InsideAzure Gorge Islandmountain gatemouththatroom, the regionalsituation maps of Letter LakeislandsandnearbycityChizhoucounty, the burning incenseroomhousehold registerfiles and majorislandsfounderhallgenealogies, in addition the excerptdraft manuscripts about 200,000characters, one by oneturns over to the gatedon'tkind, majorityalreadyputs in the cabinetdrawer, just likeYang Family shop and thesemedicinesteamer trays of dustmedicine shop, butthat side the writing desk was still piled up.青峡岛山门口那间屋子里边,书简湖岛屿和附近城池州郡的各地形势图,香火房户籍档案、各大岛屿祖师堂谱牒,加上将近二十万字的摘抄手稿,一一归门别类,大多数都已经放入柜子抽屉内,宛如杨家铺子和灰尘药铺的那些药屉,可书案那边仍是堆积成山。In the room a writing desk, onerowby the wallcabinet, a dining table, in additionis a chair, twobenchand a smallbackless stool, thesefamily belongings.
屋内一张书案,一排靠墙柜子,一张饭桌,此外不过是一条椅子、两张长凳和一条小板凳,就这么些家当。AfterwardbecauseGu Canpatronized the roomfrequently, from the autumnendto the beginning of winter, likedsittingthat side the roomentranceis very long, did not sunto nap, chattedwith the smallloach, Chen Ping'anthenwhenstrolled a purpleTakeshima, hadair of scholarly refinementIsland Lordwiththatextremely, asked the late into the dayblack bamboo, twobigwere small, the formerdividedto cutto buildtwosmallbamboochairs, the latterdried the feverto polish a fishing pole. Made the fishing pole, placesLetter Lake, did not have the opportunityto fish.
后来因为顾璨经常光顾屋子,从秋末到入冬,就喜欢在屋门口那边坐很久,不是晒太阳打盹儿,就是跟小泥鳅唠嗑,陈平安便在逛一座紫竹岛的时候,跟那位极有书卷气的岛主,求了三竿紫竹,两大一小,前者劈砍打造了两张小竹椅,后者烘烧打磨成了一根鱼竿。只是做了鱼竿,身处书简湖,却一直没有机会钓鱼。TonightChen Ping'anturns on the gift box, is having a night-time snackon the dining tablesilently.
今晚陈平安打开食盒,在饭桌上默默吃着宵夜。Chen Ping'analso and other replies of Tong Leaf ContinentTaiping Mountain.陈平安还在等桐叶洲太平山的回信。Even ifWei Boalreadygaveallanswers, is notChen Ping'andoes not believethiscloudySpirit River Countryoldgods, butis the matter that followingChen Ping'anneedsto handle, no matter howseeks perfectionto ask, is not overrated.
即便魏檗已经给出了所有的答案,不是陈平安不相信这位云遮雾绕的神水国旧神祇,而是接下来陈平安所需要做的事情,不管如何求全求真,都不为过。
The intercontinentalflyingswordpassed on a message, suchclay ox entering the seahad the possibility, in additionpresentLetter Lakebelonged to the place is apt to get into trouble, the flyingswordpass on messagewasAzure Gorge Island that stemmed fromis the target of public criticism, thereforeChen Ping'analreadycompleted the worstplan, was really not good, madeWei Bohelp, correspondence, gaveTaiping MountainZhong Kuifrom the Scattering Clouds Mountainsignalling.
只是跨洲的飞剑传讯,就这么泥牛入海都有可能,加上如今的书简湖本就属于是非之地,飞剑传讯又是出自众矢之的的青峡岛,故而陈平安已经做好了最坏的打算,实在不行,就让魏檗帮个忙,代为书信一封,从披云山传信给太平山钟魁。Iffirsttravellingrivers and lakesChen Ping'an, even ifperhapshastheserelations, stillonlymeetsto get out of trouble, does not goto troubleothers, is understanding can not the vigor, was the presentis different.
若是第一次游历江湖的陈平安,说不定即便拥有这些关系,也只会自己兜兜转转,不去麻烦别人,会心里不得劲儿,可是如今不一样了。Chen Ping'andoes not wantto live that loner of East SeaviewDaoist templeolddaoistmouth, owessomefavors, will not be fearful, hastaking advantage , the friendwill also meet the difficult matterin the future, canbe more relaxedopens the mouth, so long aswill leaveborrowingdifficultlyalsoand that's the end.陈平安不想活成东海观道观老道人嘴里的那种孤家寡人,欠一些人情,并不可怕,有借有还,将来朋友遇上了难事,才能更轻松些开口,只要别好借难还就是了。Chen Ping'anfinished eating the night, installs the gift box, spreads outon handpalace report, startsto glance over.陈平安吃完了宵夜,装好食盒,摊开手边一封邸报,开始浏览。AbovewrotepresentLetter Lakesomeinteresting rumoramusing things, withseculardynastythesegovernors, the postrides the governmentpalace report of transmissionnearto the case of government office, similarnature, actuallyon the way oftravelling, initiallyin the Azure Luan Kingdomhundredgardeninn, Chen Ping'anhad experienced the marvelousness of thiskind of Immortalpalace report. TreatedinLetter Lakefor a long time, Chen Ping'analsodid in Rome as Rome does, makingGu CanhelpwantImmortalpalace report, so long ashadpalace report that came outfreshly, made one send the room.
