DS :: Volume #8 江湖之畔

#1124: Hatred


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Huo Yun has gone long time ago to sleep, breath is vague, as if rests very fragrantly. 霍允早早就睡下了,呼吸若有若无,似乎睡得很香甜。. large cave/hole on wall can patch, Han Fen did not agree, must come several planks, stops up carelessly, „the next time will have an accident again, you can come directly.” 墙壁上的大洞本可以修补好,韩芬不同意,要来几块木板,草草堵住,“下回再出事,你就可以直接过来了。” Han Fen has lowered the sound, almost at the whisper, she has decided that does not leave the room, in the post house has the servant woman fixed time to come to deliver the food to take away the trash. 韩芬压低了声音,几乎是在耳语,她已经打定主意,一步不离房间,驿馆里自有仆妇定时过来送饭收走垃圾。 „Is she always sleeping?” Gu Shenwei also asked with small specially sound. “她总在睡觉吗?”顾慎为也用特别小的声音问。 Han Fen nods with a smile, like child, finished eating the food not to need a double-hour to go to sleep, daytime rests, in the evening also rests.” 韩芬笑着点点头,“像小孩一样,吃完饭用不上一个时辰就睡下了,白天睡,晚上也睡。” How did Doctor Sun say?” “孙神医怎么说?” He said that he cannot clarify, does not have any important matter in any case, can sleep to the training internal injury is a good deed.” “他说他也弄不清,反正没什么大事,能睡觉对修养内伤是件好事。” Gu Shenwei arrived at the bedside to look at one, Huo Yun has been having a good dream probably, the facial expression was temperate, double cheek slightly red, in the volume had thin perspiration, the draw increases several points of tender and beautiful, must trace for nearly ten years ago, two people formed when Golden Roc Castle together arm slave helped, she occasionally will show this expression. 顾慎为走到床边看了一眼,霍允大概正在做一场好梦,神情温和,双颊微红,额上有一层细汗,平增几分娇艳,要追溯到近十年之前,两人一块在金鹏堡里组建“臂奴帮”时,她才偶尔会露出这副表情。 Han Fen takes up the handkerchief of bedside to wipe the thin perspiration for her, the tone of appreciation said with the worship low voice: Compared with she more beautiful person?” 韩芬拿起床边的手巾替她揩去细汗,用崇拜而欣赏的语气小声说:“还有比她更美的人吗?” Gu Shenwei shakes the head, goes out of the room quietly, the inquiry outside Fang Wenshi: Doctor Sun? I must see him.” 顾慎为摇摇头,悄悄走出房间,询问等在外面的方闻是:“孙神医呢?我要见他。” Walked, gives desolate king to treat an illness, isn't this your order?” “走了,去给萧王治病,这不是你的命令吗?” Yes.” Gu Shenwei thought that was he makes Fan Yong da report Doctor Sun to desolate king. “是。”顾慎为想起来了,是他让范用大向萧王介绍孙神医的。 Two people return to the living room, Fang Wenshi to like a cat on hot bricks together, closed the door said: Shangguan Instructor is certainly harmless, she said that Jade City is Young Master Gu, gives back to you to be natural, you cannot...... That...... You cannot......” 两人一块回到客厅,方闻是局促不安,一关上门就说:“上官教头绝无恶意,她说璧玉城本来就是顾公子的,还给你理所应当,你不会……那个……你不会……” Vitality/Angry? Angry? Rejection? Disappointed? Fang Wenshi quite a while has not found out the appropriate word. 生气?恼怒?拒绝?失望?方闻是半天也没想出合适的词来。 Gu Shenwei sits on the chair ponders, „do you understand Death Sutra?” 顾慎为坐在椅子上沉思,“你了解死人经吗?” Death Sutra? Isn't you continuously in practicing murder martial arts?” Fang Wenshi nods, may I not like Death Sutra this name, heard that its also name was called Supreme Enlightenment Sword Sutra, this was quite good.” 