Tian Ainuhas turned aroundslowly, explainedtoYang Fan: „Indesert, the wind directionis uncertain, such bigwind, somesand dunescanchange the shape, someevenmoved the position, ifwecannotdetermine that the direction the thing, ourbackgroundcould not find.”天爱奴慢慢转过身来,对杨帆解释道:“沙漠里,风向是不定的,这么大的风,一些沙丘会改变形状,还有一些甚至移动了位置,如果我们没有可以确定方向的东西,我们连来路都找不到的。”Yang Fanthinksthatrefers tobehindsaying: „Iremember that weget downfromthisside, tomorrowhas walkedalong the directionround trip?”杨帆想了想,指指身后道:“我记得咱们是从这一面下来的,明天就沿着方向一直往回走呢？”Tian Ainulowtunnel: „Continuously? Thatis onlycontinuously, you who youimaginedo not knowwhatyouwalkis the straight line, perhapsyoustep onto for day, whenyouare exhausted, youturned backtohere.”天爱奴低低地道:“一直?那只是你想像的一直罢了,你根本不知道你走的是不是直线,也许你走上一天,当你筋疲力尽的时候,你又走回到这里了。”Yang Fanracketforehead, ifhas become aware the tunnel: „......, Thisisso-called‚does ghostbuild a wall’?”杨帆拍拍脑门,若有所悟地道:“哦……,这就是所谓的‘鬼打墙’？”Tian Ainuhas not spoken, buthas turned aroundsilently, spookytunnel: „Onmycamel, was bringingmanyfood.”天爱奴没有说话,只是默默转过身,幽幽地道:“我那匹骆驼上面,本来带着好些食物的。”Yang Fanhearshere, looks atherhot and bothered the appearance, suddenlyremembersherto recounttooneselfpitifulchildhood, a skinnygirl, walks, in the bodies of those who starved to deathspreadin the wildwilderness, has undergone the abandonment of family member, fears the falling deadroadside, is becoming the food in the otherwolves, wild dogsas well asrefugeemouths.杨帆听到这里,看着她焦虑不安的样子,突然想起她对自己述说过的悲惨童年,一个瘦骨伶仃的女童,行走在饿殍遍野的荒野里,经受了亲人的遗弃,恐惧着倒毙路旁、成为狼、野狗以及其他难民口中的食物。Yang Fandoes not know that in worldhas the hungerphobophobiaand a hungryrepercussionskind of psychological disease, butheunderstoodsuddenlyTian Ainuwhysuchfear, soanxious, hewantsto comfortTian Ainu, actuallydoes not know how shouldopen the mouth, Yang Fanwill look up the duskysky, Yang Fanhas only hopedto haveSuntomorrow.杨帆不知道世间有饥饿恐惧症、饥饿后遗症一类的心理疾病,但他突然间就明白了天爱奴为何如此的恐惧、如此的焦虑,他想安慰安慰天爱奴,却又不知道该如何开口,杨帆抬头看了看灰蒙蒙的天空,杨帆只希望明天是有太阳的。Sun, means the freshhope!
太阳,意味着生的希望！
......
……„Anu. Youlookedquicklythatherehasstump. Did wewalkquickly?”
“阿奴。你快看,这里有一根树桩。咱们是不是快走出去了？”Yang Fandiscovered that on the sanded pathhas a section of boughtoweringlyalone there, immediatelyovertakesjoyfully.杨帆发现沙土地上有一截树干孤零零地矗在那儿,立即欣喜地赶过去。„Did not say!”