上边写了时下书简湖的一些趣闻趣事,跟世俗王朝那些封疆大吏,驿骑发送至官署的案边官场邸报,差不多性质,其实在游历途中,当初在青鸾国百花苑客栈,陈平安就曾经见识过这类仙家邸报的奇妙。在书简湖待久了,陈平安也入乡随俗,让顾璨帮忙要了一份仙家邸报,只要一有新鲜出炉的邸报,就让人送来屋子。OnWillow Palace Islandalmostwill have the amusing thingevery day, on the same day happened, next daycanspread overLetter Lake.宫柳岛上几乎每天都会有趣事,当天发生,第二天就能够传遍书简湖。Thismustgive creditto a placenamedWillow Padding Island, abovecultivatorfromIsland Lordto the entrance doordisciple, isas for the janitor, cultivatedon the island, does not sway outside all day long, allmaking moneyjobs, depend on the storiesin various occasions, in addition1pointmakes groundless accusations, trades the Little Daoistnewsbythis, will also givehalfLetter Lakeislands, and pool of waterandcloudbuilding, the rich and powerful familylarge clans in greentung oil treegold/metalbackfourlakesidebigcities, givethemto transmitImmortalpalace reportnon-periodically, matterare few, palace reporton the bean curdsize, the price is also possibly low, insurancebase price, Snowflake Coin, if the matterare many, palace reportbigsuch asgeomancychart, frequentlymore than tenSnowflake Coin.
这要归功于一个名叫柳絮岛的地方,上边的修士从岛主到外门弟子,乃至于杂役,都不在岛上修行,成天在外边晃荡,所有的挣钱营生,就靠着各种场合的见闻,加上一点捕风捉影,以此贩卖小道消息,还会给半数书简湖岛屿,以及池水、云楼、绿桐金樽四座湖边大城的豪门大族,给他们不定期发送一封封仙家邸报,事情少,邸报可能就豆腐块大小,价钱也低,保底价,一颗雪花钱,若是事情多,邸报大如堪舆图,动辄十几颗雪花钱。Recentlyonthispalace reportmainlywrites the Willow Palace Islandrecent situation, there isto introduce that somenewriseislands the places of losing face/showing off, as well assomething new of someoldqualificationsbigislands, for example the Biqiaoislandseniorfoundersthiswent outtravel, brought back to an extraordinaryyoungstercultivating Daotalent, had the Daoismresonancetotalismaninborn. Also during for example the wintersweetislandwaterfallhutfemalecultivates, girl of originallynameless, was suddenly longin the two years, the wintersweetislandopenedillusionsource of incomeforherspecially, the mountain topchivalrous outlaw who ideaonemonth, has not watchedthisgirlcurlingcharacter and stylewas floating about like clouds, threw downmanydaoist immortalmoney, madewintersweetislandSpirit Qirise suddenly10%. Thatquiethundredyears, „family fortunedeclines”cultivator that cloudXiudao, a janitorfamily background, was not favored, unexpectedlybecomesafterAzure Gorge IslandTian HujunnewLetter LakeGolden CoreEarth Immortal, thereforeincludinggoing toWillow Palace Islandparticipatesto make treaties of alliancenot to havecloudXiudao of qualifications, over the two daysshoutsmustarrange a seattothem, otherwiseriverLake Monarchmain, regardless ofthe luck of the draw, so long ascloudXiudaoabsented, thatis not justifiable.
最近这封邸报上主要写着宫柳岛的近况,也有介绍一些新崛起岛屿的出彩之处,以及一些老资历大岛屿的新鲜事,例如碧桥岛老祖师这趟出门游历,就带回了一位了不得的少年修道天才,天生对符箓拥有道家共鸣。又比如腊梅岛瀑布庵女修当中,一位原本籍籍无名的少女,这两年突然长开了,腊梅岛专程为她开辟了镜花水月这条财路,不曾想头一个月,观赏这位少女袅袅风情的山上豪客如云,丢下许多神仙钱,就使得腊梅岛灵气暴涨了10%之多。还有那沉寂百年、“家道中落”的云岫岛,一个杂役出身、一直不被人看好的修士,竟然成为了继青峡岛田湖君之后新的书简湖金丹地仙,所以连去宫柳岛参加会盟都没有资格的云岫岛,这两天嚷嚷着必须给他们安排一张座椅,不然江湖君主无论花落谁家,只要云岫岛缺席了,那就是名不正言不顺。Chen Ping'anlookscolorfulthese„othersmatter”, thought that veryfun, looks, could not bearandlookedunexpectedly.陈平安看着这些精彩纷呈的“别人事”,觉得挺好玩的,看完一遍,竟然忍不住又看了遍。Onthispalace report, wintersweetislandthatgirlcultivator, Editor-in-ChiefWillow Padding Islandcultivatorkept the place of palm of the handsizetoherspecially, of similarSacrifice Mountainferrydevelops the tablettechnique, in additionChen Ping'anin the pastpaintercultivatortracingscenerywriting techniqueon the Osmanthus Islandferry, onpalace report, girlappearance, lifelike, wasonestands the sideunderwaterfallhutplum blossomtree, Chen Ping'anlooked atseveral, trulywas the makingsmovingmiss, does not know whether there is„to tradeskinTi the bone”byImmortalsecret techniquereplacementappearance, ifZhu LianwiththatXunold seniorshere, see throughoncanonemostly.
