The life over the following several days is not very real regarding, some entire team company departments are even revolving her to spin. 接下来几天的生活对于奈莉来说很不真实,整个团队甚至公司一些部门都在围绕着她打转。 The script that have about the love story put completely the tea table in her living room, at least had 20-30 books. 一个个有关于爱情故事的剧本放满了她客厅中的茶几,至少有20-30本。 What kind of content screenwriters come to here to tell her own story to have personally, what kind of effect wants to achieve. 一个个编剧亲自来这里告诉她自己的故事到底有怎样的内容,想要达到怎样的效果。 She sits on the sofa, side that is bigger than female assistant to clean up shameless on her hand her for her, and polishes the nail. 她就坐在沙发上,身边那个比她大一些的女助理为她清理她手上的死皮,并打磨指甲。 Male assistant unceasing something place to them should in place, is in the winter, obviously is obviously tired is sweating profusely, but must grin to say oneself are not tired. 男助理则不断的把一些东西摆放到它们应该在的地方,明明是冬天,明明累得满头大汗,还要龇着牙说自己不累。 The managers sit are putting on a serious face with the screenwriter at the same time have the producer in company to discuss some following details, looks like the ownership of best actress in the discussion this year's Federal Films prize. 经纪人坐在一边板着脸和编剧还有公司的制片人讨论着接下来的一些细节,就像是在讨论今年的联邦电影奖中最佳女主角的归属。 All such is not real, the past all looked like a wrong dream, or the present all, look like a happy dream. 一切都那么的不真实,过去的一切就像是一场错误的梦,或者说现在的一切,就像是一场美好的梦。 It is not real. 太不真实了。 The female assistant loosened her hand, sat her another side, she very natural uphold arm, gave the female assistant own hand. 女助理松开了她的手,坐到了她的另外一侧,她很自然的抬起手臂,把自己的手交给了女助理。 She looked at a fixing hand, very attractive. 她看了一眼修好的手,非常的漂亮。 Is this lives? 这就是生活吗？ Finally at the driving request, her salary reduced 8000, but before Fox Pictures took „photography, enhanced the skill of actor” for the reason, 42,000 in account that infiltrated. 最终在奈莉本人的主动要求下,她的片酬降低到了八千块,但是福克斯影业以“拍摄前提高演员的技能”为理由,把四万两千块打入了奈莉的账户里。 The company on view is to let her outwardly studies some dance lessons and so on, this money company comes, in fact was finds an excuse to give her money. 公司明面上的说法是让她去学习一些舞蹈课之类的,这笔钱公司来出,实际上就是找个借口把钱给了她。 The managers conveyed the opinion of company to her very much explicitly, she can in the contract, only then a small number, money one point that but should give will not be few. 经纪人很明确地把公司的意见转达给了她,她可以在合同上只有一个小数字,但该给的钱一分都不会少。 Ignorant, absent-minded, has started to be used to such life. 懵懵懂懂,恍恍惚惚中,奈莉已经开始习惯了这样的生活。 The script makes a final decision quickly, chose a pure love even a little to be of small the script oppressive heart, before choosing this script the manager has asked her some taboos, whether for example Lynch permitted she photographed kisses the play probably and so on plot. 剧本很快敲定,奈莉选了一个纯爱甚至有点小虐心的剧本,在挑选这个剧本之前经纪人问过她一些禁忌,比如说林奇是否允许她拍摄像是吻戏之类的情节。 Actually Lynch has no restraint, he never depends upon the threat or warned that controls anybody, because the intelligent person knows how to choose. 其实林奇对此没有什么约束,他从来不依靠威胁或者警告去控制任何人,因为聪明的人本身就知道如何选择。 If the choice made a mistake, that means that is an idiot, the idiot should not keep the Lynch side. 如果选择错了,那就意味着那是一个蠢货,蠢货不应该留在林奇的身边。 Finally thought that do not photograph such script to be better, in the script that they choose the leading actor and actress has been at the mutual unrequited love in the condition, until has not brought to light finally. 最终奈莉觉得还是不要拍摄这样的剧本更好一些,他们挑选的剧本中男女主角一直都处于互相单相思的状态中,直到最后都没有挑明。 