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#47: Tang Hao dual personalities, idea of Ah Yin

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„Ah Yin, is I am unfair to you.” “阿银,是我对不起你。” „This whole life I owe you not to end forever.” “这辈子我欠你的永远都还不完了。” Tang Hao said, fills in the strong liquor in wine pot the entrance fiercely completely. Only the strong liquor can make him lull itself, can make him forget temporarily oneself had done these wrong things. 唐昊说道,猛地将酒壶里的烈酒全部灌入口中。只有烈酒能让他麻痹自己,才能够让他暂时忘记自己曾经做过的那些错事。 The mistake that he violates, he is not even able to forgive itself. How can also pray will oneself obtain others' forgiving? 他犯下的错,连他都无法原谅自己。又如何能祈祷自己会得到别人的原谅呢？ For a lifetime, he should live to confess. This is he gets what one deserves. 一辈子,他都应该活在忏悔中。这都是他活该。 Suddenly, Tang Hao stands fiercely rise, in the look dispirited clears off completely. On his face only then scarlet killing intent, he can perceive that he is broken at the ban that on Ah Yin left behind. 突然,唐昊猛地站立起身,眼神中的颓废全部一扫而光。他的脸上只有着猩红的杀意,他能够觉察到他在阿银身上留下的禁制被破了。 „It is not good, Ah Yin had an accident.” “不好,阿银出事了。” Tang Hao does not know that fished out a plain black box from the body, the box just exposed in the air, seemed like feels the Sheng Ming strength that Ah Yin that grown stronger unceasingly, but shivered unceasingly. 唐昊不知从身上摸出一个古朴的黑色盒子,盒子刚刚暴露在空气中,似乎是感受到了阿银那不断变强的生命力而不断颤动。 That moment when the box opens, clear insightful blue golden spirit bone is glittering together deep blue ray. This mutation was watched by Tang Hao, is at heart more anxious. He does not understand that Ah Yin spirit bone has such mutation is good is bad, but he understands, Ah Yin certainly met troublesome. 当盒子打开的那一刻,一块晶莹通透的蓝金色魂骨正闪烁着湛蓝色的光芒。这种异变被唐昊看在眼里,心里更加焦急。他不明白阿银的魂骨出现这样的异变是好是坏,但是他明白,阿银一定是遇到了麻烦。 Ah Yin now the blue silver grass and ordinary blue silver grass of incarnation have no difference. But can break the ban that he leaves behind, at least is also millennium spirit beast, or the Spirit Ancestor above powerhouse is good. Ah Yin before such powerhouse may now the does not have any strength of resistance. 阿银现在化身的蓝银草和普通的蓝银草没有什么区别。而能够破掉他留下的禁制的,至少也是千年魂兽,或者魂宗以上的强者才行。阿银现在在这样的强者面前可没有任何反抗之力。 When the time comes, what that spirit beast or human want to make to Ah Yin, if human is good, what to do if department of botany spirit beast Ah Yin did eat? 到时候,那魂兽或人类想对阿银做什么都可以,若是人类还好,要是植物系魂兽吧阿银吃了怎么办？ Thinks of here, the body of Tang Hao has the aura eruption of terrifying, his is somewhat excited, his at heart is some fears. Ah Yin has only had a seed now, so long as that blue silver grass grows slowly, Ah Yin will also live. 想到这里,唐昊的身上有着恐怖的气息爆发而出,他的情绪有些激动,他的心里更是有些害怕。阿银现在就已经只剩下一颗种子了,只要那株蓝银草慢慢成长,阿银还会活过来的。 If even this final blue silver grass had the accident/surprise, that Ah Yin also had no chance again. 但是若是连这株最后的蓝银草都出现了意外,那阿银就再也没有希望了。 „Ah Yin, you and others I, you wait for my meeting again. wait a while again well. I immediately come.” “阿银,你等我,你再等我一会。再等一会儿就好。我马上就过来。” Tang Hao shivers the sound saying that transports/fortunes whole body spirit power, crazy runs toward the distant place. 