BEGD :: Volume #8 树欲静,风卷云动

#363: On the paper the character, in the heart ties. The staying or going has no intention, life and death by heart.


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( 1 ) (一) Ganlong. 甘陇 Eastmost Moon Forest Sect station 月林宗驻地最东面 In alone facing the wall. 孤零零的面壁室内。 Four sides white wall, empty. 四面白墙,空空荡荡。 Chilly, lonesome and quiet. 清冷,幽静。 Xiuxiu sits cross-legged, calmly sits on the rush cushion in room. 秀秀盘腿,静静坐在室中的蒲团上。 Being utterly confused. 心乱如麻。 She comes to here, was clearly punished to face the wall by the Master. 她来这里,分明是被师傅罚来面壁的。 Or is faces the wall to think of faults. 或者说是面壁思过。 But entire day, she does not have the means to calm the mind. 但整整一天,她都没办法静下心来。 The people sit in the little darling. 人是在乖乖坐着。 But her heart is dishonest. 但她的心却一点不老实。 A while runs up to one piece thick patch of grass, a while goes into the Banyan City restaurant, runs up to Puppet Toad Valley, goes to Qingyang Town, runs up to Hidden Clouds Sect. 一会儿跑到某一片“草丛”中,一会儿跑到榕城的酒楼里,跑到傀蜮谷,跑到青羊镇,跑到云隐宗 Also runs up to the elder brother more, runs up to moon/month of past mountain. 又跑到昆弥,跑到月昔山。 Even, passed through the blockade of world, to Ice Cold World, to bad fog insect sea. 甚至,穿越了界面的封锁,到了寒冰界,到了大雾虫海。 Took several million miles road, being utterly exhausted that walks. 走了几千万里的路,走的疲惫不堪。 Obviously is the disciplinary punishment of thinking of faults, actually turned into the bitter travel of recalling. 明明是思过的惩戒,却变成了追忆的苦旅。 She dislikes oneself does not make every effort to succeed. 她讨厌自己的不争气。 ...... …… Initially northwest came, is she on own initiative proposes the request to Fang Min and Master gate. 当初来西北,是她主动向方敏和师门提出请求。 The goal was to certainly forget Wei Buer. 目的当然是为了忘了魏不二 She thinks, so long as no longer meets will never see. 她原想,只要不再见面永远不见。 The time grew, the day was long, the Wei Buer appearance should blur. 时间长了,日子久了,魏不二的模样就该模糊了。 Her thoughts should also be gradually pale, was cool. 她的心思也应该渐渐淡了,凉了。 Has not thought, just arrived at the northwest, once more has run into him. 没有想到,刚到西北,就再次遇到了他。 Has a look at your this scared witless appearance!” “看看你这副魂不守舍的样子!” She remembers talking incessantly that the Master expected too much, where also had in childhood the intelligent clever appearance!” 她想起了师傅恨铁不成钢的唠叨,“哪里还有小时候聪明伶俐的样子!” Yes, since Puppet Toad Valley, after meeting him, she has done anything! 是啊,自从傀蜮谷之后,从遇见他之后,她都干了些什么! Leaves uncultivated the time, wastes one's best years. 荒废光阴,虚度年华。 If not for the chance coincidence broke through Spirit Connection Realm, only then waited for death ignorantly. 若不是机缘巧合突破了通灵境,也只有浑浑噩噩地等死了。 Naturally, where now does not have well to go. 当然,现在也没有好到哪里去。 Cannot this way. 不能再这样下去。 She stands up fiercely. 她猛地站起身来。 The line of sight from low to high, has raised instantaneously, seems like must suddenly see the light. 视线从低到高,瞬间提了起来,看似要豁然开朗。 But is stranded in one room. As if indication the boundary of her trapped/sleepy cage. 但到底还是困于一室之内。似乎征兆着她的困笼之境。 She decides to reorganize this sentiment as soon as possible. 