Since this play is oppressive, must have the third party's fourth participation, needs actor's pay many male supporting actors and actor's pay many supporting actresses. 这部戏中既然要虐,就一定要有第三者第四者的插足,需要一个戏份多的男配角和一个戏份多的女配角。 As the leading lady of movie, core figure, when chooses the corner/horn also had unexpectedly became „examination official” the opportunity. 作为电影的女主角,核心人物,在选角的时候奈莉居然也得到了成为“考官”的机会。 After all the entire manufacture regarding her, she satisfies is most important, the person in company does not want, because elects the supporting actress who she did not like, rises the girl to make to be contradictory with this inexplicably. 毕竟整个制作都是围绕着她,她满意才是最重要的,公司里的人不愿意因为选了一个她不喜欢的女配角,和这个莫名蹿升女孩闹出矛盾来。 From the beginning thought that this is very interesting, from another angle looked others no material object performance at the same time reconsiders own performance, is a very interesting process, can enhance itself. 一开始奈莉觉得这很有趣,从另外一种角度看别人无实物表演的同时反思自己的表演,是一个很有趣的过程,也能提高自己。 May look that thought was somewhat bored, she has not made noise, gave the specialized director and producer the option. 可看着看着就觉得有些无聊了,她没有出声,把选择权交给了专业的导演和制片人。 In her thought has started to be absent-minded, the closing sound alarmed her. 就在她的思维已经开始开小差时,关门声惊动了她。 She lowers the head to reorganize hastily front material, crossed one page, the vision that should do not treat seriously, stayed the moment in this page of girls' picture. 她连忙低头整理一下自己面前的材料,翻过了一页,原本应该一带而过的目光,在这一页女孩的相片上停留了片刻。 She heard a familiar sound to resound in the room, „everyone's good, I was participate in...... the screen test actor of project supporting actress, was...... the mister recommends me to come.” 紧接着,她听到了一个熟悉的声音在房间里响起,“大家好,我是来参加……项目女配角的试镜演员,是……先生推荐我来的。” Raised the head, the girl who looks at room, the girl also saw. 奈莉抬起头,看着房间里的女孩,女孩也看见了奈莉。 Girl's expression had some pleasant surprises suddenly, she controlled quickly, looked like nothing happened such, according to director's request, performed one. 女孩的表情突然间有了一些惊喜,她很快就控制住了,就像是什么都没有发生那样,按照导演的要求,表演了一段。 When she leaves, she gave a hand signal of waiting, she can wait. 在她离开时,她做了一个等待的手势,她会等奈莉。 „Do you know her?”, The producer first discovered small secrets between two girls. “你认识她？”,制片人第一时间就发现了两个女孩之间的小秘密。 Had not denied, „before her, is my roommate.” 奈莉没有否认,“她以前是我的室友。” The producers nod, has not said anything, but he paid attention to this girl very much obviously. 制片人点了点头,没有说什么,不过很显然他留意了这个女孩。 After trying today's all girls, left ahead of time, the producer and director are watching to choose the corner/horn to record, has continued to reduce the population from a some list, looks for that person in their ideal. 等试完今天所有的女孩后,奈莉提前离开了,制片人和导演则在重新观看选角录像,从已经有的一份名单中继续缩减人数,寻找他们理想中的那个人。 Meanwhile, left who chooses the corner/horn office saw to sit the former roommate in car(riage) outside the company quickly. 与此同时,离开了选角办公室的奈莉很快在公司外看见了坐在车中的前室友。 She is driving a car(riage) of 7,000-8,000 dollar, at this time when sees, she beckons on own initiative. 她开着一辆7,000-8,000块钱的车,此时见到奈莉时,她主动招了招手。 „I know that nearby has a cafe, do I go to that to sit?”, The girl looks, after nods, she relaxes. “我知道旁边有一家咖啡馆,我去那坐坐？”,女孩看着奈莉,在奈莉点头之后,她松了一口气。 Two people have not driven, the cafe from is not far, they walk, this will have more time. 两人没有开车,咖啡馆距离不远,她们步行的,这样也会有更多的时间。 Two individual think after this time meets, will have many words saying that but really arrived on the road, actually the discovery does not know that must say anything. 两个人本以为这次见面后会有很多的话说,可是真的走到了路上,却发现不知道要说点什么东西。 