DRHARM :: Volume #11 情深似海

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Anu?” “阿奴?” Yang Fan stood in the Tian Ainu entrance has called one, in room quiet had not replied that Yang Fan knocked on the door, the gate opened unexpectedly accordingly, he then leisurely strolled. 杨帆站在天爱奴门口唤了一声,房中静悄悄的没有回答,杨帆又叩了叩房门,门竟应声而开,他便信步走了进去。 Every day comes back, Yang Fan will look for Tian Ainu, with her said that several words, this has become a custom. Today, he wants to chat with Tian Ainu especially, clarity that the Tian Ainu cordiality already vindicated, returns to Beijing to near, he thought that it is necessary to confess to Anu. 每天回来,杨帆都会找天爱奴,和她说几句话,这已成了一种习惯。今天,他尤其想跟天爱奴聊一聊,天爱奴的情意已然表白的那么清楚,回京在即,他觉得,有必要向阿奴坦白一下。 Yang Fan walks, in room empty, Yang Fan knows when Tian Ainu comes the safe idly meets a person to take to the streets to buy a small gadget, probably today is also so, he then sits in the cot. The hand touches to fold neat bedding, thinks of that day has occupied the dirty business of her room drunk, the understanding smiles. 杨帆走进去,房间里空荡荡的,杨帆知道天爱奴闲来无事时会一个人上街去买点小玩意儿,大概今天也是如此,他便在榻边坐下来。手触到叠得整整齐齐的被褥,想到那天酒醉占了她房间的糗事,不禁会心地一笑。 Vision passing over gently and swiftly room, took a fast look around the thing in room slowly, Yang Fan was feeling gradually some do not suit, she for serveral days in some small gadget that on the street bought, how many cases was placed in that now in how many cases air-to-air, what did not have, did she tidy up? 目光缓缓掠过房间,扫视着房中的东西,杨帆渐渐感觉有些不对劲儿了,她这些天在街上买回来的一些小玩意儿,本来都摆在那个几案上的,现在几案上空空的,什么都没有,难道她都收拾起来了? In the Yang Fan heart passed over gently and swiftly an unlucky premonition, sets out to walk toward the entrance, when he arrives at the gate, sees that wash bowl above wall, suddenly lived in the footsteps. 杨帆心中掠过一丝不祥的预感,起身向门口走去,当他走到门边时,看到那脸盆上方的墙壁,忽然顿住了脚步。 On snow white wall surface, several very clear traces, because the ray illuminates, he sees very clearly, that is with one line of handwriting that the nail carves, the handwriting is very deep, the radical somewhat is illegible: Slave has the urgent matter, in advance left, comes date Luoyang, again my dear!” 雪白的墙面上,有几道很清晰的痕迹,由于光线斜照,他看得很清楚,那是用指甲刻下的一行字迹,字迹很深,笔划却有些潦草:“奴有急事,先行离开,来日洛阳,再唔郎君!” A Yang Fan arrow step has jumped out the room, stands calls in the garden loudly said: Yi Xiaoyou, Yi little You!” 杨帆一个箭步窜出了房间,站在庭院里大声唤道:“易小游,易小游!” Yi little You this name sounds to be very small. The people are very old, the time of moment, face wrinkle vicissitudes must be similar to thousand old Chinese scholartree errand runners and minor employee Yi Xiaoyou are pulling two sleeves, runs over hurriedly, sees is Yang Fan shouts him, hurries to greet: Is a second son, what matter has?” 易小游这名字听起来很小。人却很老,片刻的功夫,一脸皱纹沧桑得如同千年老槐树似的驿卒易小游挽着两只袖子,急急忙忙地跑过来,一见是杨帆喊他,赶紧打招呼道:“是二郎啊,有什么事儿么?” He may be very clear. This Yang second son at present is in their leaf the court attendant favorite. 他可很清楚。这位杨二郎眼下可是他们叶中郎将身边的红人。 Yang Fan said: Anu miss?” 杨帆道:“阿奴姑娘呢?” Yi Xiaoyou blinks the eye, said: „, Anu miss. Anu miss noon time of window-shops, hasn't come back? Small old has not paid attention.” 易小游眨巴眨巴眼睛,道:“哦,阿奴姑娘啊。阿奴姑娘晌午的时候去逛街啦,还没回来么?