死人经?不就是你一直在练的杀人武功吗?”方闻是点点头,“可我不太喜欢死人经这个名字,听说它还有一个名字叫大觉剑经,这个就比较好。” Fang Wenshi not martial arts, does not understand martial arts, because of so, Gu Shenwei thought exactly he is the appropriate talk object. 方闻是不会武功,也不懂武功,恰恰因为如此,顾慎为觉得他是个合适的谈话对象。 What called not to be unimportant, you believe that martial arts can solidify some mood at heart?” “叫什么不重要,你相信武功能将某种情绪固化在心里吗?” Fang Wenshi understood this is a serious talk, therefore also sits down, I listened to Shangguan Instructor to tell me Supreme Enlightenment Sword Sutra matter, I want was a little truth, any martial arts had such effect, for example I know that I can hit oversized most Bladesman, naturally dares to mind others' business, the literary talent was also so, I have read many books, dares to speak with confidence before the emperor, was not my courage is bigger, but was more confident. But like Supreme Enlightenment Sword Sutra, can solidify in the heart the hatred-- I could not understand, but can accept, because you with the governing masters were the living example.” 方闻是明白了这是一场严肃的谈话,于是也坐下,“我听上官教头跟我说过大觉剑经的事情,我想其中是有点道理的,任何武功都有这样的功效,比如我知道我能打过大多数刀客,自然就敢多管闲事,就连文采也是如此,我读过许多书,就敢在帝王面前侃侃而谈,不是我胆子更大,而是更有信心。可是像大觉剑经这样,能将仇恨在心中固化——我理解不了,不过能接受,因为你跟御众师就是活生生的例子。” Death Sutra indeed so, in my heart has a hatred, formerly I must remind itself not to be forgettable at times, after cultivating Death Sutra, does not need to remind, it at times, but I have made a mistake.” 死人经的确如此,我心中有一股仇恨,从前我得时时提醒自己不可忘记,修炼死人经之后,就再也不需要提醒,它时时都在,可是我犯了一个错误。” Mistake?” Fang Wenshi said with amazement. “错误?”方闻是惊讶地说。 Un, I think hatred in my heart in view of the extermination personal enemy, after Supreme King dies, I know that the fact is not like this.” “嗯,我以为我心中的仇恨是针对灭门仇人的,等到独步王死后,我才知道事实并非如此。” Fang Wenshi was more surprised, does not hate the extermination personal enemy, whom are you hating?” 方闻是更惊讶了,“不恨灭门仇人,你在恨谁?” „It is not does not hate, Supreme King kills all my family members, I hate certainly him, but that is only the ordinary hatred, is not the hatred that Death Sutra solidifies, cultivates that to wrap/sets of martial arts, lets is not who who I hate ‚’, but is that place.” “不是不恨,独步王杀死我所有的家人,我当然恨他,但那只是普通仇恨,不是死人经固化的仇恨,修炼那套武功,让我憎恨的不是‘谁’,而是那个地方。” That place?” Fang Wenshi even more puzzles, Gu Shenwei is confidential with him, he actually cannot understand meaning, deeply feels ashamed with rebuking oneself. “那个地方?”方闻是越发迷惑不解,顾慎为正在跟他推心置腹,他却听不懂其中的含义,深感羞愧与自责。 Gu Shenwei does not care, Fang Wenshi does not understand instead is encourages, making him be able to speak mind. 顾慎为并不在意,方闻是的“不懂”反而是个鼓励,让他能够说出心里话。 Golden Roc Castle and Jade City, that is I biggest hatred originates.” 金鹏堡璧玉城,那才是我最大的仇恨来源。” Golden Roc Castle and Jade City.” Fang Wenshi muttered is duplicating, understood a point indistinctly. 金鹏堡璧玉城。”方闻是喃喃地重复着,隐约明白了一点。 