她决定尽快整理这段感情。 Does not see Wei Buer. 再也不见魏不二 It is not right. 不对。 Everybody in birth camp, this not being able to avoid. 大家都在降世营,这个免不了。 Even if then, met, do not think him, do not speak with him, treats as never knew. 那么,即便见了面,也不要看他,不要与他说话,就当做从不认识。 It is not good. This appears extremely desirably. 不好。这样又显得太过刻意。 Can meet, can look at him, can speak with him. Can treat as itself to know him. 或者,可以见面,可以看他,可以与他说话。可以当做自己认识他。 But is ordinary, side has not mixed with the sentiment to greet. How. 但就是普普通通地,没有夹杂旁的感情地打招呼。如何。 Understands at heart this segment Chixiang sentiment is impossible, understands oneself and he is predestined friends unqualified, therefore the friend sent regards likely generally, how. 心里明白这段痴想的感情不可能,明白自己与他有缘无分所以像朋友一般地问候,如何。 But, she more wants to be sadder, more thought oneself cannot achieve. 可是,她越想越难过,越觉得自己做不到。 Some necessities exercise extremely beforehand clearly. 极有必要事先真真切切地演习一番。 Therefore, she looks toward some corner of room. 于是,她往屋子的某一个角落瞧去。 An empty shade rocks, the Wei Buer form then as if appeared in the corner. 一阵虚影晃动,魏不二的身影便仿佛出现在了墙角。 She is anxious immediately. 她立时紧张起来。 Looked at the corner long time, has recovered. 望了墙角半晌,才回过神来。 Does calmly, to him, nodded lightly. 强做镇定,冲着“他”,淡淡点了点头。 Also thinks somewhat artificially. 又觉得有些做作。 Redoes shows a faint smile. 改做微微一笑。 Also thinks warmly. 又觉得过于热情。 Changed to say one: For a long time does not see.” 改说一声:“好久不见。” Also wants extremely to be false, where does not see for a long time? 又想是否太过虚伪,哪里是好久不见? Her distinct every day will see him! 她分明每日都会见到他! She cannot insist finally, moves toward corner Wei Buer. 她终于坚持不下去,走向墙角处的“魏不二”。 Arrives at side him. 走到他身边。 Sat. 一屁股坐了下去。 Your this pest......” “你这只讨厌鬼……” She looks up him, solemn and attractive face. 她抬头看他,冷峻又好看的脸。 The grievance of having mind filled with, you initially saved me to do......” 满腹的委屈,“你当初救我干嘛啊……” The phonograph opened could not anchor, she looked like the flood to clash the dike, endlessly, talked on endlessly incessantly...... 话匣子打开就停不住了,她像洪水冲开了堤坝,没完没了,滔滔不绝地叨叨起来…… !” “呼!” Then in this time, suddenly hears the sound that behind broadcasts breathes out. 便在此时,忽然听见身后传来哈气的声音。 She had a scare, turns head upward to look. 她吓了一跳,回头往上看。 When does not know, on the roof opened a dark hole unexpectedly, vortex is the same...... 不知什么时候,屋顶上竟然开了一个黑乎乎的洞,漩涡一样的…… She is just about to walk outward, in the hole transmits the female gently air flush the sound. 她正要往外走,洞里面又传来女子轻轻吹气的声音。 At once, flutters next volume of Bo paper from the hole. 旋即,从洞中飘下一卷帛纸。 Bo paper looks like the feather to flutter to her hand in generally gently. 帛纸又像羽毛一般轻轻飘到她的手中。 She opens Bo paper to look, above writes one line of characters. 她打开帛纸一瞧,上面写着一行字。 The heart jumps fiercely, the complexion ghost time was white...... 心头猛地一跳,脸色煞时间白了…… ...... …… ( 2 ) (二) In Buer room. 不二房内。 In room simple clean. 屋子里简单干净。 A space teleport entrance went into hiding by formation of clear/pain moon/month, sees, only then pure white wall. 空间传送阵的入口被楚月的阵法隐匿起来,看到的只有洁白的墙壁。 