DC :: Volume #13

#1209: Different feelings


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After Fang Zheng guarantees, Madoka obviously relaxes. Moreover, Fang Zheng also makes Madoka immediately to the beautiful tree Saya in addition explanation truth, if after all you said directly some people can rescue your friends from childhood with the magic this words, very easily by the person associates to what religion multi-level marketing and so on gadget, therefore he told Madoka, first to the beautiful tree Saya in addition said that she found a person, might cure the wound of her friends from childhood very much, inquired that Saya added whether is willing to make him have a look. 方正做出保证之后,小圆明显松了口气。不仅如此,方正还让小圆不要立刻向美树沙耶加说明真相,毕竟如果你直接去说“有人可以用魔法救你的青梅竹马”这种话,很容易被人联想到什么宗教传销之类的玩意儿,因此他就告诉小圆,先对美树沙耶加说她找到了一个人,很有可能治好她青梅竹马的伤,询问沙耶加是否愿意让他去看看。 If wants, then Fang Zheng walks the regular procedure/program directly on good ——— in any case his hacker ability first under heaven, coordinates individual terminal, what status cannot do. 如果愿意的话,那么方正直接就走正规程序就好———反正他的黑客能力天下第一,配合个人终端,什么身份搞不出来。 If not want ......... hehe, so long as Saya adds with cannot meet, Fang Zheng has enough confidence to convince the opposite party. 如果不愿意………呵呵呵,只要沙耶加和自己见上一面,方正有足够的信心说服对方。 When own charm A is the ornaments is inadequate? 当自己的魅力a是摆设不成? Thanks Fang Zheng-san, I go back to add the relation with Saya now. Akemi-chan , will thank you see tomorrow!” “谢谢方正先生,我现在回去就和沙耶加联系。还有小焰,也谢谢你了,明天见!” When leaves the fast-food restaurant, Madoka expression with a worried look has become open, her happy waves to Fang Zheng and Homura Akemi , then happy turns around to leave. 在离开快餐店的时候,小圆原本愁眉不展的表情已经变得开朗了许多,她高兴的冲着方正晓美焰挥了挥手,接着高高兴兴的转身离开。 But looks back that Madoka vanishes gradually, the Homura Akemi facial expression somewhat is complex, after Madoka boards, she then looks to Fang Zheng, the hesitant moment says. 而看着小圆渐渐消失的背影,晓美焰则神情有些复杂,在小圆上车之后,她这才望向身边的方正,犹豫片刻开口说道。 Thank you, Fang Zheng-san ......... “谢谢你了,方正先生………” You're welcome, is only the slight effort.” “不用客气,只是举手之劳。” Is saying, Fang Zheng puts out a hand, touches the head of Homura Akemi . 一面说着,方正一面伸出手去,摸了摸晓美焰的头。 You also are just a child, later comes across this matter, looks for me directly, is given you to solve by me, got it?” “你也只不过是个孩子而已,以后再遇到这种事情,就直接来找我,由我给你解决,明白了吗?” .................. “………………” Feels the gentle touch that the head transmits, Homura Akemi gawked, then she opens mouth, wants to say anything, but anything had not said finally, but lowers the head not to say a word. 感受到头上传来的温柔触感,晓美焰愣了一下,接着她张了张嘴,想要说些什么,但是最终什么都没有说,而是低下头去一言不发。 Facing such Homura Akemi , Fang Zheng has not said anything, but shrugs the shoulders. 面对这样的晓美焰,方正也没有多说什么,只是耸耸肩膀。 Ok, the time, I did not deliver you to go home early.” “好了,时间不早了,我送你回家吧。” Because of Fang Zheng’s „the witch hunting and reverse plan, under the wharf area secret base has turned into a large-scale magical girl dormitory at present, but Homura Akemi has own family/home, moreover she is not familiar with and others is enjoying the lively environment together, therefore she lives in oneself home alone. 因为方正的魔女狩猎及反转”计划,眼下码头区下面的秘密基地已经变成了一个大型的魔法少女宿舍,只不过晓美焰有自己的家,而且她也不习惯和其他人在一起享受热热闹闹的环境,因此她还是单独住在自己的家里。 haah ......... 哈啊………” Gets in lonely home, Homura Akemi heaved a deep sigh, then lay down on the sofa, she is opening the eye, is gazing at the ceiling of room dull, did not say a word. 回到冷清的家中,晓美焰长叹一声,接着躺在了沙发上,她睁着眼睛,呆呆的注视着自己房间的天花板,一言不发。 However, Homura Akemi can feel, in oneself chest the heart is beating intensely. 不过,晓美焰可以感受到,自己胸膛之中心脏正在激烈的跳动。 Actually is this what felt? 