My life changes there, I learned subserviently, has learned the schemes and tricks, has learned with raw hate heartless.” “我的一生都是在那里改变的,我学会了奴颜婢膝,学会了阴谋诡计,学会了凶狠无情。” Except for subservient, other two good, is very useful.” Fang Wenshi said low voice, has not grasped meaning accurately. “除了奴颜婢膝,其它两项还好吧,挺有用的。”方闻是小声说,还是没准确把握住其中的意思。 But I am not voluntary, I am forced, imagines, places among Mr. Fang the savage who one crowd of large characters do not know, you must force itself to learn their all skills-- crawling tree, hunts for and eats the wild fruit raw meat......” “可我不是自愿的,我是被迫的,想象一下,将方先生放在一群大字不识的野人当中,你还得强迫自己学会他们的一切技巧——爬树、捕猎、吃野果生肉……” Was needless saying that I understood.” Fang Wenshi indeed understood, he can become annihilates to cheat and be shameless heartlessly, but he cannot bear the life of savage absolutely, the life disparity of then with him being well-read was too big. “不用说,我明白了。”方闻是的确明白了,他可以变得更无情、更歼诈、更无耻,但他绝对受不了野人的生活,那与他博览群书的生活差距太大了。 Everyone has the living conditions that oneself are familiar with, grows up and changes in this environment gradually, but few people can accept with this clearly opposite life. 每个人都有自己习惯的生活环境,在这个环境中逐渐长大并变化,可很少有人能接受与此截然相反的生活。 The Great Snow Mountain swordsman and Golden Roc Castle are bitter enemies, their children are very easy to undergo the Killer(s) training of Golden Roc Castle, even takes this as the honor, because both's environment has the similar surname, but Central Plains Gu Clan and Western Region Golden Roc Castle looks like two world, the transformation that Gu Shenwei faced at that time is almost being reborn heavy labor. 大雪山剑客与金鹏堡是世仇,他们的孩子却很容易就能接受金鹏堡杀手训练,甚至以此为荣,因为两者的环境带有相似姓,可是中原顾氏西域金鹏堡就像是两个世界,顾慎为当时所面临的转变几乎是脱胎换骨重活一遍。 This is not the rebirth that one night completes, it separates the skin and shivering skeleton, to emit the blood little, after rebuilding completely, installed in the same place again little, Gu Shenwei had thought death will settle everything several times, has practiced Death Sutra until him. 这可不是一夜之间完成的重生,它一点点地割裂皮肤、敲碎骨骼、放出鲜血,全部重造之后,再一点点地重新装在一起,顾慎为数度想过一死了之,直到他修炼了死人经 Death Sutra is the swordsmanship of murder, is life-saving martial arts, the Gu Shenwei swordsmanship is stronger, the self-respect of retrieving are more, once remoulded own place hatred to be deeper to that. 死人经是杀人的剑法,也是救人的武功,顾慎为的剑法越强,找回的自尊越多,对那个曾经重塑自己的地方恨意越深。 From the beginning therefore, you want to ruin is Golden Roc Castle and Jade City?” Fang Wenshi thought that has stopped up a thing at heart likely, present Young Master Gu was not former Dragon King, he has made a mistake, Shangguan Ru also made a mistake. “所以,你从一开始想毁掉的就是金鹏堡璧玉城?”方闻是觉得心里像是堵了一块东西,眼前的顾公子不是从前的龙王,他错了,上官如也错了。 