“不好说！”Tian Ainualsoquicklycatches up. Bent downto look, the happy expressionvanished, said: „ThisisHuYangshu. The proverbsaidthat the diversiform-leaved poplarlivesnot dead in 1000, dies, but in 1000, poursnotbut but actually immortal in 1000. Whenthishalfstumpalsonotnecessarilyare.”天爱奴也快步赶过来。俯身看了看,喜色消失了,说道:“这是一棵胡杨树。老话说,胡杨生而不死1000年,死而不倒1000年,倒而不朽1000年。这半截树桩还不一定是什么时候的呢。”Tian Ainubends the waistcarefullyobserved the stump, caressesis being quite smooth, the side of unusualcrackandunevenlumpsaid: „Thisside, shouldto the south. Wewalktowardhere!”天爱奴弯着腰又仔细观察了一下树桩,抚着比较光滑,少有裂纹和高低不平的疙瘩的一面道:“这一面,应该是冲着南面的。咱们往这边走！”Yang Fanhad not asked that hertruth, comes, heknewregarding the knowledge that in the desertseeks livehood, Tian Ainucompared withmany that heknows, thereforedoes not have the objection.杨帆没有问她其中的道理,一路而来,他已经知道对于沙漠中求生的知识,天爱奴远比他知道的多,所以毫无异议。Tian Ainuknocks the nextboughfromthatstump in the hand, at timesturns headto have a look atthatwooden stake, determinedonehave not walkedcrookedly, whenthatwooden stakecompletelyvanisheswhen the line of sight, cannot seeagain, the handtwists the loosesplinterto insertnextintoward the sandonat times. Thisall the way. Shealwaysusesmarking that allcanuse, every timewalksoneto make a symbol, the one whoguaranteesherto walkis a straight line.天爱奴从那树桩上敲下一把树干拿在手里,时时回头看看那根木桩,确定自己没有走歪,当那木桩完全消失在视线之内,再也看不见时,就把手里捻散的木刺时时往沙地上插下一根。这一路上。她总是利用一切可以利用的标识,每走一段就做个记号,确保她走的是一条直线。Thisistheyin the desertseventhday.
这已是他们在沙漠中的第七天了。Unfortunately, for these days the weatherwas not good, is not the stormis the cloudy day, twohorseshadoneto enter the desert the second dayinthemto freeze to death, anotheralreadydoes not havefodderfeeding, cannot the thing of protection against the cold, fromcontinueon the diarrheathree days ago. Cannot withstandweakly.
不幸的是,这几天天气都不好,不是风暴就是阴天,两匹马已经有一匹早在他们进入沙漠的第二天就冻死了,另一匹既无草料喂食,也没有可以御寒的东西,从大前天起就腹泻不止。疲弱不堪。Stormof that dayis specially violent, blowsthem unable to stand firmly, beyondfivecannotregard the thing.
那天的风暴特别猛烈,刮得两人站不住脚,五步之外就不能视物。Yang FanholdsTian Ainunot to distinguish the place that the thingseeks forcantake shelter from wind, whentheyrush to a sandvalleyfinally, thatbarely alivehorsedoes not know that was hitpainful the eyeby the sandstorm, suddenlygo crazybroke away the reinsfromhishand, vanishesin the boundlessvast desertrapidly.杨帆扶着天爱奴深一脚浅一脚不辨东西地寻找着可以避风的地方,当他们终于赶到一处沙谷时,那匹半死不活的马不知是不是被风沙打痛了眼睛,突然发疯似地从他手里挣开了缰绳,迅速消失在茫茫沙海中。Thathorse that formerlydied, Tian AinucollectedsomehorseRoutuoonthishorseback, preparedto treat asfoodat the eventuality, along withitsvanishedoneanddisappears, fortunately, originallyinbagpouchsomeinferior wineanddried meat, toavoideatingfrozecoolandhard, was held the bosombyYang Fan, thishas becometheironlyfood.
先前死掉的那匹马,天爱奴采集了一些马肉驮在这匹马背上,准备在万一的时候当作食物,也随着它的消失一并不见了,幸运的是,原本袋囊中就有的水酒和肉干,为了避免吃的时候冻得又凉又硬,都被杨帆揣进了怀里,这就成了他们唯一的食物。Even ifhowtwobags of inferior winesaveagain, nowconsumesalsoonlyremaininghalfbags, althoughthis timeinferior winenumber of degreewas not high, there is a protection against the coldeffect, closed right up againstthisinferior wine, theycanquiteovercome the winter nighteasily the coldness, canwantto see, afterthisinferior winedrankup, the dayshouldbeunendurable.
