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#1028: Terminates the words expressing feelings

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Terminated, according to the convention writes words expressing feelings, chatted the idea. 完结了,按惯例写个感言,谈谈想法。 From April 1 , 2019, by August 12 , 2020, lasted 499 days, 11976 hours, 718560 minutes, 43113600 seconds, «Black Duke of Pirate» terminated finally. 从2019年4月1日,到2020年8月12日,历时整整499天,11976个小时,718560分钟,43113600秒,《海贼之黑公爵》终于完结了。 It is not easy, looking like has a dream to be the same. 太不容易了,就像是做梦一样。 During this period I experienced many a lot. 在这期间我经历了很多很多事情。 In early last July, the grandfather fell ill the city to treat an illness, finally found out the chronic leukemia. 去年7月初,爷爷生病去市里治病,最终查出慢性白血病。 Also on that day, my entire life in the Internet cafe symbol, the entire 4000 characters, how god knows I to complete for the first time. 也是在那天,我生平第一次在网吧码字,整整4000字,天知道我是怎么样完成的。 At the end of last November, the brother-in-law passed away, hurries to rush home for a relative's funeral, the feeling life was variable, brother-in-law over 50 years old is. 去年11月底,小叔去世,赶去奔丧,感觉人生无常,小叔才五十多岁。 At the end of last year, eve of the Lunar New Year couple of days ago, accompanied the grandfather to walk the life last regulation, cannot forget the grandfather in the picture that I died at present, at that time in the hospital, looks that since childhood in me loses the breath the grandfather who I raise at present gradually, does not know at heart was what taste, was the feeling is very no use, suddenly, I do not dare to cry in the hospital at that time loudly, has wiped tears, then brought back to the native place the grandfather. 去年年底,大年三十的前两天,陪着爷爷走完人生最后一程,至今忘不了爷爷在我眼前死去的画面,那时候在医院里,看着从小把我带大的爷爷在我眼前渐渐失去呼吸,心里不知道是什么样的滋味,就是感觉很无助,很突然,我当时在医院里不敢大声哭,就一直擦眼泪,然后把爷爷带回老家。 Last year before the epidemic situation approached, the day before Eve, sent off the grandfather. 去年疫情来临之前,除夕夜的前一天,把爷爷送走。 Year later more than one month, this year's in March, the daughter-in-law passed away. Family member multiple departures, make me feel that again the life is variable. 年后一个月多,今年的三月份,大奶奶去世。亲人多次的离开,再次让我感觉到人生无常。 Then to last month, because of the epidemic situation, I had four years of company, the radical bankruptcy, until completed liquidating couple days ago finally. 然后到上个月,因为疫情,我开了四年的公司,彻底破产,直到前几天才终于完成清盘。 ( Before me, is boss, but company went bankrupt.) (我以前也是老板,只是公司破产了而已。) I really do not know how to insist, does not know in this period of time, off and on code character, but also is left over many fervor. 我真不知道是怎么坚持下来的,也不知道在这段时间内,断断续续的码着字,还剩下多少激情。 Since these 499 days, looking like have had a dream to be the same, the feeling is not very real. 这499天以来,就像是做梦一样,感觉特别不真实。 But after all finished, by the termination of this book, but completely finished. 但终归是结束了,以这本书的完结而彻底结束。 Looked like constrained very long mood, can be divulged, completely finished. 就像是压抑了很久的情绪,能够得到宣泄,彻底结束了。 I know that the plot of ending has many hip, the article writes insufficiently compact, the ending is somewhat hasty, but I really could not write. 我知道结尾的剧情有不少拉胯,文章写得不够紧凑,结尾有些仓促,但我实在写不下去了。 The writing is a long work, particularly only obtains some meagre incomes time, is so, I know that this book rhythm slow heat, the rhythm is not good, what is worth being proud, I subscribe hundred by, now subscribes 300 result, wrote about 2.16 million characters. 写作是一份漫长的工作,尤其是只得到些许微薄收入的时候,更是如此,我知道这本书的节奏过于慢热,节奏不是太好,但值得自豪的是,我以首订不过百,现在均订不过三百的成绩,写到了216万字。 Although the result is not good, although the plot has many issues, but insisted finally, calculates that has a confession to several hundred over a thousand book friend friends of subscription. 虽然成绩不好,虽然剧情有不少问题,但最终坚持了下来,也算对订阅的几百上千个书友朋友们有个交代。 Must have an ending, not. 总得有个结尾,不是吗。 The ending perhaps is not good, but the ability is limited, does everything possible. 结尾或许不是太好,但能力有限,尽力而为。 Although the result is unpleasant, but also wrote the same person story in my heart, biggest result that a does not have any bloodline, the background, crossing over of talent, can achieve. 虽然成绩不如意,但也写出了我心中的同人故事,一个没有任何血统,背景,天赋的穿越者,所能够做到的最大成绩。 Long 499 days, Rinehart spent more than 30 years of pirate professions, he recalled in the past, dreamlike feelings. 漫长的499天,莱因哈特度过了三十多年海贼生涯,想必他回想起过去,也会有一种如梦似幻的感觉吧。 