I stand in the crowd, looks that Shi Qingjue lifts the blade to kill Shangguan Fa, at that time I thought strange, if I hate to the marrow of the bones to Supreme King, should think kills him to be right personally, but I do not have this hope, so long as confirmed that he died on the line, he is the symbol of Golden Roc Castle, he died, I can destroy the city under masonry and mountain heartily.” “我站在人群中,看着施青觉举刀杀死上官伐,那时我就觉得奇怪,如果我对独步王恨之入骨,就该想着亲手杀死他才对,可我没有这种渴望,只要确认他死了就行,他是金鹏堡的象征,他死了,我就可以尽情破坏石堡和山下的城市。” But you do not have such to do, you......” Fang Wenshi could not be justified, that thing in heart is getting more and more heavy, more and more downward sinks, you left the war Golden Roc Castle and Jade City.” “可你没有这么做,你……”方闻是说不下去了,心中的那块东西越来越重,越来越往下沉,“你把金鹏堡璧玉城留给了战争。” Left the war, if makes me ruin Golden Roc Castle and Jade City, I must kill many people, including many my people, even possibly includes you.” “留给了战争,如果让我来毁掉金鹏堡璧玉城的话,我得杀许多人,包括许多我身边的人,甚至可能包括你。” I?” Fang Wenshi had a scare, fluttered the concern that to come back outside, why killed me? I knew, because I will not agree that your procedure, ruins Golden Roc Castle, but, at least can gain the heavy snow enemy swordsman's support, ruins Jade City, that simply...... That simply from breaking both arms.” “我?”方闻是吓了一跳,在外面飘飘荡荡的心事全回来了,“为什么杀我?哦,我知道了,因为我不会同意你的做法,毁掉金鹏堡,还可以吧,起码能取得大雪敌剑客的支持,毁掉璧玉城,那简直……那简直是自断双臂。” Therefore I possibly will again never return to Jade City, Shangguan Ru has realized my part of desires, after this generation of died in bed of old age/be exhausted, in Golden Roc Castle does not have Killer(s), the Jade City south city to be fired the flat land again, north city also changed the appearance, I hear these news, thinks very good, does not want to go back to see their appearances again.” “所以我永远不可能再回璧玉城,上官如实现了我的一部分愿望,等到这一代人寿终正寝之后,金鹏堡里再也没有杀手,璧玉城南城已被烧成平地,北城也变了模样,我听到这些消息,觉得很好,不想再回去看到它们的样子。” Fang Wenshi buries some words in very much discretely at heart, the change of Jade City is not big, was still the heaven that the merchant and Bladesman gathered , the matter of murder has been short compared with the past carelessly, so long as the threat of war, this condition will not have the too big change, as for Golden Roc Castle, inside person changed, the masonry has not changed. 方闻是很谨慎地将一些话埋在心里,璧玉城的变化没有那么大,仍是商人与刀客聚集的天堂,胡乱杀人的事情比从前少了些,但是只要战争的威胁还在,这种状况就不会有太大改变,至于金鹏堡,里面的人是变了,石堡可没变。 These matter Gu Shenwei not necessarily do not know, but he definitely does not want to listen, Fang Wenshi long puts out the one breath, the stone in heart reduces, although Dragon King becomes strange, the good and evil has not perished in thoroughly slaughtering, he flees Western Region, leaves the war Jade City, in some sense forgiveness Golden Roc Castle on this this one city and mountain. 这些事情顾慎为未必不知道,但他肯定不想听,方闻是长长地吐出一口气,心中的石头减轻一些,龙王虽然变得陌生,好歹没有彻底沉沦于杀戮之中,他逃离西域,将璧玉城留给战争,也在某种意义上“饶恕”了这座孤城和山上的金鹏堡 Fang Wenshi suddenly feels for Shangguan Ru sorrowful, regardless of revenges or not, Gu Shenwei will again indeed not return to Western Region. 方闻是突然替上官如感到悲哀,无论报仇与否,顾慎为的确不会再回西域了。 Supreme King died, your enmity the hatred to extermination does not have is so intense, why can also come Central Plains?” Fang Wenshi asked that he has decided to give up persuading the Gu Shenwei change intention. 独步王已经死了,你对灭门之仇的恨意也没那么强烈,为何还要来中原呢?”方闻是问道,他已经决定放弃劝说顾慎为改变心意了。 