Said the complaint, but also really does not have, after all, everyone can say that departed from the original intention, but only has the boss, has actually been persevering the conscience. 说埋怨,还真没有,毕竟,大家可以说都背离了初衷,但唯有头儿,却一直坚守着本心。 Everyone are more, to admiring of boss. 大家心里更多的,还是对头儿的佩服吧。 „Boss person?” Qin Siyu opens the mouth to ask. “头儿人呢？”秦思宇开口问道。 These seven pictures in living room are the without a doubt, but invited the people who the boss draws the boss who three years later gathered together in? 客厅里的这七幅画是头儿画的这毋庸置疑,但邀请众人在三年后再聚首的头儿呢？ Xu Qiang opened the door of one side bedroom, discovered that inside is turning on a light. 许强推开了一侧卧室的门,发现里面亮着灯。 On the bed of bedroom does not have the bed sheet, above evenly is piling up one on top of another everyone's work series, somewhat, was the publication, somewhat, did not have the means publication, but was oneself prints, can be the illegal publications. 卧室的床上没有床单,上头整齐地堆叠着所有人的作品系列,有些,是出版了的,有些,则没办法出版而是自己印刷出来的,可以算得上是非法出版物了。 On this, is memory stack that in that five years the work room has, for example «A'Ming the Vampire» «Firewood-Cutter» «Xue San the Dwarf» wait/etc these, after the work room dismisses, the people will receive the electronic manuscript that the boss sends in the mailbox once in a while, is the boss is still continue continue for everyone silently is drawing the following story. 这上面,是工作室存在的那五年里的记忆堆积,例如《吸血鬼阿铭》《砍柴人》《侏儒薛三》等等这些,在工作室解散之后,众人都会每隔一段时间在邮箱里收到头儿发来的电子稿,是头儿还在默默地继续为大家续画着后面的故事。 Under bed, there are very thick one pack of manhua. 在床下,也有很厚的一叠漫画。 The people walk, picks following manhua, discovered that basically is that two woman telephones for the manhua style similar work of subject. 众人走过去,将下面的漫画捡起来,发现基本上都是和那部两个女人打电话为主题的漫画风格类似的作品。 The bosses have been insisting the original intention of work room, but the boss should be short of money, therefore drew can the realization work make money much. 头儿一直在坚持着工作室的初衷,但头儿应该是缺钱了,所以画了不少可以变现的作品赚钱。 After seeing these works, the brow of Deng Ge wrinkled fiercely, he was somewhat discontented, he thinks the boss has been sticking to the principle, did not forget the first thought that even if could not make what money unable to become famous also refuses to balk. 在见到这些作品后,邓歌的眉头皱得更厉害了,他有些不满,原本他认为头儿一直是坚守着原则,不忘初心,哪怕赚不到什么钱也无法出名也在所不惜。 But since the boss has been drawing these works to make money, showed that the boss has taken easy, such being the case, why doesn't the boss look for oneself? 但既然头儿已经在画这些作品赚钱了,证明头儿已经想开了,既然如此,头儿为什么不来找自己？ Difficult to be inadequate , because embarrassed? 难不成,是因为不好意思么？ Deng Ge felt, if the boss thinks like this, that really tarnished that more than five years everyone's friendship. 邓歌觉得,如果头儿是这样想的话,那真的是玷污了那五年多来大家的情谊。 At this moment, the Deng Ge cell phone made a sound, labels for „boss” the WeChat account number sends in a video. 就在这时,邓歌的手机响了,标注为“头儿”的微信账号发来一则视频。 „Is the news of boss?” Qin Siyu asked. “是头儿的消息？”秦思宇问道。 Deng Ge nods, simultaneously holds up the cell phone. 邓歌点了点头,同时将手机举起。 Others stood Deng Ge behind, everyone really cared how very much the boss passes now, and was also very curious, the boss gathered here to come everyone to make anything. 其余人都站到了邓歌的身后,大家真的很关心头儿现在过得如何,且也很好奇,头儿把大家聚集到这里来是要做什么。 In video picture, from the beginning only then a chair, the lens somewhat rock, should be the boss in the adjustment cell phone camera angle. 视频画面中,一开始只有一把椅子,镜头则是有些晃动,应该是头儿在调整手机摄像头角度。 Quick, 很快, A back appears from the lens, is walking toward the chair. 一个背影从镜头中出现,正在向椅子走去。 This person puts on dark-red hoodie, the step is very slow, as if walks has enough to do. 这个人穿着暗红色的卫衣,步履很慢,似乎走得很吃力。 When the person in video arrives around the chair, has turned around, when facing camera, 等到视频中的人走到椅子跟前,转过身,面对摄像头时, Deng Ge as well as on the Deng Ge behind people face revealed the astonished color. 