DRHARM :: Volume #2 空掌招蝶

#30: I want one bowl of food

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Yang Fan hears the mood to be very heavy, he knows, reason that Tian Ainu repeatedly stressed that the helplessness of father, repeatedly stressed she does not hate the father, exactly is when her childhood the injury of receiving is too deep, particularly came from abandoning of family member, this is similar to a nightmare, can hardly be removed. She does not want to hate, actually cannot forget, has to use such means that repeatedly hypnosis own mind. 杨帆听得心情无比沉重,他知道,天爱奴之所以一再地强调父亲的无奈,一再地强调她不恨父亲,恰恰是因为她童年时所受到的伤害太深,尤其是来自于亲人的离弃,这如同一个梦魇,挥之不去。她不想恨,却又忘不了,只好用这样的办法,一遍一遍地催眠自己的心灵。 In Tian Ainu faint flood tears, spooky tunnel: „But, day unceasingly I, probably am because that three days had have eaten, I had a strength unexpectedly, I awoke, climbed in the well the bricks and stones flaking empty place to crawl, a person walked the township to cross the county along with the crowd of fleeing from calamity, roamed about everywhere, afterward...... I gave shelter to by a mill Lord.” 天爱奴目中隐隐泛起泪光,幽幽地道:“可是,天不绝我,大概是因为那三天有了吃的,我居然有了点力气,我醒了,攀着井里砖石剥落的空洞处爬了出来,一个人随着逃难的人群走乡过县,到处流浪,后来……我被一个磨坊主收留了。” Tian Ainu smiles, said: „ That mill main said to his wife that must take me first, when the child laborer is raising, when I have grown up, gives him that silly son to work as the young married woman, is passed from generation to generation for their family/home, when he spoke these words, has not carried me, he knows that I have not chosen. Actually I am very happy, at least I can eat to the full. 天爱奴笑笑,道:“那个磨坊主对他娘子说,要先拿我当童工养着,等我长大了,就给他那傻儿子当婆娘,替他们家传宗接代,他说这些话时,并没有背着我,他知道我没有选择。其实我很开心,至少我能吃饱了。 At that time, I did not have the grinding pan to be high, thin, the mill Lord gave me these to eat also can only maintain a livelihood. I do not have the strength, was not careful that the ground with a grindstone donkey knocks down, actually does not have the strength to crawl, was deceived eye donkey places to draw the grinding as before, steps on me suffocates. 那时候,我还没有磨盘高,骨瘦如柴,磨坊主给我那些吃的也仅能活命。我没有力气,不小心被拉磨的驴子撞倒,竟然没有力气爬起来,被蒙住眼的驴子依旧一圈圈地拉着磨,把我踩得奄奄一息。 Treats the wound to spend, the mill Lord thought that cannot delimit, threw the village me. The famine victims are green the eye to encircle, wanted to eat me, at this time suddenly heard a rapid hoofbeat, immediately person looked like very energetic, the clothing was very neat, because the plague ran amuck, on their faces has hoodwinked the thick towel, only revealed an eye. 治伤是要花钱的,磨坊主觉得划不来,就把我丢出了村子。饥民们绿着眼睛围上来,想要把我生生地吃了,这时候忽然传来一阵急骤的马蹄声,马上的人看起来很精神,衣装很整洁,因为瘟疫横行,他们脸上都蒙了厚厚的毛巾,只露出一双眼睛。 And the person coldly looked at my one eyes, perhaps all the way they saw all sorts of human calamities, I had not seen that he wants to rescue my meaning, I think that I must be eaten immediately, but he had spread from my side obviously, suddenly transferred. 其中有一个人冷冷地看了我一眼,也许一路上他们已经见惯了种种人间惨剧,我没有看出他想救我的意思,我想,我马上就要被人吃掉了,可是他明明已经从我身边驰过,忽然又转了回来。 That several famine victims give a tongue-lashing the white tooth to plunge me, wants to eat uncooked my meat, at this time, that person wielded the whip in hand, the worn out famine victim's under his whip papers like dropping down of person stuck, I was rescued. He treats the wound to me, gives me the food to eat...... ” 那几个饥民呲着白森森的牙齿扑向我,想要生吃我的肉,这时候,那个人挥起了手中的鞭子,有气无力的饥民在他的鞭子下面就像一个个纸糊的人儿似的倒下,我被救了。他给我治伤,给我饭吃……” Yang Fan asked: „Why he changed the mind, is willing to save you?” 杨帆问道:“他为什么改变了主意,愿意救你？” Tian Ainu silent moment, replied: „Afterward, he told me, he saw too many dying people all the way, some people look at them to pass through, will reveal the color of desire \; Some people will die frightened, whin the sob \; Some people are numb, looks but not see them......” 