From the beginning I only want to clarify truth, who has employed Golden Roc Castle, I knew many, the doubts were also more, only I step by step walked, when I discovered when the secret form visibled faintly, revenged is also logical. To be honest, in my heart does not have how much hatreds, only wants to solve this matter, I feared that the motion is too late, the insiders have died, feared that the motion is too early, hereafter I again did not have the matter to do.” “一开始我只想弄清真相,到底是谁雇用了金鹏堡,我知道得越多,疑惑也随之越多,就这样我一步步走过来,等我发现幕后的身影隐约可见时,报仇也就顺理成章了。说实话,我心中没有多少恨意,只想解决这件事,我怕行动太晚,知情者都已死光,又怕行动太早,此后我就再也没有事情可做了。” Ha.” Fang Wenshi has smiled one towering, „the minimum this point has not changed, you like the complex plot, oh, I also like, but I very long have not contacted.” “哈。”方闻是突兀地笑了一声,“起码这一点没有改变,你就是喜欢复杂的阴谋,唉,我也喜欢,可我很久没有接触到了。” „Haven't you been very long military strategist to Shangguan Instructor?” “你不是给上官教头当了很久的军师吗?” Fang Wenshi hehe ridiculed, turns head to look at one to entrance, Shangguan Instructor...... With you, she is not interested in the Western Region situation, deploys troops mostly in secret is carrying on, I cannot add on many to be busy.” 方闻是嘿嘿讪笑,扭头向门口望了一眼,“上官教头……跟你不一样,她对西域大势不感兴趣,调兵遣将大都在暗中进行,我帮不上多少忙。” You helped her induce somebody to capitulate Dugu Xian.” “你帮她劝降了独孤羡。” Alone this one General is very easy to induce somebody to capitulate, his symmetrical king was not interested, moreover is attacked front and rear, the surrender is he best choice, my lobby gives him a stair.” “独孤将军很容易劝降,他对称王本来就不感兴趣,而且腹背受敌,投降是他最好的选择,我的游说只是给他一个台阶而已。” Fang Wenshi as if not understand many inside stories, Gu Shenwei has not closely examined. 方闻是似乎不了解多少内情,顾慎为没有追问下去。 Outside some people knock on a door, Fang Wenshi sets out, adds low voice: Young Master Gu felt relieved, these words I will keep secret, even if my humble wife plays rough, cannot make me open the mouth.” 外面有人敲门,方闻是起身,小声补充道:“顾公子放心,这些话我会保密,就算是贱内动粗,也不能让我开口。” Gu Shenwei nods, then called one coming in. 顾慎为点头,然后叫一声“进来”。 Su Ai opens the door, the facial expression is somewhat apprehensive, prince consort Ma Residence sends for delivering a letter, said that Instructor stays in the city tonight, making us not use she.” 苏蔼推开门,神情有些惶惑,“驸马府派人送信来,说教头今晚就留在城里了,让咱们不用等她。” „Does Instructor have the souvenirs?” Fang Wenshi asked immediately, 教头有手信吗?”方闻是马上问道, No, is a person in prince consort Ma Residence, said that walked.” “没有,就是驸马府的一个人,说完就走了。” Two people look at Gu Shenwei, when he decides. 两人都看着顾慎为,等他定夺。 That four corpses?” Gu Shenwei proposed issue that does not border completely. “那四具尸体呢?”顾慎为却提出一个完全不搭界的问题。 Is putting well.” Su Ai returns saying that the facial expression is more apprehensive. “好好放着呢。”苏蔼回道,神情更加惶惑。 jade clear sends the person time informs me.” Gu Shenwei several days have not rested have thought steadfastly, but outside the dim light of night arrives shortly, his heart is excited. “玉清派来人的时候通知我。”顾慎为好几天没睡过踏实觉了,可是眼看着外面夜色降临,他的心还是兴奋起来。 Must have the matter to do.( To be continued.) 总得有事情可做。(未完待续。)
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