Divine Realm, Sanctuary.神界,圣域。Inthisvastsea of flowers, lay downpure whiteGoddesshereisvanishesto disappear.
在这片一望无际的花海里,原本躺在这里的纯白女神已然是消失不见了。What replaces it is a young girl.
取而代之的是一个少女。
A semblanceagelooksonlyhasaround 13-14 years old, is fair-skinned, the staturewas petite, hadgolden color and waistlong hair, has the provoking a person to love tenderlysemblance, put onextremelyboldly, andexposed, bodyonlythrew over the furcoat that a frontis opening wideandblocks from the keyspot the leather clothing, the headwearsbefore the sorceressto break out, the brimspacioushat, on the facealsowearsyoung girl who an eye-shade that is covering the right eye.
一个外表年龄看上去仅有十三、四岁左右,皮肤白皙,身材娇小,留了一头金色及腰长发,拥有着惹人怜爱的外表,穿着极其大胆且暴露,身上仅披着一件前襟敞开的皮草大衣和遮住重点部位的皮衣,头上戴着女巫般前端突起,帽沿宽大的帽子,脸上还戴着一只覆盖着右眼的眼罩的少女。In the hand of young girltakesoneto havewith the treessimilardesign, all over the bodygiantlong spear/gun that is madebygolden.
少女的一只手上拿着一把有着和树木相似的设计,通体由黄金所制成的巨大长枪。Impressively, is Skienhas then hadthatGoddess of casual acquaintance.
赫然,便是和希恩有过一面之缘的那位女神。
Since previoustimechangesthisappearance, Goddess is quite seemingly pleasingaboutthisStatus/condition, orisabout the Skienpleasingthisstancematterfelt that has comprehendedgeneral, has been maintainingthisstance.
自从上次变化成这个模样以后,女神貌似就对这幅状态颇为中意,或者说是对希恩中意这幅姿态的事情感到有所领悟一般,一直维持着这幅姿态。Shewas notlikesthisstance, only, sinceSkienliked, Goddess that name that toppedoneselfoncegood friendhadwith the sameappearance, shechangedslightly, existedwith the differentstanceshere, pouringwas a pleasure.
她也不是喜欢上了这幅姿态,只是既然希恩喜欢,又有一个冠上了自己曾经的好友的名字的女神拥有和自己一样的长相,那她稍微变化一下,用不同的姿态存在于这里,倒不失为一种乐趣。Naturally, cansee the person who fortunatelyitsthisstanceis few, evenit can be said thatdoes not have others except forSkienas well asNienby the outsideagain.
当然,能够有幸见到其这幅姿态的人很少,甚至可以说是除了希恩以及妮恩以外便再无他人。However, Goddessdoes not care, withthisAnother WorldDemon Godstance, has stoodin the center of sea of flowers.
不过,女神也不在乎,就这么以这幅异世界魔神的姿态,一直站在花海的中央。Carefullylooked,Goddessonlyrevealedleft eyeoutsidealsoto shut, like sitting in repose with eyes closedto resemble.
仔细一看,女神仅露在外的左眼亦是闭了起来,有如在闭目养神似的。Insea of flowersonce for a whilehas blownintermittentwind, making the Goddessbodyfurcoatbe moved, swungin the wind, lookedquiteelegant.
花海中时不时的吹过一阵阵的风,让女神身上的皮草大衣都被吹动了起来,于风中摇摆,看起来颇为飘逸。
By somemoment, Goddessas iffeltwhatgeneral, suddenlyopened the eye.
直到某一刻里,女神才仿佛感受到了什么一般,突然睁开了眼睛。Shehas transferred the line of sight, looksto a direction, likecansee that the condition in remoteanotherworldis ordinary, in a soft voicewhispering.
她转过视线,看向一个方向,如同能够看到遥远的另外一个世界的状况一般,轻声呢喃。„Had foundretrievedin the past " key " ?”
“已经找到寻回过去的「钥匙」了吗?”Goddesslikehad then expected that appearanceof this day was the same, thinking aloud.女神便如同早已预料到了这一天的出现一样,自言自语着。„Should hebe very painfulnow?”
“他现在应该很痛苦吧?”„After all, was summonedHero that thisworldcomesafterthatchild, allby " " the mechanism that shewill supposein secrettaking awayinAnother Worldmostmemories.”