唐昊颤抖着声音说道,运起全身魂力,疯狂的朝着远方跑去。 He has a hatred, does not hate others, but hates itself. 他心里有着一丝憎恨,不是恨别人,而是恨自己。 He hated himself to kill Ah Yin, harming should be Clear Sky Sect sovereign turns into this, hated oneself unable to preserve the last blue silver grass seedling that Ah Yin changed. 他恨自己不禁害死了阿银,害得本应是昊天宗宗主的自己变成这样,更恨自己连阿银化作的最后一株蓝银草幼苗都无法保住。 He is really good to hate itself. Ah Yin is so beautiful, is gentle, why oneself can also have that hateful thought. Why oneself cannot plant the seed that Ah Yin keeps in oneself side, why don't oneself protect Ah Yin personal? 他真的好恨自己。阿银那么美,那么温柔,为什么自己还能生起那种可恨的念头。为什么自己不能将阿银留下来的种子种在自己身边,为什么自己不贴身保护阿银？ At this moment, the sensation to Ah Yin encounters the danger, he felt oneself are how laughable, oneself are how incompetent. Own solemn Clear Sky Douluo, is actually a domestic animal, domestic animal that kills the woman. 此时此刻,当感知到阿银遇到危险的时候,他才觉得自己是多么的可笑,自己是多么的无能。自己堂堂昊天斗罗,其实就是一个畜生,害死自己女人的畜生。 Tang Hao cannot bear seize own chest, the seedling that if that Ah Yin changes to also has the accident/surprise, he cannot believe how oneself should hate itself. 唐昊忍不住揪住自己的胸膛,要是那株阿银化作的幼苗也出现意外,他不敢相信自己该怎样恨自己。 However, in the meantime, at heart why his does not know, as if has some extrications. 但是,同时,他的心里不知为何,似乎有着一些解脱。 In the past, he Ah Yin type in cave, that place, moist, gloomy, unexposed, is the stone wall. Then to let Ah Yin runs its own course...... 当年,他将阿银种在山洞里,那个地方,潮湿,阴暗,不见光,又是石壁。便是为了让阿银自生自灭…… If Ah Yin really died, he also extricated. Passing all will vanish into thin air. This type wants to let Ah Yin radical withering away the idea and Ah Yin probably encounters the dangerous the anxious feeling to appear in his heart simultaneously, making him feel that the headache wants to crack. 若是阿银真的死了,那他也就解脱了。过往的一切都将烟消云散。这种想让阿银彻底消亡的想法和阿银可能遇到危险的焦急感同时出现在他的心头,让他感到头痛欲裂。 In these 12 years of Ah Yin tragic death, he almost will have two sounds to resound in oneself mind every day. 在阿银惨死的这十二年里,他几乎每一天都会有着两道声音在自己的脑海里响起。 The sound told itself together: „You is a devil, you killed your wife, you are not a person.” This sound makes him live in the confession, making him hate itself, simultaneously the memory about Ah Yin treasures to the mind. 一道声音告诉自己:“你就是一个恶魔,你害死了自己的妻子,你不是人。”这道声音让他一直活在忏悔里,让他一直痛恨自己,同时对脑海中关于阿银的记忆更加珍惜。 Another sound is appealing: „ Since did did, 另一道声音却在呼吁着:“既然做都做了, All are unable to recall. Why not misdemeanor achieves the bottom, extinguished that seed of Ah Yin incarnation directly? So long as the Ah Yin thorough death, all will turn. No one knows that you have made anything. You do not need to carry what psychological pressure again. The death can solve all problems, her thorough dying, you did not need so to be again painful. ” Two different sounds in his resounding through at heart, making him feel the inexplicable pain. He acts bashful erratically, the Ah Yin type in the remote place, will not apply fertilizer to her, making her run its own course. 一切都无法挽回。为何不坏事做到底,直接将阿银化身的那颗种子也灭了呢？只要阿银彻彻底底的死了,一切都将变成过去。没人知道你做过什么。你也不需要再背什么心理包袱。死亡能够解决一切问题,她彻底的死去,你就不需要再这么痛苦了。”两种不同的声音在他的心里响彻,让他感到莫名的痛苦。