小老儿没注意啊。” Shen Mu hears sound walked, sees the Yang Fan complexion. Asking: Had an accident?” 沈沐闻声走了出来,看见杨帆脸色。问道:“出了什么事?” Yang Fan Shen Muyin to the Tian Ainu room, making him look at that line of characters on wall surface, heavyhearted tunnel: What matter does she have to need to walk such sharply? Other even/including say/way time also? Does she why walk such secret, the hall post does not know? Is she follows the person who walk?” 杨帆把沈沐引到天爱奴房中,让他看了墙面上的那行字,忧心忡忡地道:“她有什么事需要走得这么急?连道一声别的功夫也没有?她何必走得这么隐秘,连馆驿都不知道?她是自己走的还是跟人走的?” Yang Fan more said that is at heart more chaotic, for fear that Tian Ainu has any accident. 杨帆越说心里越乱,生怕天爱奴出些什么意外。 Shen Mu vision flashes, has guessed correctly faintly. 沈沐目光闪动间,已经隐隐猜到了一些。 In fact, since he knows Tian Ainu here, knows that she also once appeared in Tujue, vigilant Shen Mu had realized that Young Master Jiang got suspicious to him, this Anu miss is the Young Master Jiang personal maid. Is person who Young Master Jiang most believes that she comes to Gansu right, very possible for oneself. 实际上,自从他知道天爱奴在这里,知道她也曾出现在突厥的时候,机警的沈沐就已经意识到姜公子对他起了疑心,这位阿奴姑娘是姜公子的贴身侍婢。是姜公子最相信的人,她来陇右,很可能是为了自己。 Since then, Shen Mu told that the person goes into action in secret, starts evidence that writes off to be investigated. It can be said that even if were Yang Fan defects to make the Young Master Jiang personal testimony now, Young Master Jiang also gave up any idea of that now found to be related he in any concrete evidence of Gansu right development influence. 从那时起,沈沐就已经吩咐人暗中行动起来,开始抹杀一切可以被调查到的证据。可以说,即便是杨帆现在反水作了姜公子的人证,姜公子现在也休想找到有关他在陇右发展势力的任何具体证据。 Without the evidence, is unable to move family these senior statesmen to act, is Young Master Jiang wants to cope with his words merely, he is unperturbed does not fear. 没有证据,就无法请动家族那些元老们出面,仅仅是姜公子自己想对付他的话,他是夷然不惧的。 At present since Tian Ainu leaves behind this line of characters. Explained that she has to leave, but moves is also free, then can force her to leave, only then possibly was Young Master Jiang. Tian Ainu goes to Gansu right to walk is three months lost to view does not have the message, this Young Master Jiang sent for obviously. 眼下天爱奴既然留下这行字。说明她不得不离开,但行动又是自由的,那么能迫使她离开的,就只有可能是姜公子了。天爱奴赴陇右一走就是三个多月杳无音讯,这位姜公子显然是又派人来了。 Shen Mu thinks of here, said to Yang Fan: You do not need to be worried that looks at this message, Anu miss should not have what bad risk, if I estimated that good, should be because she does not have the message for a long time, that Young Master Jiang was in suspense, sends for looking for her.” 沈沐想到这里,对杨帆道:“你不用担心,看这留言,阿奴姑娘应该没有什么凶险,如果我估计不错的话,应该是因为她很长时间没有音讯,那位姜公子放心不下,派人来找她了。” Shen Mu spoke of here, showed a faint smile saying: Anu miss naturally was unsuitable saying that to person now with you in the same place, has with looking for her person leaves together. You could rest assured that she did not say, one opportunity, then went to Luoyang to look for you, explained that she was free.” 沈沐说到这里,微微一笑道:“阿奴姑娘自然不便对人说现在与你在一起,只好与寻找她的人一起离开了。你放心,她不是也说了么,一得机会,便去洛阳找你,说明她是自由的。” Shen Mu words made Yang Fan settle some hearts slightly, but thinks that leaving without saying good-bye of Tian Ainu, he was in suspense. 