这封邸报上,其中腊梅岛那位少女修士,柳絮岛主笔修士专门给她留了巴掌大小的地方,类似打醮山渡船的那种拓碑手法,加上陈平安当年在桂花岛渡船上画家修士的描景笔法,邸报上,少女容貌,栩栩如生,是一个站在瀑布庵梅花树下的侧面,陈平安瞧了几眼,确实是位气质动人的姑娘,就是不知道有无以仙家“换皮剔骨”秘术更换面相,若是朱敛与那位荀姓老前辈在这里,多半就能一眼看穿了吧。Chen Ping'anbuyspalace report is quite late, thislittle whilelooks atmanyislandsoutstandingly able persondifferentmattersandlocal conditions and social customstime, does not know, encounters the exterminationdreadful calamitybeforeFurong, allnewsabout his Azure Gorge IslandMister Bookkeeper, is the source of incomeorigin of front sectiondayWillow Padding Islandgreatest.陈平安买邸报比较晚,这会儿看着诸多岛屿奇人异事、风土人情的时候,并不知道,在芙蓉山遭遇灭门惨祸之前,一切关于他这个青峡岛账房先生的消息,就是前段日子柳絮岛最大的财路来源。Willow Padding Islanddoes not certainly dareto writetoooverdone, somemorepraises, otherwisemustbe worried that Gu Canbringsthatbigloach, severalpalms of the handclaprottenWillow Padding Island. In the history, Willow Padding Islandcultivatorhasto eatowesoversized, fromfounding the founderhallcalculates,during500years, movedto set up a placeonalreadythreetimes, in this periodmost miserableonetime, Primal Qidamaged severely, the financial resourcewere bad, hasto rent a scrapdomainwithislands.柳絮岛当然没敢写得太过火,更多还是些溢美之词,不然就要担心顾璨带着那条大泥鳅,几巴掌拍烂柳絮岛。历史上,柳絮岛修士不是没有吃过大亏,自创建祖师堂算来,五百年间,就已经搬迁了三次立身之地,期间最惨的一次,元气大伤,财力不济,只好是与一座岛屿租赁了一小块地盘。Threetimes„are punished for an offensebecause of the word”, onetimeisinitial period ofWillow Padding Island, cultivatorstarts writingnot to know the weight, palace report, annoyedat that time the riverLake Monarchmainillegitimate child. The secondtime, is300years ago, provokedWillow Palace IslandIsland Lord, cultivateswiththatdisciplefemaletothisolddaoist immortal, adding inflammatory details, even if is the word of praise, the writingwriting, performingisadmired that master and disciplebecomes the daoist immortalfamilycompanion, maystillbe
三次“因言获罪”,一次是柳絮岛初期,修士下笔不知轻重,一封邸报,惹了当时江湖君主的私生子。第二次,是三百年前,惹恼了宫柳岛岛主,对这位老神仙与那弟子女修,添油加醋,哪怕全是好话,笔下文字,尽是艳羡师徒结为神仙眷侣,可仍是Brought in the Liu Laochengascendingislandto visit, actuallywithoutkillinganyone, actuallyalsofrightenedWillow Padding Islandto change the islandsnext day, wasapologizes.
引来了刘老成的登岛拜访,倒是没有打杀谁,却也吓得柳絮岛第二天就换了岛屿,算是赔罪。third time, isLiu Zhimao, onpalace report, not carefulLiu ZhimaoDao TitleRiver Severing True Monarch, tampersfortruncationriverHeavenly Monarch, makingLiu Zhimaoovernight the entireLetter Lakelaughingstock.第三次,就是刘志茂,邸报上,不小心将刘志茂的道号截江真君,篡改为截江天君,使得刘志茂一夜之间成为整座书简湖的笑柄。Liu ZhimaokillsWillow Padding Island, opened the founderhall of opposite partydirectly, thistime was onetime that Willow Padding Islandmosthad a fracture, wait untilto the dozenignorantWillow Padding Islandcultivatorsettle scores at an opportune moment, discovered that editor-in-chiefthatpalace reportfellow, travelledunexpectedly. OriginallyunderthatfellowWillow Padding Islandbigcultivator a younger generation in manyinjustdevil, was dormant20years in Willow Padding Island, depended on a charactermiserably, the pitentireWillow Padding Island. Butis responsible forconducting an inquest the palace reportwritingVisualizing Sea Boundarycultivator, althoughis truly deficient in carrying out one's responsibility, buthow the can be regardedchief criminal, was still carriedto work as the scapegoat.刘志茂杀上柳絮岛,直接拆了对方的祖师堂,这次便是柳絮岛最伤筋动骨的一次,等到给打懵了的柳絮岛修士秋后算账,才发现那个主笔那封邸报的家伙,竟然跑路了。原来那家伙正是柳絮岛一位大修士手底下众多冤死鬼中的一个晚辈,在柳絮岛蛰伏了二十年之久,就靠着一个字,坑惨了整座柳絮岛。而负责勘验邸报文字的一位观海境修士,虽说确实失责,可如何都算不得罪魁祸首,仍是被拎出来当了替死鬼。Chen Ping'anhears the quiterareknock, listened topreviouslythattiny bits, andfamiliarfootsteps, shouldbethatCinnabar String MansiongatekeeperHong Su.陈平安听到比较难得的敲门声,听先前那阵稀碎且熟悉的脚步,应该是那位朱弦府的门房红酥。without delaysets outto open the door, hasblack hair„old woman”Hong Su, turned downChen Ping'anto enter the invitation of room, the hesitantmoment, askedin a soft voice: „Can't Mister Chen, reallywriteMr.my familyandPearl Hairpin IslandIsland Lord Liustory?”赶紧起身去打开门,拥有一头青丝的“老妪”红酥,婉拒了陈平安进屋子的邀请,犹豫片刻,轻声问道:“陈先生,真不能写一写我家老爷与珠钗岛刘岛主的故事吗?”