他拿捏不定,才会将阿银种在偏僻的地方,不给她施肥,让她自生自灭。 In this case, he does not need to make this painful choice, all give the heaven on the line. 这样的话,他也不需要做这种痛苦的选择,一切交给老天就行。 „Ah Yin, I am unfair to you.” “阿银,我对不起你。” „If this time you are also living, I will certainly treat you well. If this time, you died in the hand of spirit beast, later do not come to pester me. Lets off me, lets off yourself.” Tang Hao muttered. Will choose to give Heaven again. “如果这次你还活着,我一定会好好待你。如果这一次,你死在了魂兽的手里,以后你就别来纠缠我了。放过我,也放过你自己吧。”唐昊不禁喃喃道。再次将选择交给上天。 If Ah Yin this being survived, he must meet in any event well Ah Yin, later also accepts oneself have done all wrong things, confessed well, made up for all that oneself made with every effort. 若是阿银这次大难不死,无论如何他也要将阿银好好接回来,以后也接受自己做过的一切错事,好好忏悔,尽力去弥补自己所做的一切。 If Ah Yin died, that is wrong direct. This for a lifetime, some people do not know was he designs to harm Ah Yin in the back. 若是阿银死了,那便直接错到底。这一辈子,都不会有人知道是他在背后设计害了阿银。 ...... …… Tang Hao fast goes toward the Ah Yin position. 唐昊快速的朝着阿银的位置而去。 But Xu Ran has arranged all, under the assistance of system little sister, all traces was covered up. But Xu Ran waters Ah Yin with the plant nutrient fluid that the system grants repeatedly. The naked eye sees, Ah Yin the blue silver grass becomes the spirit, the leave of grass also becomes fuller. 而徐然早就安排好了一切,在系统小姐姐的辅助下,所有的痕迹都被遮掩。而徐然多次用系统赠与的植物培养液浇灌阿银。肉眼看见,阿银所化的蓝银草变得精神起来,草叶也变得更加饱满。 Xu Ran knew from the systematic mouth, Ah Yin also has a consciousness now. Spreading like wildfire, the spring breeze blows fresh. Type of the Sheng Ming Ah Yin leaves behind, although without many strengths, but Ah Yin own memory and consciousness concentration entirely in this seed. 徐然从系统口中得知,阿银现在还有着一丝的意识。野火烧不尽,春风吹又生。阿银留下的这颗生命之种,虽然没有多少力量,但是阿银将自己的记忆与意识统统的浓缩在了这颗种子里面。 Therefore, although Ah Yin cannot make anything to respond, all that but she can actually have the clear sensation to the outside world. 所以,阿银虽然不能做出什么反应,但是她却是能够真真切切的感知到外界所发生的一切。 She can also feel Xu Ran is auspicious beast, because after Xu Ran came, her growth sped up much. Only then auspicious beast has such ability. 她也能感受到徐然是瑞兽,因为徐然来了之后,她的成长速度就加快了不少。而只有瑞兽才有这样的能力。 Xu Ran for the nourishing cream that she waters, is to make her unable to bear have with amazement. Because this type of nourishing cream raised several hundred times her growth unexpectedly. Is this possible? 徐然为她浇灌的这种营养液,更是令她忍不住心生骇然。因为这种营养液竟然将她的成长速度提升了数百倍。这怎么可能？ Even if her anything does not understand, knows absolutely this type of liquid absolutely is the treasure, even may also be the Sheng Ming essence. Also only then the Sheng Ming essence has such terrifying function. 哪怕是她什么都不懂,也绝对知道这种液体绝对是宝物,甚至还有可能是生命精华。也只有生命精华才有这么恐怖的作用。 But this treasure, unexpectedly such luxurious drop on her body. 可是这种宝物,竟然这么奢侈的滴在了她的身上。 This makes her feel somewhat joyful at the same time, has thick feeling sorry. Speaking of the race, her incarnate was human, then betrayed the race. Now in front of ruler auspicious beast, she won't feel feeling sorry? 这让她感到有些欣喜的同时,更是有着一种浓浓的歉疚。从种族上讲,她化形为人类,便算是背叛了种族。现在在帝皇瑞兽面前,她如何不会感到歉疚？
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