DS :: Volume #4 混乱之原

#716: Weakness


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Queen Ju stands near the gate looks into the distance outward, saw the form that in the dim light of night walks gradually, in the heart feels urgently bitter and astringent. 鞠王后站在门边向外眺望,看到夜色中缓步走来的身影,心中倍感苦涩。 Except that Dragon King sober the day, this is two people first meeting. 除了龙王清醒那一天,这将是两人的第一次见面。 She drives to relax quickly the emotion, once becomes the resentful woman, will get sucked is hard to extricate oneself. This is a fight, no one will surrender on own initiative, only has the continuous attack to guarantee the victory. 她很快驱散心中的情感,一旦成为怨妇,就将深陷其中难以自拔。这是一场战斗,谁也不会主动投降,唯有持续不断的进攻才能保证胜利。 The women have the weapon, although Xu Yanwei the family background is lowly, actually frequently can say very reasonable words. 女人也是有武器的,许烟微虽然出身卑贱,却经常能说出很有道理的话。 Gu Shenwei must come, queen indeed helped, even if discards in the reason in front of Little Yan Zhi acting in a play, he should also express gratitude face to face. 顾慎为必须来一趟,王后的确帮了大忙,即使抛掉在小阏氏面前演戏的理由,他也应该当面表示感谢。 Xu Yanwei has meticulously prepared one table of food and wine, has the Jade City fine style as far as possible, but is not the bulk beef and lamb, chatted several, hinted the waiters to draw back together with her. 许烟微精心准备了一桌酒菜,尽可能带有璧玉城的精致风格,而不全是大块的牛羊肉,说笑几句,示意侍者们跟她一块退出去。 The Shangguan Hong form flashes, Gu Shenwei does not know that what should say, therefore asked that „is Shangguan Hong also obedient?” 上官鸿的身影一晃而过,顾慎为不知道该说些什么,于是问了一句,“上官鸿还听话吧?” Un, is very loyal, will otherwise not be kidnapped here to come.” “嗯,也很忠心,否则的话也不会被绑架到这里来。” Gu Shenwei nods, among the Supreme King philosophers, counts Shangguan Hong most to lack the ambition, but this does not mean that he will accept the destiny that works as the eunuch honestly. 顾慎为点点头,独步王诸子当中,就数上官鸿最缺少野心,但这并不意味着他会老老实实接受当阉人的命运。 He wants to remind to Queen Ju, but Shangguan Hong is he gives to the queen, meanwhile delicate relations are really hard to talk clearly. 他想向鞠王后提个醒,可上官鸿就是他送给王后的,这其间的微妙关系实在难以说清。 The queen for him is a stranger, even was inferior that the ordinary Great Snow Mountain swordsman has the tacit understanding with him. 王后对他来说就是个陌生人,甚至不如普通的大雪山剑客跟他更有默契。 The strangers show intimate smile to him, carries the wine glass, congratulates Dragon King to obtain the three services potency, finally trip has not been made in vain.” 陌生人向他露出亲密的微笑,端起酒杯,“恭喜龙王获得三军效力,总算不虚此行。” Is suspending two wine glasses and two wine pots in front of Gu Shenwei, in one is the liquor, another thinks of the clear water, the Gu Shenwei hesitant moment, what pours is the liquor. 顾慎为面前摆着两只酒杯和两尊酒壶,一尊里面是酒,另一尊装着白水,顾慎为犹豫片刻,倒出的是酒。 The Queen Ju happy expression was thicker, Dragon King has not said thanks words immediately, this is also a good sign. 鞠王后的笑意更浓了一些,龙王没有立刻说出感谢的话,这也是一个好兆头。 Chatting is an arduous duty, Gu Shenwei discovered oneself are always distracted, the matter that needs to ponder are too many, he cannot bear think that the present matter is wasting the time. 闲聊是一项艰巨的任务,顾慎为发现自己总在走神,需要思考的事情太多,他忍不住想眼下的事情是在浪费时间。 Queen Ju was not made any ponder by oneself, seeks for the topic that may discuss diligently: In nonsense and camp that Xu Yanwei spoke Western Region woman of quality's flattery and Xiaoyao Lake situation, wait/etc.. 鞠王后不让自己做任何思考,努力寻找可谈的话题:许烟微说的傻话、营中西域贵妇的奉承、逍遥海的局势,等等。 Gu Shenwei diligently is also coordinating, makes the appropriate response to each topic, but the time still the step limped, how is unable to fill up perfectly. 顾慎为也在努力配合,对每一个话题都做出恰当的回应,可时间仍然步履蹒跚,怎么都无法完美地填满。 