The Chen Ping'ansmilesaid: „Good, thatwill go to your family placenext time, Ilisten to the Ma Yuanzhiagingpast events.”陈平安微笑道:“好吧,那下次去你们府上,我就听听马远致的陈年往事。”AlthoughHong Su the facial featuresare old, is water-worn, andwhydoes not know, will have the air/Qi of strongYinghost, solelycondensesoccupiesheron the face, makeshersoappearanceugly, butactuallyshe, ifabsorbedSpirit Qi of daoist immortalmoney, the beautyis not bad, moreoverherpair of quiteattractiveeyepupil, thislittle whilesheblinks, is emboldening, askedin a soft voice: „Mister ChenrejectsMr.my familyintentionally? Isbecauseguessed correctlyMr.my familywill make the servantslook forMisteragain, is goodto give the servantssoto be big a merit, is right?”红酥虽然面容苍老,沟壑纵横,且不知为何,会有浓厚的阴煞之气,单单凝聚盘踞她的在脸庞上,才使得她如此面目丑陋,可其实她若是汲取了神仙钱的灵气,姿色并不差,而且她有一双颇为灵秀的眼眸,这会儿她眨了眨眼睛,壮着胆子,轻声问道:“陈先生是故意拒绝我家老爷的吧?是因为猜到了我家老爷会再让奴婢来找先生,好给奴婢这么大一个功劳,对不对?”Chen Ping'anstretches out a fingerin the mouth, hintsherdayknowto knowyouto knowmeto know, was OK.陈平安伸出一根手指在嘴边,示意她天知地知你知我知,便可以了。Undermoon/monthsplendor, femalesmile sweetlymoonlightglistening whitewithin.
月辉下,女子嫣然一笑月光皎皎间。Hong Sulookstoat presentthissomewhatthinyoungster, raisedin the handpotliquor, the yellow papersealed, the potbodyby the red threadwinding, the gentle voicesaid with a smile: „It is not the valuablething, called the calamus margaritaeliquor, by the glutinous riceandpolished japonica ricebrewing, was the government authoritiesliquor of myhometown, mostwas likedby the female, was called the eating upliquor. PreviousandMister Chenchatted, forgotthis, thenasked the personto buy, justdelivered to the island, ifMisterdrankis familiar with, thenImoved, gaveMister.”红酥望向眼前这个有些消瘦的年轻人,提起手中一壶酒,黄纸封,壶身以红绳缠绕,柔声笑道:“不是什么值钱的东西,叫黄藤酒,以糯米、粳米酿造而成,是我故乡的官家酒,最受女子喜好,也被昵称为加餐酒。上次与陈先生聊了许多,忘了这一茬,便请人买了些,刚刚送到岛上,若是先生喝得习惯,回头我搬来,都送给先生。”Sherealizedimproper that suddenlyoneselfsaid a word, without delaysaid: „Just now the servantssaid that womanfemalelikesdrinking, actually the hometownmanalsolikesdrinkingsame.”
她突然意识到自己言语的不妥,赶紧说道:“方才奴婢说那妇人女子爱喝,其实家乡男子也一样喜欢喝的。”Chen Ping'anreceivedthatpotliquor, is smiling the nod saying: „Good, ifcan drink, goes toCinnabar String Mansionto askyouto want.”陈平安接过那壶酒,笑着点头道:“好的,若是喝得惯,就去朱弦府找你要。”
After Hong Suwalks .红酥走后。Chen Ping'annot onlyhas not drunk, but alsoputs in the middle ofthatpotliquor the closething, does not dareto drink.陈平安不但没有喝酒,还将那壶酒放入咫尺物当中,是不敢喝。
It is not untrustworthyHong Su, butisuntrustworthyAzure Gorge IslandandLetter Lake. Even ifthispotliquordoes not have the issue, onceopens the mouthto begother, does not know that whichpotliquorwill have the issue, thereforetofinally, Chen Ping'andefinitelystill can only that side the Cinnabar String Mansiongatekeeper, saywine tastesoftwaddingwithher, nottoosuitableoneself. This point, Chen Ping'andid not feeloneselfandGu Canis somewhat similar.