Li Qingyun does not have the leisurely and carefree mood to pay attention to these. 李青云也没有闲情逸致关注这些。 I must say generally is these.” “我要说的大抵就是这些。” His sound is not high, is somewhat exhausted, wants to come greatly well these days not, about this matter, I discussed with several elders, must ask your meaning. Supposing you do not want, we have then bitten the tooth, has folded sect in the northwest complete manpower, must argue strongly based on reason with general Li, cannot call you to be been suffering from injustice by the least bit.” 他的声音不高,又有些疲惫,想来这些日子也不大好过,“关于此事,我同几位长老商量一番,还是要问问你的意思。倘使你不愿意,我们便是咬碎了牙,折了本宗在西北的全部人手,也要与李大帅据理力争,决不能叫你受半点委屈。” On his mouth so said that but the meaning beyond words was very clear. 他嘴上如此说,但话外的意思已经很明白。 Buer has sent long time dull, smiles bitterly saying: How could because of me, to have implicated numerous position Courtyard Lord and fellow apprentices?” 不二发了半晌的呆,才苦笑道:“岂能因我一个人,连累了众位院主和师兄弟?” Li Qingyun said anything, he has listened, has leaked. 李青云说了些什么,他听进了一些,又漏过了一些。 But generally understood. 但大抵还是听懂了。 In his brain flickered the time to think the lots. These years in Hidden Clouds Sect's tip, kills in the mind in a flash. 他脑子里瞬时间想了很多东西。这些年在云隐宗的点点滴滴,一瞬间杀进脑海中。 In his brain that to/clashes seven meat eight elements and flying light filariasis. 冲的他脑子里七荤八素、飞光流火。 He silent for a long time, pu arrived at the ground suddenly, Li Qingyun has knocked three respectfully before as if the several years, his pu to the Hidden Clouds Sect's mountain road, to Li Qingyun kowtows, 他默了许久,忽而匍到地上,给李青云恭恭敬敬磕了三个头就仿佛数年前,他匍到在云隐宗的山路上,冲着李青云磕头的时候、 Sincerely, full head is the blood. 诚心诚意,满头是血。 Kowtowing time, he also flood ignorant. 磕头的时候,他还泛着一点懵。 Cannot believe, oneself must leave Hidden Clouds Sect unexpectedly. 不敢相信,自己竟然要离开云隐宗了。 Yes, leaves Hidden Clouds Sect. 是的,离开云隐宗 Leaves this to step into cultivator world by oneself, completely changes oneself lifetime sect. 离开这个让自己踏入修士界,彻底改变自己一生的宗门 Left this him once to think, was lifetime ownership sect. 离开这个他一度以为,是自己毕生归属的宗门 Left this him once to want depending on the meager strength, sect that carried forward. 离开这个他曾想凭自己微薄之力,发扬光大的宗门 Also good,” “也好,” In his heart thinks coolly secretly: Later not worried.” 他心中凉凉地暗自想到:“以后就了无牵挂了罢。” Regarding the sect worry of difficulty and Li Qingyun, his 10 million understanding. 对于宗门的难处和李青云的苦恼,他10000000个理解。 But regarding the choice of sect, his some are uncomfortable, treats uncomfortably in the birth camp, then certainly doesn't have the means of livelihood? 但对于宗门的选择,他心里到底还是有些不舒服,难受待在降世营,便一定没有活路么? Let alone, to the matter of sect, such is not the time of raising at present, he lives to do utmost and be step by step alarmed. 更何况,离宗的事情,提的这么不是时候眼下,他连活下来都要竭尽全力、步步惊心啊。 Sect Master uncle master,” he stands up from the ground, both hands hold the fist in the other hand, the low head, Buer by the Master gate kindness, these years actually cannot repay deeply......” 