“毕竟,在那孩子之后被召唤到这个世界来的勇者,全部都会被「她」暗中设下的机制给夺去在异世界的大部分记忆。”„But " she " powerreturns to parental home after being divorcedpowerful, actuallynot like mepoweralmighty, can only the violentdestructionrememberlike that oncesuchmemorywere retrieved, will inevitably bring the enormouspainto the litigant.”
“可「她」的力量强大归强大,却不像我的力量那般全能,只能暴力破坏记忆,这样的记忆一旦遭到寻回,势必会给当事人带来极大的痛苦。”„Thismatter, including【Hero Summoning Ceremony】Does not know,he was also definitely kept in the dark.”
“这件事,连【勇者召唤式】都不知道,他肯定也是被蒙在鼓里的。”Butthisis the test that hemustexperience.
可这是他必须经历的考验。OtherHerocanloseprevious life's memorynot to relate, heis not only good.
其余的勇者可以失去前世的记忆没关系,唯独他不行。Because, hewill arrive atthisworld, will havepresentpower, andnot onlyonly, becausewas summonedinthisworld, becomes the relations of Hero.
因为,他会来到这个世界,会拥有现在的力量,并不仅仅只是因为被召唤到这个世界里来,成为了勇者的关系。Hisorderisinstead.
他的顺序是反的。Otherswere summonedinthisworld, thenawakened『Hero』concept, obtainedHoly SwordandUnique Skill, obtainedpower.
别人都是被召唤到这个世界里来,然后才觉醒了「勇者」的概念,得到了圣剑和独有技能,获得了力量。Heundervariouscausecoincidences, starting fromthat moment of birth, was forcedto become『Hero』thisexistence, obtainedthreein a big waytohighconceptpower, becomeshas the powerindividualinAnother Worldonly.
他则是在各种因缘巧合之下,从出生的那一刻开始,就被迫成为了「勇者」这种存在,得到了三大至高概念的力量,成为了唯一在异世界里拥有力量的个体。To a certain extent, hewill be summonedinthisworld, it can be said thatinevitableresult.
某种程度上来说,他会被召唤到这个世界里来,可以说是必然的结果。Therefore, ifhedoes not wantto knowalltruthalsoonforget it/that's all, ifhewantsto knowall, understands that all, that must retrievethesememories, retrievesownfirst half of lifeis good.
所以,他若是不想知道一切的真相也就罢了,若是他想知晓一切,明白一切的话,那就必须得寻回那些记忆,寻回自己的前半生才行。Wholetshimsimilarlyis the person in thisgame, at allisn't the externalobserver?
谁让他同样是这局中的人,根本不是什么外来的旁观者呢?『Demon King』.「魔王」。
" Goddess " .
「女神」。『Hero』.「勇者」。Thesethreebigconcepthave interwovenmutually, mutualentanglement.
这三大概念就一直都是互相交织,互相纠缠的。
The childwantsto seek foroncetruth, healso the joinis naturally good.
那孩子想寻找曾经的真相,那他自己本身自然也得入局才行。Goddessdid not mindactuallyhelpshis, butthatvestigeisownforbidden area.女神倒是不介意帮他一把,可那座遗迹一直都是自己的禁区。Therehas " her " poweris protecting, the person who oneselfreceiveitsrestraintlike thisbasically cannot go, withallknowsalmightypowerto peep there unable to achievecoherently, can only byexistinginthatchildwithin the bodyownprecious jade, detectedindistinctlyhadanything.
那里有「她」的力量在守护,自己这样受其克制的人基本是进不去的,连利用全知全能的力量窥视一眼那里都做不到,只能凭借存在于那孩子体内的自己的宝玉,隐隐约约察觉到都发生了些什么。Therefore, Goddessalso can only here, offer the blessingtothatchild.
因此,女神也只能在这里,给那孩子献上一些祝福了。„Hopes the regret that youcanmake up forthree of usonceto be.”
“但愿你能弥补我们三人曾经留下的遗憾吧。”Goddesssowhispering, sohope.女神如此呢喃,亦如此希冀。
......
......Meanwhile, like that is falling intoto the enormouspain that injust likeSkienGoddess in Sanctuarydeclared.
与此同时,希恩正如圣域中的女神宣称的那般,正陷入到极大的痛苦中。In the mind, memoriesappearin the scalding hotpain, makingSkienfeel the suffering.