不是信不过红酥,而是信不过青峡岛和书简湖。即便这壶酒没问题,一旦开口讨要其它,根本不知道哪壶酒当中会有问题,所以到最后,陈平安肯定也只能在朱弦府门房那边,与她说一句酒味软绵,不太适合自己。这一点,陈平安不觉得自己与顾璨有些相似。Forthateventuality, Gu Cancanmassacre10,000without hesitation.
为了那个万一,顾璨可以毫不犹豫地杀掉一万。Chen Ping'an is also afraidthateventuality, can only the Hong Sugood intention, temporarilyput aside, seals.陈平安也是害怕那个万一,只能将红酥的好意,暂时搁置,封存。Butbothseeminglyare similar, isoneresembling„one”, butderivationbigdifferent.
只不过两者看似相仿,到底是一个相像的“一”,而衍生出来的大不同。So long asGu Canis also clinging to tenaciouslyownthatone, Chen Ping'an and Gu Candispositiontug-of-war, is doomed unable Gu Canto pull out itself.
只要顾璨还死守着自己的那个一,陈平安与顾璨的心性拔河,是注定无法将顾璨拔到自己这边来的。Chen Ping'analsoalreadytemporarilygave up.陈平安也已经暂时放弃了。Regards the worldincludingtwopeople, most basicfabric of ideas, alreadyis different, no matter whatyoudivulged the day, was equally useless.
连两个人看待世界,最根本的心路脉络,都已经不同,任你说破天,一样无用。ThereforeGu Canhas not seen, Chen Ping'anandLotus Flower Root Blessed Landpicture scrollfourpeople of being togethertime, has not seenundercurrentto surge, is destructive, with the finalmerry gathering and happy parting, will have the reunionfinally.
所以顾璨没有见过,陈平安与藕花福地画卷四人的相处时光,也没有见过其中的暗流涌动,杀机四伏,与最终的好聚好散,最后还会有重逢。Not necessarilysuitsLetter LakeandGu Can, butGu Canlittlelooked at a possibilityeventually.
未必适合书简湖和顾璨,可顾璨终究是少看了一种可能性。Aftergraduallywas familiar with the Letter Lakepart of high and lowandcomplexstaggeredveins, Chen Ping'anbelievesGu Can, ifplacesbeyondpart of thoughts the murder, even if studiesstudyLiu Zhimaoto buy the hearts of the people, the method of cultivationinfluence, Gu Canwithhismother, canlivewellinLetter Lake, is long-time.
在逐渐熟悉了书简湖一部分高高低低、复杂交错的脉络后,陈平安相信顾璨如果将一部分心思放在杀人之外,哪怕是学一学刘志茂笼络人心、培植势力的手段,顾璨与他娘亲,都可以在书简湖活得更好,更长久。Chen Ping'anseesnowwere more, thinkswere more, butalreadyhas not actually gone to speakthese„idle talk”frame of mind.
只是陈平安如今看到了更多,想到了更多,但是却已经没有去讲这些“废话”的心气。Did not say,actuallydoes not meandoes not do.
不说,却不意味着不做。Just the opposite, needsChen Ping'anto handlemorethings.
恰恰相反,需要陈平安去做更多的事情。
The truthsaidcompletely, Gu Candid not knowwrong, Chen Ping'an can only back off, stopswrong.
道理讲尽,顾璨仍是不知错,陈平安只能退而求其次,止错。So long asheis inLetter Lake, livesworks asMister Bookkeeperin the Azure Gorge Islandmountain gatemouth, canstriveto makeGu Canat leastnot continueto make the huge mistake.
他只要身在书简湖,住在青峡岛山门口当个账房先生,最少可以争取让顾璨不继续犯下大错。SinceGu Candoes not knowwrong, believesoneselfaremost right, will not naturally changewrong, Chen Ping'anforgraciousness of the food, withfist chart, twiceobligations, allhas the response.顾璨既然不知错,坚信自己是最对的,自然更不会改错,陈平安为了一饭之恩,和一部拳谱,两次大恩,皆有回应。Because of the pastheart, has tofrombrokengoldenculture guts, be ableonetimeas far as possiblebylowest„satisfied”, keepsLetter Lake, the followingallactions, make upwrongforGu Can.
一次因为过去心坎,不得不自碎金色文胆,才可以尽量以最低的“心安理得”,留在书简湖,接下来的一切所作所为,就是为顾璨补错。Thisis a verysimpleorder.
这是一个很简单的顺序。Isdoes is not easy, especiallydifficultin the firststep, howChen Ping'anto convince itself, thatlategoldenculture gutswas stave, bowed in salute the farewellwithgoldenconfucian garmentlittle person, musthave the price that.
就是做起来并不容易,尤其难在第一步,陈平安如何说服自己,那晚金色文胆破碎,与金色儒衫小人作揖告别,就是必须要有的代价。During one's lifetime, the reasoning withincident, the seeminglyeasyrealityto be most difficult, is difficultonto needto pay the priceinthesedifficultly the truth, but must say, with the conscience of self-innermost feelings, after interrogating and torturingandanswered, ifdecides to say, oncethat said that paidtheseprices, is often unknown, the sweetness and bitternessfromreceiving, is unable with the criticism/human language.