邓歌以及邓歌身后的众人脸上都露出了惊愕之色。 „Long time no see...... everyone.” “好久不见了……大家。” The person in video, truly is a boss, this cannot do false. 视频中的人,确实是头儿,这做不得假。 But what makes the people not dare to believe that at this time sits the boss on chair, his face, is much thinner, revealed the arm of sleeve cuff also only to be left over skinny, and is still twitching extremely clearly. 但让众人不敢置信的是,此时坐在椅子上的头儿,他的脸,已经瘦得凹陷了下去,露出袖口的手臂也只剩下了皮包骨头,且还在极为清晰地抽搐着。 „How boss turned into this appearance!” Deng Ge calls out in alarm said. “头儿怎么变成这个样子了！”邓歌惊呼道。 Three years ago, when everyone disbands, the boss looks also appears some subhealthy because of the long-term bending over one's desk creation merely, this regarding the modern people, at all is not anything. 三年前,大家散伙时,头儿看起来也仅仅是因为长时间的伏案创作而显得有些亚健康罢了,这对于现代人来说,根本不算什么。 But at this time the appearance of boss, is actually a skeleton regards the feeling. 但此时头儿的模样,却已然是一具骨架的即视感。 This is, sickness? 这是,病了？ The relations of purest clear, most are worth recalling, regardless of the present everyone achievement height, mixes the quality, no one is able to write off in that five years of time everyone interest in the friendship that is congenial. 最为纯澈的关系,才最值得回忆,无论现在大家成就高低,混得好坏,谁也无法去抹杀在那个五年的时光里大家意趣相投的情谊。 „Deng Ge, do you also blame me?” “邓歌,你还怪我么？” Zheng Fan( boss) the sound is very hoarse, when speech, is difficult like promoting two rusty gears to rub. 郑凡(头儿)的声音已经很沙哑了,说话时,艰难得如同是在推动着两具生锈的齿轮在摩擦。 „Sorry ............” “对不起…………” The Zheng Fan sound is very weak. 郑凡的声音很是虚弱。 Deng Ge clenches teeth. 邓歌咬了咬牙。 „Deng Ge, forgave me not to listen to your suggestion initially, otherwise, everyone may not disband, work room, should also.” “邓歌,原谅我当初没听你的建议,否则,大家可能不会散伙的,工作室,也应该还在。” „We also cross now well.” Deng Ge is thinking aloud. “我们现在也过得不错。”邓歌自言自语着。 „ I do not want to change, something, some tastes, since liked, only wants to like with all one's heart, does not want to change, was disinclined changes. “我是不想变了,有些东西,有些口味,既然喜欢了,就只想一门心思地一直喜欢下去,不想变,也懒得去变了。 Because, I originally not long good work. 因为,我本来就没有多久好活了。 Therefore, Deng Ge, therefore, everyone, please forgive, please forgive my selfish. ” 所以,邓歌,所以,大家,请原谅,请原谅我的自私。” Zheng Fan seems like plans to stand up, bows to apologize to everyone, but just stood, actually seems like the strength to fall short, sat, finally, can only sit on the chair lowers the head. 郑凡似乎是打算站起身,给大家鞠躬致歉,但刚站起来,却又像是力有不逮,又坐了回去,最后,只能坐在椅子上低下了头。 „Five years ago, I inspected to have a rare incurable illness, world, possibly also be only more than 100 contract this sickness personally, non-solution in medicine. Therefore, at that time, I know that ......... knows oneself could not live the multi- lengths.” “五年前,我就检查出了得了一种罕见的绝症,全球,可能也就只有一百多个人患有这个病,在医学上无解。所以,在那个时候,我就知道………知道自己活不了多长了。” At this point, Zheng Fan self-ridiculed that the type smiled, then caused the cough of oneself, as if every time coughs one time, just like must carry is pantingly same. 说到这里,郑凡自嘲式地笑了起来,转而引起了自己的咳嗽,似乎每咳一次,都宛若要背过气一样。 „ Was sorry, to make money, drawing some are not my style manhua, actually, the feeling is good. “抱歉了,为了赚钱,画了一些不是我风格的漫画,其实,感觉还不错。 These manhua, I also very like, but, indeed is not the style and type that I most am deeply in love with. 那些漫画,我也挺喜欢的,不过,的确不是我最钟情的风格和类型。 But when I discovered that the oneself physical condition constantly is deteriorating, and had had a premonition oneself will paralyze finally when the result on the hospital bed barely managing to maintain a feeble existence, I decided, goes to Holland to accept the euthanasia. 但我当发现自己的身体状况正在不断地恶化且已经预感到了自己最终会瘫痪在病床上苟延残喘的结局时,我决定,去荷兰接受安乐死。 These manhua, are I to gather to go to Holland to conduct the euthanasia the fund to draw. 这些漫画,是我为了凑到去荷兰进行安乐死的款项而画的。 When you see this video, I should already in Holland, hehe. 