Actually do I want to make what? 我究竟想要做什么？ Facing the issue that Fang Zheng asked that Asuna does not know how suddenly should reply. Novel. 面对方正提出的这个问题,亚丝娜也是一时间不知道该如何回答。小说. She wants to make anything, this issue once looked like in Asuna is not the issue, she should according to mother's request, learn/study diligently, then test into the good high school, the good university, became the organizers of certain committees, the manager, with several award items, finally according to mother's request and a status noble and excellent male marriage. 她想要做什么,这个问题曾经在亚丝娜看来不是问题,她应该按照母亲的要求,努力的学习,然后考上好的高中,好的大学,成为某些委员会的组织者,管理者,拿几个奖项,最终按照母亲的要求与一位身份高贵又出色的男性结婚。 Regarding Asuna, is the parents has planned for her in her front path, so long as she goes well according to this road. But now, because of a small accident/surprise, she deviates the path that the parents planned, in the limitless wilderness, where toward walks does not know ......... 对于亚丝娜来说,在她面前的道路是父母已经为她规划好的,她只要按照这条路去走就好。而现在,因为一个小小的意外,她偏离了父母规划的道路,独自一人在漫无边际的荒野之中,连往哪边走都不知道……… To be honest, the Asuna issue looks like in Fang Zheng at all is not the issue. This type in Japan feared that is only then the powerful family children can have the worry that basically is the nightmares of Fang Zheng that age all contemporaries. At that time their parents were different from the Asuna guardian, the request child was admitted to the good university, then looked for a good work. 说实话,亚丝娜的问题在方正看来根本不是什么问题。这种在日本怕是只有门阀子女才会有的苦恼,基本上是方正那个年代所有同龄人的噩梦。当时他们的父母不也是和亚丝娜的家长一样,要求孩子考上好的大学,然后找一份好的工作。 But Fang Zheng this generation is also called one generation of transformation, why? Very simple ......... 而方正这一代也被称为变革的一代,为什么呢？很简单……… When Fang Zheng goes to the elementary school, coarse bread that the university student is popular, moreover without abolishing secured job, therefore talking incessantly of parents was „learned/studied at that time well, grew up gained admission to a good university, then came out to look to be good in the government to work, your anything did not worry for a lifetime”. 当方正上小学的时候,大学生还是吃香的窝窝头,而且还没有废除铁饭碗,于是当时父母的唠叨就是“好好学习,长大了考个好大学,然后出来在政府找个好工作,一辈子你就什么都不愁了”。 Then waits for a Fang Zheng rise junior middle school time, the secured job did not have, the reform and opening, the foreign capital enters. Therefore parents' words turn „learn/study well, later gains admission to the university to learn the foreign language, then goes to the foreign-funded enterprise to look to be good to work, can perhaps go abroad.” 然后等方正升初中的时候,铁饭碗没了,改革开放,外资进入。于是父母的话又变成“好好学习,以后考大学学好外语,然后去外资企业找份好工作,说不定就可以出国了。” But waits for on Fang Zheng the high school time, the Internet started to develop fiery, therefore parents' words turned „learn/study well, studies a computer, in the newspaper said that the computer was Mirai/future, going to college to choose well specialized .........” 而等方正上高中的时候,互联网开始火热发展了,于是父母的话又变成“好好学习,去学个电脑,报纸上说电脑才是未来,上大学要选个好专业………” Finally waits for Fang Zheng to go to college, the university student has sold the pork...... 最后等方正上大学的时候,大学生已经都去卖猪肉了…… When his university graduates time, the programmer has turned into the procedure/program ape ......... 等他大学毕业的时候,程序员已经变成程序猿了……… Initially talked over was choosing the finance, the programming „popularly” the student by the parents, came out to discover that the past popular present had passed coolly, competitor on a post compared with monkey many ......... what to do, however can they? 当初被父母念叨着选了金融,编程等“热门”的学生,出来才发现当年的热门现在早就已经凉透了,一个岗位上的竞争者比猴子都多………然而他们能够怎么办呢？ In this world does not have the regret after the fact to sell. 这世界上也没有后悔药卖啊。 Naturally, regarding Fang Zheng, he is the contemporaries is also different. At least he also has another seeking livehood skill, moreover this skill good that so long as grasps, that in the world domain, when the famous pianist is not a problem. 