人生在世,讲理一事,看似容易实最难,难在就难在那些需要付出代价的道理,还要不要讲,与自我内心的良知,拷问与答复之后,如果还是决定要讲,那么一旦讲了,付出的那些代价,往往不为人知,甘苦自受,无法与人言。Besidethesetwomatters, Chen Ping'anneedsto patchownstate of mind.
在这两件事之外,陈平安更需要修补自己的心境。Cannotrecoverhalf, he himselffirstbroke down.
不能补救到一半,他自己先垮了。Chen Ping'angoes out of the room, thistimehas not forgottento blow out the twolights of writing deskanddining table.陈平安走出屋子,这次没有忘记吹灭书案与饭桌的两盏灯火。CrossedAzure Gorge Islandmountain gate, arrives atferry crossing, hasChen Ping'anthatferry, standsin the lakeside, Chen Ping'anhas not shoulderedSword Immortal, onlywears the azure garmentslongcoat.
过了青峡岛山门,来到渡口,系有陈平安那艘渡船,站在湖边,陈平安并未背负剑仙,也只穿着青衫长褂。
The worldis lonely, everywhereno one, in the lakeas ifoverspread the brokenmoney, after beginning of winternight windslightlycold.
天地寂寥,四下无人,湖上仿佛铺满了碎银子,入冬后的夜风微寒。LetChen Ping'anafterpracticing boxingto advance into the fifthboundary, to wear the lawrobegold/metalsweet wineparticularly, intonight, felt the worldsolar termschanges in temperaturefinally.
让陈平安在练拳跻身第五境、尤其是身穿法袍金醴之后,在今夜,终于感受到了久违的人间节气冷暖。As the rivers and lakesmorewalkare farther, particularlyhas looked at more and more governmentatmospheres and mountain topscenes, Chen Ping'anadmiresMaster Ruanmore and moreregarding the view of master and disciplerelations, as well asadmiresCui Dongshanthatto teachoutsidehischessmore and more chess.
随着江湖越走越远,尤其是看过了越来越多的官场风气和山上光景,陈平安就越来越佩服阮师傅对于师徒关系的看法,以及越来越佩服崔东山那场教他的棋外棋。Ruan Qionggathers the disciple, whichdaynotdisputedformaster and person, the disciplecreated a disturbanceinside, criticized the opponentwantonly, orfailed to consider right or wrong, joined in the battlefieldresolutely.阮邛收取弟子,不是为了师父哪天与人争执,弟子在旁起哄,大肆攻讦对手,或是不问是非,毅然决然投身战场。Ruan Qiongonceword, Ionlygatheredaminthatperson of same belief the disciple of person, did not gathersomeonlyto know that for the discipledisciple who Iworked oneself to death.阮邛曾言,我只收取是那同道中人的弟子,不是收取一些只知道为我卖命的徒弟门生。Difficult of life, difficultcaringdifficultdraw, more difficultin the most importantperson, will let your opiniondifficultdraw.
人生之难,难在意难平,更难在最重要的人,也会让你意难平。Howeverthisis onlydifficult of good person.
不过这只是好人之难。Ismorepeople, neverconsidersthese.
到底是更多的人,从来不思量这些的。
The way of the worldhitmyfist, why can't Ialso a foot? The worlddareto fight with the fistsmywhole faceblood stain, harmingmeis not happy, Imusthit the worldto meet a cruel deathsurely, as forcaninjureandinnocent, is or isn'tdeserves to be damned, wantsnot to think.
世道打了我一拳,我凭什么不能还一脚?世人胆敢一拳打得我满脸血污,害我心里不痛快,我就定要打得世人粉身碎骨,至于会不会伤及无辜,是不是死有余辜,想也不想。Thisisincorrect.
这是不对的。Repairing the strengthis the attitude of life, cultivating the mindis the road of climbing up.
修力是立身之本,修心是登高之路。AboveGreat Dao, the holding a sworddirect actingis also good, goes off to studyto study away from home, occasionallymustletallow to pass through.大道之上,仗剑直行也好,负笈游学也罢,偶尔总要给人让让路。
The Chen Ping'anfacial featuresanxiety, onlythought that hugelybig, thesespoken languages, can only suppressin the belly, no onewill listen.陈平安面容愁苦,只觉得天大地大,这些言语,就只能憋在肚子里,没有人会听。
The Chen Ping'anthoughtsmove slightly.陈平安心思微动。Thinks.
想了想。Takes out a blackcoalfrom the closething.
从咫尺物当中取出一块黑炭。Hedrew a great-circleonferry crossing.
他在渡口上画了一个大圈。Thenhebends the waistin the circle, draws a straight lineslowly, is equal todividing into two circle.
然后他弯腰在圆圈之中,缓缓画出一条直线,等于是将圆圈一分为二。Chen Ping'ansquatsbythatline, thenfor a very long timehas not taken up the pen, browtightwrinkle.陈平安蹲在那条线旁边,然后久久没有动笔,眉头紧皱。Mister Bookkeeper of lookdispirited, musttake offwaistSword Nurturing Bottle-gourd, drankblackcryingliquorto stimulate.