这究竟是什么感觉? Held down own chest, Homura Akemi closes the eye to sigh deeply the tone. She never has this feeling, in fact, Fang Zheng touched her head when a moment ago, Homura Akemi felt suddenly an unprecedented faith and dependence, but this, before is her, has not felt. 按住自己的胸口,晓美焰闭上眼睛长叹了口气。她从来没有这种感觉,事实上,刚才方正抚摸她的脑袋时,晓美焰忽然感觉到了一种前所未有的信赖和依靠,而这,是她以前从来没有感受过的。 Homura Akemi is an orphan, she lost the parents since childhood, the missionary school has been going to school after that because then her was weak, there is a heart disease, the eye was not good, the head not quite worked, the academic record was also very bad. Causes Homura Akemi is very introverted, she has no good friend, no family member, regarding Homura Akemi , she is alone a person. 晓美焰是个孤儿,她从小就失去了父母,在那之后一直在教会学校上学,因为当时的她身体虚弱,又有心脏病,眼睛也不好,脑袋不太灵,学习成绩也很差。导致晓美焰一直都很内向,她没有什么好朋友,也没有什么亲人,对于晓美焰来说,她一直都是孤零零的一个人 Until she met the Kaname circle. 直到她遇见了鹿目圆。 The Kaname circle is the first friend who Homura Akemi hands over, was first makes Homura Akemi feel some people to care about itself, cherished itself, do not say finally, the Kaname circle paid with own life for Homura Akemi . Regarding Homura Akemi , the Kaname circle is in her life the most unreplaceable friend. 鹿目圆是晓美焰所交到的第一个朋友,也是第一个让晓美焰感受到了有人关心自己,爱护自己,更不要说最后,鹿目圆为了晓美焰付出了自己的生命。对于晓美焰而言,鹿目圆是她生命之中最不可替代的朋友。 But in several times of samsara after this, she also fights by the status and Madoka of companion together, even in magical girls, because knew when the truth is unable to accept this little and massacres mutually, is Madoka protected her. 而在这之后的数次轮回之中,她也以同伴的身份与小圆共同战斗,甚至在魔法少女们因为得知了真相无法接受这一点儿而互相残杀时,也是小圆保护了她。 However , actually and Madoka that feels from Fang Zheng is not quite same. 但是,从方正身上所感受的,却和小圆不太一样。 If wants Homura Akemi to describe, then she dependency on Madoka, is actually more like rolling up that two cubs tremble in the same place, licks to lick the wound mutually, feeling that each other sticking together warms up. Because Madoka also similarly is only a child, her age is also only 14 years old, again strength that even if she displays, is gentle, the matter that she handles will not be actually many. She will also pace back and forth, anxious time, will have the matter that oneself cannot achieve. 如果要晓美焰来形容的话,那么她对小圆的依赖,其实更像是两只幼兽瑟瑟发抖的蜷缩在一起,互相舔舐伤口,彼此抱团取暖的感觉。因为小圆也同样只是一个孩子,她的年龄也才只有14岁,哪怕她表现的再坚强,再温柔,她所做的事情其实也不会太多。她也同样会有彷徨,不安的时候,也会有自己做不到的事情。 However Fang Zheng is different, he gives the feeling of Homura Akemi to seem like a big tree, huge, strongly and relieved, seems like does not have any matter is he cannot achieve! 但是方正不同,他给晓美焰的感觉就好像是一颗大树,庞大,坚强而让人安心,就好像没有什么事情是他做不到的! Yes, looks like in Homura Akemi , perhaps really does not have any matter is Fang Zheng could not have achieved. 是的,在晓美焰看来,恐怕还真没有什么事情是方正做不到的。 The magical girl who he even can let witch restores the original appearance! 他甚至能够让魔女化的魔法少女重新恢复原本的样子! This has far exceeded the imagination of Homura Akemi ! 这就已经远远超出了晓美焰的想象了! Why this is also Madoka from Homura Akemi seeks help, Homura Akemi first thinks that Fang Zheng’s reason ——— can handle the witch opposite parties, is only accident/surprise injured is also not easy? 这也是为什么小圆晓美焰求助的时候,晓美焰第一时间就想到方正的原因———魔女化对方都能够搞定,区区一个意外受伤还不是手到擒来? However in contacts after Fang Zheng, Homura Akemi a little regretted suddenly. 不过在和方正联络之后,晓美焰忽然有点儿后悔了。 She knows certainly that Fang Zheng is doing at present, after all hunting witch reverses this work is very important, the magical girl who they rescue at present are more, will be more advantageous during the fight of night of witch, but oneself take this minor matter to go to the troublesome opposite party, this really? 