always has steps into bright one day, although is only a summer, can actually enjoy the light and rain and dew, to one's heart's content sang, until death. I have thought that even if this short light, is I can never obtain, but Heaven has taken pity on me finally, making me run into you. 可是蝉总有踏入光明的一天,虽然只是一夏,却可以享受光明与雨露,纵情地鸣唱,直到死亡。我一直以为,哪怕是这短暂的光明,也是我永远都得不到的,可是上苍终于垂怜了我,让我遇到了你。 Although the time is short, but this is the waiting that I use to trade entire life! You know that even if you, only then fixing one's gaze on moment for me, I liked, I never know that thought of person at heart, so was happy and peaceful. 虽然时光短暂,可这是我用一生换来的等待啊！你知道么,哪怕你只有片刻的凝眸是为了我,我都欢喜极了,我从不知道心里装着一个人儿,是如此的甜蜜与安宁。 Is very painful, is getting more and more painful, that taste was called the person unable to endure. Before, I wished one could dead frequently in light of this, did not need to receive such pain again, but I do not give up now, more and more did not give up. But wants to be in luck cannot walk, does not want to be in luck and result , the illness distress, dies, sorrow of parting from loved ones, not to strive for painstakingly painstakingly, the second son, you may know me to have painstakingly. 头很痛,越来越痛,那种滋味叫人无法忍受。以前,我常常恨不得就此死去,不用再受这样的痛苦,可我现在不舍得了,越来越不舍得。可是想走时不能走,不想走时又得走,病苦、死苦、爱别离苦、求不得苦,二郎啊,你可知我有多苦。 Li great-grandfather has sent ‚green Qi’, I want to play one for you very much, like during the stay in Chang'an such, the ball to you listened, to visit you to smile, but, I did not have the strength. The strength of continually playing a stringed musical instrument does not have, am I very useless? This zither, leaves the second son, you shoot is not good, but your slave most likes listening...... ” 李太公把‘绿绮’送来了,我很想为你弹奏一曲,就像在长安时那样,弹给你听,看着你笑,可是,我已经没有力气了。连弹琴的力气都没有,我是不是很没用？这琴,留给二郎吧,你弹的不好,可奴家最喜欢听……” The letter rolls little in the Yang Fan hand, he only thought that in chest heavy, wants to cry, cannot cry, suppresses air/Qi unable to breathe heavily. He does not know, that chaste such as beginning the female of snow, uses sentiment unexpectedly such depth to him, he does not know that has contaminated heart of bustling place in him together the scratch, unexpectedly such as the depth of deep pool in that chaste busy girl heart. 信在杨帆手中一点点团起,他只觉得胸中沉甸甸的,想哭,哭不出来,憋得气都喘不上来。他不知道,那个纯洁如初雪的女子,对他用情竟如此之深,他不知道在他沾染了红尘的心头那一道浅浅的刻痕,在那纯洁无暇的小女子心中竟如渊之深。 Ning Ke body is weak, greatly did not go out during the stay in Chang'an, what does she come Luoyang to make? Yang Fan only heard then knew the answer. But he has not thought that until dying he and Ning Ke misses again could not have met, Chang'an leaves, namely becomes parts forever, he regrets without enough time. 宁珂身子虚弱,在长安时都不大出门的,她来洛阳做什么？杨帆只一听到便已知道了答案。可他没有想到,直到死他和宁珂姑娘都未再见上一面,长安一别,即成永别,他连追悔都来不及。 For a long time for a long time, „clank” the zither music resounds under the cassia tree, the tweedle is somewhat obscure, technique not to be very skilled, the person who may play a stringed musical instrument is very earnest: 许久许久,“铮铮”的琴音在桂树下响起,琴声有些晦涩、手法很不熟练,可弹琴的人却很认真: „ Phoenix the phoenix turns over to hometown, roams through all sea to ask its phoenix. When has not met does not have the institute, what Wu rises present hall now! “凤兮凤兮归故乡,遨游四海求其凰。时未遇兮无所将,何悟今兮升斯堂！ Has the colorful virtuous young woman in the boudoir, longs to be poisonous my intestines. What reason necking is the affectionate couple, Hu Jiehang altogether hovers! 有艳淑女在闺房,室迩人遐毒我肠。何缘交颈为鸳鸯,胡颉颃兮共翱翔！ Phoenix phoenix, since I roost, must hold to multiply the tail forever is the imperial concubine. The friendship passes the intent heart to be harmonious, night from knowing who? 凰兮凰兮从我栖,得托孳尾永为妃。交情通意心和谐,中夜相从知者谁？ The wings all gets up to turn soars, non-inductive my thinking makes sad...... ” 双翼俱起翻高飞,无感我思使余悲……” The setting sun like the blood, the dark crow circles the tree. 夕阳如血,昏鸦绕树。 The song gets up along with the tweedle, the tweedle is average, the singing sound is sure, also sufficiently moves people to tears. 歌随琴声起,琴声平平,歌声切切,亦足以催人泪下。 „Sad” character exit|to speak, residual sound has not rested, the tweedle is gold/metal suddenly, is only sonorous, generation of being handed down for generations famous qins „green Qi”, then changes into urgently the powder under the Yang Fan palm. “悲”字出口,余音未歇,琴声忽作金戈,只铿锵一声,一代传世名琴“绿绮”,便在杨帆掌下化为亟粉。 The grave previous furnace is fragrant, cigarette curls, seems that person, winds around gently in the body side of play the zither person, for a very long time does not endure to depart...... 坟前一炉香,香烟袅袅,似乎是伊人所化,温柔地缭绕在抚琴人的身侧,久久不忍离去……