沈沐的话让杨帆稍稍安了些心,可是想到天爱奴的不告而别,他还是放心不下。 Does not readily believe that the old friend does not lose me \; Heavy allow, therefore I do not lose the person. 诺不轻信,故人不负我\;诺不轻许,故我不负人。 But he, had the commitment to Anu? If some commitment, he has been defeated/carrying others? If there is not had the commitment, he didn't have defeated/carrying others? Should he pursue? Perhaps brings the person who she walks ten to have ** such as Shen Mu said that was the Young Master Jiang person, after he pursued, should say that what, wants to say what? 而他,对阿奴算不算是曾经有过承诺?如果有过承诺,他算不算是负了人家?如果不曾有过承诺,他是不是就没有负了人家?他该追上去么?带她走的人恐怕十有**如沈沐所言,是姜公子的人,他追上去后该说什么、又想说什么? Shen Mu sees him to rove in the room, probably ant on a hot pot, cannot bear sigh: I know that you, are eat in the bowl to look in the pot, the mouth was saying does not want, cannot put down others at heart......” 沈沐见他在房间里转来转去的,好象一只热锅上的蚂蚁,忍不住叹道:“我就知道,你呀,就是个吃着碗里看着锅里的,嘴里说着不要,心里还是放不下人家啊……” Yang Fan did not speak , to continue to be panic-stricken in room. 杨帆不说话,继续在屋里打磨磨。 Shen Mu self-ridicules the tunnel: Also is, I laugh at you to do, my also this paternal grandmother type. Oh, this woman, either do not moisten, has stained, which was so easy saying that dropped independently.” 沈沐自嘲地道:“也是,我笑话你干嘛,我也这个奶奶样儿。唉,这女人呐,要么别沾,沾上了,哪那么容易说放手就放手的。” Yang Fan continues the full room chaotic revolutions, transfers Shen Mu to be dazzled. 杨帆继续满屋子乱转,转得沈沐眼花缭乱。 Shen Mu cannot bear say: I said! You must really unable to put down, that married her to consider as finished! You said that marries her, I help you snatch the person! Doing that you such rove, the one who is womanishly fussy is the man? Luoyang that do not fear that she was not happy, being master of own affairs after all should be our man is right? You feared that her what, actually on this day under is the man or the woman?” 沈沐忍不住说道:“我说!你要实在放不下,那就娶了她算了!你说一句娶她,我帮你抢人去!你这么转来转去的干什么,婆婆妈妈的还是男人么?洛阳那位,你也别怕她不高兴,当家作主的终归该是咱爷们儿对不对?你怕她什么呀,这天下究竟是男人还是女人的呀?” Yang Fan horizontal his eyes, stuffy sound track: On this day, is the empress!” 杨帆横了他一眼,闷声道:“这天下,是女皇的!” Shen Mu obstructs, is embarrasedly typical: This...... Is purely the accident!” 沈沐一窒,讪讪地道:“这个……纯属意外!” Yang Fan has not managed him, changes to near cot, sat dejected. 杨帆没理他,转到榻边,颓然坐了下去。 Shen Mupiao his eyes, asked: „Can you pursue? If wants to pursue, I can help you!” 沈沐瞟了他一眼,问道:“那你到底要不要追呢?如果想追,我可以帮你!” Yang Fan opened mouth, pursuing character almost blurted out, but stiffly has suppressed to the throat. 杨帆张了张嘴,一个“追”字几乎脱口而出,可是到了嗓子眼里又硬生生地憋了回去。 Pursues? After overtaking, what to do? What can I give her to pledge? Waner there has not known that is any thoughts...... 追?追上之后怎么办?我能给她什么承诺?婉儿那里还不知是什么心思…… Yang Fan lowers the head the consideration long time, slowly shook the head, however said astringently: Ok, should walk, must always walk, walked well also......” 杨帆低头思量半晌,缓缓地摇了摇头,涩然道:“算了,该走的,总是要走的,走了也好……” Shen Mu looks at his sad appearance, cannot bear begins supinely, a silent deep sigh: „ 77, when you are willing to walk...... Spring came, full tree peach blossom blooms. 沈沐看着他难过的样子,忍不住仰起头,无声地一声长叹:“77啊,你什么时候才肯走呢……春天来了,满树桃花开。 