两袋水酒即便再如何节省,如今消耗的也只剩下半袋,这时的水酒度数虽不算高,也有御寒效果,靠着这水酒,他们能比较容易地克服冬夜的寒冷,可以想见,当这水酒喝光之后,日子该是何等难熬。
The dried meatalsoeatswas similar, althoughTian Ainu can also maintaincalmwhenhurrying along, the hungryfear that butdroppedin childhoodaffectstoheris very big, saw that foodare getting fewer and fewer, deeplyinscribes unable to lingerin that sense of fear of herheartfrom the childhood, makingherquiteanxious.
肉干也吃的差不多了,天爱奴虽然在赶路时还能保持冷静,可是小时候落下的饥饿恐惧对她影响很大,眼看着食物越来越少,从幼年时起就深深铭刻在她心头的那种恐惧感萦绕不去,让她极为焦虑。
The winter night of desertwas too cold, twopeoplecan the thing of protection against the coldbindallindo not help matters, after losing the warhorse, in the eveningreststimetheymustcloselyhugin the same place, as far as possibleindo not exposebyownbodyin the piercingcold windcompletely, iswhenthistypecloselywalks arm in arm, Yang Fancould feelthatactuallyshedoes not haveone to fall asleeptruly.
沙漠的冬夜太寒冷了,两个人把一切可以御寒的东西裹在身上都无济于事,失去战马以后,晚上休息的时候他们要紧紧抱在一起,尽可能在让自己的身体不要全部暴露在刺骨的寒风之中,就是在这种紧紧依偎的时候,杨帆感觉得到,其实她没有一回真正能够睡着的。Althoughwas being constrainedbyherformidablewillforcefully, but the hungryfear of thatdeepconcealing one's thoughtsbottomhas brought backherchildhoodnightmarerecollection, shewas worriedwhen the timethat moment of running out of food, perhapsat that momentapproaches, isherspiritcollapsesthoroughly, Yang Fancanseeher the fear of eyegrounddeep placehideaway.
虽然被她强大的意志强行压抑着,可是那种深藏心底的饥饿恐惧把她童年梦魇般的回忆都勾了起来,她在时刻担心着断粮的那一刻,也许那一刻来临之际,就是她的精神彻底崩溃之时,杨帆能够看到她眼底深处隐藏的恐惧。
The travel of suchdesert, even ifhasbeautifulgirlaccompanying, is not absolutely satisfied, romantic. Walks, alwayslimitlessvast desert, foreverwill be as if without limits, thatisonedesperatefear, startedincludingalwaysoptimisticYang Fandesperately, hedid not knowthisvast desertalsoin a big way, does not know whether they can also walk.
这样的沙漠之旅,即便是有一位美丽的女孩相伴,也绝对不是惬意的,浪漫的。一路走去,总是无边无际的沙海,似乎永无止境,那是一种让人绝望的恐惧,连一向乐观的杨帆都开始绝望了,他不知道这沙海还有多大,也不知道他们是否还能走得出去。So long asthey can also walk, mustresult ininsistedthatheis a man, cannotreveal the collapseatthis time the facial expression, Tian Ainuinthisdesertexperienceshimfreelyis richer, butYang Fanknowsthatheis the Tian Ainuspiritbridgesnow, ifhealsocollapsed, Tian AinuBengJinthatstringwill be cut offat heartimmediately.
但是只要他们还能走,就必须得坚持,他是男人,绝不可以在这个时候露出崩溃的神情,尽管在这沙漠里天爱奴比他经验更丰富,但是杨帆知道,他现在已是天爱奴的精神支住,如果他也崩溃了,天爱奴心里崩紧的那根弦会马上断掉。Twopeople, walkgraduallyin the boundlessboundlessdesert.
两个人,一步一步地行走在茫茫无际的沙漠中。
, The skylight was also gradually dark, twoaloneandgoodforms, are hiddenin the distant placecontinuoussand dune...... The endlessstormcame, thisistheygo throughin the desertdirectly the tenthday.