脑海里,一段段记忆在灼热般的痛楚中浮现,让希恩倍感煎熬。„Thisactuallywhat's the matter...!?”
“这究竟是怎么回事...!?”Skienthinkssuchto shoutvery much, actually the sorrowfuldiscovery, oneselfthis degree ofmattercannot achievecontinually.希恩很想这么呐喊,却悲哀的发现,自己连这种程度的事情都做不到。Hispresentfeeling, looks like the headto be reduced feverto be the same by the possessionstoveforcefully, alsopain, is hotmakeshimgo crazy.
他现在的感觉,就像是脑袋被硬生生的拿到火炉里去烧一样,又痛苦,又热得让他发狂。In such a case, someas iffragmentpicture and soundkeepappearinginitsmind.
在这样的情况下,一些仿佛断片般的画面和声音在其脑海中不停出现。———— " why is it like this? " ————「为什么会这样?」———— " whythat will powerrun up tothischild'sbody? " ————「那股力量为什么会跑到这个孩子的身上?」———— " because ofmecontinuouslyinintenserejectionthispower, thereforeitdoes run up tomy child'sbody? " ————「是因为我一直在强烈的拒绝这股力量,所以它才跑到我的孩子的身上吗?」———— " why is it like this? why is it like this...!? " ————「为什么会这样?为什么会这样...!?」Thiswas a young married womanis hugging the newly-bornchild, inpicture that in the dimroomsobbed.
这是一个少妇抱着自己刚刚出生的孩子,在昏暗的房间里哭泣的画面。———— " mother, myso hot. " ————「妈妈,我好热。」———— " felt relieved,wait a momentwas all right. " ————「放心,等一下就没事了。」———— " why do Ionce in a whilebecomeon the whole bodysuchhot? Isbecausemybodyis sick? " ————「为什么我会每隔一段时间就全身变得这么热?是因为我的身上有什么病吗?」———— " of course not, do not indulge in flights of fancy, youris very healthy, will not havewhatsickness. " ————「当然不是,你千万别胡思乱想,你的身体很好,才不会得什么病呢。」———— " , sincedid not get sick, what my was? " ————「既然不是得病了,那我这是得了什么?」
" Perhaps————...... iscurses. " ————「......也许是诅咒吧。」———— " curse? " ————「诅咒?」———— " right, the curse, my uselessmotherleavesyourcurse. " ————「对,诅咒,我这个不中用的妈妈留给你的诅咒。」Thisis the young married womanin a side that lies down the youngboyonbed, is taking care ofhim, picture that whileis speakingby the sadsound and expression.
这是少妇在一个躺在床上的小男孩的身边,一边照顾着他,一边以哀伤的声音及表情说着话的画面。———— " yougivemeto come! " ————「你给我过来!」———— " Inot! Iright! " ————「我不!我没错!」———— " you're still talkingyouright? Youdid not have a look atyouto make intowhatappearanceothers! " ————「你还说你没错?你也不看看你把人家打成什么样子了!」———— " IsaidIdo not have! Myonlypushedhisonegently! Finallyhisoneselfflew! " ————「我都说了我没有!我只是轻轻推了他一下而已!结果他就自己飞出去了!」———— " , thereforeIdid not tellyoumanyto be inferior, did not permityouto playoverdonewithotherchild, does not permitto fightwithothers? " ————「所以我不是告诉过你很多次了,不准你跟别家的小孩玩得那么过火,更不准和别人打架的吗?」———— " why? could it bereallytoldthese people are same? BecauseIam the monster!? " ————「为什么啊?难道真的跟那些人说的一样吗?因为我是怪物吗!?」———— " ...... youare not the monster. " ————「......你不是怪物。」———— " whatthatIam!? " ————「那我到底是什么!?」———— " you are a my son! Foreveris! " ————「你是我的儿子!永远都是!」Thisis the young married womanis teaching itselfalready the son who graduallygrows up, teachesfinally, turned into the picture of bursting into tearsover the face.
这是少妇在教训自己已然逐渐长大的儿子,教训到最后,又变成了流泪满面的画面。Withthesepictures, the young married womaninjunctions of infancy to maturity, startsto reappearinSkien's mind.