Waner sits near the window, hand holds the fragrant cheek, looked in the institute crazily a tree peach blossom, the mind was already fluttering the western region. 婉儿临窗而坐,手托香腮,痴痴地望着院中一树桃花,心神早就飘到了西域。 When that enemy, said plum blossom to open he comes back, now the peach blossom bloomed, you where? 那个冤家,原说梅花开时他就回来,现在桃花都绽放了,你在哪儿呢? Others want to take seal correspondence to you, to send the sentiment of lovesickness, does not know where this letter sends...... 人家就是想捎封书信给你,以寄相思之情,都不知该信寄何方呀…… Waner sighed spookily, unfolds a Zhang San chi long paper, with town paperweight good two sides, took pen in hand, thinks with rapt attention that the farthest right side on the paper has written down three large characters: Color book resentment. 婉儿幽幽一叹,铺开一张三尺长的纸张,用镇纸压好两边,提起笔来,凝神想了一想,在纸上最右端写下了三个大字:“彩书怨”。 Slightly collects comes excessively, said joyfully: When the imperial edict, you do want to compose a poem?” 小蛮凑过头来,欣然道:“待诏,你是要写诗吗?” Waner nodded gently. 婉儿轻轻点了点头。 She and young they, is missing in the foreign land, for academic honor future, boyfriend who for their glorious future will risk one's life \; The elder brother who worries the message all not to have and be uncertain of one's fate, such missing, others similar experience is unable to understand that but to their two, poured out mutually has the resonance. 她和小蛮两人,一个思念着远在异域,为了功名前程、为了他们两人美好的未来而出生入死的情郎\;一个牵挂着音讯皆无、生死未卜的阿兄,这样的思念,别人没有同样的经历是无法理解的,而对她们两个来说,互相倾诉却颇有共鸣。 Therefore, they now have become the intimate friend, the sentiment with the sisters. Slightly is off duty, likes her here sitting a while, listens to her play the zither, listening to her to read poems, Waner gives her feeling and tall Ying, Lan Yiqing and other intimate friends is different, here, she often can obtain the tranquility of mind. 于是,她们现在已经成了知音,情同姐妹。小蛮不当值的时候,就喜欢到她这里来坐一会儿,听她抚琴,听她吟诗,婉儿给她的感觉和高莹、兰益清等亲近的朋友不同,在这儿,她常能得到心灵的宁静。 Waner Bao Zhan the ink, took pen in hand to write: „ 婉儿饱蘸了墨汁,提笔写道:“ The flower opens the Luoyang palace, thinks of Mr. more than ten thousand li (0.5 km). 花开洛阳宫,思君万里余。 Reveals the rich fragrance coldly, moonset Jinping empty. 露浓香被冷,月落锦屏虚。 To play Dongyuan to be happy, seals the western region book corruptly. 欲奏东原乐,贪封西域书。 In the book does not have other meaning, only disappointed...... ” 书中无别意,惟怅……” Waner had not finished, suddenly sound that in the institute transmits a palace lady: Servants have seen the princess!” 婉儿还没有写完,院中忽然传来一个宫娥的声音:“奴婢见过公主殿下!” Waner gains ground, looks from the windows, sees Princess Taiping to walk slowly to the institute , the moment time passes through the courtyard, door, then walked. 婉儿一抬头,从窗间望去,就见太平公主正向院中姗姗走来,片刻功夫穿过天井,房门儿一拉,便走了进来。 Although the peaceful these months start to crave in becoming friends with the Imperial Court powerful officials, were short with Waner have played, the opportunity of light talk, but before them were on close terms with, said again each other were the female, the difference not ban, therefore have not knocked on including the gate. 虽说太平这几个月来开始热衷于结交朝中权贵,与婉儿少了些游玩、叙话的机会,不过两人以前过从甚密,再说彼此都是女子,出入无禁的,因此连门都没有叩。 