掌门师叔,”他从地上站起身来,双手抱拳,低下脑袋,“不二深受师门恩惠,这些年却未能有所报答……” Other source wants saying that oneself wants by the meager body, to be the sect revival cause offers thin strength, nowadays is inadequate. Has words on the tip of the tongue, thinks such remarks touches somebody's sore spot, is why. In the Li Qingyun heart is not certainly glad to be left by oneself. 他方想说,自己原想以微薄之躯,为本宗复兴伟业奉献薄力,现今是不成了。话到嘴边,又觉得此话一出扎心,又是何必。李青云心中也一定不乐意让自己离开。 Then changed a statement: Only hopes that the sect revival industry, will only progress day by day.” 便改口道:“只盼本宗复兴之业,只会蒸蒸日上。” To the matter of sect, this. 离宗的事,就这样吧。 Does not give up again, must leave. 再舍不得,也要离开。 Does not need to struggle, this is the society is most normal analysis and synthesis, loose. 无需挣扎,这是人世间最正常不过的分分合合,散散离离。 He already took easy, on the cultivation's road, whom nobody can accompany to arrive finally. sect is also same. 他早就想开了,修行的路上,没有谁可以陪着谁走到最后。宗门也一样。 From now on the future, his name has then been short of one, is not Hidden Clouds Sect Bitter Ark Courtyard disciple Wei Buer. 从今往后,他的称呼便少了一项,再也不是云隐宗苦舟院弟子魏不二 The Li Qingyun back body to him, body as if slightly somewhat shivers, does not know that is thinking anything. 李青云背身向他,身子似乎微微有些颤抖,也不知在想什么。 spirit vein of moon/month past mountain,” his sound somewhat is obviously bitter and astringent, „must say with you......” “月昔山的灵脉,”他的声音明显有些苦涩,“也要与你说一说……” ( 3 ) (三) The ignorant heart leaves sixth day, the distance and a storehouse sword competition is getting more and more near. 蚩心离开的第六天,距离与藏剑一的比试越来越近。 The ignorant heart feeds in together news from the southeast, as if inquires the hopes of some East China Sea demon territory perhaps life saving, after has made some preparations hurriedly, has stepped into the demon territory resolutely. 蚩心从东南传回一道消息,似乎是打探到东海魔域或许有救命的希望,在匆匆忙忙做过一些准备之后,毅然踏入了魔域。 Because the demon territory is surreptitious, has to grasp principles the demonic cultivation demon knowledge to cover, he then after entering the demon territory shut off with the contact of ignorant heart temporarily. 又因魔域诡秘,有悟道魔修魔识笼罩,他与蚩心的联络便在进入魔域之后暂时切断了。 The way out as if becomes uncertainly does not have the trace. 生路似乎变得更加渺茫无踪。 But with a storehouse sword competition, before actually as if , completely different. 但与藏剑一的比试,却似乎与之前全然不同。 His original plan is, accepts the warning of Xiuxiu, evades the enemy point, before the competition starts, finds an excuse the forfeit. 他原来的打算是,接受秀秀的警告,避敌锋芒,在比试开始之前,借故弃权。 But this competition, in the present situation, entrusted with one brand-new and heavy significance this is he represents Hidden Clouds Sect, last competition of representative Bitter Ark Courtyard. 但这场比试,在眼下的情境中,又赋予了一层崭新又沉重得意义这是他代表云隐宗,代表苦舟院的最后一场比试。 ...... …… ( 4 ) (四) Shouted, did Sun hit the west side to come out?” “吆,太阳打西边出来了?” Some Ice Grinding Courtyard room, Tang Xianzhan in door, to Shen Xian, somewhat unkindly said very much. 碾冰院某间屋子,唐仙站在房门口,冲着门外的沈贤,很有些刻薄地说道。 Whether to allow me to go in the speech.” Shen Xian poked head to look in room, smiled bitterly, also had, should not be mystifying.” “可否容我进去说话。”