当然,对于方正来说,他也是和同龄人有所不同的。至少他还有另外一门求生技能,而且这门技能只要掌握的好,那么在世界领域里当个有名的钢琴演奏家还是不成问题的。 Where however plays the piano to make game designer to be interesting, types on the keyboard thinks the player crying father to shout mother, extremely cut the scene that the hand recharged painfully is really good! 然而弹钢琴哪里有做游戏策划有意思啊,一面敲键盘一面想着玩家哭爹喊娘,万分痛苦砍手充值的场面真是太棒了！ Therefore looks like in Fang Zheng, Asuna this worry is anything, in the past many university students were the village supply economically in everyday spending, where that pressure was not older than her to went, has not seen the one by one collapse. 所以在方正看来,亚丝娜这点烦恼算啥啊,当年好多大学生都是全村省吃俭用供出来的,那压力不比她大到哪儿去了,也没见一个个崩溃啊。 Naturally, the bearing capacity of everyone is different, is understandable. 当然了,每个人的承受能力不同,也是可以理解的。 „Parents will plan the good life to oneself child, for example parental wish of pianist was studied the piano by own child, is the doctor ........., not Taijian discussed own child to be the doctor probably, this was very normal. Because the parents by far are of more than life experience several times you, they make the plan for you, for hello.” “父母都会给自己的孩子规划好人生,比如钢琴家的父母想要让自己的孩子去学钢琴,做医生的………嗯,好像不太建议自己的孩子去当医生,这都很正常。因为父母远远比你们多出数倍的人生经验,他们为你们做好规划,也是为了你们好。” Said till here, Fang Zheng closes the eye, then vents anger lightly. 说道这里,方正闭上眼睛,然后轻出了口气。 „But, you must know, finally, chooses how lives, can only be your oneself. Then, Asuna, you have thought that what oneself does later want to make?” “但是,你要知道,最终,选择如何生活的,只能够是你自己。那么,亚丝娜,你有想过,自己以后想要做什么吗？” „......... I .........” “………我………” „Eriri has her own dream, others are also same, Gabriel...... good, although eating while waiting for death indeed is not worth advocating, but good and evil that is also a dream , do you have your dream?” “英梨梨有她自己的梦想,其他人也是一样,珈百璃……好吧,虽然混吃等死的确不值得提倡,但是好歹那也是一个梦想,那么,你有自己的梦想吗？” „...............” “……………” This time, facing Fang Zheng’s inquiry, Asuna really could not speak. 这一次,面对方正的询问,亚丝娜真的说不出话了。 Does she have oneself dream? 她有自己的梦想吗？ She has thought, what can make? Even if thinks? 她想过以后要做什么吗？哪怕只是想想？ „It seems like, this was your issue.” “看来,这就是你的问题了。” Looks at the Asuna confused expression, Fang Zheng is putting out a hand, patted her shoulder. 望着亚丝娜迷茫的表情,方正伸出手去,拍了拍她的肩膀。 „Finds the problem, analyzes the issue, solves the problem, where now you have known your issue, how then should be ......... your oneself to decide.” “发现问题,分析问题,解决问题,现在你已经知道自己的问题在哪儿了,那么接下来该怎么做………你自己决定吧。” Said till here, Fang Zheng stands up, waves to Eriri and Yui of distant place. 说道这里,方正站起身来,对着远处的英梨梨和结衣挥了挥手。 „Ok, Eriri, Yui, we continued to window-shop!” “好了,英梨梨,结衣,我们继续去逛街吧！” After this, Asuna then did not have to say anything again, she lowered the head silent following in Fang Zheng and Eriri also had Yui behind, has been pondering what issue probably. Actually although Eriri how enlightens Asuna regarding Fang Zheng quite curious, but she will therefore not inquire, if after all Fang Zheng is willing to tell her, will certainly tell her. 在这之后,亚丝娜便没有再多说什么,她只是低着头沉默不语的跟在方正和英梨梨还有结衣的身后,像是一直在思考什么问题。虽然英梨梨对于方正究竟是怎么开导亚丝娜的相当好奇,不过她也不会因此就去打听,毕竟如果方正愿意告诉她的话,就一定会告诉她的。 When four people go out of the alley again, when arrives at another side shopping street plan to continue enjoys the good food and window-shops, actually suddenly sees the crowd of distant place to start to be in a tumult, then ......... 但是当四人再次走出小巷,来到另外一侧的商店街打算继续享受美食和逛街时,却是忽然看见远处的人群开始骚动了起来,接着……… „It is not good, they came, walks quickly, walks quickly!” “不好,他们来了,快走,快走！” Fang Zheng saw a vendor to yell waving, the player who the next moment all around set up a stall is receiving their shop front instantaneously, then turned around to run away. That scene saw the management to be the same with the peddler, this made Fang Zheng somewhat curious, must know the town/subdues of outset, but the safe area, the attack will not cause the damage, therefore these players will not have an accident according to the truth. 