Walked some little time, the girl smiles saying that „I almost forgot to congratulate you, were you this piece leading lady?” 走了好一会,女孩才笑说道,“我差点忘了恭喜你,你就是这部片的女主角吧？” Nods, „my luck is good, you, recently what kind of?” 奈莉点了点头,“我运气不错,你呢,最近怎么样？” The girl does intentionally natural shrugging, „how can also, before almost, looks for the dramatic team screen test everywhere well, the luck to play a supporting role, but luck not good time are more.” 女孩故作潇洒的耸了耸肩,“还能怎么样,和以前差不多,到处找剧组试镜,运气好能演一个配角,不过运气不好的时候更多。” Her look a little glitters, she has not in fact spoken the truth, now she everywhere screen test, while does high-level responding to a call. 她的眼神有点闪烁,她实际上没有说实话,现在她一边到处试镜,一边做高级应召。 In movie that because can find in the federal market, indeed has her to participate in the photography the movie, whether or not supporting role, at least one „actor” the status could not run away. 因为在联邦市场上能找到的电影中,的确有她参加拍摄的电影,不管是不是配角,至少一个“演员”的身份跑不掉了。 Just had money regarding these, or the level insufficient rich man, the actor and host, the radio announcer, these roles were full of the huge attraction. 对于那些刚刚有钱,或者层次不够的有钱人来说,演员、主持人,播音员,这些角色充满了巨大的诱惑力。 The price that each guest gives is very high, the girl received work each time little said that can gain to 1,000-2,000, sometimes played wildly, 35,000 were not the major problem. 每一个客人给的价格都是非常高的,女孩每次接活少说能赚到1,000-2,000块,有时候玩得野一点,三五千块也不是什么大问题。 Money that she uses to receive a guest continues to realize her to come the dream of Laldimo for oneself at first, in sideline product that realizing the dream process produces, can increase her worth. 她用接客的钱继续为自己实现着她最初来拉尔地摩的梦想,在实现梦想过程中产生的副产品,又能够增加她的身价。 She is not sometimes clear, oneself such screen test everywhere diligently, really wants to become the star, wants to raise own worth, can sell more money to go by oneself? 有时候她自己也不清楚,自己这么努力的到处试镜,是真的想要成为明星,还是想要抬高自己的身价,让自己能卖出更多钱去？ Only to today, she saw once that roommate to sit when the screen test appraisal seat, something touched her innermost feelings. 只到今天,她看见了曾经那个室友坐在试镜评审席上时,有些东西触动了她的内心。 She had almost given up oneself ideal, some people actually realized oneself future, this makes her have the feelings very much. 她几乎已经放弃了自己的理想,有人却实现了自己的未来,这让她很有感触。 Suddenly, she felt why oneself cannot true pursues in the innermost feelings to be chastest, initial dream? 突然间,她觉得自己为什么不能真正的去追求自己内心中最纯洁,最初的梦想呢？ I want to be an actor! 我想当一个演员！ Most makes people sigh with emotion forever before is present, perhaps past were very silly, but that forever was in the mind the happiest appearance. 最让人感慨的永远都是现在的自己和以前的自己,也许过去的自己很傻,但那永远是自己心目中最美好的样子。 Two people entered in the cafe, after sitting down, ordered two cups of coffee. 两人走进了咖啡馆里,坐下后点了两杯咖啡。 When they mentioned about renting the interesting matter, mentioned another girl, they seem avoiding certain things, this also makes their conversations very happy. 她们说起了合租时发生的有趣的事情,说起了另外一个女孩,她们似乎都在回避某些事情,这也让她们的交谈很愉快。 Arrived finally, the girl is pulling near the ear hair, can see her is a pretty girl, she puts out a hand to grab hand, said in a soft voice, „I want this role, can you help me?” 到最后,女孩挽着耳边的头发,看得出她是一个漂亮的女孩,她伸手抓住奈莉的手,轻声说道,“我想要这个角色,你能不能帮帮我？” Actually has this premonition, when the girl opens the mouth, why she does not know breathes a sigh of relief, „I do not know that can add on you, you know, that person who the producer and director can make the decision truly.” 