伴随着这些画面,少妇从小到大的一句句嘱咐,也开始浮现在希恩的脑海中。„Remember, youand others aredifferent, yourwithin the bodyhasothers nothing, if not take good care, not onlywill harmothers, will also harmyourself.”
“记住,你和他人是不同的,你的体内有着别人没有的东西,如果不好好注意,不仅会伤害到别人,还会伤害到你自己。”„Younowperhapscould not have controlledthispower, butdoesn't matter, thispowerwill not have the evil intentiontoyou, thereforeyoucannotthink the ignoresitacts unreasonably, butmustsuppressit, rejectsit, like thisitwill becomewill get downlaw-abidingly.”
“你现在或许还控制不了这股力量,但没关系,这股力量对你不会有恶意,所以你不能想着放任它乱来,而是必须压制它,拒绝它,这样它就会变得安分下去。”„Youlaterwere used to it, thispowerdeep sleep, withme, will wake upinitiallyvery muchdifficultlyagain.”
“等你以后习惯了,这股力量就会沉睡,和我当初一样,很难再醒来。”„Ifsome day, youawakenedthispower, youmustcontrolit.”
“如果有朝一日,你唤醒了这股力量,那你一定要控制住它。”„Thisinvertspower of the world sufficiently, mustuseproperly, understood?”
“这是足以颠倒世界的力量,一定要妥善使用,知道了吗?”
The injunction of young married woman, thatclear, is clear.
少妇的嘱咐,就是那么的清晰,那么清楚。At that time, herexpressionwas serious, was earnest, Skienrecordedfinally.
当时,她的表情有多么严肃,多么认真,希恩终于是记了起来了。Whywill forget?
为什么会忘记呢?Important does such matter, whythinkuntil now?
这么重要的事情,为什么会直到现在才想起来?Rapownhead that Skienmakes an effort, notbecause ofannoying, because remembered the importantthing.希恩用力的敲击自己的脑袋,不是因为懊恼,而是因为想起了重要的事物。Yes.
是了。Yes!
是了!Thatismy... mother!
那是我的...母亲!Originally, sheis...
原来,她是...Originally, Iam...
原来,我是...Clues in brainthengraduallyconnectedone, finallyderivedoneto makeSkienshock, and evenfelt the absurdtruth.
脑中的一条条线索便逐渐的连接了一起,最终导出了一个让希恩为之震惊,乃至是为之感到荒唐的真相。Xiaohui————thisnamebecomesSkiento retrieve the pastkey, becomesallkeys.
「小慧」————这个名字成为了希恩寻回过去的钥匙,成为了一切的关键。Then, inSkien's mind, flashed through the lastpicture.
然后,希恩的脑海里,闪过了最后一幅画面。Thatis the young married womanundernightstarry sky, desire that talked over.
那是少妇在一个夜晚的星空下,无意间念叨出来的愿望。———— " , if there is opportunity, reallywantsto seethese two peopleonetimeagain. " ————「如果有机会,真想再见到那两人一次。」Thisdesire, thispicture, becomes the finalmemory in the Skienmindflashing through.
这个愿望,这幅画面,成为了希恩脑海中闪过的最后的记忆。„————”
“————”unknowingly, the Skienthatsomewhatpainfulcrystopped.不知不觉间,希恩那有些痛苦的叫声停了下来。Fromitsbodycombustion, butMagic Power, similarlygradualsubsidingunder.
从其身上燃烧而起的魔力,同样逐渐的平息而下。
The air wavegraduallyelapses.
气浪逐渐逝去。
The interior of vestigeis gradually quiet.
遗迹的内部逐渐平静。„Hū... hū...”
“呼...呼...”Skienkneelsin the midpoint of vestige, is holding the head, is breathing heavily, in the eyesflashes through the shocking, silentandcomplexmood.希恩就跪在遗迹的正中央,抱着脑袋,喘着粗气,眼中闪过震惊、默然及复杂的情绪。„Master...”
“主人...”a formthenstaggeringwalkstowardSkien's direction.一道身影这才踉踉跄跄的向着希恩的方向走来。Skienthenrememberedanythingprobably, has turned the headhastily, looksto the acoustic sourceplace, sawownsmallmaid.希恩这才好像想起了什么,连忙转过头,看向声源处,见到了自家的小女仆。Rashastained the black salton the whole body, figuresomeare not also steady, walkstaggering, seems likeverydistressed.菈夏就浑身沾满了黑灰,身形亦有些不稳,走路踉踉跄跄的,看起来非常的狼狈。„Rasha!”