方正看见一个摊主大声喊叫着挥手,下一刻四周摆摊的玩家瞬间收起了他们的店面,接着转身撒腿就跑。那场面就和小贩看见了城管一样,这让方正不由的有些好奇,要知道起始之镇可是安全区,攻击是不会造成伤害的,所以这些玩家按照道理来说也不会出事。 However what is their ......... runs? 但是他们这是………跑什么呢？ However, diverges along with these players, Fang Zheng saw one crowd of wear unified the person of uniform/subdue swaggering from another side of street to walk. 然而,伴随着这些玩家散去,方正就看见一群穿着统一制服的人大摇大摆的从街道的另外一侧走了过来。 They wear the unified armor, unified robe and cloak, looks seems like the np soldier in game , if not cursor demonstration on their top of the head is the player, perhaps then Fang Zheng also really regarded np them. 他们穿着统一的盔甲,统一的长袍与披风,看起来就好像是游戏里的np士兵如果不是他们头顶上的光标显示的是玩家的话,那么方正还恐怕真把他们当成np了。 „You also leave a bit faster.” “你们也快点儿离开吧。” At this time, tidied up the stall, the player who hastily the plan left saw Fang Zheng and the others to stand in the one side, was quickly goes forward to remind. 这时候,一个收拾起摊位,匆匆打算离开的玩家看见方正等人站在一旁,也是急忙上前提醒道。 „They are ‚army’ taxation team!” “他们是‘军队’的征税队！” „Army?” “军队？” hearing this, Fang Zheng was even more curious, but that player also nods. 听到这里,方正越发好奇了,而那个玩家也是点了点头。 „Yes, was the Aincrad anything army ......... they says it is said in any case.” “是啊,据说是艾恩葛朗特什么什么军………反正他们自己是这么说的。” „Do they levy taxes to do?” “他们征税干什么？” „Snort, said that to protect the peace of player, as well as needs the fund with the upper-level lord monster fight ........., therefore forces us to make a payment.” “哼,说是为了守护玩家的和平,以及与上层领主怪物战斗需要资金………所以强迫我们交钱。” „The words that but you do not hand over, how they cannot you.” “但是你们不交的话,他们也不能够把你们怎么样吧。” „Yes, although said in the safe area, they are unable to conduct the injury to us, but they can send people to stop up our stalls, does not make us do business, moreover ......... these people cannot do well to retaliate, their association may have more than 1000 individuals.” “是啊,虽然说在安全区内,他们无法对我们进行伤害,但是他们可以派人堵住我们的摊位,不让我们做生意,而且………这些人搞不好会来报复啊,他们公会可足足有一千多个人呢。” „This matter?” “还有这种事？” hearing this, the Fang Zheng complexion sinks immediately, then his coldly glanced over these players, in big strides walked toward the front. 听到这里,方正面色顿时一沉,接着他冷冷的扫了一眼那些玩家,大踏步的向着前方走了过去。 But at this moment, these subordinate in „army” the player, is stopping up the player who has not run away with enough time in the corner, Fang Zheng walked past tense, even can hear their laughter and ridicules. 而此刻,那些隶属于“军队”的玩家,正把一个没有来得及跑掉的玩家堵在墙角,方正走过去时,甚至能够听见他们的笑声和嘲弄。 „Hey, you make a lot of money today, pays a bit faster money!” “喂,你今天赚了不少钱吧,快点儿把钱都交出来！” „We fight for you, how many also some hearts of feeling grateful not? Let alone pays taxes, but the duty of resident.” “我们可是为了你们而战斗啊,多少也该有些感恩的心不是吗？更何况交税可是市民的义务呢。” „I, I have not made how much money.” “我,我没有赚多少钱啊。” By the army is surrounding the merchant player, at this moment is soon cried. 被军队围堵着的商人玩家,这会儿都快要哭出来了。 „Then brings your equipment and commodity, confiscates confiscates!” “那么把你的装备和商品拿来,充公啦充公！” „Right, if you do not take the thing, later cannot set up a stall here!!” “没错,如果你不把东西拿出来,以后不能在这里摆摊！！” At this time, Fang Zheng also arrived at their side, seeing Fang Zheng to approach, soon had the people of several armies to walk to block him. 就在这个时候,方正也来到了他们的身边,看见方正靠近,很快有几个军队的人走出来拦住了他。 „Wait, do you want to do?” “等等,你想要干嘛？” „Is the strange fresh face, who no matter you are, must pay taxes to us, your body has how much money, pulls out to me.” “是陌生的新面孔呢,不管你是谁,都要给我们缴税,你身上有多少钱,都给我掏出来。” However, facing the threat of army player, Fang Zheng is only coldly visits them, then says. 然而,面对军队玩家的威胁,方正则只是冷冷的看着他们,接着开口说道。 „Go away, bastard.” & fucking ash ; & fucking ash ; “滚开,杂种。”—— s & fucking ash ; & fucking ash ; > s——>