神色萎靡的账房先生,只得摘下腰间养剑葫,喝了一口乌啼酒提神。Theninthatstraightlyhigh and low, wroteoneto be friendlyandwickedrespectively.
这才在那条直线上下,各自写了一个善和恶。Chen Ping'anmustoncepause„one”inthischaracter that in the ideain that is not willingto think deeplyandbe also incapable ofgoing into seriously, steps forwardonestepintonight.陈平安要在那个曾经在心路上停步、不愿深思、也无力去深究的“一”这个字上,在今夜跨出一步。Like the Mud Vase Lanestraw sandalyoungster, walkedin the pastabovecovered bridge.
就像泥瓶巷草鞋少年,当年走在廊桥之上。Chen Ping'ansquatson the ground, inthatstraight line, between the good and eviltwocharacters, writes down„humanist”fourcharactersgently, muttered: „Temporarily can only thinkso many.”陈平安蹲在地上,在那条直线上,在善恶两字之间,轻轻写下“以人为本”四个字,喃喃道:“暂时只能想这么多。”Chen Ping'ancloses the eye, drankliquor, after opening the eye, stands up, is on the verge of„good”thatsemicirclewith stride, do something at one go, toanother of wickedthishalf-turn, drew an oblique line, moves the step, from bottom to top, draws an oblique line.陈平安闭上眼睛,又喝了一口酒,睁开眼睛后,站起身,大步走到“善”那个半圆的边缘,一气呵成,到恶这个半圈的另外一段,画出了一条斜线,挪步,从下往上,又画出一条斜线。Finally, a circle, alreadywas cutsixdomainsbyChen Ping'an, happening together, only then a thatcenter of circlepoint.
最终,一个圆圈,已经被陈平安切割成六块版图,交集只有那个圆心一点。Chen Ping'anafter this, suddenly sees the lightprobably, arrives above thatstraight linequickly„good”in the middle ofcharactersemicircle, inthatdomain that thesethreeregionscome, inhandcharcoal pencils, starts to writesuch asflies, thought aloud: „Ifsaid that thisis the wholeheartedness that the consciencedoes good deeds, andfirmest, mentalis not easyto move, thatworldinthisplace, Three Doctrinesknowledge, the Hundred Schools of Thought, evenhas not studiedto know the charactereven if, teaching‚inbookhas the Huangjinwuandinbookto havethousandbellmillet’and‚to practice moral culture the Qi Familygoverningevenworld’, thatis the bestknowledge, becausehears, evendid not needanysaints and sagesto do best to convinceto say the truth, because ofthiskind of person, is willingto listen, is willingto sitbuthearssay/way, got upbutline, regardless of the way of the worldwere how poverty-stricken, will persevere the conscience!”陈平安在这之后,好像豁然开朗,快步走到那条直线之上的“善”字半圆当中,在这三块区域居中的那块版图,手中炭笔,落笔如飞,自言自语道:“若说这是本心向善的赤诚之心,且最为坚定,心智不易移动,那么在这块地方的世人,三教学问,诸子百家,甚至哪怕是没有读过书识过字,教之‘书上自有黄金屋、书中自有千钟粟’、‘修身齐家治国平天下’,那就是最好的学问,因为听得进去,甚至无需任何一位圣贤苦口婆心说道理,因为这类人,愿意听,也愿意坐而闻道,起而行之,无论世道如何困苦,也会坚守本心!”Chen Ping'ansets outfast, falls back onwiththatsemicirclewrites all overcoalcharacterregion„being in sharp opposition” the wickedsemicirclemediationregion.陈平安快速起身,退到与那个半圆写满炭字区域“针锋相对”的恶之半圆居中地带。
The squattinglower part of the body, sameis the charcoal pencilswrites, mutters: „Human naturewas wicked, thiswickednotconstantlyderogatory meaning, butelaboratedinperson of heart another natural disposition, thatis the inbornsensationto of worldone, strugglesto snatch, preservesownbenefitgreatest, like the former, regarding the life and death, cannotrepose, in the Confucianismthree forms of immortality and burning incensedescendantsinheritbeside, here, ‚I’am the entireworld, mydeadworlddies, Ilive the worldto live, I of individual, thissmall‚one’, notcompared withentireplaceworldthisbigone, the weight/quantityheavyleast bit, Zhu Lianexplainedinitiallywhyis not willingto kill. A persondoes not rescue the world, isthisprinciple! Similarlynon-is the derogatory meaning, is only the purehuman nature, althoughIdid not seewith own eyes, butIbelieve,samehad promoted the way of the worldvanguard.”
