„Could not see your boy young looks actually thoroughly.” “看不出你小子年纪轻轻的倒是看得透彻。” „It is not thorough is not good, otherwise cannot play to your old seniors runs around in circles?” Chen Guang is teasing. “不透彻一点不行啊,不然不得给你们这些老前辈玩得团团转？”陈光调侃着。 Wu Shan stares, „I look am not, I always thought that is we plays to you runs around in circles. Your boy brain, did not take part in government to be a pity.” 武山一愣,“我看不是,我总觉得是我们给你玩得团团转。你小子这脑子,不从政可惜了。” „Ha? I had said I don't take part in government?” Chen Guang wonders to say. “哈？我有说过我不从政吗？”陈光纳闷道。 Wu Shan patted under his head, „don't you really understand or cannot install? Knows slightly the colleague of inside story, who does not understand that your Chen Guang is a behind-the-scenes force of slow Lizheng case, who does not know that your Chen Guang is the super thorn head, people like you, do we dare to make you take part in government?” 武山拍了下他脑袋,“你是真不懂还是装不懂？稍微知道点内情的圈内人,谁不明白你陈光就是徐立正一案的幕后推手,谁不知道你陈光是个超级刺儿头,你这样的人,我们敢让你来从政啊？” Chen Guang is selecting the eyebrow, „! I have not believed that was I bent on having to test the official you also to be able not to make me register?” 陈光挑着眉,“嘿！我就还不信了,我偏要考公务员你们还能不让我报名了？” „What bar do you put my here to lift?” Wu Shan was quickly is also speechless to him. “你搁我这儿抬什么杠啊？”武山对他也是快无语了。 While two people are chatting, front actually fierce transmitting clamoring sound, the crowd became a hopeless mess randomly. 正当两人聊着,前方却猛的传来喧哗声,人群乱成了一锅粥。 „slow Lizheng jumped from an upper story!” “徐立正跳楼了！” Under five buildings, slow Lizheng is sprawled to pat on the ground, spatters in all directions shed the blood everywhere, incarnadine places. 五楼下面,徐立正四仰八叉拍在地上,迸溅出来的血洒了满地,染红了一片地。 Chen Guang lies near the balcony, stares to look at the following ground that beach hashed meat mud, in the ear is completely the clamoring sounds of people, but in his brain actually empty, what thought did not have. 陈光趴在阳台边,直勾勾看着下面地上那滩碎肉烂泥,耳朵里尽是喧哗人声,但他脑子里却空空荡荡,什么念头都没了。 He looks up the day, felt, this blue sky has never had is so bright. 他抬头望着天,觉得,这蓝天白云从未有过的那么亮。 Old Man slow died. 徐老头死了。 How does he die? 他怎么死的？ Was persecuted to death by me? 是被我逼死的？ It is not right, he was persecuted to death by he himself. 不对,他是被他自己逼死的。 The will of the people are dirty, is frail. 人心越是肮脏,就越是脆弱。 Man of great integrity. Can not want just, can be fearless. 只有正直的人。才能无欲则刚,才能无所畏惧。 slow Lizheng he is not very honest, the heart has the cult tactic, arrogant and willful son. Raises the tiger to create disaster, does not know to teach. 徐立正他不够正直,心有邪术,骄纵儿子。养虎为患,不知管教。 For this son, he did too many wrong things, he knows that oneself is unforgivable. 为了这儿子,他做了太多错事,他知道自己不可原谅。 The thing that he does not dare to face are too many, therefore this old man chose such a road eventually, jumps to leap. Chart happy extrication, just like past Dean taking poison, such as today's slow Lizheng jumping from an upper story. 他不敢面对的东西太多,所以这老头子终究选择了这样一条路,纵身一跃。图个痛快解脱,正如当年丁露的服毒,也如今天徐立正的跳楼。 About the person of suicide, usually two views, a saying was they had the biggest courage, died did not fear. Another saying was they have in a big way spiritless, went on living does not dare. 关于自杀之人,素来有两种说法,一说是他们拥有最大的勇气,连死都不怕。另一说却是他们拥有最大懦弱,连活下去都不敢。 Under normal conditions, the official who is slow Lizheng this level wants dead difficultly, at least before then, the bureaucrat of his rank rarely has precedent that sentences the death penalty. 通常情况下,达到徐立正这个层次的官员想死都难,起码在此之前,他这个级别的官僚鲜有判死刑的先例。 Naturally if he does not jump from an upper story, this most will hold the beginning in his head. 当然如果他不跳楼的话,这次多半会在他头上开了先河。 