沈贤探头看了看屋里,苦笑一声,“还有,不要阴阳怪气了。” No,” “别,” Tang Xian sneers, in my room is unlucky, also evil, if has therefore implicated the grand dao future of Sect Master uncle master outstanding disciple, the girl only feared that ten thousand die can also hardly absolve.” 唐仙冷笑一声,“我屋子里晦气得很,又邪性的很,倘若因此连累了掌门师叔高徒的大道前程,小女子只怕万死也难辞其咎。” We have said that” Shen Xian facial color is serious, seemed met the scabs, merry gathering and happy parting, but also is the friend.” “我们说过,”沈贤面色沉重,仿佛被生生接起了伤疤,“好聚好散,还做朋友。” I make your paternal grandmother's mouth!” In Tang unconventional idea thinks. “我做你奶奶的嘴!”唐仙心里想到。 On the mouth snort/hum, had the fart to put quickly.” 嘴上却哼了一声,“有屁快放。” Shen Xian as if also wants to strive for the authority of room, but sees Tang Xian manner really ice-cold, has to sigh, comes straight to the point saying: 沈贤似乎还想争取进屋的权力,但见唐仙态度实在冰冷,只好叹了口气,开门见山道: Junior Brother Wei be please left sect by Sect Master uncle master.......” 魏师弟掌门师叔请出本宗了……。” What?” Tang Xianleng, stared in a big way the eye to look at the opposite party. “什么?”唐仙愣了一下,瞪大了眼睛看着对方。 Outside is not convenient.” Shen Xian smiled. “外面不方便。”沈贤笑了笑。 Tang Xian facial color is not quite immediately attractive, secretly thought in one's heart: How then please come , has the old lady feared him?” 唐仙面色立时不大好看,心中暗道:“便是请进来又如何,老娘怕过他么?” At that moment turns around to fold into the room. 当下转身折入房内。 Shen Xian the room, quite somewhat happily looked at all around, sees Tang Xianding oneself, from attending to sitting, does not abhor the long and short of the story of Xu Jiang matter, the background, Hidden Clouds Sect does not move the sect incident, Li Yunjing request, the discussion of Courtyard Lord and Sect Master, generally told Tang Xian. 沈贤跟着进了房,颇有些欣慰地看了看四周,见唐仙盯着自己,才自顾坐下来,不疾不徐将事情的来龙去脉,背景,云隐宗迁宗一事,李云憬的要求,院主掌门的商议,大抵告诉了唐仙。 End also said: Nowadays, Sect Master and everyone Courtyard Lord and elder have decided this matter, Sect Master also informs this matter with Junior Brother Wei. Nowadays only misses in what way, called the Junior Brother Wei dignified leaving sect.” 末了又道:“现今,掌门诸位院主、长老已商定此事,掌门也与魏师弟告知此事。现今只差以何种方式,叫魏师弟体面的离宗。” Tang Xianting, complexion strange Cha, confirmed with Shen Xian repeatedly, is not willing to believe that secretly thought in one's heart: I do not believe that Wei Buer this and other big heroes, takes a quick look around is the greatly promising disciple, because of Li Yunjing a few words, cannot be my Hidden Clouds Sect disciple.” 唐仙听了,脸色奇差,反复与沈贤确认,仍是不肯相信,心中暗道:“我就不信,魏不二这等大功臣,一眼看去又是大有前途的弟子,就因为李云憬一句话,就不能做我云隐宗弟子了。” Decides in secret, when Shen Xian departs, must inquire surely personally. 暗中打定主意,待沈贤离去,定要亲自打听一番。 What remembers suddenly, asked Shen Xian, Wei Buer was walks remains, what responsibility had with you? Has a need for you telling me?” 忽而想起什么,又问沈贤,“魏不二是走是留,跟你有什么干系?用得着你来告诉我?” Shen Xianmo sound for a long time, stands suddenly from the chair, walked slowly and aimlessly several steps in the room, returns saying that he walks, the Ice Grinding Courtyard squad teams leader then want the vacancy.” 