That Xiao Fengchai is really laughable, she wants to see one side you, actually comes to ask to me earnestly. „ Queen Ju said lightly, she wants to wait again, may be really speechless, has to eject in a hurry. “那个萧凤钗真是可笑,她想见你一面,却来向我求恳。“鞠王后平淡地说,她本想再等一等,可实在无话可说,只好匆匆抛出。 The response of Dragon King is impregnable, that small surprised probably is true, words that Queen Ju starts to believe Jade City recording: She indeed does not have particular relationship with Dragon King. 龙王的反应无懈可击,那份小小的惊讶大概是真实可信的,鞠王后开始相信璧玉城名记的话:她跟龙王的确没有特殊关系。 „Does she want to see me?” Gu Shenwei somewhat is indeed accidental, but he knows that Xiao Fengchai is not laughable. “她想见我?”顾慎为的确有些意外,但他知道萧凤钗一点都不可笑。 She wants to make Dragon King dispatch troops to escort her to return to Western Region, the women of quality in camp harbor the similar hope, but she resembles thought oneself have the means to convince Dragon King.” “她想让龙王派兵护送她回西域,营里的贵妇们都怀着同样的希望,可她好像觉得自己有办法说服龙王。” She is very rich.” Gu Shenwei has not said again, to Xiao Fengchai, always the countless gold and silver that he first thinks. “她很有钱。”顾慎为没有再说下去,对萧凤钗,他首先想到的总是数不尽的金银。 Although the food and wine has not eaten many, time finally has actually suffered, Gu Shenwei stands up, said: I must return to the camp, you also sooner rest.” 酒菜虽然没吃掉多少,时间却终于捱了过去,顾慎为站起身,说:“我要回营了,你也早些休息吧。” This night, Queen Ju found many happy omens, hopes to surge upward gradually, Dragon King a few words actually extinguish all fantasy pouring, „don't you stay behind pass the night?” 这个夜晚,鞠王后找到多个美好的预兆,希望逐渐高涨,龙王一句话却将所有的幻想浇灭,“你不留下过夜吗?” Here is the Little Yan Zhi camp, is not quite convenient.” “这里是小阏氏的营地,不太方便。” Dragon King believes that this is really a good reason?” The mood that Queen Ju forgets desirably all turns to well up all of a sudden, she does not have the means to accept such result. 龙王相信这真的是一个好理由吗?”鞠王后刻意遗忘的情绪一下子全都翻涌出来,她没办法接受这样的结局。 This is an appropriate reason.” Gu Shenwei is maintaining calm, thought at heart the present scene is fantastic. “这是一个合适的理由。”顾慎为保持着镇定,心里却觉得眼前的场景荒诞不经。 The Queen Ju filled with hidden bitterness breaks through sane blockade, half changes to the tears, the other half becomes the interrogation, why? Where do I do not right? Why can you like this to me?” 鞠王后满腔幽怨冲破理智的封锁,一半化作眼泪,另一半变为质问,“为什么?我到底哪里做得不对?你为什么要这样对我?” Has nothing to do with you, incorrect is I.” Gu Shenwei hopes that can console own queen, the sound slightly is stiff, I walk on the knife point, the powerful enemy broken, does not dare to enjoy does not have the qualifications to enjoy.” “跟你无关,不对的是我。”顾慎为希望能劝慰自己的王后,声音却略显生硬,“我行走在刀尖上,强敌未破,不敢享受也没有资格享受。” Broke the powerful enemy?” Queen Ju is in hot pursuit. “破了强敌呢?”鞠王后紧追不舍。 Should have the change.” “应该会有改变吧。” Queen Ju wipes away the tears, the facial expression extraordinarily strongly, may you very enjoyment with her in the together time.” 鞠王后擦去眼泪,神情出奇地强硬,“可你很‘享受’跟她在一起的时光。” Which she?” “哪个她?” I think that Dragon King will never install muddled.” “我以为龙王永远不会装糊涂呢。” Gu Shenwei raises the head slightly, you want anything, said straightforwardly, I have not usurped the Shi Guo intention, the throne will leave the Ju royal family's only bloodlines, or you want to expand the territory, but this can only wait till me to capture Golden Roc Castle to say again.” 顾慎为微微扬起头,“你到底想要什么,直白说吧,我从来没有强占石国的意图,王位会留给鞠氏王族唯一的血脉,或者你想扩大领土,但这只能等到我攻下金鹏堡再说。” Queen Ju regretted, cannot control the mood is not the mature performance, she should display splendidly, I do not understand why Dragon King must say such words, I am not worried......” 