This book said that the termination is an attitude, is an ability, unsatisfied friend, but also please forgive, and accepts the reasonable criticism. 这本书就不过说了,完结是一种态度,更是一种能力,不满意的朋友,还请原谅,并且接受合理的批评。 Thanks support, brothers and sisters who particularly spend to subscribe, only I can do is, brings a better higher-quality creation to you. 谢谢各位的支持,尤其是花钱订阅的兄弟姐妹,我唯一能做的就是,给你们带来更好更优质的创作。 These 499 days, I feel tolerance and understanding, regarding my crude person the tolerance of network writer, I know , although among the networks is separated by ten thousand li (0.5 km), but this is the love. 这499天,我感受到的都是各位的宽容和谅解,对于我这个半吊子的网络写手的宽容,我知道虽然网络之间相隔万里,但这就是爱。 Thank the fans total list six rudder main support( 1 EvanWind , 2 to trace jie radical sail, 3 riddle same desolate songs, 4 KENTccc , 5 flammable changed/easy Zha, 6 one drank lonely), thank the support of fans total list 127 deacons( 7 spring breeze love seas, 8 WWX 91,9 Super Li Dada, 10 farmer orchards......( wait/etc, the population were too many, sees the work first to close 【Fans total list TOP500】), Thank the support of fans total list 296 disciples, thank the support of fans total list 71 apprentices.( Only can see 500 fans). 感谢粉丝总榜六名舵主的支持(1EvanWind,2溯尐丿帆,三谜一样的萧歌,4KENTccc,5易燃易炸,六一饮孤独),感谢粉丝总榜127名执事的支持(七春风恋海,8WWX91，9Super李大大,十農夫果園……(等等,人数太多,见作品先关【粉丝总榜TOP500】),感谢粉丝总榜296名弟子的支持,感谢粉丝总榜71名学徒的支持。(只能看到500名粉丝)。 Without you, without this book , there would be no stories of Rinehart mammoth more than 30 years of pirate professions, I can do only, besides writes the story, can only to say sincerely thanks. 没有你们,就没有这本书,就没有莱因哈特波澜壮阔的三十多年海贼生涯的故事,我唯一能够做的,除了把故事写好之外,就只能跟各位真诚的说一声谢谢。 Thanks! 谢谢！ I the development level of this words expressing feelings, regard as one of the book most important articles, and after putting the ending, sends alone, because this is I to own responsibility, to spends to support the responsibility of my book friends numerously. 我把这篇感言的重要程度,视为这本书最重要的文章之一,并且放到结尾之后单独发,因为这是我对自己的责任,也是对众多花钱支持我的书友们的责任。 In book friend group 30 book friends, in some time in the past, to my support, particularly 【He Ming lan beautiful】 【D son of a bitch】 【He silently】 【ZERD- perishes】 In book friend group and other book friends, thank you. 还有书友群里面的三十位书友,在过去很长一段时间里面,对我的支持,尤其是【贺明兰妍】【D狗子】【默默的他】【ZERD-殒】书友群里面等三十位书友,谢谢你们。 I also completed a not too big nor too small magnificent feat, subscribed hundred result by, wrote about 2.16 million characters, this number in, although also had, but should not be many, this was I can only the proud place. 我也算是完成了一件不大不小的壮举,以首订不过百的成绩,写到了216万字,这个数字在同人里面,虽然也有,但应该也不多,这是我唯一能够自豪的地方。 Many friends asked that the plan of my next book, until now I wrote many new book programs, but does not have one finally satisfied, finally I decided that continues to write with the person novel. 很多朋友问我下一部书的计划,一直以来我写了不少新书大纲,可是最终没有一个满意的,最终我决定了,继续写同人小说。 Older teen who as likes looking at the Japanese animation since childhood, perhaps this is the plot that I cannot give, these animation inside stories, oneself always felt that should have better processing mode, therefore also caused me to write the origins with various person novel original stories. 作为从小就喜欢看日本动漫的大龄青年,或许这就是我割舍不掉的情节,那些动漫里面的故事,自己总感觉应该有更好的处理方式,所以也造成了我写同人小说各种原创故事的由来。 Therefore the next this book, was the hot shadow, the program has done, but some details also need to improve. 所以下本书,是火影同人,大纲已经做了很多,但有些细节还需要完善。 I can guarantee that in my area of competence, making the story the rhythm more compact, and absorbed the experience of this book, has the confidence to write a better story. 我能够保证的,就是在我能力范围内,让故事的节奏更加紧凑,并且吸取了这本书的经验,有信心写出更好的故事。 Asked everyone to continue to support my new book «from To start To puncture At this moment Endures», the hot shadow, completely please anticipate at the end of the month. 请各位继续支持我的新书《从此刻开始打穿忍界》,火影同人,月底尽请期待。 The interested friend, can add the group: 185322346, can come in the group to offer an opinion and criticize to me, the opinion of everyone, I can auspicious read also refer. 有兴趣的朋友,可以加群:185322346,可以来群里面给我提意见和批评,每个人的意见,我都会祥读并且参考。 Above, beginning Chinese net writer 【Spot lan】 On the night of August 12 , 2020, had the feeling. 以上,起点中文网作家【斑瓓】于2020年8月12日夜,有感。 Thanks the support! 谢谢支持！
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