天爱奴沉默了片刻,答道:“后来,他告诉我,他一路上见到了太多垂死的人,有的人看他们经过,会露出乞求之色\;有的人会恐惧死亡,哀嚎哭泣\;有的人则麻木不仁,对他们视而不见……” Tian Ainu long inspired, said: „However I......, He said that he in this six -year-old little girl eyes, what sees is the tranquility of extrication, a six -year-old child, can have the vision of such unique life and death, he thought that is very unusual, therefore...... He has saved me......” 天爱奴长长地吸了口气,道:“而我……,他说他在这个六岁的小女孩眼睛里,看到的是解脱的平静,一个六岁的小孩子,能有这样超脱生死的目光,他觉得很不寻常,所以……他救了我……” The tears, spin in her eye socket, Tian Ainu began supinely, crossed for a long time, when she lowers the head slowly, although the eye is moist, the tears actually vanished, she has not made the tears flow eventually. She is staring at Yang Fan, a character character tunnel: „My name, is I takes. Tian Ainu, the person does not love the slave, Tian Ainu.” 泪,在她的眼眶里打转,天爱奴仰起了头,过了许久,当她缓缓低头时,眼睛虽然是湿润的,泪水却已消失,她终究没让眼泪流下来。她凝视着杨帆,一字一字地道:“我的名字,是我自己取的。天爱奴,人不爱奴,天爱奴。” She said these words time, still closely grabbed the hand of Yang Fan, Yang Fan can feel to leave, in that hell day, the attack that she suffers, not only from the drought, locust plague and plague, was not only the witness frigid death, the disaster victims of taking advantage, but also came from her fresh body father. 她说这些话的时候,仍然紧紧抓着杨帆的手,杨帆能感觉出,在那地狱般的日子里,她所遭受的打击,不仅仅是来自干旱、蝗灾、瘟疫,不仅仅是目睹惨烈的死亡,趁火打劫的灾民,还来自她的生身父亲。 Yang Fan supple sound track: „In any event, that all are in the past, always do not bear in mind.” 杨帆柔声道:“无论如何,那一切都已经是过去,不要总是记在心里。” Tian Ainu withdrew gently the hand, palm smooth as silk, the hand has extracted, the creamy gentle feeling also rippled in his fingertip. She uses the sword, but in the palm does not have a hard cocoon unexpectedly, this only then after having the condition practices martial art, maintains the talented person of oneself both hands to accomplish carefully. 天爱奴轻轻抽回了手,手掌柔滑似一匹丝绸,手已抽出,滑腻柔细的感觉还荡漾在他的指尖。她用剑,可是掌中竟没有一个硬茧,这只有在有条件习武之后,细心保养自己双手的人才办得到。 Girl of Yang Fan to this status to become Mi was more curious, but he does not want to go into seriously, has own secret like him, he understands and respects others' secret. 杨帆对这个身份成谜的女孩更加好奇了,但他并没有想去深究,就像他也有自己的秘密,他理解并且尊重别人的秘密。 The corners of the mouth of Tian Ainu bring back gently, bring the mock tunnel: „You do not understand, although your family is not well-off, is at least, you have the steady life, at least has a warm and sufficient condition, which your knows all that I suffer.” 天爱奴的嘴角轻轻勾起,带些讥诮地道:“你不懂,虽然你的家境也不好,可是至少,你有平稳的生活,至少有个温饱,你哪知道我所遭受的一切。” Yang Fan was silent, actually his also misfortune, but compares to suffering that Tian Ainu suffers, he thought one suffer at least is attack suddenly, does not have that night and day, the desperate pain is forever deeper, therefore he has not refuted the Tian Ainu words, his silent moment, stares at the eye of Tian Ainu saying: „Do you know that what I did listen to your story am felt?” 杨帆沉默了,其实他也有一个不幸,但是比起天爱奴所遭受的折磨,他觉得自己所遭受的至少是骤然的打击,远没有那日以继夜,永远绝望的痛苦更深,所以他没有反驳天爱奴的话,他沉默片刻,凝视着天爱奴的眼睛道:“你知不知道,我听完了你的故事是什么感觉？” „What felt?” “什么感觉？” „I want one bowl of food again.” “我想再吃一碗饭。” Tian Ainu: „......” 天爱奴:“……” Yang Fan supple sound track: „ In any event, that all are in the past. Was once unfortunate, is not the biggest misfortune, biggest unfortunately indulged during the unfortunate recollection is inescapably involved, making that forever affect you unfortunately. You are also living now, live is very good, this is happy! 杨帆柔声道:“无论如何,那一切都已经是过去。曾经不幸,并不是最大的不幸,最大的不幸是沉溺于不幸的回忆之中不能自拔,让那不幸永远影响着你。你现在还活着,活的还很好,这就是幸福！ You know that you had suffered what kind of pain, that present must live well, but was not indulging constantly in the painful past! Fondly remembers the dead, must treasure the living! This is one hundred -year-old person tells me, I have been doing according to his words, therefore, I cross very merrily. ” 你知道自己曾经遭受过怎样的痛苦,那现在就更要好好地活着,而不是一味的沉溺于痛苦的过去！怀念死者,就更要珍惜生者！这是一位年过百岁的老人告诉我的,我一直在按照他的话去做,所以,我过得很快活。” The Tian Ainu brow selects slightly, said: „Are his words, certainly reasonable?” 