奈莉其实早就有了这种预感,等女孩开口时,她不知道为什么舒了一口气,“我不知道能不能帮上你,你知道,制片人和导演才是真正能做决定的那个人。” „Has not related, so long as you helped me and they say, finally can elect me, I will thank you.” “没关系的,你只要帮我和他们说说,最后能不能选我,我都会感激你。” The girl visits her very much sincerely, „I know before , something that I handle will make you feel......, but I wanted saying that the hope that the pursue vainly hoped, has not extinguished on me!” 女孩很真诚的看着她,“我知道以前我做的有些事情会让你觉得……但我想要说,追求梦想的渴望,从来都没有在我身上熄灭过！” Perhaps was these words touched her, perhaps was other anything self- move, finally she nods, „I can say with them, but I did not guarantee that this can be useful.” 也许是这句话打动了她,也许是其他什么自我的感动,最终她点了点头,“我会和他们说,但我不保证这能有用。” „Thanks, thank you......” “谢谢,谢谢你……” In the evening, after the manager sent two young assistants, looks, this makes bewildered had a pressure. 晚上,经纪人打发了两个小助理后,看着奈莉,这让奈莉莫名其妙的有了一点压力。 „How......?”, She lowered the head to take a look at itself, did not have to discover on oneself had what issue. “怎么……了？”,她低头打量了一下自己,没有发现自己身上有什么问题。 „I in the afternoon discussed in the company and movie-making section, we have a new idea.” “我下午在公司和制片部讨论了一下,我们有一种新的想法。” „If we treat your first play from the angle in commercial, to be honest the effect will not be definitely good.” “如果我们从商业方面的角度来对待你的第一部戏,老实说效果肯定不会太好。” „You have no fame, is very difficult to let in the audience spontaneous entering movie theater . Moreover the audience of movie is not very big, the box office will not be attractive.” “你没有什么名气,很难让观众自发的走进电影院里,而且爱情片的受众也不是很大,票房可能不会太好看。” „We plan to change a way of photography, attacks a Rookie of the Year Award with this movie for you!” “我们打算换一种拍摄的方式,用这部电影为你冲击一个年度最佳新人奖！” This is also the company's overall decision, before they looked at some recording tapes, and majority have no difference in the girl who Laldimo struggles, must say that her performance has how stirring, that is talks nonsense. 这也是公司整体的决定,他们看了奈莉以前的一些录像带,奈莉和大多数在拉尔地摩挣扎的女孩没有什么区别,要说她的表演有多么的震撼人心,那是胡扯。 At most is also and above the ruled lines, to outstanding is a little also away from. 顶多也就是及格线之上,离优秀还有一点距离。 Even if this level asks famous actors unable to drive her, might as well use this movie, exercises her well, tempers her performing skill, while convenient impact trophy. 这种水平就算找个大牌男演员都带不动她,不如利用这部电影,好好的锻炼她一番,磨炼她的演技,顺便冲击奖杯。 It is well known, all large-scale comparison, can decide that truly who can ranked the first absolutely not be the professional competence, but is the public relations and operation. 众所周知,所有大型的评比活动,真正能够决定谁能获得第一的绝对不是专业素质,而是公关和运营。 In addition Director Fox Pictures the section and operation section also considers to attempt to come to prepare with some prizes for the listing, therefore they changed the shooting plan. 加上福克斯影业导演部和运营部也考虑尝试着拿一些奖来为上市做准备,所以他们改变了拍摄计划。 The script in hand is not only one, the company will then start few no less than five movies, full power impact major award items. 奈莉手中的剧本不是唯一的一个,公司接下来会启动最少不少于五部电影,全力冲击各大奖项。 Listens is a little blurry, but also is not a little self-confident, „I really have the opportunity, I know that my performance is not very actually good, I thought that this was too difficult.” 奈莉听的有点迷迷糊糊的,还有点不自信,“我真的有机会吗,我知道我的表演其实并不是特别好,我觉得这太难了。” The managers nod, can realize own shortcoming good miss, „, therefore we need your friend, when is afternoon screen test your friend.” 经纪人点了点头,能认识到自己的缺点就还是好姑娘,“所以我们需要你的朋友,就是下午试镜时你那个朋友。” Somewhat has doubts, „why needs her?” 奈莉有些疑惑,“为什么需要她？” Originally she also planned that spoke several words of praise for the former roommate, but now inexplicable had some resistances. 本来她还打算为前室友说几句好话,可现在莫名的有了一些抗拒。