沈贤默声许久,忽然从椅子上站起来,在屋中踱了几步,回道,“他一走,碾冰院小队队长便要空缺。” His surface flood gentle look: Everybody said that must go to war. Once the weaponry hits, all things did not say certainly. I think, our Ice Grinding Courtyard squad also has enormously is possibly sent the frontline. I always thought, this war differs from the past, perhaps the tactical situation wants frigidly outstanding. I am really in suspense you, therefore wants to join with sect voluntarily, holds the post of our Ice Grinding Courtyard squad team leader.” 他面泛柔和神色:“大家都说要打仗了。一旦仗打起来,万事都说不准了。我想,咱们碾冰院小队也有极大可能被派去前线。我总觉得,这次大战不同以往,恐怕战况要惨烈卓绝。我实在放心不下你,所以想与宗门主动请缨,担任咱们碾冰院小队队长一职。” I know that you are very disappointed to me.” He, item looked at Tang Xian, the opposite party as if is also in the shock, I also know oneself should not look for you. But this is concerns you and important matters of several Junior Sister life and death, I hope that we can put down the gratitude and grudges, went through the difficulty hand in hand......” “我知道你对我很失望。”他顿了顿,正目看了看唐仙,对方似乎还处在震惊之中,“我也知道自己不应该来找你。但此乃关乎你和几位师妹生死的大事,我希望咱们都能放下恩怨,携手度过难关……” Shen Xian said naturally is he from the real soul talk of bottom of one's heart. 沈贤所说的当然是他发自肺腑的真心话。 Before he comes, has estimated Hidden Clouds Sect probably in the abilities and strengths of northwest all Spirit Connection Realm disciples, except for Wei Buer, he must be higher than self-confidently steadily plans. 他来之前,大概估量了云隐宗在西北所有通灵境弟子的能力与战力,自信除了魏不二,他还是要稳稳高出一筹的。 If must select one person from the Spirit Connection Realm disciple, leading the Ice Grinding Courtyard squad to go through the difficulty, he certainly was the most appropriate candidate. 如果一定要从通灵境弟子中选出一人,带领碾冰院小队度过难关,他一定是最合适的人选。 His also really wishes that can be Chief Ice Grinding Courtyard, only then so, can let him and misunderstanding and indignation of Tang immortal, in life and death tests, vanishing past animosity. 他也真心希望可以去做碾冰院队长,只有如此,才能让他与唐仙的误会与怨愤,在生死考验之间,冰释前嫌。 Perhaps, Li Qingyun will not approve his idea. 或许,李青云不会赞成他的想法。 But is depending on the Li Qingyun temper, has very big possibility to solicit the suggestions of Ice Grinding Courtyard people. 但依着李青云的性子,有很大的可能性征求碾冰院众人的意见。 If can convince Tang Xian, other Ice Grinding Courtyard several girls will not oppose mostly, this matter greatly might succeed. 倘若自己能说服唐仙,碾冰院其他几位姑娘多半也不会反对,此事就大有可能成功了。 Believes me,” his serious opens the mouth, facial expression is sincere, past was I chooses mistakenly the road. But please again give me an opportunity, I will not call you disappointedly......” “相信我,”他郑重开口,神情再真诚不过,“从前是我选错了路。但请再给我一次机会,我绝不会叫你失望……” He told only half, but also keeps organizing more powerful persuading words in the mind. 他说到一半,还在脑海中不停地组织更有力的劝服的话。 Squeak!” “吱!” Tang Xian has actually gotten to the entrance, opens the door, exited hurriedly...... 唐仙却已走到门口,推开门,匆匆忙忙地出去了…… Is away from home is not very convenient, this renews not easily, but also asked everybody to forgive. 出门在外十分不方便,这张更新得非常不容易,还请大家谅解。
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