她当然知道方正眼下在干什么,毕竟狩猎魔女反转这个工作可是很重要的,她们眼下解救出来的魔法少女越多,在魔女之夜的战斗之中就会越有利,而自己却拿这种小事去麻烦对方,这样真的好吗? In the fact Homura Akemi had thought at that time, what to do if Fang Zheng did not have the time rejection should by the busy work. 事实上当时晓美焰都想过,万一方正以忙工作没时间拒绝该怎么办了。 Never expected that he not only readily agrees, but also helps itself and Madoka clear ......... at least in Homura Akemi that then how should do says look like, according to the Fang Zheng’s approach, the successful probability will be very definitely high. If went to and beautiful tree Saya in addition by oneself said that ......... has not known the situation will turn into what appearance. 没想到他不但一口答应,而且还帮自己和小圆把接下来该怎么做都说的清清楚楚………至少在晓美焰看来,按照方正的做法,成功的机率肯定会很高。如果让自己去和美树沙耶加说的话………还不知道情况会变成什么样子呢。 This made Homura Akemi first time that the one person alone has fought bravely feel some sense of dependence ——— to know, even if in previous innumerable samsara, she fought with other companions, without such sense of dependence. 这让一直孤身奋战的晓美焰第一次感受到了某种依赖感———要知道哪怕是在之前的无数次轮回之中,她和其他的同伴一起战斗,也没有这样的依赖感。 Is more like with Madoka that each other depends upon. 小圆那更像是彼此依靠。 However and Fang Zheng not too same ......... 但是和方正不太一样……… Thinks till here, suddenly, the Homura Akemi innermost feelings jump suddenly. 想到这里,忽然,晓美焰内心猛然一跳。 What to do if these were defeated time again? 万一这一次再失败了怎么办? Once this thought appears from the Homura Akemi mind, is unable to vanish again. 这个念头一旦从晓美焰的脑海之中浮现,就再也无法消失了。 Really was she failed too multiple, Homura Akemi deep down does not even believe oneself can escape from this samsara, she is more like a robot now, but followed the established objectives advance, actually as for can arrive at the end point, to be honest Homura Akemi some have not cared. Perhaps she like this continuously numb insists, until self- collapse, that moment of thorough destruction. 实在是她失败了太多次,以至于晓美焰甚至内心深处都不相信自己能够逃出这个轮回了,她现在更像是一个机器人,只是遵循既定的目标前进,至于究竟能不能到达终点,说实话晓美焰已经有些不在乎了。或许她会这样一直麻木的坚持下去,直到自我崩溃,彻底毁灭的那一刻。 However, this Fang Zheng’s emergence, made Homura Akemi that originally the numb heart beat finally day after day again. 然而,这一次方正的出现,却终于让晓美焰那颗原本日渐麻木的心再次跳动了起来。 Her rare had the fear to the failure again! 她难得的对失败再一次产生了恐惧! In the past Homura Akemi did not care about the failure, since were defeated, then Time Recall, returned to start directly again well. However this time, she actually did not think. 以往晓美焰并不在乎失败,既然失败了,那么就直接重新时间回溯,再次回到过去重新开始就好。但是这一次,她却不这么想了。 If by some chance ......... in the next samsara, by some chance what to do oneself they hasn't met with Fang Zheng? Under a samsara, what to do Fang Zheng haven't they appeared? 万一………万一在下个轮回,自己没有和方正他们相遇怎么办?或者下个轮回,方正他们没有出现怎么办? By that time, can oneself alone the a person fight? 到那个时候,难道自己又要独自一个人战斗吗? Thinks till here, Homura Akemi clenched both fists, goes all out to shake the head, tries to throw off the melancholy and anxiety of deep down. 想到这里,晓美焰握紧双拳,拼命摇了摇头,试图甩掉自己内心深处的忧郁和不安。 , Fang Zheng-san from another world, his side will not have similarly powerful magical girl, moreover at present we also save many witch ......... this time, we can certainly defeat the night of witch, breaks this circulation, bringing an end to everything! 不会的,方正先生来自另外一个世界,他身边还有同样强大的魔法少女,而且目前我们也拯救了不少魔女………这一次,我们一定能够击败魔女之夜,打破这个循环,结束这一切 But ......... failed by some chance? 可是………万一失败了呢? Thinks till here, the Homura Akemi innermost feelings even more are anxious ......... she to close the eye like this, murky fell asleep. 想到这里,晓美焰内心越发不安起来………她就这样闭上眼睛,昏昏沉沉的进入了梦乡。
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