The harbor gives shelter, hires the murder person. The murder, last, affects to have in court particularly did not discuss that much badly, under is in the glare of the public eye the matter, this really makes the trial lawyer even/including Bianhu courage not have. 包庇窝藏,雇凶杀人。当庭杀人,尤其是最后一个,影响有多恶劣就不谈了,众目睽睽之下发生的事,这实在让辩护律师连辩护的勇气都没有。 Counts the crime and sentencing, does not die also dies. 数罪并判,不死也死。 Is bright to the country as for another officials involved, this once scenery infinite approaching always, is nothing skill. 至于另一个涉案人员向国明,这位曾经风光无限的向总,更是没什么活头。 Once had the bottom. Many case, Leng Qin whole family matter just minor details, circumstance to country clear(ly) compared with this serious bad, two hand ten fingers cannot break off. 一旦起了底。诸多案子一查,冷琴一家子这事都只不过细枝末节,向国明身上情节比这严重恶劣的,两只手十根指头掰不过来。 „Finished.” “结束了。” Side Chen Guang, Leng Qin is saying spookily, her sound sounds especially exhausted, inside is passing the stock dead air/Qi. 陈光身旁,冷琴幽幽的说着,她的声音听起来格外疲惫,里面透着股死气。 Chen Guang turns head to visit her, the heart does not have the pleasant surprise that the half a point is of great success unexpectedly, only felt gushes out the silence reigns flavor that from this woman, almost must swallow own vitality. 陈光扭头看着她,心头竟无半分大功告成的惊喜,只觉得从这女人身上涌出来的万籁俱寂的味道,几乎要吞噬自己的生机。 Leng Qin has turned away, smiles to Chen Guang, smiling is miserable, on her face that centipede same scar, is passing stock strange sad touching unexpectedly. 冷琴转过脸,冲着陈光一笑,笑得是那么凄凉,她脸上那道蜈蚣一样的疤,竟透着股诡异的凄美。 Chen Guang looks at slow Lizheng who jumped from an upper story, looked at Leng Qin again, realizes anything, held her shoulder fiercely, „Sister Leng! You......” 陈光又是看了看跳楼的徐立正,再看了看冷琴,意识到什么,猛的抓住了她肩膀,“冷姐！你……” Leng Qin smiled, she twists off the mineral water jar in hand, will be left over half bottle of water rumble to drink, then the jar one threw the ground to her. 冷琴又笑了,她拧开手里的矿泉水瓶子,将剩下半瓶水咕噜咕噜一口全喝了下去,然后瓶子吧嗒一下给她扔到了地上。 Her breath gradually becomes more rapid, on the face starts the reappearing difference the flushed, the blood threads of eye grows out of nothing in several seconds, again densely covered her entire pupil, her body starts crazily shivers. 她的呼吸渐渐变得越加急促,脸上开始浮现异样的潮红,眼睛的血丝在几秒钟时间内从无到有,再密布了她整个眼仁,她的身子开始疯狂的颤抖起来。 „No!” The Chen Guang mouth gets bigger and bigger, Leng Qin this symptom makes him panic-stricken. “不！”陈光嘴巴越长越大,冷琴这症状让他惊恐至极。 Has not thought, Leng Qin is still smiling, smiles feels relaxed free and easy with. 不曾想,冷琴依然在笑,笑得是那么释然与洒脱。 This perhaps is the world's most beautiful smile, can carve the person ruthlessly at heart, even if Chen Guang many years later recalls, can put behind sad and pain under this smile. 这或许是世上最美丽的笑容,能狠狠的刻进人的心里,哪怕陈光多年后回忆起来,也能在她这笑容之下忘却悲伤与苦痛。 „Chen Guang, thank you, thank you make me know, in this world has the good person.” “陈光,谢谢你,谢谢你让我知道,这个世上还是有好人的。” The Leng Qin sound was getting more and more low. 冷琴的声音越来越低了。 The tears uncontrolled flow off from the Chen Guang eyes, dim eye socket, he wants to put out a hand to support Leng Qin bravely, but the hand actually shakes fiercely, the strength of lifting did not have. 泪水不受控制的从陈光双眼流下,朦胧了眼眶,他想勇敢的伸出手去扶住冷琴,可手却抖得厉害,就连抬起来的力气都没有了。 „Do not cry , do not cry for me, can reunite with the family member, you do not know me now happily, my such soul, can on the heaven.” “别哭,真的,千万不要为我哭,能够与家人团聚,你不知道我现在有多开心,我这样的灵魂,是能上天堂的。” The hand of Leng Qin touched on the Chen Guang face, touched his boiling hot tears. 冷琴的手抚摸到了陈光脸上,触碰到了他滚烫的泪水。 Chen Guang is sobbing, „I should think early, does not let I hit the mosaic the time from you, I should think! Was I am too stupid!” 陈光哽咽着,“我早该想到的,从你不让我打马赛克的时候,我就该想到的！