鞠王后后悔了,没能控制情绪乃是不成熟的表现,她理应表现得更出色,“我不明白龙王为什么要说这样的话,我不担心……” You have the ambition, is intelligent enough.” Gu Shenwei interrupts her words, the queen will regard the match who needs to negotiate, I appreciate this point very much, but you, if also has the little understanding and respect to me, should the words speak frankly.” “你有野心,也足够聪明。”顾慎为打断她的话,将王后当成一名需要谈判的对手,“我很欣赏这一点,可你要是对我还有一点点了解与尊敬的话,最好有话直说。” Queen Ju attempts to show several expressions, all failed, therefore her facial expression first time becomes ice-cold, but this is actually more like the original appearance, I must have a son to you, a successor, this is my complete request.” 鞠王后尝试着摆出几种表情,全都失败了,于是她的神情第一次变得冰冷,可这却更像是本来的面目,“我要给你生一个儿子,一个继承人,这就是我的全部要求。” We also young, this matter does not worry.” “咱们都还年轻,这件事不着急。” If envies Dragon King woman including He Nu, I think that I should worry.” “如果连荷女都嫉妒龙王身边的女人,我想我应该着急。” You are the same with He Nu, envy has made a mistake, you is a queen, only queen, I , if there is successor, definitely is you lives.” “你跟荷女一样,嫉妒错了,你是王后,唯一的王后,我要是有继承人,肯定是你生的。” „Did you guarantee?” “你保证?” Perhaps I am unwarrantable, tomorrow I will die on the prairie. Even if returns to Western Region, the assurance that I cannot win, Supreme King had not put forth full power, he is grasping a more fearful strength, had not released, I still possibly died some in assassination, when the time comes you will rejoice that has not had the son for me.” “我不能保证,或许明天我就会死在草原上。即使回到西域,我也没有必胜的把握,独步王仍未使出全力,他掌握着更可怕的力量,一直没有释放出来,我仍然可能死于某次暗杀,到时候你会庆幸没有为我生儿子。” I......” Queen Ju do not want to plead innocence for myself anxiously. “我不会……”鞠王后急切地想为自己辩白。 You have not seen clearly the truth.” Gu Shenwei breaks her once more, you, as soon as the birth were a princess, even if were pursued wanders destitute far from home , was still the princess, the country was you in name, lacked recaptured its strength. I am opposite with you, have the strength not to have the name, entire world any land has not been me, each inch needs I to compete, you saw Land of Fragrance and Xiaoyao Lake five countries, Northern Court tens of thousands cavalries, but all these to me temporary.” “你还没有看清真相。”顾慎为再次打断她,“你一出生就是公主,即使遭到驱逐流落他乡,也仍然是公主,有一个国家名义上属于你,缺少的只是夺回它的实力。我跟你恰好相反,拥有实力却没有名义,整个天下没有任何一块土地属于我,每一寸都需要我去争夺,你看到了香积之国逍遥海五国,还有北庭的几万骑兵,但这一切对我都是暂时的。” Gu Shenwei does not have to think oneself will say these many, but he thought that is necessary, „, if I before defeating the enemy died, the land and soldier will vanish into thin air overnight, probably anything has not occurred. This is my weakness, Supreme King not, Old King Han not, you also no weakness, your given names will be always remembered, but I will forget by the common people.” 顾慎为没想到自己会说这么多,可他觉得很有必要,“如果我在打败敌人之前死去,土地和士兵将在一夜之间烟消云散,好像什么都没发生。这是我的弱点,独步王没有、老汗王没有、你也没有的弱点,你们的名号会受到铭记,而我将被世人遗忘。” Even if all smooth, I defeat all enemies, making entire Western Region submit, also just started, must need 2-3 to obtain subject stable giving loyalty to for the time of person, as for likely the perspiration Wang Jia zu status on prairie, but also wants a long time.” “即使一切顺利,我打败所有敌人,让整个西域臣服,也只是刚刚开始,得需要两三代人的时间才能取得臣民稳固的效忠,至于像汗王家族在草原上的地位,还要更长时间。” Therefore, you also do want to live a successor for me? At this moment, including future a long time, he does not have anything to inherit.” “所以,你还想要为我生一个继承人吗?此时此刻,包括未来很长的一段时间里,他没有任何东西可以继承。” The Queen Ju dangling head, Dragon King these words have exceeded her imagination. But after simply is thinking, she had understood truth, actually this is not complex, before to become the queen, she once felt to the Dragon King family background restless. 鞠王后垂下头,龙王的这番话超出了她的想象。可是在简单地思索之后,她理解了其中的道理,其实这并不复杂,早在成为王后之前,她就曾对龙王的出身感到不安。 The name is illusory, will not add a wee bit strengths to the owner. 