蹲下身,一样是炭笔哗哗而写,喃喃道:“人性本恶,此恶并非一味贬义,而是阐述了人心中另外一种本性,那就是天生感知到世间的那个一,去争去抢,去保全自身的利益最大化,不像前者,对于生死,可以寄托在儒家三不朽、香火子孙传承之外,在这里,‘我’就是整个天地,我死天地即死,我生天地即活,个体的我,这个小‘一’,不比整座天地这个大一,分量不轻半点,朱敛当初解释为何不愿杀一人而不救天下,正是此理!同样非是贬义,只是纯粹的人性而已,我虽非亲眼见到,但是我相信,一样曾经推动过世道的前行。”„Dispositionentiretribeinthisplace‚blossoming and bearing fruit’ the person, canatcertaincritical moments, whichflood after being able to saythese‚Idie, be dreadful’and‚ratherteachesmylost/carryingworldperson’, ‚goes toward the end of one's days, perverse actions’. Butthisgrade of the world having mystical powersmyriad thingsalmostsomenatural dispositions, are all very likelyinsteadarewe‚person’attitude of life, at leastisone, why before this explained that Ido not thinkclearly, so many‚bad’ the person, cultivating Daobecomesdaoist immortal, samenotunobstructive, even can also livecompares the so-calledgood person, good. Because the worldgives birth to the myriad things, is not selfish, not necessarily the good and evildecides the life and deathby‚person’.”
“心性全部落在此地‘开花结果’的人,才可以在某些关键时刻,说得出口那些‘我死后哪管洪水滔天’、‘宁教我负天下人’,‘日暮途远,倒行逆施’。可是这等天地有灵万物几乎皆有的本性,极有可能反而是我们‘人’的立身之本,最少是之一,这就是解释了为何之前我想不明白,那么多‘不善’之人,修道成为神仙,一样毫无无碍,甚至还可以活得比所谓的好人,更好。因为天地生养万物,并无偏私,未必是以‘人’之善恶而定生死。”
After drinkingbigliquor .
喝了一大口酒后。Chen Ping'ansets outto arrive at the mostright hand of abovesemicircle, „thisplacewill of the people, was inferior that the person of willneighboringrightis so tenacious, compared withkeeping on vacillating, buthowever was still partial toinShan, because ofwill be easybecause of the placefrom time to time, will haveall sorts ofchanges, thatneedsThree DoctrinesSaintandthe Hundred Schools of Thought, the inculcationdoes not carveby‚jadegood-for-nothing, the personstudydoes not know’, warnsis making the dayinlookingby‚person’, will encouragekarmic rewardandthis lifeluck ’ will sayby ‚ this lifesecret virtuenext lifepainstakinglynext life.”陈平安起身走到上边半圆的最右手边,“此地人心,不如邻近的右边之人那么心志坚韧,比较游移不定,不过但是仍偏向于善,但是会因人因地因时而易,会有种种变化,那就需要三教圣人和诸子百家,谆谆教诲以‘玉不琢不成器,人不学不知道’,警示以‘人在做天在看’,劝勉以‘今生阴德来世福报、今生苦来世福’之说。”Chen Ping'anwrites abouthere , some have thought that arrives around the center of circle„good and evil”nearbytwocharacters, supplementedwith the charcoal pencilsslowlytwowords, wrote above „are willingto believeduring one's lifetime, was not‚bythingeasything’”, wrote under, „, ifanypaid, without the essencereturn, thatwere the buckle‚I’ this benefit.”陈平安写到这里,又有所想,来到圆心附近的“善恶”两字附近,又以炭笔缓缓补充了两句话,在上边写了“愿意相信人生在世,并不都是‘以物易物’”,在下边则写了,“若是任何付出,只要没有实质回报,那就是折损了‘我’这个一的利益。”Chen Ping'anreceives the charcoal pencils, muttered: „Once the sensationarrivesis damaged, the heart of thisperson, will produce the enormousquestion and anxiety, muststartto look aroundeverywhere, is thinkingmustbegfromelsewhere, as well asdemands, thisexplainedLetter Lake why so chaotic, everyoneis strugglinglaboriously, wasIpreviouslythinksagain, whysomeso manypeople, mustinway of the worldsuffered a fistsomewhere, mustbe morein the way of the world, beat, butignored totally others life, solelytonot live, onGu Can, was going on livinginalreadylikelyobviouslywell, following this vein, will turn. Cansay‚melikeskilling people’ the person, is the Letter Lakeenvironmentaccomplishesincessantly, butis the Gu Canheartfieldridgevertically and horizontally/able to move unhindered, dividesbythis, whenhewill contact a biggerworldat the first opportunity, for exampleafterIgivehim the smallloach, will arrive atLetter Lake, the Gu Cannaturewill seizeisothers'one, money, life, refused to balk.”陈平安收起炭笔,喃喃道:“一旦感知到受损,这个人的内心深处,就会产生极大的质疑和焦虑,就要开始四处张望,想着必须从别处讨要回来,以及索取更多,这就解释了为何书简湖如此混乱,人人都在辛苦挣扎,再就是我先前所想,为何有那么多人,一定要在世道的某处挨了一拳,就要在世道更多处,拳打脚踢,而全然不顾他人死活,不单单是为了活着,就像顾璨,在明明已经好好活下去了,还是会顺着这条脉络,变成一个能够说出‘我喜欢杀人’的人,不止是书简湖的环境造就,而是顾璨心田的田垄纵横,就是以此而划分的,当他一有机会接触到更大的天地,比如当我将小泥鳅送给他后,来到了书简湖,顾璨就会自然去攫取更多属于别人的一,金钱,性命,在所不惜。”
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