是我太蠢了！” The finger of Leng Qin more and more shook fiercely, „do not rebuke oneself for me, otherwise I walked not safely. This capsule I have brought, I have decided that you cannot stop me. Actually I damn fall when the traffic accident, now to revenge delayed for several days, because I must be quicker walk, otherwise could not catch up with my family member.” 冷琴的手指抖得越来越厉害了,“别为我自责,不然我走得不安心。这颗胶囊我一直都带着,我早就决定了,你也阻拦不了我。其实我在车祸时就该死掉,现在只是为了报仇多拖延了几天而已,因为我得快些走,不然就追不上我的家人了。” „Surely should not be sad for me, this for many years, happiness of which second I never had like the present. I must walk, you are my benefactor, making you sad is my mistake. Your such good person, must live is happier than everyone, promises me ? Promises me.” “千万千万不要为我难过,这许多年来,我从未有哪一秒钟像现在这样幸福。我要走了,你是我的恩人,让你难过是我的错。你这样的好人,一定要活得比所有人都更幸福啊,答应我,好吗？答应我。” In the Chen Guang nose the acid must seem like filling one liter vinegar, „I promise you.” 陈光鼻子里酸得像是给灌下了一公升的醋,“我答应你。” Leng Qin has turned away, she anything has looked to disappear, her mouth crazy braving blood, her shivering stands still gradually, she holds the balcony like this, raises head to look at space dazzling Sun. 冷琴转过脸去,她已经什么都看不见了,她的嘴里正疯狂的冒着血,她身上的颤抖渐渐停歇,她就这样扶着阳台,仰头看着天上刺眼的太阳。 The smile on her face, blooms midsummer seems like in peony. 她脸上的笑容,绽放得像是盛夏里的牡丹花。 Leng Qin walked, was in front of Chen Guang to walk, is working as Old Man Han and Guo Ming surface walked, is in front of everyone that walked from the public trial hall, walked. 冷琴走了,当着陈光的面走了,当着韩老头与郭明的面走了,当着从公审大厅里走出来的所有人的面,走了。 She might go who unable to see to one, cannot feel, not visible state, with her family member reunion, on happy life. 她或许要去到一个谁也见不到,摸不着,看不见的国度,与她的家人重逢,过上幸福的生活。 She perhaps and will change to a strong wintersweet, tenacious growth above the islands of some fine spring day. 她又或许又会化作一朵坚强的腊梅,顽强的生长在某个鸟语花香的岛屿之上。 At this time, in the movement satchel that in no one can see, the Exceedingly High Chalice ray is glittering silently, such as the heartbeat general frequency of person. 此时,在谁也看不到的运动挎包里,通天圣杯的光芒正无声无息的闪烁,如人的心跳一般频率。 The Leng Qin parents cannot control in the heart eventually sorrowful, cried the tears person in the balcony. 冷琴的父母终究是控制不住心中悲痛,在阳台上哭成了泪人。 Chen Guang actually received the tears, buried sadly, because he complied with Leng Qin, certainly lived fine happily. 陈光却收起了眼泪,埋掉了悲伤,因为他答应了冷琴,一定要得活得更幸福。 The people have many ways of living, or resplendence, either lightly like water, either perishes to degenerate, either open-minded free and easy. 人有很多种活法,或辉煌灿烂,或平淡如水,或沉沦堕落,或豁达洒脱。 The life has the length to have short, has the humility noblly. 生命有长有短,有高贵有低贱。 Leng Qin chose ended her life in this special time, to her was biggest free and easy. 冷琴选择了在这个特殊的时刻结束她的生命,对她而言正是最大的洒脱。 No matter again the right and wrong in this court, Chen Guang one group of helped the Leng Qin family member make her funeral arrangement. 再不管这法庭上的是是非非,陈光一行人帮着冷琴的家人料理了她的后事。 In the evening, gazed after the carrying/sustaining the airplane of Leng Qin bone ash to rush to the clouds, grieved of everyone, as if also follows the bellow of airplane to go far away gradually. 傍晚,目送着承载了冷琴骨灰的飞机冲上云霄,所有人内心的酸楚,仿佛也伴随着飞机的轰鸣声而渐渐远去。 Guo Ming patted the shoulder of Chen Guang, „she is a brave person, the next generation can certainly throw a good embryo.” 郭明拍了拍陈光的肩膀,“她是个勇敢的人,下辈子一定能投个好胎。” Chen Guang smiles, „god knows the person really has next life. The life is really frail, on time of this day, died unexpectedly three people.” 陈光笑了笑,“天知道人是不是真的有来世。生命真脆弱,也就这一天的时间,竟死了三个人。” „Therefore, life is short, we must make merry while one can.” In the Zhou Jingsi words has the feeling, has the profound meaning.( To be continued.) “所以啊,人生苦短,咱们得及时行乐。”卓静思的话语里带着浓浓的感慨,颇有深意。(未完待续。)