当你们看到这则视频时,我应该已经在荷兰了吧,呵呵。 Siyu, you must pay attention to protect the body of oneself, your physical quality, was too weak,...... naturally, I did not have the qualifications saying that your body was bad. 思宇啊,你得注意保护自己的身体,你的身体素质,真的太弱了,呵……当然,我也没资格说你身体差了。 Siyao, the vision should not be so high, was the time looks for a companion, un, Deng Ge do not elect him. ” 思瑶,眼光不要那么高了,也是时候找一个伴儿了,嗯,邓歌就别选他了。” „............” Deng Ge. “…………”邓歌。 „That day that Elder Brother Qiang, you walk, gave that bowl of surface that I made finally, the flavor, I had not forgotten.” “强哥,你走的那天,给我最后做的那一碗面,味道,我一直没忘。” „Deng Ge, your movie, I looked, does well, the picture is very good, is very good, what a pity, our initial these works, it is estimated that did not have the opportunity to inundate to change, on impossible screen.” “邓歌,你的电影,我都看了,做得很不错,画面很好,真的很好,可惜了,我们当初的那些作品,估计是没机会漫改了,也不可能上荧幕了。” „ A'Qiu, the Liang Cheng matter, your also this/should learned put down, right, A'Qiu, in the table drawer, there is a will that I left, the heritage showed that also has made the notarization, I did not remain how much money, remained this house, I know after Liang Cheng walked, you have been making the charity, helping me sell this house, sold money, made the charity. “阿秋,梁程的事,你也该学会放下了,对了,阿秋,在桌子抽屉里,有我留下的遗书,遗产证明也做过公证了,我不剩多少钱了,就剩这间房子,我知道在梁程走后,你一直在做慈善,帮我把这房子卖了,卖的钱,也做做慈善吧。 Drew so many years devils, near to the end, must leave behind anything, therefore, I had not chosen a oneself only house sell raised money to go to Holland. ” 画了这么多年的恶魔,临到头,总得留下点什么,所以,我一直没有选择把自己唯一的一套房子卖了筹钱去荷兰。” „ My body, is not really good, to be honest, I do not think that the oneself life the last section of road, lay down on the hospital bed passed, therefore, today, is I chooses for a day that brought to say goodbye. “我的身体,真的已经不行了,说心里话,我不想自己生命的最后一段路,是躺在病床上度过的,所以,今天,是我选择拿来告别的一天。 Really happy, can happily see again/goodbye to everyone. 真的很高兴,很高兴能够再见到大家。 Very much happily in that five years, there is everyone 's companion, can create so many splendid stories and roles with everyone happily, I, can think your. 很高兴在那五年里,有大家的陪伴,很高兴能和大家一起创造出那么多精彩的故事和角色,我,会想你们的。 Wishes you to succeed in one's pursuit, health. ” 祝愿你们事业有成,身体健康。” ............... …………… In a hospital ward, Zheng Fan sits in the bedside, its vision, seven manhua works has swept on around the bed is placing slowly. 一间病房内,郑凡坐在床边,其目光,在床榻周围摆放着的七本漫画作品上缓缓地扫过。 «Demon Pill» «Firewood-Cutter» «A'Ming the Vampire» «Bei the Blind Man» «Feng Siniang» «Xue San the Dwarf» «Zombie’s Blood» 《魔丸》《砍柴人》《吸血鬼阿铭》《瞎子北》《风四娘》《侏儒薛三》《僵尸的血》 When a life of person soon comes to the end, the matter that often most likes handling, looks back. 当一个人的生命快要走到尽头时,往往最喜欢做的事情,就是回首。 It looks like old age old person, lies down on the chair, is sunning while narrows the eyes to focus. 就像是垂暮老人,躺在靠椅上,一边晒着太阳一边眯着眼。 „Starts.” “开始吧。” Zheng Fan to standing doctors and two nurses in front of oneself said. 郑凡对站在自己面前的一名医生和两名护士说道。 …… 紧接着, His oneself also lay down on the bed, that all around by the hospital bed that manhua surrounded. 他自己也躺到了床上,那张,四周被漫画所包围的病床。 „Mister Zheng, confirmed that doesn't need the pastor to present?” Stemming from the professional accomplishment, this doctor David also inquired, added simultaneously: „He can let your soul, has been rested in the heaven.” “郑先生,确认不需要牧师在场么？”出于职业素养,这名医生大卫还是又询问了一遍,同时补充道:“他可以让您的灵魂,在天堂得到安息。” Zheng Fan shakes the head very much tranquilly, said: „David, what I believe is the devil, I will not go to the heaven.” 郑凡很平静地摇摇头,道:“大卫,我信奉的是魔鬼,我也不会去天堂。” David shrugs, nods, hints the oneself assistant to go forward to start. 大卫耸了耸肩,点点头,示意自己的助手上前开始。 Zheng Fan closed the eye slowly, 郑凡缓缓地闭上了眼, The sensation the oneself arm position has an icy cold acupuncture to enter. 感知着自己手臂位置有一根冰凉的针刺入了进来。 Hū, 呼, Must finish...... 要结束了么……