Waner sees her to push the door to come in unexpectedly directly, is one startled, peaceful intelligent, the scholarship is also uncommon, this women's wrongs poem has the time, to have the place, to have the destination of person of thinking, only feared that asked her to look, knows was to the portrayal of oneself this moment mood, the person of that women's wrongs was one, the person of missing in Gansu right. 婉儿一见她竟直接推门进来,不由便是一惊,太平聪慧,才学也不凡,这首闺怨诗有时间、有地点、有所思之人的去处,只怕叫她一看,就知道是对自己此刻心情的写照,那闺怨之人是自己,思念之人在陇右了。 In Waner heart one hurried, lowers the head hurriedly, feigns to do to look concentrated, has not detected her arrival. 婉儿心中一慌,急忙低头,佯作神情专注,未曾发觉她的到来。 The peace entered the room, small salutes to say hurriedly: Slightly has seen your highness!” 太平进了房间,小蛮急忙施礼道:“小蛮见过殿下!” Princess Taiping beckoned with the hand with a smile, floating side walks to appear in court, when lowers the head looked, Waner smudges, already this poem in „the Luoyang palace and western region book two indicated obviously one were the person and missing the critical sentence of person of destination that women's wrongs erases, has traded other words and expressions. 太平公主笑吟吟地摆了摆手,飘然走到案边,低头看时,婉儿涂涂抹抹,已将这首诗中的“洛阳宫、西域书”两处明显表明自己就是那闺怨之人和思念之人去处的要害语句抹掉,换了别的词语。 Taiping dao: „Is color book resentful? Is Waner writing poetry?” 太平道:“彩书怨?婉儿在作诗么?” „! The princess arrived, Waner considers to be enthralled, had not realized unexpectedly!” “啊!公主到了,婉儿思量入神,竟未察觉!” Shangguan Wan'er feigns to make the surprised shape, peace sits down in her side, said: Your I long time had not chatted, today somewhat is exactly idle, has a look at you. What is writing, making me take a look?” 上官婉儿佯作惊讶状,太平在她身边坐下,道:“你我多日不曾聊天了,今日恰有些空闲,过来看看你。在写什么,让我瞧瞧?” Shangguan Wan'er said with a smile: Idles the safe, the imitation palace resentful poem writes the pastime time casually, is only...... The Waner so mood, always could not have imitated, pouring made the princess be laughed.” 上官婉儿笑道:“闲来无事,模仿宫怨诗随便写写消遣时光而已,只是……婉儿没有这般心境,总是模仿不来,倒让公主见笑了。” Princess Taiping said with a smile: You excelled in the deep palace since childhood, does not know by heart the male and female circumstances, wants to study the boudoir to think of the sentiment resentful verse of husband female, what that studies comes, looked that you composed a poem always finished a piece of writing at one go, smudge, this was first one chapter. Well? Writes is very good, asking me to take a look.” 太平公主笑道:“你自幼长于深宫,不谙男女情事,想学深闺思夫女子的情怨诗体,那怎生学得来,看你写诗向来一挥而就,涂涂抹抹,这还是头一回呢。咦?写的很不错嘛,叫我瞧瞧。” Princess Taiping dodges the item to look, reads color book resentment that” that reforms in a hurry carefully two, in the heart the suspicion had! 太平公主闪目望去,将那匆匆改过的“彩书怨”细细读了两遍,心中疑窦顿生! p: Quickly celebrates the new year, fellow book friends various service are busy at the end of the year, thank for your trouble, if still had the free time internet, reads the chapter, but also please cast your recommendation bill and monthly ticket. The bumper year, support was the best new year's goods that I managed! p:就快过年啦,各位书友年底诸务繁忙,辛苦辛苦,如果尚有暇上网,看完章节,还请投下你的推荐票票和月票。大年将至,各位的支持就是我采办的最好的年货了! ~! ~! ~!~! { Floating astronomy thanked fellow book friends' support, your support was we biggest power } {飘天文学感谢各位书友的支持,您的支持就是我们最大的动力}
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