名是虚幻的,不会给拥有者增添丁点力量。 The name is also real, is good at using its person, can enlarge a lot of times the strength in hand. 名也是真实的,善于利用它的人,能将手中的力量放大千百倍。 I believe you, this is I takes a reason of successor eagerly, I affirmed that our sons will inherit a huge inheritance, but you said right, we are young, does not need to worry, here also indeed is not the appropriate place.” “我相信你,这是我急于要一个继承人的原因,我肯定我们的儿子会继承一份庞大的遗产,但你说得没错,我们还年轻,不用着急,这里也的确不是合适的地方。” You is a qualified queen, full battalion woman of quality one have not compared favorably with you.” “你是一位合格的王后,满营的贵妇没有一个比得上你。” Queen Ju shows the smile, was this, she thinks, she forever will not have the false love with Dragon King, two people were only the pure benefit unions, suddenly, she felt to feel relieved. 鞠王后重新露出微笑,就是这样了,她想,自己跟龙王永远也不会有虚假的浓情蜜意,两人只是纯粹的利益结合,突然间,她感到如释重负。 „Can I forever be your queen?” “我永远都会是你的王后吗?” Meeting, so long as you few some independently decide, for example in Xiaoyao Lake you want to lead stone king to go to Land of Fragrance, for example this time has not discussed with me on personal prejudice Little Yan Zhi.” “会,只要你少一些自作主张,比如在逍遥海的时候你想带着石王前往香积之国,比如这一次没跟我商量就私见小阏氏。” On Queen Ju face one red, said quickly seriously: „, Dragon King completely cannot feel relieved, but I also hope that you can remember, meets the appropriate time and suitable place, I must be with on the child.” 鞠王后脸上一红,很快郑重地说:“不会了,龙王尽可以放心,但我也希望你能记得,遇到适当的时候、适当的地点,我要怀上你的孩子。” The Gu Shenwei silent moment, nods. 顾慎为沉默片刻,点点头。 Xu Yanwei stands in the entrance listens with rapt attention, in tent does not have the familiar sound, she has doubts very much, saw that a Dragon King person walks, she had doubts, „did Dragon King this walk?” 许烟微站在门口凝神谛听,帐篷里没有熟悉的声音,她很疑惑,看到龙王一个人走出来,她更疑惑了,“龙王这就走了?” Un.” “嗯。” But......” “可是……” Not anything, but, this is the war.” “没什么可是,这是战争。” Do not tell me too complex, war anything, my anything does not understand, before , but if going to war, is not willing to have sexual intercourse, keeps the sisters of person of lane to have nothing to eat.” “别跟我说得太复杂,战争什么的,我啥也不懂,可要是打仗之前不肯行房,留人巷的姐妹们就得喝西北风啦。” She is a queen, does not keep a person of lane sisters.” “她是王后,不是留人巷的‘姐妹’。” „.” Xu Yanwei half is understands that half is satire lengthens the sound, „can I tell the sentence truth?” “哦。”许烟微半是明白半是讽刺地拖长声音,“我能说句实话吗?” Naturally.” “当然。” Dragon King should look for sisters to solve, looks at your present appearance, enters the line of first years young also to look, you harbored evil thoughts.” 龙王应该找个‘姐妹’解决一下,瞧你现在的样子,入行第一年的雏儿也能看出来,你是憋坏了。” Two maidservant hears word titter, Shangguan Hong looks right and left awkwardly, Xu Yanwei opened in a big way an own big eye, what smiled? This is the truth, so long as is the man, or like Shangguan Hong all at once, either cannot leave the woman...... Do not raise Shangguan Fei with me, oh, more said is more chaotic, I said that I cannot talk about the major principle, Dragon King, do not walk......” 两名侍女闻言偷笑,上官鸿尴尬地左瞧右看,许烟微将自己的一双大眼睛睁得更大了,“笑什么?这才是实话,只要是男人,要么像上官鸿这样一刀切,要么就离不开女人……别跟我提上官飞,哎呀呀,越说越乱,我就说我讲不了大道理,龙王,你别走啊……” Gu Shenwei enters the darkness, Long Fanyun pulls the mount, he knows, oneself need is not the woman, is the murder. 顾慎为走进黑暗,龙翻云牵来坐骑,他知道,自己需要的不是女人,是杀人。 When returns to the Dragon Army camp is late at night, Gu Shenwei does not have the sleepiness, draws out the sword to place on the tabletop, grasps in turn in the hand brandishes, has not been weary until early morning. 回到龙军营地时已经是后半夜,顾慎为毫无睡意,拔出刀剑放在桌面上,轮流握在手中舞弄,直到凌晨也没厌倦。 ( to be continued ) (未完待续)
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