渐渐的,天光又暗了,两个踽踽而行的身影,隐没在远方连绵的沙丘之中……无尽的风暴又来了,这是他们直接穿行于沙漠之中的第十天。Foodandpotable waterhave consumedlightcompletely, twopeopleare hungryandtired, althoughthiscold wintercauses the consumption of moisture contentis notthatquick, is the feeling of hunger and thirst is very as before intense, Yang Fanfelt that ownthroatdidsoonhas belched smoke, hisliphas looked like the drybark that chapped.
食物、饮水已经全部耗光,两个人又饿又累,尽管这寒冬使得水分的消耗不是那么快,可是饥渴的感觉依旧十分强烈,杨帆感觉自己的嗓子干得快要冒烟了,他的嘴唇已经像皲裂的枯树皮。
The Tian Ainusituationis more awful than him, for serveral daysshehas been during the fear and worry, the feed, shelooks like a Little Women of careful planningeach time, the assignment of foodandpotable waterprecisetoinconceivablesituation. The bonusisso, thesedried meat and inferior winehave eaten to eat all one's food, in the pouchcannot pour a water dropagain, in the bag the lastpiece of dried meatwas also eaten, Yang Fansawherpupilbottomthatendlessfearappearsfinally.天爱奴的情形比他还要糟糕,这些天她一直处于恐惧和担心之中,每次进食,她都像一个精打细算的小妇人,把食物和饮水的分配精确到了不可思议的地步。饶是如此,那些肉干和水酒还是吃光了,当囊中再也倒不出一滴水,袋中最后一片肉干也被吃掉的时候,杨帆看到了她眸底那无尽的恐惧终于显现出来。„Windcannotstop, wecontinueto hurry along, nowis luckily running free, walksis quicker, cannot...... Has confused the eye.”
“风不会停下来的,我们继续赶路吧,幸好现在是顺风,走的快些,也不会……咳咳,迷了眼睛。”Yang Fanwas sayingtohercrabbedly, histhirstythroathas crowded the gravelprobably, onehurtsin a moment.杨帆艰涩地对她说着,他干渴的喉咙好象塞满了沙砾,一说话就疼。Tian Ainusitson the ground, pinches the air-to-airpocketto stare blanklycrazily.天爱奴坐在地上,捏着空空的口袋痴痴发怔。Yang Fanknit the brows, said: „Anu, wewalks! Alsohas the strengthwhileus......”杨帆皱了皱眉,道:“阿奴,我们走吧！趁着我们还有力气……”„Could not leave, the grainhas eaten to eat all one's food, wewill diehere, starves to death...... Starves to death here......”
“走不掉了,粮食吃光了,我们会死在这里的,饿死……饿死在这儿……”
The Tian Ainunot onlysoundis trembling, tremblesincluding the body, herbody and mindentireimmerseswhen the endlessfear, childhoodexperiencesall sorts ofhuman calamities that sees, all sorts ofdeeply ingrainedunforgettablefearshave been buriedbyherin the moral nature, at this momentemergesentirely.天爱奴不光声音在发抖,连身子都发起抖来,她的身心整个儿都沉浸在无尽的恐惧当中,童年时亲历亲见的种种人间惨剧,种种刻骨难忘的恐惧本来一直被她埋藏在心底,这一刻统统涌现出来。Yang Fanknit the brows, heknows why Tian Ainufears, butheis unable to imagine, thatall that also the imagination the Tian Ainuchildhoodencounters, actuallyto the spiritual wound that shecreatesbig. That that before one's eyesTian Ainudisplayspaces back and forthno use, thatextremefear, heis unable to understand.杨帆皱了皱眉,他知道天爱奴为何而恐惧,可是他无法想像,也想像不出天爱奴童年所遭遇的那一切,对她造成的精神创伤究竟有多大。眼前天爱奴所表现出的那种彷徨无助,那种极度的恐惧,他无法理解。ButTian Ainuat this moment, as ifreturned tothatpitifulchildhood, as ifturned intothathungerandno use, got ridby the family member, was regarded the thin and weakgirl who foodsamecovetsbycountlesspeople, was surroundedby the endlessfear.