“菈夏!”Skienresponded, cannot attend tosomeheartbeatsas well asindistinctalsoscalding hotheads that has not subsidedcompletely, sets out, walksin the Rashadirection.希恩反应了过来,顾不得还未完全平息的心跳以及隐隐约约还有些灼热的脑袋,起身,向着菈夏的方向走去。„Wū...”
“呜...”Rashafigurein a flash, a footstepssummit, the whole personproceedsto throw.菈夏身形一晃,脚步一颠,整个人都往前扑去。Skienhurriesextend the hand, justcaughtRasha that jumps in the bosom.希恩赶紧伸出手,刚好接住了扑进怀里的菈夏。„【Celestial Breathe】!”
“【吹星之息(CelestialBreathe)】!”
The nextsecond, SkienusesCelestial Body Magic that the cureusedwithout hesitation, lets the star lightfromownbodysparkle, according to Rasha's body.
下一秒钟,希恩毫不犹豫的使用了治愈用的天体魔法,让星光从自己的身上闪耀而起,照在了菈夏的身上。„Are youall right?”Skienis treatingRasha, whilesomewhatguiltysay/way: „Sorry, Iimplicatedyou.”
“你没事吧?”希恩一边治疗着菈夏,一边有些愧疚的道:“抱歉,我连累你了。”On the Skienfaceappeared the bitter and astringentexpression.希恩脸上浮现出了苦涩的表情。Rashastretch/leisurelyslowlyhas the one breath, probablymanyas, raised the head, lookedtoSkien.菈夏缓缓的舒出一口气,好像好了很多似的,抬起头,看向希恩。„Whathad?”
“发生什么了吗?”Rashainquiredearnestly.菈夏就这么认真的询问了。But, hearing thiscomplex of Skienactuallyface.
但,闻言的希恩却一脸的复杂。Rememberedjustinall that in the mindappeared, Skiensighs.
想起刚刚在脑海里浮现的一切,希恩叹了一口气。„All right, onlyrememberedsomepastthingsslightly.”
“没事,只是稍微想起了一些过去的事情而已。”Skienis saying.希恩这么说着。„Pastmatter?”
“过去的事情?”Rashais startledslightly.菈夏微微一怔。„Un.”Say/Way that Skiennodded, the tonesobbedinexplicably: „Althoughhas not thoughtcompletely, but the most importantpart, Ithoughtprobably.”
“嗯。”希恩点了点头,语气莫名唏嘘的道:“虽然还没有全部想起来,但最重要的部分,我好像都想起来了。”No, not only thought that but also the pastmatter and presentmatterconnectedinone, finallyobtainedsometruth.
不,不仅是想了起来而已,还将过去的事情以及现在的事情都串联在了一块,最终得出了一些真相。Eventhathas forgotten in the past a time, was intertwinedandhas doubtsbyownfirst half of liferiddle, solved.
连那已经遗忘过一次的过去中,一些让自己的前半生都纠结和疑惑不已的谜团,都解了开来。Therefore, Skienwill feelcomplex of moodanomaly.
所以,希恩才会感到心情异常的复杂。„Walks, wefirstgo back.”
“走吧,我们先回去。”SkienRashashakes the headtois starting to speak but hesitating, said.希恩对着欲言又止似的菈夏摇了摇头,这么说了。„Ialsoneedto reorganize the train of thoughtwell.”
“我也需要好好整理一下思绪了。”Howto sayagain,matterdevelopsthissituation, the obtainedtruth and answer, had exceeded the imagination of Skiento a certain extentby far.
再怎么说,事情发展到这个地步,得到的真相及答案,已经在一定程度上远远的超出了希恩的想象。Ownwhat should do?
自己到底该怎么办才好呢?
The Skienbrain is very chaotic, temporarilycannot find out a reason why.希恩脑子还很乱,暂时想不出一个所以然来。Butheknows,oneselfmustresult inthinkswell, reorganizedwell.
可他知道,自己必须得好好想想,好好整理整理了。In order tomake up forthatis obvious, againhow longis unable to hide...... this world's largest regret.
为了弥补那已然非常明显,无法再隐藏多久的......此世最大的遗憾。
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