天爱奴眉头微微一挑,道:“他的话,就一定有道理？” On the Yang Fan face has shown the look of unusual respect, said: „He said that I believe! Also, the old person lived such big age, experienced more lives compared with us, his words were not this in world are most reasonable, was certainly more reasonable than me. Anu, the heaven cares for you, making you live, you also live in this society, then should try hard to seek for the society the happiness, do not disappoint to ascend the sky to your caring for!” 杨帆脸上露出了异常尊敬的神色,道:“他说了,我就信！再说,老人家活到这么大岁数,远比我们经历了更多的人生,他的话就算不是这世间最有道理的,也一定比我有道理。阿奴,上天眷顾你,让你活下来,你还活在这人世间,那么就该努力寻找人世间的幸福,不要辜负上天对你的眷顾！” Looks at the Yang Fan exceptionally sincere eye, in the Tian Ainu heart is palpitating, the expression that the Yang Fan true feelings reveal, could not see that fakes, she suspected her judgment, but she was unascertainable. After all, matter that she does, the responsibility is too big, but affected...... 望着杨帆异常真诚的眼睛,天爱奴心中一阵悸动,杨帆真情流露的语气,看不出一丝作伪,她更加怀疑自己的判断了,但她还是不能确定。毕竟,她做的事,干系实在太大,而感动…… That mill Lord gives shelter to her, and loses to her half steamed bread time, she is more affected than the present, the will of the people separates the belly. 那个磨坊主收留她,并且丢给她半个馍的时候,她比现在还要感动,人心隔肚皮呀。 Tian Ainu is gently typical: „My meeting.” 天爱奴轻轻地道:“我会的。” The Tian Ainu close view raises slowly: „I think...... Has one bowl of food again.” 天爱奴细密的眼帘缓缓扬起:“我想……再吃一碗饭。” Two people look at each other to smile, that smiles such as the quiet midnight, a lamp that you however shines is colored, has illuminated them in that flash each other, the heart was warmer, this is her second smiling, she smiles is very attractive, Yang Fan thought that she should smile really frequently like this. 两个人相视而笑,那笑如静谧的午夜,攸然亮起的一朵灯花,在那一瞬间照亮了他们彼此,心暖和了许多,这是她第二次笑,她笑的很好看,杨帆觉得,她真应该经常这样笑一笑。 Tian Ainu sets out gracefully, said: „Dish asked you to eat to eat all one's food, I made again, what do you want to eat?” 天爱奴盈盈起身,道:“菜都叫你吃光了,我再去弄点儿,你想吃什么？” Yang Fan said: „I want to eat the dish, very light dish, for example...... The wild herbs dip the sauce!” 杨帆道:“我想吃菜,很清淡的菜,比如……野菜蘸酱！” „This simplicity, immediately good.” “这个简单,马上就好。” Tian Ainu is the good apron, moves toward the kitchen leisurely, her gait...... Very woman. 天爱奴系好围裙,款款地走向厨房,她的步态……很女人。 Yang Fan pursued one: „Sauce must explode, puts a chicken child son!” 杨帆追了一句:“酱要炸一下,放一个鸡子儿！” Tian Ainu replied: „Good!” 天爱奴答道:“好！” Her beautiful figure vanishes in the kitchen, a moment later, a fragrance of egg fried bean sauce threw the nose of Yang Fan, Yang Fan has closed the eye, deeply smelled one, was savoring that fried bean sauce flavor, when he opened eyes again, his vision was sparkling. 她的倩影消失在厨房里,片刻之后,一阵鸡蛋炸酱的香味就扑进了杨帆的鼻子,杨帆闭上眼睛,深深地嗅了一口,品味着那炸酱的味道,当他再睁开眼时,他的目光亮晶晶的。 This, Yang Fan eats is very slow, no longer looks like starved ghost reincarnation, he eats meal, while looks at the appearance that Tian Ainu eats meal, she eats is slower, the movement is very graceful, is very attractive. 这一回,杨帆吃的很慢,不再像饿死鬼投胎似的,他一边吃着饭,一边看着天爱奴吃饭的样子,她吃的更慢,动作很优雅,很好看。 The element finger control stew, waits on Monarch to taste bashfully. Regardless of stew how delicacy, if did not have latter to make the set-off, then lost the enticing view. The world smoke and fire, must have a female celestial woman to accompany, that light lived a flavor of difficult word, therefore, the person is more attractive, meal night-watch incense. 素手调羹汤,含羞侍君尝。无论羹汤多么珍馐,倘若没有了后一句作陪衬,便失去了旖旎的景致。人间烟火,总要有个仙女般的女人陪伴着,那平淡才生了一种难言的味道,于是,人更加好看,饭菜更香。 This is beautiful enough to eat. 这就是秀色可餐。 Tranquil and warm quick was broken, in the institute suddenly resounds a rapid sound of footsteps, two people also not and had responded that person then rushes in the gate to come...... p: Before dawn, asked the recommendation ticket honestly! 平静和温馨很快就被打破了,院中突然响起一阵急促的脚步声,二人还未及有所反应,那人便闯进门来……p:凌晨,诚求推荐票！ { Floating astronomy thanked fellow book friends' support, your support was we biggest power } {飘天文学感谢各位书友的支持,您的支持就是我们最大的动力}
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