而此刻的天爱奴,仿佛已经回到了那个悲惨的童年,仿佛又变成了那个饥饿、无助,被亲人抛弃,被无数人当成食物一样觊觎的瘦弱女童,被无尽的恐惧包围起来。„Anu!”
“阿奴！”„Could not leave, wewill starve to death, wewill starve to death......”
“走不掉了,我们会饿死,我们都会饿死……”Tian Ainucould not hearhimto sayanythingprobably, butmuttered. Yang Fanknit the brows, suddenlyharddragsher, Tian Ainuvisitshimsurprised, Yang Fansaidloudly: „Walks! Continuesto proceed! Perhapsweimmediatelycanwalk, side Idid not believethisdesertnot to have, walked! Continues!”天爱奴好象根本听不见他在说什么,只是喃喃自语。杨帆皱了皱眉,突然硬把她拖起来,天爱奴吃惊地看着他,杨帆大声道:“走！继续往前走！说不定我们马上就能走出去了,我就不信这沙漠还没有边了,走！继续走！”Tian Ainulooks like a no usechild, was being towedbyhim, step by stepstand forth.天爱奴像一个无助的孩子,被他拖着,一步步向前走去。
The wind, was getting bigger and bigger, is only the time of moment, twopeoplewere involved in the billowingyellow sand, cannot seetheirformsagain......
风,越来越大了,只是片刻的功夫,两个人又被卷进了滚滚黄沙,再也看不见他们的身影……Theydo not know how long, the middleoncestopped, supportedin a leewardplacein the same placehas restedone, theydo not know how longhas rested, whentheycontinuedto set off the endlessjourney, the wind seemed to be small, butwas hungry and thirstytwopeoplealmostcould not take a walkonestep.
他们不知道走了多久,中间曾经停下来,在一个背风的地方相拥在一起睡了一阵,他们也不知道睡了多久,当他们继续踏上无尽旅程的时候,风似乎小了些,但是又饥又渴的两个人几乎已走不动一步。„Was useless, wewill starve to deathhere......”
“没用了,我们会饿死在这里的……”OnlysomeTian Ainunimble and resourcefulboth eyesdelay, shecanduplicateonly hasthese words, lingersinhermind, only then„muststarve to death”thisthought. Yang Fandid not have the strengthto refuteher, helike a corpse of migration, is forcinghisboth feetwith the strongwillone after the otheris moving.天爱奴原本灵动的双眼有些呆滞,她唯一能重复的就只有这句话,萦绕在她脑海里的只有“要被饿死”这一个念头。杨帆已经没有力气反驳她了,他就像一具移动的僵尸,用坚强的意志强迫着自己的双脚一前一后的挪动着。Except thathungryalsohas the coldness, was very thick the function that keeps off the gown of coldvery muchnowalreadyless thanmanymaintaining warmth, becauseonthemcould not send outmanyquantity of heat, coldas ifcaninfiltrateto the marrow of personinextremely, Yang Fanonlythought that ownbodyfrozestiffly, not onlynowTian Ainu, healsodespaired.
除了饥饿还有寒冷,原本很厚实很挡风寒的袍子现在已经起不到多少保暖的作用了,因为他们身上已经散发不出多少热量,极度的寒冷似乎能一直渗到人的骨髓里去,杨帆只觉得自己的身体都冻得僵硬了,现在不只是天爱奴,就连他也已经绝望。Suddenly, Yang Fanunder footonesoft, falls downon the sand dune, was being towedTian Ainu of armbyhimalsoalong withittumbling, twopeoplerumblehave rolledfrom the sand duneto the earthen moundbottom. Yang Fanstruggleswishto stand, butonlykneels a leg, thought that before one's eyesoneblack, heavyfalls downon the sand.! ~!
忽然,杨帆脚下一软,一头栽倒在沙丘上,被他拖着手臂的天爱奴也随之跌倒,两个人从沙丘上咕噜噜地一直滚到丘底。杨帆挣扎着想要站起来,可是只跪起一条腿,就觉得眼前一黑,重又扑倒在沙地上。！~！{Floatingastronomythankedfellowbookfriends'support, yoursupportwaswebiggestpower}
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